#they accused me of gaslighting too girl fuck you lol

[francy-sketches]

Girl help they beat my ass on asoiaf twitter

#.txt #‘stop vagueposting’ my bad I thought this was the vagueposting site #over the stupid fucking costume tweet. again #my fault for not specifying it was about period drama screenshots and not artists I guess but I thought it was obvious 😭 #they accused me of gaslighting too girl fuck you lol #‘is it that serious’ < person who’s about to accuse me of being an elitist artist hating gaslighter or whatever #well at least I have some new drama 2 talk 2 my classmates about yipeee saved from awkward silent walk home #YES I tell my classmates about funny internet discourse look we’re animation students we’re all chronically online

[kittencomicslol]

Gyutaro x reader requests :3

Requests are; Open!!

Hello hello hello!!! If u know me, u know I love Gyutaro (a concerning amount but hey we all have our struggles)

I most likely will not do full entire fanfictions but rather little headcannons/senarios. I’ve done these on my wattpad so for reference this is what I mean by that (no need to actually read this it’s just to show how i do my shit lol) but if you request something and I REALLLYY like the idea or if I’m pumped full of motivation, I might do a full one.

Edit; okay!! What the fart! The link won’t work ig no reference for yall

Here are some guidelines for what I will/wont write, and then under that I’ll set up a little master-List ^_^

Also sen I know you frequent tumblr and the ds tag aswell so helloo! Hello hello!! Ily!! :3

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What I will definitely write!! (If it’s not on here I can try, but this is stuff I definitely will do!!)

-Fluff, I love love LOVE toothrotting fluff

-Angst, depending on how mentally stable I currently am when writing

-Hurt comfort LOVE LOVE LOVEEEE hurt comfort

-Reader w disabilities

-Phobias

-Disorders

-Readers who have gone through past grooming/abuse (I feel u yall ❤️)

-Gore (it’s demon slayer like cmon it’s gonna happen at some point when it comes to something)

-Cannibalism (same sitch as gore, demons n stuff bro)

-Human reader

-Demon reader

-Yokai reader

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What I won’t/can’t do

-NSFW!! I am a minor :3 (ofc I can leave jokes or mentions of shit but I’m not gonna actually post nsfw as a minor)

-M! reader (sorry I just gen suck w it and I’m mostly writing these 4 me, I’m sorry 💔 this does not apply to mtf trans topics!! ❤️)

-Depictions of something unhealthy (grooming, gaslighting, abuse, manipulation, pedophilla, not cool stuff!! I can write this in hurt comfort/taking about trauma but I will NEVER make it something to actually do w the relationship)

-Yandere stuff (though I love this as a horror idea, a lot of ppl actually enjoy romanticizing yandere stuff which classifies as romanticizing abuse. That is totally not cool!! I hate writing that stuff bc it normalizes those topics to younger ppl reading which is dangerous!)

-Incell shit. I’ve seen too many ppl on here go ‘oh Gyutaro is an incell’ ‘I fought the incell accusations and lost’ well I DIDNT. I don’t care about the plot at all, Gyutaro literally RAISED A GIRL. IN THE RED LIGHT DISTRICT. He literally taught her to defend herself against creepy men!! Like cmon guys use critical thinking and common sense pls 😭😭

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I do not know how frequently I will be able to post/write. My life is literally in limbo rn and I am prioritizing myself‼️‼️

If you wanna ask just send it in as a question for my blog, I can work w it that way. Idk if that’s how ppl usually do it or not I’m new to tumblr but fuck it we ball 🔥🔥

And I am posting this 10 minutes before new years, let’s kick 2024 off with scribbles about our favorite demon boy!! <3

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Masterlist!! (Hc / fanfiction

!Human Gyu with an !upper moon reader

Random self indulgent fluff fanfiction

How Gyutaro would like to cuddle

Comforting him with snuggles n praise

Braids

#gyutaro #gyutaro demon slayer #gyutaro x reader #gyutaro x you #fanficton #x reader #demonslayer #demon slayer #kimetsu no yaiba #kny x reader #kny #demon slayer x reader #kimetsu no yabia x reader #gyutaro shabana #male wife #oh my god I’m litteraly in LOVE with this man

[mysaldate]

2, 5, and 18 for the violence ask game

It can be for any fandom you like

Let's go! *cracks knuckles*

2 – a compelling argument for why your fave would never top or bottom

Let's do a few fandoms then! However, I will preface this by saying I don't usually have a strong top/bottom preference. Arguments, though, I can make!

TWST: Vil wouldn't bottom due to his deep-rooted trust issues (which are pretty justified tbh). I also feel like he has issues with control so him bottoming isn't very likely for me to see. Jade wouldn't usually bottom because he's a control freak and a massive sadist. I could maybe see him bottoming for Floyd or rarely Azul but other than that, eh, not really. Azul wouldn't top because first and foremost, I don't believe he would have sex with most people in the first place. And by the time he's comfortable enough about that, I believe he'd have enough trust (and ego) to let himself be pampered.

AFK Arena: Respen is absolutely a bottom, a bratty bottom but a bottom still. I don't have any deep or profound reason, I just don't see him topping. He's kinda too irresponsible and a bit lazy to top lol. Gavus is a bottom too. Anyone who doesn't see what a massive bottom he is never bothered to actually read about his character and just goes by first impressions. The gap moe is very strong with Gavus. He's a malewife, he's rash, he's emotional, he's irresponsible, he's way too hot-headed, and doesn't think about things enough. He's like the definition of a bottom.

Makai ouji: I don't ship Michael much, definitely not in a sexual way. That said, I'm going to say he wouldn't bottom because of his massive trust and control issues and his angry cat energy probably makes him a very selfish lover too. Not to mention my biggest ship for him is with Sitri, which leads me to... Sitri is not a bottom, he's the bottom. Boy is so submissive and timid and just... aaaaa

5 – worst discord server and why

Honestly, I don't know. There used to be one TWST server, not sure if that one is still up, but it had a very annoying rk/vl fan who took it upon themselves to "convert" me to a ship that was a literal trigger at the time, and would hijack every conversation I had with anyone in there to talk about that ship instead, and when I asked them not to, they ran to the mods and accused me of shit and because they were friends with the mods, I got kicked. There's also the server I first started playing DnD in where the DM, his wife, and their mutual friend would repeatedly try to SA my character and gaslight me into thinking I was the problem for not wanting that to happen to my poor poor girl.

18 – it's absolutely criminal that the fandom has been sleeping on…

TWST: Sebek. Everything about Sebby is amazing and people are sleeping on him because he's not conventionally attractive and has gap moe which apparently people are afraid of these days. Some also see him as a "rival" when it comes to Malleus, ugh. AFK Arena: Lorsan. No, Journey doesn't count, Journey sucks and did him so dirty. He's a precious little baby people-pleaser bunny and not a slacking idiot hated by everyone in his life. Fuck Journey. Makai ouji: Like... this series existing. People sleep on this amazing manga, it's so good, it's so perfect, it's literally so awesome. I need more fans please I beg of you go read the manga or even just watch the anime please.

#ask #ask game #choose violence ask game

[monstersinthecosmos]

so full disclaimer that I know we're missing tons of context and this will make more sense on the actual full episodes LOL but something I observed in some of the conversations that I want to point out;

"You wanted her" doesn't strictly imply (to me) that the baby trap is reversed. Their entire relationship is founded on coercion and (at least in the books) Lestat manipulates him the entire time they're together. For him to say that doesn't necessarily make it true, in fact it really tracks with me as something he'd say to gaslight Louis. Even the voiceover of Louis saying he wanted to save her, I don't think that strictly implies a switch. Also because we still see Lestat is the one who turned her. There's a huge gap in logic between "I want to save her" and "I want her to be damned for eternity just like me" so there''s plenty of room for Lestat to use this as an opportunity to manipulate Louis again. "Whelp, sorry babe, I cannot save her, but we can turn her! :D" which is how it happened in the book, too. Only here it looks like she is brought to the brink of death by a fire and not Louis's desperate hunger.

SO MAYBE THEY SWITCHED IT IDK but I don't think those lines prove it yet. It's very much something Lestat would say as a manipulation.

The other thing I'm seeing is a lot of people making fun of Louis for the "You took my life!" line and saying like, WAT R U TALKIN ABOUT LOUIS! YOU ASKED FOR IT! and again , like. The entire idea in the novel was that he was too fucked up and not in a state of mind to truly consent, that Lestat coerced him, and that once he became a vampire he was in way over his head and didn't realize what he'd been submitting to.

I know RJ said that in this version they get more of a courtship, that Lestat wants to make sure Louis loves him and wants it, so this has some wiggle room. But there's some clues also in how Louis tells the interviewer "I was being hunted" and how he was seduced. He has 100+ years of hindsight at this point and still thinks of himself as Lestat's prey, I find that important! The "You took my life!" accusation can always come back to the way Lestat instigated this situation by preying on him, even if Louis eventually agreed to be turned.

I get that it's a little silly to get in the weeds about teasers haha AND WE ARE SO CLOSE TO JUST WATCHING IT FOR OURSELVES but I found both of these conversations interesting and I saw them popping up a lot after the last trailer & the Claudia teaser.

I'm really curious to see:

If there IS a baby trap switch, what does this change about who Lestat is as a person?

IS IT EVEN A BABY TRAP IF LOUIS IS JUST NAIVELY TRYING TO SAVE SOME GIRL? (tbh if someone tried to baby trap me with a teenager I would leave even faster but that's just me)

Does the fire have anything to do with Louis lmao are we still leaning into that?

[shimmershae]

So.  Thanks to my new anonymous friend, this is going to become a thing.

Shae’s thinky thoughts about the latest episode--Acheron:  Part 2--beneath a cut. 

Because spoilers, however vague they might be.  

Let’s be real here.  This is more a stream of consciousness than anything else so if that’s not your thing, you are most welcome to nope right on out of this post.  Trust me.  I’ll completely understand, lol.  Sometimes?  I wish I could nope right on out of my own brain and the way it operates.  

That said?  Without further ado--

Episode 2′s opening, though.  Maggie trapped with hungry Walkers converging?  It totally gives me Glenn under the dumpster vibes.  I don’t know if that was intentional or just happy coincidence but way to link Maggie to her dearly departed better half, show.  

Is it just me or has Father G had more OOMPH to him these last few seasons?  Again, I have to ask--Rosita’s influence or no?  Regardless, I bet Seth Gilliam is loving the job these days.  

Side note:  am I gonna have to go to bed early every Saturday night from now until the end just so I that I might be able to SEE?  Something?  Anything?  My curtains are flimsy-ass.  I admit it.  But this is more frustrating than TXF.  Angela, WTF?  

No, seriously.  It’s like complete guess work who’s in these subway scenes.  Some of that has to do with them being overly populated by redshirts and the rest of it has to do with me having to squint and turn sideways to make out their facial features. 

Look at Daryl busting through concrete walls!  Should I call him the Kool-Aid Man considering NR has once again allowed himself to be led right into a biased, shipper trap?  Hmm.  I might.  

Imagine seeking refuge in those dark, filthy subways.  Any second now I expect to hear the skittering of rats.  Will Dog lose his effing mind a la Divergence?  He’s been shown to go off half-cocked that way, lol.  Oh well.  Guess it’ll be in character if he does.  

Impressive graffiti storyboards.  Does it mean something that it immediately cuts to the Commonwealth storm troopers afterward?  Maybe.  Who really knows at this point?  They been trying to gaslight us forever.  

LOL at Princess yet again.  Yumiko is just like da fuq is this person?  

No, really.  LMAO.  “That was her.  From last night.  Did you see how she was looking at us?”  

Then you have Eugene, hahaha.  “Oh God.  Why did he tell off the big guy?”  Like the man is totally me in this type of situation.  Not even gonna lie.  

“That’s right.  We want to talk to the manager.”  

I literally cannot wait ‘til Carol and Daryl meet Princess.  Can.  Not.  Wait.  

How sad is that note on that $100 bill?  Small moment but it totally gives me Season 4 vibes when they were on their way to Terminus seeking sanctuary.  

Hmm.  Remember how that place wasn’t what they thought it was?  I’m sure neither is the Commonwealth.  But I feel like what’s left of Team Family is totally going to do Rick proud, lol, and prove they’re messing with the wrong people if they try something.  

Daryl, Man.  You gonna have to get a better handle on your headstrong Fur Son.  I wonder if Dog would listen better to his mama?  Things to ponder.  

Sounds like Miko has this group’s number.  Or does she?  

Princess and Eugene totally look like they’re waiting their turn for the Principal’s office, LOL.  

“Stop moving!  You’re taking my nerves over the edge to a proverbial 11 on a scale of 10.”  I feel you, Eugene.  I do.  Also you, Princess.  Two of the most relatable TWD characters right there, I’m telling you.  

Princess is me when I really, really, really have to pee.  TMI?  Sorry, lovelies.  LOL.  I just...she’s so relatable.  

LMAO.  “If that fine ass dude in the orange suit...”  Princess and Mercer incoming in 3-2-----

Princess’s excitement over the toilet paper=PRICELESS.  

Eugene, Man.  You desperately need to develop a poker face.  

There’s Daryl getting another cool camera shot.  Angela?  You playing favorites again?  

Carol’s claustrophobia could have never.  I bet that’s in the back of Pookie’s mind.  You can’t tell me it’s not because Carol lives in there rent-free.  

Ohhh.  Back to the subway car.  Looks like we got the Maggie redshirts leading the way.  First sacrificial “lambs”?  

Maggie pistol-whipping Negan was kinda deserved, but he wasn’t all wrong so.  

Damn.  I’m no Gage fan.  He can fuck all the way off for what he did to my baby Lydia.  But Maggie over there with ice in her veins.  

Yep.  I think the dude just got one of the most gruesome deaths in a while.  Yuck.  

I think Alden’s faith in Maggie definitely took several hits.  I feel like he kind of had her on some sort of pedestal dating back to Hilltop times.  Father G, though?  The man is continuing to show himself a SAVAGE MFer.  

Josh gives Eugene such believable tics and mannerisms.  He IS Eugene.  

Thank you, Maggie, for lighting that flare.  I could not see a damn thing.  

What are these bad memories Negan alludes to?  Hmm?  Him being a shit husband to Lucille back when he was still taking her for granted?  

Father G on Gage’s Walker--”All that is, is a shell of a man, who died a coward.”  Kind of ironic considering Father G’s own origins, huh?  Has he any warmth in there for anybody but Rosita and Coco?  Does he equate it with weakness?  

“There are worse ways.”  And Maggie proceeds to paint us a horror story with mere words.  

Dark Maggie really surpasses anything certain fans have ever accused Carol of being.  Is she too far gone?  Who the hell knows?  I think it’s clear that she and Carol are both on a sliding scale of sorts when it comes to being able to compartmentalize shit to survive.  Personally?  I feel like Maggie might have leap-frogged Carol in this episode but it matters none because of the double standards so deeply entrenched in this fandom.  Both women have endured and had to do some horrific things.  It’s not a contest.  But it’s probably going to be turned into a season-long one.  

It’s almost like Kang was like, “Ya’ll bitches think Carol’s dark?  I’ll show you DARK.  Check and mate.”  

Whatever the reasoning, Maggie just got exponentially more interesting to me if not likable.  And before anybody out there comes at me, it’s entirely possible to be on a character’s side in some things and not be all up their ass in love with them, lol.  Like I’m attached to her because she’s family and Glenn loved her.  There’s a loyalty there and she absolutely is justified in her hatred of Negan.  But I’m not going to pretend her shit don’t stink like everybody else’s.  

Speaking of my baby Glenn.  What would he think of this version of Maggie?  I think he would be gutted and heart stricken that events led to her being like this but he’d understand because he’s pure like that.  Don’t mean he’d be A-OK with it all.  

Dog must be protected at all costs.  

Confession.  I know not the fuck who Pony Boy is, but I know him because all my fandom friends have pointed him out to me, lol.  RIP, Man.  I think you’re number’s up or close to it.  

Okay, though.  I admit it.  I am kinda LOVING Badass Father G.  

That scene in the subway car with all of them working to take all the Walkers out was already badass.  Then Daryl arrived and made it, in @freefromthecocoon’s words, HAWT.  LOL.  

Eugene staring at that little black book like it contains torture tools, hehehe.  

“Processed?  As in administratively?  Processed as in bologna or other meat stuffs?  This inquiring (enquiring?) mind needs to know.”  OMG, Eugene.  I admit it.  Even if it makes me look like a lunatic, LOL.  I straight up LMAO at that one.  I mean, ten years later and Terminus still fresh on the man’s mind.  

“You like feeling nervous?”  Well, no.  None of us that do, Mercer?  Do.  

Then he proceeds to make me howl with his “You can’t lie for shit” to Eugene.  

Josh McDermitt?  I love you, Man.  40 year old virgin, LOL.  

All this talk over the seasons of Daryl’s virginity and we have Eugene, hahaha.  But was he telling the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth?  

Finally.  Some daylight.  Where I can see.  

Eugene’s relief at seeing his friends safe and sound was such a beautiful thing to see.  I loved those hugs.  

Mercer’s face when he snarled “beat cop” in disdain to Ezekiel.  I think I’m gonna love this dude.  

“I went to West Point.  Asshole.”  Yeah.  I am.  

I know they probably catfishing Eugene right here because spoilers tell us that ain’t Stephanie.  But my heart still did a little d’aww.  Angela.  Don’t play with his poor heart like that.  

What’s got Daryl so pensive, huh?  Is it that the note reminds him of kids being lost or taken from their family? Or separated from their family?  Is he thinking of those Grimes babies and wondering if Michonne will ever make it back and why and how she was able to leave them behind?  Tell me it ain’t that Find Me nonsense.  

“This place sure has gone to shit since the last time I was here.”  LMAO, JDM.  I mean Negan.  Sorry.  Sorry.  I still hate Negan, but JDM has me entertained at least since they gave the asshole some shades of gray.  And speaking of shades of gray.  I’m loving the gray beard.  JDM’s looking GOOD (hear that NR?  Embrace the gray).  Negan can still kick rocks, lol.  

Anyway.  That scene was CREEPY AF.  Not even gonna lie.  

The Reapers strutting right on up to our group like it’s The Purge:  ZA.  

My bad, Pony Boy. Now RIP.  

Dark, dark episode with loads of tension broken up by some welcome humor by Princess.  The girl is fast becoming a fave of mine.  

My baby’s back next week!!!

I’m just going to plug my ears and pretend they’re trying to capture/recapture the horses because they’re pets.  Not because they’re starving so bad they feel the need to eat them.  La la la la la.  I can’t hear you.  

#The Walking Dead #Season 11 #TWD spoilers #things that make me smile and cry #for reasons

[tellywoodtrash]

immj2 30+31.12.20 lbs

30.12.20

lmao ep starts off itself with vansh and kabir ka staring match.

vansh steady in first place, not having blinked for................ like 3 minutes now? this dude a fucking freak.

while riddhima gazes adoringly at him thinking bhagwaan ne mujhe itnaaaaaaaaaa achcha pati diya hai. pft. idk what the hell sins you did in your last life riddhima, to get a husband like this one in this life, but it had to be something reallllllllllll bad. like stealing from little orphans and kicking puppies or some shit.

thankfully dadi is here to put an end to this chutiyaapa.

countdown blah blah, no1 currrrrrrrrr.

itna pheeeeeeeeeenka happy new year. bhai-behen ho kya???

now we talking.

he just says some trite shit like new kahaani that will be remembered for ages blah blah and gives creepy looks. dude why can’t you be normal on oneeeee bloody day?

ahaana also giving random creepy looks seeing vansh/riddhima hugging. and she goes and............

i think i watch this show and rrahul a little too closely ki i instantly knew this isn’t his hand and thus it’s not vansh’s hand she’s holding.

yupppppppppp. bola tha na.

damn they make a hotass couple of shady bitches.

ok wow i’m really feeling it. wish kabir wasn’t a sociopath who is incapable of feeling attachment (“love” is too strong a word) for anyone but his mother.

lmao his reaction when ahaana tells him ki riddhima didn’t believe any of the pattiii she padaofied her about vansh.

ok but how do these two know each other??? matlab yeh le aaya hai issko? i thought vansh le aaya hoga?!!?

mereko kya kaunsa manhoos le aaya? i’m just here for the attractive ppl pressing their bodies up against each other. keep on keeping on, #KaHana

he’s warning her against ever double-crossing him and dude the angry/hate-sex vibes here are *~~~ExQuISiTe*~~~~

the way she’s confidently gazing at him all sexy tells me she’s a much more seasoned player than riddhima and i already love her more than the damn lead of the show.

damn. that’s a gnarly period you got riddhima. that’s an unusual amount of flow. go see a doctor about it, sis.

i’ve heard about ppl making art with menstrual blood and all, but this is fucking ridiculous.

anyway of course the dumbass goes investigating it. and got fucking attacked in the storeroom and SOMEONE HUNG HER UP. LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON IN THIS MESSED UP HOUSE DUDE????/ WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU STILLL LIVE HERE????

Chehra Appreciation Break

asadkjasldjlaskdjlsakjdlas the way he’s yelling for everyone and interrogating them of their whereabouts coz riddhima’s missing.

lmao ishani and ahaana’s reactions at this temper tantrum are fucking amazing.

dang what’s with the suuuuuper orange lower half of his face???? ugh. the foundation woes are back now that the beard’s growing back in.

anyway he went barrelling off to find her after some more chabaaya hua dhamkis at his fam. ahaana already regretting moving into this pagaal khaana.

this scene is so fucking disturbing to watch that i don’t even wanna fucking cap it. but she was legit getting HANGED and he managed to get there in the nick of time and save her.

how, you ask? BY SHOOTING AT THE ROPE, INSTEAD OF JUST.......... DOING SOMETHING NORMAL LIKE RUNNING AND PUTTING THE STOOL BACK UNDER HER FEET TO STABILIZE HER. THIS SHOW IS JUST FUCKING BATSHIT INSANE, MY LORD.

this poor girl, my god. i don’t think i’ve ever watched a tellywood FL be tortured to the extent that this one is on a daily basis. it’s fucking ridiculous. there’s no redemption for any of the raisinghanias at this point. she just needs to fucking leave (and file several domestic violence cases against each and every one of them, except dadi.)

anyway she tells him whatever went down today, starting from the period blood fiasco onwards and he’s........ vibrating in anger. cool i guess.

some promises and shit about how who ever did this will pay, time for “humaara khel” and .......... dude. you say this shit every single time. and nothing changes. i don’t give a fuck anymore about your stupid promises. move the fuck outta this hellhole with your wife if you really mean it.

seedha jaake ahaana ke sar pe bandook taan di. based on what evidence? only the Good Lord above knows, coz vansh and the writers sure don’t.

no literally based on what is he accusing her and pulling the trigger??????? idgi??????

almost shot her and is saying “riddhima pe kharonchh nahi aani chahiye, baat ishq aur vishwaas ki hai” and ahaana is giggling and literally what the fuck is going on i’m so confused.

ahaana saying wowwwww, you want revenge also, and she shouldn’t get hurt also.

MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNEW IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE’S THE ONE WHO BROUGHT AHAANA IN!!!!!!!!!!!!

literally what the fuck is this dude on???? badla chahiye, par dard nahi hona chahiye. bhai, kya phoonk ke aaye ho, humein bhi toh thoda de do.

ok this is tooooo fucking convoluted a game. riddhima thinks kabir is the one attacking her. but it’s kabir + ahaana. kabir thinks ahaana is on his side and brought her into VR mansion, but ahaana is double agent who was actually planted in kabir’s nazar by vansh to fuck over BOTH kabir and riddhima. i think?????????

ahaana be like re devaaaaaa, what fucking madness have i gotten myself into????????????? the things i have to do for health insurance coverage during a pandemic.

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31.12.20

first 5 minutes is some new year ka naach gaana bs. fwding.

ok this fucker is a legit motherflipping crazy. he just wants to keep torturing riddhima for god knows how long.

even ahaana is alarmed.

did he do absolutely noooooo research after the cliff chhalaang? like....... this revenge shit is so dumb at this point, when he knows she brought in vihaan to stop kabir from ruining the family, and took a second fucking bullet for him?!?!?!?!?!?! they shouldn’t have written the second gunshot plot point, coz now he looks like a reallllllllll unappreciative fucker for whom literally no good deed is enough.

WHAT PYAAR AND VISHWAAS, FUCKER???????? LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?????? YOU’VE PLAYED THESE GAMES WITH HER FROM THE VERY START OF YOUR MARRIAGE AND MAYBE TOOK A BREAK FOR A WEEK OR TWO IN BETWEEN - WHEN SHE GOT SHOT THE FIRST TIME AND DURING ISHANI’S WEDDING. THAT’S WHAT YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT??????/ LIKE.......... THIS MAKES NO BLOODY SENSE. THIS CHARACTER IS JUST SUCH A SUPREME DOUCHEBAG, MY GOD. THERE’S ABSOLUTELY NO REDEEMING HIM WHATSOEVER.

also can’t say rrahul’s extra chabaaaaa chabaaaaaaa ke bolna is making this enjoyable to watch at all.

all i wanna know is what ahaana has on him that he’s indebted to her and thought her worthy enough to join forces with. SPILL SPILL SPILL SPILL!!!!!!!!!!!! what does ahaana get outta all this?!!?!?!!!!!!

riddhima on the other hand running around wondering whom vansh is gonna murder. SIS YOU JUST GOT STRANGULATED CAN YOU SIT DOWN FOR A HOT SEC AND REST?!?!!?!?

ahaana is like bro you gonna ruin riddhima’s life, and he’s like yeah, that’s what i want. jesus christ, dude. just divorce her then. why prolong this shit out like this????? truly psychopathic.

riddhima hears his voice and heads to the pool area..........

............. isn’t that his shoulder there behind the tree? is she fucking blind???????? HOW CAN SHE NOT SEE HIS 7 FOOT TALL HULKING ASS BEHIND THAT PATLA SA JHAADI?????? HE’S LITERALLY THERE LIKE........

........... she left. god. she’s really really REALLY stupid. like pretty sure these crimes against her count as extraaaaaaaaa bad....... like, pick on someone with your own brain capacity, vansh? leave the simple minded sis alone!

the only gift that’s acceptable from you rn sir, is divorce papers. and a self-filed restraining order promising to stay 3 whole districts away.

yikes, that beard is notttttt growing in well.

“tum mujhe apne saare stress de do.” BITCH YOU’RE HER BIGGEST STRESS. ASSHOLE. I HATE YOU SO MUCH.

“tumse door jaake jaaonga kahaan? abhi toh bohut kuch baaki hai.” fucking dieeee, you psychopath.

lmaoooooooooooooooo her face when she doesn’t understand wtf this gift is supposed to be. i’ve been there sis. trying to fake enthusiasm for some reallllll bad gifts from men is truly painful.

also she’s so dang cute when they let her use her face properly!!!!!! har waqt bechaari ko bass rulaate rehte hain iss show mein.

one ainvayiiii gift ke bahaane some random cuteness.

sis gazing at him some more thinking omg he loves me soooooooo much.

she remembered ahaana’s warning, and is like no she was lying to me!!!!!!!!! stupid stupid stupiddddddd. no matter whoever planted her, you should believe that sister over your haraami misters. motive jo bhi ho, bol toh behen sach hi rahi thi.

yuck that looks ugly af. why the hell would you want that on your bedroom wall? esp. when your bedroom is already so goddamn fugly.

anyway he’s gaslighting her some more about ahaana blah blah.

riddhima like i’ll prove it. le, iska jee nahi bharaa. she wants to do more jasoosi and go get stuck in random traps that try to kill her.

vansh promising he’ll throw ahaana and her partners out if she can prove it. meaning you’ll........... throw yourself out?????

whatever man, idk and idc anymore what this fucker does. i’m just here for the faces.

threatening notes planted in all these ppl’s rooms. everyone instantly like OMG VANSHHHHHHHHHHH DID THISSSSS. lol coz who else does this chutiyaapa of leaving random messages around like this.

but nope. chachi saw riddhima’s earring lying there and knows it’s her.

isko bhi mila.

lmao kabir rueing the day he set eyes on riddhima coz jeena haraam kar rakha hai ladki ne.

riddhima like mwahahahahhaha they must have got my notes and now they’ll come attack me! behen, woh toh note ke bina bhi roz karte aaye hain...............

there. promptly got jumped.

surprise, surprise.

lol attitude toh dekho behen ka. wish she was the lead of the show instead of riddhima.

#ishq mein marjawan 2 #immj2 #immj2 lbs #episode liveblogs

[tookalittlejourneytotheunknown]

Just had a feminist on Youtube accuse me of “mansplaining” how poorly pregnant women are treated in the workplace after I accused her of downplaying Joss Whedon’s toxic behavior (she described him as “occasionally a jackass with an imperfect personal life) and explained the Charisma Carpenter drama to her in some detail, since she admitted in her original comment she hadn’t done a ton of research.

I obviously don’t wanna sound anti-feminist or anything lol, but it sorta feels like some people will throw the term “mansplaining” around far too easily. Like if you’re a feminist and you don’t care to learn more about Joss Whedon’s past because you love his work...girl, I get it, I’ve been there, I’m still HALF there. 

But if you admit that you’re uninformed, try to downplay the reasons people are upset, and someone explains what you seem to be missing, that ain’t mansplaining, and when you become a condescending asshole in response, it’s a pretty bad look. Especially if you’re a self proclaimed “hardcore liberal feminist.”

Why, I haven’t seen such a strange misuse of feminist terminology since celebrated tv writer Joss Whedon blamed the male gaze and the patriarchy for his decision to fuck a bunch of women who worked for him and gaslight his wife about his infidelity for a decade. His personal life sure isn’t perfect!

[heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon]

So @cartoonshi (te) is still a huge piece of shit and I’ve been bard from his comment section but that didn’t mean I wasn’t gonna screen cap my final reply when I had the chance.

Though if  @diregentleman could please speak with this piece of cartoon shit and tell him that he needs to take every single comment from me and response to me in the thread down and delete and un-favorite the  initial comment that started people picking on me if he wants me to think that he has half of the amount of human decency that [you] dirementleman actually does... That would be great, thanks.

I’m actually gonna write an ID for this one for context.

CartoonSHIT* responding to me responding to some more harassment I  was getting for my original comment that I left that Cartoonshite himself favorited and “hearted” because he apparently thought that him and his fanbase making a Crippled girl puke was the funniest thing ever and then called me “triggered” for calling him out after giving me no explanation or context as to why he favorited my original comment or found it funny other than putting me on display for the concept of “cringe”, which he confirmed to me when he proceeded to call me ‘triggered” the first time*: “Hey so before you say I deleted your comments that were in my spam folder again, I wanted to you that I’m deleting them because you’re making a fool out of yourself. Not only did you track me down on Tumblr just to try and call me out with an account I don’t even use, only to immediately delete  your posts the second I responded, but you are also ....” [And that’s where I cut him off because I just don’t care also he blatantly publicly lied twice here and gaslit me to make himself look good but we’ll get to that...]

   HeartshapedCreatureFromCriptoon @cartoonshi (te) [My response]: 

“How about you give me and Diregentleman a real, proper apology you British Virgin Weeaboo? All I did [insert link HERE]: https://heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon.tumblr.com/post/619943308717932545/cartoonshi-heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon

Was call you out and provide evidence of your 12 year old fanbase harassing me because you put me on display and made a spectacle of my comment and [I] told you the truth that no women would have sex with you and this is the reason why. Because you’re exactly the kind of grown man who would say a women deserved to be raped because of what she was wearing. No girl is gonna “send [you] nudes lmao” on twitter and Esmé Bianco is NEVER gonna splosh with you! :D If you’re gonna delete my comments they best be every single one of them [including responses].”

[END ID.]

Okay so, that’s the final comment I could leave because Cartoonshi bard me from commenting and this final response I made to him doesn’t show up when I refreshed the page and I knew that was gonna happen so that’s why I screen capped it, but uh... He’s a self important piece of shit and a coward and a liar. Because:

I love how he makes it out like I “tracked him down” on tumblr as if that’s some kind of stalker-ish behavior as if I didn’t just assume that his tumblr would probably be the same as his YouTube handle and as if I couldn’t find that basic information out in 2seconds just by @ing him because, ya know. I couldn’t accurately provide the evidence of his fanbase sending me virtual dicks and calling me a cunt directly in his comment section, but... He’s trying to frame the fact that I had enough common sense to just @ him the screenshots over tumblr as the big harassment fiasco here. Yeah I can totally get where his fanbase who call me an “absolute fucking creep” for being excited over basic public information like the fact that Eden Sher is an author and the fact that Daron Nefcy is having a baby and the fact that the voice actress of my favorite adult character in Star vs. The Forces of Evil has the exact same freaking kink as me and I can finally put a name to it and not feel ashamed of wanting to practice it and study how to do it safely one  day because Esmé Bianco A.K.A Eclipsa (”Yes My Kink”) Butterfly has it so proudly and causally listed on her Twitter profile that she occasionally does this, get their logic from ... As for me mentioning the fact that me and Esmé just so happen to share the  same kink here... I mean what? It’s Pride Month! (The children reading this should be sensible enough to know not to follow Esmé Bianco on Twitter yet and not to look up what that word is...)

Cartoonshite outright telling me that he “barely uses” tumblr after this because he thinks I’d even want to look twice at his tumblr as if I barely did because he somehow thinks that I’m somehow interested in his tumblr usage habits. Would you prefer I @ -ed you on twitter, bud? Because you know I’m not sending you my nudes! :D

“Just try to call me out ‘with an old account that I don’t even use’”. Okay I know this is a big grammar/wording mistake because you and your audience have like, never taken an English Class despite you being English but, calm down Lil’ Benny Weeaboo I won’t be hacking your account or leaking my nudes anywhere near you and even if I was skilled enough in my trolling to be able to hack one of your accounts, I’d make sure it would be your YouTube so I could delete all of your Cartoonshite Videos!  :D

These next two things are just blatant lies and gaslighting on Cartoonshites part even though I didn’t even read that far until I realized so I’m just gonna point out these lies for what they are now because, for one thing not only was my original post with the  @cartoonshi and the screen-caps linked in my last reply to him as well in the ID above, but will no longer show up in the original thread because he’s censoring me from defending myself at this point because he probably knew I would just link him the aforementioned “deleted” post in response, which I did, because that was my first instinct of what to do without even read through his accusation of having deleted my post and just pointing out the fact all I did was defend myself providing direct evidence of his fanbase harassing me, which the exact reason why he censored my comments, because he knew that I would just respond with the direct link to the post he had just said I deleted without my own even so much as realizing he had claimed  I had deleted that post because I couldn’t even care enough to read all the way through his comments so he knew I would just reply with a direct link to the post that he just got through telling me and everyone else I had deleted along with publicly shaming me for deleting a post that I clearly DID NOT delete and that would make him look bad. But for those of you keeping up I obviously didn’t delete anything and that’s why Cartoonshite censored me because he knew damn well that the original post that he’s talking about me having deleted is right HERE:     https://heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon.tumblr.com/post/619484366035353600/so-cartoonshi-te-want-to-tell-me-again-how

And I clearly DID NOT “delete my post the second he responded” because both his oringinal response to me and my final response to what he had to say for himself are both RIGHT HERE: https://heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon.tumblr.com/post/619943308717932545/cartoonshi-heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon

And the reality is that, I know I certainly couldn’t have reacted that fast a la “immediately” as he claims I apparently did, *the seconded he responded* because, I was only aware that Cartoonshi even responded to me, one or two days after the fact that he reblogged my original post where I first @ -ed Cartoonshite, as I know that the time stamps in between both my original post and my original reply to cartoonshites reblog will probably tell so, we all know that’s a lie.

The reason cartoonshite is this angry is because I called him a creepy virgin and told him to get a life and blocked him and I can tell because at the very end of spouting all of his self important, exaggerated, babble on bullshit which contained bold face lies so good thing I didn’t read through anyway, he told me to “get a life”, but the reason I didn’t ~“immediately”~ in his own words, drop everything and reply to him “*the second he responded*” as he informed me I had apparently done so in his self important fantasy, but in my reality only two days after he had reblogged my original post, containing examples both his harassment of me as well as his fans, which cartoonshi also was so kind to inform me I had apparently deleted in his self important fantasy, was because I was too busy keeping up with the protests and sourcing information and making donations and buying a new set of bedding  from IrenHorrors Society6 to even notice him in my notes until two days later. Because that’s what people with actual lives that don’t revolve around being angry and bitter about what happens in western cartoons about magical children and making bad, angry, bitter videos about media aimed at pre-teen children and the political ramifications about the goings on in a fictional teenagers life do- Actually support artists and care about in real life people. When has Cartoonshi ever cared about or supported anyone? You can say it was harsh of me to bully this Virgin Weeaboo Britfuck but in my opinion any fully grown man who would respond to my personal concerns with: “LOL why are you so triggered?” deserves it and I don’t care what they have to say especally now since they blatantly spewing bold face lies after they’re the ones who made me throw up. I had absolutely no intention of arguing with such a blatantly ablest fuck boy to begin with and even more so now since he’s proven to be blatant liar who censors peoples perfectly good burns because he thinks he gets to dish but he shouldn’t have to take it so now he’s just making his shite up as he goons along. But at the very least I think diregentleman would want be made aware of this because I truly think that the treatment we’ve been receiving here has been WELL FAR AWAY so far from what I would personally deem a proper debate or explanation/apology. At least on my end. Probably because of a combination of ableism and sexism. Ether way I’m saying that if cartoonshite will not let me comment or reply to defend myself anymore, then at the very least I’d like an explanation as to why he originally thought I was so funny, or I’d like to at least be able see and know that my original comment on Cartoonshi’s video, along with all the other obnoxious replies baiting me, including Cartoonshi’s, are gone. You know I’ve done absolutely nothing wrong in this situation expect respond to every single one of the replies to my original comments in kind until people couldn’t stand me any more and I personally think that Ms. Skullnick would be so proud of me for achieving this.                    

#cartoonshi #diregentleman #svtfoe #star vs the forces of evil #star vs. the forces of evil #star vs #star vs the foe #Moon's Favorite Toon #luna replies to people #I don't know to tag this .... #youtube #gaslighting #rape mention #kink mention #ableism #sexism #ask to tag #ask to tag better #Okay and the first version of my post sourced in the links here that he claims I had 'deleted' is literally the first post that appears #directly below this one when you look into his tumblr hashtag #And you can find my direct reblog and shut down of his response to me in the notes like WHAT THE HELL~! #Buy 'The Emotionary' if you're old enough!

[ragnarssons]

I wanted to approach this in a matter of fact way but did anyone spreading the gossip actually listen to the podcast ? The betrayed part was in a different segment about cutting people from your life than the one she talked about having LA friends through bf but bf is now ex. Did I hear it wrong bc both topics were separate and not specifically bf betrayed her. Just seems weird since she's mostly never unprofessional or loose lipped.

Yeah idk, when I first heard about how “Arryn confirmed Beliza in a podcast!!!” I was like?? WHUT? I listened to the podcast and literally, there’s NOTHING. She never talks about gaslighting or manipulation. She talked at some point, about how she’s had to learn recently to cut out people from her life, even if she loves/loved them because it hurt too much. And I was like “yes girl!”- never at any point did she indicate that it was anything related to her love life or to Bob as a person: that’s all speculation. And Arryn is right: when you feel you love someone, you feel like you have to “give it another try” or not cut them out completely, because even people around you will be like “are you sure??” but YES that’s what you have to do for your mental health and your happiness. It’s hard, it hurts- basically what Arryn says - but it’s worth it (believe me, I did it too). Assuming that all of Arryn’s potential personal problems stem from Bob and her relationship to him is like - LOL? She probably knows a lot of people, she works in Hollywood where lies and manipulations are kinda A Thing™ but yeah people preferred presenting her as a scorned woman spreading shit in a podcast rather than, idk, listen to the actual message she was sending. Not to mention that if it’s about the “betrayal = cheating” conclusion everyone is reaching *rolls eyes* that’s…? Is cheating the only form of betrayal you can see in a relationship? I mean, your 4 years boyfriend falling in love with someone you thought was a friend, also has a taste of betrayal, ya kno. The end of the relationship, of the feeling of “being loved” is itself a bit of a betrayal and it hurts because that’s how love is. People are just jumping to conclusions, and seeing even only ONE person believing this shit and spreading it without any proof other than “I heard her say she was betrayed!! in a podcast!!!!” is deeply upsetting. These are real people you’re talking about, real people you’re accusing of doing things and “cancelling” because of said actions you think they did even tho you have no proof whatsoever. Real people you’re tagging in your fucking disgusting tweets accusing them of doing so- I’m not even gonna talk about the DEATH THREATS, I mean yo, the people “exposing” Bob and Eliza as cheaters are so much better than them: Death Threats are morally right, didn’t you know? That makes you a better person than potential - without proof - “cheaters” that are accused by dumb teenagers on social medias. Sorry, I’m starting to get really annoyed when I think about it lol. The way some people can feel THAT entitled is mind-blowing to me.

#answered #anonymous

[dilfhakyeon-moved]

gaslighting ! <3 "oh, i would never prevent you from eating, it's not all for your sister :) " =/= no u can't have fish it's for ur sister lol eat like 3 pasta “don’t say it’s my fault if u don’t eat ur sleep schedule is fucked up !!” me: hey i’m hungry and it’s noon. her: oh right lol. me: hey it’s 3 pm i’m still hungry yknow. her: ok lol. me: 4 pm ?? her: sure thing lmao. me: well it’s 7 pm i’ll go to sleep now. her: IM MAKING FOOD LOL DO U WANT SOME???? GEEZ UR SO IMPATIENT

i quote. “ i didn’t forget, i stopped thinking about it “ yeah and you went and talked to your friends and played your games while i was busy just... suffering i guess

me: hey i can’t cook, i wanna learn how to cool her, who never cooks: lol it’s not even that hard u cld do it urself me: a messy room with a lot of noise prevents me from focusing. if i tried cooking for the first time in such an environment i’d probably mess it up and ruin perfectly good food, especially if i don’t have assistance. i’m not the brightest child. i can’t do things on my own for the first time. her: You’re Just Finding Excuses To Do Nothing And Accuse Me

me: executive dysfunction, can't do shit by myself her: berates me for it, calls me a lazy fatass, tells everyone about how i don't help her around and how i'm Literally The Worst for complaining abt shit

me: you make me want to kill myself her: That's Emotional Abuse

her: if ! you don't like me !!! you'll go with your father who's a pedo and who traumatised you !!!!! i’m an angel !!!!!!! i never did anything wrong !!!!!!!!!!!

literally the lesser of two evils

blames me for wanting peace when she's a liar and she said it'd be too hot this afternoon to keep the windows open but when i tried to close them she went fucking bonkers apparently asking her when she goes to the doctor is a fucking crime, i can't want her to be away ? i literally spend my life wishing she doesn't exist and him neither

constantly finds things to invalidate me like ok i guess

"you can't tell people about that, they'd think we have problems and i don't take care of you" well bitch guess what ??? i'm a picky eater and eating the same thing a few times in a row makes me puke i literally can't fucking eat it anymore don't fucking blame me because you're uneducated and stupid and a dropout and i hate you

"i really don't wanna do this thing that could help you feel better about yourself so you'll just wait longer :// i'll also complain constantly about how helping you is a hassle and i hate doing things for you but if you complain about my bitching you're an arrogant child"

being wildly uninformed and like... not giving a shit abt it. like "yeah i care abt u so much" but then u do no research like lmao ok?? bitch. don’t say you’re so kind bc you’re pretending to be a decent human who takes her kid to the hospital if needed but behind the doc’s back you complain about it ruining your day and you don’t even try to know what the fuck is up

"we have to keep the windows open so we don't choke :) " smokes openly in the house where i can smell the smoke and she knows it makes me cough

if i like something "feminine" she'll try to prove i'm not a man and "see u like girl things" i never said i don't and they're not even girl things shut the fuck up ugly

“oh i think they want to be a guy to destroy the image of themselves their father had” how about i have a fucking mind of my own and real feelings karen you goddamn invalidating moron

when i first cut my hair short her first reaction was “you look like your father” like fucking really ??? my fucking god

“the lighter hair makes u look more woman :)” die

literally my aunt is such a better mother than my mother she started using masculine petnames for me and she always wants to see a smile on my face and she’s so great why did i get the mother who’s a stupid and mean jerk who doesn’t try to do anything for her kids i’m so tired

i’ve always been so afraid of death it’s my biggest fear

but she makes me want to kill myself and i don’t even know how to deal with that fact

i used to self harm accidentally last year which was the worst school year ever btw, and i noticed today id recently started doing so again and it stemmed from staying with her for too long since school is over

she causes such negative things within me then she pretends she’s a saint and i’m the worst child ever and “she was never like that with her mother” and “her mother would’ve hit her if she’d ever been like that” WELL MAYBE YOU’RE FINE WITH BEING ABUSED BY YOUR MOTHER BUT I’M NOT

“oh their grandmother is gonna complain about buying food for them but why don’t they give me the money ??? i can do it ????” bc your mother knows if she gives you the money you’ll spend it all on coke, cigs and my sister while i’ll get maybe one thing of food and she isn’t fucking stupid she knows i have to eat to survive unlike some others

#don't read #tw suicide #tw self harm #tw dysphoria #tw abuse #vent

[vosebin-blog]

AAAHHHH *insert my longest yeah boy ever here* HOWDY i’m sophie, the writer for this cute lady here. i haven’t....watched twin peaks cause im lame but i did grow up watching the twilight zone and i think true detective is in the same vein of concept of dark and creepy so!! all about having a good time here my friends🍸✨🍸 

u know the drill: plots and tldr after the jump, app jic, stats.  send me a dm if u wanna brainstorm or give this a like and ill get to u asap! xoxo

26 y.o muhan native that had moved to seoul for college, then work. "day" job was an accountant and its only v recently that she revealed herself 2 be the ~mysterious~ writer thatd been topping the bookseller lists w her rlly icky nasty writing

to make it easy, if u want to get a good idea of her content, think gillian flynn and crank that up by 10. writing is also quite similar: blunt, unapologetic, meant 2 make u uncomfortable. cults. religious mania. murder. unpleasant women for characters galore. wrote 3 books: scratch marks, hunger of the woods, split wide

also y no one would have guessed that a face like hers wouldve written about shit so unnerving + horror / mystery genre dominated by male writers!!

has been accused over the yrs for misogyny and misandry thats apparently “present” in her work. if u bring this up to her she will probably laugh u out of town 

only had 1 press conference, and that was 2 announce a sudden retirement + reveal her identity ( tho its rlly an.....indefinite hiatus but anyway ) and thats really that for seoul

but to those at muhan, shes probably just known as the girl who returned right when her mothers gone missing. coincidence??? i think not

except theyre not entirely wrong lol but with how carefree and relaxed shes been theres been a certain reputation thats been tacked onto her since game start

which she fully embraces, stereotype by stereotype, bcus its funny. creepy writer aesthetics? shes got it buddy, from the rickety rocking chair on the front porch near the mouth of the woods 2 that anne sexton ~flair~ for storytelling. 

keeps a pleasant exterior, but lmao the bitch vibes r thereeeee 200%. nice to talk to, but not a nice person i can promise u that. maybe makes up for it a little for being self aware and not being fake about it???

if u were in highschool wit her or were of acquaintance, then u most likely got a taste of it loool. was that 1 friend ( frenemy?? enemy??? ) who held nothing back, insults or otherwise

real reason y shes back here is only to pay back wtv huge ass debt mama accumulated and ran away from....but no one knows that except those friendly debt collectors thatve been coming around lately. shes working on it, but the bigger issue is having to face the demons of living in ur childhood home where youve left buried in the yard till now

long story short: sebin and mom had an extremely, extremely dysfunctional relationship. complicated history of envy, hatred, emotional abuse, vicious fights, gaslighting, understanding and family love. ultimately shit happens when ur left as a single mom banished to the side of the woods and have 2 give up everything to raise a kid u didnt even want. its not pretty, its not cute but its the 1 thing that shes known to be real all her life and it means something. writing ( obscured as it may be ) has helped her deal with it and in a way, its almost confessional. she hasnt disclosed any of this with anybody and doesnt plan to

given that, shes turned out ok?? as in, she kind of embraces the person shes been shaped into rather than reeling from shame

pet peeve is when ppl think they have her ~all figured out~ to which shes like.....ok....its not that deep lmao pls kindly fuck off sherlock holmes

should probably add that mom ran a little apothecary that raked in a decent amount of money but not enough. sebin just recently sold it 

thinks church is pointless, isnt all that aware of the cult but would prob think its stupid as fuck too. someone, be it god or satan or anyone else, pls save her...or dont LOL

dresses all ~casual chic~ ankle boots, lightwashed jeans, loose dress shirts. lotsa cute scarves

drinks too much. smokes too much. its a problem but she dont think so

find her @ the casino playing bridge or at college being a guest lecturer when shes not chilling at her house 

some plots / prompts

someone to have clever banter with

fan or admirer of her work that wont pipe the fuck down or relax and kinda makes sebin snap

bible thumpers who think shes a disgrace to the ~esteemed~ image of her mom

cult members who think that she’d be a good addition to their crew

mutual sexual ~tension~ or the classic will they wont they with a twist

her writing hit hard @ something rlly personal and it makes u rlly uncomfortable and u rlly just cant feel easy around her as a result

friends, exes, frenemies, classmates, childhood playmates

u thought her mom was an absolute darling and got along with her well so when sebin comes along and sells her shit right after the lady’s disappeared it strikes a nerve

someone shes met in seoul and / or uni

sebin just highkey scares u and she gets a kick out of messing witchu

let me show you my darker half, and i’ll show you mine. intense. honest. maybe even a little frightening. not so idle conversation late at night

u try to hit on her but shes just not gonna let u in so easy buddy

rainy night and u need somewhere to stay so u come by her house

‘why do u have.....all those knives........and guns.......and taxidermy......’

#( OOC. )

[emmvee93]

Dear Mike,

If you were trying to hurt me with your email, well good job you succeeded. My life is miserable now thanks to you. I don’t even know why I’m sending you this. Idk. I want you to hurt I want you to feel pain for doing this to me. Like how stupid is that. Everyone said I shouldn’t contact you everyone said I should act like I’m fine. I thought I was but honestly I’m not. I am so mad at you. You knew you were going through this right when you met me. You could have avoided doing this to me by not pursuing me but you did. You made me fall in love with you. And for what? Just to crush me in the end. I gave you my everything. I changed for you. I did things I didn’t want to do for you. When I least expected it, you blindsided me. I guess you got your payback. Like was any of it real? Or were you just waiting to break my heart when I least expected it?

Do you understand what you put me through this entire relationship? You verbally abused me on several occasions. You called me a cunt and I took you back. You said incredibly awful things in June and I took you back. You constantly belittled me, accused me, jabbed at me, and I took you back every single time. I loved you despite the awful way you treated me. Because I saw something in you. I saw the real you. Not this you the world hurt, not this you you pretend to be to act all tough to your friends. I saw Mike and I loved him. I wanted to spend my life with him. But the other guy, he was awful. Do you understand how much heartache you could have saved me if you didn’t force me into a relationship with you when I wasn’t ready? But I did it for you. You took advantage of my character and my big heart. I did so much for you. People watched me put up with your bullshit. I made my parents, friends, and roommates unhappy. But I didn’t care because I loved you.

Honestly, I’ve been so miserable because I just keep waiting for you to show up. Waiting for you to reach out. Waiting for you to stand in front of me crying and say you made a mistake. How can you say you love me and just walk away? How can you say you want to marry me and just give up? I begged for you to try and work on yourself, make yourself happy. I wanted to hold your hand through it all. I was there for you. And I tried and tried to tell you. I tried and tried to reassure you. But the lies you tell yourself you continue to believe. I told you you’re the one for me. I told you you’re the only one I want. I told you you make me happy. But you leave me saying that none of that is true I need to go find that somewhere else. How? How am I supposed to do that? I constantly look for your car. I am afraid to go anywhere because I think you’re going to assume I’ve moved on to someone I had lined up. I’m starting to believe your lies too. You have broken me. You have changed me into some sad scared girl. I used to be confident and happy. But I’m sure you got what you wanted out of me and that’s why you just left me out to dry.

I hope you’re happy. I hope you’re getting the satisfaction of reading this and seeing I’m not okay. But what am I supposed to do? Beg for you back? Beg for you to come back and control and manipulate and gaslight and verbally abuse me? For what? Because I love you? You couldn’t even chose me. The one thing I asked for you to do. The one thing I asked for you to show me. You couldn’t do it. You threw me away like I was nothing. All my hard work, for nothing. Taking you back so many times, for nothing. It was all for nothing. I showed up to North Carolina. And what does it all mean now?? Nothing! I made a huge mistake ever letting you into my life. All the times I cried at work, at home, at the gym, in front of my friends and family. All for nothing. You used to say we love each other and that’s all that matters. You lied to me. I asked you to tell me everything was going to be okay. And you lied to me. You asked me to tell you if that guy hits on me in the gym so you can go have a word with him. But you lied about that too. You knew you were going to break my heart. You knew you were going to destroy me. So why even say those things to me? Every time you asked me to say it was going to be okay and that I loved you and it was just me and you. I genuinely meant those things. The amount of times I broke up with you, I never wanted to and that’s why I took you back every single time. I loved you and I couldn’t be without you. But here you are just paying me back and getting your revenge.

We could have worked together. We could have been a team. But you’re so damn stubborn. All I ever did was try to help you. Is this what you did to everyone else you dated? Just use them? Is this why you’re still single and almost 40? You’re never going to find anyone like me and you freaking know it. No one is going to put up with the bullshit like I did. You had it made Mike and you just threw it away. I meant it when I said you were the love of my life. I remember when you could see I’ve been hurt and wanted to show me you were different. Well guess what, you’re not. You have hurt me like no other man has. Are you happy? Are you proud?

I am so mad at myself honestly. I’m mad I let you do this to me. I’m mad that I said similar things once and you wouldn’t let me leave. I’m mad that I feel this way about a guy who could have cared less about me. I’m mad for sending you this email and for trying to make you feel bad. What is it honestly going to accomplish? You’re not coming back you’ve made that clear. With all your stupid stories about when you end it it’s done for good. Are you going to tell your next bitch that you’ve only been dumped once in your life again and just tell her the end of our story and not the truth? I guess you’ll be smarter about your next bitch too. Try to find someone who won’t argue with you and stays wrapped around your little finger like you want.

I just can’t believe you did this to me. After everything we’ve been through. I was doing everything I could to show you I wasn’t going to break up with you ever again. Despite how awful you were being treated and how the life left your eyes and how you didn’t smile anymore. I stood there for far too long to see you get treated like that. And when I finally spoke up you dumped me. How is that fair? You repay me after everything by just dumping me.

You know what, it’s my fault. I should have seen the red flags. I mean I saw them but I ignored them. The way you treated me in the beginning. Acting like I should be reaching out more or whatever. Man I was nervous getting to know you and you already wanted to control and attack me. The day you stormed out of my house when I was sick and on my phone. Lol. I never meant to respond to you when you reached out. And it’s funny. You always reached out. And here I am expecting the same and it isn’t happening. What the fuck happened? What happened to that guy that loved me at all costs? Oh I know. The life got sucked out of him. He let his parents dictate his life. He let internal lies destroy him. Maybe one day he’ll see what happened. And see he lost the girl of his dreams because he let bullshit get in the way. He always let bullshit get in the way. Maybe one day you won’t let it get in the way. But until then, you’re never going to be happy. You let your insecurities get the best of you. You gave up the best thing that came into your life. I’m sorry you don’t think you are good enough for it. I did. I tried to show you. But idk I can’t change your mind when it’s already been made up. I honestly doubt any of the words I’ve said today are even going to make an impact on you.

But the biggest problem? You couldn’t forgive. Constantly letting the past dictate the future. I tried so hard to move on from it. I tried to communicate with you when things started to seem like the past. I tried to prevent bullshit. But you welcomed it. I tried to not let us go back to that place. But you wanted to stay there. You set up camp and you weren’t leaving. Why?

What are you telling people? It wasn’t working for a while? Did you tell them that I said something similar and you got mad at me? Are you telling people you broke my heart? Are you telling people it was good and you’re sad? I’m telling people I just got out of the worst relationship of my life. And here I am crying about it. Crying because I tried so hard and I can’t get over that. I fought for you. Despite all the odds I fought and you didn’t. You gave up. It would have made more sense for you to pull this bullshit in the beginning. But you’re selfish. You only thought about you. Not me and not what you’d be doing to me. Maybe if you got real help. Maybe we’d be okay right now. Maybe if you listened to me. Maybe if you tried to help yourself. Maybe if you got your head out of your ass and let someone help you. You don’t have to be the hero. You tried to save everyone and tore yourself and me down in the process. Now you’re left with nothing. Like is this what you want? To be alone? Your friends and family all take advantage of you. You often find yourself alone because you can’t take their shit anymore. Is that what you really want?

I hope one day you go back to being the real you. The Mike I fell in love with. The Mike in North Carolina. I’m sorry that you’ve made me want to forget that memory. I truly want to forget you because of what you did to me. Not just on September 5th. This entire relationship. You wasted my time. You taught me to never ignore red flags again though. And you taught me how cruel the world is. How people like you will take advantage of my big heart and try to change me. You taught me that I can’t always see the best in people and hope that they change. You taught me the saddest lessons of my life. I hope you’re happy.

With all the love you took from me,

Morgan

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Sometimes I go off the deep end and pull an Amanda Bynes on social media. I have absolutely no regrets besides one - feeling that everything he did was “ok.” • It’s not ok. It’s not ok to blatantly hit on my friends. It’s not ok to tell me you’re going to deport all the Mexicans along with my father. It’s not ok to get in my face and blame it on the whisky. It’s not ok to accuse me of sleeping with coworkers. It’s not ok to ask a girl for a number and tell her I don’t have blonde hair or blue eyes so it would never work. It’s not ok to tell me to dress better or put on makeup. It’s not ok to ignore me for 24 hours because you didn’t like a text I sent. It’s definitely not ok to keep me on the back burner while you’re out kissing “friends.” It’s not ok to refuse to tell me your friends name except that “you’re going to have fun if you want to” in an attempt to get me jealous. And it’s not ok to brand me as your girl in this small ass town when you didn’t want me to begin with. • I took you back each time, because “you were drunk” or “joking” and for a minute you actually made me believe maybe I was “too sensitive” but the truth of the matter was you’re an asshole who kept gaslighting me. This NOT how you treat someone you care about. • I can only pray this experience makes me smarter and able to pinpoint an emotionally abusive relationship so I can walk away sooner. • Now why am I sharing this? LOL, it’s very embarrassing to admit I fell for it. BUT, my DMs were lit. I chatted with other women who shared their own stories and now I’m sharing mine. It’s easier to spot physical abuse than emotional abuse. I’m better than this. We’re better than this. AND we deserve nothing but the best. SHIT, we even have the ability to create life and that’s fucking magic ✨. #realtalk — view on Instagram https://ift.tt/2DZs7el

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svetlana - queen of on-the-fly plan making. on how to dispose of a dead body even. my flawless queen. 😍😍😍

“godddd, mujhe is duniya ki sabse irritating sautan mili hai.”

HAHAHAHAHAHA 😂😂😂😂

god jhanvi’s actually the worst. she’s got zeroooooooooo chill. 🙄🙄🙄

what’s with the raaaandom white tie around her waist? it’s ruining the otherwise hot outfit. 😣😣😣

svetlana’s A+ handling of incident. she should go into PR! 🙃🙃🙃

oh boy. the press has gotten photos. this is notttttttt goood. 😬😬😬

ugh gauriiiiiiiiii, i don’t like these dheelam dhaaale kapde of yours. 😑😑😑

like shrenu’s so tiny to start with. uske upar, swathing her in waaaaaaay too much kapda like this is just so ugh. 😫😫😫

ooh nice comforter. someone leak where it’s from. 😙😙😙

why are they playing this happy happy sanskaari music, usually used for establishing shots of family scenes? 😐😐😐

musiccccc just changed into EXTRA DRAMATIC AND SCARY. 😯😯😯

girl chill. it’s not like you were reading his diary. 😕😕😕

even om is like girl calm down, it’s your room too. 

poor gauri. she still doesn’t know his original om waala personality and is walking on eggshells all the time around him, scared of what he’ll accuse of her next. 😔😔😔

is this the first time he’s recited poetry in front of her???? look at her starstruck expression! girllll, you don’t even know the level of how dreamy this boy can get. just you wait. you’re not gonna know what hit you when he starts putting the moves on ya! 😊😊😊

no but really, have they changed the team of who was writing om during DBO and gone back to the original? coz this is pure classic Original Omkara™ and i can’t stop crying because of how perfect he is. my boyyyyy. he’s baaaaaack. i had lost all hopeeee, and now he’s back!!!!! 😫😫😫

ok again... CANONICALLY, om was 4 when rudra was born. are you telling me a 5 year old om made that picture??? ffs, come on; we all know he’s closer to shivaay’s age. just make that canon already. make him like 6 months - a year younger or whatever, but come on. 😒😒😒

om opening up to gauri this way, god, i’m crying. when have we seen him express himself like this, even to his brothers? he hasn’t. ughhhh, i’m soooooo happppyyyyyyy. *weeping* 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

the way they’re looking at eachhhhhhhhhh otherrrrrr. 💘💘💘

“hunar ki aisi ki taisi! hum hunar ko ek jhaaanp mein deewaar pe sataa denge!” 

actually me. my solution to every problem is “can i beat it up and make it comply?” 😗😗😗

om’s affectionate smile at her! she’s just so endearing! 😍😍😍

GAURI KUMARI SSARMA TO THE RESCUE. 😇😇😇

imma need the writers to make @ilovefusion ‘s idea canon and use That Scene from titanic as inspiration. #tharkisUnite 

bhavya’s out for some casual friday night grave robbing. 😊😊😊

first of all, why do all the names have “late” in front of them? yes, they’re ALL “late”, and that’s why they’ve been buried???? “late” is a prerequisite for burial. 😐😐😐

secondly, that’s not how you spell JOHN. jesus. 🙄🙄🙄

she’s actually doing this. she’s actually desecrating a grave. 😶😶😶

um, why the the locket out there in the mud? didn’t john’s family spring for a damn coffin before burying him????????? they just put him directly in the ground? 😟😟😟

YO WTH AT LEAST COVER THE DAMN GRAVE BACK UP? WHAT THE FUCK KINDA RUDEASS DISRESPECT TO THE DEAD.... JOHN’S FULLY GONNA COME BACK TO HAUNT YO ASS, ACP ANDA. 😒😒😒

snort, these two woke up on the wrong side of their beds today. 😆😆😆

awwwwwww, hiiiiiii babyyyyyy. 👶🏽👶🏽👶🏽

eeeee, bringing back the “awwwwwww”! 😊😊😊

a nakuul smile - not a shivaay smile. 😄😄😄

ooooh yeah baby, tie him upppppppp. #tharkiAF 😏😏😏😏😏😏

lolllll rudra ko bas maukaaaa chahiye ragini ka band bajaane ka. 😆😆😆

too cute!!!!!! 😚😚😚

oufffo shivaaaaaay, backkkkk on your BS. i thought kal ke baaad sudhar gaye honge. but hmph. of course not. 😒😒😒

devar squad is not happy. shivaay will have to pay for this. 😬😬😬

lmao ok wow, this has actually become a screaming match. the who tied his APRON waala issue. 😕😕😕

“tu sochta hi kab hai?????”

ooooooooooh. omki - 1, shivaay - 0. 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

pft. we know you’ve forgiven her already dil se. bas tumhara stupid dimaaaag hasn’t gotten the memo yet. 😑😑😑

ohhhhh boy, this one still thinks that the omkara thing might be true, and is hiding it. 😶😶😶

why didn’t he get stealth dna test done, ala khushi kumaari gupta??? 🤔🤔🤔

omkara has haaaaaad it with shivaay’s shit today. he’s not holding back even a little. 😇😇😇

oh god please don’t show me flashbacks from the wedding from hell. it’s been over half a year and i still haven’t gotten over it. seeing anything from that episode feels like a punch to the gut. 😖😖😖🤢🤢🤢

hells yeahhhhhhhh devar squad. callllllll him outttttttt. MAKE HIM AWARE OF ALL HIS GARBAGE BEHAVIOUR. 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

lmao, shivaay still trying to win - EK POINT AUR HAI MERE PAAS!!!!!! (said in the most insecure, stammering voice) 😆😆😆

OH HO RUDRA. KUCH NAHI REHTA IS LADKE KE PET MEIN. 😑😑😑

LMFAO, MOST PISS POOR DAMAGE CONTROL EVER. IDIOTS. 🤦🏽🤦🏽🤦🏽

too late though. shivaay’s suspicion has been raised. 🙈🙈🙈

god i love these two buff, bearded stupid cupids too much. 👼🏽👼🏽

girlfriends out on a chaiiiiiiiiiiiii date! 😊😊😊

svetlana’s sooooo not the tapri se chai peene waali type tho. the things we do for love! 😚😚😚

oh ho jhanvi, jo ho gaya, woh ho gaya. live your best life from now on! (WITH YOUR NEW HOT MURDER GIRLFRIEND.) 👭🏽👭🏽👭🏽

WAIT WHAT, THEY JUST LEFT HIM IN THE OPEN GRAVE? OHHHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOO, THAT MEANS HE’S NOT DEAD FOR REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL 😫😫😫😫😫

oh wait. they did cover him up? HE’S DEAD FOR REAL? *gets hopes slightly up again* 😶😶😶

lmaooooo, ek toh phone gumaa deti ho, upar se svetlana se attitude. pft. get your shit together, jhanviiiii. 🙄🙄🙄

lol oh no, what are these two idiots cooking up now? 😟😟😟

again with this dinner plan. kitni baaar dinner karwaoge in dono se? kuch naya socho yaar. 🙄🙄🙄

“embarrassed, AUR WOH?” 

lololol shivaay knows his wife too well. 😆😆😆

snort. height jokes. bechaara. 😂😂😂

ohhhhhhhhh boy. pichli baar 15000 rs. ka phatka laga tha, door tod ke. is baar naa jaane shivaay kya kya tod dega aur kitne ka bill aayega. 😬😬😬

just calllll the damn phone. 😒😒😒

thank god. jhanviiiiii has the same brainwave. 

ok fwd fwd fwdddddd till they get the phone. ⏩⏩⏩

random musing while fwding: i’m really digging the red hair on reyhna, man. it looks sooooooooo good on her. 😍😍😍

I KNEW IT WAS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE. GODDAMNNNITTTTTT. UGH FUCKKKKKKK YOU TEJJJJJJJJJJJJ. WHY CAN’T YOU JUST DO THE RIGHT THING AND STAYYYY DEAD???? 😩😩😩😩😩

what if this was tej/svetlana’s plan? to make jhanvi think she killed him, and then gaslight her with the guilt into going insane and then putting her in the same asylum as buamaa. *sigh* i bet this is the plan. 😞😞😞

ugh, why this stupid plaid suit? kal ka sweater waala look waapas laooooooooooooo! 😣😣

oh it’s in the “STOREROOM” again huh???? 

still can’t get over how they tried to pass THIS hugeasssss hall, which is twice as big as my whole apt. put together, as a “storeroom”. 😒😒😒

OH DAMN. MY GIRL LOOKS HOT AFFFFFFFFFFFFF. *pushes shivaay aside and steals his girl from him* 😍😍😍

Awareness™ . haaaaaaaaaaye. 💘💘💘

YEAH BOY YOU CHECK HER OUTTTTTTTTT. SHE LOOKS LIKE FUCKING FIRE. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

ouff, again with the contrived trip fall. why couldn’t she fall towards him this time, and press up against him all deliciouslyyyyyy? 😏😏😏

HOW IS HE NOT KISSING HER???? LOOK AT HER. LOOOOOOOOOK AT HER?!!?!?!? 😯😯😯

ugh, why’re they using the exaaaact same flashback moments from the earlier scene. so boring. 😑😑😑

YAS HE’S LOOKING AT HER MOUTH AND INCHING CLOSER. YAS. KISS HER, YOU IDIOT!!!!!!!!! 😫😫😫

ok not to kill the moment or anything, but how do nakuul/surbhi shoot scenes like this? must be hellllllllll on their kamars no? is the show sponsored by moov? just looking at them is making my kamar hurt.  🤔🤔🤔

god. why are these two not banging?!?! the sexual tension is fucking killing ME. how are they even standing it????? 😩😩😩

... how quickly will this date degenerate into accusations and angst? 

i saaaaaaaaaay 10 minutes. tops. 😗😗😗 place your bets in replies. 

OUFF JHANVI. YOU’RE THE WORST LIAR EVER. 😣😣😣

yet another reason to get rid of bhavya: jhanvi cannot have an cop for a bahu now that she’s a (attempted?) murderer. come on. bring back sumo, who will give jhanvi A+ ideas on how to get out of this, based on her research. 😊😊😊

honestly, kya kismat hai jhanvi ki; two cops as kids-in-law. not the best position to be in as a murderer. 😬😬😬

WILL YOU PPL JUST LET JHANVI GO TO BED ALREADY???? SHE’S HAD A LONG HARD DAY OF MURDERIN’. 😥😥😥

oh shit. this is why you should have set up a google alert for the oberoi name, jhanvi. 😬😬😬

since when do any of the kids in this house bother talking to their parents??? like... rudra’s concern for tej is honestly looking bizarre. 😕😕😕

GODDAMNIT JHANVI PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER. 😒😒😒

wtffffffffffffff, after alllllll this, bhavya doesn’t even know what the fuck is in the locket?????? goddddddddd. 😤😤😤

OMFG THIS IDIOT ANDA, EVEN CHILDREN HIDE THEIR THINGS BETTER THAN THIS. THIS IS OFFICIAL FUCKING EVIDENCE TO BE PRESENTED IN COURT, YOU SENTIENT BAG OF HAIR!!!!!!!!!!! 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡

why the fuck does her denim jacket say TOY STORY on the back? 😟😟😟

OK LITERALLY NO ONE CARES ABOUT THESE TWO, CAN WE GO BACK TO SHIVIKA AND THEIR DATE PLEASE????????? 😒😒😒

who the fuckkkkk even is rudra to ask her these things? 😑😑😑

good. put him in his place, bhavya. honestly. such a weird entitlement rudra seems to have towards her for no good reason??????? 😕😕😕

anika, haath se khaana hai, theek hai, par please, insaano ki tarah khao! WHY WOULD YOU SERVE YOURSELF WITH YOUR HAND????? GROSS. COME ON GIRL. 😬😬😬😒😒😒

is ragini spying on them through some hidden camera or something??? 🤔🤔🤔

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