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plut0spl4net · 1 year

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THE YEAR 2022 🧟‍♀️

This year has shown me so much, and I'm forever grateful for the good , the bad , and the worse. Im thankful for everyone who came into my life and stayed as much as I am thankful for the people who came and went in my life. Ive learned and grown so much , so fast. I am thankful for the new experiences, new home , new dream job, new dream car, and my new dream life that's coming too me in 2023. This year was about living, learning planning , making mistakes , manifesting , healing , and finding myself . I got closer to Allah and my ancestors this year. I learned to listen to my mind and body, trust my intuition , and communicate openly. This year I learned how to be with other people as well as learning how to navigate the world on my own. I learned that I don't need anyone to thrive and make a good life for myself. When I look back realized I got pretty much everything I wanted in 2022, and I got it on my own. I took time to figure shit out and make a way for myself on my own. I learned that its okay to not be okay. Its okay to ask for help when its needed, but I also learned that not everyone has pure intentions when they make moves. Thats okay though, I no longer let those people or situations affect me. I no longer let shit get too me or ruin my mood. I am growing and maturing beautifully. I am taking care of my overall health, mental health and my body. this year, I am allowing myself to feel all my emotions, I am putting my peace , happiness and comfort overall. I am not risking my peace or time for things that don't serve purpose in my life. I am no longer allowing© people to waste my time or make me feel less than, because I know what I bring to the table and I know my worth. Whats meant for me will never come to me with struggle or hardship. It will simply flow naturally , all at once. My and success is attracted to me like flies to honey. Love , Health < and wellness follow me like a moth to a flame. Everything I want I deserve because I am consistent and I work for it. In 2023 I want to go ahead and show gratitude for my new experiences , endeavors, projects, jobs, good days, not so good days, bad day, the really really good days, the slow days , the long nights, my new home(that I've been working so hard for), my new mindset, the new body, the new wealth&health,the good sex, the beautiful dates, the feels, the vibes, the people, my new car, the new consistent multiple streams of income, the recognition for my art beauty, etc... Thank you for the new dream life that I am so overjoyed to call mine. This is what ive been waiting for, This is why ive been manifesting, this is why ive been patient, this its why I am so full of hope. The law of assumption and manifestation works out in my favor because this is my world to put it simply..... I spent all day today sad but fuck that shit, I'm not bringing these thoughts feelings and emotions with me into 2023! I AM A NEW BETTER BITCH ! IM UP NOT AND ON MY MOMMA IM NOT GIVING UP NIGGA !!!!!!!! ⭐️🌏🫀🥂💰💳💡🔌💣🧿🧸🪄🪅📊🪩🕉️🆗🆙6️⃣🔟🔟3️⃣7️⃣5️⃣2️⃣2️⃣♣️

With love and devotion always ,

PLUTO <333 HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR!!

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jjkyaoi · 3 years

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this is quite long (1100 words or so) and i wanted to write more than this 😔😔

so you know those like, stories of pta parents nshit??? imagine that but with sbi yeah trust me on this trUST ME-

and so in this au i guess, puffy is school therapist and sam is like a teacher.

puffy and sam are like, mega best friends that have known eachother since highschool or sumn yeah??

anyways, tommy has been getting into fights and arguments with his classmates for whatever reason, and the staff have called dadza to come to meetings and shit but its always tommys oldest brother wilbur (im not projecting being the oldest siblling in my family and being forced to mature quicker wdym-)

sam, being tommys favorite teacher ofc, decides "mmm, yeah hes mine now," and we get some nice dad!sam bc its waht tommy and us deserve.

but tommy is still getting into these fights so they send him to the school therapist and she takes one look at this scrawny, scuffed up kid, with holes in his shirt and dirt on his pants and ALSO decides "thats my son now,"

of course sam and puffy find out that tommy doesnt have the best home life but "its okay, he doesnt hit us so its not abuse :)" and theyre like "mmMMMmn no tommy thats still abuse sorta" bc having a father that doesnt pay attention to any of his kids is abuse im pretty sure. and they decide together that theyre gonna try to get the rights of tommy, or something to ATLEAST bee a semi-gaurdigan bc they love him now and thats their son >:(

and somehow they manage it, they get shared gaurdianship over tommy with dadza. i dont know how bc i am but a humble person in need of dad!sam and momma!puffy

BUT they do, and now whenever tommy gets into fights, its one of them (or both) that comes to the meeting. the other staff dont question it bc they know how intimidating sam and puffy are about their "children" (its mainly just kids that they pick up and are like "ur my child now" but nO ONE HAS TO KNOW THAT)

sam and puffy both start asking about these fights and how they can helpn all, partly bc its their job but mainly bc they love him as their own. n slowly but surely they help tommy not get into fights. most of the time its the other student who starts it bc they know that tommy is easliy angered but there are times when tommy starts it (mainly for good reason tho and they just dont have the heart to punish him, just softly scorn)

one day tho, tommy gets into a fight,and the staff start the whole dance of calling dadza, him not picking up and just letting puffy or sam go in place.

EXCEPT he pickes up this time, and it desolves into fucking CHAOS in the office. like, the whole office knows that tommy is sam and puffys kid and so they gather around this one front desk worker who is the unfortunate soul who has to talk to him and are like "is that him??? im gonna wring his neck when i see him" cuz the office has seen tommy in there one too many times with a black or bloody nose or both.

and so they tell him that his son has been in a fight and they need him to come to a meeting for it, and dadzas like "yeah sure, what do i need to be there?" and they tell him, but they realize they have a problem on their hands, bc philza NEVER fucking picks up - and by never, u mean this is probably the first time they heard his voice-and bc philzanever picksuo they usually just tell puffy or sam that they have a meeting wayyy before they call philza bc the outcome is always the sam.

so they call up both sam and puffy with major reluctance bc they have a feeling they know whatll happen. n theyre like "hey, uh, so you dont need to attent that meeting for tommy today. his dad is coming in-" "oh, HELL NO, that fucker is NOT going in place of us. expect to see me AND sam at the meeting today" sam is very similar except with more swears which is a tab bit surprising but whatever yknow?

and so the meeting rolls around and tommy is sitting inbetween sam and puffy but notices theres another chair to the right of sam and fucking dadza walks in, and tommy feels his heart stop he feels puffy holding his left hand and tryring to get him to take deep breaths but his anxiety is so overwhelming and he hasnt seen his dad in almost 3 months and whyisheherewhyishehere-

so tommy is having, like a silent anxiety attack as we all do. and sam i scowling at philza and hes like borderline growling and baring his teeth at him lol

philza takes a seat next to sam with reluctance and tries to look around him to see tommy but sams like "nuh uh, fucker. leave my son alone." and philzas like " 'my son?!' " before the meeting starts

(also the other family who tommy got into a fight with is all watching this go down bc theyre highkey confused bc "sam and puffy arent tommyy parents???" bc this is definitely not the first time tommy has punched their kid)

during the meeting tommy comes down off his high of his anxiety attack and is really exhausted, and whenever hes asked a question he whispers it puffy and she says it for him. philza doesnt get a word in and before he knows it the meeting is over.

as they stand up, he tries to get tommy to come with him to go home but sam is faster than him and he goes "hey tommy! lets go and do some crosswords in my classroom yeah?" and tommy is for it, one bc he loves doing crosswords and itll help him calm down a bit more, and two he does n o t want to speak to philza.

n they leave and philza is left with puffy and the other staff member who are minding their fucking business bc heaven knows they dont want to cross puffy whens she in a rage. and they all expect like an outburst of anger and yelling, and them having to pull her away so she doesnt murder him where he stands but no, its not that at all.

philza turns to puffy to say something but he stops dead in his tracks when he sees the way shes looking at him, theres an inferno of rage building up inside her, but she just goes,"he's not your son." and leaves.

*holds this gently* thank you for the,,,.. thank you for the food i’m. i’m soft now. :( anyway haha fuck c!phil he can go suck a cows ass amiright!!!! :DD

#god i’m going to weep over this for hours #thank you for this but also FUCK you now i’m crying /lh #the moment where tommy saw phil show up. yeah. rip my heart out why don’t you /j #there’s nothing more i want in this world #than for c!sam to beat the Fuck out of c!tommy #and for an adoption arc to happen

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echoisfailing · 4 years

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Robin Story Part 3

(A/N) okayy so this got a little a tiny bit of Shameless season 1? I think it was were Monica comes back and make Fiona feel like shi but on the bright side robin is actually in this part so i can only do my best (am aware i said id do no angst for right now but i also didn't expect to get into a series so) Also v sorry cuz im really bad at capturing already made characters so Robin might not be herself but shes confident around Steve but i honestly dont think she would be at school especially around someone she liked.Warning:Homophobia!!!!!

Word count 1573 posted on 8-20-20

I take a deep breath before calling the last number I have for my parents. It rings about three times before I hear her voice. It should feel like a breath of fresh air but instead i get choked up. But i don't have that type of time so i swallow it and after her 3rd hello i say. “Mom, it urgent you and dad need to get here or you are gonna get in serious trouble and we might be taken. You know where we live the cops come on the 25th. See you before then.” I say and hang up. I didn't even let her talk who knows i may have been breaking up. She may not care. All we do now is pretend everything is okay. I decide to tell Michelle and we collectively decide to not tell Eric unless something is actually going to happen. So we go about our weekend like we do every week and on Monday we put on a false face. I walked into school straight to my locker where I saw Scarlet waiting. “Ugh, finally my weekend sucked, my mom made me go to a family reunion.” She grunted. I chuckled and opted out of telling her to make sure it didn't sound like I was trying out do her or something. We walked into first period and took our seats. And we went through all the classes normally until I got to 5th period chemistry. As soon as the bell rings our teacher tells us we are going to be put into groups of three for our lab. She lets us decide so I obviously choose Scarlet. “Maybe we should pick her she doesn't have a group.” She says pointing at Robin. “Okay, whatever.” I sputter out what am i supposed to say no please dont because if we do then i might turn into a blushing mess out myself. “Hey come be with us.” She calls out to her. “O-okay.” she mutters and walks over with her stuff. “I’m Scarlet. This is (Y/N). What's your name?” She chimed. “I’m Robin.” She says waving her hand. “What’d you do this weekend?” Scarlet asked, she is always really outgoing. “Not much i got a couple call backs to jobs but none of them really seem that good. what about you two?” She asked. “Nothing. I had to go to a family reunion which by the way who has a reunion before summer like our annual is in July but this year was May.” She finished her rant. “Not much just stayed home with my brother while my sister was out.” I answered. “Any job call you back?” She asked. “No i just applied at the one place, probably for the best.” We all went on talking as we did our project. She makes me super nervous, i keep on looking up at her just to see her face. Hoping that no one notices. But what i did notice is she has this blush she never has. The way she smiles at Scarlet almost makes me think she might like her. But that's impossible right I mean what's the odds of that? As we were cleaning up I heard her ask Scarlet. “Can i get your number? So we can like hang out outside of school?” Scarlet smiles and writes her name and number down on a piece of notebook paper. I was hoping she would ask for mine but she just went on like i didnt exist well no she talked to me and acknowledged me but not like she did Scarlet. When the bell rang I walked out with Scarlet and once we got half way towards her next class which i have to pass to get to mine she started chuckling. “Did you see her. She was practically drooling over me. It was hilarious.” She said still chuckling. “I didn’t notice.” I said which was kinda a lie. “One girl that was on her soccer team told me that Robin told her that she liked her. So it's not too far to think maybe. And then at the very end she asked for my number. I gave her Pizza Huts. That's so gross. Not to mention wrong.” She said making me feel like shit actual shit. “Well just in case it isn't true don't go around telling people. Don't want her to be ruined and it not be true.” I tried to reason. “Yeah, you are so right. Always my voice of reason. Bye, See you tomorrow.” She said going into her next class. God I hope I run into her before she calls. But will it help? I mean she’ll be embarrassed but will it make it worse if I tell her? Writing a note will obviously do no good because I have no balls. 6th and 7th period went by fast and just my luck i saw her headed to the band hall no doubt. “Hey Robin, I know I don’t know you like that and Scarlet will probably hate me for this. But when you asked for her number she gave you a fake one i'm so sorry.” I said then walked away really fast. When I got home there was a car in the driveway so I got off my bike and made sure Eric did too and we walked in the house, him behind me. Michelle was waiting by the door. She gave me a look saying it's them. I turned around. “Hey, remember how you said you missed momma and daddy? Well they are here but i don't know how long they are going to stay okay bud.” I told him before I opened the door he nodded but had a huge smile on his face that told me that he only heard his parents are home. Who can blame him. We walked in and mom shrieked “You are home! (Y/N) you have a call. Michelle you get more beautiful every time I see you. And my boy my baby!” I walked to the phone and rolled my eyes. She always does that always seem excited to see them but never me. I think she blames me because i was her first im what catapulted her into feeling bad for not being home. I put the phone up to my ear. “Hello?” I said. “Really you warned her are stupid? Or worse a F*****?” Scarlet shouted at me. “No, I just felt bad she didn’t deserve that even if she is you know.” I said. “Yes she does because it is an abomination. Its wrong and how dare she try to get my number?” She growled. “I disagree. Even if it is an abomination you are supposed to love everyone and being hateful because of one thing is also such.” I argued. “Oh my god, you are ruined. You have a crush on her! Have you ever had a crush on me. No dont answer and in fact dont ever talk to me again l*z*y.” She shouted, hanging up. Well this day couldnt get any better. “So as soon as this is over and you turn 18 you are out. You know that right?” My dad said. “Uh no? I didn’t can i get a reason?” I asked bewildered. “You called the cops on us and tried to get your siblings put into foster care did you seriously think we wouldn't know it was you. You have been ungrateful from the second you could understand things!” He shouted at me. “Do you seriously think i would do anything to put those kids out? Seriously. I raised them! You wanna kick me out fine but just remember who raised your kids. You realize I'm also your child right? You were supposed to love and protect me instead you left me all alone at 12 with kids to raise.” I calmly said, trying to remain calm. “Even if you didn’t, which I highly doubt, you still don't deserve the roof I give you, the food i pay for, or the clothes on your back which I so graciously allow you to have.” He said almost threateningly. “So what you put me out and then it’ll be Michelle whats gonna happen when you have no one to watch poor Eric?” I said mocking him a little. “When me and your mom leave again on the 1st we are taking Eric with us.” He informed. “No you can’t do….” I started. “No you cant tell me what to do with my son.” he interrupted. “Like hell i can't. He knows me! He trust me! He misses you two because you come with false promises and then it ruins him when you leave again! And you cant take him because hes going to a science camp. Which he got into for free all by himself by winning 2nd place in his science fair and if he cant go it will hurt him.” I stated. “Well then we will just pick him up after camp on July 1st like we were gonna do.” He said with a sickly sweet smile on his face. “2 things. No you wont and thats also not what you said.” I snarkily replied. “Jesus Christ get out i dont want to see your face until 11. Now Get!” He yelled. So I left I got on my bike and headed to the mall.

#robin buckley x reader #robin buckley imagine #robin buckley #stranger things #stranger things imagine

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ratremusagere · 4 years

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Don't Hurt Da Baby!

(This is a reblog from my wattpad GalaxyAuroraBorealis)

Ok so the title seems a little juvenile but I can promise you...its not too bad but still. Also it's an all sides relationship. Of course Roman and Remus aren't dating each other just everyone else. (Slapping, crying, little!Virgil, age regression/non sexual, good end)

Virgils POV

Virgil was sitting on his bed, crying, having just come out of a panic attack, and almost instantaneously thrown into little space.

He was scared as he had messed up the audition and had made Logan, Roman, and deciet, his three more theatre and work enclined boyfriends, upset with him.

Just as he started calming down a harsh knock was set on his door. This set him further into littlespace. From about 4 to 2 and a half. He was scared when he heard Roman cuz he knew something was gonna happen. He stood up and opened the door.

"Virgil! What was that! You made Thomas freak out ruining the audition ergo ruining both mine and Logan's hard work and then deciet had to attempt to give Thomas false confidence giving him more work! Is that what you want gah that's it!" Roman exclaimed before striking Virgil across his face.

The mix of shouting and the slap plunged Virgil into babyspace fairly quick. He started to cry and ran from his bedroom to the living room and into Remus's arms before collapsing.

Remus's POV

"Woah, woah, woah. Baby Bat what wrong what happened?" Remus exclaimed barely catching Virgil as he launched himself into Remus's arms. Patton came rushing over seeing Virgil crying.

"Woah Rem! What's wrong with him what happened? Why's his cheek red?" Patton exclaimed to him. Remus quickly looked at Virgil's dull red handprint on his cheek. Now Remus was angry. Regardless if Virgil was in littlespace before the slap he definitely was now. "Baby I know you are small but I need to know what happened and how old you are okay? Can you do that for me baby?" Remus said softly not wanting to scare the little anymore than he already was.

" 'oman mad. He mad at me. So's 'ogan and Momma. Dey mad at baby. I baby. Willy smol." Virgil said with the child like lisp of his. "Good job baby thank you for telling me I'm so proud of you for telling me. Can I give you to Patton for a bit?"

"Patton!" Virgil exclaimed clapping his hands before being handed over to Patton. Remus then grabbed Virgil's paci out of Virgil's hoodie pocket. He slipped it into Virgil's mouth before he turned away seeing the missing three from their group enter the room Roman looking angry but a little worried. Virgil turned his head and burried it in Patton's neck, scared of what was gonna happen.

Third person POV

Remus quickly threw Patton some noise cancelling headphones for Virgil before he began yelling at the other sides. "What's this with you being angry at Virgil! He didn't do anything wrong!" Remus yelled, angry at them for hurting his baby bat.

"He messed up the schedule causing and emense amount of stress, anxiety, and problems for Thomas. Saying we are angry at him thats a bit much upset yes angry not so much." Logan responded in a calm manor.

Deciet said nothing just walking over to Virgil grabbing him and holding him in his lap. He rocked the small baby in his arms as Patton went up to join in the argument.

"Roman! You hit Virgil! That's not okay. Not only is it wrong to hit anybody but you literally hit somebody in the mindset of child!" Patton said half yelling at Roman in anger.

"Wait what Roman? Why would you do that. You might have anger issues but that doesn't give you the right to hit anybody!" Logan exclaimed angrily at Roman.

"I know but-" "But nothing Roman we don't want to hear from you, now off to your room! " Deceit said butting into their conversation from the couch taking off virgils headphones.

Virgil giggled and grabbed at deciets gloved hand pulling at his glove. They eldest 4 in the group just smiled at him.

"Ok Logan can you give grab some blankets from upstairs? I just put all of the ones normally down here in the wash." Patton asked Logan before heading to the kitchen to make some food for them all.

"Hey Remus will you go get some of our baby bats things while I go help Patton? " Deceit asked Remus kissing him on the cheek before standing up. "What about him, won't he need supervision? " Remus asked. "He'll be fine I'm pretty sure he's to little get up anyways but me and Patton are just right there. " Deceit said pointing to the kitchen.

Remus then headed upstairs grabbing Virgil's baby blanket, some smol clothes, a sippy cup, and Virgil's favourite stuffies.

Virgil's POV

Virgil wasn't as little anymore. He was big boy. He was exactly 2 year old. He was mad that momma and papa and Lolo and Pat were angry with Ro. He didn't mean to and know Ro was sad. So like the good child he was, he's gonna go make him feel better.

He raced upstairs and knocked on Roman's door. "Who's there?" "Hewwo 'oman it is I Virgil! Can I come in? Pweaseeee!" Virgil asked dragging the e. "Oh it's you little prince of course come on in.

" Hewwo 'oman are u otay? An don lie to me cuz dats not nice." Virgil said sternly. "Oh little prince don't worry about me I can handle the words of the others you on the other hand shouldn't be in here the others don't want you to be right now also, I'm sorry I shouldn't of hit you it was wrong for me to do, regardless of your age." Roman said holding Virgil as Virgil cuddled up to him.

"It otay I no mad. It wong but I no mad also momma and papa and lolo and Pat are a bunch of poopy heads if dey think dey can keep me from u." Virgil said butting his head against Roman cheek trying to give him a "kiss".

"Hey Ro?" Virgil said softly "Yes my little prince?" Roman asked Virgil wondering what he was gonna say. "I wuv u" Virgil said. "I love you too, baby" Roman responded. "Now how about we go back to the others they are probably worried about where you went little prince." Roman said picking up Virgil and carrying him downstairs.

-----Meanwhile-----

Remus was carrying Virgil's stuff while Logan was carrying some blankets. Once they both arrived downstairs seeing no Virgil called out in unison. "Hey where's Virgil?"

Patton and deceit having just finished making food were walking into the living room when this was said.

They freaked out looking around to see if Virgil was there. He wasn't. They all ran upstairs and were about to barge in to Romans room when they heard this -shouldn't be in here the others don't want you to be right now also, I'm sorry I shouldn't of hit you it was wrong for me to do, regardless of your age."

"It otay I no mad. It wong but I no mad also momma and papa and lolo and Pat are a bunch of poopy heads if dey think dey can keep me from u."

They all awwed walking away happy that Virgil and Roman were getting along. "We are 'poopy heads' for some reason" Logan said laughing. "Yeah I guess we are." Patton said laughing as well as the others.

They all sat down turning on movies while waiting for Virgil and Roman to come down when all of a sudden they come waltzing down stairs "The prince has arrived!" Roman declared. "An 'oman is ere too!" Virgil said afterwards. We all just smiled at that.

Roman handed Virgil's to deceit and said "I believe this is yours?" Deceit smiled handing him to Remus so Remus could change him into something more kid comfy.

After a few minutes Remus returned, Virgil in hand with some nightmare before Christmas pj's on and a bat plushies in hand.

Virgil ran over and sat in front of us patton handing him his food. "Tank ou Pat!" Virgil exclaimed digging in while watching the movie. Gosh could the kid get any more adorable.

After Virgil finished Logan picked Virgil and his plate up carrying both of them to the kitchen.

Virgil was resting his head against Logan's neck tiredly. He slipped outta Logan's grasp and curled up on Romans. As Virgil fell asleep Roman said "I am the chosen one."

After awhile they turned off the movies and Patton picked up Virgil carrying him and his bats,

Nova, stardust, and speckle up with him.

They then all proceeded to gather in Virgil's bed (it's bigger than most people think)and snuggle up to each other falling asleep.

#slapping #crying #agere!virgil

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mydearsaddiary · 4 years

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Little curiosity notes: Hey guys! We’re on chapter 9 now! If everything goes according to plan the story will end in the next chapter! I might do an additional short epilogue after, but the plan is only to continue until chapter 10! Thank you so much for reading until here and as always: Feel free to reach out!

Thank you!

Candy (08/20/2020)

Neil Chapter 9 part 1- First, do no harm

1933

-Cliff- I said as I walked from the back room of the diner I helped to manage now- you’re running low on soda, you know!

-Geez- He said, finishing up cleaning a table and running towards me- I’m awful with this inventory stuff ya know, MC. Mind seeing everything we’re missing?

I smiled, gently hitting him on the head with the papers I was holding- Glad to help.

-Neil coming in today? Just got his new bourbon stash this morning!

-Im sure he’ll pop by later when the nanny is home. How’s everything going with you?

-It’s fine, me and Jane just moved in together- He crossed his arms , blushing a little and giving me that big smile of his.

-So you finally settled down. Next thing you know you’ll have little Conways running around the place

-Maybe in a few years- He turned around when somebody called his name- Alright, duty calls. Have fun in there!

-I always have- I waved at him and returned the back room to count our stock, manage prices, and do basically everything I did at the Ice Box. I enjoyed doing the same job alongside the same people without having the risk. Our past evolved into a better future than most of what the other mob bosses had.

Suddenly, I heard the lock click. My initial shock soon turned into dark memories I wanted to forget. Impulsively I tried open the door only to find out I was actually locked in

-Hey...! Hey!- I knocked on the door- Hey, let me out! Somebody locked me in- I wasn’t scared of enclosed places. It was the sound of the lock clicking and the inability to open it from the inside that haunted me.

I hated being locked in.

-MC- The door opened after a few knocks. Vince was there- Sorry, just came in and thought somebody left it open

-It’s alright-My cheeks were colored red, but besides that I kept my posture- I’ll just do the inventory outside

1926

I opened my eyes, waking up from my sleep. I could feel no sign of light besides the faint, artificial one. I sighed heavily realizing nothing had changed. In my new found experience, not being in the sun for three weeks messes with you head. It makes you tired and empty. A crippling force tells you to accept your fate to remain there.

I sat up, only to find Vera already awake on the mattress besides mine- Did you check the day today?- I asked

-Yeah. The holidays are approaching fast. How are you?

I rubbed my stomach which now had started to show more. Vera had asked the mayor, in one of the times he came in, for new clothes. She had some in the bedroom they used to share. It was refreshing to say the least and her clothes, that were slightly bigger on me, helped me hide my condition from him. It was a light and loose salmon colored shirt that went down until my hip, and a beige skirt that went to my calf, along with white stockings. It was nothing I’d normally wear, but I wasn’t in the position to be picky.

-I feel fine- I said- I don’t feel too sick anymore. I haven’t gotten any movements yet

-How far along are you?

-Hm... I went to the doctor last month... Must be around 13 or 14 weeks.

-It’s still early. Mine didn’t move until about 17 weeks

I looked at her, genuinely surprised- You have kids?

-Oh yes, Frank and I have our children. They’re all grown and moved on to different parts of the country. My oldest one is a little older than you.

-What’s her name?

-His, actually. His name is Robert. He’s 21 now, he got a job out west and comes back to visit when he can.

-Who are the others?

-Oh, May is 18. She’s with her aunt in Florida. I sent her when things got too complicated here. She wouldn’t listen to us.

I chuckled- I know how she feels.

-Then there’s Matt. He’s 16.

-What’s going on with Matt?

-He’s in New York as an apprentice to his grandfather. My ex-husband’s dad. He wants to teach him how to run the business he owns

-Seems like they’ve got it all figured out

-Yes. Well, I know the feeling of having your first kid. I was but a bit older than you are right now. Although- She pointed to her surroundings- I had a more adequate stay

I laughed, but there was no humor in my voice- Adler’s gonna bring our city down under his total power if we don’t do something

-You don’t think your men are trying to save you or figure it out?

-Trying is the key word. Vince...-I sighed, with a heavy heart- Well, Adler shot him... He must be dead right now. That means Cliff and Uncle Charlie must be a mess. On top of it, for my uncle, there’s the fact that I disappeared. That also messes with Neil who, I can’t even imagine what he must be feeling but it’s nothing good. Then Donovan isn’t close enough with them to put everybody’s head together. Julius, Cleo, Sofia and Andrew... Im sure they’re trying to help but...- I sighed- I’m the head of the Ice Box. Im the queen on the chess board. They need me- I said as I realized it myself- I can’t spend any more time waiting for something to happen or counting days.

-You already tried everything, remember?

-Not everything- I got up, exercising my need to move my legs- You know Adler’s schedule better than anyone. When is he out for a long time?

-He’s always at the office from noon to six on weekdays.

-Then thats our time to escape. We’ll wait an hour just to be sure, then leave.

-Yes, but you’re leaving out the important part— How are we gonna leave?

-Last night, before I went to bed, I was looking around your things to see if I could find something useful

-You went through my stuff?!-She said visibly irritated

-If I didn’t, I wouldn’t have found this- I opened my hand to show her the few bobby pins I had in my possession

-How is pinning your hair up helping us?

-Oh Vera, dig a little deeper. It’s for opening the door. I can pick it!

-With those? I think you might be a little too optimistic

-Thankfully- I said cheering up- I had plenty of training sneaking back in my house, and hiding from Momma and Poppa. I have yet to meet a lock that could stop me.

She looked at me for a few seconds and sighed- Alright, I’ll bite. One in the afternoon then.

-Thats right!-I hid it once I heard the door open. They were bringing breakfast down.

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We heard Adler leave. We heard everything until there was nothing else to hear. The anticipation was so overwhelming that when Vera’s little clock hit twelve-thirty, we were on out way up the stairs.

I got two bobby pins and started to work on unlocking the door. In a few minutes, it clicked and it opened right up to the now dark living room

-You know- She whispered- For the three weeks you were here, you could’ve tried that sooner.

-I didn’t know you had these!- I whispered too, but in an angrier tone- And you’re welcome!

I pushed the door out slowly, as if someone would head. The dark immensity of the house spread before my eyes. Without a single soul there it seemed peaceful, but in a way that unsettled you, like something was waiting to jump out from the dark. The negativity soon disappeared as I got lost in my thoughts for a second and walked over to the big window, letting the sun hit my face. The warmth of the natural light, warmed up my heart along with it. The joy of finally breaking free made me forget for an instant I had to walk out the front door.

-Miss Granger, let’s go!-Vera hurried me up

-Yeah, right- I walked up to the front of the house. By the door there was a table. I noticed keys on top of it- This is for his Ford, isn’t it?- I grabbed them-Nifty! We just got out escape vehicle

-I can’t drive- She looked at me uncertain

-Well, I’ve been learning- I replied opening the door- Now, let’s scram

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I had to go through two Fords to find the one the keys belonged too, within myself we could taste the flavor of freedom.

Opening the door, I made my way in. It was then everything was ruined by a single shot that went right through the window on my side. When I looked back, Adler stood a few yards away with a gun aimed in my direction, along with his two goons.

-Go, Vera! Inside!-I yelled at the top of my lungs closing my door and turning on the car. I stepped on the gas and went as fast as the car would allow me to.

Soon, down the streets of Chicago we went. The bright sun and the streets filled with people would normally be cause for celebration, but my currently situation prevented me from enjoying it. I heard more shots coming our way and noticed that Adler was following us in his own car

To make everything better, Vera was freaking out in the passenger seat

-Woaaaaaaaaah, be careeeful! Waaaait, you’re going tooooo faaaaast!

-Vera!- I yelled back, driving and swerving as much as my experience would allow- If I don’t drive fast he’s gonna catch up to us—Ah!- I yelped when another shot came right in between us, making a hole in the windshield

-You’re gonna kills uuuus!-Her voice got louder and more annoying- I’m not ready to die!- She continued, letting out her “Oh!”s And “Oh my god!”s And her loud screams that were worse than the shots for me. At this point, I tried my best to ignore them since our lives depended on it

She yelled even louder when his car bumped into our rear and sent our bodies forward. I heard continuous shots that shattered our windows and I couldn’t go any faster. I had to think of something quickly, but all the stimulation from the outside made the task harder.

That’s when I saw it and hope ushered back into me. The little red convertible from the corner of my eyes, driving right ahead of us. Vince drove with ease on the wheel, while, surprisingly, our most experienced shooter, Donovan, fired back in the mayor’s direction from the passenger seat.

Seeing them, I let out a relieved little laugh. Fear was substituted with the urge to go faster, so I gained some distance on them. On the other side the trusty green Studebaker had Cliff, Uncle Charlie and Julius in it. Cliff drove, Uncle tried to steal glances my way, and Julius had a pistol, and helped Donovan by firing back. Sometimes Vince would keep one hand on the wheel and use pearl to fire as well. What I thought was going to be hell quickly turned into an exhilarating thrill.

And then, time slowed down as a third car showed up. The darker colored vehicle that belong not just to any man, but to the man I had longed to see all this time— Neil Dresner. I recognized the car but I couldn’t see him since he drove ahead of me. It might seem silly, but the importance of that moment couldn’t be just understood, it had to be felt. The whole world brightened up again just to know he was near. I knew then I wasn’t alone, and I never would be again.

And then everything came back to me in a second, when Vera’s shouting became deafening and another shot came right by us

-We’re going to die! Jesus!- She kept having her panic attacks

-MC!-I heard a voice from Vince in his car- To the docks! Go to the docks!

I nodded, better now that I had a direction in mind,so I sped up towards my new destination.

The city passed by us in a blur, I didn’t allow myself to focus on anything else but getting there. I’m sure everyone else had a plan and in my mind I started formulating the beginning of my own.

I turned into the road that led to the docks and swerving the car faster than it could handle, I stopped abruptly, hitting a few of the many giant boxes piled around, ready to be transported. The side of the car caved in, but we came out unscathed in the front

-What are you thinking?! We could have died! We could hav-

-Vera!- I yelled, looking at her, panting. The adrenaline hadn’t left my body and I knew it wouldn’t for a long time- you’re a chatter-mag bitch- I said in an unusual calm tone, still trying to catch my breath

-Excuse me?-She gave me that look she usually did when she disapproved of something

I was going to reply, but then I heard a car and shots again- Go Vera! Out of the car!- I pushed her out her way and pulled her to hide behind the boxes laid out nearby.

I heard more tires and assumed my gang had arrived to rescue us. I smiled realizing I was right when I saw Vince throwing me my trusty revolver- Let’s take car of em, boss.

-Don’t call me that- I grabbed it, feeling an immense power I hadn’t felt in a long time. I pointed it to my target, my enemies, those who sided with Adler...

...And fired.

Part 2: https://mydearsaddiary.tumblr.com/post/627009903803990016/speakeasy-tonight-fanfic-neil-season-3-chapter-10

#voltage usa #speakeasy tonight #voltage amemix #voltage inc #voltage #voltage games #lovestruck #lovestruck voltage #neil dresner #vince moretti

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marcellaisnotme · 4 years

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to everyone.

to all the amazing people that light up my 2019, let's continue our journey to 2020. 2019 has been pretty amazing to me than last year and i'm rather excited for what's going to come on 2020. its a bit frightening but at the same time i'm ready to face it.

i'm dedicating each of you who got this page a personal message <3

let me start it with my loving Ren ♡ we met not that long ago but long enough for me to call you a special friend. i love hanging out with you, i love ranting everything to you cause you're a really good listener, advisor and most importantly a really great sidekick. okno. you know what to say to make me feel better and i admire that you can think of so much in a short amount of time. the way you handle everything is very responsible and careful, i look up to you alot. let's be more closer and share more stupid shitposts (RED VELVET PLSSS). i love you!!

Jason ♡ we known each other for a very long time but we always been pretty close to each other, but sometimes we don't talk and we argue that one time. and you went missing too but when you came back i was really excited. you were really funny and entertaining. just what i need, just what i wanted. we have a love hate relationship and we never get tired of each other and buuuu-ing each other everytime. okno. you are special to me and i cant find another jason to replace. thanks for being such a great friend. i love you!!

Juan ♡ my favorite movie partner and cuddle buddy <3 the one that would always tell stupid jokes which myself find it really funny even when it's pretty dumb. the one who never get tired of me punching you in the arm. okno. i wanna spend more time watching movies with you cause i personally hate watching movies cause i'm a book person. but when i watch it with you and hear you explaining to me everything made me love movies. pstt. only when i watch it with you <3 HAHAHA let's do more movie dates next time juan, because movies are not watch worthy without you. okno. i love you!!!

bwi ♡ as much as i find you pretty annoying and such a coward but i really know how it takes courage to do something. i know how does it feel when you feel like doing something. but it's find. i dont judge you for it ok? i was just messing around with you cause your reaction is always funny i dont wanna miss it. OKNO. if you havent moved on completely, it's fine. it takes time to heal and takes time to grow. i hope you have a better life and be happy in 2020. i love you!!

Belle ♡ SINCE YOU'RE A GIRL NOW IMMA CALL YOU BELLE. okno you were a guy when we first met and first dated. okno. i can't believe we made it till today even when we dont talk that much these days. i just want you to know even when i'm very very very annoying and stoopid but i am really thankful that you were always there listening to my probs and teas :(( i'm so dramatic. wipes non existent tears. okno. be less busy so that i can kacau you more :(( i love you!!

Kitty Kou ♡ my wife :(( my husband soulmate boyfriend girlfriend my everything :(( screams i miss you so much we're not talking much this days are you THAT busy gimme attention bich :(( okno. i'm glad that you are fine now (i can see and feel it) also i dont want you to be sad no more cause you dont deserve to be :(( i'll karate anyone that tries to mess with you i swear >:( i love you soooo much you're my fav bestie ever you listen to me and play along with me cause thats what soulmates do :(( dont ever leave my side or i'm gonna tie u to me so that you wont escape HAH take that :(( i love you bb♡

Qhal ♡ you stick up to me since day-1 and thats what i love about you. you grew into a better person, you were so much braver and bolder plus happier these days and i've never been so proud of you. i hope your happiness last till next year and the following and forever. every day is a new day. you dont have to close old books and open new ones. you dont have to be someone you're not and importantly, you dont have to do things for anyone else. yourself is your top priority and always remember that you're just as important. seeing you happy makes me happy. we've been friends for god knows how long and you never left my side, ever. you're always a special friend to me. you're always in my heart. i love you!!

Irwin ♡ not gonna deny you're always there for me when i'm in an existential crisis. okno. you're such a fun and funny person to talk with. i always enjoyed talking to you because you could make and awkward situation lively with your randomness. you radiate great and positive energy that anyone around you feel better. you make me feel better when i'm sad. i hope you and jade last looooooooooong enough just like how long we've known each other. i love you!!

Tian ♡ i love talking to you and randomly being stupid with you and jason. i love how we click with each other that much it's like we're siblings. rough things happened but let's all forget about it. i hope for you happiness as you were always sad about a certain someone. it's fine to think about it. it's fine to hold onto it. cause the longer you hold on, the easier it will go away when it gets old. you should really reveal your cute daughter to everyone. cause i miss her and everyone needs to see her <3 she's amazing just like you. i love you!!

Cosmo ♡ as long as we known each other, you were the brightest person and the easiest to get along with. you always know what to do and put your heart in everything you do. i dont like seeing you being sad or depressed anymore because you weren't like that when we first met. always surround yourself with happy stuff >> me. and do things you wanna do that makes you happy. you will always be my cosmo, and i'll always be your wanda♡. i love you!!

Junguan ♡ hi bestie how u doin. okno. i am glad that you're always happy, always problem free. thanks for listening to my problems, thanks for being a great friend. i have a great laugh and a great time with you always. your reaction to my stupidness and sarcasm was always funny i'm not gonna lie. you're always the one that i believe would keep everything i tell you a secret. you're such an awesome person and a great friend. i love you !!

Xie/ Axel ♡ you're a really interesting person to talk to. aside from our past relationship. you're a really strong and a great person. you're someone that doesn't give up on anything you do and i really adore you for that. you make everything seem so funny to me idk why oKNO. but except for our snapstreak, we dont really talk mUCH. did you moveD or are you just busY cause u krik krik im thinking twice about softblocking you. okno. talk to me bitch. i love you!!

marcell/shaq ♡ you change your name to match mine cause you like me eh?? buuu. okno. you were always someone i trusted because you're responsible of doing your job and you're someone nice to talk to i mean not nice nice because you're mean but nice by i can have a conversation with you and talk about random stuff without letting it die because i'm funny and you're lame okno. let other judge your outer and let yourself know your inner. jangan jadi noob for 2020. okno. i love you!!

Eric ♡ my stupid bun. my ride or die. ew. these two years 18/19 has been pretty rough for the both of us and i think it's just a step and a lesson to grow into a better person. you helped me alot through this year and i'm never less thankful for that. the loving things you do for me, the things you would let it slide when it comes to me. your soft spot for me never goes away huh HAH and i'm taking advantage of that. okno i'm kidding. you are a big help for me and for what i went through. you never said no. you always agree on everything and i really appreciate it. when we broke up last year, you still insisted to talk to me. which i find out really annoying. just kidding. i'll let everything slide since you do that to me too. you're a really great person, amazing let me tell you. thanks for being a great friend to me. thanks for helping me out with almost everything. i owe you big time. i love you!!

harry ♡ first of all, thank you for being a great bestie, we would always talk to each other everyday but you got busy these days :(( but yey, its almost a decade since ive known you, kyak. we met when we were in kbb. you were d__, kyak, smpipol 💕 i feel so giddy giddy all of a sudden lololol. and then we started exchanging contacts, you were first harry, on fl. and then we had this, nOOt squad gTG. im nunmul-ing. why is this suddenly a throwback session. and and and then theres trisha gosh i love trisha and you too. i adore you for being such an honest person, when it comes to telling your problems to us, which is something i cant really do. if you have problems, dont hesitate to tell us, though i dont really help much eheh. but sometimes there are things that arent meant to be said. its okay, theres nothing wrong feeling sad, feeling all those negative feelings. we are human too, we have feelings. it is okay to sometimes not be okay, it is okay. but other than that, be happy with those you are surrounded with. youre someone that worth a big hug. i hope you spent your day with those you love 💕 i hope youre having a good day. youre an amazingly talented person. i hope youd achieve your dream soon, i pray for your health, and for you to surrounded by lovely people. you're such a talented person and gosh, your drawings for the fashion week, cries. chef kisses momma!!! you should update me on your life more because i wanna know what you do and support you on everything you do. don't forget me anyways :(( because you're the only realest annoying brutally honest bitch i love :(( i love you!!

thanks for an amazing 2019, lets get closer in 2020. i love you guys. ♡

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san--shine · 5 years

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Questions tag

Tagged by @jonghostation the cutest angel of them all ~

Tagging: everyone who sees this ~

rules: answer questions and tag!

nickname: Naddy or Momma

gender: female

zodiac: Saggitarius

height: 160cm, even tho my pass says 158cm (~5′ 2″)

age: 22

favorite band/solo artist: ATEEZ, Oneus

some songs stuck in my head: Eyecontact - oneus but also Very Good (rough Version) - block b

last movie i saw: Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales on Netflix, because I was bored and didn’t knew what to watch

last thing i googled: What is 158cm in feet and inches

other blogs: @dasnaddy (I strangely can’t tag it) which is my main and where I reblog every other kpop stuff and marvel and harry potter. Basically everything I love. And @ateezwriters but thats not only mine ^^

do i get asks: not many but sometimes yes and they make me rly happy then ~

why i chose my username: Because I love San and I love Sunshine, so that was quite simple ^^

following: I’m following 187 blogs

average amount of sleep: around 7 hours, if I can I sleep up to 10 nowadays

lucky number: 13

what i’m wearing: while I write this a bathrobe, when it gets posted probably sweatpants and a soft hoodie

dream job: Teacher

dream trip: Japan or South korea

favorite food: I don’t have a favorite

favorite song: I don’t have a favorite

hair color: rn a mahagoni redish brown, normally a dark brown, I want to have a black purple soon, but lets see

eye color: changing xD a bluish green

most iconic song: Hakuna Matata!

languages i speak: German and English (I’m learning korean sometimes and romanian curse words from Andreea ^^)

random fact: I am annoyed when I have to walk the dog but actually I enjoy it a lot to be outside and listen to some music and play with him ^^

my aesthetic: everything soft, the night especially stars, and sunshine

#momma tag #personal tag #this took me half an hour #best procrastination #now onto some more studying #q: exams are a bitch

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prissypickle · 5 years

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I did it

One year ago today I finished highschool. One year ago today I finished the toughest journeys of all times. Highschool was probably one of the worst experiences of my life. There was so many people who ruined it but there was so many people who made it better for me. My freshman year I attempted suicide and was admitted to a mental hospital and and no school wanted to take me in. At the time Fir Ridge Campus didn’t take in freshman. So I had no choice but to drop out. David Douglas straight up told me that I couldnt go there. I had too many problems and They couldn’t give me an education. In spring of my freshman year I enrolled in an online school called metro east web academy. Of course with all my mental health issues I had no motivation to do any of it. In the end I only got one credit for it. And that was for creative writing. I’m with ICTS which is where people come outd to your house three times a week for therapy. So I was with them for six months. It was hard saying goodbye. But then I went yo seeing a therapist once a week. I was still cutting often. But back to my schooling, I didn’t do anything and my mom was so pissed at the david doglas school district because the refused to put me in a school and finally she wrote a three page nasty letter saying how I needed to be in a school and thats how I got to fir ridge.

My freshman year I was so scared. I couldn’t tell you how scared I was. I didn’t go to school. I was fucked up in the head, cutting and I didn’t know anyone. So I didn’t really talk to anyone on my first day. But within a few days I met a small group of friends that I could relate to. Which was great. The next best thing was that there was a school counselor and a therapist that came to the school. So on top of going to seeing a therapist once a week I went to see him once a week. He was from Trillium services. He was a great therapist. I saw him from 45 minutes to an hour. My school counselor was mamed Michael and he was probably the best counselor anyone could ask for. He understood me. When I needed my space he let me sit in the office or library and do my work. When I had my mental break downs he gave me a quiet space. He was amazing. I have terrible anxiety with loud noises and whenever we had a firedrill I would cry and have a panic attack when there was he warned me and brought me to the office telling me when so I wasnt as afraid. As I said. He was the best school counselor anyone could ask for.

I had this friend. Her name was Iris. I cared for her so so much she was my first friend I made in middle school and she went to a diffent school but she had problems at the time and so she was looking into my school and I was thrilled. But before ahe came she also had issues and so she went to a rehab place. I called her family every day to see how she was doing. I sent flowers and cards because well, wouldn’t a best friend do that? When she got out she started at Fir Ridge Campus a bit later. I was so happy we reunited again. We started having sleep overs and everything. Okay? But one time during a sleepover she stole her parents credit card and bought something, which was a peircing kit and I had no idea so she came to my house when it was delivered and took it before I was home. I’ll also mention around two years ago she stole my ipod. But anyway so this happened and it happened once more but with tea but ahe sent it to her house instead of mine. So her mom was like “you arent ever allowed to see her again” blaming me for her daughter peircing herself. That was the hardest thing for me to hear because she was my best friend. Or so I thought she was. I believe this was all happening during my Junior year or late sophomore I cant remember it was so hectic. Ill come back to this bitch a little bit later.

But my Junior year I did this amazing thing called camp pheniox. That was the second the best and worst part of highschool. Its a two day overnight camp plus 4 weeks of after care. During the two nights you broke yourself down talking about the horrible things in life and at the end you are rebuilding yourself and raising up into a pheniox. During the process you did multiple activites which were happy, sad and heartbreaking realizing how fucked up and broken you were on the inside. One of the days you clumb a tree and tell everyone what you committ to. And I said I committ to my family and my support system. And then you had to walk on a tightrope with another person and jump when you couldnt do it anymore. And the other classmates are completely in control of the rope and your harness. Then the second activity we did was get in a harness and go up and your classmates pull you up until you say stop. Basically a gaiant swing okay. So I was letting go past teachers which I will get on explaining to more. And then letting in good teachers and then you yank it and I did a 90 foot free fall and holy shit was that fun. As i said it was the best and wors part of it because i landed up in teen intensive outpatient because I was cutting and I was extremely depressed.

But back to the teacher thing. There was a history teacher her name was Karen and she was a bitch to me. She hated me. And She KNEW i struggled with anxiety and she KNEW that I hated being with loud people and so I always needed to go to the office to see a counselor and I always finished up my work at home. And finally she was like you have to go to detention to finish this. And so Im in the office complete sobbing and my council waves it off. And other time with her was when my counselor talked to her about it she didnt talk to me for 3 DAYS like seriously she was so immature. Then When I came back from thr weekend she didnt call on anyone else but me. Then at the end of the week there was a new seating chart and I came in late because I was talking yo the trillium therapist okay and she shows me my seat and Im calm and I say no. And shes like yes. And I calmly explain to her why I cant go sit next to him because be gave me anxiety. And then she PROCEEDS to yell at me infront of the whole class who is now stairing at me and Im completely crying now infront of the class go to the principals office to fucking write me a refferl because i was arguing with her. Which the princapal immediately threw it out. The princapal at the time was absolutely amazing. She took me out on the track as I cried and walked with me.

So my junior year is happening and I went to camp pheniox and outdoor school it was great okay. So I went to outdoor school for my third session and I broke my ankle and had to stay home for a week and you remember this Iris girl who is my best friend??? Well not anymore. When I was away at outdoor school where I couldn’t DEFEND myself she went to the counselor and said. That I raped her and drugged her with majauana. And In like balling my eyes out because Im so fucking confused and why she did that. And so the counselor literally asked if I did it and Im like what the fuck do you really think I did it. And Im like crying at her because Im so upset. Like who in the right mind would accuse someone of rape. I mean I work with children. I was a swim instructor at the time. If she went to the police I could’ve been arrested and fired from my job which she didnt go because she knew she was a lying skank ass bitch. Also they couldve drug tested me because I wasnt even smoking at the time! And so Im in the office and my counselor is like “what are you feeling?” And I littlerly upfront say” I want to punch this bitch in the face,” she she looked at me “you cant do that” and Im like “no shit I cant do it. I want to but tgat doesnt mean I am going to.” And she sighs like after and hour of fuming she tells me Im not allowed to tell ANYONE and Im like fine whatever.

But I go to my momma jill and tell her and I like an crying to her and shes just holding me. But seriously then the vice principal calls me in during third period to talk more about what happened ALSO i had a freaking alliby because I was at fucking teen Intensive outpaitent during the time she accused me! Basically it was a whole clusterfuck

. It got 100% worse when there was an assembly and youll never guess who was running it the skank ass Iris. So she started talking about rape. And then she says “someone here raped me” and then she looked over at me. I kid you not. And my dad was there and he stood up and I cant remember exactly what he said but it was along the lines of “you shouldnt accuse anyone of rape either,” he said or something like that Im to busy crying and my teacher holding my hand. Finally my dad comes over to me and says were leaving. So my worst fear now the whole school knows that Iris accused me of rape and drugging her. So im literally in the gym having the WORST mental breakdown of my life and I mean screaming at the too of my lungs dropping to the knees hitting the floor. There was the security guy and Joey one of the teachers along with the princapal and vice principal trying to calm me down. And my dads crying because hes upset because of what Iris had said. And they told me to stay home for a few days until I could calm down.

So I came bac the following monday. I was so depressed I wanted to die. I almost had another suicide attempt but I thought about Taylor Swift and how I would never get t meet her and that just made me hold onto life just a little bit longer. So by the end of the year it was time for prom and so I was nominated for.... you guessed it prom court equivalent to prom princess/prince and can you guesd who was nominated too? That bitch Iris. So we were BOTH up against each other and trust me I was NOT going to let her win. So I baked my ass off and probably made over 200 cupcakes and fed them to the entire school and when I was time for prom. I won. I won prom princess. That was the best night of my entire life. My entire highschool carrer I felt normal. Everything was perfect

. Soon my Junior year ended. And summer came and went and my Senior yesr started. I only needed 1 credit to graduate .5 government .5 global studies. So I took government first which I got like knocked down a ton because i refused to do presentations because i hate speaking infront of a class but I still passed with a A. Then global studies I REFUSED to take with Karen again. So I did 5 at least 250 page packets in one quarter. And I still graduated early two quarters early. I started school my sophomore year because they didnt count it as a freshman and ended my senior year. I worked my ass off. And I graduated in 2 1/2 years. I graduated. I did it. I made it. Evern after a suicide attempt. Witnessing my mom attempt suicide my sophmore year, Iris accusing me of rape. All of that and I still graduated and I was second in class too. I’ve never been more proud of myself in my entire life. I didnt think id ever make it here. I thought in 2014 I was going to die. But I didnt. I’m still here. Alive and succeeding in life. Im a caregiver now. I’m getting my CNA in July. I made it. I did it.

#little #babygirl #little space #baby #little girl #little one #age regression #princess #daddy #mommy #my story #graduation #class of 2018 #highschool #high school

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aridara · 5 years

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Soo, apparently there’s a new asshole in Tumbrtown. dev2c4u has been sending me a lot of hateful messages through the chat in the last couple of days. They reached the point where they openly advocate in favor of shooting me.

Fun times.

Here’s the complete transcript. TW for transphobia, misogyny, homophobia, racism, Islamophobia, xenophobia, and pretty much every form of bigotry.

DEV2C4U: You stupid cunt! Thats rich that you say "Nazis" make things up! That must mean the "progressive left" are the new Nazis! You grotesque imbeciles tell more lies in a day than a "Nazi" will in 10 years!

Are you a fat cunt too? That's more blood you filthy pigs will have on your hands trying to say "fat is ok" it definitely fucking isnt ok! You can add this blood to the blood already on the lefts hands from promoting :

Transsexual/Transgenderism

Filthy faggotry

Letting subhuman "immigrants" in so they can kill more Americans and leech off of them! Abortion: learn to keep your legs closed you filthy twats! If you want to murder babies that is on you---but as a taxpayer i will not pay for your irresponsibility

And slutty ways! God you lot are a bunch of filthy diseased (I would say animals but you are beneath animals) so I will call you turds!

Promoting pedophilia----I hope you empty headed cunts burn in hell for this fucking sickos (it almost makes me wish i believed in heaven/hell)

In short, the "progressive" left in the nations of the West are a lower than the hemorrhoids on Hillary Clintons asshole!

I hope you all die of something like lung or pancreatic cancer ---IOW ---I hope you dirty subanimals die in horrible pain and regret-'-fuck you all!

ARIDARA: That's funny. I, instead, hope that you live.

Because living as a hateful, violent bigot like you is punishment enough.

DEV2C4U: Say what you will you whore! But I'm not a bigot in the least! I just wish each race would deny political power to their dumbest losers and then the world would know peace---on this list --faggots, niggers and those who enable them ---like why the fuck hasnt disgusting queer nigger, Jussie Smollett admitted to his horrible racist hate crime of bearing false witness been made to apologize for his story which anyone with an IQ above 80 could tell was a lie from the start??!! Islamic cunts like ilhan Omar

Pedophilic cunts like most gay democrats and Roman Polanski

Feminazi whores like Cameltoe Harris

----I could go on and on and on---sadly!

Every now and then there is a bright spot like Gov Northsm hanging on to his seat in Va ----Haha Haha and the other Va democratic polisluts--suck it dems!

And there was a delightful "rainbow" in the news today with some WVa pol. Calling LGBTQ people "terrorists" like the KKK----which is true beyond a shadow of a doubt

I wouldn't expect a filthy commie fatass dyke like you to understand---after all a whore is a whore and a lady is a lady forever! But I do want people to know how much you silly twats on the left are hated! BTW ---great job with your phoney Indian Veteran ---that piece of shit needs to face charges as much as Jussie. Fuck You and have a shitty life!

ARIDARA: "I'm not a bigot" (uses a ton of slurs, falsely claims that LGBT+ people are pedophiles).

In case you haven't noticed, I'm not your father, and you aren't impressing me.

DEV2C4U: How come every two-bit faggot, dyke, transcum, nigger, cameljockey, beaner and white trash liberal feels that it is their business to get in everyone else's business?

Fuck each and every one of you freaks in your self-righteous assholes! Except for fags of course, since youd enjoy it too much!

This nation not only needs to be disinfected--it needs a fucking exorcism! Where are our modern Torquemadas and Savonarolas?!

ARIDARA: ...Says the one who thinks that it's their business to get into the business of leftists, fat people, LGBT+ people, migrants, pro-choicers, women, people of color, Muslims, Latino people, and allies to any of the above.

In fact, you think that it's SO MUCH your business, that you openly advocate in favor of GENOCIDE.

Here's a question for you: if leftists, fat people, LGBT+ people, migrants, pro-choicers, women, people of color, Muslims, and Latino people are genociding your precious nation just by existing...

...doesn't that mean that your nation is incredibly weak?

I mean, WE live with leftists, fat people etc., and we survive just fine. Maybe it's YOUR people who has some evolutionary problems.

DEV2C4U: Ooooooohhh Score one for Mega-Twat! I admit I come on strong But i dont get why this dyke----this cunt----Ellen Page. Whoever the fuck she is---- has any fucking right to question Chris Pratts (whoever the fuck he is) where he goes to church? Where she gets that I have no idea---

I would much rather NOT be around any shitstabbers, carpetmunchers, Alabama porch monkeys, spics, or tranny cunts

Because i think most of you are filthy diseased trash

But as much as I dislike some of you ---I would never get in any of your faces and say lose some weight and stop carpet carpetmunching or stop fucking camels---or get some of dat goddamn melanin out of your skin. Or stop smoking poles

You know why fat cunt? Because Momma raised a gentleman!

And i wont get in any of your worthless, trashy faces as long as you stay out of mine!

But you fucking hypocrites better stay the fuck out of my very happy, proud, white life!

Fuck you again Ellen Page ---Whoever or more appropriately whatever you are!?

Keep your warped baby murdering opinions to yourselves!

ARIDARA: Man, your mum will be SO HAPPY to know how much you hate marginalized people. Or how you think that your own mum should have less rights than a corpse.

DEV2C4U: Anyone who feels "marginalized" in the USA is a fucking loser! I'd like to see any of you pigs try to pull this shit in a non-white majority/ non Western country!

Especially fucking trannies, faggots and dykes! Go to Saudi or Zimbabwe (at least Robert Mugabe was right when he said gay people are lower than dogs and pigs!) For any other people of different races---if you don't fucking like it here--then dont be such losers---put your goddamn cards on the table and go to a black or brown majority nation where you will not be a minority anymore---of course I know that most if these nations are disgusting shitholes---but that just means you belong there even more!!

To baby murdering sluts---I do think you should be able to get an abortion---with a goddamn clothes hanger you fucking whores!

You are just as bad as the faggots in the 1980s blaming Reagan for AIDS---it wasn't Reagan forcing you to put your schlongs in each others assholes!

IOW---try to take some personal responsibility for once in your silly fucked up lives!

I bet some faggots would be hard pressed to thank any of the STRAIGHT, WHITE, MALE researchers who saved their worthless lives by finding anti hiv drugs?? Well fuck you then!

This world would be no more than a fucking garbage dump without white people (and Asians)! Nigras and spics---ask yourselves why other pocs/ethnicities such as East Indians, Asians and conservative Persians (people who fled the Khomeini regime) can come to this nation and be enormously successful ?? You dont hear these people bitch and bawl 24/7/365 about how put upon they are! They just get to work, stay out if trouble and become great citizens!

If all this horse shit about "white privilege" and racism were true why are many of these other ethnicities more successful than many whites?

One last thing ---I so wish with all my might that the police could open fire on any traitors that say things like "No borders, no walls, no USA at all"

ARIDARA: Yyyep, we've got threats of violence alright.

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“Success is stumbling from failure to failure with no loss of enthusiasm” -Winston S. Churchill IN THE CENTER OF EVERY #L YOU ARE AFRAID TO TAKE, LIES A JEWEL 💎.... IF YOU COLLECT ENOUGH FAILURES; AND EMBED THE JEWELS INTO YOUR 👑 CROWN..... YOUR MAJESTY WILL BECOME EVIDENT FOE THE WORLD TO SEE!!! You may THINK “this is easy for him to say” but here’s one thing that separates ME from the majority of the people who just said “how did he know I was thinking that” lol. I’m a DJ among other things. Part of that means FAILING, BY MYSELF; IN FRONT OF 100s IF NOT 1000s OF PEOPLE 🤣. You think failing an exam to get a job is hard? I bet there’s not 100 PPL saying “shoot the test taker” like some ppl are all to ready to yell “Shoot the DJ” ( on ALL the mommas THATS the LEAST of my worries. I’m from #TrinityGarden lol 🤷🏾‍♂️ ). Going into my 17th year of being a SELF EMPLOYED DJ ( meaning I don’t have a 9to5 like many of the guys you fail miserably at comparing me too ) can you guess how many times my computer shut off, or an amp ran hot, or a speaker busted or the power went out, or I was asked to play music so off format that it would kill my audience? TOO MANY to count lol. It’s those situations......that MADE me so good at what I do. It’s why a lotta guys aren’t better than me. That haven’t failed enough. I told a friend of mine recently YOU NEED TO FAIL AS MUCH AS YOU CAN IN #2020 ! With the right #mindset ......failure can not only help you ultimately win, but help you sustain the win. #GETTINGIITHEGREATNESS (at Fairfield, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7MOhffA0CD/?igshid=1lm17tq6z9zj8

#l #trinitygarden #2020 #mindset #gettingiithegreatness

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fleamarketloveletters · 5 years

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February 2, 1942.

February 2, 1942

Dear Sweetheart,

Hey kiddo I’ve sent a little something to you today. I sneaked a run over to the post exchange today to get it. I hope you will receive it alright. I sent it air mail.

Betty, the saying on the cover is just exactly how I feel about you. The phrasing on it is said better than the way I could say or write it. I hope you will like it.

You would not recognize me now if you saw me, owing to my coat of tan. I can’t believe it myself.

It was freezing cold for the first time this morning and we started drilling at 5:00 A.M. and our hands were so cold drilling with our rifles that we at one time could hardly obey a step order with guns, so the Corp gave us permission to rest and give our hands a rubbing to get them warm. I could hardly close or open mind. About 10:00 A.M. it warmed up a little.

We won’t get mail until Saturday they told us today. It seems awfully funny not to be writing or answering anything about your letters that I know are waiting for me.

The words on the cover are very well stated dear because the news to follow is very disappointing to me.

The Corporal told us today that there will be no leaves whatsoever after training is over and not until the war is over. You can’t even get leave for sickness or emergency unless it is exceptionally urgent! It was a blow to me. The only chance that I will get to see you until the war is over is by some change I might get stationed for a short period in an eastern station before we depart for foreign soil.

So darling please remember that I love you always but I also love you so much that I always want your happiness to come first so if you ever find a fellow you like better than me -- you know…..

I find matters like this a tough job but my only prayer nights is that you will still or shall I say always feel the way you felt the last few nights that we were together. You’re certainly “aces” to me I’m doing everything to the best of my ability to be a good marine so that I’ll be able to get ahead here. So far they haven’t caught me making any boners yet. And thats a lot to say owing to the way they jump on you for the slightest little thing. But everything I do i know is going to make me better for you. And I would go through anything in this world if I knew you would be at the end of my goal waiting for me.

Please don’t think I’m a sorrowful fellow, I’m not just sitting here nights certainly sets me to thinking. Its awfully dreary just before taps. It is the worst part of the day for us fellows.

On the next sheet you will find a few sayings that I read over and over again because you wrote them.

These were in that little pad. I practically worship it.

Yours:

Hello?

How Are you?

How is Clark Gable?

How is San Diego?

Did you go thru Ft Worth?

Do you miss me?

Answers, mine:

Low

O.K. except missing my girl.

I don’t know I’m in S.C.

I don’t know how Gable is but this “Clarke” is lonesome.

No and I hope Ft. Worth is blown away by now

All I can say it, Oh Betty am I!!! And do I!

Don’t even mention it, “it” is all i can think of.

8. Remember me? I’m the kid with the nice personality.

Ans. I’ll never forget or couldn’t as long as I live.

9. Nice weather we’re having.

Yes isn’t it..

10. Hi Dive Bomber.

Love P-40

11. How’s the haircut? Glamorous?

We won’t even mention it.

12. Fly over my house some day next week, O.K.?

Wish I could but can’t.

13. Some of these days you’re gonna miss me honey. ---

That was the truest thing you wrote.

14. My momma done told me --

I hope not.

15. Big Boy coffee still good.

Swell here too.

16.

End.

Well it’s getting near taps again and that Carolina moon is making me love sick in a worse way even then the way I am now, so I’ll close and throw a kiss to you. I love you.

Lovingly,

Jack

P.S.

“Remember Wah Island” Our Fighting Theme

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tdotsspot · 7 years

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Wait a minute, hold up.

BIG MOMMA IS ENGAGED. I was recently discussing how I haven’t posted on here in a while, and the last time, after reading, I clearly hated the world, so sorry about that. It’s rarely ever that deep, honestly most shit that stresses people out, or causes a rift in a relationship isn’t that deep. I was just having a moment lol.

Anyways. I was like clearly...I need to write about my engagement because let’s be real, prior to my dameo, this wasn’t really something I saw in my horizons. A mother, albeit a baby mother, but a mother nonetheless, but MARRIAGE??? In THIS day and age? nope didn’t really see it coming. MAINLY because, who the hell is happily married? Divorce rate for as long as I’ve heard is 50% so now it’s probably closer to 70%. Really encouraging right? My mom and dad divorced when I was younger, other marriages I’ve seen EXCEPT my cousin are all a joke and just a time investment at this point more than anything else.....plus I got bored of all of my guys fairly quickly so like......MARRIAGE? never really saw it coming.

That’s how it goes though right? The best comes when you least except it, and here we are. The most beautiful engagement thought process, the most gorgeous ring #sorrynotsorry and my man. I must admit, when Dame puts his brain to something, it usually results in something epic and I couldn’t have thought of a more perfect way. “Did you know?” sorrrrrrrrt of but seriously not until the very end when I started to think about stuff. Ok we are going to the Mushulu, thats a nice restaurant. He’s talking about getting a filet mignon which was DUMB expensive, my parents ARE here......but I notice he has no ring on his body, so let me get this out of my head before I get disappointed and jump off of the boat from embarrassment and just.....played haha. So then I stopped thinking about it. “LETS GET DRUNK AND EAT GREAT!” That was where my brain switched, UNTIL we got there and he said this is kind of where we began babe! Almost three years ago!

OK wait....IS he gonna effing ask me to MARRY HIM!??!!?!???!?! still no ring box etc so STOP TALYA. Then my mom and chris came and met us and looked DAMN fine. Then I thought if he DOES mother.....you look quite fancy don’t steal my shine haha. His mom and step dad looked great, he was pressed to get this package two days before for a blazer for the night.....but it WAS still nice just to see the two sides of the families together, celebrate his new job, my moms birthday. Screw it. We are just celebrating life.

Then...the toasts came. *momma ang* “lets all go around the table and do toasts! I got champagne for your mom and bears new job”.....*me* “why there’s SIX of us haha* as my greedy stomach grumbled with hunger. I really just wanted to eat my crab cake and get drunk whoops.

Then he stood up. *side eye....whats going on* He started stuttering which like NEVER happens mr. gift of gab. Then he looked at me with THE most serious face ever hahahaaaaa like so serious I didn’t know why. “I want to make you a part of the family officially” *insert wide eyes* *heart racing* *holy poo he’s actually doing this??????? omg he’s on one knee* I honestly don’t know what he said after that because of course I was freaking out and crying, and thennnnnn aside from all the other perfect gushiness, he reveled the a box that just carried a small piece of the sun because I was blinded.

Now I already know *oh you just hype cuz you got a nice ring* I mean. eff yeah i am haha duh! #sorrynotsorry HOWEVER, it’s a few reasons why I am. 1) I don’t care how non materialistic you are every woman dreams that if their dream man proposes, a dream ring comes along with it. We had looked not too long ago, and what we were looking was notttttttttttttTTTTTTT this haha. I honestly couldn’t believe it, and in the video, I actually gasped. It’s really hard to surprise me and have it be something I’d actually want, and this RING IS FREAKING PERFECT. I still catch myself just staring. Is this mine!?!?!?!? haha

2) Then the reality of what it means settled in. OMG IM GETTING MARRIED!!! like, WHAT! And I love AND like him? I actually see a fruitful and long marriage? I love his family.....my fam loves him. Wow. I’m blessed.

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I’m soooooo stressed rn and I’m gonna vent here even if nobody reads this shit but I don’t wanna bother anyone with my shit. I have never ever ever been so stressed out like I am rn. Ya’ll don’t even know. I had to lock myself and just cry cos of the amount of stress I feel like rn. If i didn’t i was gonna yank the hair out of my head and start flipping out on everyone. Ever since my dad passed away we’ve been struggling financially. And it terrifies me. I’m scared we might lose the house. It’s not like we’re completely broke but still we are struggling. The whole fucking problem is that my sisters and I are together in our phone contract. Thats four persons!! Shit is that two of them have a “steady” income and they dont pay for theirs. So today our phone got disconnected. To be able to get them connected again was to pay $400. $400!!!!!! HOW THE FUCK DOES IT GET TO THAT. We normally pay $50 each one. For the time being I don’t have a job. I’m currently looking for one so bless my momma’s heart she’s paying mine and my sisters. She just had a baby and she’s starting to settle in. But my other two sisters. THEY ARE 30 SOMETHING YEARS OLD WORKING A SHITTY ASS JOB AND THEY WASTE THEIR MONEY ON SHIT AND TRAVELING AND CIGARETTES BUT NONE OF THEM LEND MY MOM A HAND. One of them is living with my mom and she doesn’t fucking do anything. She doesn’t help with bills, groceries, she doesn’t buy shit for her daughter or her 2 year old. Instead she fucking wastes her money on cigarettes and $40 shoes for herself and shit. The other one is living with someone else, doesn’t have any bills to pay and yet she can’t pay her damn phone. So my mom payed $400 all because those two didn’t pay their bills and they let it accumulate. The house needs to be payed, electricity among other stuff and None of those two are fucking grateful. And I feel like crap because I wish I could take all of that weight off of my moms shoulders but I can’t. She has sacrificed SO much for us and I’m eternally grateful and I want to give her everything, everything in the world and I have never ever felt so useless than I so right now. I feel like we are seriously cursed. Its like bad luck over bad luck and we just keep getting back luck. Like okay life you took my father away wasn’t that enough. Give me shit at least leave my poor mom alone!!

#bless you if you read this #probably no one #but i had to im so freaking stressed

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a-dozen-roses-blog · 7 years

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Chapter 1: By the dozen

JALIL’S POV:

*ALARM SOUNDS*

“Damn its too early for this shit, I do not feel like getting up to listen to a teacher tell me what’s best for me”

Jalil’s Mom: “BOY, GET YOUR ASS UP I KNOW YOU HEARD THAT DAMN ALARM GO OFF ALMOST 5 MINUETS AGO, GOT ME GETTING UP OUT MY SLEEP!”

My mom is always tripping, ever since my dad left her it seems like she takes her anger out on me. Yeah, I'm the only child and I know by that you would think shit is sweet, but nah a nigga still don’t get shit up under the tree. In fact I haven't got shit up under a tree since I was about 7. Yeah I know that was a while ago, I'm 18 now and let me tell you ain’t shit sunny about living in Detroit. Say what you want, but I just want to get into college and get into somebody art program because man its not what’s up here.

JALIL: Alright ma , I'm up DAMN!

Jalil’s mom: You say that, but your ass is always here and getting into that school building 45 after the bell sounds.

JALIL: Yeah alright

*SHORTLY AFTER JALIL WALKS TO A FRIEND HOUSE JUST AROUND THE CORNER*

[KNOCKING AT DOOR ]

Maine: Who is it ?

JALIL: The nigga that's fucking ya momma

[DOOR OPENS]

Ms.Jackson : *STRAIGHHT FACES JALIL”

JALIL: Oh shit , I mean um.. Hey ms.Jackson ...I was just pla-

Ms Jackson : UN HUN nigga , Maine come the door.

[OUT WALKS MAINE FROM BATHROOM ]

*BOYS START WALKING TO SCHOOL*

Maine : I told you stop talking about my momma nigga, I told you!

JALIL: Nigga , shut up it sounded like you was right in the living room.

Maine: well, I wasn’t! Don't expect to come over later eating up all our shit either mothafucka.

JALIL: Don't trip nigga , I'm going to be over Jasmine house eating up her--

Maine: ANYWAY NIGGA! when you gone talk to Ronnie about that play? what you scared?

JALIL: It’s not that , it’s just man.. niggas be fucking around dying messing with them niggas

Maine: Nigga he gone front you 2 zips, you ain’t about to die over that!

Maine: Besides , you the nigga trying to go to college and all that fancy shit. Last time I checked I got to give your ass money every other day and quite frankly nigga I ain’t your daddy.

JALIL: Man shut up , You know my momma going to get back on her feet. The government helping out and I still got FASFA and Scholarships. Plus she ain’t been stable since my pops left her with all the bills.

Maine: Nigga! your daddy left your momma how long ago? if she wanted to be back up trust me she would've!

JALIL: Man , You don’t know shi-

Maine: BESIDES, you aint gone get no hoes wearing them bold ass nikes and them 10 dollar ass jeans my nigga.

JALIL: My nigga , your wearing your car!

Maine , but nigga what I look like dropping a same year whip with no job , and dope all in my moms basement?

JALIL: I just don’t know about that weed shit, I know a lot of people I just don't know if that's something I want to do right now.

Maine: Just think about it, I started off with weed at one point! Now look at me. Soon as my music take off I'm going to spending dope money I have had saved up since I was 10. Won’t even touch my money from the deal !

JALIL: Here we goo!

Maine: Don’t nobody say shit about them weak ass roses you be drawing and them “Good-times-dynomite” Ass paintings you be doing.

JALIL: Aye nigga don’t crush my dreams !

Maine: Well nigga, don’t crush mine!

[BOYS ARRIVE AT SCHOOL, UP WALKS JASMINE]

Jasmine: Hey boo, ... maine

maine; What’s up faleechiaaaa!!!

Jasmine: Nigga! Don’t play

JALIL: whats up jasmine , and maine you got to chill, I don't go clowning them monkey looking bitches you be bringing around

Maine: *Laughs*

Jasmine: Come on yall we gotta get in here before the bell rings. Plus yall know if my brother Ronnie see me out here with yall he gone kick the black off my ass. soooo, come on!

OH YEAH, SEE RONNIE IS JASMINE’S BROTHER. HE 20 BUT THE NIGGA IS EATING! THEY PARENTS DIED ABOUT 3 DAYS APART 2 YEARS AGO. JASMINE DADDY WAS THE PLUG AND WAS SET UP AND KILLED. I GUESS JASMINE MOM JUST COULDNT LIVE WITH OUT BIG RONNIE, CAUSE 3 DAYS LATER SHE HAD A HEART ATTACK AND DIED AT WORK. RONNIE, AKA RJ WAS LEFT WITH EVERYTHING IN HIS DADDY WILL. SO I GUESS HE TOOK OVER EVERYTHING AND KEPT THE FAMILY NAME GOING. “GIBAMN” GET IT BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY . ALSO KNOWN AS GET IT BOYS, THATS WHAT MAINE CLAIMS. MAINE AND RONNIE BEEN ROCKING FOR A WHILE SO RONNIE PUT HIM ON PLUS THEY HAVE SIMILAR THINGS IN COMMON. ME? IM JUST FUCKING THE NIGGA SISTER, BUT THATS JUST A SECERET! CAUSE IF THAT COMES OUT.. NIGGA I PROBABLY WON’T SEE THE NEXT DAY ESPECIALLY TRYING TO BUSINESS WITH HIM.

Jasmine: WELL! yall coming or what?

JALIL: Yeah come on

[WALKS INTO SCHOOL]

#ADOZENROSES TEAMJALIL GIB

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beatmyaudio · 4 years

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Still Fly Song Lyrics – Big Tymers

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Still Fly Song Lyrics From Popular Hollywood Artist Big Tymers from Album.

This song is sung by singer ” Big Tymers ” in Year 2002.

Lyrics of Still Fly :

whats up fresh its our turn babygator boots with the pimped out gucci suit aint got no job but i stay sharp cant pay my rent cause all my moneys spent but thats okay cause im still flygotcha car play gems on shine said its mine get a mink baby girl lets ride you da numba 1 stunna and we gonna glide and go straight to the mall and turn out the insideprowler gucci full length leather bourbons cooler coogi sweater twenty inches pop my feather the birdman daddy i fly in any weatheralligator seats with the head in the inside swine on the dash gwagon so fly numba 1 dont tangle and twist when it come to these cars i am that fellathe gucci with the matching interior 3 wheel ride with the tire in the middle its fresh and stunna and we like brothers we shine like paint daddy this our summergator boots with the pimped out gucci suit aint got no job but i stay sharp cant pay my rent cause all my moneys spent but thats okay cause im still flygot a quarter tank gas in my new eclass but thats alright cause im gon ride got everything in my momas name but im hood rich da dada dada dahave you ever seen the crocodile seats in the truck turn around and sit it down and let em bite yo butt see the steering wheel is fendi dashboard armani with your baby momma playa is where you can find mepushing through the parking lot on 24s cadillac escalate with the chromed out nose with the navigation arrow headed straight to ihop aunt jamima really loves me cause my syrup is so hot put the caddy up start the 3 wheel benz hyper white lights ultra violet lenssumitomo tires and they gotta be run flat tv where the horn go boy can you top that im a show you some rookie press that button the trunk went eh eh and all of a sudden 4 15s didnt see no wires and then i heard boom from the amplifiersbreakdownlet me slide in the benz with the fished out fins impala loud pipes drinking that hen its the birdy birdy man ill do it again in the cadillac truck 24s with 10slooking at my gucci its about that time 6 bad broads flying in at 9 new suburban truck with the paint job showing up and down and up they goand bodies on the roadster lexus you know with that hardtop beamer mommy thats your truck im coming up the hood been lovely new shoes on the whip and i wake up the bubbly430 lex with convertible top the rims keep spinning every time i stop i got a superman benz that i scored from shaq with a old school caddy with a diamond in the backgator boots with the pimped out gucci suit aint got no job but i stay sharp cant pay my rent cause all my moneys spent but thats okay cause im still flygot a quarter tank gas in my new eclass but thats alright cause im gon ride got everything in my momas name but im hood rich da dada dada da

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