#sometimes i have thoughts

[buck-yyyy]

*visibly shaking* i am So Normal about this piece of media you Don’t Even Know

#sometimes i have thoughts

[transwhorefinn]

Rolan being a defense attorney has got to be so intentional..

He left Galloway due to the incident and no one believing him and from what he says it seems like he might’ve went to therapy for it but they didn’t help him and seemed to just further solidify the fact that no one would back him up, no one would help him, no one would believe him

Defense attorneys, their entire purpose is to make sure that whoever is being charged of a crime is guilty beyond a shadow of a doubt. So no innocent man should suffer. To make sure the accused are listened to. Cause their may just be the slightest of a chance that they may be innocent. That they me be telling the truth.

And Rolan deciding to be a defense attorney, making sure those who’s voices wouldn’t be heard, would be. Trying to give others the chance he didn’t get, to be seen, to have their words be believed.

#sometimes I have thoughts #most times they don’t make sense #jrwi #just roll with it #jrwi bitb #rolan deep #jrwi rolan

[vagabondfirelily]

Essek Widogast of Den Nein

#sometimes i have thoughts #essek thelyss #cr2 #critical role #shadowgast

[onthewaytosomewhere]

Thinky thoughts about Alex Claremont-Diaz

Ok, so I was flipping through tumblr earlier today and saw this gif with text, and it gave me some thoughts about Alex

Usually, during this scene, I must be too busy thinking about the Paris scene from the movie and the whole "I can't believe how wrong I was about you" or the part in the 'A mass of fools and knaves' email chain where he talks about wanting to know Henry more and 'How was I so wrong?'

So today, it must have just been a perfect storm of having Alex in my head for fic writing and that particular line that got me thinking. We know that Alex has plenty of thoughts about attempting to reign himself in or being told things that equate to him being "too much." On top of the various ways, he questions himself about being "enough" which tugs at my heartstrings on most days.

But back to "too much" and this particular line from the interview scene from the 'Yay, we're best bros' tour. Alex has all these thoughts about the "too much" in his head, and then to hear Henry commenting about his "opinions" and "loudness" - I got to wondering about how much did that screw with his head. Maybe even more after the hospital scene and finding out that Henry doesn't actually hate him.

He already had the whole "I fucked up and now I need to make it better" going on, so it's possibly that maybe it might have stuck even more of a chord. It's also possible, I guess, since he is a 20-something dude (whether you use the book or the aged-up age in the movie), that he was so wrapped up in the resentful "why do I have to do this" mentality that it just rolled off his back. This option also seems pretty crappy for him, as it at least implies that he's used to hearing these kinds of things. Either option seems pretty crap really.

So anyway, yeah, I saw a gif I've seen a ton of times b4 today, and the text made me all thinky about Alex.

TL:DR This gif made me think about Alex and his "too much" thoughts and made me feel for him.

#red white and royal blue #rwrb #rwrb movie #alex claremont diaz #thinky thoughs about characters #lost in my head #sometimes i have thoughts

[strawberri-syrup]

bob the builder is a he/him lesbian

#sometimes i have thoughts

[147days]

do you think aside from making them invulnerable to staking, crosses and sunlight etc, the gem of amara would also give vampires their reflections back. 

cause like. if it does spike definitely caught his reflection in a window when he was walking to the campus on his way to kill buffy and did a double take and spent like a couple mins checking himself out. before continuing on his lil daytime stroll and mission to kill the slayer which definitely wasn’t just an excuse to find out if her stupid hair looks even more golden in sunlight.

#this just popped into my head and like!!!!! #this never really comes up when we talk about the gem #but like he was definitely excited to look in the mirror later and see if he actually got any freckles #poor spikey #btvs #spike #sometimes i have thoughts #*btvs

[kiss-me-muchoo]

if you get this answer with your top 5 music artists and send it to the last 7 people in your notifications, anonymously or not <3

1. Taylor Swift

2. Lana Del Rey

3. Depeche Mode

4. Soda Stereo

5. Siouxie and the Banshees

6. Sorry, but Shakira ídola tkm

Good moment to add that my Pedro Playlist is my second most important playlist from my Spotify acc.

What are you waiting to hear the rarest and nonsensical combination of music in English and Spanish?💅

(Reputation is my top ultimate favorite album from Taylor!!!. Followed by Red and Midnights).

#hannia’s luv box <3 #pedro pascal x reader #music #sometimes i have thoughts #joel miller x reader #din djarin x reader #I HAVE A REASON TO USE THE TAG OKAY? #yes IM SELF PROMOTING THE PLAYLIST #love you tho

[orathearsonman]

one thing i really like about the SVSSS/PIDW universe is that the worldbuilding is canonically such a mess that you can make up whatever crack you want and say, “yeah, this exists.” like, “oh my god! this is the rare Flare Thorn Blossom that can cure the Icy Death curse! but has to be frozen before it can be used,” or “shh, this is the burrow of a Screeching Talon Hawk that can burst eardrums with its call. we can’t risk waking it,” or something like that. the possibilities are endless, really.

in conclusion? hell yeah! stupid imaginary monsters and minuscule worldbuilding details, here we come!

#ora speaks #svsss #pidw #scum villain’s self saving system #proud immortal demon way #sometimes i have Thoughts #…and can only ramble in a tumblr post to express them

[heqrts4chuuya]

Random post about the Asahina family (PJSK)

I haven't really posted about project sekai here before but I'm going to now.

Anyways this is mostly about Mafuyu's parents and recent events (everything after the event that came with Zamuza) so spoiler alert!!

Also please look at the trigger warnings before reading (in tags)

I've seen a lot of people saying that he's so nice and a wonderful father and basically acting like he didn't at all participate in the situation that led to Mafuyu's deteriorating mental state but if you really think about it, while he might not have played an active role like Mafumom doesn't the fact the he was so absent that he wasn't even aware of the situation make him a part of the problem as well?

I don't think he's an awful person or anything but I do think he's a bad father. Sure he was away because of work but as her father he still had a responsibility to be there for her. And he wasn't he was emotionally negligent and overall very absent.

I do think that it's good he's trying to make a change now and genuinely wants what's best for Mafuyu but I do think that it's important to remember that he is also guilty for letting things get this bad.

Anyways overall I do find the Asahina family very interesting just because of how realistic and well-written they all are.

Mafumom is also very interesting to me. She tells herself that Mafuyu she does is for her and because she loves her and only wants what's best for her and I think she really does believe that as well to an extent. I think that she's convinced herself that everything she does is beneficial to Mafuyu a "I ignored your tears because I knew that you'd thank me one day" type of mindset. She genuinely believes that her way of loving Mafuyu is the "proper" way of loving. Except it isn't cause if a mother's love is supposed to be unconditional her love was conditional. She loved her version of her daughter more than Mafuyu herself, she loved the idea of her daughter as an extension of herself almost but not Mafuyu as her own person. I think that mindset is why it was so easy for her to emotionally manipulate Mafuyu. It also might be why it took her so long to show any form of remorse. Cause now that she's realised that she's not just losing her "perfect daughter" but any chance she had of having a daughter in general, she's starting to show regret. Not guilt, but regret.

Disclaimer I'm not an expert on anything nor do I claim to be one I just had thoughts!

Anyways thx if you read my long nonsensical ramblings <3

Hope this made sense

#project sekai #pjsk #mafuyu asahina #tw neglect #cw neglect #im not good at tagging triggers #i just wanted to be safe #if I missed anything please let me know #sometimes i have thoughts #tw manipulation #tw emotional manipulation #ramblings

[briqkpile]

oops accidentally made an essay about how i think blossoomer is LOL

BLOSSOOMER

Okay, I really need to articulate why they would work so well. Blossom; she's the smart one. Tough, she's not just smart, she enjoys punching baddies. She enjoys being cute and pretty. But she is also smart (and sometimes could be a smartass but that's neither here nor there). She would trade her life to keep her city safe, she makes plans. She thinks more than her sisters, but is not always in the right. She's strongwilled.

Boomer; he's the 'stupid' one, he the one that, well, has the second most personality besides Brick. He's easily distracted to things. He's a sporty guy. In my headcanon he's the "pretty boy", the one who can use his looks as an advantage. He also would be the type to show his feelings, I feel that he would be more vulnerable and prone to showing his emotions. He's weird, and he's like his brothers-- a crude and rude boy. But I feel like he's partially different.

Despite everything; their relationship would be something. Both of them have weak spots. Boomer is not afraid to show it; yet Blossom feels stagnent. She wouldn't want to have flaws herself, because she insists on being the perfect leader. Someone who her sisters could fall back on. But with Boomer; what is she?

To him, she's a know-it-all. A corrector. Someone who will try to erase his flaws. But he still likes her. He would likely develop a crush on her fairly quickly. He would go to lengths to do everything for her, and she just can't understand it.

To her, he's stupid. Clueless to his brothers 'bullying' towards him. But he's tolerable- he lights up every room he's in. He's more confident than his brothers, somehow. He's got a lovable face. He's a dork, a nerd, everything in every sense of the word. Yet, somehow, she really likes him.

She can faintly be herself with him, like everything disappears. She could be imperfect with him-- they could have fun together. He's surprised that Blossom ends up actually feeling the same way about him. He can't process it, and Blossom couldn't either for some time.

Yet despite all odds, they come together. Two halves of a whole. An idiot and the smart girl.

#blossoomer #blossom x boomer #powerpuff girls #ppg #blossom ppg #boomer rrb #boomer ppg #color clash #rowdyruff boys #rrb #i dont talk about them much but. yknow #sometimes i have thoughts

[taedorokii]

"i like being on my own" I say as an excuse for eating alone at the same restaurant every week. "I like being on my own" I repeat at age 7 because books and TV are better and people are mean, aren't they? "I like being on my own" I say as my bones ache and I apply my own muscle relief patches bending my elbows at weird angles. "I like being on my own" I chant as I write notes and stare at the group having a study session at the cafe. "I like being on my own" I sigh, I can't lift my hands to type out a reply to the how are you texts. My answer would probably annoy them and why would they even want to know anything about me? "I like being on my own" I say in grade 8 when asked what I did in the summer break. My seat-mate went on a vacation, three pictures of a family laughing and touching. I get touched too! When the papers say 100%, the heavy hand lands on my back three times. "I like being on my own" I admit to myself, everyday, I say it again and again. As if being alone isn't what i've always known. "A burnt child loves the fire." Well, a neglected child loves the fire too. They burn everything so nothing gets too close, don't you know already? They love being on their own.

#ignore me pls #post therapy session #i get a little weird yeah #and this has no pther place to go #so to tumblr it comes #anyways #neglected child #stuff #sometimes i have thoughts #and i realise why i really love and empathise with tony #yeah #myself #also peep tye quote at the end lol #i always loved that line #a burnt child loves fire #poetry #not really but it slides for me #honestly? #shitpost but with feelings #too many tags fr

[buck-yyyy]

it’s impossible to insult anyone for their interests on tumblr. not because everyone follows the cringe is dead mindset, but because one person will poke fun at someone for being a dream smp fanfic writer who reads yaoi and then you look at their url and it literally reads eddiemunsonpissinmymouth so it’s a real lose-lose situation each time

#we’re all cringe here #either accept it or die trying to prove your superiority #sometimes i have thoughts

[natesmindmuseum]

I do enjoy living in the future. it's just the microplastics and housing crisis that I don't like.

#and the never ending oppression of minorities #and several other things #i be thinking #shower thoughts #idk #thinking #sometimes i have thoughts

[apatchworkstar]

I'm half glad milgram didn't (at least directly) do smth like hunger games by having the voters choose if prisoners should get stuff or not (on the other hand the stuff we could give them... It feels like something that could be very ambitious, if done right)

#An idiot Star takes to the stage! #milgram #sometimes I have thoughts

[caede9]

“grey you can’t just disappear for like 6 months and only post two drawings of games nobody’s ever heard of or plays” watch me

look, it’s kikka standing on the shore

and here’s just the shore, void of all presence. there’s just something about the way the beach blends into the waters that really resonates with me so i decided to turn the sand into a reflection of the sky. will i regret it probably but hey i did it anyways

thanks @gb-patch for this game. everyone go play lake of voices it’s my favorite visual novel and it has full english voice acting !!

#digitalart #myart #lake of voices #lakeofvoices #sometimes i have thoughts #and the thoughts are like i wanna draw something but what of? niche fandom art? popular fandom art? oc art? #the answer may surprise you #this is to the lov fandom that’s far too starved of fanart may we one day be recognizable by steam as an actual game #enjoy this art i’m gonna disappear for another 3 months #gb patch

[bittersweetsoxxx]

I wish to live here in this moment, I do not want to sleep. For sleep will make the memory foggy. This perfect moment with the details so clear in my head will become blurred like a foggy September morning. Your hand is warm, as it presses against my face. Your eyes a deep rusty brown, glittering in the sunlight that slipped between the curtains. Your eyes remind me of the forest, for I could wander here too, in this gaze. An eternity of staring into the depths would not be long enough. I want to memorize every scattered freckle across your skin. Every swirl of varying shade in your eyes. I want to live here in the warmth of your embrace. Falling for you is as easy as breathing.

Falling for you is as easy as breathing.

#original writing #love poem #brown eyes #forest #i'm so fucking tired #catching feelings #fucking gross #nostalgia #poem #spilled thoughts #spilled poetry #word vomit #words are my love language #sometimes i have thoughts #wannabe poet #seriously though do people actually read this shit #god i hope not