#theres been. so many of those lately

[wabblebees]

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#ok while i think the resurgence of kungpowpenis is usually pretty damn funny + i love it in theory #its also been popularizing/spreading a lot of fucked shit that i dont WANT to see the main post for. #like i was already having a bad brain moment so. seeing transphobic bullshit ((especially in this case targeting nonbinary people like me)) #was. Really Fucking Not what i needed! #idk. it just. im so fucking tired. ive blocked tags ive blocked blogs ive unfollowed and done shit to ~curate my experience~ etcetcetc #but i still wanna explore and poke around and find new interesting things and learn new povs and like! add enrichment to my enclosure! yk? #idk. ig this is just me complaining again #people are shitty and i get that! ive known that! im just. really fucking tired of the reminder ig #theres been. so many of those lately #''lately'' i say. as though its still semi-new... idk. hhhh. #i miss my people. not just bc they Arent Shitty but bc they help me put into perspective that people in general arent all shitty and are #often!! good!! and kind and loving and fun and and and #and i need that reminder... much more often than i like letting on #id like a bubble to hide in for a little while #one big enough to fit all of us in #and one that would keep us all safe #bc. fuck. #for now ill settle for just. keeping the brainrot at bay #holding onto the whole ''these feelings arent peer-reviewed'' ''its long after 9pm'' thing and its helping some! but sleep would probably #be more helpful but uh. also dont trust thAt at the moment lmao so. i think imma switch from doomscrolling + brainrot-posting to #playing stardew valley + listening to different music until im so tired i at least Probably wont have dreams lmao #bee speaks

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

I LOVE going everywhere by bike. Don't need to wait for a bus. Don't need to cram myself into a bus with (urgh) people. Or even worse, what feels like every single student in town. I still get home in about the same amount of time. I'm so so flexible including with places. Like yeah sure, let's go there! I don't care if the next bus station is far away. Doesn't matter to me.

Stayed out late with friends recently. Two of em had to get their family to come pick them up because that's too far to walk and it was too late for buses. A different friend lives like 30 minutes away but always walks and their way goes through a small park where literally no one is at with few lanterns so it's pitch black and I could literally just walk them home and then take the bike which is faster and has its own light and feels and probably is safer than walking those dark ass streets at night alone.

Like. I can just do all that. And yeah, sometimes when I'm not doing too well I feel like collapsing afterwards and yeah, maybe my fingers feel like falling off a lot at this time of year but that's like. SO worth it. I have no idea how people can live and NOT go everywhere by bike. Like if it's more than 20-30 minutes maybe but even with hills.... I fucking love my bike.

#a biscuit's rambles #also i just love going out with friends til late?? #with the lockdown and shit that is such an entirely new experience and its great #also i like feeling useful i think. i like walking a friend home knowing ill definitely get home safe #idk #i also like my bike. a lot #been taking it literally every single day for years now and i have no regrets #EXCEPT FOR THOSE FUCKING PEDESTRIANS THAT HEAR MY BELL AND DO NOT FUCKING MOVE #AND THE OTHER BIKES THAT JUST DONT RING THEIR BELLS OR NOT EVEN HAVE ANY #LIKE THEN YOU GOTTA AT LEAST YELL AT PEOPLE TO MOVE OVER YOU NUMBNUT #A BIKE IS QUIET THEY DO NOT HEAR YOU THEY WILL NOT MOVE OVER MAGICALLY #AND IM STUCK BEHIND YOU #ALSO ITS JUST ASSHOLE BEHAVIOUR LIKE SOMEITMES WARNING SOMEONE SO THEY KEEP TO THE BLOODY SIDE IS GOOD!!! #and dont even get me STARTED ON SOME OF THE CARS #MUCH LESS THE STUPID ASS FUCKING INFRASTRUCTURE OF MY TOWN #ITS LIKE THEY WANT BIKES TO BE RUN OVER #fun fact i have been run over before #just fuckin collided with a car #nobody would listen to me try to pick apart the details of how it felt #which was probably my way of trying to cope with that experience lol #though nothing serious happened. bUT STILL #also oh god that one stupid fucking street with those stupid ass cars NOBODY NEEDS A CAR THERE JUST BAND HTEM ALREADY #AND THE. THE FUCKIGN ROADWORKS #I CAN NOT REACH MY SCHOOL WITHOUT ALMOST BEING EITHER HIT IN THE HEAD WITH A HUGE SHOVEL OR RUN OVER BY A TRUCK #AND IF THATS NOT THE CASE THEN THERES SO MANY FCKING PEOPLE THAT EVEN IF I YELL AT THEM LIKE MAD I CANT GET PAST WITHOUT RUNNING SOMEONE #THROUGH MYSELF #im very passionate about all things bike. but thinking abt it is a huge part of my life so im allowed to be

[franollie]

somewhere in my mind palace there is a stunning DC cinematic universe from the 80s-90s with a star-studded cast

#so many of my references for dc characters come from late 80s-90s actors #like.. #drew barrymore as steph #gillian anderson as babs #john stamos as dick #<- you know im right look at uncle jesse and tell me thats not dick #random one but i use gabrielle union as a reference for tam a lot too #theres more but those are the big ones.. #logically the timeline for the stories i like and the ages these actors would have been when those stoylines were coming out wouldnt match #but sssshhhhhh this is my mindpalace

[divorcetual]

The meower

#Queued... technically March 23rd? #I mean its march 22nd in oregon. but im not there rn lolz #either way im late. SORRY !! i forfor to queue on the 20th then i was on planes for like 21 hrs total #well no 5 of those were a layover @ the airport but #ANYWAYYYYY hi future me !!! #Howww was the trip? im on my first (second actually- its 4am of the second day if u coukd the arrival) day in Hong Kong #Its rlly hot and humid so I think im gonna die. BUT ITS ALSO SUPER COOL !! #Even just from the few hours I had out earlier its amazingggg. The lights and the buildings are so cool and theres such a fun but chaotic #atmosphere - idk if its just bcs its a big city or specific to HK? #I loveee large cities in general. New york. Tokyo. HK. thats all of the ones ive been to ig #I havent seen even close to all of HK. Im in central rn but we're goin to other parts later #Dad says the other parts are totally different- Like theres LOADS of gisnt buildings here (WAY MORE THAN U SEE IN ******!!! u know that tho #and theyre almost all residential of the ones I passed. Im sure theres offices n stuff i just didnt see them in the likd 20 minutes cab #ride lolz. U know all tuis already tho #ig what im getting at is HOW WAS THE TRIP !!!!! How was the rest of HK? WHAT WAS KYOTO LIKE?? #augh soo many cool things..... #Also also !! Have you learned any mire katakana? #ive JUST learned the vowel line so maybe u lesrned the k line now too? #I cant imagine school is any different. OHH DID U FINISH THE M P 10P COMIC?? #I started it and got abt one page done on the plane #I think it should only end up being two or three pages idk #Ohh !! Hows the new meds going !! I think u should have ur blood test done by now so do u know if it helped at all? #I hope soooooooooooo #Mm I think thats all I have to say .... NO WAIT HAVE U HUNG OUT W/ JACKIE?? #i rlly want to b friends with her ^.^ #Alright Thats all !! HAVE A GOOD DAYYYYYY I LOVE U #queue drop #weather report #WAIT EDIT DID THE TRIGUN VOLUME COME. HOW IS IT

[illidan]

person who provided the spare parts but not the energy cell to the charging station i gotta ask. why

#mine #like. dont get me wrong. idc. i have 500 of the bad boys. id much rather throw one of those at it than the parts bc i hate farming them lol #(i only have 7 crates on me rn and they all go towards making the beastbot powerpacks until i get my last goddamn MINI. UGH.) #but like. just why. theres the daily up to give you one if you dont have any. so. did you change your mind orrrrr #did you realize you didnt have enough empty cells to care? im just fascinated. #whatever it gave me another easy tick off my construction contribution achieve. 55 more to go... #which if u were wondering: yes i have been working on that exclusively with energy cells! ill worry about my 600+ more tinkering items late #stares forlornly at my 85 remaining ultrasafe transporters. why did i make so fucking MANY. i had over 100 at some point. thats- #over 100 crates. 200 cells but idgaf about that. but my craaaaates. all those spare parts?? #at least i dont have to make the time displacers anymore. eugh. hey why did this turn into me yelling at mechagon again. oops #anyway third day in a row of charging station being up. we love to see it.

[fairy-made]

Ive been playing bg3 offline for 2 months bc I refuse to update and have to redo mods. but I finally decided to update today bc there were quite a few new mods I wanted.

anyway why the FUCK are there also updates for skyrim special edition and fallout new vegas on steam??? like bethany esda I am so fucking sick and tired of yall lmao. modders have been fixing shit for years and we're fine now, we've been fine, just leave shit the fuck alone!

#like on the one hand that's.... something.. that they decide to implement fixes this late or whatever. great thanks. SURE. #but on the other hand yall KNOW how big the modding community is and how many mods there are fixing shit #so youre gonna just say fuck everyone that dedicated time to getting their games to a decent place bug fix wise? #part of me is assuming they know the popularity and download count of certain mass patch mods or w/e #and they would maybe not interfere with those. but idk i just feel like #theres gonna be one of the old ass mass patch fix mods that hasnt been updated in years thats gonna be broken lol #just wait in a year youll hear me bitch about this if i find an issue when I boot up either of those lol

[orcelito]

Been finishing up act 2 of bg3. It's a good thing I find the battle systems so fun bc Hoo Boy there sure do be battles

#speculation nation #im going the epic hero direction this run. mostly bc i care about saving innocents' lives as much as possible #which means Killing Necromancers...... ugh. #cloudkill my beloathed. me n my homies hate cloudkill (used against us at least) #i got my vampire kicked into a fucking CHASM i had to reload a save 😭😭😭 #he's been phenomenally unuseful in these fights bc theres so many people and so few places to hide #usually hes one of my biggest damage dealers. and sometimes he can get a good shot in #but a lot of turns hes just firing one dinky lil arrow and then hiding in the corner #...... i keep forgetting about the fancy arrows. i have so many of those. i should try to remember them when i get to the Big battle. #which. hmmm. we r gonna hope it's not Too difficult a battle. ive been able to get thru every battle so far in this game #turns out im Pretty Damn Good at this game. to the point where i'll brute force it and still end up fine. #the literal only battle i had to leave and go back for was the big spider queen thing in the bottom of the well. she was scary. #im level 9 now tho and full of so much guts n grit. and loot. holy fucking shit the loot. #im looting every body (including fallen allies. sorry guys ur gold's goin to a good cause.) #i have karlach with a like 460 carrying capacity but she STILL keeps getting encumbered. from all the armor. #im making fucking Thousands off this tower capture im gonna have so much fucking money #once i leave here and can actually. sell them all 😂 #anyways i have been having fun! had to stop for the night bc it's late. but i will be killing thorny ass tomorrow. mark my words.

[rambunctioustoons]

dca/virus au but it's just them tempting you to click on spam links to infect your phone.

#ramblings #i know ive seen something like that before ! just. thinking about it #i havent collected many screenshots but. lately the spam in my spam folder is buck wild. im so tempted - #to look at those emails because the titles are wack. i wont do it but!! lmao. #why do they want access to your phone anyway. you ask. theres games on there!! and theyve been trapped for an eternity #in void land. so lonely. lonely singles please please click on this link please- #ahdjajdjjd

[silverselfshippingchaos]

AJDJAJDJWHE HIIIIIII!!! HI I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!!!

#i booted up the shiny s.kyrim ps5 update today #first thing i did? ran to my beloved #goodness he looks so good in those shiny graphics #i love him sooo much! i know he's a member of the thieves guild but uh #he stole my heart #ash rambles 💚 #also i've been getting sooo many crushes as of late #theres this one really pretty girl #and uh. theres a character i said i wouldnt ever fucking like. he's kinda... #my beef with him began when i saw that he wears red glasses ajshajdh so do i! and so I've dedicated myself to proving that i'm obviously the #cooler one with red glasses! but... he's kind of... handsome. #JUST A LITTLE BIT #i haven't played his game yet #and #theres a character thats been haunting me for months #i hate him but i love him but he's the worst but i care but i dont but i want to see him dead but i want the best for him but he's #disgusting but he's so hot and goodness that man confuses me. his twin brother is also my best friend f/o and i'm not trying to #pull the 'heyyy bro i banged your brother!' card #he's actually so horrible. but he's actually so handsome #wait this post was about r.une #okay so i really love r.une #he's super kind and sweet and i love how he's so polite to the player! he was ash's first friend in the guild. he talked to her when no one #else did. she was pretty intimidated of everything and everyone at first and preferred to hide in the corner but he approached her with #such a polite and charming smile.. (swoons) #anyways i am eepy! point is. #1) i love mr. r.une s.kyrim so much. #2) i have a crush on yet another stunning lady that is so out of my league #she likes makeup and fashion and i keep thinking about lipstick marks on my face 😳 #3) i think i'm developing another crush and it's giving big enemies to lovers vibes. #4)that one character is confusing me as always. feelings are complicated. i hate him. but i love him. but i hate him. ok i hit tag limit gn!

[pristine-starlight]

I’m so glad “emails from my friend Jonathan” is such a present experience in tumblr conscious right now because that’s exactly how i feel about the verv pms in warframe and i finally feel seen

#context for those who dont play the funny yeet robot game: #verv is the collective name for all the prime gaming drops made for the game #every time theres a new drop you get a pm from this one npc #who tells you about whats been going on with him lately!! #most of it can be summed up as 'dumb shit (affectionate)' #and then as an aside adds that hey i found this stuff btw i guess you can have it #and a link to the prime gaming drop #i do NOT care about prime gaming shit btw and i never will #i EXCLUSIVELY care about the pms themselves #i just wanna know whats up with darvo my friend darvo!! #also clem tbh like i feel like literally anything thats going on clem is involved somehow #kata's chatter #space ninja fashion show #warframe #i wish i could find a full archive of the verv pms bc idk how many there have been so far #i have pfff three or four?? in my actual inbox in the game #and another two i found screenshots of scattered around online

[crystalis]

i feel like i probably wont beat paper mario origami king before friday bc im not getting sucked into it enough .. i like it but not enough to think about when im not playing it you know what i mean

#i like finding toads...theres so many toads in every crevice #when im thinking about video games lately i just think about hyrule warriors age of calamity and dragon quest 11 but #those are all ive thought about for like 2 years now #but thats been like severe autism fixation #my brain has also been in totk mode and just wanting to pass time for when totk comes out #and it feels hard to introduce new things #i wish i couldve got into okami / ff8 / ff9 when i bought them a few months ago but the same thing happened #eventuallg will try again

[upsidedowngrass]

BTW . hyperfixating on pkmn soooo hard lately BUT object shows are existing in my brain again SO !!!! soon... soon......

#the new eps of stuff have made me HAPPY!!! #and also iv been gradually coming back to one which im SO happy abt #i was like hyperfixated on it so hard but. medication reaction </3 BUT IM OFF IT AND HAVE GRADUALLY BEEN FEELING BETTER #pkmn is also just easy for me to focus on when im low energy hence why i didnt go straight back to one #but i DO wanna rewatch one soon so i dont make a horrible horrible mistake #do have some stuff ive been drawing lately though :D!!!! might post some of those soon!!!! #/caps in tags #the moment i can go thru the tag and rb soooo much stuff? ill never have a problem AGAIN #ive been seeing so many one posts i wanna rb SO bad on my dash tho. but i have to go thru the tag. yknow how it is #(used to think that was the autism . but thinking on it now. probably compulsion LOL /lh) #(also unrelated to objects but IS related to that that i recently got like an actual diagnosis for ocd which HOORAY!! #theres no reason for me to share that im just excited. only on my object show sideblogs do you recieve awesome henry lore)

[ybbag777]

Sometimes the library that I work at will get rid of old art books so I like to take them home and use the pictures for things, mostly to decorate my walls or make collages, so today I made a collage out of them on my dresser drawers

#it was a pretty wide variety of art books so #fuck i just had an idea to paint my curtains #ive been in a crafty mood lately #but theres some of rubens oil paintings theres some Frieda khalo some western watercolors and some Chinese style paintings #theres other stuff in there twobut those are the main ones i think #my room is really dark right now though so i couldn't get great photos so i didn't bother taking that many #oh yeah and i had a picture of inuyasha that i put up there #i guess i thought it would be kinda funny to put him up there with all that art #but how ironically can you glue a picture of an anime character to your dresser? #anyway im just thinking out loud in the tags #collage #art #classical art #diy #diycrafts #crafts #fuck what do i even tag this #nah it was fun i dont care who sees the post

[earlyspringtranscendence]

i wish betting on wrestling was like a thing because while i would never win if i bet on anything else (am bad at recognising patterns that actually mean anything) i would cash in soooooo much because i can ALWAYS tell when a jericho feud’s gonna run way too long again 😌

#hello hi . im stressed out this fair sunday evening #feel like im failing at school already its been like a month and yet #one of my teachers v much implied i'd fail her assignment if i didnt do a bunch of extra shit and like #theres reasons for it that i can see from her side but theres also just the issue that i told her about of like #i just dont know how to work with that many materials and slash or i cant go out and buy all these things right now #and then she's like well go down to xyz and ask them to do it for you and its like honey i dont know why you think we've got such a like #mutually beneficial relationship going on between all the applied and fine arts in this school like #thats a fiction that lives in your head ... especially after we just didn't exist in this school for a whole year #and anyway. i went ahead and tried some different materials and its just like. you cant make up what an insane failure thats been #and its not that i didnt try my best its just that like idk what she wants from me #cause anyway theres a reason i picked the materials that i did the first time round #changing those just kinda changes the meaning of the thing in general... which is something SHE teaches us #anyway. and tomorrow i have class w someone who i'm Difficult with (as in like i have a hard time around her im not purposefully difficult) #(its just that she makes me feel that way cause of the 'tism and cause of the fact she thinks she knows how to handle the 'tism) #(she doesnt) #and again i did a lot of work for her im just sure she's gonna expect me to have done more #but in my defense. i need to go to the doctor and see if they can prescribe me some form of ritalin bc my exhaustion was so bad last wk #and has been bad for a hot second lately #and theres really only so much i can do with the spoons at hand #anyway. and im also Sad Right Now because ive been ignored and interrupted while saying things a little too frequently recently #and im not laughing. im having a Time. #i didnt even have that bad of a week all things considered but goddd i need a break

[nexus-nebulae]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#echos #SILKSONG TRAILER #SILKSONG TRAILERRRR #IM 20 HOURS LATE TOT HIS BUT THERE'S A NEW FUCKIGN TRAILERHOLU SHIT HOLYBSHITY #IT LOOKS LKE THERES LIKE CHASE BITS LIKE IN ORI AND LIKE #THOSE BITS ARE THE BEST BITS OF ORI FUCKIN FIGHT ME ONTHAT #GINSO TREE IS BEST LEVEL ANYWAY #HOLY FUCKING SHIT ITS BEEN SO FUCKIG LONG WITHOIUT ANY SILKSONG NEWS IM GOIG FUCKING INSANE #IVE EATCHED SO MANY VIEDOS TALKING ABOUT SILKSONG WITH LIKE THE SAME 30 SECONDS OF FOOTAGE YSED OVER N OVER #BC ALL WE HAD WAS THE ONE TRIALER BUT NOW THERE'S A NEW ONE #AND THERE'S CONFIRMATION THAT IT'S RELEASING WITHIN A YEAR????? #LIKE YEAH 12 MONTHS IS A PRETTY WIDE WINDOW BUT LIKE FUCKING. WE'VE BEEN WAITING YEARS HOLY SHIT #THIS IS THE CLSEST TO A RELEASE DATE WE'VE EVER GOTTEN IM GONNA FUCKING ECPLODE

[mejomonster]

I love Decora fashion in theory but will never dress that way because when it comes to effort I go for Minimum possible and if things take longer than 10 minutes for my entire get together (unless it's a photoshoot or wedding), I'm not doing it. Also if things are uncomfortable so like anything tight there's a 90% chance I'm not ever wearing it (except special occasions when you WANT a bodycon glitter gold dress to look like femme captain kirk)

So like. My makeup takes 3 minutes. My hair takes 5 minutes or less (usually none). My clothes don't usually have layers unless it's a coat/sweater/button up on top of a shirt I'd be cold in. Accessories generally are not being worn unless they're accessories I wear nonstop and won't take off until they break off me (earrings I wear until they get lost, necklaces and bracelets I wear until they break etc). While I have many cute bags, in practice I use one and don't change it, or use multiple if it's a big trip etc. I just love how layering looks and hairclips and bracelets and... and I'm way too lazy to put all of that on then take it all off :c

#rant #theres a reason most of what i wear is like #sports goth shdhhd #or pastel goth Sports Edition lol #or bad bitch idk stretchy dresses but in pastels or blacks sjdjdj #these are all 1 layer not uncomfortable outfits #i love goth fashion but i cant do tight jeans anymore. i cant do layering shirts ynless #i literally buy a shirt thats 2 layers sewed together #like. i wont even wrar a tank top under a ladies blouse #i hate ladies blouses Because theyre see thru and whats the POINT of a shirt if i have yo wear another shirt???? #i use see thry blouses as JACKETS if they button #even like. shirts nowadays? if they require a bra ive been avoiding them #lately im going for big tshirts from the mens section with thicker fabric #plaid shirts. and thicker sweaters #no undershirt no bra those are TOO many laysrs #also its a huge reason i dont wear a binder #i mean 1 im flat chested so i get read as feminine by strangers not cause of my chest lol #but 2 binders are TIGHT and hard to get on and off #i hate tight clothes. a loose bralette is too Tight for everyday wear. leggings are too tight for everyday wear #so as y can imagine a binder also feels like a Special Occasion clothung item for me since its. tigh4. #u know.... i suddenly miss dresses with padding in the chest. so i can wear them without a bralette... #also i need MORE big tshirts so i can wear them over everything #i have mens dress shirts for work and i love them nice and thick and loose enough to not feel tight