~help your local rat get stable housing~
edit post nov 2023: I GOT THE HELP I NEEDED THANK YOU SOSOOSO MUCH
dramatically sprawled out on the floor
so i gotta move for the third time in that many years. unfortunately between health problems and the General State of The Economy, I have been unable to find work to be able to save any money. i have no choice but to leave the entire state. i thankfully have somewhere to go, however I need help getting there. i've been trying to do the math to get what I need to its lowest amount possible, but even that is still at least $2.5k.
after this move, i should be able to get things more stable and I might even have a couple job prospects lined up in that area, but right now I'm really scraping the bottom of the barrel funds wise and desperately need help.
if you're able to spare anything, i've set up a goal through kofi so i can track it publicly. i have trouble asking for help but i really need what help i can get. thank you, so so so much.
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I have pondered about sending this ask, believing I would bother you. But I love to receive compliments, so I think you would too. Your artworks have a softness to them, the most intimate moment are quiet and filled with warmth. You have a way of conveying emotions through body language, down to the smallest of fingers. When pain is shown, it is burning, rough and powerful. You are my biggest inspiration, I always am eager to discover and rediscover your artworks, be it sketch or fully rendered art.
Aw gosh, thank you for your kind words! The way you worded it sounds so poetic, I'm flattered ;_; 🧡
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I know a sorta made a small post along these lines the other day, but something a lil more official of!!
im kinda broke rn, between the recent stuff with losing my car and having to get a new one and work literally scheduling me 13 hrs a week. Im slowly losing money and it got really bad this month after paying my bills and everything and realizing I had just 300 bucks in my bank account.
My current job hasn't been working with me to give me the hours i need to make a living wage and iv been trying to get a new job for months with no success and it's looking like i could really use a lil extra support via online commission work rn until I can land a more solid paying job. I really hate to sound like a desperate wet cardboard box beast but I still need to insure my new car and cant afford it as i stand right now.
I wont ask for donations, I think im going to be fine, but a lil money to help keep my head above the water would be great so im just gonna promo my commission work. To anyone who can commission me in some way or another would be awesome! I appreciate any support I can get rn even just a reblog
My Commission Info
My Kofi
My Etsy
My Toyhouse
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Yuletide 2023
Hey y'all!
So I have (perhaps foolishly) been thinking about doing the Yuletide fic exchange again this year and thought that I should share it with all of you!
What is it?
Yuletide is a multi-fandom fic exchange that takes place every year around the holidays. It's for small fandoms with less than 1000 completed fics on AO3. (Find out if your favorite fandom is eligible here!)
When is it?
Nominations are open now! If you are a part of an eligible fandom you have until Thursday September 28 to nominate them. It's very simple, just list the fandom's name and up to four characters from that fandom you would like to see in a fic. You can nominate up to four fandoms if you have multiple that fit the criteria!
Sign-ups to participate happen October 13-21, where you can list which of the eligible fandoms you would like to write for (and which ones you would like your own gift to be from!) Once you're matched up you will have until December 18 to finish your fic!
If you want to know more about Yuletide and how it works go here!
I had a lot of fun doing this exchange last year and would love to have more people join us this year!
EDIT: Here's the link to the rules on AO3 for anyone who isn't sure how to navigate Dreamwidth.
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Mia my beloved. Please. I require serotonin. Give me incorrect headcanons about the upper moons.
Daki: claims to be a name brand influence but only has 9 subscribers and a sponsorship from shein.
Gyutaro: Smells like a whole foods & works as a babysitter but really just puts on Cocomelon before fucking off to bully kids in Fortnite.
Gyokko: A monster-fucker who became his kink after his application for aquarium janitor got rejected.
Hantengu: Has egg farts 24/7 and blames it on others.
Akaza: Forced to take anger management classes & banned from local magic tournaments for being 'too enthusiastic'.
Douma: Identifies as an unproblematic hetero but is actually just the iceberg that sunk the Titanic.
Kokushibo: Doesn't talk to anybody to hide the fact that he's legally blind & has extreme social anxiety.
Muzan: Desires immortality in order to become the next tumblr sexy man...or the grinch. Whichever comes first.
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I just found your drown buck 2024 tag/spec and can we just talk about that a bit more? Specifically the potential that is a resuscitation scene??? Because you're so right, Eddie going his own brand of ballistic trying to find a way to free Buck (I'm liking the Buck-trapped-in-a-flooeded-room, Eddie-banging-against-walls flavor).
He eventually gets Buck out and there's a throwback "Buck! Can you hear me?" as he's trying to asses the situation before he realizes no... "nonono" (starting compressions) "Not again! You're not doing this to me again, Buck!" Eddie's sopping wet, but we can also make out the tears in his eyes as he's getting more desperate and scared. "C'mon!"
MOUTH TO MOUTH.
Buck sputtering back to life. Eddie suddenly the one drowning in pure RELIEF, his voice even cracking when he encourages Buck to "get it out, that's it, yea. you're okay." And when Buck is able to take his first inhale, that's when Eddie can finally exhale.
Eddie props Buck up so his back is against Eddie's chest and Eddie is holding him close saying those sweet nothings while Buck is catching his breath and starting to get his bearings. Which is ideal because they're both freaked out and the only thing making Buck feel remotely safe is Eddie's arms around him and hearing his voice: "You're okay, I gotcha. I gotcha." And the only thing making Eddie feel remotely okay is holding Buck close to him and hearing him breathe.
YOU GET IT!!!!!!!!!! My main thing with buddie there is the possibilities in desperate CPR. Eddie trying to get to him, finally realizing Buck is unconscious, saying any variation of "you're not doing this to me again", mouth to mouth, Buck waking up and dropping back against Eddie, "it's okay, you're okay, I got you", Eddie pressing his face to Buck's hair as Buck leans against him, both of them breathing heavily because Eddie wasn't breathing either. The possibilities there are SO GOOD. And it's not like they would never do something like that for buddie, I mean, the shooting is right there. And I KNOW Ryan and Oliver could deliver the cpr scene of my dreams. It could be SO GOOD. I need it.
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Removing the vengeance stat since it does basically nothing for me and adding a sanity-esque stat instead 🤭
Technically vengeance did account for how far MC would go for revenge but it didn't really affect anything until the end soooo ✨️
People seeing MC's red glowing eyes in the dark and being terrified is going to be so much worse with a low sanity (so insane) MC 😭
(got the idea from @starlightandetherealshadows hehe 💗 check her IF out! she's very cool!)
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