#there wasnt any doubt but still

[luck-of-the-drawings]

so REVENGE, HUH? or justice, if that makes you feel better. it tastes the same when cooked just right. 'I REALLY WANTED A BROTHER.' such a shame to burn a bridge you so desperately wanted to keep, especially when it wasnt even you who started the fire. especially when you hope that not a single fragment of that bridge ever washes ashore.[MAY IT ROT FAR FROM MY SIGHTS] an unfortunate loss! atleast he has his friends.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi prime defenders #jrwi prime defenders spoilers #jrwi pd spoilers #jrwi pd #william wisp #vyncent sol #THIS ONE IS FUUUUCKIN OOOOOLLDD RAAAHHHHH i made it like. a year ago. but didnt finish it for so so long bc i just wasnt happy w it. #BUT LIKE A CENTURY EGG the decades of being encased in salt n lime n ash have done WELL to bring out the flavores of this piece #i sorta recently cleaned it up and posted it onto twitty. didnt tag it bc it was SO OLD AND SCUFFED(i see so many MISTAKES NOW) #that i didnt want to expose it to the open air just like that #if i show smth to my small circles then it shall only be understood in those small circles. #open air and open interpretation from minds i cannot predict are NOT something i enjoy the thought of. usually. i am brave tho #BUT EVERYONE ON TWITTY WAS SO NICEEE i was like damn... i guess it IS good enough to be enjoyed by the masses... #lets work on being nicer to our art together. THAT BEING SAID. i really love my colors here HELL YEAHHHH #FIRST TIME IN A WHILE COLORIN THESE BOYS.... i dont use proper color enough..I ALSO RLY LIKE MY BACKGROUNDS HERE #i LOVE when the bg is hyperrealistic (i frankestiened stock photos) and when the subjects are all flat colored n cartoony #recently rewatched Making Fiends and they do that similar thing!! soft shading! lotsa details! almost painted? ill paint one day #ive already rambled so much abt the art im runnin out of ROOm to ramble about WWWIILLIAM GODDAMN WWIIIISP. its been a minute since i saw- #-this episode..but i DO remember the funny smoke trick that will did to his funny brother. EVERYTIME U GIVE AN ORDER. THAT BRINGS HARM- #-INDIRECTLY OR NOT. YOU WILL HEAR THOSE SCREAMS. YOU WILL FEEL THAT PAIN. OHHH WHAT A COOL PUNISHMENT THAT IS #its still an olive branch in a sense! a final chance for big bro bell to show that hes NOT an irrideemable piece o shit. and if not #well. to the wolves of psychosis with him!!! i really think william did the best he could here. if i was in his shoes i have no doubt i- #-woulda done the same. IM ALSO GLAD THAT VYN DECIDED TO STICK AROUND N SUPPORT HIM! thas character development baybe!! #i loooove prime defenders.. its been so long since i watched any eps of it but i KNOW it still has such a grip on my heart..GOTTA rewatch i

[bi-functional]

Happy new year guys, if you weren’t thinking about the chaos of Bill having sparklers than im forcing you to think about it now <3

#happy new yeaaaarrrr #im alive #if anyone was wondering #or curious #doubt it #but still got atrong brain rot for these fucks #havent drawn stuff in a while!! #havent felt real and havent made any art that wasnt for school this past semester #dont really kno what happened tbh #but i had to do smthn!! #and i miss the mutuals i used to interact with #if u guys read these tags ever i love u and ive missed u #but yah seriously bill would go fucking crazy with sparklers #needs to be held and restrained like a child #he would set the shacks backyard on fire easily and on purpose #bi.f.art #bill cipher #gravity falls #human bill cipher #billdip #dipper pines #tswwwit’s familiar au #technically #idk how to feel about this tbh #not vry good but its alright #at least i made smthn #happy about that #hate hate hate the way dippers skin tone looks actually #but im not going to change it rip #fuck u colour theory

[booksandpaperss]

shipping byler is wild bc I’m literally 100% certain they’re endgame absolutely zero doubts, and yet if they somehow don’t happen I won’t be shocked at all bc I’ll know exactly why. don’t you just love homophobia and heteronormativity isn’t it so great

#/sarcasm for the last sentence #if that wasnt clear #byler tumblr #not tagging the Main tag bc I don’t like putting any sort of homophobia related negativity on the tag lmao #like this isn’t a doubt post but still

[lemongogo]

i need 2 stop drawing static stuff . white bg . front facing pose. <will do it again

#i looked thru my media tab 2day .horrific #WHERES THA PURPOSEEEE E #there doesnt have 2 be any . of coursies . #but thats smt i want to work on rly hard T_T 2024!!!!!!!!! #smth smth reflection but i am happy with what ive done in 2023 #definitely havent finished as many things as id hoped but thats okay.kind of touched on it w that one trgn comp a few months ago #but i tried 2 be more confident in areas i wasnt so sure abt before and it paid off in a way that im happy with T__T❤️ #like despite all my gloom & burnout and artblock . i had a lot of fun . and im rly fortunate that ive been able to meet the nicest ppl #through it T__T #idk what jm talking abt anymore but j think . i am happy w the direction im headed in and i just need to work harder now on variability #and concept and composition. not rly sure where to start but i think compiling some of my favs in a single place #and studying them will help. :3.. AND NOT GIVING UP A SKETCH IF ITS FRUSTRATING ATM😭😭😭😭 #some of them ..that one w meryl and vash . i ould not for the life of me figure out and i was like soo done w it #but then i was likeno OK just do it who cares . and then i found a workflow that worked and it WAS SOO MUCH FUNNN AND I STILL RLY LOVE HOW #IT TURNED OUTTT .. #and the one w knives . the beautiful universe one . i rmbr being so annoyed by a similar attempt that inwas lkke fuck it im just gna use the #biggest brush ever and play arnd with stuff bc its not gna see the light of day and fhen j agonized abt sharing it and everyone WAS SOOO #NICE TO ME !!&2&2 LIKEEE it was one of my earliest trgn pieces so kind of new 2 da scene and lkke . idk man it helped me enjoy my art from #an outside perspective after struggling w the doubt and its now one of my favorites ever too … #ORRR .. the vash and wolfwood one w the silly blue sky bg .. the textures were so mindless and fun #or the elendira . SOOO MANY FUN ELENDIRAS.. the perspective nail gun one is still a fav bc i shy away from perspective bc its hard as shit #but it worked out and i luv it tew . #sory anyways . very happy. and thankful^__^ ik when j post stuff like URRG MY ART!!!it mostly jst comes from .like GAAH want 2 push myself #harder bc i know itll be fun once i get 2 where im going T_T #anyways if u got 2 this point u r lkterally angel my angelll~ hamtaro pic #tys

[masonsystem]

mr hat kinda looks like shadi smith.. my working theory is maybe he was raising her before wright?

#mysterious girl.. 🧐 #i also heard somewhere (not spoiler just theory) tht maybe shes adopted? #i didnt think so cuz payne mentioned they verified trucys relation to wright #but maybe it wasnt any dna test so she could be adopted.. but idkk so far im doubtful on that #wright doesnt seem like the kind of guy to adopt a kid #like pearl was an angel but he didnt adopt her; she was still being taken care of by her village #i do think trucy is blood related to wright... despite how crazy that would be #this whole time he had a daughter... this whole time that hes been fucking around being the worst lawyer ever.. owhhhh #aa lb

[ankhisms]

once again fighting tooth and nail against the deeply engraved insecurities and issues we got notes emailed to us from rehersal last night and my brain launched into OHHH WERE NOT DOING GOOD ENOUGH WE SUCK SO BAD AT EVERYTHING like hey. calm down. its ok. take my hand we can keep trying to improve

#it wasnt even that i had any bad notes given to me i just have to emphasize one word more but my brain was like #hm everyone else (over generalizing) got praised and got more notes than me. i must be a FAILURE #when its like. no thats not true. you were told recently that you have very good instincts for acting and #that we take direction really well and so me having less notes is not necessarily a bad thing #but its still hard to fight off the feeling of self doubt and ohhh what if im bad at this thing i love #like ok so what if were bad at it? this isnt professional theater. id like to be doing professional acting but this is community theater #i always do my very best in any production im in but like in the end who cares if i suck at it. im not getting paid #anyway going to try and record my voice lines for the animated short film im voicing soon and i think thatll help

[mrfoox]

The fact I refuse to confront/inform the people who have basically ruined my mental state and my ability to function bc that would make them feel bad is honestly bonkers

#miranda talking shit #I cant say id be having a good and normal life if i wasnt abused as a young child but im 90% sure I'd not have this must trouble #Id still have my autistic and add problems but my anxiety and depression would definitely be a lot better #Its... Insane. That my older brothers probably have no idea how much they have actually ruined my life/mental state from such an earlh age #As 4 yrs old... Hell they might not even remember it or even think it was a 'big deal'. I know my second oldest brother probably falls into #The latter. I know now that they both most likely have undiagnosed adhd/autism and they used me as a way to act out/feel better #But being told youre stupid. Fat. Ugly. Useless from the age of 4 like... I cant stress how much it have ruined my self image #Ive tried to build confidence in myself and love myself since my teens and i can barely say im 'avarge' without doubting it #Like they also hit me but that's nothing compared to the mental torture i had to go through on an almost daily basis #Funniest thing is that bc it happened/started when i was so young i didnt think it was... Bad or weird or abnormal. #I started crying when my parents told me to go tell my brothers it was dinner time. I was terrified of knocking on their doors #I still to this day 20 years later am still incredibly uncomfortable and anxious talking with them and i havent been able to make much of #An relationship with them bc of it. Im scared to say anything to them even if its simple shit. And men/boys in general ive thus been #Terrified of since i was young. Once again i thought it was normal to mistrust and be scared of men until i was in my teens #I wish i could hate them i wish i could be angry i wish i had someone to blame #But no my brain is too nice and give excuses to them. Their actions are excused. They have ruined me mentally but thats not their fault #Fuck that might be true but they were still 6 and 11 years older than me. I didnt have a chance to protect myself in any way #I wish someone saw i wasnt okay. I wish someone understood that i wasnt well. I wish someone saw me. #Negative #Abuse

[schnees-and-schnugs]

Genuine question: what's left for Weiss' character after this, like, as in character development?

I understand she has some stuff left with her family (hopefully at least), but I really don't see anything about her that can be built upon.

Not trying to be a downer, just genuinely want to know what y'all think and if I'm missing something or just looking at it too cynically. I don't think I can handle more volumes of her being annoyingly smug and self assured.

#what bothers me is that there is a lack of (acknowledged) flaws for her character #im afraid that shes just going to stale #i guess theres stuff with the SDC but at the same time they all but given that very important aspect of weiss' goals to whitley #shes going to 'redeem the schnee name as a huntress' but was in v4 and its still so vague? how is she going to even do that? #is just being in team rw/by her doing that #i mean maybe if she just wasnt so useless in v/8 i would have accepted it but she just sits in the manor half the time #and just doesnt have the character depth she used to to make me feel any sort of pride as an audience member #also it just feels like her VA completely checked out last volumes lmao #just feels like everything to do with weiss has been completely checked out in the ATLAS arc of all times #idk... im just blackpilled on her character and its kind of sad bc i expected so much more for her #and it feels like the writers just want to move on already to New Characters and dump her like they always do with the old characters #like what is she going to do? apologize to winter for lying to her? #un-fucking-likely lol #or talk to whitley more about their relationship? i doubt the writers care about it past how to make it convenient for the plot #or maybe willow if the writers remember that weiss is supposed to resent her and you know. have actual feelings about things.

[cutemeat]

im just begging.. for the love of god... . let Glenn and Megan lead the writers rooms next season for Sunny S16...

#im not saying theyre knights in shining armor or any of tht allright i know i know #theyve made their fair share of shit moves. not saints. not what im saying #but their perspectives n the show lately.. its the influence the show needs rn ok... like. Megs directing n Glenns writing was so STRONGs15 #megan has proven shes more than ready to like. take charge in that way for s16. her directing in s15 was SO good #like u Know his shit on the st paddys podcast abt ‘he doesnt realize how condescending it is that he thinks U need His approval’ like ok way #to deflect rob!!! #like rob can push for these changes sometimes i will give him that. he pushed megan to direct in the first place. but hes not very reliable #when it comes to ‘following thru’ #and Continuing to make good on those changes. he doubts the decisions too fast #is how it feels in the writing... #but his instincts are generally good #anyway. back to the writers room lol #like s12 was good for this reason. why cant they see LOL #im sorry if this comes true actually n it sucks. but s15 with glenn back was already so much better than s13/s14 …?? #it wasnt funnier but the writing was stronger. id prefer a well written serious sunny thats fun to dig into than having a few good laughs #but overall lack of substance aside from like. one stand out episode that.. isnt even that hard to delve into after some time like LOL #anyway. #im still waiting on that Story by Glenn Howerton n Directed by Megan Ganz credit allright 🫣 #i WILL repeat the mistakes of pre-s14 hype its only fair to follow patterns #parker texts

[aqours]

got an opportunity to make my family and golfers listen to IDOL while barbequing and took it

#starposts #idol #oshi no ko #my star #ai hoshino #video #yoasobi #it wasnt so loud i doubt any could hear but still

[ghastbutlikegay]

my dad is on some writing related zoom or titkok live or whatever the fuck and when i went downstairs to take my meds he announced my presence by going "my eldest spawn just walked into the room"

#it's because he knows im genderqueer but cant remember what flavor #and also knows i dont want my name shared online and i dont like she/her pronouns #i wasnt in view of his camera at any point or anything #and i doubt anyone could even hear me since im generally pretty quiet about moving around the house #but it was still funny

[oflgtfol]

people in the 9/11 tag acting like 200k people died. “you know someone who lost someone that day” are you from fucking new york city? no? shut the fuck up then

#less than 3k people died like statistically i sincerely doubt that anyone knows someone who lost a loved one in 9/11 #unless you actually live in the nyc area #as someone who lives in the nyc area! and HAS met several people who lost someone that day / have met people who lived through it / etc #frankly i dont fucking give a shit about anyones uwu pain becausd they like. idk. watched it on tv #like if youre from the opposife side of the country and all you ever did was watch it on tv live #then like sorry! get over it. it happened 21 years ago #watching it was surely traumatic in its own way nvm the fallout that we’re still dealinf with today #but in terms of the accute tragedy itself. get over it. #i say all this as someone who lives an hour from nyc. #i wasnt born yet but everyone in my area was way more personally impacted by it than any person in like. Oregon #unless youre like statistically one of. maybe three people from oregon who had a loved one in nyc at that time. #but even though it affected my area wwy more. it’d still be insane to claim like we ever experienced the pain as strong as actual NYC #residents. so literallg FUCK OFF trying to act like youre still living with it for real 21 years later #if youre not from nyc i literally do not want to hear it #brot posts

[cosmicallyavg]

also would like to formally apologize for reposting those pap pics of jodie with her baby, i have deleted the post

#i just got too excited lmao #somwone replied to my pist last night and told me i should take it down #i was like oop okay #likw i didnt even stop to think that the photos were taken by pap #and therefore without her consent #but i have learned my lesson #so i deleted it #but then today just like an hour ago i saw someone making really rude #comments about people who reposted the pics #and im like woah Chill #like yeah its bad but all you gotta do is say it nicely yknow #tbh giving the benefit of the doubt wouldnt you rather #people see the pics reposted rather than look it up and give those tabloids clicks?? #idk #like at least by reposting them the paps dont make any money off of your clicks #but still #it is unethical #and i have deleted the pictures #sorry everyone and especially jodie 😭💙 #i wasnt doing it in bad faith i promise #i was just excited about babby

[anaalnathrakhs]

...i'm starting to wonder if i wasn't actually pretty often failed by the adults in my life as a young kid tbh.

#i'm always doubtful where to put the blame #in a morally neutral causality kind of way to be clear #because like. i dont know. if i was the adult. confronted to the opaque behavior of a child. would i have done better? #but also i can't help but think #why the fuck did they make me skip a grade (last grade of primary on top of that) when i was notorious for never doing my homework #and was incredibly inconsistent across topics #like i sucked at math. like ''needs to count on fingers to do a simple addition or substraction'' sucking at math. #like i never learned any multiplication tables sucking at math #like i never got how to pose divisions and still can't at age 18 because logicomathematics are completely counterintuitive to me #and just. the work was never done to make me Get It. my work or teachers' work who knows. but perhaps skipping a grade wasnt the solution #or like #apparently when i was three years old the pediatrician suspected smth was up with me #either autism directly or ''generally suspicious child'' we're not clear on that #but he told my parents. and everybody said ''we better test that'' and then. nothing. idk. #they filled a parental report of behaviors questionnaire for... adhd i think? autism maybe. and that's it. never fucking heard about it. #god. i just remembered my mom saying proudly they almost never put me in the nursery as a kid. #always either with a parent or family or a nanny. #and perhaps mother. you could have foreseen that a kid with no siblings no pets no kid neighbors no playdates. would end up socially fucked #i remember the teachers scolding late students and showing us that we were supposed to be in bed by 9:30 or something #and internally i was like BUDDY AT 9PM WE'RE HALFWAY THROUGH DINNER #MOM'S BEEN HOME FOR LESS THAN AN HOUR #and shit. i don't know. i was scared of the dark as a child. to the point that even with the compromise #of keeping the door ajar and lights in the hallway (which i had to fucking advocate for btw) #i still slept curled up in the bathroom on a towel sometimes when it got too scary #and i would cry and scream before going to bed. i would beg my mom for sleeping pills from a young age. #i would often find myself in the morning sleeping with my face smushed between the pages of the book i literally fell asleep on #because i read until my eyes gave out #and a couple years later when i got a 3ds i'd play at night and if my dad caught me he'd storm into my room and i'd hide under the comforte #and he'd punch a couple times and whisper-yell at me not to do that and go to sleep #it took until i was about 15yo for me to see a sleep specialist

[everhoods]

i remember wathcing some cartoon review or soemthing ansd the guy said like the cartoon wasnt made for him (implying his criticisms or dislikes were invalid) ...implying such because the show has a lot of black culture. id get this if u were saying like u dont relate to it* or think it represents u but like its a cartoon man?? who cares if u do or dont relate to it cartoons are an artform and i hate to say this but also for kids :sobbing emoji 3 times:

*still a funny thing to think :sobbingemoji: like whydo you need ot see urself so bad to enjoy soemthing... weak baby brain

#jesse.txt #i doubt any of you will start an argument ove the “its for kids thing”. i just mean that it like doesnt matter the audience #ur already watching something not for u i guess. and the whole “i a white man dont relate to it” thing is sooooo funny #like he isnt trying to be negative and he isnt! but hes just like adding “im white btw” like girl i KNOW #i dont now what to tag all of these misspellings as :-/ i hope its legible #this also might not even be leigible because i am onto NOTHING....new. onto nothing nrew #its just so funny like ur still centering ur whiteness bro this is about moon girl and devil dinosaur just live a littlew #like u cant relate to fightng villians in rollerskates but u can ejoy it :sobbing emoji 3 times: #do u hear anybody else saying “it wasnt made for me” abt like anime or adventure time #also sorry fi this gets in tags u can block me i get it :thumbs up emoji:

[irishbreakfst]

God damn, reddit is a tar pit

#started going on it for various household maintenance qs and joined the percy jackson sub #and jesus christ can those mother fuckers complain #they have not stopped once to consider WHY there would have been any changes from book to screen (because this requires critical thought) #theyre just soooooo fucking mad that the meduse fight wasnt a brawl #and theyre STILL HUNG UP ON ANNABETH BEING BLACK OH MY GOD #Literally every day theres a ppst about hOw WiLl MaGnuS ChAsE wOrK nOw??!??1 #wheb 1) genetic diversity mixed families and adoption all exist #2) annabeth was literally born without sex happening so she might have 0 genetic relation to her dad #3) it doesnt fucking matter!!! #now i havent read magnus chase so correct me if im wrong but i doubt him being Aryan is THAT plot relevant