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𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒔 in which everyone thinks that she’s dating her skating partner, but her actual boyfriend starts to feel a bit insecure about how everyone ships her with her someone who isn’t him.. ౨ৎ ollie x fem!skater!reader
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yourusername in italy for the (very short) break 😚!
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user here before hyun 🥰
user MOTHER IS IN ITALY 😭🙏🏼
user i need to run into her idk !!
user MY GIRL MY GIRL
user she’s so perf
user hyun i hope you know how to fight
→ user real ‼️
hyun_sb182 ❤️❤️
lilymhe so gorg babes
→ yourusername imy ☹️❤️
alex_albon COME TO MY RACE 🤔🤔
→ yourusername maybe.. if I’m not too busy going to other races 😉
→ user omg what does she mean by that
→ user IS SHE DATINg A DRIVER
→ user ew why would you say that.. she’s clearly dating hyun ??? 😭
user she posted this just for me 😂😂🙏🏼🙏🏼 (I’m delusional)
user anyone else find it weird how ppl are saying they’re dating when yn is 18 and hyun is like 22 😭???
→ user RIGHT and they met when she was like 16 and he was 20 .. WEIRD!
→ user fr plus i see them more as siblings ..
YN 🐻❄️🤍
HI OLLIE
i hope you’re not bothered by all those stupid ppl who think I’m dating hyun 😞
OLLIE 🐻❤️
HI YN 💕
it’s fine, i mean it kinda makes me sad but theres nothing we can really do about it
YN 🐻❄️🤍
i’m sorry ollie :(
i can tell my pr to handle this ???
OLLIE 🐻❤️
no no it’s fine!
YN 🐻❄️🤍
are u sure???
OLLIE 🐻❤️
yes I’m sure :)
anyways, getting rid of that topic
are you coming to my race ???
YN 🐻❄️🤍
well yeah duh
why else would I be in Italy
OLLIE 🐻❤️
to be in italy ?
YN 🐻❄️🤍
why would I be in italy just to be in italy
when my bfs race is happening the week i have off
OLLIE 🐻❤️
yeah you have a point
this is the first race of mine you’re going to 😁😁
YN 🐻❄️🤍
i knoww I’m so excited :)
OLLIE 🐻❤️
i’ll win this race just for you 🍀
♡ yn loved “ i’ll win this race just for you 🍀 ”
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yourusername thanks prema_team for letting me hang with you guys!!! and congratulations to ollie for winning 😄😄! super nice hanging out with jak too! (It was just an amazing experience in general, thank you ❤️)
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user was hyun there too???
→ user girl stfu she can go places by herself 😐
user my two worlds colliding
user wait why is that jak guy kinda …. I’m gonna start watching f2 for him fr 🫣
user jak, yn, & ollie is a crazy trio i hope we see more of them 🙏🏼
user AWW OLLIE LOOKS ADORABLE IN THE 4TH PIC
→ user ollie in the third pic “ 🧍♂️”
user i smell a new ship
→ user stop shipping a girl with a whole ass bf. 😭
→ user she literally never confirmed if shes dating hyun lol
jakcrawford_ i kinda look dumb in the last pic
→ yourusername tbf it was very early in the morning
olliebearman fun hanging with you! 😀
→ yourusername i agree!
alex_albon so are u coming to my race or not .. cause you obviously have time now 🙄
→ yourusername 👍🏻
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OLLIE 🐻❤️
just saw your story
you hang out with him alot don’t you ?
YN 🐻❄️🤍
well i mean yeah? he’s my partner..
don’t be mad ollie ..
OLLIE 🐻❤️
no I’m not mad at you
i could never be mad at you
i just feel like
kinda insecure
like everyone thinks you guys are so amazing together
and that you guys like belong.. I dunno it’s stupid, sorry
YN 🐻❄️🤍
don’t apologize oliver
you’re feelings are 100% valid and I’M sorry
that you feel that way :(
and I hope you know I don’t see hyun in that way,
he’s more of an older brother to me! i promise u :)
OLLIE 🐻❤️
i love you 💕
YN 🐻❄️🤍
i love you more 💘
YN 🐻❄️🤍
OLIVER
U DIDNT
OMG
UR IN KOREA
SHUT UP OH MY GOD
I HATE U
WHY DIDNT U TELL ME
OLLIE 🐻❤️
it was supposed to be a surprise
twitter ruined my surprise 😔
YN 🐻❄️🤍
dw ollie!! i’ll act super duper surprised when i see u
OLLIE 🐻❤️
thank you 😊💕
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user SERVING CUNT PER USUAL
user mother is ALWAYS mothering
user this performance was so good i shed so many tears 😢
user EVERYTHING ABT HER IS PERFECT 🫡
user ON MY KNEES IM BARKING
lilymhe this performance was so AMAZING
→ yourusername THANK YOU BABES 😭😭❤️❤️
jakcrawford_ ABSOLUTE FIRE
→ yourusername THANKS BFF !
olliebearman such a lovely performance, it was so amazing seeing it live 💕
→ yourusername thank you ollie 🥹💕
→ user i just dropped to my knees.
→ user THE HEARTS LORDDDD
→ user how do you feel now ynhyun nation 🤣🤣
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olliebearman you’ll always be my person, i love you yn 🤍
original: yeah, how do you feel ynhyun nation? sorry i ruined your little ship but i’ve been dating her for a year now! I love you, yn 🤍
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user THE CAPTION IS FOUL.
→ user he changed it 😕
user bud didn’t come to play
→ user bud did not let the rumors slide
user the rumors are terrible and cruel but honey most of them are true 🎶
→ olliebearman only the rumors abt me dating yn are true
user we lost ynhyun . CAUSE OF A WHITE BOY
→ user get out. hyun aint stand a CHANCE!
user SCREAMING SOBBING THROWING UP
user WE WON HELLO?????
user long story short i survived the ynhyun allegations
user i knew them ynhyun mfos were delusional
user MY PARENTS YESSIR
user these pictures are so CUTE IM THROWING UP
lilymhe took you long enough
→ jakcrawford_ right like i couldn’t pretend like i just met yn anymore.. like dawg we’ve been friends for months now 🤨
→ yourusername LMFAOO IM SORRY JAK
yourusername the caption sir…… 🤨 you should PROBABLY CHANGE IT ! don’t want ur pr to hate me
→ olliebearman yes ma’am
yourusername THIS IS SO CUTE I LOVE YOU
→ olliebearman I LOVE YOU TOO 🤍🤍
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yourusername yeah as if I would ever date a scrawny white boy..
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user HIS LEGS ARE SO LONG WHAT THE HELL
→ olliebearman no cause fr why are my legs that long
user IS THE CAPTION OFF THAT ONE TWEET YN..
→ yourusername idk what ur talking abt!
user AUAAAGAHAKXXS IM CRYING
user sweetest + funniest couple ever
olliebearman so u can have an unhinged caption but i cant 🤨
→ yourusername that’s different oliver.
olliebearman we’re so couple goals 😋
→ yourusername so true babe
olliebearman ynollie forever
hyun_sb182 incredibly happy for you two ❤️
→ hyun_sb182 also i am not attracted to her, I have a girlfriend and I see yn as a younger sister …
→ yourusername thank you hyun!!!
౨ৎ helloo! this is a re upload from my old blog <3 sorry for not posting anything, but i will b posting just old stuff from my old blog while i work on the new stuff 🤫🤫 BE READY FOR A CHARLES SMAU SOON 🤓🤓 also dulce hotline waaaah
@moneygramhaas hai bff ౨ৎ
#𓇼 landitolover#꩜ my writings#formula two#f2#ollie bearman#ollie bearman x reader#ollie bearman x you#f1#jak crawford#female reader#smau
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I recently am now looking through the mha fandom for the first time and discovered your blog. Looking through your posts and analysis you seem like you’re quite knowledgeable about Horikoshi’s writing or him in general and are confident about the potential of bkdk being canon. In fact, quickly looking through the bkdk tags, a lot people on here are quite confident about the relationship, whether viewing it platonic or romantic. Now I kinda expected that, as a bkdk shipper as well, but I became confused when I found alot of people implying that Horikoshi “ships” bkdk or encourages it. For the longest time I’ve only ever consumed the anime and never really knew what’s been going on in the fandom. So I don’t know much about Horikoshi, but I swear I heard way back about him not liking the ship bkdk and deliberately implying the relationship between Izuku and Uruaka. The questions I’m getting at here is, what makes you think that Horikoshi wants bkdk to be canon and is there any hints about it outside of the main anime/manga that supports that? I acknowledge how it’s hinted at that bkdk heavily “need each other” or something like that in the anime/manga, I just always thought it was always going to be platonic and that Izuku and Uruaka will be end game. Maybe it is that and everyone is just joking about Horikoshi, idk I’m confused and lost lol.
Okay what you're asking for is a little strange, because Hori's storytelling really does speak for itself, his heart shows up the most in his writing of bkdk, but here goes…!
In regards to Hori’s feelings about them, hmm I’m going to get there one day soon(tm), but I’ll give you two examples outside the manga that show bkdk are important to him and why Hori is a bkdk like us.
First is when an interviewer was asking about Kirishima saving Katsuki and Hori responded to him with a sentiment that sounded a lot like “actually the takeaway from this scene was bkdk. that it was a bittersweet moment because Izuku couldn’t be the one to take his hand… but the decision was made." He really deflected the topic away from Kirishima and pointed at bkdk "Look at them instead".
Showing importance of that decision to bkdk’s development because THEY are what’s most important to the series, not any of their relationships with the main side characters. (And then we got the parallel to this where Katsuki feels he didn’t have what it took to take Izuku’s hand during the Deku retrieval arc. Regrets, regrets, regrets... everywhere. Now Katsuki is dead and Izuku "still hasn't told him ____")
My second example is something I bring up on twitter a bit, but that's only because it's so validating.
So you know when Katsuki died, every bkdk was crying and/or freaking out, right? Back then the mood was… “How is Izuku going to react to this?” And in a lot of bkdk’s hearts, we imagined Izuku kneeling at Katsuki’s side, embracing him, possibly acting very protectively over his body. People drew fanart of this.
I also had this kind of vision of him... but back then, MANY of us did.
But for the most part, we knew it wouldn’t be practical in the middle of a fight setting and then come January, Horikoshi showed us he felt the exact same way as us about them with his Volume 37 cover “illustration.” It was like a brainworm image of Izuku and Katsuki he couldn't get out of his head unless he drew it for the cover, something he felt bkdk deserved, but he couldn't give it to them in the manga because of the unrealism and impracticality of it happening mid-fight.
What I’m saying is: when Katsuki died, all bkdks dreamed of Izuku holding him close and/or protecting him and Horikoshi turned that collective vision, that many of us felt in our hearts, into a freaking volume cover.
As bkdks, we have this idea in our heads of these characters; what motivates them, what or who are important to them, because this far along the story, these characters are basically writing themselves. And by him and us connecting on this feeling Izuku has with Katsuki, Hori is confirming the way we see Izuku and the importance of his intense love for Katsuki as "the correct version" of Izuku that also exists in HIS mind, and he showed his hand to us of him being the biggest bkdk out of all of us. He quite literally is our King of BkDk.
The reveal of this cover is the moment I knew, without a doubt, that Hori was one of us. And that's not even factoring in that Edgeshot quote. Even that is a whole thing in itself to unpack, which I've done multiple times already.
If Hori's chosen composition and overall mood for this cover weren't already damning enough evidence for his love of bkdk and intent on making them canon, the other thing of note is that the red fingers in their background are HEAVILY inspired by Berserk.
When I saw it, I got flashbacks of the eclipse, and the hand that lifted Griffith out of Guts' reach. It also turns out there was a very similar "lovers" pose between Guts and Casca for that eclipse content. And then there are all of those Spider-Man death embraces with Gwen Stacy.
The inspirations for this volume 37 for the hero comic-loving Horikoshi are quite clear: Izuku is embracing his future lover.
#bkdk#bkdk canon#bakudeku#dkbk#kana writes#asks#btw anon hori hasn't said anything about izuocha being romantic himself - izuochas like to make up a lot of unsubstantiated claims#it's probably something like that
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SHIPPING INFO // Answer the following for your muse(s) so people know how shipping works on your blog.
REPOST. Don’t reblog.
[long post so under a cut it goes]
What’s your OTP for your Muse(s)?
Ummmmm technically all my pairings are OTP's in their own way. Idk the closest is maybe his potential canon partner/wife Delainey and even then I'm still writing and figuring that out.
I think ships with @moonrevolutions @siiinfully (Harper) @dethdvncer @brooklynislandgirl @smolcuriouskitten and @hunting-songs had a big influence on how I write his romantic headcanons honestly.
What are you willing to RP when it comes to shipping?
Nonmonogamous things are cool, platonic things, romantic things. I’m pretty game for most things. noncon and abusive stuff clearly not for me. i work a 9 to 5 i hate, i'm trying to have fun and vibe. Maybe the occasional toxic ship but Chris is a very tired dude and doesn't have time for another toxic ting.
How large does the age gap have to be to make it uncomfortable?
Are you selective when shipping?
Half and half? Like Chris is easy to ship with but by the same token it also makes tough to ship with? Like he's such a nice easy going guy that he can work with alot of people. But at the same time, he's not always going to go for just anyone. I think it depends on the chemistry of the muses and their dynamic with Chris.
How far do steamy moments have to go before they’re considered NSFW?
Usually when clothes start getting removed and Chris is begging for more of his partner I usally slap on a read more or move it to the ol smut blog.
Who are other muses you ship your muse with?
-I have a few shippy ships
- familial - @escapedartgeek , @the27percent @everyoneismytoy @smolcuriouskitten (Rocky) @tarnishedhalo
-platonic - @pyrokineticwarrior @weregonnagetyou @temporalobjects (Pinky) @awkwardcourage @gretaphasmatosmartin
-romantic - @brooklynislandgirl @hunting-songs @siiinfully @moonrevolutions (its still in the beginning courting/crush stage) @smolcuriouskitten (Ren) @jelloandbeer @temporalobjects (Eshu) @werspinna (technically FWB/casual but there's that hint of more) @illbringthechaosmagic @ofdemonessence and Chris's potential vampire wife Delainey
Does one have to ask to ship with you?,
Not exactly ask but having some form of interaction between our muses would help. Even if it's just a introduction that works or if you reach out, I'm down to clown and figure out their love story.
How often do you like to ship?
Alot more than I thought. I was anxious to ship when I came back cause I did'nt want Chris to fall into any weird shipping things (fetishizing, trying to infantilized my boy, or just weird dynamics) and I haven't written a ship for a while. But now that I'm here, I have a solid list of ships for the young Luna.
Are you multiship?
Yep yep.
Are you ship obsessed or ship more-or-less?
Ship more or less? Idk, I love me a good ship with nice dynamics (friends to lovers, childhood friends with a crush, opposites attract and I love the figuring things out deal I have with a few ships)
What is your favorite ship in your current fandom?
None?
Finally, how does one ship with you?
Hit ya boy up if you see a thing. Write with me and Chris to get a little chemistry going and we'll go from there.
Tagged by: stole it from the homie @escapedartgeek
Tagging: steal the ting.
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Weekly Tag Wednesday!!
Thank you pocket friends for tagging me! @mybrainismelted @such-a-barbarian @skylerwinchester @jrooc @lingy910y @dynamic-power @juliakayyy
1. which character from any media would you like to have as a father? Jack from This is Us. I need to rewatch but from what I remember, I think I'd like him as a dad. (Even though he dies when they're still kids)
2. if money, laws, time, and effort were no object, what animal would you want to have? A big cat. Either a tiger or lion.
3. what is your Chinese takeout order? Usually something very basic like sesame chicken. Usually with lo mein unless I actually like the fried rice from the place.
4. what's your favorite emoji? I’m currently very into 🫠 and 😂
5. would you rather have a library, greenhouse, or home theater in your house? Yes.
6. what childhood tv show do you think of the most fondly? Ohh so many. I loved Arthur, The Berenstain Bears, Reading Rainbow, Liberty Kids... to name a few.
7. what was your tumblr like when you first joined? Oof that was so long ago lol. My Tumblr is basically a synopsis of my obsessions and interests throughout the years but is also full of random shit that I choose to reblog. I think that I'm alot more active and interactive with people now though.
8. what clothing style do you love but don't feel compelled to replicate yourself? Eh I don't really pay attention to clothing styles tbh.
9. if you were plopped into a fictional world, which one would you know the layout of the best? Mmm since I'm currently watching it, Bob's Burgers. Or SpongeBob. With a refresher, I think I'd do pretty good around Hogwarts too. Also maybe BOTW.
10. what is your favorite piece of art? I seriously considered putting a picture of Noel and Cam for this because I think that they are both gorgeous pieces of art but I won't. I don't have an answer to this though so...
11. do you have a water bottle? what does it look like? I have a few actually that I switch out. I usually always have one for home and one that I take and use at work though.
12. what fanfic trope is a quiet fave? Probably slow burn.
13. do you carry a daily bag? what does it look like? what's the weirdest thing in it? A basic crossbody bag. Uhh idk how weird it is but I have crystals in it that I carry with me.
14. if you had to ship Mickey with another Gallagher, who would it be? Probably Carl because they’d be absolutely ridiculous together.
15. what is a fanfic trope you didn't expect to like and then very much did? I don't normally venture outside of my normal tropes (canon compliant, smut, fluff and angst) but I am currently reading LRPD for fic club and I am so glad that I am. It has been SO good so far and I'm upset that I don't have as much free time as I used to have to read more but I'm making my way through it. So alternate first meeting? Slow burn? Whatever trope LRPD is - that.
16. Do you think s11 Mickey can still carry s11 Ian? I don't think so but I think that Mickey has tried. (I just thought of something so fucking sad about Ian being in a downswing and Mickey tries to carry him to bed but he realizes that he can't anymore and he gets mad at himself because he feels helpless. Fuck 😥)
17. who got custody of the killing bat when they sold the house? First person that I thought of was Carl but idk if that fits him anymore since he's a cop now. Ohh but I'll stick to that. It's not really used anymore though he just has it hanging up at the Alibi as more of an ode to his childhood and the Southside.
Super late but tagging a few peeps: @gallabitch73 @depressedstressedlemonzest @softmick and @jademickian unless you've already done it or don't want to - if so then here's a kitty for you 🐈 😊
#fuck me i was damn near done then this app crashed so i had to re-do this whole thing#im lowkey pissed. i took time to add a little razzle dazzle to my formatting but now im over it.#🙄🙄🙄#tag game#weekly tag Wednesday#about me
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yo hey logang member here
just wanted to lyk i actually dont care if you dislike logan, i have characters i dislike too like thats ok i just feel like this all turned into petty drama that wasnt needed 😭 i disagree with some stuff you said (like that one comment about understanding how logans parents didnt want him) but i guess i just wanted to clarify i myself dont have any true ill intent towards you i just think this whole situation is kinda stupid and wanted to clarify that so have a nice day ig- i blocked immediately because i didnt want to see more drama but here i am lmaoo
i personally like logan because he contributes to the group, keeps a level head in tough situations(like standing up for barons other victim) and can make a decision under alot of pressure (like shooting the phantom) and i think he has alot of potential but feel free to debate
hi , idk what happened but the logang has started interacting with me again. did someone make a post or did y’all js get curious? I genuinely wanna know 😣 but you guys are welcomed here !!
um but yeah I agree. thing is I never started this account to troll or start drama/discourse. the account was so that I could separate my main and sbg content and it’d be more organized. I had been posting Logan hate before hand, and a lot of ppl found my posts funny/agreed so I just continued it here. you guys just got rlly mad for no reason. I get that some of the jokes I made were a little harsh, but at the end of the day it was never that serious. I do apologize if I stressed anyone out, but this whole thing is so silly. I’m use to bigger fandoms being more aggressive, and even the sbg TikTok fandom is pretty blunt, so I didn’t think you guys would take my jokes so personally. but you live and you learn.
also I appreciate you being so kind! I understand that many ppl just blocked me bc they didn’t want to waste their energy on smth silly / js assumed it was bait content. which is totally fair! like I’ve said in other posts, I have no ill will towards anybody I’ve interacted with, regardless of how the conversation we had went down. If I’ve said smth that’s upset you, my dms are always open to chat or js tag me in a post/comment and I’ll talk with you. Sometimes I can be a bit rude, but I promise it’s not personal at all. The only person I hate is Logan fields. Not you guys. Even if your a logang member (funny y’all took a liking to that name btw 😭).
I will continue to post Logan slander, and I can’t promise that I’ll tone my content down all the way, so if that’s not for you then you’re welcomed to block me or the Logan hate tag. I use like the same 4 Logan hate tags so it’s not gonna be a sneak attack. Also even though I post logan hate, I AM ALWAYS OPEN TO DEBATING. I’m very open-minded and will change my opinion if you make a good point that I can’t refute. I just have not run into anyone who could do that yet.
okay now for the fun stuff. You said you like Logan because he contributes to the group, but I disagree. I feel like Logan has contributed least to the group. When you say “he keeps level-headed”, I feel the opposite. Logan is very shy and timid, and he gets scared very easily. Logan is very easy to persuade and intimate, which is why he got bullied in the first place. Although he stood up to Barron, he wasn’t level headed at all. He was clouded with rage (which in part has to do with the phantoms) but shows he cannot control his emotions well. In many offical arts + earlier chapters, Logan is seen crying / hesitating constantly. Yes he has a reason to be terrified, but you cannot say he is level headed. Especially compared to everyone else. I’m not sure how I feel about him being able to make decisions under pressure. I think Logan is good at analyzing situations. Thats why he was able to come up with multiple theories about the phantom world. But I feel like in order to say he makes good decisions under pressure, he’d have to actually put these decisions into action. Logan is still very hesitant though and I don’t want to base his character off of one scene, especially because I’ve talked about why I feel like that scene was a cover up and not genuine. Most of the time Logan follows the instructions and commands of others. He actually buckles under pressure imo. like when they were fighting before getting the car, Logan would’ve never mentioned he was scared if Tyler had not spoken first. He would’ve just followed everyone else due to peer pressure. Logan always acts second. I honestly believe if he had saw Aiden on the roof he would’ve never even considered using his gun because he avoids situations that have a lot of pressure and responsibility. So no, I don’t believe Logan makes good decisions under pressure. Again that’s just my opinion and I’m down to talk about it more! but if you do want to debate pls js reblog this or put another ask in bc the comment word limit is so annoying 😭
#sbg#school bus graveyard webtoon#logan hate#i hate logan fields.#logan slander#school bus graveyard#schoolbus graveyard#sbg (webtoon)#fuck logan#logan fields#pls keep asking me questions guys I love talking 🙏
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15 Questions
Thanks for tagging me @neonponders love ya 🖤
Are you named after anyone?
Not that I am aware of. Name means…boy or ancestor of man or something along those lines
When was the last time you cried?
Broke up with my partner like two weeks ago, I cried during that. It sucked, haven’t cried since though been too busy. I get close everyday though 🫠
Do you have kids?
Nope
Do you use sarcasm?
I’m Australian its a big part of how english works socioculturally over here,so…ya (I’m sorry @neonponders I am the red flag 😔)
What is the first thing you notice about someone?
Intensity, either in expression or body language. People who are super intense or major extraverts overwhelm me and I’d rather avoid having that interaction at all and not walk away exhausted or questioning my life after being verbally run over.
What is your eye color?
Blue. Painfully blue. Annoyingly blue. A friend at a halloween party said to me “Man I can’t look you in the eyes they’re so intense” Alot of my friends don’t lmao. Still figuring out what to say when people compliment them. My go to rn is to go “oh these?” and pretend to pull them outta my head.
Scary movies or happy endings?
Scary movies scary moviessss! I love horror films so much. They have so much range in them and the creativity needed to target that fear response within people can range from genuine to bizarre. Ohhh and if they miss the scary mark they just become the funniest shitpost ever. Love em!
Any special talents?
Anything that is considered a talent is probably something I’ve cultivated from a young age so nah
Where were you born?
Australia. I wont be more specific lmao
What are your hobbies?
Drawing, reading, hiking, climbing, surfing, lifting, cooking, piano and guitar, making a million playlists. I also paint murals in the local abandoned dam for fun if I get a free moment
Do you have any pets?
Two budgies! Zico and Ravi. They’re sweethearts
What sports do you play/have played?
I used to be in martial arts, state swimming and soccer stacked with a couple of the things above. Then I had nothing for a while due to medical complications that ruined the rest of my teen years. Now its just bush hiking and surfing. I love solo stuff
How tall are you?
5’8 I think (172ish?)
Favorite subject in school?
Art. Easy. It was the break from the hell that was all the academics. I also enjoyed english and history but mostly coz I slept in the afternoon classes and no one bothered me.
Dream job?
Studio director. Would be dope to run a studio of my own/with my friends. Stuffs kinda happening right now thats gently pushing me in that direction. Idk big dreams and I’m just riding whatever comes my way right now.
Anyone wants to do this just tag me! no pressure on people tagged to do:
@paaansy @prettyboybillyhargrove @bigdumbbambieyes @ihni
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Hrrrmmm hi, dont be in a rush to answer this but— I need a bit of help with my story. It’s changed, really like a lot. I think I like where I’m going with this but also I’m maybe a bit stuck I think.
Idk it might also be me comparing it to other stories out there and then thinking poorly of my idea ☠️
Hi hello thank you so much for the understanding I am here now. I'm sorry to inform you I've been neglecting asks on this blog, I don't know how old this ask is so, I'm tentatively leaving my response here and I'll let you come in and tell me if you're still in the same situation as of the time of sending this to me originally! Do tell me more details on what exactly you'd need help with, I need specifics to help out with something as broad as "The whole story" (Especially with you saying it's changed alot? 👀)
I'll say upfront to your concerns: Don't compare or measure your stories to other people's! Remember, it's not "That cake is way better than mine", it's "Wow two different kinds of cakes!"
Also unless you're a professional or really aiming for some specific type of story or impact (the latter is still very flexible if you're just an ordinary person doing this for fun) - don't worry about the quality of your work, worry about whether you like working on it! Remember why you do this, I know it's easy to compare to others especially with how social media is these days, and everyone cropping and smoothing every little crooked detail off their work to make something as polished and mass appealing as possible. I encourage you to step away from social media if it's making you feel like you need to do your art or writing a certain way for it to matter. It already matters! It's value is in what it means to you! Don't lose sight of that. Your hobbies aren't supposed to be something you stress over all the time.
As for your other question about how to bring realness to characters, I'll try to tackle that in another post! Keep your eyes open, I'll try to tag you in it if possible (my memory can be bad with remembering blog names, I recognize you visually ^^")
All the best buddy! Have faith in your own story, you're the one making it! If you don't feel like making something, just don't, and vice versa! So long as you keep an eye out for unchecked biases and harmful viewpoints you should be good, not everything will be perfect regardless of how much you try and that is normal and acceptable.
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KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER.
REPOST DO NOT REBLOG !!
NAME: xander
PRONOUNS: any pronouns.
PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION: discord!
NAME OF MUSE(s): dante esposito / grisler
EXPERIENCE/HOW LONG (MONTHS / YEARS?): i started rping on deviantart in 2011, before switching to the tumblr rp scene in 2012... meaning ive been in the rpcom for 10 years now. sad.
BEST EXPERIENCE: call me toxic or whatever one time i made an rp blog under an alias and just wrote with people from the tags outside of my circle at the time and honestly it was the most fun ive ever had on this website
RP PET PEEVES/DEALBREAKERS:
i’m starting to get more and more disillusioned with tumblr speak/dashboard commentary because most times its not worth stressing over tbh. the only times i actively care is if genuinely dangerous shit is happening. also i find alot of it is just glaringly inauthentic to begin with so
don’t really dig entitled behaviour, rubs me the wrong way
bad communicators / people that always need to be right about everything like damn bitch chill! its never that serious
MUSE PREFERENCES FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT: i tend to write lots of angst because miserable shit is just easier to dig up than the other two. i don’t really like writing nsfw often but this muse right here is very much a promiscuous little freak let me tell ya ! fluff stuff is cute in like bite sized amounts but happy stuff actively makes me cringe so
PLOTS OR MEMES: i am honestly terrible at both sorry idk i dont know how to balance shit in my head. need to get better at like plotting shit long term without feeling like im in a fixed contract :sob: as for memes i like them but sometimes i think the rpc forgets alot of times theres just nothing u can do with the memes they reblog. like what taylor swift lyric would my muse casually say in regular conversation. please be serious
about me and memes: alot of time i don’t send them in because i don’t want to intrude tbh KSNJSDND like memes feels like a minimum effort = maximum return type deal. ill only send like multiple in if we’re friends but if we’re moots i might send in one in once in a while
LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: honestly idk. i like short replies because its easier for my attention span but also i look at long threads and im like woah. i want to do that so idk
BEST TIME TO WRITE: that cute little 11pm-4am period. do not @ me
ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S): i sort of put in like little things based off my own experiences so i can like ... relate to them. but its never enough to tread on self insert territory because i would never have the gumption to do shit grisler does. but he is religiously traumatized just like me <3
tagged by: stole from an oomf...
tagging: anyone that wants to do this !.
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okay ima put down a list of characters and the vague ideas i have for their powers in my au and y’all are gonna help me come up with their powers, okay?! help me please! (/nf)
also if you don’t know what the tell im talking about with classifications (ex. Bloodline, Boon, Magic Item, Melodic) don’t worry about it! it’s really just what the magic actually DOES that i can’t figure out.
but if you want to learn more, check this post on my magic system, and if you have any other questions you can ask me or check the “scattered fantasy aa au” tag :)
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Franziska - I want her to have Bloodline magic, preferably something in the “”evil”” vein of magic, like a vampire or demon (NOT a Succubus). keep in mind that Manfred will also have a similar powerset.
Susato - probably Spellcasting. of course she can cast all spells, but what kind of thing would she specialize in? the group already has a healer and people that can constitute a more front-liner role, but i can’t see her being exclusivley a ranged caster, since shes good at hand-to-hand combat.
Kazuma - Bloodline but also Magic Item. Karuma is gonna be a magic item ofc, but he doesnt actually have it for most of the story. I want him to have swordy magic but i cant think of what exactly he can do, and also what he can’t do without Karuma.
Clay - probably a Boon of sorts, and maybe a Magic Item too. i wanna have it be related to gravity/planets/space/science, and if he uses his intelligence he can be super powerful.
Trucy - Gramarye Bloodline (duh) and maybe also some Melodic magic from her mother. She’s gonna be the “average” gramarye, so i gotta have it be good but also match her specifically. Bloodline magic naturally is slightly different between each person in it, but most of the things gotta be the same. Definetly want something to with the ‘focus’ ability they have and make it creepy and shit, but also other fun stuff.
Apollo - Bloodline(x2), Magic Item, Melodic. okay yeah he’s clearly my favorite character, but i dont wanna make him super powerful. i’m thinking his bracelet enhances and builds on some of his natural abilities, but completely dampens most of his others. Like, his whole thing is gonna be creepy focus ability with bleeding eyes and shit, but i dont know what it can actually DO. He has an extremely high Melodic potential bc of his parents and his crush, but he doesnt realize it (and even when he does he doesnt care that much).
Athena - maybe Boon or Bloodline? Maybe a Magic Item too? and maybe something to do with electronics/electricity? Oh but she *is* somewhat attuned to Melodic magic bc of her hearing. Other than that i have no idea.
Ron DeLite - no idea on classification on this one. little ideas on actual powers. the group he’s in is already has alot of extremely flashy/loud magic, but i cant decide if i want his powers to be more flashy or more quiet. Maybe he can do both? Maybe he can fuck with sound? illusions?? idk.
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okey that’s all i got for now, but be sure that there will be more to come! if you have any ideas, even if they’re small or you think they’re stupid, i wanna hear them!! literally anything can give me ideas and it makes me very happy :)
#scattered fantasy aa au#ace attorney#the great ace attorney#franziska von karma#susato mikotoba#kazuma asougi#clay terran#trucy wright#apollo justice#athena cykes#ron delite
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𝐓𝐄𝐍 𝐐’𝐒:
1. When are you usually online?
.After work or on weekends if I’m not busy with a friend or family come on around 10am est, and I usually log off around 12-1am
2. What verses are you involved in?
Depends on the person I’m roleplaying with, I tend to keep Desmond his standard self since I only have icons with the tailed hero, but I try to be as flexible as I can. I have a fantasy verse where Des is a Dijinn (genie) and where he loses most of his tail and has to adjust and lastly a villain verse as well.
3. What is your biggest RP pet peeve?
.When a person isn’t frank with me when they either have no ideas or wanna drop an rp or straight up have no muse; I don’t like confronting a person about what’s going on about our rp even if we’re both understanding and through about it. I also hate when I state not to reblog from me unless we’re partners and you plan on leaving a prompt and some stranger I never heard of reblogs a prompt and I gotta go tell them to please read/follow the rules.
Oh or when a muse does their best to get away from Desmond because Desmond is a kind understanding person, and if you’re mean or rude to him, well he’s not gonna wanna hang out with your muse, especially if you’re like racist or call him a freak cause of his tail, obviously he’s gonna just leave.
4. Are you drawn to specific types of muses?
I’m versatile but I like to stick to other fantasy like muses, I don’t bounce off muses that are incredibly overpowered, because Desmond can’t offer help or get to stand on his own feet. So anyone open or is also a super hero Des can bounce off really well!
5. Are there reoccurring themes in your writing that people might not notice?
That’s a tough question, I tend to be pretty frank with my writing, Desmond always mentions, that anyone can be a hero, Mutant struggles, racism, classism, Desmond is always trying to fix the world for the better, even in his villain verse, the theme or changing the world for the better!
6. What are your favourite RP trends?
I don’t really pay attention to threads so, idk, sorry for the boring answer.
7. What is your process for starting a new story with someone?
Well despite my anxiety I like to talk to the person and then if they follow, I’ll follow back and we’ll plan it; I try to be as open and friendly as I’d like to be treated, and some people even appreciate contacting them first.
8. How do you feel about duplicates?
Gee I hope not, Idk why I said gee; anyway there are so many original character ideas out there, I would hope that they would come up with something else creative than a straight copy of my oc.
9. How long have you been involved in roleplaying?
Since 2012 then took a break and came back towards the end of 019 and onwards.
10. Is there a muse or verse you could write in, but haven’t?
I’ve written alot of muses I felt I wasn’t good at in all honesty. Mitsuru from Persona 3, Jolee Bindo from Kotor 1, Darui from Naruto I used to have alot of rp blogs that didn’t pad out cause either the fandom vaporized off the earth or the fandom was a bag of dicks. I stick with Original characters now cause there’s no pressure to write them perfect or be told “you can’t write them, you’re black.” so fuck it. Give me more rep MHA you hacks!
tagged by: @chronicparagon Much obliged.
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0: Height
1: Age
2: Shoe size
3: Do you smoke?
4: Do you drink?
5: Do you take drugs?
6: Age you get mistaken for
7: Have tattoos?
8: Want any tattoos?
9: Got any piercings?
10: Want any piercings?
11: Best friend?
12: Relationship status
13: Biggest turn ons
14: Biggest turn offs
15: Favorite movie
16: I’ll love you if…
17: Someone you miss
18: Most traumatic experience
19: A fact about your personality
20: What I hate most about myself
21: What I love most about myself
22: What I want to be when I get older
23: My relationship with my sibling(s)
24: My relationship with my parent(s)
25: My idea of a perfect date
26: My biggest pet peeves
27: A description of the girl/boy I like
28: A description of the person I dislike the most
29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend
30: What I hate the most about work/school
31: What my last text message says
32: What words upset me the most
33: What words make me feel the best about myself
34: What I find attractive in women
35: What I find attractive in men
36: Where I would like to live
37: One of my insecurities
38: My childhood career choice
39: My favorite ice cream flavor
40: Who I wish I could be
41: Where I want to be right now
42: The last thing I ate
43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately
44: A random fact about anything
ALL OF THEM GO.
also if you want, tag a friend to answer all of them too
AAA-
0. 5 foot 7
1. Minor
2.zero clue
3. No
4. No
5. No
6. I used to get mistaken for a 15/16 y/o when I was 11/12ish. I got asked if I was 20 once.
7. No
8. Maybe (my parents would kill me)
9. Yea, one on each ear lobe
10. I might wanna get more (my parents would kill me)
11. @/the-story-system <3 (idk if I should tag)
12. Single
13. Zero clue
14. Also zero clue
15. Probably Encanto or Coco…Sixth sense was also cool from what I remember
16. Idk who you are anon, I’ll still love you as long as you aren’t an asshole to me or friends
17. Many of my old friends. Also extended family on both sides. And friends I can’t see often irl.
18. Uhh I don’t think I’ve had any traumatic experiences? Like I’ve had shit happen to me ofc but not traumatic so none
19. I will try to make cookies for you. Or a dessert/other food. I love giving people but esp friends food
20. Hate most…maybe the fact I don’t stand up for myself, weaker in that area
21. This random dot (are they called moles in english?) on my forehead. Idk I just think it’s cool.
22. Probably a teacher of sort
23. Pretty good! I love them both despite us being annoying back and forth but yk, siblings will siblings
24. Also generally good! I however have become alot more secretive around them so uh that’s kinda…not done it good
25. Idc where just meeting up irl. Get to talk and go around. I love play dates and being with people
26. Idk if I have one…I guess people being mean for zero reason to go generic
27. I have too many friends HOW CAN I DESCRIBE JUST ONE
28. Orange and blond hair. Was the president or something. Guess who (I don’t personally hate anyone so)
29. To protect myself and them
30. Slugging through the day when only one of my classes has a real good friend group
31. Sent on discord to a group of friends “I never looked into the ending tho…”
32. Anything that relates back to “you should be more feminine because you’re a girl 🥺” or “you’re growing up and becoming a woman!” not that specific emoji just emotion, but holy shit that gets on my nerves. Even back when I didn’t even identify as trans or knew what that was these annoyed me.
33. I love it when I’m called handsome, idk why just make me giddy. Also when friends say they like my art/writing (((:
34. Their swagger (could I even pinpoint one thing?)
35. Their swagger (again, could I even pinpoint one thing?)
36. With a friend in a house. I don’t really care where but would prefer not in the city
37. Majority of my body, just to generalize
38. I wanted to be a business woman at one point
39. I loveee icecream uhm. Probably french vanilla but caramel-swirl esc types are awesome also
40. Boy this is a loaded question uhm. Idk be me but doing better?
41. Not here physically or mentally or any other levels
42. Chocolate icecream
43. Josh Hutcherson…people other than my friend find him objectively hot yes? (I only have that memorized to annoy her with it lol)
44. Dolphins get high on pufferfish, intentionally ramming into them cause their poison only gets dolphins high!
#THERE YOU GO ANON#I ANSWERED ALL IN ONE GO SO HOPEFULLY I DIDNT MAKE MISTAKES#asks#answered ask game
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Hi!! I just wanted to let you know how much the Head Filled with Demons series means to me. My Dad also died a couple years back from COVID and he was a full time caretaker for my terminally ill mother, so when he died I’ve been her caretaker ever since. It was so isolating, I lost all my friends and had to leave college and work because keeping her alive took up my entire day every day. Things are getting better in the regards my Mom is in long term care at a facility because she outgrew what I could do alone, but I just resonate with the story beyond what I ever could have imagined. Every detail is like it cuts through me, not in a triggering way since I’m finally at a point where I’m starting to heal, but in a way that’s validating and kind of helps heal me because it provides a way to relive my experience if I had a support system at the end of it.
O hope this comes off as the compliment I mean it to be!! Your story really spoke to me and I would love to be added to the tag list for the series! If you ever need someone to talk to about your struggles or your parents, idk how much this means coming from a stranger but as someone who has lived the same experience I’ll always be here for you.
Our experience is incredibly unique. Everyone expects their parents to die before them, but never like this. Never before their time, slowly through illness yet still not leaving you any resources or time to prepare. It’s something no one else could ever understand unless they lived it and so if you ever need comfort in someone who understands I’ll always be here to provide that if I can.
My name is Mimi, by the way!! I hope that you have an absolutely beautiful day and I’m going to probably binge some more of your writing :)
Mimi you beautiful angel❤.
First and foremost I am genuinely sorry that you had to experience that grief. Grief in any form whether it be a death or even a disconnect from a parent thats no longer around but still alive just cuts deep. When I lost my father no one explained anything to me.
I was told that you get two weeks to "properly grieve" and then you gotta get back out there. After those 2 weeks passed I remember constantly thinking "What's wrong with me? Why am I still so sad?" After 6 months, it just spiraled from there because I felt so alone. Everyone went back to their lives and I was just sitting here like "How can the world continue being normal when NOTHING is normal anymore?!"
After 2 years and some personal experiences I learned that what I was feeling was normal and worked to be more vulnerable when it comes to those things. I told myself I wanted to share those feelings because I never wanted someone to feel as empty and alone as I did.
It's been almost 10 years since I lost my father and I still miss him. Some days it still hurts just as bad as the day we lost him. Some days I just break and that's ok. All of that is ok.
I hope you know how amazing you are. Not just because you took care of your parents but also because of the strength you had to and still have to utilize everyday when it comes to those responsibilities as well the emotions you have to carry when it comes to everything involving your parents and a society that isnt quiet up to speed when it comes to grief.
Now please forgive me if some of that went off on a tangent or didnt make sense lol because of my PTSD sometimes I struggle to convey what I'm thinking. Writing these fics here has actually helped alot with that and having people on here validate and reiterate that I'm not alone in how I feel or think❤.
I'm always here if you need to talk as well and I appreciate you so much for reading my writings and your compliment.
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The Conqueror (|)
Synopsis: He had conquered everything, anything but your heart.
Pairings: Yandere!King Jungkook x Commoner!servant Reader.
Warnings: yandere, DARK, DARK CONTENT, slavery, reader has depression, suicidal thoughts, anxiety, paranoia, obsession, mature themes and topics ahead.
Disclaimer: proceed with caution, this can be triggering. This is purely fictional and this does not represent bts or jungkook irl. Do not romanticise this.
series masterlist.
note. I just want to say that I’ve worked so hard on this…and just don’t break my heart alright? This is my first work that has a 4k+ word count… this is my baby please, show some love and support! Ahhh I’m so tired. And I feel so nervous too, idk what is up with my tagging problem… i can’t tag people… I’ll try again soon and…. The conqueror is now a series. wanna be tagged? Reply under this post, feedback is very much needed. Share your thoughts! Enjoy! This is loosely edited. TYSM TO @taetaecherub, @rosiekook and @cinnamonspicedreader for beta-ing this for me… they helped me ALOT, tysm guys! 🖤🖤
wc: 4.3k+
taglist: @mageprincess7 @starsggukk @sprinkleoftee @koremis @minshookie29 @cravingforhotchocolate @kookxin @99liners @sana-b @bangtannoonalvg @oonaaurora @jeonsweetpea @sugaslittlekookies @outro-kook @btxteezdotexe @dunixxd @raynom @hersatanicmajestysshit @3greasy-shirt3 @atricksterwithwings @mwitsmejk @earth2koo @kthyg @lunaashes @debicaptain-saturn @laurynne5 @captainsjoongs @myblackconfessions @seokjinkismet @lanalanexpjm @namjooncrabs @shadowmoon21 @kookunot @natalie-rdr @angelicasdre @iwasfuckinginnocentonce @mermaidtea @jeonthighss @foulnightharmony
[my internet is being a pain in the ass]
Header credits: @eerieedits (tysm for making this!!! Check them out please!)
DONT LET THIS FLOP
Lee Dongmin is cha eunwoo’s irl name, he’s the one.
All of the girls along with you, stood with firm postures. You could feel the girl next to you tremble. Her body was shaking like it was standing naked in the harsh breezes of cold weather in the winter. You couldn’t bring yourself to blame her though, your heart was shaking inside your chest, The atmosphere of the big hall was anything but calming, anxiety and fear ran through your veins, God. You wanted nothing more than to escape this large castle, but it seemed like it was impossible. It wasn’t like you hadn’t already tried to, you couldn’t. You failed every single time.
Now all you felt was helplessness.
You did not want to be here. You were taken forcibly against your will, You couldn’t help but look down, at your feet, the view of the pale marble floor blurring as your gaze focused on your feet. Your mind went through the events that changed your life forever in a span of seven days.
The events that brought you here, in the castle of the “great” king.
It was horrifying.
You then, had not known yet that in a few moments you would be experiencing your worst nightmare.
That, your parents and siblings would be killed right in front of your teary eyes. That, you would become a slave of the Jeon Empire. That, you would be standing here, waiting for the head servant to guide you.
“Just like that, girls. Wait. The girl with blonde hair. Stop trembling so much. You shouldn’t tremble like that when serving the emperor. You all need to be very careful and at your best behaviour for the ceremony, it has to be perfect, the emperor will be coming back from the war with victory, the whole empire will celebrate our great king and our victory!”Her tone went from chirpy to scolding in the blink of an eye. You heard the poor girl whimper softly. You couldn’t help but feel angry, you were helpless. You’d wished he’d die in the war.
But nothing ever went your way. You closed your eyes, frustration and hatred was boiling inside your body. Why did it have to be you? Why did you have to survive, why didn’t you just die?
“Hey, you, H/C girl. Look up.” Now, it was your call. “You’ll be the one who’ll be attending to the emperor.”
Your heart stopped as her words registered in your ears. Your eyes quickly looked up to her face, wide like an owls. “Me?” You couldn’t believe this. Just when you thought all of this couldn’t get worse. You watched the head roll her eyes at your question, Oh no you couldn’t.
“Yes, you. What’s your name, girl?” Her tone was dismissive. “Y-Y/N.” You didn’t want to do this. Your fists clenched together at the thought of being in the same room as the cruel merciless monster.
You hated the King. He was the cause of your misery. He was the reason your family was dead, he was the reason you were stuck here, and the funny thing was you didn’t even know what he looked like but you already hated him so much. If only you could kill him. “Y/N, now listen. You will be doing the evening work, you better start training.” She was instructing you, “you’re all dismissed! She hurried. “Go to your duties, you, H/C hair, come with me.”
You wanted to cry. “Hurry, girl. I don’t have all day! There is so much work still left to do!” Her harsh tone made you snap out of your thoughts, as you quickly followed behind her.
There was nothing you could do now, your destiny was sealed, forever.
“Oh lord! There’s still so much left to finish, I have been working non stop for the past five days and there’s still a mountain of work left!” Having trouble concentrating on the dusting, you heard your fellow whine. Her name was Na-Yeon.
She was your companion, the only person that understood you in this big wide castle or at least tried to. “Y/N! Please help me out!!” You looked at her with an amused look in your eyes. “You’re so much faster than me! God… help your friend out! I swear I’ll return your favour!” She pouted, her tone was full of desperation.
You could almost giggle but didn’t. She reminded you of your little sister. Who was now dead.
Fate was cruel. You missed Gaegyeong.
“Okay, na-yeon, just let me finish the dusting then I’ll help you!” Her eyes sparkled with relief.
You wished you could feel it too. “You’re the best! Dear Y/N!” The sound of her giggles filled your ears.
Someone was happy, at least. “Na-Yeon! Stop giggling and get back to work, what if Ms Lee saw you?” You whispered hushly. She only nodded in response as the sound of the laughter died down. You picked up the duster and started once again. “Y/N?” You hummed back. “The ceremony will take place in two days… that means the emperor will be back in two days too… I wonder what he looks like? What do you think? Do you think he’ll be manly looking like a beautiful young man or… old and grumpy with a huge belly?” She laughed, you weren’t finding any of it funny, Her question was harmless but you felt a bubble of irritation erupt inside of your stomach at the mention of the damned emperor.
“I mean… the tales of his cruelty are so infamous around Busan… I wonder if they’re actually true… I wonder if he’s actually a monster? Like the people say?” You only gripped on the duster tighter, trying your best to calm down. Her words were pissing you off.
What did she mean by that? He was a monster. There was no doubt, his own people hated him,
They were terrified of him. “I don’t think that it’s true… I don't know… how can one be so hated by his own people?” She continued. “I think that it’s all gossip! To be honest with you. What do you say?” She nudged you on your shoulder. You closed your eyes and inhaled a deep breath in, you didn’t want to snap at your innocent friend. “Y/N? Are you listening to me?”
“Na-Yeon! I don’t care. Can we please concentrate on our work?” That came out to be harsher than you had intended it to but you couldn’t tolerate listening about him any longer.
He ruined your life. He was a killer, his men were killers, he had your family’s blood on his hands.
You hated him.
“O-Okay..” immediately the feeling of guilt took over you, washing away your burning irritation. “Sorry, Na-Yeon… please forgive me… I just… miss my family, that's all.” You were avoiding eye contact… Salty tears glossing over your eyes as you quickly blinked them away.
They were innocent. You were innocent. “I-I’m sorry. I-I need some fresh air.” You hated to be seen vulnerable, Not bothering to wait for her reply, you walked away with one hand hovering over your mouth.
Crying was the only thing written in your fate.
The palace was gigantic. Despite being here for almost more than a week, you still were unable to navigate your way through it. Many halls and rooms passed by as you walked down the narrow large hallway, until you finally spotted the Garden. Your feet walked you inside of it and the different variety of colours almost made your eyes sting.
It was magnificent.
Your feet were starting to move on their own, taking you closer to it, the sane part of your brain was telling- no it was screaming at you to go back, Were you even allowed to be here? But the pretty flowers were telling your brain to shut up, you could feel your heart thump as you saw your favourite one, You loved flowers, back when you used to be home- you stopped yourself.
You didn’t want to remember all of the happy moments, because now, they were only memories.
You carefully touched the Snowdrop, your most favourite one. Your family used to associate you with it, it symbolises purity, innocence and sympathy.
Just like you.
“Excuse me, miss?” A voice pulled you out of your thoughts, Your hands quickly freed the flower from your grip as you turned your head around, the voice belonged to a man. “What are you doing here, in the royal garden?”
You saw the man with wide eyes, who was he and what was he going to do to you? “W-Who are you?!?”You sounded horrified. You never saw him here before. He stared at you with equally confused eyes, Letting out a deep breath, You stutter.
Your heart was feeling restless already. Was he one of the royal guards? were you going to be punished?
What was going to happen to you now?
“I’m the royal gardener! Lee Dongmin! Who are you? Miss?” He looked up and down at you.
Relief washed over you. He looked harmless, and friendly. His eyes held a gentle light in them.
“I-I’m Y/N.. a new servant in the palace.” You looked down at your feet.
“Oh yes, I almost guessed it from your attire!” Your cheeks filled with heat at his words. “Well, what were you doing here, miss Y/N?” Your eyes looked up at him, You saw him smile softly, almost in a teasing manner. “Were you planning on stealing some of the flowers?” You almost yelped in response, you were not a thief! “N-No of c-course n-not! I-I swear! I-I was just out to get some fresh air into my system.. I am not feeling very well today..” why were you stuttering, you didn’t know. You looked into his eyes.
Your heart fluttered unexpectedly.
He was really beautiful, his eyes were brown and round like the moon of the night, his complexion was almost as pale as milk, his nose was straight like it was sculpted by God himself, his lips were pink and plump.
He looked like a royal prince. The only difference was that he wasn’t. He was like you.
You were glad that he did not turn out to be a royal. You hated them. “Take a deep breath, my lady. I was just being funny. You don’t look like a thief to me. You look as innocent as a lamb, actually.” He laughed. If it was possible, you felt the skin of your cheeks tighten more. “So, what is your favourite flower? Do you like flowers?” Dongmin, the handsome gardener smiled once more, showing off his pearly whites.
“Yes. I adore flowers, my favourite is the snowdrop, for many reasons..” your voice came out soft and small, you weren’t sure if he heard you. “Hmm, the snowdrop is pretty… like you…” he passed you a quick smile, although you couldn’t catch on what he muttered so quietly.
“Sorry? I couldn’t hear you? What did you say? Sir?” You asked him, his eyes crinkled as he gave you a bright smile. “Oh no, I said nothing, miss. It’s getting dark you should go back inside”
Oh, right. It was almost dawn. “Oh yes…. Goodbye mr lee,”
You needed to go back, before anyone noticed your disappearance. “Until we meet again, miss Y/N.”
You turned around to see him, a soft smile played on your lips, as you blinked your eyes at him.
He smiled knowingly.
Today was the dreaded day.
The day the king returns back to his throne. The day he comes back to busan, to his empire. The thought of it had kept you up all night.
You dreaded this day and it has come.
Now, countless days full of agony start for you, especially tonight. “Come on time to wake up, girls! Hurry! Don’t be lazy, todays the day!” The sound of loud clapping along with a high pitched voice awakened your sleepy senses. “You, Y/N? Come on! Get dressed quickly, you’ll be going into the culinary.”
Your heart sank inside your chest, you wished she’d forget and assign someone else! but doom was written in your fate. “I don’t have all day, girl!”
Did she only know one sentence? You looked up at her as you got up from your hard cold mattress, your legs were giving out already. But you didn’t regret helping Na-Yeon out.
This is what you get for not getting a wink of sleep last night. Poor you, you pitied yourself so much. “I-I’m coming.” You replied, your throat wasn’t cooperating with you. Maybe it was hoarse from all of the silent crying you did last night. “Good, be as quick as a horse.” She rolled her eyes at you, while she walked away.
What an arrogant woman.
Your hair was open, you sighed as you combed it back with your fingers. Today was going to be a long day.
“Oh my god… the king comes back after four winters…. No one knows what he looks like. I can’t help but think about how he looks… my heart’s saying that he’ll be a handsome man… and young.” The other one nodded.
“He was crowned king under mysterious circumstances so no one but the officials know his age and face… I can’t wait for tonight,” one girl gossiped with her friend, you rolled your eyes at their meaningless excitement. “I hope he will choose his concubines tonight too…” The other girl blushed furiously, you mentally scoffed at them. What kind of dreams were they seeing in their sleep?
Delusions were never good for anyone.
“You don’t know that yet? What if he has a wife, a queen already?” The first girl had a point, sort of, honestly you felt pity for his queen. She was even more doomed than you. “So? It’s a tradition that a king must have concubines? The more children he’ll have, the stronger he’ll become.”
God, what were you doing here wasting your time? “I heard that he'll choose the ones himself. It’s the special custom of the empire.” You really needed to leave.
After putting your hair in a ponytail, you composed yourself, as you left your quarters.
Today was going to be hard to get through.
But for now, you needed to go and start your duty, survival was now what you needed.
Your choice was survival, at any cost.
Now, it was time. Dawn had arrived.
The sound of panicked chatter was all you could hear, your body was aching with pain, your eyes were droopy, your mind was half conscious.
Wake up Y/N wake up!
You chanted to yourself as the Naemyeongbu fell into a wave of silence once the senior lady spoke. “Shut it girls! the eunuch just reported our king's arrival in the castle, keep your heads low the whole time when the king comes, do not dare to spare a glance at him. Don’t look him in the eyes, keep your eyes on the ground, got that?”
They always had to say the same thing over and over again. It was now buried deep inside of your brain, you wouldn’t even want to look into his eyes. No one would want to look in the devil’s seductive eyes.
And the king was no less than a devil for you.
“Be attentive and bow to him when His majesty makes his entrance here in the Naemyeongbu!” The older court lady kept on talking. “Now, let’s stand straight.” All of the girl’s nodded as they formed a horizontal line. Your hands were on your sides, as you looked down on the ground.
Waiting for the announcement for the king’s arrival, waiting for all of this to get over as soon as it could.
You felt fast footsteps approaching, The large wooden door of the hall opened, silence filled the whole room as the of head guard entered the Naemyeongbu.
Oh no… you know what this indicated, The king had finally arrived.
“Stand attentive, Jusang jeonha 주상 전하 of Jeon Dynasty is entering the Naemyeongbu!”
Time was moving slowly, as soon as those words left the eunuch’s mouth, you were unable to hear anything else. Every noise in the room halted. The pounding of your racing heart echoed within your own ear drums.
The sound of his footsteps were like of the Grim Reapers, Like he was here to take away your soul. The sound of his steps has stopped.
He stood right in front you. His silhouette illuminated in the marble floors. His shadow was dark and tall.
It was like a shift in the universe. As soon as you felt his presence in the large spacious room, you felt unknowingly suffocated.
You could only feel his powerful intimidating presence. His presence reeked of power and dominance. “W-Welcome back, Your majesty!” Her old figure bent down to bow at the unknown King.
She was welcoming her own death with happiness. Her stuttering didn’t go unnoticed by you though. She was just as scared as you,
He was worth fearing.
It was cue for all of you to bow down, you, along with the girls, followed the head servant’s lead. Bowing down to the king.
Your legs were helpless against your fear of him, They shook like you were witnessing a gruesome death of an innocent person.
Your body was shaking unlike before, Then, you felt it.
His gaze felt heavy. He must’ve noticed your trembling form. His eyes were on you.
You could feel his burning gaze. It was like time had gone still. Your heart was praying that it wasn’t you who had his eyes on them, it couldn’t be you.
It shouldn’t be you.
“Who’s that?” You felt a cold shiver run down your spine, your body almost jolted with surprise at his cold rough voice. His voice was deep, like it was used to speaking angrily.
He wasn’t asking about you? Was he? Anxiety along with fear was clouding your mind.
Surpassing the urge to run out of this suffocating place was hard. But somehow, your brain stopped you. Reasoning that it wouldn’t be the smartest move to run off in front of his guards, they would catch you in a heartbeat at his command.
You didn’t dare to look up at him.
“I asked you, who is that H/C lady with the silver badge..” your heart stopped, The size of your eyes widened.
Oh no no no!
He was asking about you.
his tone was directed at you, that made the hairs on your body stand. “O-Oh! t-that’s a new servant? Your majesty…” the woman had her head kept low. You felt his penetrating gaze stop on you. “Raise your head, lady.”
Everyone felt shocked at his sudden unexpected command. But no one could even think about looking up.
Oh you were definitely going to die, either from his sharp sword or from suffering a heart attack,
You were going to die. “Raise your head up, lady.”
Was he already getting angry at you? His rough tone was laced with irritation, your stomach was churning with anxiety, you had to obey him.
Gathering the little ounces of courage that you weren’t even sure were left in you, you slowly looked up. And as soon as you did, your breath got knocked out of your body.
His gaze were intense on you, locked on your figure. His eyes were almost as dark as charcoal, his expression was almost angry, his eyebrows were sharp, completely complimenting his fierce gaze.
His hair was as dark as the ravens.
“What’s your name?” His lips were perfect on his face, thin but absolutely pretty, like a carefully sculpted doll’s. His nose was unique, only adding to his beauty more. His features were charming, he was handsome, scarily so, Even the Greek God’s would envy his well sculpted build.
His beauty was mesmerizing. The fancy outfit he wore only made him stand out, Golden cloak which was adorned with cultural patterns,
His crown almost made your eyes blind, it was shiner than anything in this world, it was filled with numerous precious gems. The big crown was the most beautiful thing in the world, you were sure.
It captured your attention.
It was majestic and glorious. It made him look powerful and untouchable.
“Speak, girl!” Your eyes blinked at his tone. “Y-Y/N, my lord.”
What was wrong with you now?
It didn’t matter, his looks didn’t matter, even if he was no less than an Adonis. You hated him, his looks were only a mask for his terrifying personality and deeds.
Your mind was starting to spin, why was he looking at you so intensely, did you do anything wrong? The speed of your heart was increasing every second,
this man will be the reason you die.
look away, please look away from me, you devil!
You broke the eye contact, after what felt like eternity. His stare could be alone enough to kill his enemies, maybe that’s why he has so many victories to his name.
His eyes were magnetic. Dark eyelashes made them look even more beautiful. Why was he looking at you so sternly, it was like he was observing you.
He must’ve been thinking about something because no way anyone was capable of staring so intensely at someone without blinking once.
It was hard to breathe even if his attention was focused on you. What on earth was he even looking at you for? To you, you were the most average looking one in this grand palace, his servant’s were so pretty.
What would his large harem look like? Not that you cared anyways.
It was like a huge wave of air washed over you as you felt the burning gaze gone. A sigh full of relief left you, you looked up to see the King gone. And the senior servants were gone too.
Thank goodness!
You cried internally. Noises of chatter were heard again, but this time. You were the topic of meaningless gossip. “Oh my lord… did you witness what just happened!!? The great king stared at the girl like she was a wonder!”
You wanted earth to swallow you. “Yes! Oh my goodness… what I wouldn't do to have him stare at me like that!” “I can’t believe that someone can be that handsome… he was absolutely ethereal! I couldn’t help but steal little glances at him… Y/N is so lucky to be able to look at his imperial majesty directly in the eyes!”
Lucky? They were calling you lucky? “She had his whole attention on her!” One girl scoffed in jealousy. “Wow… she is favored by the stars above…”
Oh if only they knew…
“I can hear all of you? Please stop talking about me..” You walked over to the group of girls. All of their cheeks burned at your voice. One girl only snarled at you. “Wow… look at the star of the night… Are you already acting so ignorant, Y/N?” Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion, “what do you mean, Marie?” You spoke in a calm tone, ignoring her rude remarks. “Oh… you know exactly what I mean, dear Y/N..” She passed you a faux smile. “Did you plan on this?” Her smile was long gone, it was replaced with a clenched jaw. It took you a second to get what her words meant. “What are your intentions? Do you plan on becoming his favorite? I know girls like you. Are you eager to warm his bed? I bet you’re already so eager for him to fuck you… Aren’t you?” Her blue eyes glared at you, her accent was thick but you could understand what she was exactly talking about.
Loud gasps filled your ears. Your eyes widened at her accusations, you never wanted the incident to happen, you hated the emperor! You were not a lowly whore, you were a modest soul… how could she say that. Your fists clenched at her words. “You should be ashamed of yourself, Marie! How dare you accuse me of something so absurd!” You don’t know what took over you at that moment. All you felt was ashamed. Your tone was filled with anger and disbelief.
She only rolled her icy eyes back at you, the other girls in the room did not bother to speak, they seemed to be enjoying the drama. “Oh… are you offended now? Gonna go to the king and cry to him about me?” Her laugh made your head spin,
mockery and hatred hidden in the loud sound. “You are so cunning Y/N… such a whore you are…” before she could insult you again, your hand made a loud noise connecting to her pale cheeks. Your gaze hardened at her shocked face, loud gasp erupted from her and the whole crowd of the girls, at your action.
You did not care, she had it coming. You leaned closer to her face, her eyes were as wide as the moon, you could still feel her cheek vibrating from your slap, the redness was visible. “Listen to me… Marie… watch. your. mouth with me alright? I don’t care about anything… especially the king… you want him, have him.” You whispered in her ears, loudly enough to prove your point. “Now… you better not bother me.. I have a duty that needs me…”
You turned around to exit the room, You did not bother to look back at the stunned girls, that was not important right now…
What was important right now was that… in a few hours, you’ll be in the presence of the imperial king. Nothing was making sense to you, the lack of sleep only made your mind lazy.
You needed to sleep, but at this moment, the culinary was the place you needed to be in.
The walk to it was uneventful, you were searching for your friend, Na-Yeon.
Where was she? It was so hectic that you’d completely forgotten about her, maybe she was in the other wing. You were assigned to different types of tasks after all, “are you ms Y/N? Ms lee asked me to bring you to her?” You almost tripped at the voice. It startled you. You looked back to see a girl with almond shaped hazel eyes, “oh yes! I’m coming in a moment..” you replied in a soft tone. The girl opened her mouth “ms, she ordered me to inform you that it is urgent, your assistance is needed.” She continued in a stern tone.
Oh lord. She didn’t forget after all,
the old lady had a sharp memory for her age, You wished she didn’t,
You closed your eyes. “Okay… let’s go.” Exhaling a breath, you followed her.
You couldn’t avoid the King. No matter how much you try to. It was inevitable.
You’ll have to face him.
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— Itto nsfw headcanons. 18+ mdni!
ittos living rent free in my head right now. Will I be applying all these to my next fic about him? Yes. Indefinitely.
— cw: afab!reader, monsterfucking, mentions of oral, descriptions of Itto’s cock and balls, marking, size kink, manhandling, idk man these are just my personal headcanons for him lmfaoo.
— tagging: @ambrodias
— a/n: I just wanted to get this out of my head so I can finish my Zhongli fic, also just got ittos weapon LETS gooo!
listen, I just know this man loves eating pussy. He’s so messy too, makes sure he has spit and your juices all over his face after he’s done. Speaking of that, Itto has a forked tongue, I don’t make the rules. Knows exactly how to fucking use it and it shows when he’s eating you out.
Ayo, I see him as having a size kink. Even if you’re tall, he’s taller. He’s a big big big man, doesn’t even realize he has that kink til he’s watching you struggle to fit his thick, long cock in your tiny little hole. Drives him nuts when he sees the print his dick makes when he’s inside.
Since Itto isn’t human, he’s strong as hell. Manhandles you every time y’all have sex — wether it’s him bending you around or just throwing you on the bed, he doesn’t mean to be so rough but there’s probably been a few times you’ve either had to use the safe word or you let him do what he’s doing and you end up not being able to do your commissions for the next few weeks.
On topic of itto isn’t human, this man can go for hours! Multiple rounds, has the stamina of a monster. There’s been times where you’ve had to remind him that no bitch, I’m not up for round 6!
Itto has a very big cock, not only does he have the length to hit your deepest spots, but he’s THICK, very girthy — stretches you out quite nicely. However, it takes a lot of prep time to get you ready to take him all. Itto’s not a gentle lover but by no means would he ever want to purposely hurt you. His dick also curves slightly to the left!
HE HAS BIG BREEDER BALLS and when he cums? He cums ALOT and it’s so potent, wouldn’t be surprised if you ended up with half oni twins by this man. His semens so fucking thick with a slightly salty/bitter taste to it.
Didn’t realize he had a breeding kink until he actually watched his sticky cum ooze out of your thoroughly used hole.
Please do not ask this man to finger you, he has claws.
He’s into marking, loves when you leave him covered in bite marks. He’s so proud and he brags about it too, even makes sure to show them off. The rest of the Arataki gang, and poor Gorou are tired of him! He also marks you too, gotta make sure everyone knows who you belong too. When he’s marking you he makes sure that you can’t hide them, leaves bite marks all over your neck, arms, even your wrists. Good luck bestie!
Listen, his horn are erogenous zones, when you’re riding him or domming him pls bite, lick, suck, stroke, whatever his horns. It leaves him a blushing and moaning mess. So are his fucking ears, please, please pleaseeee blow on his ears and watch them twitch. Bite and lick them too!
On the topic of moaning, so Itto definitely howls. Let’s out a very LOUD howl when you’re doing it right. He’s also very shameless and has sensitive nipples please suck on them, pinch and play with them too!
Is he a top or bottom? He’s a switch, when he’s domming he’s a service dom WHO IS VERY EAGER TO PLEASE, when he’s subbing he’s either a brat or a pillow princess/prince? Either way he gets on your nerves but nothing a little choking can’t fix. (I say this with love.)
You know how itto has long hair? Yea? Pull on it. He loves it, also loves when you run your fingers through it and scratch his scalp, he might purr a little.
Please do not expect much of this man when it comes to after care, he’s so used to quickies — he doesn’t know what to do but he’s trying, you just gotta walk him through it.
#arataki itto smut#itto smut#genshin smut#genshin impact smut#arataki itto x reader smut#itto x you#genshin x reader smut#genshin headcanons#genshin imagines#arataki itto
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Idk this is hard for me to sleep well tonight, i'm just craving abt Yuji's cum, he cums alot, can we talk abt his stamina u know that his power and his speed are inhuman, although Yuji isnot a hard dom, but he will always being a gentle, he always begging and praising you, when he is close he will snapping his hip brutally and fill you with a lot of his seed like white puddle
- car ride
18+ thread lightly sexual content ahead; aged up yuuji, a lot of spitting (on cock and mouth), mutual masturbation, car/public sex, if u squint enough reader got breeding kink going just porn without plot going
tya, a little late but but better than never, luv ya
tagging : @fushigurocockslut , @sassyeahhhh , @cotton-curse
it started with yuuji absolutely refusing to admit that they are lost. “we are not lost,” he hissed through his teeth, livid to see the same signboard and same park. she sighed, pointing the screen up, “the gps said-” he hushed the girl, continued his driving, taking a right turn instead of the earlier one. great, same signboard and park again.
they have been driving in circles and her fiancé absolutely refusing to listen to her was the reason why the car is now parked in the dark quiet parking lot, as she tried to reconnect with her line while yuuji contemplated crashing the car on the nearby tree.
he groaned, slamming his face on the steering wheel, “why can’t we take the bullet train back to your hometown again?”
she shoved him by the shoulder, absolutely annoyed by the man’s pestering attitude, “my parents don’t have car to pick us up.”
he glanced at her, “we can book a cab.”
“oh, ohh,” the thought suddenly hit her. yuuji isn’t exactly wrong. it would’ve saved them all the hassle of borrowing the car from their former sensei, rushing to pick her up from the other side of the town where her office is and drove 6 hours with stops to kyoto. if they would’ve taken the bullet train, they won’t miss the exit from all the karaoke and snacking, stuck in the middle of nowhere with no internet and she wouldn’t need to face the wrath of her clearly exhausted and annoyed fiancé. biting her lips, she offered the furious man a sympathetic smile, “i didn’t think of th-hey!” she yelped as he grabbed her hands, pushing her seat all the way back. he pressed his lips against hers, roughly tugging on the button of his shirt.
there was no sense of gentleness in his kiss, only frustration with every breath she tried to take, he stole it right back. “yuuji!” she gasped over how easily he ripped her thin blouse apart. “quiet,” he panted, tugging off his own shirt. she could speck of the chalk dust flying through the air as he threw the shirt away. unlike her and her office dream, yuuji remained back in the school after graduating, becoming a part time teacher for the first year. another menace to the society that she managed to tame. she rested her palm against his arm, her thought lost along the line as she stared at the gold band around her fingers. it was winter when he proposed, something she didn’t expected but so grateful of.
“i’m here half naked and you’re still paying more attention to your engagement ring,” she gasped when she felt his warm lips pressed to her cold neck, “tsk, tsk women and materialistic thing,” the shaking of his head tickled her neck as he continued to press his open-mouthed kiss down to her chest.
“at least i’m not thinking with my cock, yuu,” she rolled her eyes, watching as the man easily unclasped her bra, tossing it to the back of the car. “you can’t tell me that if i dip my finger between your legs, you’re not wet, baby,” he flashed his grin, even thru the tinted window, she could see the moonlight enveloping his body. she couldn’t pinpoint what had made the man hotter through the years; maybe it’s the hair that he grew out now slicked back neatly making him more mature looking, or the way he had few stick and pokes scattering all over his body or the fact that he towered over her so easily.
“like what you see?”
she grabbed him by head, wrapping her legs around his waist, “shut up and fuck me already.”
his cheerful laugh echoed the car as he enveloped her lips once again, “look who’s thinking with her cunt,” he whispered, his hand slipping down between them, hiking her skirt up. she could feel her cheeks warming up when he dipped the finger between her legs, surprised to see a little pool of arousal seeping through her panties. he hummed happily between her lips, tongue slipping through her lips as he continued to trace her slit through the lace. something about the lace just provides extra stimulation to her throbbing core, had her whining against his lips.
“beg,” the one word he muttered as his tongue traced down her neck seemed so simple but carried a huge effect on her.
“yuu, you know what i want.”
he kissed the side of her breasts. even with the a/c on, he could taste the beads of her sweat along the valley of her tits. his lips hovered over her neglected nipples; his warm breath felt so good she was arching her back, but his lips refused to touch it. he looked up to her, lolling his head to the side with a mean grin on his face, “i said beg, baby. how would i know what to do if you don’t tell me what to do?” he feigned a little pout, his fingers slowing down, threatening to stop. her lips trembled as he watched excitedly the way her face got all bothered and warmed up.
“ughh, fine i want you to touch me already,” she spitted it out, eyes refused to meet him as he laughed. he sat up; half of his body lodged between the seat and the dashboard. his fingers toying with the elastic band of her panties. lightbulb glowing in his head as he pulled the panties off, “i have a better idea,” she stared as he rolled the material between his fingers, she fought the urge to close her legs. even with the tinted window, she’s absolutely terrified of getting caught. “touch yourself, show me what you want it,” he ushered her fingers down to her exposed cunt, “go ahead.”
“i don’t want too- i mean, it’s not the same as the way you do it,” she protested.
“just do it, baby. why are you acting all shy all of the sudden?” her eyes widened when she heard the clanking of his belt. he unzipped his pants, pushing it down along with the boxer enough for his half hard cock to sprung out. he dripped a dollop of his saliva on his cock, desperate time calls for desperate measure as he slowly started pumping. he looked up, shooting her a smile when he realised, he’d gotten her attention, “you’re not going to let me do it alone aren’t you?” he winked. her eyes darted from his eyes and down to his cock, the way it easily hardened at the sight of her, her mouth almost salivated at the sight of his pre cum leaking through.
“there you go,” he cheered.
she startled from her thoughts, didn’t even realised that her fingers were tracing circles on her clit. she swallowed the lump in the back of her throat, her lidded eyes rolled back when she pressed harder against it, her soft moans echoed the car. “does that feel good, baby? come on rub faster, fuck baby,” he cooed, running his free hand over her thighs. he kept his fisting to a minimal, not wanting to risk a fast ejaculation, not until he’s buried balls deep in her.
yuuji just wanted her to warm up a little. the risk of getting caught is turning him on and with her own conscious thrown aside, he can’t wait to ravish her. her toes curled as she sped up, her chest rose and fell with rapid breaths. his name never stops leaving her lips, with every syllable send shudders down his spine. her other hand ran along her belly up to cup her neglected tits, a loud breathy moan escaped her lips as she rolled the nubs between her fingers, eyes fluttering close.
her brows furrowed when she felt something prodding her entrance, eyes shot opened when she felt something slipping through her cunt without a warning. the satisfying look etched on yuuji’s face as he bottomed up. her cunt was so welcoming, sucking his cock whole in the warm, gummy walls. his grip on her thighs felt like it could bruise, she could see his breath as he let out a moan, head thrown back with veins along his neck visible.
“it’s unfair for you to feel this fucking good every single time."
she pouted, a couple of ah escaped her own lips as she adjusted herself to his length, “i didn’t even get to cum. i was feeling myself.”
he looked down on her chuckling, “baby,” the way it rolled out of his tongue got her biting her lips, “if you want to cum, i’ll make you cum. no question ask.” just like his word, he didn’t waste any more time, pulling out to brink of slipping out of her cunt before slamming back in. one of his hands gripped tightly on her waist while another around the leg propped against his shoulder. “fuck, if only you can see the way your cunt around my cock,” he groaned, snapping his hips faster. she was still sensitive from earlier, just a couple of rubs away from orgasming. yuuji’s sloppy rapid thrusts with her back arched had his tip brushing against her spongy spot.
“yuu, yuu, i’m-” she grabbed the seat, feet pressed against his thighs begging him for mercy, but it only gave him a wider access as he pinned the thigh down. “you want to cum, don’t you?” he panted, “you’re cumming until i tell you to stop. keep your hands up there baby, that’s it.” he couldn’t help it to give her bouncing tits a couple of playful slaps before grabbing it, enjoying the way she cried out. it took a couple more of thrusts for her to give in, he was sure people could hear her screaming from outside. he had to hold her down, his thrusts were slower and coated with white fluid dripping down on the cushion.
pulling out, he grabbed her waist, twisting her body around. with her head shoved on the cushion, ass propped up, yuuji slipped through so easily, rocking back and forth in the new position. her whines and moans muffled against the cushion; head overwhelmed by the pleasure despite the aching of her abused cunt. yuuji isn’t a selfish lover. grabbing her upward, hand tightly around her throat, his other hand snaked around to find her clit. with every thrust, he circled faster, listening attentively to the desperate cry of his lover.
“you’re so fucking wet,” he grunted, tightening the grip around her neck.
bruises were sure to form but she could live a couple of days with scarf around her neck. she wanted him to fill her up so badly. “yuuji-” she whined, throwing her head back. his brows shot up as he pulled her up against his chest, “yes, kitten, what is it?” his tongue darted out to lick the shell of her ears. “i-i want you to fill me up,” she could see his eyes sparkled in amusement. “baby, look at you making such lewd request,” tilting her head up, his grip on to her jaw forced her lips apart and in split second, he had her swallowing his spit down. “that’s my girl,” he pressed a kiss on her cheeks, with every word emphasized by his thrusts.
“you know what good girls deserve?”
she grinned, “cunt full of cum?”
“exactly, baby.”
pushing her forward, yuuji grabbed her shoulder as he powered through. the sound of their skin slapping echoed the car, it was getting too obvious by the shaking of the car parked at the secluded park but he didn’t give any fuck if anyone caught them. if his baby wants a cunt full of his cum, he’s giving it. that’s what his baby deserves. he burrowed his face on the back of her head, inhaling her intoxicating scent as his grips to her waist tightened.
his thrusts were getting sloppier and desperate almost sending her face first on the seat from his force. but the burn felt so good, she almost didn’t want it to stop. “’bout to fill you up baby fuckkk-” a couple of thrust was enough for yuuji to finally release himself, painting her inside with the thick warm spurts of his cum.
she listened to his pretty choked-up whine, hips still thrusting slowly into her, making sure to completely emptying himself in her. they struggled to catch a breath; his half hard cock buried still in her confine. she felt so full and satisfied. she slowly pulled out; a soft sigh escaped her lips. yuuji fell back onto the driver’s seat, pushing the random strays of his hair back. he noticed the slick of his cum spilling out of her entrance, his eyes roamed around for something.
“what is it?” she asked lazily.
picking it up from the dashboard, she let him slip the panties back up, playfully smacking her sore ass. something so dangerous about the way his eyes darkened made all her hair raised up.
“you better keep that cum in baby. i have no problem going for second.”
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Hello! I am a huge fan of ur writing. I've loved everything I've read of yours. I've read alot of what you've posted, except for a couple of the tags that are squicky for me (so I'm very thankful you tag very thoroughly). No judgement for the squick, it's just not for me. & when I'm having a bad day, I usually just go thru ur ao3 and find something to reread. I think about Therapy's Bruce & Jason every damn day. While I obvs appreciate ur darker more "problematic" content (I really vibe with some of the themes you write about bc of my own trauma, & so it's very cathartic to read about in a fictional setting), I am truly a sucker for ur more happy content. The Happily Ever After verse also lives in my head rent free. Idk more wholesome stuff just seems more special when you write it. Anyways. I would die for you. But the point of this ask is cause I'm curious as to why you don't like Urban Legends? I'm sorry if you already talked about it here or on twitter and I missed it. I was just wondering because I really enjoy your take on things and would love to hear why you dislike it. I've been enjoying it so far personally, but I am always open to DC comics criticism.
Aw thank you so much! I'm so flattered by everything you just said. You're so sweet ❤❤❤❤❤
I haven't talked about Urban Legends here or twitter (I haven't been very active in either place lately. Just a lot going on and no energy 😔) but I'm happy to do it here.
Before I start though, I just want to add a standard disclaimer and make it clear that if you like it, there's nothing wrong with that and you don't have to let me ruin it for you lol. Like what you like.
That said, since you asked...
I said this when I was talking about it on discord, that there is a difference between hope and expectation. I always hope that a new story centered on Jason (or anyone really, but things have been especially egregious for Jay for 15 years) will be good or at least treat the character with a minimal level of respect (to be honest, the bar is super fucking low). But my expectations always temper my hope, to keep it from getting unrealistic. Because my expectations are based on experience.
The long history of Jason Todd, since even before his resurrection, has been one of retroactively trying to make him "a bad seed" in order to absolve Bruce of any responsibility in his death.
I don't even expect DC or their writers to start honoring the fact that Jason was not an angry, reckless Robin (and less of the later than Dick or Tim and definitely Damian). There plenty of ways that retcon can be folded into his history and be compelling and sympathetic. And if they're going to stick with that retcon, I'm only asking that they do it in one of those compelling and sympathetic ways because Jason was 15 when he died, heroically, in one of the most selfless acts in comics, to save a woman who literally handed him over to be brutally murdered. He was 12 when Bruce plucked him off the streets, he'd been homeless and fending for himself for at least two years. I personally think that Jason's story hits harder for him and Bruce if their original, canon relationship, of Jason as starry-eyed and eager to learn and absolutely devoted to Bruce and Bruce to Jason, is preserved. But Jason's origins does leave room for a meaningful interpretation of him as angry and frustrated at the lack of meaningful results of Bruce's methods.
And that's really where my irritation at stories like Batman: Urban Legends, Cheer and Batman The Adventure Continues has it's roots.
Every time one of these stories comes out, I think (or hope, rather) that this will be the one that remembers and respects the origins of the Jason and the Red Hood, that takes into account the changed sensibilities of comics readers in the 30 years since Jason's death and the subtle, 20 year, retroactive campaign to make him the "bad Robin". The "born bad" trope is played out and literally no one likes the message it implies. That some kids are just bad eggs and there's nothing parents or the adults around them can do. Especially when it's played as the kid's fault. If Jason's time as Robin is going to be characterized by anger, then it should be rooted in anger at the social injustices he witnessed as he grew up in an impoverished, crime-ridden, area and the horrors he faced raising himself when every day was a battle for survival. There are topical, meaningful, stories to tell with that backdrop.
But those are never the stories we get.
⚠⚠ Spoilers for Batman: Urban Legends, Cheer ⚠⚠
I'm particularly disappointed in Urban Legends because for the first issue, it looked like that was the kind of story we were going to get. I was put off by the first flashback of Jason being mesmerized by Bruce's guns, and I got that feeling in my gut that it was a bad sign. Jason depicted as impatient and overconfident and the scene with the guns is heavy-handed foreshadowing that got my spidey-sense tingling. I had a inkling then (in the first three pages) of how this story was going to play out, but it was early and I could still see many narrative paths that could lead to a satisfying story. My concerns were soothed somewhat and the little flame of my hope fanned, with the flashback of Alfred scolding Bruce, with Barbara's concern for Jason. A bit of worry returned with the way Jason ruthlessly pursued an addict who didn't appear to be a dealer and with the ending of the issue. The stuff with the addict sat wrong with me but the ending was tempered some by how despicable Tyler's dad was written. The scene was clearly set so that the reader could sympathize with Jason's decision and the scene with the addict could be brushed aside as a side-effect of comics over-the-top need for constant action, so I still held hope.
Issue 2 made me uncomfortable and it's where my hope starts to take a backseat to my expectations. I can dismiss Jason's self-deprecating internal monologue as unreliable narration, except that the flashback reinforces his thought process to explicitly show that it's not unreliable narration, and should be taken at face value. Jason faces physical abuse at the hands of his mother's drug dealer and when the flashback continues later, Jason kills the drug dealer. To be clear, this is a pre-Bruce Jason. His mom is still alive. He's like... 10. He kills this guy for shoving his head into a wall and implying Jason's mother paid for her drugs with sex. This is a scene that serves a single purpose. To show that Jason has always been prone to violence.
In the spirit of full disclosure, there is the small chance the drug dealer might not be dead. But the story obviously wants the reader to think he is, and it hasn't done anything to change that yet.
Starlin already did this story with The Diplomat’s Son in 1988 and he did it infinitely better. AND that’s still technically canon. So now I’m supposed to believe that Jason lost his cool bad enough to kill two douche bags before his sweet 16? Like it’s totally normal for abused kids raised in poverty, who’ve led hard and heartbreaking lives to just... haul off and kill people? That’s bullshit, and when taken with the Jason in the third issue, who is little more than an idiot thug, this story is really doubling down on some fucked up stereotypes.
Which brings us to the most recent issue. I went into this installment with very low expectations. I thought this story was going to be about Jason, through this experience with Tyler, a young boy with a similar background to Jason's, coming to the realization that Bruce's way is the best way and that Bruce did his best by Jason.
That would be annoying (in no small part because it takes increasingly absurd levels of plot armor to keep Bruce's no kill rule relevant, let alone irrefutably right). But I can probably live with that, if only because maybe if Jason officially falls back into line with the Bats crusade, maybe I'll get stories that treat him with respect, stories that don't relegate him to comic relief, dumb brute, or a background body with no lines in a story about the Joker burning Gotham (like Jason would just fucking stand there quietly for that).
And that may still be where the story is going, Jason realizing Bruce is right.
But holy shit do I not have the right words to describe how fucking insulting and gross issue three is.
From start to finish--including the flashback--Jason is written as cruel and fucking stupid. Like straight up dumb.
The entire issue is Bruce explaining the fucking basics to Jason like it's his first day. And Jason flies off the fucking handle and terrorizes a doctor he knows isn't a part of making the Cheerdrops, beats the shit out of some random addicts, and finally, when he can't accomplish anything on his own because he's a dumb brute he calls Barbara for help and rushes in with no information where he's promptly incapacitated and must now wait to be rescued by Batman.
This panel is the least of the issues sins but I can’t screenshot the entire story but it’s representative of the tone for the whole issue (and retroactively tainted the prior two issues).
This is beyond insulting. The only conclusions Jason comes to in this issue are the ones Bruce leads him to by talking to him like he can’t make the simplest connections. And like... in this story Jason can’t make the simplest connections.
This (and the Jason throughout the entirety of this issue) is a far cry from the Jason we fell in love with in Under the Red Hood, who was competent and strategic and intelligent enough to seize control of Gotham’s underworld from Black Mask (who’s no fucking slouch, he’s the first and only person to unify organized crime in Gotham) AND elude and manipulate Bruce until the time and place of his choosing.
This is a far cry from even the Red Hood and the Outlaws Jason who is competent enough to fight the League of Shadows and Ra’s al Ghul (among very dangerous and skilled others) and smart enough to create antidotes for mind control nanotech viruses.
As he should be, by the way. Jason Todd is one of the best, most comprehensively trained fighters in DC’s stable of non powered vigilantes. He’s not irrational or hot headed. He’s pragmatic, tactically minded, and patient. He’s a detective. Right now. Has been since he was 12. Bruce doesn’t have to make him one because he already is.
Jason is not a stupid thug who uses his fists because his brain doesn’t work. And I can’t tell you how so very exhausted I am by this narrative.
This is actually the most egregious example of Jason’s skills and intelligence being not just undermined but dismissed entirely. Even Morrison’s Jason had some degree of competency.
The one, single redeeming factor of this story is the art. It’s beautiful. And Marcus To is a godsend he seems to be one of only a couple of artists who remember that Jason was a child when he was Robin and I’m literally only buying this book because of him.
Anyway, I’m sorry. I didn’t want that to come out so... um... passionately lol. I’m just very very tired. My intention with this isn’t to ruin it for you, if you like it, that’s fine.
But this issue shot this story to the top of my "Vehemently Despise” list. 1) Batman: Urban Legends (Cheer), 2) Battle for the Cowl/Morrison’s Batman and Robin, 3) Batman The Adventure Continues.
I hope the next issues somehow salvage this dumpster fire. But I’m not expecting it.
(Damnit. That sounded harsh again. To reiterate, I’m not trying to judge anyone who enjoys it, I just personally hate it and you asked me why lol 😅)
#Batman#red hood#batman: urban legends#nice art#shit story#or at least shit characterization#jason todd deserves better#this response got long and I didn't edit it#please forgive any errors#and/or unclear spots#spoilers
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