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hecateisalesbian · 10 months

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OOO ask game, all questions >:)

This one is for you and @bloodied-dagger and @idontliketomatoesleavemealonebut I’m only answering this one cuz your way of asking was better (L old man)

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?

Uhhhh. Depends. I don’t really drink soda, but I do like monster so monster cans, I hate water bottles unless I put something in it that isn’t water (often), I don’t drink wine (it’s gross), and tea cups are just fancier coffee mugs. Honestly tho mainly depends on A. The drink and B. What I will do with it (coffee mugs for sickness, Tumblers for taking a drink somewhere, etc)

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?

Chocolate Bars (dark chocolate is better fight me)

3. bubblegum or cotton candy?

flavor or actually food. The bumble gum flavor is delicious but you can’t really compare two totally different foods I eat for two very different occasions/reasons

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?

Gifted

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?

don’t drink soda (unless it’s monster than from the can)

6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?

Depends on what, but my overall style depends on my gender of the day™️

7. earbuds or headphones?

Headphones but I only have earbuds sadness

8. movies or tv shows?

tv shows

9. favorite smell in the summer?

I hate summer (the smell of it ENDING. Also like ice cream or smth idk)

10. game you were best at in p.e.?

Basketball or Soccor, but my school plays the dumb versions/their own versions so I often just don’t play lol

11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?

idk. Some protein waffles, eggs (with sausage sometimes), overnight oats, yogurt w/ whatever, toast, etc

12. name of your favorite playlist?

Across the Spiderverse Soundtrack- jk but I don’t have one so none?

13. lanyard or key ring?

wait hold on I forget the difference lemme google-

Neither carabiner (but probs lanyard)

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?

🤷🏼‍♀️ fruit? Idk. I don’t eat a lot of candy besides chocolate

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?

Because of Winn-Dixie (go read it its SOOOO good)

16. most comfortable position to sit in?

Gay

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?

Doc Martens, followed by my Mary Janes, converse or combats, etc

18. ideal weather?

rainy and thundery with BIG flashes and stuff that shakes ur house

19. sleeping position?

gay (but with my dog)

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?

laptop cuz it’s easy but I don’t have one ✨

21. obsession from childhood?

Harry Potter :/ it’s okay/gooodish but the author (JOANNE ROWLING EVERYONE-) is a major TERF, but I try not to associate the works.

22. role model?

my sister :}

23. strange habits?

not strange but I bite my nails. Also your basic nd habits.

24. favorite crystal?

ameythsyt cuz it’s purple (I’m tired I’m not spelling correctly it’s up to the gods (autocorrect) now)

25. first song you remember hearing?

happy birthday?

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?

sit inside in the AC

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?

skiing

28. five songs to describe you?

If this counts

29. best way to bond with you?

Talk with me over something I really like :}

30. places that you find sacred?

My BED

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?

Doc martens and anythign that says hot hobo hippie goth emo alt gay genderfluid

32. top five favorite vines?

“He need some MILK!”

“FRE SHA VACA DO“Lebronnnn Jamesss”

“You almost made me drop my crooisaantttt :{“

“And they were roomates 😦”

“two brrooosss chillin in a hot tob, five feet apart cuz they’re ❌🏳️‍🌈”

“Road work ahead? Yeah, I sure hope it does”

“A 🥔 ✈️ around my rooommm”

idk those are just the ones I can Remeber right now, but there’s a whole bunch

33. most used phrase in your phone?

“ 💀 “ or “ sobbinggg”

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?

I don’t have cable so I don’t get a lot but ONE TIME I got this 4 hour long ad so that was cool

35. average time you fall asleep?

anywhere from 8 pm to 8 pm as in I stayed up the past 24 hours

36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?

idk

37. suitcase or duffel bag?

suitcase, otherwise your laundering money

38. lemonade or tea?

tea

39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?

tried both, don’t care

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?

Too many but to make it easy for you were known as the drug school

41. last person you texted?

My mom probs

42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?

how about both

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?

leather but all r pretry good

44. favorite scent for soap?

c l e a n

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?

fantasy

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?

whatever, I’m not picky

47. favorite type of cheese?

Gouda is bussin but it ties with blueberry goat cheese

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?

dragonfruit for the sick name or grapes but only the green kind cuz the reds suck

49. what saying or quote do you live by?

“ur mom”

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?

idk but I do know I spat water out of my nose so it must’ve been funny

51. current stresses?

life

52. favorite font?

who

who has a favorite font

53. what is the current state of your hands?

tired from all this typing

54. what did you learn from your first job?

what counts as a job

55. favorite fairy tale?

the original ones

56. favorite tradition?

halloween

57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?

life

Gay/transgender awakening

discord

58. four talents you’re proud of having?

draw

act

sing

autism

59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?

“COWABUMMER”

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?

does owl house count-? Probs assassination classrooom

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?

“us weirdos have to stick together” 😭

“we’re supposed to be the good guys.”

62. seven characters you relate to?

Luz noceda

Anne boonchuy

Gwen stacy

Sasha waybright

amity blight

hunter noceda

Marcy Wu

Soooo many more

63. five songs that would play in your club?

Start a Band (Outro)- /j idk

64. favorite website from your childhood?

uhhhhhh. Who. Who has that?

65. any permanent scars?

lots

66. favorite flower(s)?

snapdragon maybe

67. good luck charms?

I have a lot most are in my room, l just trinkets from friends or loved ones

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?

grape medicine

69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?

your nose grease can be used as chapstick

70. left or right handed?

right

71. least favorite pattern?

idk

72. worst subject?

PE lol

73. favorite weird flavor combo?

I used to love mixing Dr Pepper/Root beer in general and lemonade together. Sooooo good

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?

-10

75. when did you lose your first tooth?

like a few months old when I got in a car accident (I lost my two bottom teeth and for 7 years I had to sing all I want for Christmas are my two bottom teeth)

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?

chips or fries probably

77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?

idk

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?

neither or coffee

79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?

idk I haven’t seen either in years/ever

80. earth tones or jewel tones?

both

81. fireflies or lightning bugs?

fireflies

82. pc or console?

Depends (ow my hand hurts)

83. writing or drawing?

Both make me suffer

84. podcasts or talk radio?

podcasts

84. barbie or polly pocket?

barbie

85. fairy tales or mythology?

mythology and fairy tales often have the same story depending on which one you read

86. cookies or cupcakes?

cookies cupcakes make my stomach hurt

87. your greatest fear?

spiders

88. your greatest wish?

to be a shapeshifter

89. who would you put before everyone else?

my sister

90. luckiest mistake?

Dunno

91. boxes or bags?

for what (bags)

92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?

fairy lights

93. nicknames?

for who?

94. favorite season?

fall

95. favorite app on your phone?

ibis paint

96. desktop background?

don’t have a desktop

97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?

like 3

98. favorite historical era?

Any really

#WOW that took forever #asks #ask game

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lashton-is-my-drug · 2 years

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Ash via his ig story links to an old post of his artwork during 2020 Superbloom era. The slide he links to is for “Sunshine”.

September 20, 2022

This song tackles some very vulnerable themes.

Link to ig post

Here’s a refresher of the lyrics to “Sunshine”, with my analysis in the brackets.

I've been living my life

But it's not how it looks [public image is a lie/different from what’s actually going on, his everyday life is hidden from public.]

I've been giving it time [he’s been waiting until he feels comfortable to not lie anymore.]

But that's all that it took [he can handle it and waiting is what is holding him back.]

So what now?

You've been feeding me lies [toxic management/record label? Being told what to say from the powers that be? Given the lies to tell to keep up a false public image? Being lied to about what the truth of the matter is? Spiritual awakening? Self-actualization journey?]

Now it's all that I know [trying to keep up with the public image of himself that he’s had to play along with for so many years? A cycle of lies is vicious and can become second nature if that’s how you’re living your life.]

I've been eating you up [Buying into the lies. Or the line is from perspective of the lies, which are eating him up.]

How am I supposed to grow? [if he’s keeping up with the lies, how is he supposed to mature and be connected with himself and the world around him in a true way?]

So what now?

Stop watching the news

You're something they use to

Scare you just like a bad dream [Ash giving good advice. the news media using uncertainty and scary language to keep people watching, creating more anxiety but feeds the pockets of the corporate media.]

Wake up tomorrow [Tomorrow is a new day!]

You'll cast a shadow on

Pavements that you're yet to see [A sense of hope that there’s so much life to live and discoveries to make and adventures to have.]

See the sunshine

Just like the first time

See the sunshine

Just like the first time

Not just today

Not just tomorrow

But now till forever and ever

See the sunshine

I've been living my life

In a tiny toolbox [stuck in a small limited space metaphorically, boxed in, unable to live authentically as himself and further expand his potential.]

Now I'm locked in the house

Like I live in Fort Knox [reference to the forced lockdown during the onset height of COVID-19 pandemic.

So what now?

Now I'm thinking

My life could be more than it's been [time to come out of that “toolbox”? Lockdown forced many people to do self-reflection. Looking inward and evaluate what’s going on in their lives, where they are, and where they want to be, and what they truly value. It sounds like this is what happened for Ash, as well.]

I should meet other people [try to get out of one’s own head and connect with others.]

And see what they mean [Listening and exploring others ideas and perceptions, asking questions of others]

So what now?

All my misfortunes

All of my triumphs

All of my satellite dreams [All of the experiences he’s had in his life thus far, “satellite dreams” sounds like it’s about sending out his messages through his art and trying to connect with people through his art/music.]

Expensive perfumes

Ladies do not lose [when these women enter the picture for the stunts, they gain money and clout and attention. It’s fake but they gain something from the position.]

Playing but not on the team [Bold and loud lyric. This sounds to me like it’s about having to play pretend that he’s in these relationships and is different than what he says in his art as part of his public image, but actually he’s “not on the team” because he “bats for the other team” aka gay. If this is accurate, then I want to say how proud I am of him! ❤️🏳️‍🌈]

See the sunshine

Just like the first time

See the sunshine

Just like the first time

Not just today

Not just tomorrow

But now till forever and ever

See the sunshine

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fancylanceypants · 2 years

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Second gay of the day! Yeehaw! 🤠

This is Acelet and he’s my oTHER Brench character 😂🖤 He’s the son of Kate and Riley, and little brother to @the-blueberry-jellyfish’s Zeb. Since his parents are lesbians and were unable to make their own child together, Riley carried him and his ✨donor✨ is actually Salza, who is Riley’s childhood friend and happy to help out 😂🤙🏻 Speaking of Salza, he’s actually kind of like. An unofficial dad to him; a kind of bonus parent, if you will 😂🖤 Because he stays involved in Acelet’s life and they talk French to each other because he taught him how 😂🖤 He also has another unofficial dad/big brother figure, which is Wilu, so he’s got the parent/guardian thing covered 😂🖤 esPECIALLY since Zeb is a huge parent to him as well 😂🖤 Still fun big sister for sure, but she’s been vital in raising the boy 🫡 They’re very close and he looks up to her a lot, even though she’s a bit of a shit and he is nothing like that 😂🖤 He’s always been a happy sunshine boy, incredibly people pleasing, and very good in school (which made Riley very happy 😂🖤) and doesn’t really have a mean bone in his body. He doesn’t like to argue or be upset with anyone, but especially not people close to him. On the surface, he seems like a well rounded individual with a good head on his shoulders 😂🖤 Which isn’t exactly wrong, but early on in his pre-teen/tween years he started throwing himself into relationships because at the time, he didn’t know he was gay and couldn’t figure out why he wasn’t getting crushes on the girls like his peers 😂🖤 Maybe he’s a little dumb considering his parents, but he just didn’t think HE was gay 😂 He ruined some friendships doing this but eventually, he found out that he was, in fact, gay 😂🏳️‍🌈 bUT THEN, since he understood himself now, he threw himself into mORE relationships, repeatedly, over and over and over again… And none of them have stuck, and they don’t stick for very long, and he doesn’t stay single for very long 😂 He longs for something serious and long term, that’s always his goal, but that’s not what happens lol. He did this all throughout his teens, but he still appeared all fine and good because he was happy and doing well in school and everything 👍🏻 Buuuut once he graduated school, he no longer had anything to do/occupy him and has now that’s he has so much dead time, he’s realized he doesn’t even know who he is. He doesn’t know himself whatsoever. He is a shell of a boy and being alone with himself makes him incredibly uncomfortable 😀😂 He’s gained some relationship trauma along the way and that’s not really helping. He just needs some help and the world needs to be gentle with him as he figures himself out, ,, 🤲🏻 Or tries to, anyway 😂🖤 And we hope nothing goes horribly wrong on the road to get there lmAO!! 😂🖤 Once again, only in one rp/timeline, blah blah you get the gist.

#dbz #dragon ball z #Brench #art #my art #digital art #oc #my oc #original character #fc #my fc #Acelet #He is a fragile boy #He says that’s he’s fine but he’s not fine #He scrolls through endless men on a million dating apps all day #He doesn’t know how to feel #Please help him 😂🥲🖤

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lovemesomesurveys · 2 years

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Are you a fan of Harry Styles? I like some of his songs. He’s also starring in this new horror movie coming out soon I want to see called, Don’t Worry Darling.

Is there somewhere you have to be soon? No.

Would you or have you ever visited a black sand beach? I haven’t, but yeah I totally would.

Do you put salt on your watermelon or do you prefer it plain, or not at all? I’ve never tried it with salt or knew that was a thing.

June is Pride month. 🏳️‍🌈 What’s your sexuality and gender identity? (: I’m straight and female.

Have you ever found a four-leaf clover? Yes.

What month is your birthday in? July.

What’s something you have a lot of knowledge in? I honestly don’t feel like I’m all that knowledgable in anything.

Are you afraid of insects? Very.

What kind of paper is closest to you? There’s two coloring books near me.

If you had to create a monster, what would it look and be like? Something like out of Stranger Things. The demogorgon seriously creeps me out.

Have you ever fed a goat? Yes, at a petting zoo.

Have you seen a butterfly here recently? No.

What’s something you are bad at? Life.

What’s your favorite meat or meat alternative? Chicken.

What has been one of the best years of your life so far? My childhood years. Pleaseee take me back.

When did you last take cough syrup or a cough drop? It’s been a few years.

Have you ever stared at a word for a long time only for it to start sounding made up? More like it started to look misspelled even though it was correct.

What was your last argument about? I don’t recall.

Have you ever had a surgery? What was it for? I’ve had several.

Have you ever climbed a ladder? No.

Would you say you’re photogenic? Nopeeee.

Did the last lip gloss you applied have a nice scent? The last chapstick I used did.

What are some things you are thankful for? My faith, my family, as horrible as it is to be stuck in the hospital for so long I’m grateful that I’m able to be here and get the treatment I need, I have a roof over my head, a bed, clothes, food, the things I have, and my bills get paid and I’m still able to treat myself to some things as well. I’m going through a really, really hard time and I struggle with seeing a positive outcome in this--it’s not doing my depression and anxiety any favors that’s for sure. I need to keep those good things in mind that I’m thankful for and focus on that so it doesn’t seem so bleak.

What do you put in your tea? Just a packet of sweetener.

What was the last shot you received for? While here in the hospital I was getting a twice a day shot of this medication that prevents blood clots.

When was the last time you entered a place of worship? Six years ago.

Have you ever been serenaded? No.

Does your place of residence have a skylight? No.

Do you wear chokers? No, I don’t like stuff around my neck like that. I wish I didn’t mind cause I think they’re cute.

Would you say you’re a fashionable person? No, but that’s fine. I wear what I like, which is just graphic tees and leggings, and that works for me. It’s comfy and casual. What color is most dominant in the room you’re in? (exclude black and white)? White, as hospitals tend to be. Although, as a kid the children’s hospital I was in was very colorful. It’s nicer to me than just white, which can be depressing.

Do you have weird dreams? Yes. My dreams are very random and weird.

Are you scared of thunderstorms, or do you enjoy them? I like them.

Have you ever had to chase a ball? I have.

What’s something you could never get sick of? Surveys, it seems. Next year I will have been taking surveys on this blog for 10 years. <<< Ha, same. I’ve been doing the survey thing for a longgg time. Like, I think since 2004.

What did you last have as a snack? A cookie and some chips.

Do you prefer cold or warm beverages? It depends. I like my cold beverages such as milkshakes, slushies, frappes, and milk teas. I love my hot coffee. I prefer my water to be room temp and I don’t mind drinking soda that way either. Sometimes what I’ll do is if I get a soda from the fridge I’ll let it sit out for a little so that it’s not super cold, but still a little cold.

Who did you last hug? My mom.

Would you or have you ever gone on a cruise? I have not. I think they sound fun, but they also sound terrifying for someone who can’t swim and has a fear of deep water. Being out in the middle of the ocean isn’t ideal for someone like that, ha. I also get motion sickness.

Are you currently unwell in any way? Yes. I have a lot going on right now, hence this long hospital stay.

What room are you currently in? My hospital room.

What last made you cry or made you sad? Stuff that happened in the season 4 finale of Stranger Things that I watched last night.

What age did you get your driver’s license? I haven’t.

Have you ever owned a solid black pet? I had a black Lab.

What’s a medication you have taken a lot of? Norco.

How long do you normally take a nap? Longer than naps are intended to be.

Do you find it annoying when people tell you to smile or to just stay positive? They mean well, but yes it can be annoying sometimes. :/

#personal #text #survey #surveys

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pjisskullourful · 3 years

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꧁༒ ｙｏｕｒｓｃｒｕｅｌｌｙ ༒꧂

happy halloween ⚰️ let me be your HalloQween

👗Victoria X reader

NSFW 🔥 sapphic smutty goodtimes public sexytimes with lots o swears

° Victoria de Angelis & female reader insert ||| cameo by Damiano David

° you are struggling to find the confidence in your choice of Halloween costume, but Victoria thinks you look amazing & wants to share her enthusiasm with you

wordcount: 3,118

° victorias addition to the halloween filth-fest-- inspired by the queen of halloween elvira coming out this year. for all my fellow spooky sapphics👭🏳️‍🌈

"I'm sure you'll feel better about it once you get the wig on…"

You knew that your girlfriend was trying to help you feel better, trying to get you to move past your insecurities so that you could get into the spirit of costume shopping. But you couldn't help rolling your eyes - you had already told Victoria that you weren't about to try on a cheap-looking wig. That plastic hair would ruin your fantasy as opposed to completing it, in the way she was hoping for.

"I'll just have to use my imagination. As opposed to everyone who's gonna see me in this dress 'cause it leaves literally nothing to the imagination…" You shifted the black material.

She groaned from the other side of the changing room door. "I wanna see already, my imagination is exhausted."

"Okay, but just…" You put your hand to the lock but hesitated. "You have to come in, I'm not going out there and doing a twirl or whatever."

"Private viewing." She said in an excited, singsong tone and you pictured her doing a little dance.

You put one arm across your chest, feeling shy, even though you only opened the door slightly. Her face was lit up with a smile as she shuffled in through the minimal space. "Don't get attached 'cause this is still a maybe, I feel like I could make something better."

You securely returned the door to its frame, isolating you and your girlfriend from the rest of the costume store. You fixed the lock in place and turned around to face Victoria in this narrow space. Her mouth had dropped open, her eyes wide as she looked you up-and-down, taking in every part of your appearance in the floor-length black gown.

“Cavalo.” She gasped.

You had put your back to the mirror, but not being able to see the dress didn’t put a stop to your fussing with it. You tugged at the faux-leather belt, trying to figure out where it should be sitting, how to make it look the most flattering. But then you found that the plunging neckline had pulled down even lower, exposing your entire bra cup. You pinched it together again.

“You look so fuckin’ incredible, you’re literally the perfect Elvira.” She said and grabbed some of your black hair, lifting it to create a temporary bump of volume. “I can totally picture it with the hair and the makeup- it’s gonna be so stunning.”

“But it doesn’t go with your costume at all.”

“Who cares?” You stopped looking at the dress when you noticed her blue eyes on your face, you were stuck in her loving gaze. “We’ve been a couple’s costume every other year. This is the perfect year to do Elvira and I don’t want anything to take the shine off of you. This costume is gonna work because of you and everyone is gonna be blown away by you and only you. And for one night you can step totally out of yourself and your head and get out of your own way, a little.

“You just need to get into the fantasy some more.” She said, sliding her hands down your covered arms.

Your self-esteem issues - that's what she was talking about. She didn't need to say it, it was usually there, an elephant in the room, hovering in your relationship. Your body image had always been on shaky ground and it could ruin even the best of days, taking you out of the moment as you obsessed over perceived flaws.

Victoria's confidence could only rub off on you so much. At the end of the day - you were uncomfortable in your body, too affected by the numbers on the tags of your clothes. You thought about food for too long. You avoided sending photos without filters.

But she never let this bother her, never lost her patience with you as you changed your outfit a million times. You wanted to go with her on this train of thought, and would love to take a break from all of these bitter feelings.

When her hands reached yours, you squeezed them tightly. You nodded and smiled. "The fantasy."

"Right and can I tell you what's killing the fantasy for me?"

"The hair, I know. But I don't wanna put that plastic shit on my-"

There was a mischievous smile tugging at her cheek as she placed a finger to your lips, silencing you. "No, I don't wanna add anything to this, not at all. Actually, I was hoping to remove."

You felt her arms snake around you, going to your spine. Your eyes flicked back to the door, it was still locked and, while it didn't reach the roof, it was too tall for anyone to look over.

You looked back at her and that twinkle in her eyes made you forget about everything else. You might already know what she was thinking and you licked your lips.

The clasp of your bra was released and then she helped you work the straps out of the way, until the lingerie could be removed. You felt the thin material of the dress barely covering your breasts, your nipples becoming firmer, seeking her attention.

Her warm hands cupped you, feeling the generous swell. "We'll get some fashion tape before the party, 'cause I'm the only one who needs to see the costume like this."

She started to play with the opening across your chest, her fingers running up-and-down the stitching. She dropped eye-contact and lowered her head down a little. She put her lips to your neck and you sighed, forgetting your modesty, forgetting that you were in a public store. You tilted your head back, presenting even more of your flesh to her. Her soft lips pressed gentle kisses to your neck, letting you enjoy the slow caresses without the threat of hickeys.

She moved her lips gradually down, onto the top of your chest and you could feel her saliva leaving an invisible trail. As her mouth warmed one breast, her hand massaged the other.

You bit your lip, stifling any noises when her lips enclosed around one of your hardened nipples. Her eyes flashed up to your face and you felt weak. Your cheeks were aflame. She gently sucked the peak into her mouth, the pressure radiating out and touching deep into you. You could see how dark her eyes had become and you were certain that she was far from done.

Her hand glided down your front, directing your attention lower. She pushed her hand across your crotch, over the dress. Then she hooked her fingers through the waistband of your panties. She flicked her tongue over your nipple before releasing it.

“Do you know what is really destroying the Elvira fantasy? Visible panties…” She said as she started to ease the panties down, without any resistance from you. “I think you’re gonna be a gorgeous Elvira, but these are killing the vision I have in my head. I need to see it clearly, before I can be totally certain.”

You giggled a little as you felt your panties drop to around your ankles. The dress had a slit that reached up to your hip on one side and she immediately ran her palm along this exposed skin. She was grinning so wide as she eased her way down onto her knees.

"This is more like it. This is more of what I had in mind when I said you should be Vampira…" She shook her head and reached up for your tits again. "I mean, Boobarella…" She shook her head. "I mean, Elvira- when I said that you should dress as Elvira."

She gathered the skirt of the dress together and eased it out of her way. You laid one hand upon her golden hair as she moved her eyes to your cunt. She moved forward until her open mouth came into contact with your folds, making you whine quietly. She didn't set into you immediately, instead taking her time to kiss across your labia majora - feeling this most intimate heat against her lips. She tested at peeking her tongue in between your lips, the tip barely reaching your clit.

She leant back with a groan, hands caressing all over your stretch-mark covered thighs. "You're so sexy- do you know that?" You smiled, playing with her hair, pushing it away from her angelic face. "And I don't mean that you're sexy because you're in this costume… No, the costume looks sexy because you are sexy, you're sexy literally no matter what you wear or don't wear."

"You make me feel sexy…" You said, curling your finger in the air to beckon her back up to where she could be reached for kisses.

"Yeah, so you believe me when I compliment you?"

"I do." You said, wrapping one arm around her waist and putting your other hand to the front of her denim shorts. "I believe you." You kissed her, tasting the slight hint of saltiness from your pussy, on her lips. "And I feel it." You eased your hand into her underwear, extra access granted now that the fly of her pants was down. "Do you feel it? I want you to feel it."

Her eyes fluttered shut as she leant to the wall at her back, seeking the support. Her knees parted and you could hear how shallow her breathing had become. You pawed down lower, unable to think of anything other than touching her cunt. Your fingers brushed over the trimmed curls of hair and you were surprised by the wet heat that had been awaiting you.

You were surprised again - the desire that you felt was so strong, so all-encompassing. You were suddenly insatiable, needing her body.

She was breathless when your lips met hers, immediately allowing you to slide your tongue into her mouth. You sank into this intoxicating heat, while also seeking to draw more out. Your fingers pressed between her lips, finding her pulsing clit. You started to rub against it, in time with the explorations of your tongue.

You felt her shivering and you moved faster. You swallowed her building moans, feeling more blood pumping to your pussy. You couldn't think of anything else.

She slumped, mouth falling away from yours with a pant. Her chin tucked down. "Fuck, baby." She grabbed your wrist. "I was trying to make this about you… fuh-uck."

"I know, but what am I supposed to do when you're so fucking hot?" You whispered back, keeping up the rhythm within her panties.

You put your mouth down to her chest, her nipples already visible, pressing keenly against her shirt. You sucked it into your mouth, working your lips against the fabric. She bucked into you, clearly beginning to lose control. Her laboured breathing was growing louder and you grazed your teeth over her impossibly hard nipple.

She whimpered, holding your wrist tighter before lifting it away from her cunt. You looked up to where she was smiling through the shaky exhales. You removed your hand from her panties, planning to take a second to reassess your plan of action.

You had barely straightened up, when she grabbed you with both hands, pushing you until your back was against the wall. She looked at you, a dark determination in her eyes.

"This is about you and how good you look." She asserted, holding you in place. "It's not about me and how fucking uncomfortable you're making these shorts."

"Take them off." You said with a shrug. She started to shimmy out of the denim shorts, grinning. "Oh wow, I am so glad that Monster Mash is playing again. That really helps get me in the mood."

"Let's do our own version, Monster Smash…"

You giggled, shaking your head a little. "That's so lame."

She grabbed the slit of the skirt and hiked it up to your hips, fully exposing your pussy. "If it's so lame, how come you're so fucking wet?"

You put your arms around her shoulders, bringing her in closer. She placed one leg between both of yours and pressed her body against you, pinning you in place.

She kissed you, you could feel her moving with purpose, drawing moans from you. Your lips parted and you felt yourself depending upon the wall for support even more.

You couldn't help but grind your hips against hers, there was too much desire in your body that even the most heated make-out session couldn't relieve. It didn't take her long to pick up this slow rhythm, rolling her body with yours and making your heart pound faster.

In these moments, you forgot your insecurities. The parts of your body that you usually hated now fit so perfectly in her hands, given appreciative squeezes.

You lost all of your inhibitions, letting out a whine when her thigh collided with your pussy. Your hands turned into desperate claws on her back as you felt the tension coiling even tighter within you. You pushed down onto her bare thigh, snapping your hips forward with more ferocity.

"Yes." She whispered, driving into you to match this building urgency. "You feel sexy now, huh?" You clenched your eyes shut, feeling how slick her skin had become. "Do you wanna come?"

You bit into your bottom lip, placing your chin at her shoulder as the intensity threatened to undo you altogether. "Mm-hmm…" Involuntarily, you bucked forward, sliding further down her thigh.

"You have to come so quietly." She hissed, raising goosebumps on your skin. "There's a shop full of people out there and this is just for me, no one else is allowed to hear."

You kept your arms tightly wrapped around her. "Just for you."

"Come on, sexy girl." She coached, her hips continuing their rhythmic rolling and sending more shocks of friction through your body. "Come for me."

"Oh, God… Vic…" You moaned before your lips met hers in a series of breathless kisses. You could feel your chest expanding as your cunt quivered, ready to weep openly for her.

The chatter outside the changing room was entirely unimportant - just like the music in an elevator, you hardly noticed it. Fragments of sentences reached your ears, quickly forgotten as you concentrated on the sound of her shallow breathing.

You felt your pussy walls fluttering, your throat clenching around more groans and you were falling apart. "Uh, uh- oh, ah."

"Vic? Vic?" A man's voice called from the other side of the door and both of you froze.

You felt the heat in your body fading away, instead you were feeling embarrassment. You put both hands over your face, replacing your foot to the ground and getting some distance from her sweaty body.

"If you're not in this one, I'm giving up. Victoria?" It was Damiano - at least an hour late for joining the two of you on your mission to buy costumes.

"He's so fucking annoying." She said quietly before raising her voice to respond, lest he keep shouting for her attention like a needy toddler. "You found us, just give us a sec' to put our dicks away."

"I got the headpiece for you." He was saying as she collected her pants from the ground. "It's literally perfect, you'll be ready to take over Hell in no time."

"Hang on…" You whispered and quickly bent down to open up your bag. You pulled out a pack of tissues and began to wipe her thigh dry, the smell tickling your nostrils.

"You were close." She grabbed your hands, squeezing them. "I'm sorry, maybe we could find a bathroom?"

You giggled. "Save some romance for our next anniversary."

"You know what I mean, we-"

"C'mon, Hell is gonna freeze over at this point. Then you'll never find a pole to dance on down to Lucifer, then who will you be? Not Lil Nas X, certainly. You won't even be Lil Vic X." Damiano said.

She rolled her eyes. "I'm gonna kill him."

"You head out, I'll re-robe myself and come back out." You said.

"Okay, but you should keep this on." She said. "With the lingerie on as well again, obviously. But I think you should do a little twirl and let Dam hype you up too."

You nodded, much more agreeable and willing to go along with her plans while you were still giddy from the titillation. "Okay." You grabbed her, kissing her quickly. "I love you."

"I love you too."

You were pulling your underwear up again, hiding yourself against the wall as she opened the door as little as possible. She sidled out, greeting Damiano without any enthusiasm.

You wiped your mouth, still feeling a tremor in your legs. You redressed, letting the dress fall back down over your body. You could hear the two friends talking, but you didn't rush out to join them. Instead you felt comfortable enough to look in the mirror. You could see the excited glow across your features and it was easier to ignore the areas you usually took issue with. You saw that your figure filled the dress out, the fabric not straining or holding too tight. The length of the dress made you look taller and you found your curves were balanced out. This was a silhouette that you usually avoided, so much attention drawn to your waist and your breast - but for one night, you thought it could be embraced.

You combed your fingers through your hair, wanting to push out the just-been-fucked look. You could smell your own arousal and sweat, making you wish that you had packed some perfume into your handbag.

You opened the door to where Victoria was now wearing a pair of tall, black, braided horns atop her head. She turned to you with a wide smile, flicking her blonde hair out and swaying her back. "What do you think? Are you ready to call me by your name?"

This was the final piece of her Lil Nas X costume - she had the red wig, the shiny black leather boots, the feathered wings and the monogrammed Calvin Klein underwear. She was ready to recreate the closing scene of the rapper's music video, following his usurping of Satan.

"I'll call you by anything you like-"

Damiano gasped dramatically, interrupting you. "Holy fuck, you look so glamorous. Let's go fuckin' rob some graves together, yeah?"

"I would have to check my schedule." You said. "This is Elvira's busiest time of year, after all."

"What do you think?" Victoria asked, standing beside you. "Do we look like mistresses of the dark?"

"Fuck that, you're more like queens of the underworld."

You grinned, turning to her and instantly finding yourself captured in another enthusiastic kiss.

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🏳️‍🌈 - for the hyperfixation ask game

🏳️‍🌈 Do you have any HCs (lgbt, race, neuro etc. that are important to you?)

YES oh my goodness I do!!!

Im going with slashers (spoiler alert I will never write any slasher as being exclusively CisHet even if the content *seems* to be Heterosexual it is actually Heterosexual*

*Terms and Conditions may apply)

I HC all slashers to be bi or Pan at the very least! I haven’t delved into specifics for them yet bc most of the writing I do is self-indulgent and for Me and Me Specifically, but!!!

I do HC that Bubba Sawyer is pansexual and genderfluid! And they use she/they/he pronouns!! But he doesn’t really like. Think much about their pansexuality? Mostly because she doesn’t think that she’ll ever meet someone who will love her (all of her) so why does it matter? yes that is sad and YES I am definitely writing x readers where that is addressed bc. I love him. He deserves much love. I also HC that Bubba is autistic (yes this is blatant projection) and that she has a lot of physical/vocal stims! Like they will flap their hands and do the fluttery hand thing when excited or nervous and are almost always tapping!! Whether it’s her fingers or her feet, she taps bc she likes the repetitive noise.

personally I also HC that Brahms Heelshire is somewhere on the autism spectrum, again mostly due to me looking at him and going “ahaha, I do that!” But his need for a strict schedule to be followed and for there to be no changes to routine (or any guests, which would be Factors Outside of his Control and therefore Not Good) resonate with me a lot. I think that he thinks he’s straight, considering he’s implied to have only had lady nannies, but he’s… Not! One of these days I’ll actually publish some of my male reader stuff and y’all will see more of what I mean. I imagine he’s cis, but eventually very gender indifferent if that makes sense? I know there’s a better term for it I’m just drawing a blank at the moment. He probably has a few hang ups on how men should act (his parents are very old fashioned) but once they’re gone (and with the Reader’s encouragement), he would realize that the strict masculine/feminine dichotomy is stupid and he’s just going to act and dress how *he* likes.

The Sinclair brothers are the other slashers I really think about a lot!!!

Bo Sinclair is a repressed bisexual. He simply has That Energy. I know Louisiana men, and he is a repressed bisexual who firmly believes that he just “can appreciate the male form” or something like that. probably relates to Dean Winchester from Supernatural since the movie came out around the time the show began. I also think that deep down, he’s got some really bad issues with anxiety. And like. Bad claustrophobia. I have Many Thoughts on the Sinclair’s childhood after their parents passed, which will get revealed eventually, but it. Wasn’t good! Not for Bo, at least. I HC that he has OCD, and really gets stuck in the whole… I don’t know if it has a technical term, but I call it “cyclical thinking”. Basically, he’ll just get stuck on one thought and it’ll go around and around in his head, recycling over and over until he goes and checks on something (usually someone bc he has a lot of deep seated insecurities and regrets when it comes to his brothers) so he can put that thought to bed.

Lester Sinclair might not know what it means to be pansexual (because hey, that movie is set in Louisiana in 2005 and you just didn’t really know about that kinda stuff Back Then) but he is a giant pan man. Gender does not factor into his attraction to someone! He really just sort of assumed for most of this life that that’s how everyone felt! But when he got reunited with his brothers and started talking to Bo about this guy down at the gas station he was nursing a crush on, Bo let him know Real Quick that he needed to keep that shit on the Down Low if he didn’t want to get his ass whipped. not that Bo would hurt him! he’s just. He’s worried for his baby brother is all. Cause again. It’s Louisiana. folks around here are pretty homophobic, sadly. Especially toward men??? different rant for a different time lmao

Vincent… Vincent Sinclair gives me unlabeled vibes. He is an Artist, first and foremost, then a brother second, and that’s all he is. I think he falls in line with Bubba, in that he definitely isn’t straight but doesn’t really think about it since he knows he’ll never get a partner anyway. and while Bo is down for one night stands and quickies with strangers, Vincent Is Not. He just gives me the vibe that he’d need a lot of time to get emotionally connected to someone before he could become attracted to them romantically/sexually. And it probably doesn’t help that like, anyone who is remotely nice to him would confuse him. Is this a trick??? Is this another prank?? What’s happening. Why are you being nice. Vincent is confused. one day I’ll write some x reader stuff that’ll expand on this, or maybe just a Vincent solo thing where I pick apart his brain.

Ik these are hardly all the slashers but they’re the ones I’m currently the most hyperfixated on!!! I might come back to this later as I warm up to the other slashers more and get a better feel for their characters and my interpretations of them.

#milo answers #hyperfixation ask meme #brahms heelshire #bubba sawyer #vincent sinclair #lester sinclair #bo sinclair

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