#then bucks just holding him

[911-on-abc]

absolutely insane how Tommy makes Buck, an objectively brick shithouse of a man, look normal sized in comparison. Lou Ferrigno Jr the man that you are

#my post #tommy kinard #evan buckley #lou ferrigno jr #evan buck buckley #oliver stark #just thinking about buck realizing that he can really let go in bed because Tommy can take it #because he can over power him #and how freeing it must be to give up that control #thinking about Tommy holding him down and being able to keep him there #yeah... #bucktommy #how they have BEWITCHED me #911 #911 abc #911 show #1k #2k #3k

[wenellyb]

Some people: "Bucktommy shippers are weirdos"

Me, proving their point:

Would you guys mind putting on some tinfoil hats with me for a minute?

So during the dinner scene, Buck and Tommy are coming from the kitchen with their plates, and we see a pot on the stove.

Why am I talking about this?

Because the handle of pot it turned to the left.

But Buck is right-handed

Do you know who is left-handed?

Tommy!

So what does it mean?

It means Tommy is probably the one who cooked dinner.

If I take the headcanon even further, Tommy knew Buck had an exhausting day and went to Buck's appartment first and had dinner ready for him when he got home.

#for legal purposes this is a joke #bucktommy #evan buckley #Buck holds his wine with the right hand and Tommy holds his with his left hand #tommy kinard #911 abc #I know this is a reach guys.... I'm just having fun #you can remove the tinfoil hats now😂 #I don't think they exchanged keys or anything but I think Buck told him where his spare key was so he could let himself in since he didn't #know how long he would stat at the hospital

[buckttommy]

a new (returning) character being added to 9-1-1's roster means that at some point, buck has to scream tommy's name in terror. he just has to. like. can you imagine how much differently that would hit? we saw the members of the 118 give buck the grieving spouse treatment when they all thought eddie was dead in a well. but if buck's boyfriend—as in, his actual, honest to god, officially recognized boyfriend—was in literal danger somewhere? jesus. i just got chills. i need it like oxygen.

#Eddie trying to hold Buck back from putting himself in danger and like. Of course Eddie is terrified too. #Tommy went from 0 to Best Friend status (not like Buck. Never like Buck) so quickly it was almost dizzying #but he *knows* what this means for Buck. Knows what Tommy means *to* Buck and he can feel the terror emanating from him. Can feel his blunt #nails almost drawing blood as he claws at Eddie's skin probably not even aware that he's doing it. #And they fall backwards—Eddie's arms still firmly around him—and Bobby is shouting nonsense reassurance at both of them before he and Chim #go back to save/find Tommy and Eddie's just chanting in Buck's ear ''it's okay everything is going to be okay'' and at some point Buck just #stops fighting and slumps back against him. His entire body shakes and he's just like ''it's Tommy Eddie. I can't lose him. I can't I won't #survive it'' and Eddie's eyes sting with tears but he's just like ''I know I know. Everything will be okay'' and holds him through it while #Buck falls apart in his arms. #anyways. #yeah. that would be kinda sexy i dunno #jack.txt #bucktommy

[theladyyavilee]

after thinking about it all day now I am insane enough to make it into an actual post, sorry for just copypasting my own tags, but alas xD

this was in response to this post about how buck probably didn't even realize at first how close tommy and he were standing, because him and eddie always stand this close which SO FUCKING TRUE, I just spiralled a little frome there

#but do you also think that NOW the next time he DOES stand this close to eddie he will notice?#DO YOU THINK NOW THAT HE KNOWS HOW CLOSE CLOSE IS AND HOW EASY IT IS TO BRIDGE THAT DISTANCE#HE WILL ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS BE AWARE OF EDDIE BEING THIS CLOSE TOO AND HAVE A TINY PART OF HIMSELF WAITING FOR EDDIE TO REACH IN THE SAME#WAY TOMMY DID BECAUSE REALLY ISN'T THAT THE LOGICAL CONCLUSION TO EASY CLOSENESS LIKE THIS#and like *screams into hands some more* WE KNOW that eddie steps in super close next episode#we know he touches buck#and it isn't the chin it is his shoulder and hip#but really that only makes it more insane#and maybe eddie isn't thinking anything of it because they HAVE always done this THIS IS WHAT THEY DO#they have always stepped close and sought out each other's bodies and touched and just generally had a pull towards each other#but on god I cannot see a world where now buck isn't aware of it in a totally new way#do you think eddie steps close and reaches out to touch him and buck flashes back to tommy stepping close#do you think the feeling of fingers on his chin and fingers on his neck start to blur?#do you think he feels eddie's grip on his hip and for just a second he wonders if there is gonna be a pull that pulls him in unexpectedly#the way that tommy gently pulled his chin towards him? how it was both unexpected and something that he had secretly deep down been hoping#for and been TRYING to provoke by stepping closer himself by swaying closer by stepping in#do you think that for just a moment all of these things blur for buck?#and that has never happened before but HOW are you supposed to ever forget now that you have these new associations#and you have to realize that oh maybe they are not so different from what I have always had#how do you deal with that? with how suddenly suddenly something you have always had has this new meaning and you can't unsee it#but you also can't have it and you have to lock that down because with tommy it already felt like risking everything but in an exhilarting#way#but like this? oh like this the risk is TERRIFYING

the more I am thinking about this the more insane I am feeling? because then I remembered that in the stills from 7x5 we know Eddie has his hand on Buck's side from the way the fabric pulls and EDDIE NEVER TOUCHES BUCK LIKE THAT, he usually only does the shoulder grab! which by itself is insane enough

BUT

BUT THEN

we know from the 7x4 stills that even though we did not quite see it in the episode because of the use of close-ups, tommy too had his hand on Buck's side during the kiss/in the aftermath of the kiss, THE SAME HAND ON THE SAME SIDE VERY LIKELY IN THE SAME SPOT

like? WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THIS KNOWLEDGE OTHER THAN SCREAM?

the fact that they have eddie touch him like this specifically after tommy touched him like this, when he normally doesn't do that? making Eddie mirror Tommy's touch? FUCKING INSANITY

OF COURSE it'll blurr in buck's mind for just a second, there really is no way it doesn't, sensory memory is SO INSANELY STRONG, oh I am going fully insane over this

#9-1-1 #911 spoilers #evan buckley #eddie diaz #tommy kinard #buddie #kinkley #my meta #911 meta #I am #fully losing it over this sorry guys #also more quietly obsessed with the way Eddie holds Buck #compared to how closely tommy has pulled buck #almost a little keeping a distance #holding buck gently but at arms length #holding him in a way that really lets him look at buck #probably mostly in a way that is because he is being insistent about buck HEARING him #but there is just also a very quiet note of something else to it that has my brain whirring

[wolvesofinnistrad]

I know Tommy is technically friends with Chimney and worked with everyone except Buck and Eddie, but I'd love it if Tommy just like... retroactively takes Buck's side in every past trauma Buck has had where he didn't have anyone truly on his side.

Aka Tommy being like "Chimney PUNCHED you?! They laughed when they found out your Therapist had SEX with you during a session!!? He called YOU exhausting??!"

#tommy kinard #evan buck buckley #listen i just have a lot of feelings about how sometimes no one was truly in bucks corner for a few of those moments #probably the closest was Hen who really has always tried to see bucks side #which in retrospect like... queers flocking together amirite #bucktommy #kinkley #tevan #what do you mean its 2024 and i should be over those incident im sorry i hold grudges on behalf of my blorbo #if buck wont be angry about it ill just have to do it for him

[watchyourbuck]

I don’t ever wanna hear anybody say that Firefighter Buckley doesn’t have leadership skills,,, that man single-handedly saved the entire 118 then went home and delivered a baby ???????

#the way he’s grown so much #instead of speaking himself when Athena asked where the captain was he deferred to hen #he helped everyone without panicking #he did a headcount instead of screaming #he immediately asked for a line from Ravi #when he didn’t hear back from Bobby he didn’t assume the worse #he just kept going #when the van fell he pushed everyone back instead of risking his own life #when chim was hanging from the truck he managed to climb and hold him #then bring him back carefully #that’s my interim captain right there #he deserves the world #buddie #911 fox #911 #eddie diaz #evan buckley #911 tv show #evan buck buckley #buck x eddie #buck and eddie #911 abc #911 on abc

[introspectivememories]

"evan, i find you adorable". adorable as in able to be adored. as in capable of being adored. as in i find you worthy of adoration. adorable, from the latin adorare (to worship) to adorabilis (in the sense 'worthy of divine worship') to the current day adorable. as in maybe if we had made it to the movies or if eddie didn't show up, i could've showed you just how much i want to worship you. as in i look at you and there is a font of adoration in my heart for you. adorable as in i flew into a hurricane with you and yet this date is a thousand times more thrilling than that. adorable as in there is a person in your building who saw me jump up and down like a little kid in the lobby after i had kissed you for the first time. adorable as in i kissed you and immediately thought fuck i could do this forever if he lets me. adorable as in i want to press kisses to your birthmark. adorable as in i spent the entirety of the days leading up to our date wondering about you, if you liked your coffee with two sugars or one. if you liked storms or if the lightning strike had put you off on them all together. if you liked cats or dogs or if you were the kind of weirdo who liked goats instead. if you thought about the kiss as often as i did. if your stomach tangled into twisted knots as saturday drew closer. if you would be agreeable to sitting in my lap. if you would blush as prettily as you did the day i kissed you. if your world also realigned when our lips met. if our orbits had matched up now that we flew into a hurricane together. if the gravitational pull between us had finally been too strong for either of us to resist that night in your loft. or maybe, more simply, adorable as in, "evan, i find you adorable."

#SOMEBODY SEDATE ME #what is this #i heard that line and was like how can i wax poetry about this #tommy kinard the man that you are #like it was just an interesting line to me. it literally keeps me up at night #and then tommy immediately following it up with 'i just dont think you're ready yet' #because it's true!!! idt buck was ready for the restaurant and maybe if buck had told tommy this was his first 'dude date' #they could've picked a more secluded spot and maybe then the movies could've still happened and they could've sat in the back #as some stupid movie plays onscreen but buck would ever so carefully tangle his hands with tommy's bigger ones and tommy would #squeeze them once and buck would be so nervous he wouldn't be able to look at tommy and would stare resolutely ahead at the movie he #doesn't care about but the whole time he'd be thinking about the way tommy holds him so gently but eddie did happen and buck is freaking ou #so tommy steps back and tells evan 'i dont think youre ready' w/ the implication being call me when you are and he puts the ball back in #evan's court. and maybe tommy thinks that's the end of it. it takes people years to be ready. hell it took him years to be ready except #beautiful brave evan calls him less than a week later and says 'maybe i'm not ready but if there's anyone i'd like to find out w/ it'd be y #i need to be sedated #911 abc #evan buckley #tommy kinard #bucktommy #buck x tommy #911 spoilers #911 season 7

[whollyjoly]

manifesting may and buck talking at the hospital, in a parallel to the may and bobby conversation in 6x11:

buck, trying to keep it together: "im sorry im such a mess, you must be taking this a lot harder than i am"

may, putting a hand on his shoulder: "buck, we're both worried about our dad. it's okay"

#it would actually break me i think!!! #look i just want may back and at the hospital okay #i want her and harry and athena to all be near each other and holding each other #and buck just looks on and is so distraught but doesnt dare interrupt their family moment #and athena just looks up and holds out a hand and says “come here buckaroo” #and folds him into the hug #i think!! i would cease to exist on this earth actually!!! #anyways heres ✨✨✨manifesting✨✨✨ #special shoutout to kyellin for inspiring this brainthought #evan buckley #may grant #bobby nash #bobby nash is evan buckley's dad #911 spec #911 spoilers #911 abc #911 on abc #em speaks #em tags #em writes #(sort of) #fic ideas #clown car support squad #rise up!!

[avnasace]

i hope next episode we get more solidarity between the original 118 trio about how much they hate gerrard sjdjsjdjs

bc that was certainly a pointed choice of a character to bring back, so theres def going to be a reason

#i need them to clue in the others #i need hen chim and tommy just side eyeing him all episode #i need henren and bucktommy holding their partners hands all the way through or at any given opportunity #chim can whip out the korean to piss him off #i am so curious to see why theu brought him back tho #me is thinking its going to be either hen or tommy centred #bc altho we know chimney was treated badly by him they didnt explore much. nothing that feels unresolved anyway #but hen and tommy are both queer and i cant remember if gerrard knew abiut hen #but he def dont knoe abojt tommy #so #plus theyre both assumably coming with karen and buck respectively #so itd make sense #tv: 911 #911 abc #howard chimney han #henrietta hen wilson #tommy kinard #ace rambles

[grahamcore]

rip will graham you would have loved animal crossing

#he would have gone buck wild for the fishing feature. would have been out there from dawn till dusk reeling in trout. #no because the more im thinking about it the more im absolutely certain that will would be an animal crossing bitch #like he’d never actually have a reason to acquire a nintendo switch but let’s just say he did. he would be obsessed. it would consume him #his little avatar would be so cute too!!!! and his village would have only dogs and wolves and maybe like one deer #‘hey hannibal come look doesn’t tom nook remind u of jack lol’ #he would point at raymond and be like ‘this one’s u’ to hannibal help #his island would look like shit let’s be honest but he would be proud of it nonetheless #it’s like 75% lakes and rivers so that he can fish more but there’s also like. a few randomly placed flowers and fruit trees. maybe a bench #until hannibal gets a hold of it and remodels the entire thing in 3 hours to make an in game recreation of florence italy #okay i’ll stop but i’m obsessed with this now lmfao #hannibal #hannigram #hannibal lecter #will graham

[daisysmalia]

If Buck is Midge it’s very interesting cuz the key difference is Midge was single and Buck is taken. So when Midge walks away from Scottie at the end and moves on she walks alone down a dark corridor and isn’t seen again. Where as for once Buck actually has someone he can turn to, if we’re right in assuming he and Eddie fall out/he realises he can’t help. And I love this because Buck has never really had a partner actually be there for him and stay with him when he’s going through something or needs it. So I’m interested to see if they do show him maybe turning to Tommy in the aftermath and Tommy just being there for him.

#BuckTommy #911 spec #he’s midge in the sense of being the best friend who tries if be there #he does not have feelings for Eddie other wise they would’ve just made his bi arc him realising them lol #they’d confuse the ga if they did a hard turn right after 706 lol #but yeah I’m interested in how this plays out and would just love a scene of Tommy holding Buck cuz he’s pissed and sad at Eddie #and knows there’s nothing he can do to fix it- cuz our Buck is a fixer upper #Evan Buckley #Leah rambles

[lover-of-mine]

Sevenish Sentence Sunday!

I was tagged by @try-set-me-on-fire @eddiebabygirldiaz @fortheloveofbuddie @wikiangela @spotsandsocks @daffi-990 @jesuisici33 @rainbow-nerdss thank you 💜

Have some more of the Buck proposes to Natalia fic because i really like this bit even if this is on Eddie's pov just because Buck refused to let me get into his head for the actual fight because i really do like my tragically pining Eddie povs prev snippet

You need to move on. I have.  Eddie doesn't know why he's thinking about that now. But he feels the same way he did in his kitchen trying to pretend he could feel like a normal human again if he just made it through a couple more days while Buck kept trying to get him to stop lying.  Buck always knows when to call bullshit on what Eddie's saying.  Buck's gonna call bullshit now.  Eddie can see it in his eyes.  And it's weird because Buck is never the one to pick a fight.  But there's a fire in his gaze that leaves Eddie scared, if he's truly honest.  Maybe he won't have to make it through the wedding because it seems like everything is about to crash and burn right now. 

No pressure tagging 🩷: @sherlockcrossing @watchyourbuck @steadfastsaturnsrings @giddyupbuck @captain-hen @wildlife4life and you if you have something to share 💜💜

#writing #911 wip #buddie wip #anon made me do it fic #seven sentence sunday #buck picks a FIGHT #like dude is not holding back and he did not let get into his head #but this did allow me to play a bit with Eddie moving shifts #i didnt have to have someone tell buck i just wrote eddie talking with bobby #something about this fic is the only one who doesn't know eddie is in love him #actually is unclear is chim /knows/ #Hen has confirmation because Eddie told Karen #Bobby just knows in his Bobby way #im going back and forth with chris #i dont wanna bring him into the fight but he's old enough to want answers as to why eddie and buck are fighting and buck is not #allowed in the house anymore #so like #this fic is a monster lol #i love it koaksaoksoaks #go drama

[buckttommy]

started thinking about bobby getting hurt and tommy comforting buck while they're visiting him at the hospital and literally started shaking barking and throwing up ummmmmm

#Tommy being fully aware of Buck and Bobby's relationship at this point like. He didn't get it before when they went to go rescue him from #the cruise ship but he gets it now. And he knows that when Evan is looking at Bobby in the hospital bed #he's not a subordinate looking at his captain — he's a son looking at his father #and I'm just... thinking about Hen/Karen taking over for Buck/Tommy and Buck just standing in the middle of the hospital corridor #looking and FEELING lost and Tommy just holds his arms out to him and Buck falls in them and lets his boyfriend hold his weight for a minute #lets him kiss the top of his head and rub his back. And of course Tommy doesn't promise it'll be okay because they both know that it might #not be. but. he's there and he's holding Evan up and that'll have to be enough for right now until they can figure something else out #anyways yeah i'm going to kill myself #jack.txt #tv: 911

[warpedpuppeteer]

Watching the Lawsuit arc and you know what's the kicker? For the entire episode that leads to the Lawsuit, everyone is shown being with their family or loved ones even while going through difficult things and having each other's backs (Hen and Karen with the pregnancy attempt, Maddie and Chim + Eddie and Chris with ptsd). And both times Buck visits his family/loved ones, he feels betrayed (Bosko not Buckley. Bobby being the reason he couldn't return to work). And the "anything. Like a knife in my back" line really puts things into perspective. Buck's gone through back to back trauma and his fallback (the 118, his family) are the ones betraying him (right after he was so confident in talking about how they were a family to that sleazebag lawyer too, like OUCH). It really shows how desperate Buck was. He felt like he was losing everything; his job, his friends, his family. He's been gone awhile and there's someone already replacing him (temporarily) , so I can imagine in his head, he's just thinking about how the longer it takes for him to come back, the easier it will be for everyone to replace him and where would that leave him exactly? Alone.

#911 abc #episode breakdown #now I'm not saying what buck does after this is justified #but i can see where he's coming from and why he was desperate enough to go down this path #and bobby just chose the worst way possible to tell him about holding him back tbh #buck feeling like his own dad betrayed him #all while pretending he was on his side #like damn #evan buckley #evan buck buckely #bobby nash

[glorious-spoon]

rewatching 7x05 and it's truly incredible how much cuteness aggression buck inspires in me despite the fact that he's a 6'2 tank of a man

#911 #evan buckley #i don't have this reaction to oliver out of character at all either #it's literally just something about the way he holds himself as buck that makes me want to give him a noogie

[cringefaildiaz]

I think my major issue with the finale (and s6 overall) is that Buck had SO much going on, 5 different thematically similar internal and external conflicts, and I don't feel like the show did nearly enough to weave them together or show the progress of them onscreen.

I have no idea why Buck was no longer scared to "pick the wrong couch again." I know why he was interested in Natalia specifically, but not the bigger emotional picture of how/why he got over this emotional hurdle.

I have no idea how he's changed since the lightning strike - they told us he has, but what's actually going on in his head? I have literally no idea.

I don’t know what kind of growth he experienced via the donor baby. I know he decided he could be donor-not-dad from the get go, stuck to that throughout the pregnancy, and then had a wistful moment gazing at his progeny. But that doesn't really feel like a big emotional moment when he's been saying it's not his kid for 8 months.

I know he started the season wanting more professional responsibility and ended it taking charge when the 118 was in danger, but I don't know what skills he acquired in the interim to allow him to do it successfully. I don't know how he feels about it. I don't even know if by the finale he still WANTED to lead. It was fine enough payoff, but it certainly wasn't an "Eddie suiting up in Mayday" kind of payoff.

I know his coma dream taught him Lessons but I don't know how they're reflected in his real life?

Compare how his arcs this season played out to Hen and med school, or Eddie and dating and I think you can see the massive deficiencies in Buck's season. And I'm totally aware that they need to leave things open so they have somewhere to go next season, but all of his (many, many) storylines having such a lack of emotional depth is a real bummer.

I think it would've been magnitudes better if he had really struggled on screen with the donation, so that moment of him handing the baby off to Kameron would've shown some real growth. A single conversation about him needing to not be scared to live because he DIED as an explanation for dating again. We sort of half-got a lot of these things - Buck telling everyone Kameron was pregnant and the onesie, Buck at the cemetery saying every day is a gift - but they didn't really commit to any of it, and they certainly didn't give themselves the time to flesh all of it out. All in all, for a very Buck heavy season, I don't feel like I know Buck any better, and I know he's made some steps forward, but only because they told us he did. I really would've liked to see the emotional journey to get there.

#obviously I have not gone back and rewatched the season in full so idk if this thought process will hold up #but i really feel that they gave him SO much to do that he kinda wound up doing nothing #and while yes a lot of things may have to happen offscreen on a show like this #i feel like his storylines required so much inference on very little content #and then in the end the show went 'this is what this plotline was about :)' which is. not very satisfying at all #I really wanted to feel satisfied with Buck handing off that baby. #but 'guy who's fine just being a donor having a moment with his offspring before giving him to mom' is like. not very poignant lmao #sliding the writers a note that says 'show don't tell' #i think these are my last critical thoughts on the finale cuz theres not much else to say #911 spoilers #911 fox