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unrequitedloveletter · 6 months

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Thunderstorm- Mike Schmidt x gn! reader

All right! I said I would go feral if I didn't get the chance to write for Mike Schmidt after seeing the fnaf movie yesterday. I wasn't kidding and I really like the rain/thunderstorm + slow dancing and softness fic tropes so I used them!

I will say right now that my requests for Mike are open! My requests for Mike are open through the rest of the week and might be open through the weekend but I haven't made any concrete decisions yet. Fall event requests are open for him too because I have no sense of self preservation in terms of fic writing and I would love the chance to write a few of the prompts listed there with Mike.

Fic type- fluff!

Warnings- none!

When you wake after falling asleep while watching a bad mid-sixties horror movie, you are somewhat shocked to find that the mild rain that has been occurring throughout the day has turned into a full blown thunderstorm. Never do such things grace the city and it is a shock because it was three when you'd fallen asleep, five when you woke up, but it looks like its nine with how dark the sky is.

When you wake, you laugh a bit at yourself. Of course you'd fallen asleep--the horror movie you'd decided to watch had been a combination of laughable terror and drift-to-sleep boringness. It was a doomed combination from the start.

Slowly, you peel yourself from Mikes side, replacing your body with a couch pillow and pressing a feather light kiss to the side of his head as you proceed through the low light of the living room into the kitchen, ready to call the local pizzeria and make an order so that you can both say you ate something half-decent for dinner.

You order in a whisper so as not to wake Mike, make sure you have two twenties in your wallet to cover a large pizza, a medium--which you'd ordered so that you had lunch at work for the few days to follow, and you'd split it with Mike so that he had something to eat on his shifts--and a couple of drinks.

When the call is done, you start to debate making tea. The kettle will scream and wake Mike, however, so unless you use a coffeemaker absent of coffee, it's kind of out of the question.

Then you move to your fridge and start pondering the drink options.

And then you feel arms wrapping around your waist, a chin pressing against your shoulders.

"'S late, isn't it?" Comes Mikes voice, tired and groggy and handsomely so.

"Nah," you respond, closing the fridge. "Just looks it--Utah never gets thunderstorms in autumn. Clock said it was five when I woke up, now it's not gotta be too much after 5:15. Ordered us pizza for dinner."

Mike laughs as he presses his lips against your shoulder. "Mmmmmm," he hums happily. "I love you, Y/N."

"Damn right you do, Mikey. Did you sleep okay?"

"Never do," he says. "Did you?"

"Never do," you echo.

You feel his grin, sigh as you look at the counter in front of you and sigh contentedly when you feel Mikes lips against the back of your neck.

"Just us," he whispers. "No stress. None of that outside world bullshit. Just us."

You nod, leaning back against him as the two of you start to sway. "Just us," you whisper back, turning around and pulling him into a hug, the swaying continuing even as you do so.

Moments like those are rare, but they're sweet. You and Mike are both so busy--you with work and friends and family and Mike with trying to keep a job and look after his sister while also dealing with his aunt and her bullshit--and so you never get to just...decompress. It's lovely to get that chance, and you cherish it like you know you're meant to because you never know when again it'll occur.

"I love you, Mike," you whisper, pulling away from the sway-hug and offering him a grin. "So much."

You've been together since a few months before you graduated high school, were waiting to have Mike and Abby move in until you'd paid off the mortgage you took out when you were eighteen and in need of a place within an hour of your college campus because you didn't want to ask Mike to help you pay it. Moments like those hadn't been frequent since the two of you would poke fun at the worst of your teachers and panic about studying for calculus tests.

Life had been so much simpler then, but you'd loved every bit of it and it's complexity for moments like that one. You cherished those moments, every hug, every kiss, every slow dance in the dimmest kitchen lights.

"I love you too," he says. "'M sorry I've been distant lately."

You shake your head. "It's fine," you say, because it is. "I'm just happy you're here now."

Mike nods. "Yeah. Love you too much to leave you behind. You've been stuck with me twelve years now, and just because I have yet to propose doesn't mean you're not stuck with me for the rest of our lives."

You laugh, pull him close. You press your forehead against his and it's all just so...perfect. Things feel good. They feel like they have a shot at being okay, and you have to believe they will for both of your sakes.

In that moment, though, you have Mike. Mike has you. That, in and of itself, is enough.

#mike schmidt x reader #mike schmidt #five nights at freddys #fnaf #five nights at freddys movie #fnaf movie

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greazyfloz · 1 year

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Lovers & Strangers -Chapter 7

I sat in the airport early Saturday morning probably still drunk waiting for my flight. Somehow Ethan convinced me to stay on Wednesday night, and he was serious about me coming to Minnesota. His parents arrived yesterday, and will be waiting to pick me up when I get there. I don’t know why I couldn’t just take a later flight but here I am, sitting in the airport at 5:45 am for my 6:20 am flight. I literally was only able to have a 2 hour nap… I shouldn’t be here.

When I got to my seat on the plane I fell asleep immediately and slept the entire 2 hour flight. This time when I woke I was hungover.

I got off the plane and made my way past the baggage claim to not only see Ethan’s parents but mine… Great. I walk over and my parents each give me a hug, then Ethan’s parents proceed to give me a hug next. “Hey! How have you been?” Ethan’s mom says and I smile slightly

“Good!” I say and she looks at me again

“You feeling okay?” she says grabbing my parents attention

“You look white” my mom says

“Plane sick” I lie

“Since when have you gotten plane sick? You love plane rides.” My mother says again

“Lots of turbulence this time, I don’t know mom” I say before we head out of the airport.

We go to breakfast at some small cafe as our parents chat about this afternoon's plans to go to the Mall of America, since we can’t really see him until after his game tonight. “No offense but I just want to have a nap” I say to them.

“You don’t want to shop?” my mother looks at me confused.

“Not really, I was up late last night” I say

They continue talking about last night and seeing Ethan as I swirl my food around the plate, as I’m really not hungry. My attention was suddenly grabbed at the sound of Mark’s name. “And that Mark is a sweetheart” my mother says and I look up

“Oh he is the sweetest, a really good boy! Always greets us when we go down to the school.” Ethan’s mother confirms

They continue talking about Mark, where he is from, what his parents are like, what his parents do for a living, his academic standing, etc.. It really amazes me how Mark comes off as so sweet to everyone else except for me.

After breakfast they drop me off at the hotel giving me a key. I walked into the hotel and up to the room where I layed for a bit, I pulled out Instagram and posted the pictures I took last weekend. After I posted I fell asleep.

Ethan and I’s parents arrive back into the room and gently wake me up. As I’m getting ready to roll out of bed I pick up my phone checking my Instagram notification on my recent post as commenting back.

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edwards.73 who's that handsome man? 🤤

mackie.samo I was wondering the same thing

nicoleeee no one I'd rather pee with 💓

savswrld Um, hello? cassidyholms we are irrelevent

khlofosho All the good pictures get taken when I don't go 😭

I start getting ready for the game quickly as it took me awhile to roll out of the bed. As I am in the bathroom putting makeup on, my mother comes in and shuts the door behind her. “Can I help you?” I ask her giving her a side eye in the mirror.

“Have you been checking your grades lately?” she says looking at me through the mirror

“Last I checked they weren’t that bad” I say before batting my eyelashes on my mascara wand, “calm down” I say rolling my eyes

“You’re at risk of academic probation, you lost your scholarship for next year, and you’ve been absolutely hell to be around, and you are trying to tell me I should be calm. Y/f/n I will tell you right now, If you end up on academic probation I won’t even allow you to go back in the fall to correct that!” she says sternly at me, “understand me?”

“Yes! Okay! Jeez, I’ll try harder” I say and my mother shakes her head leaving the bathroom. I finish up before going back out to meet everyone in the hallway. We went out for supper and then headed over to the game.

After the big win, we all headed down to the ice level to meet with Ethan. I stand with our parents as they chat about the game Ethan just played as I see him walk around the corner. When we make eye contact, he makes a funny face to me and I scrunch my nose and smile back as he approaches our group. He hugs both his parents, then mine.

“So what’s the plan for tonight?” Ethan’s father asks him

“Just bed, celly starts tomorrow when we're back” he says and a small chuckle escapes his lips. “You guys going right back? He asks our parents

“We might go out for a drink” his mother tells him right before someone yells out that they are loading up the bus

“Okay, well if I don’t see you tonight, we are eating breakfast at the hotel tomorrow morning at 8” he says, hugging us all one last time before walking towards the group.

I get dropped off at the hotel and make my way to the room. As I get off the elevator I make the turn around the wall entering the hallway where my parents and I’s room is when I see Ethan standing outside my door. It’s been quite a few days without sex, so I knew exactly what he wanted. And I wanted it too.

“Oh, I thought the celebration starts tomorrow” I say as I approach him.

“I was thinking we could get an early start,” he says, making me instantly weak in the knees.

“Alright, but we gotta be quick” I say unlocking the door and we both enter. I shut the door that connects to Ethan’s parents room and turn to Ethan taking my shirt off in the process. Ethan takes his off as he watches me unclasp my bra, and we take our pants off at the same time so we are both completely naked.

I walk up and press my lips to his and we being making out. He pushes me hard against the door I just shut. He trails kisses down to my chest as he massages my tits. He then begins sucking hard on them, making me gulp. “C-careful!” I say to him and he begins massaging my tits a little more rough making me throw my head back on the door behind me.

I begin to slowly lower myself and he releases my tits so I can face his cock. I spit down on it before grabbing it and stroking him. I look up to make eye contact with him, “You don’t know how bad I needed this” he says then releases a heavy breath. I tilt my head and lick from the bottom of his cock up to his tip, kissing it before sliding it in my mouth. I begin sucking on his tip first as I stroke his the rest of his cock with my free hands. I release my mouth and look up at him before entering him back in my mouth even further. I continue sucking back and forth and I hear Ethan give me praises through his soft moans. “C-come’ir” he says and I release his cock from my mouth standing in front of him. He grabs his cock and strokes it a few times as he brings his lips to mine to makeout with me again. He lets go of his cock when he feels my hand try to take over and reaches down rubbing circles around my clit fast, “I’m already so close” he says breaking from the kiss so he can watch me moan as he slips two fingers inside of me pumping it a few times before curling his fingers hard inside of me.

“Fuck E” I moan out as Ethan bites on to his lip enjoying watching me moan for him. He then pulls his fingers out and I whimper slightly at the loss of friction between us. He pulls me over to the bed and leans me down so I was bent over the bed laying on my stomach. His foot hits mine hinting to push them apart so both my legs take to steps apart opening my legs for Ethan.

I hear his balls swing back and forth hitting skin and he strokes himself hard before thrusting into me deep, “Fuck Ethan!” I whimper loudly and he stops himself deep inside of me before saying: “Shhh! We can’t be too loud”.

He begins thrusting inside of me as he grabs my hips so he can become more forceful as he pushes himself in me. He pumps hard and fast, making my legs weak. I can’t help but to arch my back slightly. At this new angle Ethan repeatedly his my g-spot over and over, “Fuck Ethan right there! OH MY GOD!” I whimper loudly again. He doesn’t shush me this time instead I feel him twitch inside of me slightly as he continues thrusting into me. He cums inside of me as he is thrusting me quickly becoming sloppy.

“Oh Fuck!” he says pulling himself out of me fast

“Again Ethan?! Seriously?” I ask him as he runs to the bathroom grabbing some toilet paper to wipe up the cream oozing out of me.

“Fuck, I’m sorry!” he says handing me another bit of toilet paper to clean what he missed. I clean myself and take the cream filled toilet paper and throw it into the toilet flushing it as Ethan gets changed. I come back out and get myself dressed as Ethan lays on the bed watching me.

After I get dressed I open the door between the two rooms and crawl beside Ethan. He puts his arm over my shoulder as he turns the tv on. We watched the tv before I accidentally fell asleep and Ethan slipped away without waking me.

In the morning, the alarm goes off at 6:30 am and I sit up immediately rubbing our eyes. I look over at my parents bed to see them already up scrolling through their phones on Facebook or reading some article or something. I roll back over falling asleep for a bit before another alarm goes off at 7. I finally get up and make my way to take a shower.

I get myself ready then grab my bag and heading down to put it in the car. When I put the bag in the car, I then turn back towards the hotel and join Ethan’s parents for breakfast. As we eat the whole team came down. Ethan sat at the table with us waiting for the area to be less squished by the breakfast area, before getting up to get his own, then sitting with his team.

After I finished eating, it was time for us to leave so I could catch my flight. Ethan quickly came over and gave his parents and my parents a hug, telling him that he will see them next weekend before hugging me, “I’ll see you in a bit” he says with a soft smile.

#ethan edwards #ethan edwards smut #ethan edwards imagine #mark estapa x reader #mark estapa #umich hockey smut #umich hockey imagine #umich imagine #umich hockey

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pens-swords-stuff · 2 years

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Just dumping some of my thoughts here because I don't have anywhere else to put them. Not looking for advice, just looking to vent, scream into the void and maybe some support if anyone is willing.

Trigger warnings: Death of a family member, grief, hospitals, COVID, proceed with caution.

Reblogs are disabled to keep this on my blog, but comments are welcome.

I actually found out that my grandmother was dying yesterday. It went very quickly from "she's going to stay in the hospital for a bit" to "she only has about 5-6 hours left before her death."

As a lot of you know, my family is in Japan whereas me, my parents, and one of my uncles live in America so we weren't able to be there. My aunt and her family were there though, so they video chatted me and my parents so that we could see her again and talk for one last time. It was a pretty weird sight to see multiple people holding up phones to her while she was in the hospital bed. She looked so frail and weak, and she must've been in a lot of pain — they were holding off on giving her painkillers for a bit because she probably wouldn't wake up afterwards.

My aunt had to really encourage her to open her eyes to see us, but when she finally managed to, she saw me and the first thing she immediately said was how pretty I was. And that might be the very last thing she ever says to me.

The entire family was able to be there, half in-person and half virtually. At one point I was video chatting another family member and holding up my phone to my mom's phone so she could also be with my grandmother through two layers of videochat.

It turns out that my grandmother had cancer, and she didn't tell anyone that she wasn't feeling well because she didn't want to bother or worry anyone.

We were told at the time that once they gave her painkillers, she wouldn't wake up. She'd pass peacefully in her sleep, without being in pain. They didn't know when, but estimated it to be around 5 to 6 hours, depending on how much strength she had left.

Well, apparently she had a lot of strength left because she made it through the night and woke up. Her blood pressure was back to normal levels, and she's awake and alert and she pulled through.

I can't emphasize enough how amazing of a woman my grandmother is. She's in her mid-nineties, and she's never experienced any of the typical aches and pains of aging. She's never experienced hip or back pain, she kept really active as much as she could (she lived on the 4th floor of an apartment building that she owned well into her 70s. The stairs were ridiculously steep and there was no railing and it's enough to make any adult wheeze!), and she was always finding ways of stimulating her brain so that she could stay mentally sharp. She's also dainty and elegant like a princess, and loves dressing nicely.

This actually happened just yesterday — the day before my licensing exam. And I was so fucking scared of failing because I couldn't make my grandmother the reason I failed.

And I passed! I actually scored amazingly well despite the circumstances, but it's really hard to be happy about it when so much going on. Moving on with being licensed, transitioning into a new job... It feels really weird with everything happening right now. I've always been avoidant and anxious about it, but this is making it ten times worse and all I want to do is hide in my bed to keep everything away. Because if I don't leave my bed, the day can't start, and if the day doesn't start, nothing bad can happen.

(Despite what I might sound like right now, I am actually very functional and am handling this well, don't worry. Staying in bed past noon when I don't have anything to do that day is one of my indicators that I'm feeling really anxious. And these days my internal clock wakes me up really early, so even after procrastinating leaving my bed I actually get on with my day around 11 or sometimes 12, and I'm currently unemployed so it's not like I'm missing anything important. I'm doing fine. This is just my rambly thought dump so everything sounds much more dysfunctional than it actually is.)

Right now we're in a very weird stasis of grandma is still alive, but we don't know what's actually happening. Because of COVID, no one is allowed to visit her, and the hospital is apparently short staffed so we're not getting a ton of updates. My cousin managed to talk to a nurse by chance when she was delivering some clothes and toothbrushes for my grandma, and as far as we know right now, she's alert and she's stable. But it also doesn't seem like there's a huge chance for recovery? I don't know the details but they're giving her painkillers, and are draining... something periodically, but it doesn't sound like there's any treatment happening.

I guess we're just waiting to see how long she holds on before she's ready to pass?

Part of me thinks that she'll be okay in the end. I really, truly thought that she would easily live past 100. Other part of me is already grieving.

It's so frustrating, because there's literally no point for me and my parents to go to Japan right now. Even if we did get there, we wouldn't be able to visit. My aunt, uncle and cousin were only allowed in yesterday because they really thought that this was going to be the end.

And what's even more frustrating is that I haven't seen my family in Japan for five years. We had tickets to go to Japan in May of 2020. COVID stole away at least two summers that we would've been able to spend with my grandmother. And what makes it worse is that these were my last summer breaks. I was in grad school. I had the summer off; I wasn't working or taking classes, I was legitimately on summer break and goofing around doing nothing productive.

But now, I'm about to start my career! I accepted a job that I was really excited about and I'm going to start really soon. And it's going to be really hard to take extended time off! (I'm already negotiating a couple weeks off in August for a nonrefundable trip, which will make it even more difficult to ask for more time off in the first 3 months of my employment if something happens). It was my last chance to easily spend a month or three in Japan, and the pandemic took that away. Even if I hopped onto a plane right now and went to Japan, I still might never see my grandmother again because visitors aren't allowed due to COVID.

Also it's a busy time for flights to Japan right now because everyone goes in the summer; there are almost no seats left and the ones that are, are ridiculously expensive. My family doesn't have a ton of money; it would be worth it, but it would also be really difficult to make ends meet if we bought tickets. One ticket would be tight but manageable, but not three — and if we're sending anyone, it would be my father, since it's his mother.

it just really, seriously sucks right now and the timing of everything going down just makes it worse on multiple levels because it's giving me a lot of "what ifs" and "if onlys".

The emotional roller coaster has been wild over the past 36 hours, and I just want to get off.

#delete later

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empressofthesunwriter · 9 months

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Maiden of the Moon

What if Kokushibo had a pupil, whom he taught the original Moon Breathing before he deserted the Demon Slayer Corps?

Mochizuki Yua was born only for these reasons: To become a Hashira and make her family a respected one in the Demon Slayer Corps.

But if you only live for the expectations of others, who are YOU truly?

What will it take to find yourself?

A long, hard journey awaits.

The song Yua sings is the first opening from Demon Slayer Gurenge by Liisa. I thought it would be nice to have the opening as a real song in my fanfiction. ^^

Also, I Googled how long a rib takes to heal it's six weeks!

I don't know if the Mangaka intended to have the boys and Nezuko really for that long in the Wistaria Mansion since after EP 14 in EP 15 they were already healed up and it seemed to only have taken a few days.

That's why I decided to make a little slice-of-life chapter for these six weeks. Building foundation for relationships, future plot points, and etc.

I hope you will like it!

If you like my story please leave a comment, a kudos, a like, a vote or a reblog.

Please show an author your love for their story. :D

Chapter 5: Songs so sweet and sorrow

Do you know the feeling when your body slowly wakes up? When the dream you had still clung to you and you start to feel your body again as hearing comes back.

This moment before fully being awake, when all seems so real and unreal at the same time?

Tanjiro was currently in this state.

A part of him knew he was waking up, another still was in the dream about the happy days he had with his family. Before blood and death and the pain of being left behind only Nezuko as the anchor to this world.

While he was like this he heard a soft and beautiful voice sing.

“Finally, you've given me

A reason to be strong

And we'll stand

Hand in hand

Till the end

As my body's shaking

The future is out there waiting

For me to grasp the light

That's trembling just like my hand

I gotta keep it safe from fading

That's all that I want”

He never heard a song like that. It touched something deep in his heart like whoever sang understood what he was going through.

“The subtle scent of midnight

I spent all thirty nights

I glare up at the stars

Staring into the sky

The path I see before me

I know only I can change it

That's all that I need

Finally, you've given me

A reason to be strong

And we'll stand

Hand in hand

Till the end”

Being strong, going hand and hand, till the end…it fit him and Nezuko so much. Tanjiro wanted to become stronger to protect Nezuko, to one day turn her back into a human. They decide to stay together, whatever may come, holding each other's hands tight.

He felt how a tear slipped down his closed eye.

“As my body's shaking

The future is out there waiting

For me to grasp the light

That's trembling just like my hand

I gotta keep it safe from fading

That's all that I want

The subtle scent of midnight

I spent all thirty nights

I glare up at the stars

Staring into the sky

The path I see before me

I know only I can change it

That's all that I need”

Slowly he opened his eyes, starting to wake up. The red-haired boy wanted to know who sang so breathtakingly heartfully.

What he saw first was Zenitsu, sitting up from his futon, his knees up and his arms around them, while his head rested on them. He stared with formal heart eyes into the corner of the room where Yua and Nezuko had slept.

After yesterday, when Tanjiro had explained to his fellow Slayers, his and Nezuko’s story, Yua had taken Nezuko without a second thought under her wing.

The older girl pulled out a fifth futon from the closet, put it beside her, and told them that his sister should sleep in a bed and not in her box.

Then Yua proceeds to dress Nezuko into one of the kimonos of the Wistaria Mansion, of course in the bathroom, and even put his sister's hair in a side braid, since apparently if you have long hair it’s best to braid it before going to sleep.

Tanjiro was happy that Nezuko liked the attention she received from the older girl. He swore his sister even purred at Yua at one point before they all settled down for the night.

Now in the morning he follow Zenitsu’s line of sight and saw Nezuko happily humming along, while Yua was behind her combing her hair.

It took a few seconds before Tanjiro realized the amazing singer was Yua.

A little surprised sound came out of his mouth, then suddenly a hand, Zenitsus, clapped over his mouth and hissed in his ear: “Don’t ruin this moment! I never heard such angelic singing and humming! Nezuko-Chan and Yua-Senpai are divine beings and we shall humbly listen to their singing!”

Not like Tanjiro wanted to interrupt, he just was surprised. When Nezuko was still human, she liked to sing while she worked on her needlework. It was amazing hearing the voice of his sister again.

Yua-Senpai was what surprised him.

From what he had learned of her and smelled…she was tough and rough, yet was loving and gentle to younger ones.

Singing so heartbreakingly beautiful, with such a melodious and soft voice…it nearly didn’t fit her.

Nearly.

Tanjiro had smelled the deep and strong insecurity in Yua-Senpai and the overwhelming smell of lostness.

She was complicated.

Maybe he could catch a moment today with her to talk and understand her better.

The midnight blue-haired beauty finished her singing and combing Nezuko’s hair.

“All done Nezuko-Chan.”, she said to her, fixing the elaborate braid she had made. “Now you are even prettier!”

The demon girl let out a cute squeal, touching her pretty braid in wonder. Then she turned and hugged the older girl.

Yua chuckled at this affectionate gesture, hugging the younger girl back.

“These two are so lovely!”, signed Zenitsu dreamily. “The most beautiful woman on this Earth.”

"Agatsuma, your words mean nothing to me."

Tanjiro could formally see the imagery giant boulder with Rejected written on it that falls on Zenitsu.

The blond cried out in sadness.

"Your voice is beautiful Yua-Senpai. It's something to be proud of.", told her Tanjiro honestly.

She made a little bow in his direction.

"Your words honor me, Kamado-San."

"That's so unfair!", wailed Zenitsu with tears streaming down his cheeks. "Why do you accept Tanjiro's compliment and not mine?!"

"Because Kamado-San doesn't try to get into my pants, Agatsuma.", deadpanned Yua, giving the cooing Nezuko head pats.

For that, Zenitsu got the major side eye from Tanjiro. He could smell that his new friend didn't have the purest thoughts.

The blond just wailed more and fell down on his futon.

Inosuke was the only one sleeping through all the noise.

The group of four Demon Slayers and a demon had created a rhythm in the days they stayed in the Wisteria Mansion to heal from their wounds.

Yua and Nezuko were always the first to wake up. Both girls took a bath together, then while Yua sang she combed Nezuko’s hair, giving her a new pretty hairstyle every day.

Zenitsu woke up from the singing, listening to it and still admiring both beautiful young women in their company.

Tanjiro was the next to wake up and always made sure to tell his sister how pretty she looked and complimented Yua's singing.

Inosuke was always the last to wake up, then they would have breakfast and try somehow to pass the day.

Was it telling each other stories from their childhoods or about their works as Demon Slayers.

Hisa was so nice to even give them a few board games and it was a struggle to help Inosuke to understand what board games where good for and why they were played.

In the Wisteria Mansion was a little library, so they read also. Yua even tried teaching Inosuke the basics. Even when the wild boy didn't want to, she just grabbed him by his ear and made him repeat the Hiragana Alphabet. Tanjiro tried to help too but with a more gentle approach.

One night while they enjoyed dinner Zenitsu joked that Yua was like the father of their group, while Tanjiro was the mother.

This made Tanjiro blush a little and then even more as the young woman just said: "I would marry Kamado, hell even Hashibira, before I would consider going on a date with you, Agatsuma!"

Zenitsu’s wails could be heard from Kilometers, meanwhile, Inosuke asked them what the heck marriage was and they spent the rest of the night explaining it to him.

The wild boy took this as a chance to rile up Zenitsu the following days more to remind him that the older lady would rather have him than even consider Zenitsu for a second.

Tanjiro and Yua had to break them apart, only Nezuko seemed to giggle cutely at the scene before her.

When all was calm again Yua deadpanned just at Tanjiro and said: "Our kids are terrors, husband."

Something like a squeak comes out of Tanjiro, his cheeks changing color. He wondered how the older girl could just say things like that without embarrassment.

It was only her smell that indicated that she was just messing around and didn't see him as her spouse.

The red-haired boy didn't get why he felt disappointed.

When they all felt better they started to help around the Mansion aka. Yua and Tanjiro had to force Inosuke to help around.

Currently Tanjiro was hanging up the wet clothes with Yua and realized that they finally where alone for a moment.

This was the chance to get her to know better.

"Yua-Senpai, can I ask you something?", he began.

"Sure, Kamado-San what is it?"

"I don't want to cross any border.", he assured her. "It's just been on my mind these last few weeks."

"You can tell me Kamado-San I can see from your Aura you have only pure intentions."

"Right…forgot that for a second…also, Yua-Senpai when you told us you wanted to be a Hashira…why did you smell so much of grief and sadness and anger?"

This stopped the young woman from her task to hang up the wet clothes.

Tanjiro smelled anxiety from her. Oh no, he didn't want to trouble her!

He couldn't even say sorry, as Yua hissed in fake anger, to hide her anxiety: "Kamado get your nose checked. I don’t feel like this about becoming a Hashira. It's an honor my family was skipped over for centuries, even with us being the strongest Slayers! It’s my duty and I'm proud to be the one to finally reach this goal!"

Maybe she could tell herself these lies, but the red-haired boy smelled the utter despair.

"Yua-Senpai, I see us as friends. I can smell your true feelings. It hurts me to see you in such anguish…did anybody ever ask you if you wanted to walk the path of a Demon Slayer?", he asked her, trying to keep his tears at bay.

The seventeen-year-old girl just stared straight ahead, still as a statue, a single tear rolling down her cheek.

"No…no one asked me.", she admitted in a broken voice. "But that’s not important, I have a duty to my family."

"But what about you?"

"Enough, Kamado, let’s never talk about this again."

With this, she turned and left him alone with the chore.

Yua knew she was being a coward, yet she couldn't handle Tanjiro's pure concern for her.

He was the first who ever asked her if she wanted to be a Demon Slayer.

She couldn't handle it.

Him and his gentle and kind Aura. It was a temptation to just…hug him, telling him all her worries.

He reminded her of Kioko, her mother.

This was not good.

It could lead her astray from her way to becoming a Hashira, to finally be accepted by her grandfather and the whole Demon Slayer Corps.

She had a duty. That's why she was born into this world.

To clean the name of Mochizuki from the sins of their forefathers.

Nothing else could matter.

Not even herself.

She was an instrument.

"The only wish I have left in this world is that you find your happiness in life, my blossom."

The last words of her mother, before her sickness killed her, came to Yua.

Her mother was like Tanjiro, a gentle soul who loved her and her father with a fiery passion.

Mother had fought tooth and nail against her grandfather. Kioko had wanted her to decide if she became a Demon Slayer or not…but after learning she was the only one who could use Moon Breathing it had been a lost fight.

But the midnight blue-haired girl remembered how often her mother would hold her, when she cried from the wounds in training, her Aura gently catching her.

Another tear escaped Yua, which she brushed away fast.

Tanjiro was dangerous. He would be easy to love, that was clear.

And love was the last thing Yua needed in her life.

Love wouldn't get her closer to being a Hashira.

Better stomp this seed before it could blossom.

So for the next few days, Yua kept her distance from Tanjiro.

Oh she would talk to him and they would rile in Zenitsu and Inosuke, but she did her hardest to not be alone with the redhead. She still took care of Nezuko, because she liked the demon girl. It was easier to love her since it was completely platonic.

Anyway even if she stayed distant from him, Tanjiro's words didn't leave her brain. It was a hard fight to ignore them.

More often than not Yua wished Sayoko would be here. She needed her cousin to bitch about the situation she was in. Sayoko would surely have an idea to fix this.

It was a mess.

So days and days pass, they healed, and they get back on their feet.

Soon it would be time for a new mission.

Hopefully, this would make Yua forget this emotional mess she was in.

One could only hope.

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#demon slayer #kimetsu no yaiba #Demon Slayer FF: Maiden of the Moon #own character #tanjiro kamado #nezuko kamado #zenitsu agatsuma #inosuke hashiriba #moon breathing #tanjiro kamado x oc

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mythoughtsbysms · 1 year

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Hang Out

Do not repost this post. This is my original work.

TW: dieting involving types of food.

Yesterday was a little bit more productive. You were able to unpack a lot of boxes for your kitchen, bathroom, and closet. There are a few boxes left but it can wait a little since you also had some work to do for both your job and art.

Saturday Morning

It’s 6:00 am and your alarm goes off. You wake up to the cool breeze coming into your room from the slightly cracked window you opened last night. You check your phone to see if anything happened but, it was uneventful. You lightly stretched before getting out of bed and opening up the curtains to let natural light into the room. It’s foggy which is your favorite because it’s heavenly but haunting at the same time. It’s calm and peaceful. You proceed to go into the kitchen to make yourself an iced decaf honey latte with soy milk.

After making your latte, you sat down on the couch with your laptop to edit your portfolio website. You added a few new pieces and clicked saved. You checked your email and saw someone asking for your help designing a logo for their upcoming brand. You look further into it to make sure it wasn’t a scam. It wasn’t a scam and you were very excited. You reached out to them telling them that you were more than happy to help create a logo for their brand.

You closed your laptop and grabbed your sketchbook. Your brain was full of design ideas for products that you wanted to create. Stationary has always been your favorite especially cards. You started designing some but, you felt there could be more. You sketched for a few hours. You haven’t felt this creative since dealing with burnout that has lasted the last couple of months.

By 10:00 am, you put your sketchbook down and went into your room to start getting ready to meet Matt. You were worried because Matt hasn’t sent you the address yet. You decided to reach out to him and asked him for the address. He texts you within 5 minutes, sent you the address, and apologized for waiting till the last minute. You felt a little less nervous. You took a shower to wash your hair, naturally blow-dried and styled it with a couple of hair clips. You did natural makeup because you like a little bit of makeup but not too much. You used concealer, mascara, light faux lashes, blush, brow pencil, light eyeshadow, and a natural pinkish-nude lip. You felt very beautiful and did the makeup you loved.

The outfit was the hardest part, you wanted some casual but a little bit more dressed up. You ended up wearing a loose-fitted ivory sweater, dark wash flare high-waisted jeans, 4” heel black boots, and a cozy black puffer jacket. It’s 11:15am and it’s a 10-minute walk from your place. You grabbed your bag and keys and went to the place where Matt wanted to meet up and have lunch.

Mystery Meet-Up Location

It’s 11:25 am and you made it to the location. It’s the cafe where you saw Matt a couple of days prior. It was very sweet however you heard a whisper. You turned your head to the right side of the building where there is an ally way. It was Matt with his hood up trying to conceal his identity. You followed him and went into the cafe from the back rather than the front.

You and Matt sat down at a table away from other customers and ordered your drinks and food. You ordered a matcha latte with honey and a turkey veggie sandwich with a side of pesto pasta. Matt ordered a black coffee with a slash of cream and sugar and a classic sub sandwich with chips. You two talked about your morning and you asked about his last couple of tours.

Y/N: How were the last couple of tours?

Matt: They were really good. Everyone had fun and as much as I love touring, I’m happy that I'm not touring till January 27th. I have a little over a month to focus on resting.

Y/N: That's really cool. I'm glad you get to rest before going back on the road. I wanted to say thank you for taking me out for lunch and coordinating everything.

Matt: Yeah it's nice and no problem. I wanted to see you again but I wanted to make sure it was enjoyable for both of us.

After Matt's last statement, your drinks come followed by your food 10 minutes later. Matt saw what you got and asked if he could take a bite. You tend to share your food a lot and let him get a bite of your sandwich.

Your friends and family sometimes give you a hard time about your diet because they think it's because you're trying to be like the health/fitness influencers on Instagram when in reality it's because of your stomach issues. Since changing your diet, your stomach has been feeling a lot better but continue to remind yourself that there are no good foods or bad foods. Food is fuel and food is important. But more importantly, you should enjoy food without discomfort. It was refreshing to see someone so open-minded and willing to try the foods and drinks you make or order. It makes you smile and feel seen and accepted. What was even better was that he didn't mention how your food looked - only that it looks really good. You started to fall in love with him but you took a step back and reminded yourself that you two are friends and starting to get to know each other. Take it one step at a time.

Sweet Treat

The both of you enjoyed your food and continue to chat until around 3pm. You were hungry for something a little sweet but there were no bakeries in the area that focuses on pastries without refined sugars or sugar alcohols. You remembered that you made yourself some pumpkin scones at home. Matt paid the bill since he set everything up but you wanted to do something nice for him since he paid the bill.

Y/N: Thanks for buying lunch! Would you like to come to my place and have a couple homemade sweet treats with me? I understand if you don’t want to.

Matt: I would love to, however, can we take my car so we can get there safely without disruptions?

Y/N: Absolutely! It's a 10-minute walk from here but it'll be roughly a 3-5 drive.

Matt: Perfect! Thank you. Let's go!

The both of you go into his car and drove down to your place. You were excited but nervous because you still had a little unpacking to do but your place was clean enough to have guests over. You mentioned this to Matt but he assures you that it's okay and that he was happy to be hanging out with you.

#yung gravy #yung gravy imagine #yung gravy x reader #yung gravy fanfic #yung gravy x y/n

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moms-r-us · 2 years

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Good Morning and Happy Sunday!💙

I’m not going to lie, it gets harder and harder each day. I thought that since my first and second trimester were difficult , my third will be better . It’s already the beginning stages and let’s just say I’m not having it easy.

1. Constant back pain.

Yup, I’m not even getting used to it. My baby is growing each and every day so it makes sense that my body is just accommodating him. I wake up with back pain, spend my entire day with back pain, then proceed to bed with back pain 🙂 sometimes I wish to wake up and be spoiled with a massage and reality is that, I don’t 😂 can’t always be spoiled right ?

2. Sleeping with at least 4 pillows.

Besides the actual pillows I sleep with. Trust me, sometimes it doesn’t even feel enough. I’ve got two pillows that I place on my left side, and 2 pillows that I place on my right side. This is so that I don’t “roll over” and find myself sleeping on my back or at least on my stomach. Does it provide comfort ? Hmm 🤔, I guess you could say that, until I have to wake up in the middle of the night to rearrange them or pick up the ones that fell of my bed.

3. Frequent urge to pee.

I think I pee at least 20 times JUST at night. I remember making a joke to my mother and telling her that the bathroom should just be my place of rest because I simply can’t deal with the trips to the bathroom every 2 minutes. It’s safe to say that I do not think it is a joke anymore 🙂

4. Feelings are all over the place.

10x more emotional

10x more sensitive

10x more moody

Just yesterday I sent my brother to go get me a couple of fruits since we were running out, and well, he took an hour to get them. By the time he got back, I was so angry and him, and when he gave me my fruits, along with a nougat, I cried. Truth is, he took time because the initial shop I had sent him to, had no fresh fruits & vegetables, which meant that he had to go to the mall which was a bit far from where we stayed just to get fresh fruits for me. He felt so bad because I just started crying and couldn’t control my tears and he thought that I was going to die or my baby was affected by something 😂😭🥹.

5. Needing more attention than ever.

Princess treatment all the way. I’m so grateful for my family and the fact that they understand the amount of attention I need and well sometimes don’t need. I can go from wanting everyone to stay away from me (and expecting them to understand) to wanting everyone to talk to me and ask about my journey. I remember expecting my BD to text, or call, or do something every two minutes because I just simply wanted (but felt like I needed) the attention. It’s safe to say that sometimes you can’t really expect people to act the way you want them to. Appreciate the time they do check up on you and just be grateful. Now? I distract myself with something when I want his attention, so let’s just say that I distract myself more than ever 😂

6. Baby is playing soccer in my uterus.

Yep, I’m one of the blogs I posted , I mentioned my baby becoming the next big soccer player. I was not playing. He moves constantly, and well I don’t mind because that is reassurance to me that he’s okay. I remember one night, I woke up in the middle of the night, WORRIED, that my baby isn’t okay. I desperately wanted to feel or see that he’s alive and okay. Believe it or not, but within a few to felt his kicks and movement again, and yes of course I shed a tear or two because I was instantly relieved 😅🥲💙.

Pregnancy has its ups and downs. Some days are really hard, and all I can do is pray about it. Sometimes it’s the best feeling ever and all I can do is appreciate the moment.

#happy sunday #first time mom #boymom #pregnancy #baby boss #new mom #humour #momlife #pregnancy journey #third trimester #struggle

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tillbonesshow · 1 year

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Tw: rape and kidnapping mentions but it didn't actually happen to me (don't worry) it was just a really weird and somewhat disturbing dream

Me yesterday before sleeping: I'm going to see my cousin (my best friend/soul mate) tomorrow YES finallllyyyy aaàaaaaaa tomorrow is gonna be such a goood daaay

Me in my sleep: *dreams about being kidnapped by a married couple and an anime character from aot; the married couple then proceeds to somehow get another older versions of themselves, takes me to their room (I'm pretty sure i didn't know what the hell was going on), and gets me into a 5 some with the two couple's versions*

Me after waking up: .... why are you like this-

Soooo... yeah that happened i guess lol

The couple were really fucking excited i was there too and were like trying to be affectionate and focus on me

Also the aot character (whom i will not say their name even tho i remember them) wasn't there when this fucked up thing was going and only got back after it happened and carried me pridal style to my bed while being silently pissed off as all hell

Also i was in a comatose-ish state (i was awake just blankly staring somewhere without saying or doing anything) when the aot character came so yeah whatever the fuck happened definitely wasn't with my consent

Idk how to feel about this like luckily I'm not scared or bothered by this but i am kind of disturbed i think

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fertilize-my-eggs · 3 days

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Lusting after you ch. 5

Waking up to unfamiliar

Ch.1 Ch.2 ch.3 ch.4 A03

A/N: triggered warning to this chapter, it's tomura dry humping you. If you don't want to read this chapter, you can skip it to the next chapter. I'll be posting new chapters every thursday :)

Reader’s pov.

I snored calmly as I felt the softness on the sheets with my fingers. It felt a little too comfortable to be my sheet but I ignored it.

The calming blessing relaxed my body as I sleep in lumber.

I heard quietness in this morning only to get interrupted by heavy breathing… That doesn't sound like me. Is it? I question it as I feel movement on the bed, it's sounds like a male panting.

My body couldn't move, it's feels like too good to be in a relaxed state as I turn to the side in horror.

Burning red eyes stare back as he groans out, it's the customer that I helped with a few months ago. He would always come back but I didn't expect him to do this kind of behavior.

I sigh softly, feeling my body being twist by his big hands, I see my lower half is being exposed while he lean in and lick my ear.

“ good morning princess~ ” he coo sweetly as he nipped my earlobe, the whiny gasp coming out of him as I felt his hard member sliding between my cheeks…. Wait, he's not inside of me? That's weird. I gasp out loud feeling his cock going in and out of my ass cheek as he pushes it together so he can get off on it.

“ you feel so good my love~... nghh don't worry, I won't put it in just yet.. you'll get it soon.” he moaned my name out loud as I felt his cum landing on my back and cheeks.

I didn't realize how noisy he was and I'm not at home am I? Did we hook up last night, I don't remember anything yesterday.

He slowly got up to head to the restroom as I lay still trying to figure out how I got here?

The blue haired man comes back with semi warm cloth as he gently rubs my skin and clean my body.

“... where… Where am I? ” I whisper softly but he'll be able to hear it from my shake voice as he coo.

“ you're home with me baby~ ” the way he says it makes me feel uneasy as the pit of my stomach gets intense as I feel anxious about this man.

Something feels wrong with this, why can't I get up and run away from this hell hole.

He started to laugh watching my behavior as he stroked my skin gently.

“ I'll give you sleeping pills so you can relax hehe~ ” I turn to the side as I feel anger boiling inside as I try anything to move.

“ Who the hell are you?? What did you do to me? ” I started to feel tears coming out of my eyes as I stared at him intensely.

He coo tenderly as he plays with my hair.” I'm your boyfriend tomura shigaraki and…” he grips my hair a bit tight as he pull me closer to him.

“ Try escaping and you'll get the worst punishment~ ” he kisses the tip of my nose as he lets go of my hair.

I blink the tears away as he has a sinister crooked smile, one that make your stomach hurt.

“ please . . . You can't do this!! I want to leave!! ” I scream a bit loud as his smile seems to vanish instantly, the cold dead stare made me have chills all over my body.

“ shut up.. ” he grumbled as he grabbed my face as he growled lowly.

“ you don't want a game over right y/n? ” he grip my jaw as he focuses it wide, I felt wetness on my tongue. . . Did he spit? He closed my mouth fast.

“ right?? Y/n, you have to swallow it to be a good girl. ” he focuses my head to nod in agreement as he stares into my eyes..

Oh.. he's waiting for me to swallow it, I held eye contact as I proceed to swallow it, it's feel slimy running down my throat.

“ Atta girl~ ” he groaned as he tenderly cradled my cheeks. “ such a good girl~!! Obeying master's orders. ” he coo happily.

“ I have to go, I gotta tend to my job. ” he leans in as he whispers.

“ don't get too lonely, I'll come back soon my love ~. ” he press a kiss on my lips as I closed my mouth tight, he moves away staring at you with intense crimson eyes.

“ we're fix on your manners when I get home.. ” he moves away as he begins to get dressed for work, I slowly curl into a ball as I stare at him.

“ What about food? ” he pauses for a bit as he turns towards you slowly. “ I'll get your sustenance when I return home pet~. ” I blink fast as I feel my stomach start to get hungry for food.

He tilted his head as he coo sweetly:” don't worry I'll have someone get your breakfast.” Tomura put a thumbs on his lips and he mumbled slowly.”... mhmm not dabi that for sure.” he walked away, heading to the door.

He looks back at you one more time as he gets out and I hear the click of the door locking.

He's locked me in the room. What the hell am I supposed to do now? I look around for an escape only to realize there are no windows in this room.

The only way out was the way Tomura got out, I feel hopeless as I pull the blanket close and begin to sob out.

There gotta be a way, I thought to myself.

#tw noncon #shigaraki tomura #x reader #chubby reader #fanfic #minors dni #smut #mha #bnha #anime #shigaraki x plus size reader #mha au #dead dove fanfics

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xeexoxem · 6 months

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LOVE LIES

Seojun : Main character

Myeong : lead lover

Aera : second lead lover

pt 1

It was morning so Seojuns alarm went off waking up the whole house. She was a deep sleeper so she didnt wake up until her mom bursted into the room and yelled at seo to wakeup for school.

Seojun went to school around 7 Am and slept through half her classes running on 5 hours of sleep. Aera Seojuns bestfriend tapped on seo while she was sleeping and asked her “hey Seo-ni why do you look so tired did you get enough sleep?” Seojun replied “yeah i just stayed up studying for the finals all night” grinning a bit.

*Bell rings*

school ended and Seojun was walking home from a long day at school. She rested her eyes a bit while walking home and accidentally bumped into someone, she looked to see who she bumped into to see a very pretty but handsome girl with black medium length hair, slim legs and arms, and a pretty face.

Seojun immediately says sorry with a flustered face because of how pretty the girl was. The girl tells her its okay and proceeds to walk. Seojun stood at the same place wondering what just happened and why shes never seen the girl before? does she attend the same school?.

Seojun got home and couldn’t stop thinking about who that girl was and went to bed curious.

The next day seojun woke up for school and on her way she runs into her bestfriend Aera and tells her about the pretty girl she saw yesterday.

Seojun : HI! yesterday when i was walking home and i bumped into this girl and she was really pretty

Aera : who?

Seojun: idk her name i was wondering if you might know since you know everyone and you’re pretty popular.

Aera : hmmm maybe how does she look?

aera smiles trying to hide her jealousy from her friend talking so happily about another girl.

Seojun : she had black short hair she was slim and she was pretty but handsome at the same time.

Aera : No clue theres alot of girls with black short hair

Seojun: yes but she sticks out yk

(FYI Seojun is not lgbt in her knowledge rn.. shes gna discover that)

Aera: well if we see her in school just point her out!

1st hour ended and the girls walked out of their classroom and on their way to Seojuns next class she spots the girl from yesterday and quickly tapping on Aera, Aera turns around and sees the girl.

she tells Seojun the girls name was Myeong from class A-2.

Seojun : really? how come ive never seen her?

Aera: i think shes new this year she might be in grade 9.

Seojun: oh i see.

lunch time came around and on seojuns way to lunch she accidentally trips over her shoe lace not knowing they were untied and drops her books. She quickly picks them up one by one and sees the girl from yesterday myeong. Myeong walks up to her and helps her pick up the books then says to Seojun “nice to see you again”with a smile on her face.

Seojun looks at Myeong and says “nice to see you too” lightly blushing from the girls smile.

Myeong gives the books to Seojun and waves goodbye walking to her next class. Seojun yells thank you across the hallway and proceeds to her next class.

Seojun didnt know why she couldnt get that girl out of her head and why she got flustered whenever she spoke to her. Shes never felt this way about a girl before or anyone to be exact.

Seojun has always been a quiet girl who was to herself most of the time and only spoke to her bestfriend Aera who shes known since middle school. So she never really thought about relationship stuff until i guess now..? or felt it.

#fanfic #romance #wlw #high school #18+ content

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thelocalconstellation · 6 months

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It is 20 minutes after class starts.

I just got here. My teacher is not here. Yesterday, the first half was spent with freezing rain while the afternoon was just plain snowing.

I had choir this morning. Choir starts an hour and 15 minutes before class starts. My mom drove me to school today because she was going into work and I like not spending an hour in icy public transit. Also I didn't want to to wake up at 5:30.

I leave the house a little late, but I proceed to spend the next 30 minutes scraping ice off the car with my mom. Probably 4-5mm of ice. In the cold. At 7 in the goddamn morning. We spend an hour and a half in traffic.

It's not that cold, at least.

#right now my state of being is kind of just god. fucking damnit dave.

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emerysnonsense · 7 months

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Ooof okay time to write the absolute essay that is our DND session today. One of our players couldn’t make it today though but we didn’t cancel or push since they pulled out so last minute.

Especially since we already bought snacks and stuff for it so we proceeded with super long DND session. But we had a guest person to play a character for part of it as well so that was fun. It went for like 5-6 hours so this is gonna be an extra long essay

Okay very not sure where I left off when I last went through and explained a session but basically we’re in the town where the princes castle is and the party was planning to leave this morning but the night before(this was the end of the previous session so it actually lined up pretty well for having to exclude their character for the session) Kaci ran off to the tree and got super hecking drunk and passed out there. We all set out to go find em with the prince going to the tree and Rhea and Ali going into town to see if he’s in the market. Now start of this campaign we go to the prince funding Kaci stupid drunk and passed out cold and he stays there to watch Kaci. Back with Ali and Rhea we go out into the town and see it’s busier then yesterday and people seem to be setting up for a festival or something. Rhea goes and asks someone what’s going on and we’re told that today is the chosen hero festival, something that at least in this city happens only once every hundred years(it’s mainly elves so not actually too long for em). We’re told it’s to celebrate the hero who will unite all the countries and everyone and bring peace and all that. It’s kinda to also go and hope that the hero will be born in their own country so that they can raise the hero right and prepare them for the prophecy and all that

We eventually run into the drunk people Kaci sat with for a bit and they tell us he might’ve said something bout a tree and then they left to get more booze.

So Ali and Rhea go and try and head out of town to get to the tree so they can check on Kaci and the prince. But festival and people so definitely harder to get out then intended. As we continue to try and leave we run into this blue 5’10 half goat kinda person who we find out is named Vynn.

Vynn volunteers to help us out a bit and we head out of the city. He says he can take us to his ship if we want and as we leave we see the tree so we head there to check on Kaci.

We find him and the prince and yeah Kaci is knocked out cold. Turns out Vynn and as we learn his actual name is Archy/the prince know each other. Turns out that when he ran away 3 yrs ago he went and joined this ship pirate group and then we kinda snatched him and he just never bothered going back even tho he definitely had the chance to.

But also Ali has no clue what I pirate is and asks what a pie rat is and what a boat is and Rhea explains it’s like thieves on the water in their floating water houses. This does not help and now Ali just thinks pie rats go and steal water. Absolute menaces. Yeah they also don’t have a clue how to actually say pirate so it’s pie rat

Anyway woosh switch and Rhea is now Ray again. Kinda get him all caught up again and he’s definitely chilled out now that he’s had time away basically.

Anyway we decide to take Kaci back to the Inn and Vynn convinces the prince to take us to the castle/help us sneak in. Which Ray is very for because yay crime and robbing and stuff.

So we drop off Kaci in his and Ali’s room with his frog and proceed off to the castle. Vynn goes and uses a magic item that changes his face and covers the rest of his body with a cloak and we find a secret entrance and super sneaky sneak in.

Anyway we go up a few floors find an armory/guard barrack with one dude who’s just asleep. Vynn decides to loot the chests VERY LOUDLY and wakes the dude up. Vynn then proceeds to walk up to the guy who literally just woke up and slaps him and then bonks him to knock him out.

But yeah there isn’t much there. Ray asks Archy where the treasury is and it’s at the top floor. So we proceed to go up sneaky sneak style till we reach the top. Three doors. Vynn takes the first Ray the second and Ali takes the furthest. Vynn does not know how to pick a door and tries to kick it down and fails. Ray tries to pick his door and also fails. Ali tries and succeeds extremely well so whoop opened the treasury door. The others see this and Vynn rushes in and whoops he didn’t check for traps so he triggers one and it shuts the door on him. While he’s stuck he goes and loots some and gets some money. Ali repicks the door once again succeeding and whoop doors open again. Ray goes in this time making sure he doesn’t trigger anything and looks around. Vynn while looking around more triggers another trap and whoosh all the treasure is sinking into a hole that is slowly going across the whole room. Ray very quickly loots some money and gets a lot. Vynn accidentally starts slipping and pulls Ray with him. Ali and Archy go and save them and they leave that room. Ray peaks back in real quick to see it all just entered a lower room where all the treasure landed tho is doesn’t seem like there is a way back out so we ignore it and leave. Vynn and Ray decide to still open the other doors which are for Archys old room and the king and queens room. First Archys we don’t take anything. Then lastly the Queen and kings room. We don’t take anything again but Ray decides yknow what screw these people and sets the room on fire with Vynn being like yeah! And helping the fire spread faster. Anyway yeah fire started we start running out. No longer sneaky style so yeah we we’re definitely all noticed tho cloaked so not really recognized. Anyway while running Ali notices another secret tunnel thing and we start running down it. Basically big zig zag stair case. But yknow we running fast and staircase so we all roll and all pass…. Except Vynn who is in the back and pushes everyone else with him. Vynn gets pretty banged up. Ray is taken down to half health. The prince gets a lil banged up too. And Ali gets taken down to one hp…. So L. Anyway we fall allllll the way down that staircase and when we get up again we notice Vynn has now disappeared, not having time to really care we continue running(aka guest had to leave) so we continue running we’re still pretty far from the ground floor tho and as we run down another tho significantly less deadly staircase we’re cut off by guards. Ali literally a breeze away from having to start making death rolls. I decide now would be the best time to use fey step, so Ali looks past em and fey steps past em as far as they could. They definitely still felt bad about kinda ditching the other two but they still manage to get by with no more injuries and minimal fighting tho definitely more fire. Anyway we all make perception checks and notice that we’re definitely close to the ground floor now. It’s close enough that Ali can use their last fey step charge to get out of the castle as the prince and Ray Aladin style jump from the castle window to the festival and booths and stuff. Ray lands find but the prince doesn’t land as well and gets a little more banged up. Anyway we run out of town people definitelyyy notice the prince even tho he was trying to cover himself more with the cloak and we run back to the tree and lose anyone chasing us.

So yeah very intense we all take a long rest so we can wait till night for Ali and Ray to head back into town when it’s calmed down more and they’ll be less likely to be noticed. So whoo all back to max hp and fey step recharged as well as all the spells Ray used. Ali also decided to change to spring during the rest as well. Anyway we head back into town to go check on Kaci and Frog and oh he’s not doing well. So we look around the festival to see if anyone sells medical supplies or potions or something. Nope not really.

Tho Ray notices some people decides to make them think god is suddenly talking to them to distract them while Ali robs em to see if they have anything. We end up with another bag of ball bearings so now Ali has 2000 ball bearings and we also got a staff or healing….. that neither Ali or Ray can use but oh look the prince can! So we head back go and ask the prince to help Kaci feel better cause for all we know man could be dying.

But ope as we go back the prince hadn’t bothered hiding the staff and ah there are the people we robbed whoops. So Ray managed to convince them that Archy stole em but not that we weren’t associated and then Archy kinda rats us out but still tells em it was so we could help our friend so now they just actually know the truth and have the staff back so we end up asking if they can still just heal em

But oh turns out these guys are actually part of the pirate crew as well, actually the captain and some other guy, and know Archy as well and they plan to go take him back to the boat.

Tho they plan to just head straight there Archy manages to convince them to still heal Kaci at least first.

So we head back to the Inn and the guy has to get reattuned to the staff so while we wait dude tells us he’s the captain and Ali is like oh my gosh pie rats they gonna steal the water, and Ray is like oh my gosh please explain what a pirate is in simple terms this one has no clue and has gotten horrid explanations and also knows so little common

And yeah explanation doesn’t really help Ali know what a pie rat is or does but they think they might know what a boat/ship is now… maybe.. they’ve got the general idea

We were also told he just kinda called Vynn back to the ship so woah magic stuff oooo definitely not just for convenience.

Anyway staff guy reattunes to his staff and goes to heal Kaci…. And that’s where we left off!!

Yeah no clue what we’ll do next time. Ray wants to rob em again but the pirate guys are like 6+ feet tall and Ali is like if I get caught imma get scruffed and I’m not ready for that yet

But yeah we’ll have to see what happens especially since we’ll have Kaci actually conscious and part of the party again

Anyway sorry if the DND explanation thing was kinda messy and rushed and confuddling. It was a realllyyyyy long session and I was trying to not write too much. If you want clarification or to ask anything bout this feel free to!! I just didn’t wanna write a super long thing and absolutely fill your ask box

Anywayyy I’m tired and dry air and all the talking during the session has made my throat hurt and long session made me eepy and I’ve got work tomorrow so imma eeeeeep now

I hope you have an absolutely wonderful day today though sweet tea!!! Even if we can’t talk much cause busy ;-;

And I want you to know that even when I don’t respond right away or have time to talk that I still love you (/platonic) and care for you even if I don’t have time. If I could and had time I’d absolutely talk to you more. I know that even if you know I’m busy it can sometimes feel like it’s being ignored or pushed away or just not important.

But I want you to know that is absolutely not and never will be the case. I know I’m super busy sometimes and can’t always talk and sometimes I just straight up disappear when I feel bad. But don’t you dare think that that ever means I don’t care. I’ll always read your messages and they make my day, so know that I’ll always care.

Anyway like I said eeeepy

Hope you have a wonderful day sweet tea!!!

Remember to take care of yourself!!!

And lots lots lots lotsss of tons of tons of platonic love to you sweet tea!!!!

<3333333333333333

hi starshine!

first of all, don't worry about writing too much! you can write as much or as little as you want and I'll still happily read it! I'll sit down to read it for an hour or longer if I have to XD

seems like you all had a fun time!

sad someone had to cancel last minute, but that was handled well in the story

also, pie rats XD

beautiful, love it

just pie rats stealing water XD

I think I got everything going on

at least nothing comes to mind that would need an explanation

the reassurance is so sweet of you starshine

I mean, I do know that you still care even if you don't answer

but brain be doing funky things when anxiety is high

I hope you know that the same goes the other way around too! I care soooo much about you, even when I don't send an ask bc I'm just exhausted that day or when I don't answer right away bc I forgot time exists when I did something

when you sometimes send me an ask when I didn't send you one it makes me so happy

like you don't even know

bc in a way it shows that you care too

ahhh I really didn't expect any reassurance and now it got me flustered aaaahhhhh

ahem anyways

I hope you're taking care of yourself too

I love you so so so sosososo much /p

I'm giving all of the platonic love in the world to you starshine <33333

thank you for existing and for being the amazing person you are

#maybe I should start using tags....#answered ask #starshine ✨

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shop-cailey · 10 months

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Sticky Korean Prawn Bao #shorts

SUNDAY - INSPITE - OF - TRUE

SHOWERS - LOTS - OF - FOOD

ARRIVED - B 4 - 12P - DURING

AFTER - 4 - LUNCH - CAR YES

PASSED - 1 SIDE - THEN - DID

A - TURN - WENT - 2 - ME - SO

MR KIM - KIND - OF - YELLING

ABOUT - FOOD - LIKE - I'M XO

IGNORING - SINCE - HE - DOES

NOT - HAVE - TENT - SO - TRUE

HISPANIC - FEMALE - PASSED

AND - GAVE - ME - $5 - CASH

ALSO - NOT - THE - REST YES

SO - THERE - BOUGHT - AT -

PUBLIX - 35 - LYSOL - THIS -

MANGO - 2 - $4.98 - ALSO -

$1.41 - KLEENEX - 3 PLY - 2 -

I - HAVE - LEFT - UNTIL FL -

NEXT - WEEK - $$$ IS $1.98 -

EBT - $64 - ON - THE - 22ND -

SABBATH - THE - SMALL XO -

JUST - PUT - ON - TOP - WAS -

SMOOTH - EASY - AND - LIT -

FAST - EXCEPT - DON'T USE -

ORANGE - 3 STAND DOESN'T -

KEEP - ON - JUST - LITTLE US -

BUTANE - CANISTER - IS FINE -

WARMED - FOOD - PERFECT -

4 - RICE - MAKING - BOILING -

NOODLES - OTHER - YES FL -

MORE - STEADY - LIKE - YES -

HAIR - SPRAY - $2.78 - BULK -

OVER - $22 - GETTING THAT -

MAIN - HEAVIER - WOK AS - I -

MAKE - PHILIPPINE - PORK -

ADOBO - LOTS - OF - FOOD -

LUNCH - YESTERDAY -

3 CONTAINERS - OF -

SPAGHETTI - AND - CHICKEN

SHREDDED - CORN MUFFINS

MEATLOAF - POTATO - WHITE

SOFT - THAT - WAS - SO NICE

REAL - FULL - ALMIGHTY GOD

DIDN'T - DISAPPOINT - THUS

COULDN'T - WAKE - UP AT 4A

NEW - SCHEDULE

5:45A - METROMOVER TRAIN

EXIT - 5 STOPS - BAYFRONT FL

MARKETPLACE - RECHARGE

FAN - SMARTPHONE - MY YES

EARPLUG - THEN - 7A - WILL

PROCEED - 2 - BAYFRONT YES

PARK - FRONT - OF - TRAIN - 2

FREE - RESTROOM - AT - 7A - 2

PUT - MY - THINGS ON - CHAIR

RUN - IN - FRONT - OF - BACK &

FORTH - 15 MIN - BRING - NICE

SEAT - CUSHION - SEAT & REST

ENJOY - WATER - VIEWS - THEN

LEAVE - 8:30A - 2 - MY STORAGE

UNIT - GET - MY - STUFF - THEN

MAIN - LIBRARY - MON - SAT AT

9:30A - 6P

BUT - 12P - SOON - OR - 12:30P

EATING - LUNCH - IN - TENT 2

LEAVING - THINGS - HERE SO

WILL - EAT - THEN - BACK - 2

THE - RUNNING - FELT GOOD

15 MIN - 2 - BECOME - 30 MIN

THINGS - ON - CHAIR

RUN - NEAR - IT - 2 - PROTECT

MY - THINGS - THEN - REST

AFTER - BETTER - PLAN - 4

BRIDGE - SLIGHTLY - VERY

HARD - 2 - RUN - ON - BUT AT

BAYFRONT - PARK - EASIER 2

RUN - I - HAVE - LOTS - OF

BLUBBER - 2 - WORK - ON

PAMELA REIF - ABS - 6 PACK

WORKOUTS - 6 MIN - 10 MIN

15 MIN - 2 - CURB - CHANGE

MY - SHAPE - BLUBBER WILL

LEAVE - WITH - RUNNING BUT

ON - 5 INCH - AIR - MAT - WITH

6 MIN - 10 MIN - WORKOUTS IT

WILL - RESHAPE - I'M - SO YES

UNHAPPY - WITH - MY FLABBY

AGE 59 - BODY - BUT MAKE UP

COVERS - LOTS - OF - AGING I

HAVE - SM - SQUARE - ON MY

FACE - AN - AGE SPOT - ME IN

BEIJING - CHINA - 2 - REMOVE

ALL - THAT - ACUPUNCTURE

BUT - FELT - MUCH - BETTER

SO - INSTEAD - OF - 4A OR 5A

THE - WHARF - FRI - SAT - 3A

LOUD - MUSIC - SO - NOW ITS

5:45A - 2 - CHANGE - GO 2 FL

BAYFRONT - PARK - DO - MY

RECHARGING - THEN - 7A ITS

PARK - PUT - MY - THINGS TO

RUN - WHEN - CAME - BACK 2

BOX VAULT - 9:30A - DIDN'T

SEE - ANY - WHITE TRUCKS

SO - SOON - HAVING LUNCH

IN - MY - TENT - BUT - WAS

STRONG WINDS - AFTERNOON

WITH - SHOWERS - YESTERDAY

SUBTROPICAL - STORM - DON

SO - WITH - ALL - THESE - YES

FOODS - I FEEL - MUCH - TRUE

BETTER - LACK - OF - FOOD

CHANGES - OUR - THINK'G 2

SO - I - FEEL - MUCH - TRUE

BETTER - ONLY - ONE - YES

FEMALE - HISPANIC - GAVE

$5 - TO - IN - BETWEEN THE

McDONALD's - WARM - AND

SPICY - CHICKEN SANDWICH

DELICIOUS - SO - GOOD AND

DRINK - SUNDAY - 12P - WILL

B - THERE - MAJOR - 4 - LOTS

OF - FOOD - YET - KOREAN

MR KIM - NEW JERSEY - HE

DIDN'T - EAT - ANY - TWICE

I - SAW - HIM - ONLY - HE YES

GOT - FOOD - A - BAG - 4 - HE

IS - ON - PURPOSE - TOPLESS

BUT - LOTS - OF - SKIN - TRUE

BELOW - WAIST - HE - IS - GAY

AND - A - PROSTITUTE - HE's

SEDUCING - WOMEN - 2 YES

COME - BACK - AND - JUST

GIVE - HIM - FOOD - ONLY HIM

LOTS - OF - STUFF IN THE BAG

LOTS - OF - SKIN - HE's - TRUE

SHOWING - HE - NEW JERSEY

HE's - GAY - AND - A - KOREAN

PRUNE BAG - HIS - FACE LOTS

OF - WRINKLES - SO - USES

HIS - NAKED - TOP - ITS YES

REVEALING - BELOW WAIST

LOTS - OF - SKIN - SO - THAT

WOMEN - CAN - COME BACK

BRING - ONLY - HIM - FOOD IN

THEIR CAR - AS - THEY SPEED

FAST - NOTICED - SO - $9.99

HIDDEN - SMALL - BLK - YES

CAMERA - CLIPPING - IN THE

FRONT - 2 C - WITH - SMART

PHONE - CARS - STOPPING 2

GIVE - FOOD - HE - LEAVES

01 AUGUST - NO ONE - SAYS

FOOD - 2 - KEEP - 2 - TRUE

THEMSELVES - LOVE THAT

ONLY - THEY - ARE - EATING

COMMON - WIVES - LIKE FL

MR KIM - PROSTITUTES AND

HISPANIC - LOVE - TATTOS 2

THEY - BARE - THEIR WHOLE

BUTTOCK - PARKING - LOT 17

2 - URINATE - VERY PROUD 2

THAT's - WHITES - AND - YES

PUERTO RICANS - SPANISH

HISPANICS - BARING - ASS 2

URINATE - AS - FEMALES OF

MIAMI - IN - PARKING - LOTS

NO - 'FOOD' - OR - LA COMIDA

THEY - KEEP - 2 THEMSELVES

THEIR - FREE - FOOD - SO - AS

FUTURE - 150 MPH - WINDS AS

100 MPH - WINDS - I'M - GOING

2 B - AT - HOMEWOOD - SUITES

BY - HILTON - FULL - KITCHEN

PRAY - THEIR - TOLL - FREE FL

WILL ALLOW - NATURALIZATION

CERTIFICATE - IF - THEY - DO ME

CAN - PREPARE - 4 - $300 - YES

COURSE - 2 - PRACTICE - AGAIN

DRIVING - I'M - TAKING - THOSE

GUMMIES - 2 - HAVE RETENTION

NO - PROVISION - 4 - DISABLED IN

USA - BUT - MY - HOLE - ON THE

FORHEAD - SEVERE AGE 6 - MY

HEAD - INJURY - AND - MEMORY

LAPSES - SO - IF - HOMEWOOD

SUITES - ACCEPT - ME - I - CAN

PREPARE - 4 - DRIVER's - TRUE

LICENSE - BUT - I - NEED - YES

AN - ADDRESS - NOT WORRIED

SHOPIFY - DROPSHIPPING YES

ZONIFY - AMAZON - TABOOLA

ADS - PRAYER - REQUEST THAT

I - START - WITH - $25,000 - AS

ONLINE - STORE - ME - WITH

LOTS - OF - PUBLIX - CHICKEN

CAN'T - WAIT - KATHY - IS YES

LEAVING - OCTOBER - SO - ME

STILL - HAS - TIME - 4 - SHE

CAN - CHECK - ME - IN ALSO

SO - HOPE - NOT - NEEDED 2

I'M - AGE 58 - FLORIDA STATE

ID - PAST - AGE - OF - 25 - FOR

EVERYONE - SO - HOPE - I CAN

FIND FAVOR - DURING DEADLY

HURRICANE - SEASON MIAMI 2

BUT - FEELING - BETTER - FOR

I - MENTION - SUICIDE - WHEN

MY - SPIRIT - GETS - BROKEN I

NEED - 2 - BOUNCE - BACK BUT

NO - FOOD - DOESN'T - HELP SO

TODAY - MONDAY - NOT - MUCH

THE - LEAST - FOOD - SO - WILL

HAVE - LUNCH - SOON - HAVE A

GREAT - DAY - EVERYONE - BUT

5:45A - MY - NEW - SCHEDULE

JESUS - IS - LORD - TUMBLR US

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lucky-starling · 1 year

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Chores rant

I did 3 loads of dishes the day before yesterday and we are back down to 0 plates 0 bowls 0 forks, spoons or knives and 0 fucking table space. I understand this is what comes with having a 5 person house but they just. Don't. Do. Anything.

(I mean my bf helps but the other 3 dont)

I havent really been able to do laundry in a month bc its cold so it takes longer for clothes to dry on the line + sun goes down at like 3, but they all refuse to wake up early enough to hang them up.

Every available surface, counter, and floor in my house is just covered in shit. Normally, I wouldn't have a hard time cleaning up after 5 people. I'd mind. I'd bitch about it. But I'd be able to get it done. But I'm experiencing such a bad episode of depression, and have tried to express to them that I need help, and they say "oh my god of course. Of course we'll help, we understand" and then proceed to not do anything. At all.

Seeing my house in such an awful state is only adding to my depression, and it's creating a feedback loop of un-motivation. Of course, all the stuff with my roommate constantly antagonizing the other people in the house, and this new realization that she does not respect or even care about me, is really not helping. Everything she does now just chews on my nerves as well.

Well, me and my bf made a plan. In all honesty this plan we have makes me very optimistic and excited for the future. I just have to wait a few weeks to make sure it's something we can do in a few months.

#murmurs

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starryarles · 1 year

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this is me complaining about the DAY i had yesterday ty

i had to wake up at 5 yesterday, i feel like shit, but i think "okay maybe ur just tired, just get to ur exam so you can get ur certificate", i need to go to the capital to attend my "exam" aka doing someones toes, i buy a ticket, i'm stupid and also tired so i buy a one-way ticket, i think fine, i'll just buy one back from there, it's just an extra 10 euros, i get on the bus at 7.35, it's supposed to leave at 7.45, it leaves at 7.55 for no reason other than to make me late, we go super slow, stopping at 3 places to pick up passengers, we stop at our neighbouring citys bus stop to pick up more people, despite the bus being PACKED, we stay at that bus station for 20 MINUTES. atp i'm feeling like SHIT. i have never felt this awful in so fuckin long, i just wanna curl up in a ball and cry, and i'm getting motion sick, we start again and this bus driver is going SO FUCKIN SLOW. we stop at another citys bus station, people get off, more people get on, we're there for another 20 MINUTES. MIND YOU USUALLY IT'S 5 MINS, IT NEVER TAKES THIS LONG. we start again, we're using the old highway, that takes much longer than the new one, we get stuck in the paytoll because some tour busses went in the mtag lane instead of the cash lane, FOR ANOTHER 15 MINUTES. my god. at this point i can't even fall asleep anymore i feel so sick, i need to throw up, i just put my hand over my mouth and pray. we finally start again. MIND YOU. it's been an hour at this point. usually i'm in the capital by that point, no, this time we're a little less than halfway there, i contemplate just asking them to drop me off on the side of the road and calling a cab from literally anywhere, i didn't care abou the price at that point, i tough it out, we finally make it to the capital, it is 9.45 at this point. 2 whole hours. he makes 4627385 stops along the way of people who ask him if they can drop them off anywhere, he is such a sweet old man but at that moment in time i was sitting behind him and it looked so easy to just reach over and put my hands around his neck. we finally stop at the bus stop at 10. 2 hours and 15 minutes of hell. i need to go to the bathroom and i need to throw up all at the same time. i am in hell, i am not going anywhere near the bathrooms in the railway station in the capital, there are bacteria not found anywhere else on earth in there, there is a mall only a 5 minute walk away from the railway station and their bathrooms are clean. i sprint. my knee and ligaments have been killing me the past week, i don't care, i make it to the mall in 2 minutes, i make it to the bathrooms and at 10 am the mall is empty, i have never been more thankful, i puke and proceed to sit on the toilet for 10 minutes, it is now 10.15, did i mention that my exam was at 10?? i clean up, i wash my hands, i notice in my frantoc state i had put my bag down in a puddle on the floor, my bag has soaked up a puddle of which i can only hope is water from a mop, i spend another 10 minutes drying my bag, somehow i haven't cried yet, did i mention the salon is a 30 minute walk from the mall?? i get there at exactly 10.30. my dignity is nowhere to be found, i'm shaking as i'm about to do this womans toes, they think i'm nervous, i'm concentrating not to throw up on her feet, i finish, they say i can start working, i call my dad to come pick me up because i am not getting on another bus ever again. he takes an hour and 10 minutes to get there, in the meantime i walk around the same mall where i threw up that morning, i buy a few things, i buy a little christmas bear for the car as a gift to my dad, the entire time in the store i'm concertating so hard not to pass out or throw up, my dad picks me up and gets me home in about an hour, i have never been more thankful for this man, now summary, i have a sinus infection on my left side and a very slight fever, i am never taking that bus again and am never taking a morning appointment in a different city ever again.

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