#stop rambling Am pls

[sanktnikolais]

this mind crisis is honestly killing me hfksjfks

#mind really said ‘sleep? you don’t need that when you can just ✨overthink✨ #idk if it’s mainly because of that person #or just my overall anxiety #pretty much both #DOUBLE KILL #I honestly want that same tequila to hit me again #maybe I’d be numb and drunk enough to not think of it #😂😂😂😂 #stop rambling Am pls

[seralyra]

I've found it curious how a lot of people are theorizing about why Grian is isolating himself this season. And while it's a great, fertile ground for some real good angsty takes, I don't really see it as isolation, yet.

Sure Grian doesn't have a special alliance yet, but he's still around Mumbo, Scar and BigB a lot. He constantly seeks them out and he tends to hang around bigger, random groups. It's so different from how Pearl was treated in Double Life, too. He's not being shunned or ignored. He's invited along, called "Light of the Server" and is just overall present. He just hasn't attached himself to anyone yet.

And he's not the only one! Scar has been reluctant to really settle down with a group. Jimmy had ended his first session alone (haven't been able to watch his second episode yet). Joel, while technically part of the Mounders/Moles, has set up camp rather far away and is mostly doing his own thing. Lizzy as well. And Martyn has been running around the server like a feral rat searching for scraps. Not to forget BigB being a huge cryptid.

This season just feels fundamentally different. It's slower on the losing life's front and the tasks force people to interact with each other in ridiculous ways. The connections feel looser, because everyone has to traverse the whole server to get their tasks done. Which means that they are constantly on the move and interact with people they usually aren't around so much.

They've also learned from every game they are in. Cleo, Scar and Grian have learned a different thing than Pearl, for example. While Pearl is making sure to get into a secure group ever since Double Life, Cleo, Scar and Grian all are wary of alliances. Especially first day alliances. They play with a different strategy. They are setting up and waiting until they've got a good feel for everyone. They are done attaching themselves to the first person they end up with. Remember that had been Grians plan in Limited Life, too! Only Joel and Jimmy were able to rope him into the Bad Boy club with their silly charm.

It also feels to me that Grian is more of a leader and admin this season. He moderates more and is on higher alert when people are about to fail their tasks. There's more check ins and reminders from him. And at every end of the session he makes sure that judgement is bestowed upon the ones who failed.

Everything about this season is so intriguing to me! From BigB and Grian being cryptids and having a weird, manipulative, confusing relationship again. (BigB what do you mean you hope your interactions with Grian are going to get weirder?!) To all the funny random interactions and the potential lore. It's going to be such a wild ride!

#grian #limited life smp #rambles #grian has found his sweet spot between watcher and player #and he's having fun with it #everyone is along for the ride #i'm a bit obsessed with this season #as i am with all the seasons i've caught live #mumbo my sweet summer child stop being so wholesome #(pls don't)

[0809sysblings]

Amane, indoctrination, and gaslighting

and why voting Amane innocent would be the best course of action

I've been wanting to write a big post on Amane talking about indoctrination and such. Because I see takes sometimes that make it clear the person doesn't really... Get It.

Most of what I'll be explaining comes from my personal experiences growing up.

Additionally, most of what I say when it comes to outcomes (i.e. "If x happens, Amane will do y") will be based on the assumption that realism, not entertainment, is prioritized in the writing and that there are no major holes in our knowledge of what's going on. Theoretically anything could happen since this is a fictional scenario and we don't know everything when it comes to the world, the cases, and the characters. Not to mention my situation was nowhere near as extreme as hers. So although I probably have a better understanding of it than most people, I definitely can't claim that I know what she's gone through.

Personal anecdotes I add to better support my points will be in the small font (this!) since I don't want them to distract from the main text and so that they can be easily skipped for those who may be worried about being triggered. But if anyone needs plain text descriptions, I'll happily provide them!

!! TW for child abuse, religious abuse, and cults !!

I recommend skipping my personal anecdotes if more detailed discussions about these topics are a trigger for you.

At the heart of "good" (read: successful) indoctrination is gaslighting.

Since gaslighting has been one of the many psychology terms completely watered down and distorted by the internet, I will define it just so we're all on the same page!

Gaslighting is a form of psychological manipulation used to make the victim question their own sanity, sense of reality, or power of reasoning.

Basically, you can't trust yourself. You can't trust your thoughts, your feelings, your interpretations, etc. You become completely reliant on other people (usually specific people who are the ones doing the gaslighting) to figure out what's real/true or not.

Toxic/extremist religious groups like to take gaslighting a step further though. Not only do they make it so you cannot trust yourself to judge what is right or not, they may also teach you that what feels wrong is actually right. You can see where this can start to cause some issues lol.

Anything your gut may tell you that contradicts what the group/cult leaders tell you—"this is wrong!", "this is bad!", "I don't want to do this..."—must be ignored. Because those feelings and thoughts, according to the leaders, are actually the sinful part of you trying to lead the good and faithful part of you astray. They make you question yourself to make sure you never question them.

They will figuratively or literally beat this into you until your first instinct is no longer to listen to your gut and do what it says, but to dismiss it and do what it's telling you not to do. Existing becomes a chronic power struggle between your unconscious mind and your conscious mind. Unfortunately, the fact that you're struggling often then gets used against you as proof that you need to follow their teachings. Because if you're unhappy, then you must be doing something wrong. You just need to have a little more faith, dedicate a little more time to the religion/group, go a little harder into your duties... Only then will you feel better—feel more enlightened.

An integral part in making all this work is isolation. If you don't somehow isolate the members, they may figure out that they're being manipulated and abused.

Now, isolation doesn't always mean purely physical isolation (though Amane is being isolated physically to at least some capacity). Psychological isolation is almost just as powerful. An almost universal psychological isolation tactic used by extremist groups and cults is the "Us vs Them" mentality. We can see this being very prominent with Amane. A lot of things she talks about with regard to the cult involves an Us-vs-Them dynamic. There is "Us", the cult, and "Them", everyone else.

Personally, we were taught that those who weren't believers of our religion were out to get us or will, at the very least, get us hurt/killed somehow. We were told many people wanted us dead just for being believers. You had to be careful and watch out when interacting with non-believers; you couldn't trust them. God was constantly testing you via others, and you had to make sure you stayed faithful.

This in particular is why no matter if you vote guilty or innocent, that itself will not actually do anything to change her beliefs. Voting her guilty will not make her start to feel bad and then question her beliefs. Voting her innocent will not make her listen to us and then question her beliefs. If we make her have any doubt about the cult, that's just proof to her that what we're telling her is wrong and is just another "trial" from God for her to overcome. So, changing her beliefs should not be a factor considered when voting since it's completely irrelevant. Everything can be twisted to support the cult. That's just how it works.

I don't think any amount of punishment will make Amane "come to her senses". I mean... what could we possibly do to her that she hasn't already had to endure? Punishment will likely only escalate things even more. Not to mention that having a bit of a fascination with martyrdom isn't all that uncommon in those who have been religiously abused and indoctrinated. The threat of punishment may only serve to motivate her to double down on her beliefs and behavior. Not to say she wants and likes punishment. It's obvious she's both scared of punishment and wants it to stop. After all, that's most likely the motive behind the murder.

Even prior to Amane's age, I was already fantasizing about being a martyr. A part of me almost wanted to be killed for my religion and community. It was seen as something extremely admirable. The ultimate sacrifice, if you will. We were taught that if given the choice between saving yourself by denying your faith or letting yourself be hurt/killed by standing your ground, you should choose the latter. Of course, I also did not want that to happen at all. It scared me shitless. But we weren't allowed to be scared about that stuff. It was seen as questioning God and the religious authorities, which was completely taboo. So I had no choice but to "want" it.

Isolating Amane is the worst possible thing we could do to her. No one gets better from being isolated, and this goes double for people living in abusive environments. She's been isolated her whole life. The best thing for her would be spending time with the other prisoners without restrictions. The more time she spends around people who have no connection to the cult, the better. Trying to argue with those in cults about why they're wrong and why they are in a cult (because most don't even recognize they're in a cult due to the gaslighting, indoctrination, and stigma) will almost always backfire. The best thing to do is to just be there for them to have someone to interact with who is not a cult member.

The only reason I left the extremist religious community I grew up in was because I made a friend who was not affiliated with it. I don't think I would've been able to see that the conditions I was living in were Not Very Good without that friend. He didn't even really do anything to actively help me. Just learning more about the real world through him was enough to make me start looking closer at my life.

To vote her guilty would be to continue isolating her. Not just physically as the guilty prisoners get restrictions put on them, but it's also an inescapable psychological isolation. Innocent vs Guilty is just another Us vs Them dynamic.

I fear that, if she ends up guilty this trial, she will likely be voted guilty again in trial 3. Her aggression will probably only escalate as she feels herself becoming more and more cornered. And since I know many people are voting her guilty solely to make sure she doesn't hurt Shidou or other prisoners, I can only imagine what the voting will look like for her in trial 3 once she's forced to become even more aggressive to protect herself.

And tbh... I can't imagine that having a prisoner with 3 guilty verdicts will make for all that interesting of a story for them. Not that it would be boring, per se. But having variety would, in my opinion, be the most interesting and entertaining! So, if nothing else I've said has been able to sway those who vote her guilty, then think about the entertainment factor!

Please vote this severely traumatized 12 y/o girl innocent. We can give her so many secret cakes to eat.

#Milgram #milgram project #milgram amane #amane momose #milgram analysis #... i guess? #ミルグラム #yeah im pulling out all the stops for this #tw child abuse #tw religious abuse #tw cults #this is a bit less in-depth than i wanted. but i also have a horrible rambling problem and am attempting to be more concise LOL #ive got shit to say you know? /ref #im so passionate about amane #pls have mercy... free my girl... #im nervous about posting this 😔. not sure why #my social anxiety is horrible. but. i very much encourage discussion and such #for amane i will conquer my demons. they may know how to swim‚ but /i/ know how to poison the fucking water supply

[hiraya-rawr]

random hc but I think Pyro users would have really dry skin + easily dehydrated

so it helps that their partner carries around a water bottle, often reminding them to stay hydrated

even cuter if you help apply lotion on their skin + cute skin care routines for dryness!

#thinking of this while i was putting on lotion #i actually lotion my whole body #i just realized not everyone does that #according to my friends at least #like i think the only reason i maintained my flexibility with minimum exercise #is bc i've learned to stretch to reach my back and legs and etc #just a random ramble #over sharing my life #or am i just procrastinating hmmm #pls ive been working non stop todat #genshin #genshin impact #pyro

[tittysuckersworld]

have tryed out clip studio paint!!! my thoughts: neat but a bit hard to control. love love how i can sketch on here though. looks and works a lot like paper so mabey this will be how i get more digital sketching done!! ibis paint is still better for super finnished arts i think.

also ideas with chuuya/arahabaki thingies because the ideas of god and man are funky uwu

#my arts<3 #fuckkk tagging time #weeeeeeee #arahabaki #bsd chuuya #chuuya nakahara #bsd #chuuya bsd #bsd fanart #bsd art #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs chuuya #bungo stray dogs fanart #the bungos #nakahara chuuya #done! yayyyy #uhh yee hope this all ok? i love how chuuyas character is just. human. but i also have lots of fun thinking of this #also also the tiny guy floating on a rock above chuuya is dazai. its another height joke because i cannot stop myself #fuck okay am in pain gonna go heat up heat pad now- but yee! funky doodles #also if anyone wants my new more done sped kid rants pls pls pls ask must add the bungos to it because. #*looks at giant cork board with pictures and rambles and red yarn connecting the dots* i have a lot #and it just agkkk it works so so gooddddd

[joelsgreys]

concept

Joel’s patrol group is attacked and he’s separated from them and he gets injured/knocked out. Reader, who’s been alone for a long time, finds him, takes him back to her little set up and tends to him. He wakes up and discovers that even though she saved him, she’s not willing to/she’s too traumatized from everything that’s happened to her talk to him or to anyone else. He wants to earn her trust and he convinces her to go back to Jackson with him where she’s looked at like the new feral cat in town.

How do we feel bout this 👀 bc I am ridiculous and I am already 2k words in

#someone stop me pls #i am so all over the place with ideas and wips #but they keep coming to me #vee rambles #joel fic idea

[his-littlefox]

im trying to study but my mind keeps going aaron aaron aaron

#like pls lemme watch this lecture in peace for five minutes at least #stop popping in my head 😭 #its already like 1 am #daphnie rambles 𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 #daphnie in love 𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 #daphnie x aaron 💋 #meri jaan 𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 #aaron warner #shatter me

[nanaonmars]

i’m gonna be honest i really don’t usually care if a fic is ooc. like unless it starts getting to the point where it should’ve obviously been oc’s instead of the characters i don’t mind. obviously there’s levels to this but like to me most fics are ooc bc they wouldn’t happen in canon anyway so it’s like 🤷🏽‍♀️ as long as they give me that cheesy dopamine/serotonin (?) feeling i get from fics then i’ll read it lmao. a big example is bruce killing the joker after jason’s death. i haven’t actually read any of those fics yet, but i’m sure they’re out there, and i’m sure there are plenty that would change my brain chemistry if i read them. i know batman’s whole thing is that he doesn’t kill, but like. his son was just killed. wouldn’t most parents lose sight of all their morals in that moment? (i know bruce is not most parents don’t come for me pls) i was telling my dad how jason died and he was like “why didn’t bruce kill the joker? that’s what i would’ve done.” and yeah. i don’t think i’m explaining this correctly, but really like. this is something that i think should’ve happened in canon and it wouldn’t have mattered to me that it was ooc bc to me the way batman and joker are written needs to stop. i know if he had killed joker tho we probably wouldn’t have gotten red hood or anything but that’s what fic is for tbh i can pretend they have a good relationship 😞 this was supposed to be a small little thing and it kind of grew out of my control so if you read this far congratulations 🍾 sorry lmao. i have lots of feelings about this and i hope i articulated them correctly.

tl;dr: ooc fics are not as bad as people make them out to be. and joker should be dead.

#am also not opposed to dick killing him #as a treat #batman #dc universe #dc #bruce wayne #jason todd #father son #batfamily #dick grayson #ooc #ooc fic #also i know he almost killed him im saying he shouldn’t have been stopped #okay i think i’m done sorry for rambling #pls reach the right people #also if dick kills him he should NOT be revived. i am also aware that happened

[queerestqueertoeverqueer]

are any of you guys in the uk watching the masked singer by any chance bc i seem to have convinced myself that the phoenix is david tennant and if it actually is i will lose my damn MIND

#the thing is every year there is someone who COULD be him they do like to make u think it's a big name to get viewers #but this year it like REALLLY could be him #although actually today he sounded like michael sheen which. pls.😭😭😭😭 #people on twitter are split between DT and ricky wilson? #but i don't know enough about him to say yes or no tbh #the clues allll point to DT there's been a detective reference (broadchurch) a bunch of time travel-y ones #it kinda?? sounds like him singing?? #like he did that chuldren in need album that jodie did yellow for and it vaaaguely sounds like that but Bigger if ygm #anyway it's like. probably not him. but i can't stop thinking about the genuine possibility that i have been watching david tennant singing #in a Big Fucking Bird costume every saturday for several weeks. #dfhjhjdfhjdfdf #it's such a guilty pleasure show like it's a pile of trash realistically but every saturday i am THERE #robin rambles :) #david tennant #the masked singer #masked singer #masked singer uk #phoenix

[prekdiary]

men of tumblr who interact wif m posts n dm mi,,,im begging u,,literally on m hands n knees Begging u to read my pinned post in it’s complete entirety, like some of u will like it yet do everything i tell u to Not do. if u cannot read basic rules for interacting w littl girls then do not be in their space im being sooo serious when i say this. i dnt mean 2 sound mean but its so frustrating havin’ tons of DM’s a day n its frm older men who r more rude den literal guys who r in da same age range as me. it’s scary n makes mi very uncomfortable, please stop.

#nini rambles #am so tired #pls stop:(

[bellamyblakru]

bro the way merlin’s go-to way to show the people he loves how magic can be beautiful is with fire manipulation,,, im unwell.

#ashley rambles #merlin #bbc merlin #first with freya and the candles #and then arthur with the dragon #both times it ended with death. like how could this kid not associate showing magic equaling dying in his arms. every fucking time he felt #safe enough to show this side they ALL DIE. WILL. HIS DAD. LANCELOT. FREYA. LANCE AGAIN. ARTHUR. THAT ONE DRUID LADY THAT WAS CHILL #also not to mention how ironic it is that fire was his choice when thats the very thing he was taught to fear. everyone he loved also burned #in situations he no doubt blamed himself for. like will died saving arthur and merlin couldnt save him with magic bc of said prince #merlin could only watch as freya died in his arms sobbing that she felt so loved #lance died for him so he didnt sacrifice himself. merlin was more important than anything to lance and he proved it. merlin watched helpless #as lance decided to take his own life and he was powerless to stop him. to tell him goodbye. to tell him he needed him around #i made a post long ago where i said it was ironic fics make merlin afraid of the pyre when he was one of the few not burned in the end #AND ARTHUR. god. a dragon made of flame?? are you kidding?? can u be more symbolic pls. two of them shown in one simple effortless move #fire was probably a comfort to merlin. its real tangible proof of something being created out of nothing. #it burns and it destroys but it also provides a light in the dark. warmth in the cold. #just like magic. just like him. he can hurt others and himself but he also is such a brilliant light to the world. he is sunshine #and butterflies but he is also the storm needed to understand just how lovely the good is #why am i talking bye

[spiderwebd]

i wanted to thank you for all ur nice words on my posts aaaa! i rly wish i could directly reply to ur tags but i don't wanna be annoying lol <:] ur seriously wonderful

Its 1 am right now thank you thank uou thank you slash gen

#SJDJBTJEJS YOU'RE SO NICD SNJFJFHD #Ure not annoying dw :( intact I'd be phyckin jumping off the walls if u interacted with me literally in any way #THIS INCLUDED BTW... /silly #It's like. Have you seen that Twitter meme where an artist u like follows u and urr like wow that's insane I peaked my life is great now #<-/silly #THAT'S ALWAYS ME #ANY ARTIST THAT FOLLOWS ME BACK I WOULD EAT A PIPE FOR YOI/silly+pos #YOU'RE INCLUDED YOU'RE SO COOL UR ARTS SO INSANELY GOOD/GEN #also u run that sword blog right or am I thinking of another artist #<- I go on the phiighting tag too often and reblog yoo many shit/lh #If u are and I'm not being stupy I love that blog he's so goofy silly /pos+gen #Gah pls dont be scared to interact with me this goes to anyone and everyone who sees this too btw #I'M the one that's supposed to be afraid not YOU /silly #Anyways ramble over sknfjfjdjs no problem idhddhdj tytytyty this is giving me serotonin at 1 am HAHA/silly #Polkka post #asks #Pibafish #<- I srsly need to stop for getting yo tag the usernames sjjfjrjeks

[ahalliance]

me on my delulu arc hoping tubbo and étoiles will be teamed for purgatory 2

#purgatory 2 #i want the frenchies to play together at least a bit (étoiles joined for kenny pls let him play with his bestie) #but i also want tubbo n etoiles to team bc they would be unstoppable and also fun about it . nice cogs win #i also want more 5 am 1.9 pvp practice between tubbo and etoiles ^-^ the after party of purgatory was always so fun #thing is he’ll always be at a natural disadvantage in this game mode since his pvp instincts are so honed for 1.8 but #etoiles was getting quickly better at 1.9 pvp so i wanna see how far he’s come since then (if he’s practiced in the time being) #and like . tubbo 1.9 pro shield user and crit goat . epic pvper stopped only by his own self confidence #put those two together NOW #i can already imagine pvp situations with tubbo as the unmoving tank with expertly placed crits and perfect shield timings #with étoiles running around the opponent dodging with his strafes and getting hits in while the opponent is destabilised #tbh maybe another reason as to why étoiles will always revert back to non shield combat is bc that man CANNOT sit still lmfao he has got to #move around or else he’ll die #jay rambles

[august-anon]

i keep being like "you are on HIATUS stop checking TUMBLR" but then i keep coming back ever since getting bg3 because I'm like "i need to see what the besties are saying about our dear vampire and also see if folks have stopped sleeping on my darling wyll yet" help i am being consumed by the brainrot

#august rambles #bg3 tickling #i am not romancing astarion yet but i WILL i know i can fix him -- no matter how many times @achilleean yells “NO” at me when i say it lol #but i am romancing wyll on my first playthrough i adore him. but he is killing me with this slow burn #wyll i have either been propositioned by or had to dance out of flirtatious situations with literally everyone else in this camp!!!!!! #stop trying to flirt with lae'zel and shadowheart and make your move on the person paying attention to you already!!!! i am suffering #yes i am in act 1. i only have like 40 or so hours logged #but. my tfb besties. pls stop sleeping on wyll baby boy is LITERALLY wearing a crop top around camp every single night PLEASE #he is a walking ray of sunshine he is my sweet golden retriever he is good with kids and likes helping people #WYLL HAS SUCH A NICE SMILE AND VOICE please i need everyone to love him as much as i do #i hope this post does not breach tfb containment after how many npc name drops i have done lol i am the Nervous

[finely-tuned-line]

RP:

Log 218

FTL: FTLR-3 has taken the form of the cyan lizard that was its host. It remains immobile, but the form it has taken is clearly that of a cyan lizard. One especially similar to the one from which it originated from. I've described my hypothesis as to why it would do such a thing in Log 216, but to summarise, it's for the sake of efficiency. Efficiency of movement, efficiency of existence. It's taking the best of all three sub-types of Rot and combining it.

FTL: I fear that this new form may grant FTLR-3 a much extended range of movement that, especially when combined with its apparent ability to learn, could result in it breaking out of the containment chamber. If all goes well, this will not be the case. I will carry on in my attempts at creating a potent corrosive substance, just in case LIFEGIVER's treatment does not arrive on time.

FTL: As for updates on the progress of my attempts to create such a substance, there aren't many. The progress has been lacking and it all is strikingly reminiscent of my attempts to create organisms without a foundation. I do believe that I am on edge of something, though. I cannot tell you what, only that it will aid me in my quest.

FTL: The time after FTLR-3 is eradicated is eagerly awaited. I cannot allow myself to get distracted from this process at this time, but the thoughts of experiments I could be doing now are alluring to me. For example, Eternal Anomaly (as our conversation has unfortunately not yet ceased) mentioned a slugcat-poleplant hybrid.

FTL: Creating a hybrid with a poleplant is indeed a curious idea. One that I wish I could afford the time to explore at this moment. Perhaps not with a slugcat, that seems to defeat the purpose. Slugcats are insanely adaptable creatures, they can withstand just about any modifications. Though a slugcat-poleplant hybrid would have its benefits, my interest lies in the reactivity of the poleplants leaves. What if a poleplant's genetics that pertain to them were implanted into say, a lizard? Forgive me for the amount of experiments that lizards have been the main subject of.

FTL: The 'leaves' could function as a warning system, though perhaps it wouldn't be that much of an effective one. Append them onto the tail though, and they could perhaps warn the lizard of any vibrations in the ground. The red colouring the lizard would be sure to inherit from the poleplants would also serve as a deterrent to predators, invoking the image of a typical red lizard. It could also potentially employ the poleplant's typical hunting method of ambush. Though it would lack the ability to blend in.

FTL: Perhaps if the lizard that would be modified were a white lizard... its camouflage abilities, if combined with the reactiveness of the poleplant. Truly could make a capable predator, armed with many ways to protect itself from any that may threaten it. Its red leaves would make it stand out, even when camouflaged, but everything needs a weakness, no?

FTL: I'll have to put this idea on hold. After this whole fiasco is over, this will be the project I pick up. Just another incentive to get this over with as quickly as possible. I tire of researching FTLR-3, it has too much urgency to it. But I shall carry on doing so, as though my interest grows weaker as my attention attempts to drift elsewhere, I remain curious about its nature.

#no ftlr-3 isnt going to become a pet or smth #its just rot thats a lizard and its gonna get killed just like a lizard Ɛ> #ftl is gonna cry at all the research potential hell have lost tho lol #ALSO I LOVE MY AMATEUR SPECBIO THAT MAYBE DOESNT RLY MAKE SENSE FIGHT ME #eternal anomaly if you fuckin reply to this #that actually would be funny tho #ahem sidenote directed to ANYONE (passerbys. iterator (oc) blogs. random readers.): #YOU ARE FREE TO COMMENT ON THESE LOGS #not via the actual comment thing lol #but like #in-lore these are getting broadcasted out?? so #idk feel free to just say smth in asks (: #or reblog w a reply if youre an iterator oc blog #look i just want to talk to ppl LMAO #i am literally running out of ideas Ɛ\> #right im gonna stop this pathetic ramble #just pls talk to me i like talking as ftl its fun #OKAY BUT ALSO I LOVE SPECBIO #I DONT EVEN FUCKING TRULY KNOW WHAT SPECBIO IS I JUST KNOW THAT WHAT IM DOING TECHNICALLY COUNTS AS SPECBIO??? #its so fun #rp #ftl logs #rain world #rw lizards #<- im maintagging this fuck you #FUCK I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY ABT THIS LOG AAAAAAAA #tldr i likr specbio. ftl is just abt at his wits end with the whole rot thing; ves never had it for this long before #alright i should stop saying things #finely-tuned line

[that-was-anticlimactic]

universe of constant spinning, every end a new beginning

“So, do you have an umbrella? That was like, your thing, right? At Claw?”

Ah—not again! He can’t keep zoning out while talking to people—especially his boss.

But… why was Reigen still here? It was late and he always got to work early. It wasn’t his job to stay and coddle his employees. “I—uh—no,” he stuttered, fingers twisting anxiously. “Mine was, uh, "is” broken, sir.”

‘Broken’ was a mild way to put it. More like it got destroyed.

[or, reigen gives serizawa an umbrella]

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#corey writes:) #HOLY TRASH #no guys last year i challenged myself to write and post one fic a month so that i made sure i was still taking time to do what i enjoy #and not lose myself to school work right? aND I DID IT!!! so i challenged myself AGAIN this year and none of the stuff i've been working on #is fully done and i had time so i started this last night and worked on this on my down time during student teaching and when i got home! #this prolly isn't Great but it's short and something i've been thinking about since the minute i finished s2 sooooooo #and the brainrot has been SO real and actually tbh i'm pretty surprised that the fic i wrote isn't r.itsu centric lol but this idea would #NOT leave my head and i knew it wouldn't get super long like all of my r.itsu and kiddo ideas ijuhbgfvbhyuio #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #serirei #serizawa katsuya #reigen arataka #mp100 fanfic #serirei fanfic #guys it's about the m.lb umbrella scene okay #idk maybe this has been done before but also i. do not care because Feelings and i diD IT even tho its at the last minute lol #oops i need to shower i'm teaching all day tomorrow and my supervisor is coming to observe me ahhhhh send good thoughts pls jiuhygtfghuijoiu #okayyyyy i'll stop now i ramble when i am sleepy or nervous and i am Both i just don't want this fic to be bad but ig i panic a bit before #posting any fic haha gonna go shower now MWAH love y'all <333