#sorry omg i've owed those for so long now

[cosmicloved]

will try to get to replies tomorrow i think!! i HOPE!! REALLY!!

#« 𝐂𝐎𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐂 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 (ᴏᴏᴄ) » / 「 ooc. 」 #ALSO STARTERS FUCK #sorry omg i've owed those for so long now #but i WILL do them bc i DO have min on the mind #ANYWAY UHHH i really wanted to write this week but #i just haven't been able to focus this week bc it's been very noisy where i am...a lil overwhelming....... #i think i'm going back to the flat either friday or sunday (idk yet) so i'll definitely be in a normal rhythm again #i was really hoping to get some writing done while i was at my parents' but i guess i forgot how noisy it gets here ASDFGH #but i think i'm gonna push through and try to write tomorrow #bc all i've been doing otherwise is watching kpop performances on youtube for far too long and i can feel my brain rotting #ok tbf some days i was out doing stuff but that aside

[lowkeyrobin]

hey! (just wanna say I really love your writing and especially the ones on mental health)

could I ask for more of the reactions to an Australian accent, but with the cricket crew instead? (those who are okay with x reader ofc)

tysm!!! have a wonderful day!

ah omg thank you 🫶🫶🫶 I've been working really hard esp on those ones + the fact I've always kinda struggled w mental health stuff so I rlly pour my heart out into those ; and he's of course!! sorry if I misunderstood you on that last one by the way LMAO ; gonna keep this as a oneshot tho because it was way easier than a preference format for some reason ; also I wish we got more freddie, tommy, tubbo & ranboo pics while we could 😔🙏

HANDSOME BROS ; australian accent

summary ; youre the only aussie in a group of british kids (and an american)

warnings ; language, lots of ball jokes (sorry tommy)

genre ; fluff

word count ; 1.4k

masterlist

Showing up for Tubbathon 2024 was a wild one.

Having your hand duct taped to Tommy's was also a whole thing in itself. At least you weren't working with Ranboo, who had no idea how to cook, unlike their poor partner Freddie. Recipe For Disaster was probably a horrible idea to join.

You and Tommy, Green Team, versus Ranboo and Freddie, Orange Team.

You'd never really talked on stream before. You either communicated through Minecraft signs or in-game chats. If you did speak, however, you'd often use a voice changer to make you seem a little more understandable, as you knew your accent was a bit difficult to understand sometimes.

You'd also met with your friends in real life before, of course, but you made sure the entire trip you strained your voice to sound a little more understandable.

But, now cooking with one of your long-time friends, the big guy TommyInnit himself, you didn't seem as worried or insecure when you spoke. I mean, you'd barely spoken, but you were in a comfortable environment - Tubbo's house - and were accompanied by friends you'd known for a long time now.

The stream had started and Tubbo had explained your rules, leaving the two groups to get to cooking.

"Hey, mate, can you hold the bowl while I stir the eggs?" You kindly ask Tommy, wriggling a whisk out of the jar between the stations.

The blonde blinks in silence, staring at you, "Your accent went 0 to 100 very quickly, Y/n/n" He giggles.

"Wait, what?" You glance about, feeling a little nervous as you plop the whisk into the measuring cup, needing to stir the eggs.

"Not in a bad way! Like, I never noticed your fuckin' accent was so, like, heavy before? You didn't sound like that last time we met up, or talked" He shrugs as he explains himself.

"Oh" You shrug, watching as he secures his free hand around the handle of the glass measuring cup. You begin to whisk the eggs, poking at the yolks to make it go a little bit faster. "I mean, I usually use a little voice changer to make me a little more understandable"

"Ohhhhh, wait, that makes sense" He nods, "Ow! Calm down, I'm not trying to get surgery on my wrist now!" He quickly pulls his hand away, feeling something pop.

"Shit, I'm sorry! Are you alright?"

He bites his tongue, nodding as you reach for his hand. "I'm good"

You gently grab his wrist, quickly and lightly kneading the area for him.

Ranboo looks up, seeing you two distracted in your green aprons. "They're taking a massage therapy break already" they comment, tapping Freddie on the shoulder.

"C'mon, man up, Tommy! You'll be okay" Freddie lightly smiles, cracking a few eggs over the measuring cup, which they'd just struggled to find.

"Dude, I just had surgery on my crowned jewels, I don't think I will!"

"Good God, help me now" You chuckle

Ranboo and Freddie go silent for a moment before the boy with the red hair speaks up.

"You weren't kidding about the voice changer, were you?"

You shake your head no, "Why would I lie about that, mate?"

The two shrug, hearing Tubbo fake yell at them for cheating since they were conversing with you. The four of you jokingly plan a rebellion that you'd put into place for later, deciding to focus on the food right now.

"Tommy, Tommy, the plate, not the floor! If you drop that I'll actually kill you"

"It's on the damn plate!"

Tommy quickly sets the pan down to help you fold the guacamole together, using his one hand to hold the bowl while you rushingly mix it all up. From the avocados to the lemon juice, you got it to a nice consistency, and, with a struggle, get a dab of it on the paper plate you were given next to the burrito.

"I think he's gonna like it either way, considering most of what he eats, he orders." You shrug, setting the bowl of guacamole down.

Tommy lightly laughs, "Yeah, that's true"

You were finished before the timer, luckily, however, Freddie and Ranboo were still working, using each hand to do their own tasks to work a little faster.

"Tubbo, can you understand me with my accent this thick?" You shout into the other room, purposely making your voice and accent sound a bit thicker to try and mess wirh him.

It's silence until he answers, like he needed to translate your words. "Barely!"

You and Tommy laugh, chatting away while the other group works.

"What's Australia even like? Just like... giant spiders and kangaroos?"

"Holy shit"

"I'm serious! It's not like I'm going anytime soon"

"Well, it's not that. It's like the UK but much warmer, and yeah, kinda scarier. It's like a real-life Better Minecraft mod"

"You guys have armored skeletons attacking you??" Tommy laughs as he teases you.

"I hate you!" You laugh

"I love how you say 'you', it sounds so dumb"

"It sounds like how you Brits say it!" You smile, using your free hand to try and fight him in a playful manner.

"Dumb in a nice way! Dumb in a nice way!" He shouts, trying to use his free hand to protect himself from the cat fight. "They weren't lying when they said you Aussies fight like wild animals, what's next, you gonna kick the shit out of me?" He asks, egging you on.

"I'm gonna kick you in the crown jewels if you don't shut up!" You joke, making him scream in terror, probably killing the viewers' ears as well.

He yelps, falling back as he drags you down with him, having slipped on himself.

"Tommy!"

"Ow!"

"Jesus Christ, they've broken each other's backs off that floor, I heard it" Freddie lightly laughs, holding the paper plate up for Ranboo so they could put the food on it. "I think Y/n's dead"

"Tubbo! We need the ambulance!" Ranboo laughs, "Get Eryn back here, they actually can't get up! The tied hands have impaired them tremendously"

"Tommy, just stand up!"

"My balls hurt!"

"Then let me stand up, I can't when you're holding your dick together!"

Eryn quickly rushes over, helping the both of you stand up slash getting Tommy to release his tied hand from his crotch. You help him up and pat him on the shoulder with your free hand as Tubbo wraps up the time.

In the end, your groups nearly tied, you and Tommy one point behind Freddie and Ranboo. Honestly, they did deserve the win.

"I still can't believe you fooled us with the voice changer, even changing your voice in real life. I swear, you sound totally different," Freddie lightly chuckles, freeing himself from the apron.

"In a good way, though" Ranboo adds, "Your accent is really fucking cool, trust me"

You lightly smile, freeing yourself from Tommy's sweaty hands. "Thanks- ow, holy shit!"

"You think that hurt?" The blonde teases, having ripped the rest of the duct tape of your hands.

"Piss off"

After the stream ended, Tubbo turned on some music while you guys cleaned up. He and Eryn were sorting out the lights, cameras, and microphone while the four of you cleaned up the kitchen. You decided to clean each other's messes, trying to make it a little more enjoyable, which none of you minded.

The music, picked my Tubbo himself, was an early 2000s hip hop mix, titled something like 'Greatest 2000s Hip Hop Hits' or something. And of course, Ranboo and Tommy were getting down to it, mostly leaving you and Freddie to do the cleaning while you laughed at them singing and dancing along.

Tommy was bouncing around, not focused on cleaning whatsoever as he tugs on your hand, wanting you to join in.

"Y/n, Freddie, cmon!"

"This isn't High School Musical, dude" You reply

"You deserve a break!" Ranboo shouts, pulling Freddie into whatever fucked up dance trapezoid you guys had going on.

You sigh and set down the cups you were washing and turn the water off. You spray the water from your hands on Freddie, starting a war as you join their little dance party.

Freddie gasps and smiles, throwing the little bit of water in the measuring cup at you in retaliation.

"Australian versus Brit! Who will win!?" Tommy shouts with a little laugh.

"Hopefully not the American"

You fake shudder and nod. "Yeah, I agree with that, Ranboo"

#lowkeyrobin #mcyt x reader #mcyt preferences #mcyt oneshot #tommyinnit x reader #ranboo x reader #badlinu x reader #tubbo x reader #freddie badlinu x reader #cricket crew #cricket crew x reader #gn reader #gender neutral reader #they/them reader

[just-a-carrot]

spoilers for arc 5 part 1 1/2

i haven’t seen that much people talking about scene where genzou apologised to orlam so imma tell you what i think about it personally

to be completely honest with you i didn't experience that many emotions when going through Arc 5. i still like it very much!! but it’s not the same kind of feeling that i had back in winter, when i played Our Wonderland for the first time. i can’t even explain what i’ve felt but it’s been soo amazing and powerful, my mind has been all over about your visual novel, i’ve spend nights discussing theories about it with my friend, and literally nothing else i've ever been interested in has awakened so many emotions in me as OW did. so when arc 5 came out, by that time i’d already cooled down and got into other things, and for some reason, i didn’t fall back to this kind of interest like i though i would, just had a nice nostalgic feeling while playing. including newest part.

i bawled my eyes out when genzou hugged orlam

i didn't expect it to have such an impact on me!! i had this deep and long forgotten feeling developing in my chest when genzou refused to speak about what he hates in orlam, and I was expecting something like this to happen, but only when Genzou proved my thoughts correct, BAM and I'm IMMEDIATELY in tears! it was like it’s winter all over again! and omg carrot i didn’t even get a chance to catch my breath, because genzou continued his speech and the animation just kept going and showing their interactions back in school, and i just cried louder and louder WHAT!!

i feel so so so sorry for orlam, he was so compassionate, kind, and feeling, and he didn’t deserved anything that had happened to him, and i can’t even imagine how much guilt regret and remorse is experiencing genzou. it was such an emotional moment, and now i’m actually really excited and looking forward for the future part(‘s ??) and seeing more of their interactions.

this part was great, i loved it! keep it up carrot you’re doing great!!

owowowowowo... 🥺💕 this is very sweet... thank you for taking the time to write up all your thoughts, i'm getting very weepy...

ahhh... what you talked about is one of my biggest points of anxiety and pressure/fear when making this game tbh (among others) 💦 that because it takes me so long to put out parts even those who might have played and liked the game won't care about it anymore 💦💦 ahhh... it's a big problem when you're a solo dev. i'm sorry i can't get stuff out more quickly 💦

i'm really happy you were able to find some of your past feelings when playing the new part though 🥺💕 it was also a very Important and Meaningful Scene for me (and by that i mean i cried even while planning it) so i was really hopeful that it would have a lot of impact and people might be able to feel things from it. i feel like so much of the story and the various character arcs having been leading up to it, so i wanted to make sure i put everything i could into making it. ofc hopefully the actual final finale will be what everything ultimately leads to LOL but like, this is the last stop along the way and something that's been building for a long time, so... i was rather nervous in general hoping that it could be impactful for people who have been playing the game

thank you very much writing all this up. this truly means a lot hearing something like this. i feel really grateful having people who can look forward to and enjoy the game and feel so much from the characters and story. thank you so much for all of your support and for loving the game 💕 i will keep working hard to make the finale as good as i can 💦

#ow: asks

[im-a-marion3tt3]

(tw mentions of sh/ed in relation to your fics)

hi hi hi oh my goodness your writing !?!??

i need to come and scream about how amazing it is to you but ??? i have no words (/pos) ???? i'm holding zoned out and bad ideas very, very close to my heart because OW and also URHGN ....if that.. makes sense... 😅

bad ideas especially ?? mountain's attempt at an intervention is something i have not stopped thinking about ever since i read it and i don't think i'll stop thinking about it for a long time. there's just something about the idea of phantom being so naive and genuinely believing that what he, rain and dew are doing isn't harmful or destructive until mountain tells him that's very *melts into a pile of sobbing goo* ohhh and the part near the end where phantom and dew begin to egg each other on by making comment of how much the other is eating, only to switch later in the day and praise each other for the destruction they're causing ?? *once again melts into a pile of sobbing goo*

and zoned out ?? i've only read it once so far (i think i've read bad ideas at least ten times by now O_O) but ohhh my goodness ?? ARHGNSDNSDKFLD ?!??! ...that's kind of my only thought about it right now but gahh, if my thoughts become less soupy, i'll be sure to ramble extensively about zoned out as well :)

this is getting very ramble-y and i'm sure i had a point but i just wanted to drop in and say how wonderful those two fics are and how closely i'm holding them to my heart <3

Tw: sh and ed talk

Please, omg, you're so sweet. Sorry I didn't respond sooner, I was rereading this over and over. And thank you for putting up with my grammar and spelling mistakes 😭😭😭

I really feel like Phantom is that naive though. That he wants to be cool so he'll try anything at least once and maybe again so long as he lives through it the first time. As for Mountain, I feel like man is the only voice of reason in that house. Plus, he's big and scary when he wants too be. Maybe he talked to some of the other ghouls about it or maybe he's just so proactive but wither way, he wants the best for everyone one. He's already given up on Rain and Dew and so long as they're healthy-ish physically, he'll consider it good enough.

You can't tell me that Phantom and Dew don't have a ping pong relationship in this regard though. I feel like they go back and forth depending on their mood and the other's mood that day. It's something that just exists between them though and Phantom clings to it for dear life, it's one of the few things he has that makes him feel like he fits in.

Thank you sm for rambling. My inbox is like, always open for you to do this because this made my day. You're literally so sweet/gen. Also I love your writing with my entire being and would sell my soul for it

#asks #tw sh #tw ed

[seesgood]

Hi, I saw your post about the RPC and activity—and no, it’s not just you. However, I’m also someone who tried interacting with you specifically… and you kind of gave me radio silence as well? I kind of felt like I didn’t exist on your dash when we were mutuals, only those close friends who you already engaged with were in your line of sight even when I actively engaged with you from my end. (I bring this up because it leads into my next point on why I think the RPC is dying off).

Maybe that’s a one-time thing/situation but I do feel like sometimes that’s a problem some people don’t realize (not just you, I’ve got it from other people as well) in the RPC as a whole. I think that’s also driving a lot of good, active people away from the RPC, and some people don’t recognize that they need to kind of… at least acknowledge peoples’ presences on the dash. It doesn’t have to be through RP necessarily either; liking their posts, responding if they comment ooc, sending them headcanon or positivity asks, there’s other ways to engage they say “hey, I see you!” that don’t involve the creative juices of writing a reply to them. People start to feel discouraged, or like they’re invisible, or like it’s not worth continuing when their presence isn’t at the very least acknowledged. And in that case, I think people miss out on the opportunity to engage with and write with people they might have built an amazing rapport with.

hi! first of all thank you for sending this in, i'm sure it's not a super easy thing to say to someone and i appreciate you doing so. i'm sorry if i ever came off like i was brushing you off or favoring certain people ( which i'm sure i do, as we all tend to do, because certain people feel safer / more familiar / etc. ) i will say that i make a lot of efforts to engage with people as much as possible, but it's incredibly difficult for me to talk / chat 24/7, especially if it's small talk or those awkward first stages of "omg i love your blog!." it also takes me a really long time to be comfortable with people, and despite the fact that i've been here for awhile, i only have a handful of people that i feel truly comfortable and safe and not anxious talking to. beyond that, i've had a really busy year, my anxiety over the past few months has been worse than it's ever been, and that definitely impacts the way that i interact with people, which is also probably why it feels like i'm only interacting with my friends.

i agree with every single point that you make, i try to make as much of an effort when i can to engage with people's posts on the dash, even if it's just a like or a comment. i think it does A LOT more than people realize. and i do think that you're hitting on this really great and complex topic right now of "it feels like the rpc is dying and one of the reasons is probably because people don't engage with one another the same ways that they used to" and this is true! but at the same time, i think there's also been a shift in feeling like you're owed someone's time / energy / attention and that can be very hard for people to. and i think when those things combine forces into the 'well it's not worth me being here because no one notices me and no one cares' it starts to breed this weird negative energy where it's like "it's on you to give me enough attention to warrant it being worth my time to be here" and i'm not saying that's what you're communicating to me, i'm just saying that's a trend i notice sometimes, and i frankly don't have the time or energy to be like KSJDFHKJSDHFKJSH BESTIE! to every single person, all hours of the day, when i follow a truly obscene ( quadruple digits ) amount of people.

so i think you're right and you make a lot of good points, and i apologize for the fact that my actions --- as unintentional as they were, whatever they were --- made you feel down about your presence here, but i would also like to kindly say to that: i'm not an extroverted person. i'm not a socially confident person. it takes a lot of energy for me ( and many others, i'm sure ) to sustain conversations with people we don't know (yet) and are not familiar with (yet) on a website with a culture that can be as volatile as tumblr's. my biggest rp advice is to do the things that YOU enjoy that make YOU happy, and try not to tailor it to other people. if you do that, i promise people will come. and i don't mean this in a "how dare you accuse me of such a thing i am a perfect human' i am not. i am far from it. i too have felt and do feel often the way you feel.

TL;DR + unsolicited advice, don't take a "me" thing and let your brain twist it into a "you" thing ( i.e. oh lia never messages me back but she's talking to all these people on the dash, she must hate me and i should just leave ) i promise you people's behaviors are more reflective of what's going on with them than what they think of you

#/ answered. #but fr i've had so many conversations with people where they're like #you're so quiet i feel like youre mad :/ oh you havent messaged me in ages :/ i thought you wanted space :/ #i am simply just not an overly chatty person unless i have something to be chatty about #( this is talking about like conversations --- not dash shitposts ) #anyway this got long sORRY

[a-kaash-me-outside]

okay Tori, im giving you a LONG feedback for this B2B update coz y'know, you deserve it ♡

NOT FAIR LAST CHAP IS INSANE

and UGH idk how to put it in words just to describe it. the first part (the walk back to Kei's house) has kept me so conflicted like I can feel the uneasiness like how it was depicted. 👏 the confidence on the last chap was eased perfectly in this chap as Kei turned the tables, it was amazing. he was idk more forceful, more condescending, just to let reader feel that he was in control again and it has to be that way, and she was comfortable in that. "God you could barely handle a few hours of what I have to do for you every single day." YES KEI, YES!! DOMINATE ME! "I want you to watch me fuck you." IM ROLLING ON THE BED OMG and more, omg in the line as Kei continued. the whole scene was fantastic Tori. i mean, where'd you get these hot ideas and scenes?? And Kei reading reader like a book, knowing she likes it like that OMG THE SMIRK OF THAT HOT FCK okay im gonna stop okay wait no Kei pressing reader's back to his chest while fcking was so HOT i had to read it again to satisfy myself of that scene until okay i've read enough. aaahhh, the way the aftercare and confession about how she feels took place, HEARTS EVERYWHERE. and the FUCK the gentle sex after the very rough sex was amazing it melted me!! "you know I'll do anything for you right?" uhhhh my hearttttt. it took me back to the first chap where the reader begged for Kei to fuck her and make her cum. she was in control the whole time, we we're so lost in Kei dominating butー HANDS DOWN TORI!! and i wanna add..... HOW ABOUT TADASHI? i mean, no epilogue? like he got back on his own feet and took Kei's lessons into practice with any other girls. HAHAHA it'll be hilarious, it's already hilarious to imagine. "Thanks, Kei. I owe this to you and to my ex." LMAO.

TWRT Maki backstory is comforting and disturbing for some reason

can i include myself with those Maki bitches? because honestly, I AM. Sorry 'Tsumu, but my heart's 60% Maki.

so, I was expecting it will be a Maki POV kind of thing but this also works pretty well too. Hanamaki, my love, is so over-the-top loverboy that every girl deserves. Oh praises everywhere and out I'm inlove with him, he'll never fail to make you feel comfortable. maybe because the relationship foundation has enough stability that it did work out to evolve into a gf-bf relationship. i really love platonic love because you can never be wrong with it, even if it evolves to something like that so casually. and it was amazing Tori, it broke me maybe too much more if I didn't know they'll break up eventually. Reader handled it perfectly HANDS DOWN that scene when Maki asked her to put a label on her: girlfriend. LMAO the rebound thing with Iwa was hilarious!!! The read was too relaxing AND NGL, i was expecting a hard break up but like the casual evolution of their relationship, it broke up cleanly too like: WTF WHY YOU TEACHING ME THAT THERE IS SOMETHING LIKE THIS THAT COULD HAPPEN IM NOT ACCUSTOMED BY THIS, IS LOVE LIKE THIS, THERE'S REALLY A LOVE LIKE THIS!? like that. TBH, i really feel uncomfortable because I really wanted him to end up with reader and I can't think of how pain will reside in him when Atsumu gets the one thing that is very precious to him. Maybe it'll break me if I'll read the Maki alternate ending. omg, I'm shaking 🥺 I wish mine broke cleanly like this. and I know, after this, Maki will never move on from herーor not, what do you think Tori? Is he gonna move on from her? but dont spoil LOL I wanna excite myself!! Oh the heartbreak my God.

THANK YOU TORI, THANKS FOR THIS. IM WAITING FOR THE NEXT WAKING DAY TO HAVE THE B2B ENDINGS. I LOVE YOU! ♡

this is me right now contemplating what to feel.

PAH OMG OMG. thank you so much for these in-depth thoughts i love them omg omgogmogmgmo. hehehehe. i love love love the last chapter of not fair! i think it refocused on reader and tsukishima rather than tadashi which was the VIBE and just focuses on the love between them and how their relationship has evolved. <3 (also, i come up with these scenes because i am a horny bitch that's it)

AND AH YEA. the whole point of posting the maki chapter was in PREP for tonight where i hope everyone loves the last chapter and ALSO the maki chapter hahahahaha.

#shut up tori #asks! #ran! #twrt convo! #not fair convo!

[princess-pill-enjoyer]

Yet another notice that I aint dead just yet!

That meltdown was.... pretty bad I won't lie. I actually did try that time.. first time in 5 years lmfao

I won't go too in detail. I feel like I talk too much all to say the same two things over and over again. It was a really weird feeling though. My previous attempts throughout my childhood were kinda misguided. Like the intent was there and all but.. ya know. Barely got over the fear of my parents busting through my room with printouts of my search history 😭

Soo although throughout my life I've probably tried to unalive myself 7-8 different times I really only count or mention about 2 of them (and barely that tbh). I never really researched further into what exactly it'd take for all that. I think the good majority of those are random days I'd get upset and just pop a few handfuls of... usually ibuprofen? I mightve tried it with Tylenol as well but 9 times outta 10 we'd usually have more orange pills so it just made sense in my mind

Anyway. Yeah. First time really being 1000% certain about what it'd take. It was kinda scary. Having all the shit just.. lying there. Knowing that it was gonna at the very least cause some actual damage once it was all said and done. It didn't end up mattering anyway. I mean. I'm here 💀💀💀

As far as life updates? Uhh. Well me and R are speaking. Not really but. I at the very least can almost always know she's safe + alive so I'm fine with it for now. I really don't have the energy atp to fight to go back to before her ex dipped

Uhh i think I dipped right before my training really started but today was my first day really doing the job part of it. It was alr. I'm gonna jump ship as soon as I get my preferred place all down pact but for now the only real downsides is A. Having to verbally speak for hours and hours kinda having to throw away my speak-when-spoken-to/tbr... only when needed to keep up with appearances. Hence why 99% of what I say nowadays is just shit I'd expect the person to want to hear. I really want to just get out the conversation as quick as possible for the most part

Side tracked sorry. B. Being that my shit while being pretty easy, is also kinda limited. Like there can fr be someone sitting there boohooing about how they lost all their money in a house fire that killed their whole ass family and blew up all the cars or something and I'd STILL have to ask well is there anyone else I can send the payment to? We can't service you until the payment is authorized. Or possibly even cutting off people if they take too long not to effect my AHT.. I hate that shit. I'm pretty good at just nodding along and taking whatever but I HATEEE that I gotta kinda give af while also not caring enough to fight too hard for them since I can just poof my contract away doing that too much apparently..

Ah shit speaking of above and beyond.. my dumbass prolly just got scammed

🗿🗿🗿

Don't laugh when you read this alr...

LOOK so basically. This woman named noreen came in my dms talking bout some omg bro PLEASE if you got it.. spare like $12 I am STRUGGLING. And I'm sitting there like damn... I only just got this $200 my stepmom/dad owed me annd I just paid off all the small debts I had from this lecture money I end up getting from my mom

The orange section is unrelated but I get "small debts" sounds shady so context

Long story short, was borrowing and putting back thru cash app borrow so I can slowly increase my borrow limit showing ya know like I'm not gon just spend what I don't have and just leave my shit overdue, tho during that period in April-early May I started blowing through any and all money thinking it wouldn't matter. But my shitty spending habits caught up to me when I not only didn't get as much as I was expecting from this one shit, I also balled out depending on said money with the little I had left somehow someway needing to pay off seemingly 1000 things all at once. I got it mostly under control in right after my middle sister's birthday and now it's back to normal.

Basically I told her the last/less dire parts of that and kinda explained I don't really buy too much of anything with it it's just OLD. When another emergency finally came through and forced my hand as far as spending, it finally came to a head where I didnt have enough to borrow so I could pay it off again. She kinda scolded me for letting it carry on for that long and explained the normal stuff. I didn't really let thst lesson sink in tbh. I know I should've but knowing it was moreso my situations putting me there I just kinda.. nodded along and hoped for the best. I didn't think she'd help me tho

Tho... my dumbass. Ack. I really need to get my spending together. I'm a lot better don't get me wrong. I'm not as huge of a fast food person as I was in the past. I'm not as big on balling out on whatever game I happen to like for the month or two I'm hyperfixated on it. I try to stay within my means even knowing damn well I don't really have anything that i urgently need to pay. Not to say I'm completely dependent, I still have a few things I have to keep up with on my end but I know even if I have $0 in my bank acc, I'll have something to eat and somewhere to rest

Whiiich in the past kinda led to me balling just cause. I won't lie.. seeing me blow through my open house money in a year. That switched INSTANTLY. I always thought it was out of never really getting to have anything new so I thought I'd just get everything I wanted and be okay from there. But going through... soooo much money.. yesh. That sure as hell ain't the only reason

Anyway I bring all that up to say Im kinda shocked that even with that, my dumbass still be shelling out money over nothing at times. I don't get why atp.. The woman dmed me and I asked a few things feeling like I could tell she wasn't a bot or anything.

Then I sent like $20 cause I felt bad for interrogating the poor girl in the first place.

Rhen like a day or two later she asked for 10 (£. Pounds are a little more valuable than usd) and I figure well damn. I even gave her some extra the first time. She must be really desperate. So I gave another $15.

But then TODAYYYY she asked for another 10 and that's about when I started to put two and two together. By that point I had already given bout triple the amount she was initially asking for. I get shit being more costly than you thought but like.. bruh. I just gave her another $15 and said that I couldn't give anymore past that. I was pretty polite about it just incase I am just being paranoid.

But yeah.. I'm out $50 cause I tried to help spme random. I don't really regret it. It's not really like I had anything too too much better to do with that. Plus, at thr end of the day, it's $50. It's a lot yeah but its not life changing or anything. I'd rather possibly get scammed out of some petty money like that than being too paranoid and not helping someone I could so easily help. I still feel like an idiot tho lol

Uhh in my addiction news.. I actually unintentionally broke the cycle for a little. I bought these thc disposables to try and give my stomach a break from all the pills. It had already started back burning from it all and my unaliving situation made it really bad. Though it was only for about a week. Then I started mixing em. I've gone back to my once or twice a day habit now. Currently on about 650. There's a small part of me that's starting to care less and less about my problem. It's just been too much. I cant even try to care atp

I'm pretty much never sober. I smoke during training all the time and I almost always take dph during the night. Sometimes, I'll even take both right before my training. It's one of the perks of working online ig lol. I'm gonna try and start scaling it back some since I now gotta stay pretty normal for calls. Once I memorize scripts annd ain't so nervous I'll probably go back go it but for now I kinda cant

Uh yeah but.. that's bout it. I'm finna take a nap. Shits hitting me harder than I expected and I just smoked a before I hopped on here

#dph #benadryl #diphenhydramine #dph addiction #update #excessively long

[hueningshaped]

STOPPP!!!!! me reading your replies to my asks = best part of my day (also very much genuine and serious!!!)😔😔🫶🏻💗💗💗 it's okay!! i completely understand you're busy, i barely even glance at my phone whenever i go on vacation so i'm happy you find the time to reply at all🥹🥹 you: i'm sorry for picking two me: literally chose four😭😭 but amor. you actually have to be kidding me those are my favorites TOO signal will ALWAYS have me like 🤙🏻🤙🏻JJIRIT JJIRIT JJIRIT JJIRIT🤙🏻🤙🏻 and WHAT IS LOVE!!!!!!! oh my god where do i even begin to describe the love i have for that song :( the melody + the bittersweet lyrics + their vocals are just perfect and i'm so happy that the mv was so amazing as well song of the century truly🧎🏻the feel my rhythm classic version!/!/!/!-!!- the EXHILARATION i felt while watching🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 i love that they had a whole story to the mv and that they actually made it look nice, feel my rhythm deserves the world i love her so much😔 i never would have even SEEN those behind the scene photos if you hadn't mentioned them i owe you my life💓💗💖💘💕💞 also this was in the recommended tweets below it and i just had to share it with you tyun acting like blinking is a limited resource that needs to be used sparingly is on my very long list of things i love about him😭 omg a question i have a definite answer to!!!! it's 10000% moa diary because i loveeeeee everything about it especially how soobin could not stop smiling when he saw that the mask they gave him was twisted🥹 and it's the first dance practice i watched from them too so i'm even more attached to it!! as for performance that is something i unfortunately cannot answer i'm not even gonna attempt because they pour their heart into every performance so every time i watch one i'm like omg this is the best thing i've ever seen🫶🏻 what about you!!! omg i totally understand ghosting is such a tearjerker and i've never even been ghosted😐 that along with anti romantic and run away💔 TEARS. and they have so many more too😭 those songs are so very dear to me i will always love them</3 and omg our summer!!! it has such a happy melody but it does sometimes make me feel like☹️☹️ i've never actually tried milk tea before because it's not really something we do here??😭 i've never seen anybody put milk in their tea but i'm kind of curious now🤨 does caffeine keep you up at night or is it something else!! because omg. i never drink coffee but my parents drink some multiple times a day because it's a huge part of my culture and one day they made me drink some with them (horrible experience😐) so i was like "this better not make me unable to sleep tonight😾😾" and around the time that happened i would always fall asleep at like 3am but that night i was out COLD by 11pm😭 also me whenever your ramble😌🎧🎶🎵 even if you wrote a 10k essay about your favorite beverages i would read it and ENJOY it please do not ever worry about talking too much🫡 omg very good taste in weather conditions!!! and tbh i kind of miss snow because even though we do get it sometimes it's so little☹️ when i was a kid there used to be so much of it💔 beffie wdym if i'm okay with interacting with you off anon once i actually open the blog i am RUNNING to your blog you will not know peace again😼😼 i love talking to you🥺 i'm kinda boring so i rarely watch any movies😐 i usually only watch horror movies with my cousin when i go to see her and we get bored but other than that.... nothing :// also i JUST realized that when you asked me about my favorite shows i literally forgot about my no. 1 all time favorite show?/?!/!/ i may be stupid. i am so emotionally attached to atla!! best animation best music best storyline best- ANYWAYS what about you!! do you watch movies and if you do what's your favorite!!! and the tiktok omg😭😭 i LOVE edits like that dw your humor is fantastic (just like everything else about u)🫶🏻🫶🏻 also please look at this why am i so emotional over this😔😔 stay hydrated and happy and safe!!! have a great day!!!!💗💗💗 -🧃

my answer was TOO LONG APPARENTLY so i’m linking my message HERE <3 [ 1 and 2 ] — i luv u here are some gyus FOR U

#follow me into the link to the post where ur reply lies ~~~~ #ask >3<

[vallygirl285]

Can The Rational Fans of SPN Please

STAND UP AND TAKE BACK OUR FANDOM!!!

Okay I'm going to say right up front to anyone who follows me if you're offended by this post, I'm sorry but I can't stand what the obnoxious part of this fandom has done. This is a long ass rant too so I'm sorry and you can ignore it all you want.

No I'm not just singling out Destiel, Hellers, Wincest, JA, JP or MC fans because newsflash every aspect of those fandoms has so many assholes that they all make it miserable for the rest of us.

I'm not into Destiel or Wincest...I don't ship JA & JP...I don't ship JA & MC or JP & MC. I'm not a J2 or Tinhat...I may not care for DA or GP as actresses but I don't think they're 'beards' either and dear god in heaven if Jensen truly was gay and needed a beard I like to think he has better taste than what he married but sadly these ships are the loudest and make so much of the fandom unpleasant.

Do I think these three men are friends in real life...I don't really know and I don't really care because it doesn't change my enjoyment of the show either way.

I'm sorry if you're so needy for acceptance or whatever your issue is that you need a TV CHARACTER to show your representation for your sexual orientation but that is your problem it's not the creator of the show, the actor who portrays the character or the network problem...it's yours.

Here's a quick recap of what Supernatural is about since this seems to continue to get lost in the shuffle. It is a show about two heterosexual brothers who have an unhealthy co-dependency on each other because of a tragedy when one was six months old and one was four years old and father who put way too much responsibility on that four year old to protect his baby brother. It's a show about hunting the monsters that caused the tragedy.

So in a nutshell DEAN WINCHESTER was never written as gay...bi...or any other thing you need the character to be for whatever your personal reasons are.

There are plenty of shows with characters that are gay, bi and lord knows what else you're into...pretty much anything goes now a days and there's enough shit shown on cable to cover it.

If you want to watch two men together watch shows like Roswell, NM or Teen Wolf (I know there are others...I just can't think of them and they don't matter to me so I'm not looking them up).

Also can people take a fucking chill pill...Jared and Jensen responding to that question about Castiel's confession wasn't homophobic...seriously this is the biggest problem in our society. Nobody can accept anyone else's thoughts or opinions if they don't mesh with their own and claims the other person must be a bigot.

See this is why I've been bitching since the 80s when suddenly every child began 'making the team' and 'getting a trophy' or when they were playing they didn't keep score because they didn't want the other children on the opposite to feel bad.

It's so unrealistic and this is why we have adults now who can't fucking accept not getting their own way and have hissy fits about every preconceive slight against them.

Newsflash actors don't owe you a damn thing other than to entertain you. They aren't responsible to 'represent' you unless they choose so on a personal level.

And yes I'm sorry I do agree MC is a huge part of this issue because he has played to that side of the fandom for his own personal reasons (mostly to make money and I will admit to being Anti-Misha) but again seriously people who 'brag' about the Cameo he did for them and 'stated' Destiel was cannon in said Cameos.

OMG...you fucking paid the man to say it. He's an actor and he's reading some lines you sent him with your payment. You could send him a request to say he saw a leprechaun doing the Electric Slide down a rainbow...just because he says what you pay him to say doesn't make it real.

How sad is your life that you need any actor or actress to 'speak' to you via Cameo to justify anything in your life. I'm sorry I adore Alona Tal as an actress but I wouldn't pay her $1.00 to say a single word to me on that site because it's not real...it's all smoke and mirrors. It's not meaningful in any way, shape or form.

I don't care truthfully...I get actors are supplementing their income with this thing but that is all it is for them and any who claim otherwise is full of shit. It's another revenue stream for them and so what. I don't really have a problem with it but I do have a problem when you have fans who can't tell the difference and actors who encourage it.

Also can people stop with their idiotic 'conspiracy' theories while we're at it. Like Sigmund Fraud said, 'sometimes a cigar is just a cigar' and a flannel shirt is just a freaking flannel shirt. Seriously if you people put half those thoughts into things that really matter than trying to find 'hidden meanings' in the color of a shirt, the way somebody held their coffee cup in a scene or any of the other ridiculous 'observation' that come across my feed because honestly I don't even think I can add enough filters to stop this crap from hitting my feed that would be lovely.

To recap, I love the actual show...the one we watched for 15 seasons...not anyone's interpretation. I'm actually a fan of Jared and Jenson as actors. I also like a good chunk of the other actors who were on the show too (minus Misha, Kim, Chad and a few others).

Ok my rant is over...I know it's not going to make a difference other than my need to blow off steam because I have to trudge through so much crap on my feed.

#supernatural #jared padalecki #jensen ackles #jensen and jared #anti misha #spn fandom #dean winchester is straight #anti destiel #anti hellers #anti j2 #anti tinhats #supernatural is a show

[toruvi]

do you ever get stressed by the amount of people asking you to publish a new chapter everytime cause that was my problem when I tried to be consistent it was so tempting to just drop it

Oh definitely, that's actually what happened with the last chapter. Aaand I kinda rushed it and I don't really like how it turned out. And tbh that kinda made me realize I can't rush it because I won't like what I put out. Ultimately this fic started as something for myself and I want to be able to come back to it and enjoy rereading it. So I focused on that instead of having a "consistent schedule". OFC everyone operates differently so this is just how I decided to handle it.

I used to post once a week, sometimes twice and then it turned into a biweekly thing and then a monthly thing and now it's...whenever I finish lol. Even now I've been getting a few comments on ao3 about it 😭 sometimes it stresses me out but at the same time I'm like 🥺 omg ppl care enough to ask cjfhdd it's a hit or.miss for me. And while I do feel guilty my updates have slowed down a lot it also allowed me to take a step back and get a new perspective on the story, how I want it to go and such. Because of that I feel a lot better about what I'm creating.

But another thing is that I've also tried to tell myself that not every chapter is going to be amazing, not everything in the story is gonna land well and that's totally okay. I guess I'm just trying to approach it the same way I do with art. And I'm also very new to writing so I try not to be too hard on myself bc at the end of the day this is all for fun!

Honestly? If those types of comments stress you out just ignore them, I'd try not to put too much weight on it bc this should all be for fun. (Obviously I say this but I definitely have days where I still stress out lol) omfg this got sooo long winded I'm so sorry. But I hope you don't get too stressed over time frames, it helps to remember that authors technically do not owe "timely" updates btw. We're doing this for free and in our spare time/when inspiration strikes! Hope my long ass answer helped in some way nffhdhdhdhc

#asks #i put it ynder a read more bc i ended up on a tangent mb

[twstedtales]

Sorry Athy for resent this again cause maybe tmblr decided to purged it soo ...

Hi Athy! Chapter 6 is coming up and sksksksks all the emotion bagged with the VDC, Grim, the kidnap then Idia is somehow connected with all of those dramas with S.T.Y.X and Jupiter ... I really want to hear your feelings about the recent event happening with Twst chapter 6 cause I think people right now are very confused, cram with theories and having mixed feeling about many, many things.

Oh and I also that anon chan had accidentally sent you the art museum reqs so ... I'm so sorry about that! Hope you're doing fine and pls remind yourself every day that your writing is not cheap pls <3

Jwjeje hi!! tumblr probably purged your first question 😭 I just received this one last night but i couldn't get to it immediately because of some personal shenanigans but here we go! 

Episode 6 spoilers, unprofessional screeching, long rambling with a few curses under the cut! Proceed with caution because i won't be able to contain my feels 💦

Soooo, I've read the last chapter the first hour it was released because of excitement lol, but it was only through rereading it the third time that day I had finally be able to organise my thoughts about it shsjs.

First of all, I am quite sad that we only got a scratch on our hand xD sure, i'm glad we're safe but come onnnn disney, the last chapter of Episode 5 had us fainting and stuff and I expect the worst to happen to us ehwhwj. though that scene where Ace and Deuce had come to us when we called them even though its thd middle of the night warmed my heart like OMG BESTEST FRIENDS EVER 😭😭😭😭👊

Cue Ace insisting we should treat our injuries first before asking what had happen made me adore him even more like wtf, man, you usually cause us trouble but at times like this (and that scene in Ep 4 where they rushed to the desert thinking were in trouble) had me fangirling over him 🗿🗿🗿💦

Anyway, I also didn't expect Crowley to call all Dorm Heads bc AZUL AZUL AZUL 😳😳😳 even though he called Grim a problem child uwu. And Leona was so funny that time too 😂😂 Ortho best boy in finding lost stuff, maybe I should ask him to locate my things later too /j

Probably my favourite part of the first Ep is Vil apologising to everyone. I mean, technically, no one in the VDC team had blamed him anyway, but he still owed up his mistakes. That's a big plus for me hshwhw that even though he was a prideful teen (which, let's admit, most teens have high pride nowadays and i'm gonna tell you i am one too ehjekw) but Vil just knows when to apologise and admit defeat. Irl, that takes up a lot of courage and character growth, especially to lower down your pride and I admire that about Vil. HE WAS A TRUE QUEEN 🙇‍♀️👑 (you forgot your crown on my back, your majesty ejshw)

BUUUUTTTT, THE ROBOTS MAN. I am very surprised the first time I've seen em crashing in ramshackle LIKE DUDE, OUR DORM JUST GOT RENOVATED AND YOU HAVE THE AUDACITY TO RAMSHACKLED IT AGAIN 😤😤😤 I hope Idia pay us for property damage bc honestly, if it was me, i'm gonna storm right in ignihyde and vigorously demand compensation for the damage his robots caused us sjsjw 🙄🙄💅

And yooow, those freaking charon robots(? Is that what they call it in english?? hwnw idk man) had kidnapped Vil and Jamil hwhwhwhw fuck it. Though, Vil and Kalim displaying their "leadership" had me go WOOOW bc that's the first time I've seen them take on full action and protect the first years djsjsksjw LIKE OMG SO COOL 😳😳💅

Riddle going "ugiiiii" after so many episodes brings back the memories of Ep 1 😂😂💦 I honestly missed the other dorms taking action, and THANK DISNEY, they all have had them appeared then and there (well, except jack rip) HSJAJAJ 😭😭👊 

Lilia and Malleus know what's happening (esp about the STYX) is prolly bc they're royalty and retainer? Cause Leona knows about it too and he quoted that "i had seen them roaming in the palace before" that prolly indicates that Leona had seen Overblot before, which brings me back to that particular scene in Ep 3 after Azul's OB when Leona asked us if "the furball has always been eating black stones all this time". Leona prolly knows what that is but doesn't have enough evidence to support his claim (similar to Crowley who, "apparently", never seen Blot stones) so he just dismissed it before.

AND HELP EJEDHSJW LEONA'S NEW POSE IS MAKING ME LAUGH HE LOOKS LIKE A CAT THAT'S BEEN JAILED LOL 😂😂😂 tho his smirking expression when he was raising his hands and that "pls handle me gently im delicate" vibe is making me cackle so hard 🤣🤣🤣👌👌 

Tho jokes aside, i like his character development here 🤔 like, we rarely see Leona (tbf, we RARELY saw him in his OWN episode sjwbw) so I was highly impressed at his development here. From him saving Ruggie from the falling glass, leaving Savanaclaw to him while he was gone, and to the fact that he was surrendering bc he knows that it was futile to struggle further dhejw. I mean, Leona here shows that he knows how to pick his own battles and calculate the situation, and him being careful with his actions and entrusting the welfare of Savanaclaw. For me, tbh, that's a plus for him. Because most people irl (obv not all!) just charging recklessly and mindlessly to battle despite knowing that they would lose the war djehs (the others doesn't include here bc they dont know who those robots are anyway and they are protecting their campus and fellow schoolmates so that's okay, i guess)

AZUL AZUL AZUL 🐙 i also like how he was about to stand up for his schoolmates too, esp to his underclassmen, since he was a leader uwu. And Idia being sus...tbh, I've suspected his family belongs to some group that does shady stuff (like the tweels and they had somehow that shady vibes) and I think most of my predictions had come true??? jwjwjw but fuck, I didnt expect their family is as rich as Kalim's lol. That's definitely a surprise.

I also laughed so hard when I read that "Leona let Riddle sleep on his lap for three hours" LIKE IT WAS SOFT??? EVEN THOUGH IT WAS BEGRUDGING AND LEONA WAS BEING GRUMPY AFTERWARDS MADE ME FEEL *AFFECTIONATE* qwq 

Anywhoooo, I'm not really into reading theories a lot xD so perhaps I haven't read lots of em that was circulating bc I have a memory of a goldfish shahab i'm gonna forget what is "canon" and "theory" at times sjsjwjw but if you want to talk to a particular theory with me, FEEL FREE TO HOP INTO MY INBOX OR DMS, whichever you prefer ehe. I always like talking to my followers and mutuals about our favourite boys ejshw.

And by the way, you need not to worry about that request 😘 if you want to resend that again, feel free to since my requests are open again! I won't definitely reject such a cute idea hahaha. 

And be sure to drink plenty of water and take care too, Rei-chan (can I call u that ehehe?). Hsjwjehe thank youu for wanting to hear my thoughts about this even though it's stupidly long hahaha😳😳 and thinking my writing is good enough lol.

#twst spoilers #letters from the chronicler #signed by justrei

[duker42]

Omg I didn't knew about what you just told the other anon! How cruel is that! You definitely do NOT DESERVE ANY of that! You are such a talented wrighter and even if I don't know you in rl I can tell that you're a good person, at least on what I've heard from you! I am so entirely sorry about what happened and I understand your disappointment! Darling please do not let anyone pressure you to do thinks you don't want to, I am sure you already know that, but still, you are special and you are loved. Even if we are anonymous to you and don't have a connection in rl, there are still so many people out there who care about YOU. ❤️ And as one of them I want to apologise for this rude behaviour and I want to tell you that even if you never ever want to Wright for this Fandom anymore/ever again, it is your decision to, you don't owe us anything especially since we have been able to enjoy your amazing content so long for free! Please don't worry about those haters, they don't deserve you ❤️🙏🏻 I hope you're at least doing OK in all the other departments of your life and have a wonderful day. Don't let them get your spirits down, I respect you for all that you did for us. Thank you, it has been a truly awesome experience and a fun journey. You're litrally the first blog I ever followed here... So to me you will always hold a special part in my heart. 😊❤️

I appreciate that. A lot of it had to be with me being new to Tumblr and not standing up for myself. But that is not the case now. I will be polite but I'm not writing some of the things that some wanted from me. I push boundaries, but nah.... it honestly brought back some pretty awful memories for me and I have just disassociated since then.

[junicai]

Surprise LIVE!

NCT : 안녕 여러본~~ [180316]

| warnings | none

-> aria spends some time in the practice room, with an unexpected guest.

A: hi hi everyone! how are you? 

aria is sitting with her back against a white wall, her legs out in front of her as she rests the camera against the mirrors. it looks like she is in a practice room, given the oversized hoodie she is wearing, along with the lack of makeup.

A: it’s not too late for anyone, right? i don’t want to keep anyone awake 😡 if it’s late for you go to bed! you can watch again in the morning

@/lenjoo10: unnie, did you sleep well? have you eaten? 

A: yes! i’m waiting for yuta to finish in the other room, because apparently i’m not allowed walk home after it gets dark

she gestures with her arm towards the door, making a playfully scowling face.

A: he’s taking forever, so i decided i’d come talk to you guys! you’ll keep me company while i wait, right? 

@/luylhaech: of course! make sure you eat when you get home 🤬

A: 😅 yes yes i will, geez. sometimes i think you all are worse than the boys 

the comments flood with objections, saying that they just want her to stay healthy and safe. 

A: oh god ok i’m sorry! i’m sorry i’m sorry, thank you for taking care of me everyone 🥰

she bowed her head slightly to the camera, holding up her hands in an attempt to stop the onslaught of comments.

A: aah ah no you’re all typing too fast! i can’t read them all, hold on a moment. 

@/jaemia183: riri do you have any movie recommendations?

A: for movies? i'm not sure. yesterday i made mark watch howl's moving castle with me again, if that's something.

A: he acted annoyed but i know he loves that movie as much as i do

A: that movie is one of those movies i watched when i was a kid ~ i remember downloading it onto my mother's laptop so i could watch it on planes and long trips

A: 😅 i'm pretty sure i wasn't meant to do that, but i've seen it so often i can probably quote it now

aria ran a hand through her hair, fiddling with the strands that fell over her shoulders

@/thetenthwish: where are the others? 

A: hm, the others? well i know yuta is in the opposite room right now, but he’s working so i can’t get him for you... and a lot of the other boys have already gone home because they have a- thing tomorrow.

aria’s eyes opened wide at her slip of the tongue before she frantically tried to cover it up. her arms waved about and the mic on the phone picked up her legs kicking slightly on the hardwood floor.

@/jaehuina: ARIAA WHAT DID YOU SPOIL WHATS HAPPENING TOMORROW 

@/peachbliss: everyone say goodbye to aria its been nice knowing u

@/doiejei: is that the sound of the sm dungeon door clanging shut?

A: shushhh you’re all going to get me in trouble 😳 can we keep this a secret? for me? 

the comments rush past with affirmatives, and aria relaxed slightly back against the wall.  

A: ah i might owe you my life. taeyongie oppa would kill me - if you're watching this, oppa! nczennie will keep my secret for me, they promised 🥺

aria’s phone buzzes against the wall where she had put it down after reading through some comments. a small ping sounded, indicating a message had been sent to her inbox

A: oh? that might be yuta, i should check that ~

aria leant down to pick up her phone, clicking into the home screen and swiping up the messaging app. her face morphed into surprise before she quickly schooled her expression into something less alarming.

A: ah, i’m sorry everyone, i think yuta is going to be later than he expected and he told me to apologize to you all 😕

@/yukki24: has left the livestream

@/nczeci: has left the livestream

A: but! someone new is going to come pick me up, so i can stay and chat for a bit longer hehe

@/buiconasi: WHO OMG HAVE WE MET THEM BEFORE

A: have you met him before? no i don’t think so, not on a vlive yet... only once or twice i’d say. are you excited? 

A: hm, shall we play a guessing game to figure out who it is?

@/junno2567: nooo just tell us :(

A: ahh but where’s the fun in that! ok ok, ill give you all a hint and see if that helps ~ he’s very tall 🥰

@/titibunsa: ARIA EVERYONE IS TALL TO U THAT DOESNT HELP

@/gothavan: johnny?? 

@/jaemintea2: is it winwin?

A: no, its not an 127 oppa... 

@/jeangimia: is it a new manager or someone? 

@/guraheza: omg please just tell usssss

aria opened her mouth as if to speak, but was silenced by a short knock on the door of the practice room. her head turned to the door off-screen, and she smiled at the person as they entered. 

A: here he is everyone!

lucas popped his head into the frame.

L: heyo~ 

@/haneimi: OMG HI

@/aquarisuh: LUCASSSS 

aria watched the messages on vlive fill up with greetings for lucas, smiling as she turned slightly to watch lucas’ eyes dart quickly over them all, as if he was trying to read each individual message before it got pushed up by more incoming.

A: ta-da ~ lucas was the one coming to get me! i don’t think anyone guessed him, so its still a surprise

L: no one guessed me? 😖

@/taeminniee: NO WE’RE SORRY 

@/realmch1: ARIA THOSE WERE TERRIBLE HINTS 

A: are you slandering my hint-giving skills 

L: i don’t think you’re very good at giving hints riri, if they couldn’t guess who i was at all 

@/onet2ne1: RIRI THATS SO CUTE IM CRYING 

L: is riri cute? ive always called you riri... is that cute? 

@/enthusnctisct: YES THATS ADORABLE HOW LONG HAVE U TWO KNOWN EACH OTHER 

A: hm,,, maybe. two years? 

L: yeah about that

A: i met him during training - he was sitting outside my practice room and not his own

L: no no i don’t think they need to hear this story, actually i think we need to go now the others are waiting

aria was laughing now, hands pushing away lucas’s arms that had come to wrap around her in an attempt to pull her off screen

A: and and he was waiting for a good, half hour before i arrived and told him that his practice was happening down the hall in the next room 

lucas groaned and put his head in his hands 

A: I could hear him getting scolded through the walls over my music 😂

L: stop it stop it that’s enoughhhhh 

aria poked playfully at lucas’ side, who curls up to protect himself. 

@/honijoo: aria stop being mean to him :( he looks upset

A: its okay nczennie, im not being mean ! he has so many stories to tell about me that i know he will 😡 so im trying to even the playing field before he embarrasses me enough that i cant show my face 😔

this time, lucas’ phone buzzed from his pocket. he pulled it out to check the new notification, before nodding slightly. 

L: riri, i think we have to go now 

A: already? how long has it been- oh GOD its been nearly an hour ok bye czennie! hopefully we don’t get in too much trouble byee byee!

[vlive ended]

#*aria.vlive #can someone give me feedback on this ive never done this style before #ty ty #nct 24th member #nct 22nd member #nct dream 8th member #nct additional member #nct #nct 127 #nct dream #nct u #nct 2020 #nct 2018 #superm #nct extra member #kpop additions #kpop!oc #kpop addition #nct female member #nct female member au #nct female oc

[420pogpills]

( just sending it again if u wanna answer it!)

Omg I want to talk to you about the final lore stream!!i'm honestly so happy how it turned out in the end!! I wasn't personally happy about the whole techno and dream teaming up that time but the finale was SO satisfying omg!!! I loved it!! If dream wrote the finale script then good on him! as a villian he still wrote himself "losing"... for the moment. which I was sceptical that would be the case since I thought Tommy or tubbo... or both, would die and dream would win since he seems like the type who would like winning and having the upper hand constantly lol but his acting and writing skills are truly so good rn. Kinda...hot if I may say so🥵

I actually wasn't into the lore from the beginning, I originally got into the lore the stream George got the kingship when he was building his cottage lol. I got into it in hopes George will have a bigger role in the lore and that knight dream x king George was such a yummy trope to me😭. But alas George got dethroned and didn't participate in the lore at all but by then I already have gotten lowkey invested in Tommy's "potential" exile and it all went downhill for me and got fully into the lore lol. My favourite part was Tommy's and Techno'd team up and their brotherly like relationship. I also enjoyed Tommy's and dreams interactions it was interesting and their friendship is so funny to me. Tommy loves to tease dream about George even in lore streams lmao.

I found it so funny and extremely grateful tbh that when Dream messaged Techno on twitter about needing that favour now when he was cornered and Techno was like "sorry can't im busy" LMAO like wbk that Techno cares for Tommy even if they fought. Peak siblings. I really wish in the future  to get more Techno and Tommy streams because they're so entertaining.Tommy is that annoying little brother to the big brother Techno haha. I saw some people say c!techno does not care of c!Tommy and idk man I think techno does care for Tommy but as we have seen techno is not good at expressing his feelings very well...lol kinda like Tommy. He shows his appreciation through loyalty and protection it seems. I just really love technos character so much I hope the next "season plot" won't ruin his character development.

I've seen also people say that Techno still owes Dream that favour and Dream will use it so Techno will kill Tommy or something like that.... bruh... I sure hope not. What do you think?? -🌰

god sorry for taking so damn long to get around to this! :’))) putting this under so it’s not such a long post

that finale was amazing indeed!!! i actually wasn’t expecting it, and there were still certain people there that i did not trust (mainly like punz and maybe sapnap) but now that we’ve gotten several prison streams, i guess everyone did actually turn against dream! when he went off with sam (and was it sapnap as well, or someone else omg i can’t even remember now) i thought omg what if the next lore stream someone turns up at the prison and he isn’t there? but he is so i guess yeah :P

i agree i really loved tommy’s exile arc because him and techno had such a great vibe! it was hilarious but also comforting because techno pretends like he can’t stand tommy but you know he cared for him for sure :’) and i think tommy turning against him actually hurt him real bad :(

and i loved that we got to see so much of dream too since he came to visit him almost everyday. we got to see incredible character development during the exile arc for dream, i feel like that’s when people seriously started to realise like okaaaaay dream is bAAAAAAd 

i don’t know if i’d say techno’s character is in the right place morally but i feel like everyone on the smp has their own ideas of what’s right and what’s necessary, and a lot of them mix it up with what they want. take tommy with his discs as an example. he was willing to risk his own AND tubbo’s life just to get the discs back and it’s like?? i know they mean a lot but how can they mean more than yourself and your best friend??? how is it worth it?? i mean alls well that ends well, but it could’ve ended way worse had everyone not come to help. he literally would’ve watched tubbo die in front of him just because he had to go and fight for these discs :( i mean dream probably would’ve eventually lured him in, i think his goal was always to kill tubbo to hurt tommy.. but sTILL tommy was very fixated on those discs :’)

i don’t see dream using that favour for techno to kill tommy i dunno, i don’t think he would. i think it’s possible he’ll use the favour to either break him out or do some sort of something to help him break out, but i’m not sure! i’m excited to see tho, lore has been very egg-centred lately so it’s gonna be interesting to see how the lore progresses. i’m not holding my breath but i pRAAAAY we get to see george or sapnap visit dream in prison. george is unlikely but sapnap is quite likely i’d say! and c!dream hasn’t mentioned george in ages since george hasn’t been involved in the lore and stuff, i wonder if him mentioning him recently was potential indication that he might dip his toes in again?? also the fact that they went to see the egg during george’s stream hmmmm 

#ask #🌰 anon #dream smp

[witchsickness]

i've got good news and bad news: good news is i knew not to try to read the new chapter at work, so i didn't. bad news is i read it at 3am and ow holy shit it hurts more every time how do you do it. i've never been a fan of angst but somehow the way you do it just draws me right in. how do you make those ugly feelings so beautiful -jazz

aksfj;assf my fics vs your professional integrity: the saga continues

babe i am genuinely sorry for putting you through that but. it said on the tin, in bright neon letters. 10k of angst, it said. you knew what you were getting yourself into 🥰 i promise the angst is almost over though, like. omg the epilogue turned out r e a l l y soft? somehow? idk where that came from, but. it’s tender. and soft. and not very long bc apparently more than 4k of Tender and Soft is beyond my ability, but. the worst is behind us now, i swear 

and like. do you know how honored i am? that you’re here, letting me lure you in with my angsty siren song, even tho angst isn’t your Thing? i love you. you consistently make me cry with your compliments, and i love you for that. hope you uh. got some sleep and stuff 💕

#my brand is Angst but make it Lyrical (tm) and i adore you for falling for my nonsense #and if u think i wrote all the angst out of my system. babe. think again #i have so many ideas i wanna play with once i'm done crying over blw and most of them are [surprised gasp] pure angst #jazzcabbage #ask

[daffietjuh]

Hey! I don't know if you're taking prompts or not (just ignore this ask if you aren't) but since the spoilers I've been feeling a little petty. I had an idea for a fic and since you're my favorite writer I thought I'd ask: After a ons, Forest can't get Alex out of his head, he finds the perfect opportunity to shamelessly flirt with him and ask him out when he spots him at the pony with all of his friends (including Michael). [1]

Everyone keeps asking Alex if he knows him and while the airman says no, Forest’s dirty smile and emphatic yes tell another story. [2]

Omg, Nonnie. Thank you so much. Nonnie, listen, I want you to be my new best friend (sorry @likebadgal-riri XD) I am feeling the pettiest and I had a blast writing this! I’m always up for prompts, especially since I’m not working on anything specific right now!

Ever since stopping in Roswell approximately twelve hours ago, Forest had learned a few absolute truths about the town.

One: The place was just straight up weird. Way weird.

Two: If you wanted good food, you went to The Crashdown.

Three: Alex Manes was way too hot to be living in a shitty town like this one.

You see, Forest knew his type. Smart, sassy and with a story. Alex had looked like he had a story that couldn’t even be told in a night. He’d seen him his first night in Roswell, sitting in The Crashdown after dark, alone with a single vanilla milkshake and an order of fries. He’d looked tired in a bone deep kind of way that didn’t just come from physical exhaustion, but mental and emotional exhaustion too. There had been a crutch leaning against the booth and Forest had been intrigued. Especially when he’d dipped one of his fries in his milkshake before eating it.

‘Is that actually good, or is that just a myth?’ He’d asked and Alex had looked up like he was expecting to get punched in the face. After the look had passed however, he had darted his eyes up and down Forest’s body and yep, that was how he’d ended up with Alex pressing him into the wall of his room in the singular hotel in Roswell.

Normally, he was perfectly good at one night stands, but, well, he had not been able to get Alex out of his head. He was just so… captivating. There was something inside of him that he tried very hard to hide. Something that burned hot and fast. Something that made Forest feel like he could do anything. So, maybe he wanted to see him again. Normally, Forest would have moved on already, it wouldn’t have been an option to go back to Alex, but his damn car hadn’t started that morning and maybe it was a sign?

So, he’d ended up in what seemed to be the singular bar in this town. Seriously? Did they have only one of everything here?

And another handout from Fate, Alex was there. In the bar. The Wild Bronco or something like that. Unlike the other day, Alex wasn’t alone. He was squished in a booth between two dark haired girls that looked like sisters. A guy with a jawline to die for. A beautiful black woman with her hand tangled with a curly haired guy.

Forest had never been shy, exactly, so he only hesitated for a second before heading over to their booth. He wanted to see Alex again, so he’d ask.

‘Well, would you look at that. Twice in two days, I’d call that Fate.’ Forest said with his most winning smile, cutting the curly haired dude off mid-sentence. All eyes snapped towards him. The only eyes he cared about though were those deep, warm, brown ones. Which flashed with recognition and then went carefully blank.

‘Alex, do you know this guy?’ Jawline asked, frowning at Forest like he wasn’t sure if he should be running or throwing punches. Not a very trusting bunch, were they?

‘I- Well, sort of.’

‘Cryptic.’ Curly said smirking, but there was something tight in his voice.

‘We know each other intimately.’ Forest said, he only flinched once he realized he had no idea if this guy was even out to his friends. If he wasn’t, well, he would feel like a giant dick.

Luckily Alex sighed and rolled his eyes.

‘We met yesterday.’ Alex said to Jawline, whose eyebrows had climbed towards his hairline. ‘I thought you’d be leaving town in the morning?’ Curly had tensed, but was trying really, really hard not to show it. They seemed like a strange couple. Curly really was quite scruffy and she seemed way too pretty and put-together to be with him. Like Beauty and the Beast. Belle threw Curly a look like she was trying to figure out what was wrong with him.

‘Car broke down.’ Forest said with a shrug. ‘Again, I’m callin’ it Fate.’

‘That truck brought in this morning is yours?’ Curly asked, sounding offended by the idea alone. ‘The dark blue one?’

‘Yeah, how do you know that?’

‘He works for Sander’s Auto.’ Belle said, smiling at Curly. He didn’t smile back, he was too busy glaring at Forest.

‘Anyways. They said it might take a few days to fix, so I’m sticking around a little longer.’ Forest said with a shrug. ‘So, now that I’m not leaving quite yet, any tips on a place to eat that isn’t the alien themed diner?’ Alex huffed out a laugh as the sisters looked mildly offended.

‘I thought you liked the fries?’ He asked, finally smiling a little.

‘I did, but I can’t keep all of this’ he motioned at himself. ‘in shape if I eat fries for three days straight. Curly rolled his eyes, but Alex looked amused.

‘You do realize how a one night stand works, right? You have sex and then you leave each other alone, maybe see each other in the grocery store once or twice.’ Alex said, leaning back in the booth a little. Forest shrugged.

‘I know, and if you want me to leave, I’ll leave you and your friends be, but if you want to, I could do dinner. I had a good time last night. It’s just some easy fun. Fun is good, right?’ Alex’s eyes darted at Curly, before settling back on Forest.

‘I suppose so.’

‘Plus, you’re by far the hottest guy I’ve seen in months so, I wouldn’t mind getting seconds.’ Forest grinned and Alex rolled his eyes again, but with an amused huff, so he was counting that as a win.

‘Ow, Michael would you be careful. You’re cutting off circulation to my hand.’ Belle snapped at Curly (Michael?). She pulled her hand away from his and Curly wiped any emotion off his face with a snarky smile.

‘Sorry babe, I thought you liked my strong grip.’

‘Ugh.’ Jawline said, rolling his eyes and making a gagging noise. ‘Stop that.’

Alex was watching Curly with narrowed eyes before he turned to Forest, a determined set to his jaw and oh yep, that was pretty hot.

‘Alright, I can do dinner, but there really aren’t many options around here and nothing that’s particularly healthy. I can cook something though, Liz has been teaching me some things.’ Alex said, motioning at Sister One.

‘Am I being invited to your place?’ Forest asked, grin spreading over his face. Alex’s bed couldn’t possibly be more uncomfortable than the bed in the hotel so this was the best possible scenario.

‘Unless you’re scared of coming to my cabin in the woods.’ Alex said with a smile pulling at the corner of his mouth.

‘Now, see, why couldn’t you just call it a cottage in the forest? Now I feel like I’m going to get serial killed.’ Forest said, drawing a laugh from Alex and a chuckle from Jawline and the sisters. Sister Two looked incredibly amused. ‘But fine, I’ll come to your cabin in the woods.’

‘Even if I might kill you?’ Alex asked, looking truly amused now. Forest was pretty sure that meant he was joking. Pretty sure.

‘Eh, as long as you promise to kill me after, it’ll be worth it.’ Sister Two grinned even wider and Jawline made a face like he did not want to hear that. Alex huffed out another laugh.

‘Alright, I promise.’ Alex made a shooing motion at Sister Two and Jawline, sliding from the booth after them. ‘If I’m gonna cook, I need to go to the supermarket so, let’s go.’ He motioned at Forest. He waved his friends goodbye as Forest followed him from the bar.

‘So, where to?’ He asked with a grin. Alex turned to look at him, amused smile around his lips. He pointed at a car a few spots down the line.

‘Up for a ride?’

‘Always.’ Forest smirked, practically begging Alex to roll his eyes. He did not disappoint.

I might actually want to write a follow up to this at some point because I love this whole premise!

#alex x forest #michael being a jealous baby #alex fic? #sometimes i write things #let alex manes be worshipped by hot guys #let forest be a good guy who just wants to sleep with the hottest guy in roswell