#sorry for all the tags oof

[hitokiri-izou]

A compilation

#WHAT is going on in penacony this is the most overt theyve been #the amount of times i like was like did they really just say that #anyway. enjoying penacony for real #honkai star rail spoilers #honkai star rail #hsr spoilers #hsr 2.0 #aventurine #sunday #sunday hsr #robin #robin hsr #sparkle #sparkle hsr #black swan #acheron #firefly #firefly hsr #OOF sorry for all thr tags #nanjya.txt

[leafatlaw]

So sorry im still thinking about Widowers alliance because, this series really has a thing about alliances only happening once or twice if the circumstances calls for it. And the thing about Cleo and Scott is they never really abided by that.

The team up in third life was no more than a tentative promise, "if were both alone alive we will team up" and they never get that team up but in Last Life they do! Cleo gets betrayed so she goes to Scott and shes welcomed with open arms. Then in Double life its almost reversed, Scott feels betrayed and Cleo agrees with him, and they team up together, not soulmates, but something stronger. Because its not fate tying them together but themselves. They themselves choosing to to stick together, be together no matter what.

This is all to say that Cleo needs to win Secret Life and furfill Scotts ally blessing, and also she deserves it.

#sparrow speaks #traffic smp #oof barely want to tag ths #i can write soemthing better #but all thoughts evade me #just #them #all /p btw #theyre not soulmates but something more #im sorry i cant make it any clearer than that #secret life spoilers #widowers alliance #scott smajor #zombiecleo

[llumimoon]

quick doodle of regular <3

#dndads #dndads s2 #normal oak #technically. not really #perfectly regular au #cal draws #not gonna bother doing all the big tags i dont feel like it #im tired LOL #anyways this will make ablot more sense very soon #(i am working on a comic abt regular) #hes just my little guy! made me feel better to draw this #cant wait for regular to speedrun teenage angst at lightning speeds #sorry abt the bad contrast with the words #it looked better when i had my brughtness up when i drew it but oof thats kinda hard to read #it says [...you too huh?] #its not rlly important i kisy put that there to fill the space bc i was too lazy to crop the canvas

[crazymecjc]

manga redraw bc I’m in a silly goofy mood

panel and version without text below the cut!

#trigun #trigun maximum #oof my art i guess #vash the stampede #nicolas d wolfwood #vashwood #spinning them around in my brain at the speed of sound #something about the two of them just Hits Different #maybe it’s the religious imagery #maybe it’s the fact that they both Know each other so so well #who knows #whatever it is in their dynamic I am biting it #I just think they’re Neat #I promise I’ll chill the fuck out with art of the two of them Eventually however I do also have like three more ideas off the top of my head #so uhhh I will be going wild on main for a bit longer sorry #anyways I’m very happy with the colors in this one they sure are color #gonna stop rambling now I need to get out of the tags if you read all this for some reason ily

[zevlor]

#we in it boys #not tagging anyone im sorry if you see it you see it #oc: neri #otp: for all the heavens of hell #raphael #baldur's gate #i tried so hard to get rid of most of the blues oof #*gifs

[thedeafprophet]

I do sometimes just like. Think about the fact that Jamie isn't actually an orphan. Their mother (and I guess their father but yknow) is still very much alive, theres just... absolutely know way either would ever know what happened to the other

They both wonder still, sometimes. In various ways

#;-; sorry im back to oc angst #i have a very oof drawing idea for mothers day XD #something something all my character stories tie around to the themes of how the past shapes the present #oc: jamie #oc talk #ask to tag

[foxgloveinspace]

Me this morning: I’m gonna take a sleep token break!! I haven’t in a little while and I’m worried about getting sick of them.

Me, at 4:30: oh this is an addiction……. I am like. Actually feeling bad that I haven’t listened to them at all today. I am…. Getting a headache…. And I desperately want to listen to them…. Hmmm.

#very much so #like I’ve been plotting a fucking 8bit video game for them all afternoon that I’ll never be able to make but I am still not doing great l #cause I haven’t heard Vessel’s voice today….. oof #sleep token #for blacklist #sorry main tag that you have to put up with me!! #it’s the adhd man. I have to make it take. a break or by this time next year I won’t want to listen ever again

[goldkirk]

Hi! Of all the blogs I follow, yours has reblogged the most about Shiny Happy People. I'm watching the documentary too. Is it okay if I ask what your connection is to the doc, if any? I actually used to live down the street from the IBLP HQ in Illinois (legit a 1 min drive) and had no idea what the building was used for until about 2015. I thought it was strange that I never saw any cars out in front, despite its size. A student from my high school made a short (30 min) documentary about IBLP called The Cult Next Door. It's on youtube if you're interested. Anyway, hope you're doing well!

Yeah, totally okay to ask (thank you for asking!). My answer is a little bit complicated, but it's the truth I have to offer lol.

That's wild! I am absolutely going to go watch that documentary on YouTube, thank you for telling me about it!

My family wasn't IBLP, but by the time I was growing up (baby of the family by 10-16 years), our parents were Devout Roman Catholics who had been convinced that even Catholic parochial schools and Catholic high schools and most Catholic colleges were actually not safe and were brainwashing kids too--less so than public schools but still insidious and Bad. Literally my mom would threaten and pretend to pick up the phone to Call Sister [REDACTED] and have her enroll me in Parish School as punishment if I wasn't cooperating with homeschooling enough. Obviously this had been taught to me as a Dangerous Place To Go, so that made me shape up quick every time.

As far as I've been able to retrospectively put together, my family was pulled into a bubble of Especially Special Devout Holy Practicing Roman Catholicism that was a combination of tradCath influences (plus voting based on the USCCB and pro-life group publications each year), Evangelical influences especially from Focus on the Family/Dr. Dobson (and WORLD magazine, and the HSLDA), and IBLP influences through the Catholic and Christian homeschool circles I was funneled through.

My family got stricter as I got older, and as I was in middle and high school my sister and her group of Catholic homeschool families went further into conspiracy theory and tradCath territory than my Mom and Dad have, and I was getting influenced from her (her family and me and my mom and dad had a large chunk of time per week together and she also has been a partial mother figure as I've grown up).

My family was also involved with Opus Dei, and I was way more involved than my Mom's ever been because the women's center for our area had a LOT of teen girl programming--Evenings of Recollection, Weekend Virtue Retreats, service projects, etc. etc., and I got a lot of influence from that too.

We had a lot of the child-rearing practices that are mild-to-moderate among the fundie/evangelical homeschooler crowds, if that gives some insight.

I, as an older child and teen in the Strict Homeschool Groups (not the fun homeschool groups)--and via my sister and the media I was allowed to consume--got HEAPING doses of purity culture indoctrination AND the push towards martyrdom and persecution complexes AND christian nationalism AND female submission AND science denialism AND--

For many years in a row, my Mom specifically trained me in Apologetics and Church doctrine and theology, trying to patch up any possible hole that led to my oldest brother leave the Church, and on top of this got me books about like "resisting the indoctrination every college will try to give you" etc. etc. I also got trained as a younger child to resist indoctrination and to give specific rote answers from the HSLDA guidance whenever questioned about homeschooling.

Most of the families I was allowed to socialize with were living under various flavors of the same homeschooling/modesty/fear-indoctrination/super-devout kind of worldview that IBLP spread and a LOT were fans of the Duggars (I know I definitely watched sometimes while at my grandparents' house). There's also an IBLP-adjacent book that I call the Fucking Purple Book that uses "Marian virtue" and stuff as a way to plug IBLP-style modesty and submission practices. This book ran rampant among moms in my high school homeschool co-op circles.

tl;dr - I was raised as an IBLP-adjacent homeschool kid and definitely interacted with families that were following IBLP's practices over the years

#anonymous #sorry this is all over the place! I don't have a very coherent summary of my experience yet #I'm still figuring out what the important parts are #katie answers asks #shiny happy people #oof tag #ex fundie #ex homeschool #ex Catholic #exvangelical #ex cult #cult escapee

[pepsitwist]

CM Punk’s signature moves, part 3/?

Crooked Moonsault (rolling fireman’s carry slam + split legged moonsault)

#cm punk #punk's arsenal #feels weird always tagging these as all the other guys oof #justice pain #bryan danielson #colt cabana #SORRY IFTHIS SHOWS UP IN THOSE TAGS I APOLOGIZE #it's for my own blog's navigation aksjdhf #ring of honor #combat zone wrestling #roh #czw #self indulgent content #give me a quick sec to get match sources #got mad lazy on this one bc it’s hard to find times he did this BUT it’s very funny

[daz4i]

i know aging isn't the end of the world and 24 isn't that old and life isn't a race etc etc etc. however,

#i think a big reason i feel so bad abt being this age is ppl told me this is when things start to get better #and i still feel the same way i did as a teenager so. well. is it really 😐 #(being on t probably isn't helping but it's been over 3 years already so... not an excuse i think) #but I'm also physically aging like the reason i barely upload selfies anymore is i see myself getting uglier every day #despite fighting for my life to at least take care of my face and hair...... can't fight the passage of time 😔 #+ ofc. my (younger) friends being way more sorted out than i am on every level #again ik life isn't a race but. it can't help but hurt to know I'm still behind literally everyone i know #and my excuses for that aren't even good. bc other disabled ppl my age are also more sorted out than i am #other depressed ppl other borderlines other autistics etc etc. hell these are also my irl friends 😭 #and it's dumb. bc feeling like i wasted my life isn't really pushing me to change that now. just makes me want to die even more #(bc i mean what's the point. i will never catch up. I'm still at the starting line AND i move so slow it doesn't even count) #(i don't have a single milestone ppl my age have not even finishing high school which is like. the bare minimum) #(and it sucks bc i also know i have potential i KNOW i can do shit in theory i know I'm smart and got skills. but i can't put it to use) #(and now this is turning into less of a thing abt age and just generally me talking abt how i wasted the last 24 years) #this was more of a stressed rant abt how I'm turning ugly and feeling super old but well. it all boils down to self loathing at the end 👍 #vent #negative // #ask to tag #sorry for being so depressing all day oof ik i already said it before but it's been a rough couple of months #(nothing happened my brain just needs to get flushed down the toilet ^_^) #edit: i think. part of my panic about aging. is bc as a kid i was used to being the youngest everywhere #i was the youngest in my class bc i started school a year early. i was the youngest in acting school bc they don't normally accept teenagers #and in addition to that as an adult but before starting t i was always told that i LOOK young too #but now ik i look like I'm in my 20s. and it's killing me that i aged this much in so little #i wonder if shaving my beard will help but i don't wanna get misgendered 😐😐😐 and rn it's the only thing guarding me from that

[hauntingblue]

YAMATO NEW NAKAMA PLEASE 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️LUFFY PLEASE!!!!

#do kaido and big mom end up in the same hole??? lmaoo yamato get luffy!!! hell yes!!! #now a military trial for all the beast pirates come on!!! everyone to udon jail #APOO IS STILL ALIVE???. FUCK OFF!!!!!!! #i understand law is not on a state to be a medic but marco.... pick up some slack.... #toko :((( no fucking way they are coming out of the hole..... they aren't.... the better not.... #HIYORI!!!! no reunion??? :(( #tama first girl to adopt a mother... also why do they have the same eyes... also is nami not enough for you.... or luffy.... your uncle... #hiyori girl dont kneel.... thats your 8 year old brother.... tama backstory omg.... tama dont cry omg.... she's gonna make me cry too... #izo is dead for real.... he was shown on the dead people highlight reel.... omg.... kinemon looking like a proud dad... #that hiyori and momo reunion.... i need more... what was that.... #episode 1078 #talking tag #watching one piece #who tf is that talking to the cp0... #hawkins is alive.... oh now he regrets it.... now he is dead... well..... #can't believe izo is dead... marco saying he cant believe he is alive... WELL YOU FOUGHT TWO TIMES AND THEM DID FUCK ALL WHILE IZO DIED???? #i am so mad at this man you dont understand. HIYORI DROPKICKED MOMO AJSHAJA YEAHHH!!! #luffy and zoro waking up at the same time... it started with them too... oof #in my bliss of luffy winning and gear 5 and all i hadn't realised my pink haired samurai hasn't appeared in a while... i fear the worst.... #i love how luffy having a meal is animated like a fight... omg zoro too... using his three head technique... #nami being the first to hit momo akdjaks. well deserved also #yamato not bathing or eating for zoro and luffy and hiyori bathing zoro ajdhskjs. omg this looks like sanji is jealous FA- #nami having to think hard about who bathes where lmao sanji and brook need an execution #OTAMA WHAT ARE YOU DOING AJDHSJSHSJ ME ASF ALSO SORRY. also where tf is robin. DID THEY TAKE HER??? oh nvm there is another group... #kid you are so right he is annoying. kill him. come on!!! SAKAZUKI DIE!!!! they just wanna make me mad atp... ALSO WHERE IS ROBIN?? #episode 1079 #why is there a country with a giant picture of sabo in their clock tower lmaoo #luffy looks so little beside yamato omg.... omg soul king brook ft kozuki hiyori rock version.... AND I DONT GET TO HEAR IT???? #robin with her poneglyphs of course.... AND BROOK OWES HER TWO MORE!!!! #MOMOS GRANDFATHER???? AND HE TOOK CARE OF TAMA WHO HAS ORICHIS LAST NAME!!!

[hellbatschilt]

Roseate Desire Hellbat, and Hole-In-The-Man YW SI :^) (what they're based on under the cut)

#hellba(r)t #hellbat grimsbane tag #yw si tag #body horror ? #jic i don't think the second ego corrosion is bad but you know #been thinking about these all day lol i drew the hellbat last night but cleaned it up a bit and drew yw si today #at first was gonna draw hellbat with a bunch of the ego corrosions (was gonna do impending day and capote as well) - #- but then i remember the unused meur ego (which i'm hoping they release eventually) and thought 'wow this is perfect for my yw si' #also no ribbons going down from hellbat's wrists because i forgot at first and then i couldn't get them how i wanted to after #these were actually a lot of fun to draw! #sorry for usually drawing my self inserts but also please enjoy them :^) those are my little guys #*shows you guys who are going through it* #well hellbat is already like that but my yw si... oof

[sureuncertainty]

at least now i've gone through an important tumblr rite of passage, watching a longtime mutual become a radfem :/

#the thing that really got me was that they were talking about their morality ocd triggering them about it #bc of the way tumblr and the internet in general has this black and white approach to things #and one of those i guess was 'transphobes = bad' which like. is not what i'm ever talking about when i say that things have more nuance #that said i DO think that the way this website prioritizing hating terfs over supporting trans people is kinda gross #but anyway this person was so anxious about it and it just was depressing bc i related to that #they were SO afraid of losing friends or being cancelled over it and i was just like damn i wonder if all terfs are that miserable #but they acted like they just had no choice but to believe this 'thing' that they constantly alluded to but never talked outright about #which i am pretty sure now is just that they're a radfem or at least believe in a lot of radfem ideologies #and honestly? i go back and forth between genuinely feeling so bad for them and being like well that's what you fucking get #i wish i'd had the courage to talk to them about it but whenever i thought about it i got immeasurable anxiety #sorry for the very long tag ramble i just haven't been able to talk about this and it's been eating ME up too for a long time #i just feel horrible. i know in the past they've mentioned too how they want people to tell them why if they unfollow/block them #but i can't. i cannot. and then i'm afraid of just feeding into their victim complex by doing this #i just can't win. and it's like. i'm trans i am literally affected by their bigotry that they're acting like is just not even a choice #ALSO I REMEMBER HOW THEY MADE A POST ONCE ABOUT HOW PEOPLE IRL DON'T TALK ABOUT TRANS STUFF #LIEK IDK WHAT PLANET YOU ARE LIVING ON MY DUDE BUT I HAVE LIKE 5 TRANS COWORKERS AND EVERYONE IS VERY NORMAL ABOUT THEM #like maybe YOU live in a bad area #but you're just a really loud minority #anyway. yeah. just. oof. #still feeling some kind of anxiety about it #win rambles

[strwberieswsugar]

really wanna know how takeomi reacted after mikey gave sanzu those scars cause if that was my baby brother i would have to be forcefully physically incapacitated to not get my hands on him

#like it’s not like i have expectations for him i just think he’s hot #but oof— I can’t imagine myself calm in that scenario think i would black out of reasonable thoughts #but then again maybe when they got there mikey was ‘normal’ again and apologetic n felt terrible about it idk #that would make it slightly less worse I guess #but omg if he was just standing there w that impassive face while MY baby bro had been scarred for life— shoes would be thrown first #anyways the akashis bday fanarts had me thinking.. my poor baby 😖💔 EYE would protect u😭💔 #mikey baby I love you but I’m so sorry the older sibling instinct just comes out like !poof! #tokyo revengers #tr #spoilers #sanzu #sanzu haruchiyo #mikey #sano manjiro #takeomi #akashi takeomi #I need at least 2 tags in case one doesn’t work n i cant find the post but i think that’s all

[mythvoiced]

-. after a 5 year wait, i can finally be back on my Fallen Hero bullshit that y'all didn't even know i was on

#;ooc #;tbd #i'm so sorry for the wait on ooc stuff i'm OOF tired i'll try to get back into the swing of things soon i'm supers sorry #some more bullshit after this tag lmao #i'm in it so deep SO DEEP SO FKING DEEP #fallen hero retribution #why did i have to play as patrick and why is the writing so good and why did it all fit so well with patricius #and why did i have pat take the ortega (m) romance route it's so good for him it's difenestrating me #the characters feel so good so real herald??? IS THAT???? MY SON?????? #steel i didn't even realise i could romance him he's just? i just want him to rest wei chen my lub my dad #dr mortum (f) and lady argent will be hell on me the moment i play a f/nb sidestep bc they'll kick my ass so bad i'm so gay

[floating-far-from-earth]

whtober day 21 - crystals

I am running out of art motivation oops

#my art #whtober #whtober 2022 #I should really try and take a break #for a day maybe #try and do other stuff #but hhhh #I'm still one day ahead most of the time and I don't want to lose that lead #like I drew this on the 20th #so #a #sorry for the tag ramble #but I just. a. #I plan draw all the days but this is getting so low effort by the end... #oof #btw I tried to do some symbolic stuff with this #idk how well it worked but #yeh #it's there I guess