#the art wasnt even good!! like fuck!!

[the-kipsabian]

like i would be fine if you just reposted a meme i made. thats fine. everyone does that its free real estate who cares

but you add ai shit to that i am fully offended tbh. like thats not even effort. youre better changing it with ready made images or just reposting it, i dont care. but as an artist, as a creator, seeing someone use ai to change something

sincerely. fuck off

#im sorry this is so stupid but im mad about it #ai can fuck off and if i see you doing shit with it we are instantly enemies #this was just so off putting to me. tbh i didnt really like this person to begin with for various reasons but cause we exist in same #communities i just dealt with it. mostly having them just muted on the bird app occasionally checking what they were doing #but this and them just blocking/unblocking to force me to unfollow them was the last straw #fuck people. why do people suck. god i fucking hate everything im so mad #im not even upset like yes fuck ai and people who use it but. im just mad #the art wasnt even good!! like fuck!! #sorry rant over. ugh #night is an absolute mess on main

[biblically-accurate-dca]

rainbow moon :]

#my art #daycare attendant #moondrop #dca fandom #i just wanted to use this cool rainbow pen i made tbh #but then it started looking rlly good so i was like 'oh i could post this..' #moon's design is so pretty genuinely.... i wish they at least got to keep the glowing pants in game #bc like.. being able to see moon flying through the air in the nighttime mode.. with all the pretty lights + glowing star pants??? #that would've been so pretty #i know it's supposed to be a horror game but the environmental art and design is fucking gorgeous in this game!!!! #sometimes when im playing the game i just gotta stop and look at everything... its nice #this isnt technically a game accurate dca but its my acc so i get to post whatever i want ok??? #plus this is a doodle that i wasnt even planning on posting.... but anyway uhh more game accurate art coming soon 👍

[crunchchute]

Mr. Raglan

#i hate this ive been fighting this for like a month oughhh #i redid his face 80 times and im still unhappy with it i just ended up with whatever the fuck i did before too #and slapped a filter over it cause the coloring wasnt going anywhere without thinking of a bg #red mug ruins everything #yes this is based on the movie novel #crunchchute art #my art #fnaf #william afton #cant tag this steve shouldnt even caption it that cause the matthew ppl will eat me alive for daveifying their babygirl #five nights at freddy's #five nights at freddys #the kind of art that only looks good zoomed in to 200% when you cant see his face #the uncropped vers is also cropped i just hate the lack of a bg #couldnt think of anything more #anyway #<- OPs tags

[b4kuch1n]

siren

#bakuspecial #cw: nudity #cw: body horror #monster #siren! I think. they're bird to me #I think this has been brewing since that stream mim did of drawing dnd monsters only from official text description #and when the official art for the sirens were shown I was like. oh thats just a woman with wings #lmao like. granted. its an official dnd book available for all audience. you cant make it too Bad To Look At #(I do not agree with this but it wasnt about me. if its about me its gonna be about very few people lmao) #but yeah. after that I got slightly too into the idea of putting more bird into birdwoman #but I also do genuinely love monsters that are Rearranged Human Parts so. I couldnt commit too much to the bird scales Im so sorry #I wanted the fleshiness. the feel. textural experience of holding her hands and being like oh that's a human #even when ur eyes tell u otherwise. mmm #...I looked to my right as I was typing these tags and saw. the fucked up pikmin I tried to sculpt the other day along with the pin #and got startled #its so. its so fucked up. gods. dusty white naked grainy parsnip #I used to have that one doll I butchered wanting to customize in a box next to me and thats way less upsetting than this. man #its perfect actually I will never throw this thing away. anyways #now. now I go to bed. its sleep time for the baku #have a good night lads! you CAN have it both way easily you just need a big bat

[lorephobic]

have i talked before about how crazy it drives me that in old bdubs videos he would super abashedly talk about his love for making things pretty? because. it drives me crazy.

at the beginning of mc4 when everyone was clearing out spawn so it was a lifeless flat plot of land to build on and bdubs took it personally and added grass and foliage once everything was built to make the whole landscape more lively and cohesive. and how hed get made fun of for thinking about little shit like that.

also when he got asked what hed be doing if he wasnt doing mc and he mentioned music (i think) and basically was super embarrassed to be like “i know its not very manly, but im super into artsy fartsy stuff”. as if that is a bad thing.

anyway im getting so emo thinking about how in hermitcraft, everyone knows and admires bdubs skill as a builder and its not ever something thats made fun of anymore. thinking about how bdubs never talks down about his own abilities anymore and instead of feeling weird about being a dude whose into artsy fartsy stuff, hes really embraced his career as a creator of beautiful things.

#sorry this post is literally so self indulgent #last rb got to me okay #remembering when i first got into bdubs and id see him in other ppls content and was like ‘oh hes silly haha’ #but i didnt actually start watching him until i saw his hc8 base and thought it was one of the coolest things id ever fucking seen in mc #i started watching his videos and the way he talked about block palettes and gradients #and the way hed try things i’d never think could work really blew me away #and hes always been like this #i remember even in hc4 with his modern house #the way he used snow to create a slope was like. mind blowing to me. #ten years after he first did it LOL #hes taught me so much about minecraft as an art medium its fucking crazy #anyway #its been a while since ive gushed about bdubs this feels really good actually #i love him :( #edit: i wasnt gonna say anything when this was a dumb little personal post but ppl are actually rbing it #so i will correct myself #in my tags when i said hc4 i meant mc4 #lol

[harbingersecho]

I don't feel pain I never escape I'm under the bed I'm licking the floor

#mysmes #mystic messenger #mysme #mysme unknown #mysme saeran #saeran choi #mine #*24 #art #unknown #this song is literally called weakling. sooo saeran coded. #half of this was just me trying to get the skin indents from gripping his bicep right. and its still not that good but i tried #whatever i miss this cunt.this fucker was everything to me in 2016-2018 you dont understand. teenage me 🫂 saeran #dont talk to me abt his route i have many conlicting feelings abt it. but i will say his overall portrayal was better in v's route than his #except near the end but even the conclusion to that was like. hm. he just wakes up and is fine. ok. #also why the split personality. bpd saeran was amazing that was even his VA's hc for him in SE. ok i said i wasnt gonna talk abt it IM NOT #... i just think they made him a less interesting ch in his route by splitting him up to a 'good'/'bad' side. like ray WAS manipulative #he's complex! he has a skewed world view + morals and a fucked up sense of self and major black and white thinking #ohh my god im not doing this again im not writing a dissertion in tumblr tags again. its an otome game with a nonsensical timeline

[suja-janee]

Seeing all my old Star Wars art getting reblogged

#PLEASE ITS REALLY NOT GOOD #LIKE #ILL REDRAW SOME OF THAT SHIT IF IT JUST MAKES YOU GUYS STOP #I DONT WANNA REMEMBER THE UGLY OLD ART #OLEASE #I DIDNT EVEN HAVE A GOOD LAPTOP AT THE TIME SO A LOT OF THE ART IS COMPLETELY FUCKED UP IN TERMS OF COLOR #PLUS I WAS A TEENAGER SO I WASNT EVEN DECENT AT DRAWING YET

[neoluca]

Listening to: Fast Times at Barrington High - The Academy Is...

#my art #my oc #neopets #neotag #neolodge #my pets #lewis #kyohvu #cyvny #tsukiyori #hehehehe i cant believe i actually finished this #when i sketched it out i was like Welpp this will forever live in my head #and yettttt <333 #anyways these are my band kid OCs i didnt know they were a friend group before i started drawing but they are now #kyohvu (the darigan kougra) is definitely talking about his d&d session #lewis wasnt there bc he had marching band practice but hes so fucking invested man #is he invested in the d&d campaign or is he invested in the DM??? #you decide (both but mostly hes extremely in love with kyohvu) #poor tsuki also hes kind of a 4th wheel tbqh #hes not even in band...... #hes a theatre kid but even then hes not super invested #he likes to design the costumes tho #regardless hes still their good friend and he plays d&d with them hes just got short legs and isnt in an honestly kind of messy love triang #so he gets just a little left out sometimes #drawing this made me love these guys sooooo so much more tbh #im obsessed with them now hehehehe

[rainofthetwilight]

have been seeing this going around so i decided to make my own!!

(just a disclaimer i havent rewatched some of the seasons in a while so i did this according to what i remember)

#ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #levi's ted talks #the most recent seasons ive rewatched r hunted and sog and theyre still as good and thrilling as when i first watched #a little of s1 too #i put it down there bc the writing was kinda weird BUT it was the starting point of ninjago so im never hating on it #plus the memorable moments like goddamn #i constantly rewatch s13 i love it too much #i cant bring myself to rewatch seabound bcaause knowing whats gonna happen next is so fucking PAINFUL 😭 #even tho im an angst lover the fucking seperation makes me bawl #my friend literally couldnt talk to me for a few days bc of the shock from the ending when it first came out #and to be completely honest DR is what got me fully back into the ninjago fandom #like id reblog posts n whatever but wasnt so involved #and id just rant with my friend abt it #but then when DR's release was announced i made my first post for it #(a redraw for an incorrect quote post: dig in my art tag and youll maybe find it . but beware) #and now im here with so many moots #art improvement and 3 fics and more coming aswell #how the fuck

[adriartts]

Another screencap redraw as I rewatch episode of all time (The Most Toys). 

#geordi laforge #Star Trek: The Next Generation #star trek #tng #the composition of this shot is just very nice tho I did edit the painting behind him a bit to make the planet halo him better #thinking many thoughts. also just the fact that he has a random painting in his room. he doesn't own a lot of art #it's very hyperrealistic in the sense that it really just looks like a picture taken of a planet from a moon that orbits it #do u know where im going with this. it looks like data painted it. we know what data's paintings look like. data made that ive decided #like it makes sense with the whole thing about this episode how they think data's dead. its good #also the fact that when he's sleeping here. full uniform. didn't even take off his boots or combadge #i forget who exactly but maybe riker or picard who was telling geordi to go the fuck to bed earlier #you KNOW he was just up working trying to find what went wrong with the shuttle and then Conked Out #star trek will give us characters in pajamas if theyre SLEEPIN sleeping. u KNOW he wasnt #if he wasnt working himself to death they wouldve given us geordi jammies #anyway :(((((((((( episode of all time. put data in SITUATIONS. #FUCK kivas fajo #kill kill bite main destroy. they shoulve let data kill him. a a treat

[freebooter4ever]

holy shit for the first time in ten years i forgot nicks birthday

#and ironically it was my friends video talking about march that clued me in #like fuck march passed and i didn't even notice it.... feels weird. very. weird. #jrnlsht #yikes he turned 40 this year #oh that makes me feel old lmao that makes me feel so old #i thought i had everything figured out when i was 25...of the two of us i was the one with the stable job that i loved #making art all day... and then staying up till 4am making art with nick #and like sadly literally not euphemistically #although those after hours set painting sessions did include some making out #he was such a mess back then #now we've swapped im the mess and he's the one with the stable job he loves #funny how life works out #i remember his 30th vividly his sister bought him this ridiculous bunch of balloons #which of course he hated #and he was forcing a smile cause he was trying to play nice and act like his life wasnt a total mess #and i just sat there giggling at him in his sisters kitchen with the balloons cause i could tell he was faking it #anyway it was fine i made it up to him with a much better present later that evening when we were alone :P #i dont think either of us ever imagined being this old #i certainly didnt #i remember the last time i touched his face a few years ago #it was the first time i realized that - oh- i could love wrinkles #bald with lines around his smile... it was still his face :) #but forgetting is a good thing #sometimes i need to let memories go and move on

[tiredstressedemotionalmess]

made a little zine abt some of my favorite things in my room :]

#zine #mini zine #my art #i didnt explain the paul thing very well bc i had limited space. essentially tbis dude called me like six three in a row when i was hanging #with my friend #i got annoyed and answered to tell him he had the wrong number. despite this he called back AGAIN. hing uo after being told again he had #the wring number THEN TEXTED ME GOING 'wrong number this is paul' #LILE BRO WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME WHO YOU ARE IF ITS CLEAR YOU HAVE THE WRONG NUMBER 😭 #anyways my friend and i found this guy hilarious and we had a fucking insane conversation with him. we texted him a few times MONTHS later #and then he blocked me bc i wouldnt tell him 'who i was' or 'why i started texting him' which like. HELLO??? I DIDNT START TEXTING YOU #WHY WOULD I TELL YOU WHO I AM WHEN ITS CLEAR WE DONT FUCKING KNOW EACH OTHER 😭 YOURE THE ONE WHO TEXTED ME WTF #anyways i gave him a fake first name which for some reason wasnt good enough for him so he blocked me :// sad. #i dont even knoe if the pic i have is actually of him or if his real name is paul so *shrugs*. either way he now sits on my wall in the #mouth of a hippo picture frame #bc it reminds me of a funny time with a friend :]

[hiveswap]

Im going to fucking throw up

#i hate posting about how im insecure abt my drawings because that just makes people rb them out of pity thats annoying as shit dont do that #but then i try for hours to draw something and its honestly not important to me but by the end im pretty pround #so i post it knowing no ones gonna give a shit #and yeah pretty much thats what happens #and i feel like shit bc no one owes me attention ffs #and i know it isnt anything special and i should have drawn something actually interesting instead of another portrait #and i complain to my mother and shes like #'well this is something a child would have drawn it isnt good' #and im like oooh i should kms got it #like obviously im the one who craves validation without putting any effort into making it actually cool #so this is like no one's fault and im self aware of it and it drives me INSANE #and i need to vent this but it will make someone go pity rb all of my stuff and it's gonna feel like shit bc i hate begging for notes #like you know if someone wasnt going to reblog why beg them to. thats not them actually liking the art thats bullshit guilt tripping #i dont even need exposure i dont sell any drawings exposure is useless to me i dont even know what i want #i just want to make something that people like what the fuck

[aroacesigma]

really wish my mum would hurry up and get me a doctors appointment

#ramblings #just spent a solid half an hour with 'killyourselfkillyourselfkillyourself' in my head because i fucked up my maths draft #i would just like to clarify i would never . just really shitty thoughts i promise i would not ever follow through i dont really want to di #anyway its not even unfixable it was just more feedback than i expected and my draft wasnt the best in the class #i feel so fucking full of myself but god i cant handle this #fucking hell i wish everyone would stop expecting so much from me #every time i freak out my friends ar elike its fine mate youre gonna be top of the grade again WHAT IF IM NOT #I CANT FUCKING HANDLE IT IF IM NOT I HAVE NOTHING ELSE GOING FOR ME #IM LTIERALLY FUCKING USELESS #im not funny or good looking my art is mediocre as shit im irritating #academics is the only thing i have going for me #fuuuuuuuuuuck #i cant do this shit for another year #im gneuiely worried im gonna give myself physical problems when it comes around to external exams #whether that be idk fucking heart problems or injuring myself on purpose who the fuck knows #self harm tw #suicide tw #vent

[skitskatdacat63]

Oh boy I can't wait to get 5 hours of sleep before this gp 🌚

#fernando. im gonna need you to pull out a banger performance today #to make me waking up worth it #hes gonna win the race guys....... #forgot to draw him with a crown but tnats fine because hes gonna win #if not im gonna need to draw myself au comfort art 😭😭😭😭😭 #but god i really hope its noy a boring race(for me) cause ill just be morose and pass out for 4 hours #I WANNA BE HAPPY AGAIN 🥺 LIKE ZANDVOORT #hey guys remember that 15 years ago he won from starting 15 place- dont worry about the circumstances behind that #but ugh i guess i try to think about how good his starts are #like p5 wasnt that promising 2 race ago but hey look where we go #*got #sorry but i am kinda just manifesting a ferr//ari fuck-up and me//rc of course #nothing else matters as long as nandos on top 👏👏👏👏👏👏 #my mclaren boy isnt even up there either so :(((( #MANIFESTING PLEASE #sorry i am tiresd and delusional and am resigning myself to so little sleep 😭😭😭😭 #i gotta be positive in some form! #im tired enough that i really am considering praying to my fernando poster HAHAHAHAH 😭😭😭😭 #about to kneel down i swear to god #catie.rambling.txt

[fridayiminlcve]

if i dont move to nyc or london or paris by age 27 what is the point of anything

#i looooove my city so much you guys like if i wasnt who i am (queer) rn i would be so fucking glad that i am in my current city but #i loooove art and history and fashion and stuff and this citymight be about second best for all that but its still soo crowded #people WILL judge no matter what you wear something cutesy and people dont shut up especially when ur 16 and tagging along with your mom to #the mall or something and everyone just stares and even among your classmates ive been complimented so many times #for my unique style or whatever (aka i have beaded shoelaces and wear lots of jewelery and absurd ass eyeliner) and theyre like oh #n******** is so fancy itni stylish bandi hai woh and its so attention grabbing but i dont want it to be a big deal !!! #i want to like 20 badges and wear insane makeup and dye my hair without calling much attention to myself!!! #of course i know that will change slowly as you go in to uni and meet ppl of your type instead of a bazaar market and youll pick ur own #friends who r like minded but considering this is india how many people can you truly find. #also my next two years are going to be spent in a college for jee and neet kids #you can wear what you want theres no dress code but you have to appear serious studious and simple if you want to be taken seriously #elle woods at harvard law type #i asked my mom to get an industrial & second lobe piercing and actual dyed hair and shes like turn twenty get into a good college then do #not bc she minds she allowed me to get my hair dyed at age 13 but to go in th college im going to there is SO SO much rigour #and if you dont show yourself as professional and shit they will keep you in lower effort self study classes instead of best of the best #i KNOW how difficult moving abroad is bc my family does not have that money i need to do it myself its so so expensive bc the money #itself has such a high value compared to here (you see americans cribbing abt 30$ hourly wage but here that is 2500inr) #2500 inr is as much as an expensive pair of jeans here. expensive clothes here r 30$ and in usa its 300$ . see the diffence #im changing topics so much but sometimes i do feel this place is suffocating #its a priviledge i have that i can even think about going abroad comapred to other indians but still #dp you get what i mean #and ik movies and all are very romanticised so it might not even be this way in western cities and just an idealisation but still #if things change around here then the entire question of going anywhere is out the window anyway #smalltown boy will byers moment #dni if you read all this and plan on replying unless ur a close mutual (close mutuals u know who u are) #also if someone says why would you want to go to usa uk paris when they colonised your country shut up <3 shut up very much <3