#some of them look awkward lol

[gifti3]

I was gonna skip reading the current event story with lucifer and gamigin since i wasnt really feeling it, but im glad i did! Its my fav event story now

The relationship between lucifer, gamigin and jjok touched me haha

Also watching michael being a lucifer fanatic was very interesting...like have we ever seen him happy about anything ever until that point???

#i havent seen it personally (maybe about god but i dont recall) #man looks down on everyone he's interacted with in the story #the writing is awkward as usual but i still enjoyed it (begging for them to get a better translator tho...) #tbh i feel like i enjoy the event stories way more than the main story #im just invested in the characters (that arent mc sorry) and want to focus on them and the story lore #im hoping they have some more event stories that revolve around the demons in gehenna.... #(this is me begging for paimon stuff lol) #whb #what in hell is bad #whb lucifer #whb gamigin

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#so my mom's wake thing was today and that was a lot. not in an emotional sense but in a im standing here talking for 3hrs #to ppl i dont kno or barely kno. ya kno? but it was good bc so many ppl showed up to talk abt her #so many people. my mom made a huge impact on the school system. so many ppl relied on her. she encouraged at least 2 ppl to get their #master. for one person to specilize in helping the dyslexic after her experience advocating for 3 dyslexic daughters. she wrote and was #awarded a 10000 dollar grant for special needs and intervention curriculum. which will affect so many lives. #everyone loved her. she's gonna get a track meet named after her and a scholarship created in her honor. #she was an amazing person and she affected a lot of lives and im glad she was my mom. and she raised at least one jem in my littlest #sister who is so sweet and is a great teacher. god but there was some weird stuff too. were pretty sure her old boss was in love with her. #and there were some weird comments abt her being a strong woman or this woman doing so much and its like hm y do i detect a note of sexism #y not say she was an amazing person? y the surprise? weird comments about how pretty i looked. which yes i looked great lol. my funeral fit #was cute. we did bright colors bc it was a celebration not a dower event. and im sure it was ment well but it was a lil weird. and then #everyone was telling my grandma what a great job she did raising my mom and like god fuck off she didn't do jack. my mom was great despite #her terrible mother. ugh. but altogether it was good that everyone was able to express their love for her. it was def a day that was for #them mostly. i mean partly for us but mostly for them. none of us even cried. ay but we have 2 more parties in her honor #bc everyone loved her so much we have to do one in her hometown too. plus a personal friends get together. ugh. im so tired #i wish i wasnt the most awkward. eye contact avoidant person in the room but like ya kno. what can ya do? #unrelated

[echojedis]

It still does not compute in my head that they killed off Tech

#look here he is riot racing! here’s a potential love interest! look at him pushing for them to rescue crosshair! nevermind he’s dead #i still don’t know how i feel about it #i’m rewatching the season rn and i think there’s a decent amount of evidence that he’s going to live #but at the same time. the riot racing epsiode and the moments with phee just make me feel a bit 😕 now #like really. really!! #they ended it on such a weird note it’s so..especially the stuff with phee #they clearly have some communication issues they’re in an awkward place where they don’t quite understand each other yet #and then it’s just…not going to go anywhere #iirc dbb mentioned something about negotiating relationships but sometimes it just doesn’t work out. he’s dead though #idk i do like techphee but having them not work out and just be friends would be a much more satisfying resolution #than ‘oops he’s dead lol’ #this is very rambly and i haven’t had coffee yet so i don’t know if this makes any sense i apologise

[thebramblewood]

Lu was understandably hesitant to get back on a horse after her failed attempt at riding Willow. But after countless reassurances from Bonnie that Domino would never buck her off, she was soon feeling confident enough to take back the reins.

#ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 gameplay #ts4 horse ranch #gp: bonnie & lu #i know i know they're all posed but shh #it's not my fault the vanilla options are so limited #anyway i was really excited to use some of these #but then i realized they make the “man” extra tall #so bonnie was looking a little skeletor-esque at times lol #some of them were too awkward to use #also i forgot to change domino into his riding outfit #i guess bonnie just threw lu into the deep end #“you WILL get back on a horse but you're gonna have to earn the saddle!!!” #lu kemp #bonnie mcdaniel

[sysig]

Some possible* Tala stickers :D (Patreon)

#My art #Original #Tala #*I'm more just playing around with the idea of making some - personal stickers! #I mean I'm the biggest Tala fan anyway it's fine if it's for an audience of one lol #I finally got my hands on some sticker paper a bit back now it's just a matter of getting them the size I want and finding a good printer! #Ours is uh....well just don't look too closely at some of the greyscale pages I've posted they leave a bit to be desired lol #And that's just black and white I'm a little concerned what it'd do to pictures! :'D #Though I say that but it did print the art from Roundabout quite nicely so hmm! Maybe! But I do have other avenues if I want them :) #It's nice to have options! #For the time being they're just cute little guys of one of my cute little guys! :D In her doggy form and specifically her plush puppy form ♪ #I really have been enjoying adding to her physical accessories haha - she's always got her little gold stitch/scar #And then her first accessory being the bracelet - and then her face mask - and now her ribbon! :D It's all very cute she's very cute #She's also good feral practice since I'm still not very good at drawing dogs or cats or the like :'D #I used references for that first one! Wowie! #I'm a fan of how she turned out overall :) I can still see some work I'd like to improve for her back legs but other than that :D #Baring her little teefsies hehe she's so scary ♥ #My love of drawing plushies rears its head again - she is added to the list! No soft shading or lighting like MewTwo tho that's alright #The stitches are the really important part :) I like them! #I wish she could sit like that irl haha she's actually very stable to stand! A little awkward to sit #And finally a cutesy cartoony one :D She doesn't have paw beans irl either but come on I had to! #I debated whether they'd be pink or brown but I think I'm happiest keeping her palette simple :) #She's so cute <3

[im-smart-i-swear]

Ok so Buddy works in space McDonalds right? Does that mean others have a job somewhere as well?

ill admit that in the comic i used space mcdonalds mostly for comedic effect........ i mean they propably worked at a space fast food restaurant at some point, but it definetely wasnt their only job!

okay so after eeneks unexpected family reunion the clones, eenek and zora all decide to stay on znahors ship for the time being(it gets a little cramped but its bearable), and they just kinda start going from place to place after that?? before picking them all up znahor already was doing essentialy that, anyway- he traveled from planet to planet, occasionally helping the locals and then fucking off elsewhere. so thats what they do! they jump from one star system to the next, never staying anywhere for long, trying to not bring any unwanted attention to themselves, and they get by mostly by doing random odd jobs(some more legal than others..) and stuff.

they all(ecept for taka bc hes like 10) get their fair share of shitty jobs, but they dont really have a choice, do they? the war is over, sure, but obviously such a long conflict leaves an impact on the world. the chaos is on one hand a blessing, bc an odd bunch like three galrans and a gaggle of humans dont bring much attention in a sea of refugees, but it also means that sometimes things get messy, and making ends meet is difficult.

out of the clones, buddy has the most experience and knowledge about how alien worlds function, so they often end up with jobs that require communication and frequent interaction with other people- basically what im trying to say is that they work customer service. a lot. they survive it by remembering how infiuriating diplomacy was and telling themselves that hey! at least them fucking something up wont put the fate of the universe into jeopardy this time!! stickbug often works alongside them, but he hates interacting with customers even more that buddy does and tries to avoid this kind of job as much as he can(my man spent too much time trying to please everyone in his childhood and is OVER IT). i mean all of them get a customer service job from time to time but bud is the one whos least terrible at it

im not sure if the others have any preferred jobs tbh, but the idea of soup trying competetive fighting at some point would be interesting to explore i think........

#ask #my funky guys #thanks for asking<33 #also man poor taka. he spent like half of his life without interacting with kids his age........ #hes the most socially awkward ten year old in the universe. meets a kid his age for the first time and has no idea how to act:( #and the worst part is that even when he manages to form a connection w someone #his family leaves the area pretty soon after that and in most cases he loses contact with that person after a while #so yeah.. hes not doing great #i really dont talk about this kid enough........ i love him hes my special little guy #(i say as i make his life even more difficult for some reason) #anyway #for buddy working in cusomer service or doing not-so-legal odd jobs is STILL better than their voltron days #whenever they look back at that period of their life they cant help but physically recoil #helping some random guy in the asscrack of the universe smuggle some shit for a bit of cash #is in their mind 10 times better than their time as the black paladin #basically their way of coping with their situation is to just. slowly convince themself that being w voltron was The Worst Thing Ever #i mean yeah it wasnt GREAT #but they willfuly ignore every good thing that also happened back then to make themself feel better lol #bc there are moments where living on a relatively small space ship with like 8 other people is stressful and kinda sucks sometimes #even if you deeply love and care about 6 of them #the transition from living on a deserted planet in complete isolation from ppl outside of your weird little maybe-family #to being constantly tossed around the whole universe #was a jarring and difficult transiton for everyone #(eeneks weird family drama didnt help) #the first few months were hard for everyone #it got better over time tho #life is unpredictable and people are unpredictable and shit is gonna get messy #but despite it all love still presists.

[bluastro-yellow]

there's only one end-of-the-day debrief :'( ?!?

#looked like a recurring event #I hope I'm getting a good grade in Kim #pointless microblogging #disco elysium #disco elysco #<- why does this tag keep coming up #what is it #some thoughts: #I'm a cop second and a disco lover first. hope those kids don't make drugs in the church after all #I'm helping them #do I need to tell the hardie boys or whatever to do their job of helping citizens?!? come on guys #you should already have helped that pigs woman #we definitely weren't trained for that lol. cops badly handling interactions with distressed mentally ill people. too realistic #thank GOD I didn't hit on that woman at the start of the game. would have made everything more awkward #but I did tell her I don't remember jack shit. whoops #I really like how there's multiple solutions for problems. probably normal for games like this but I appreciate it #I can actually become racist if I listen to Titus?? I thought I'd be faking it. I pulled out #*meathead or something. the big racist guy who guards the port #I wonder what happens if I do. Kim still would have to be my partner #does that union guy really want to help or does he want to turn the place into his playground. make the fishing village better #instead of destroying it! he's really good at sounding innocent tho

[lenievi]

MCCOY: Look, Jim. I know what it means to you to lose a crewman. KIRK: That's only one down, Doctor. 

love how apart from seeing that Kirk is angry with McCoy in this moment, you can also tell by him calling McCoy “Doctor” three times in like one minute

and then he has time to cool down (and honestly the few seconds where he kind of awkwardly walks toward McCoy and prepares himself for an apology are so funny, but also so true and real) and he stops being the captain for those few seconds and

and switches back to “Bones”

but now McCoy is like

“Yes, Captain?” because he doesn’t know what to expect

and Kirk smiles and tells him “I shouldn't have chewed you out. I'm sorry.”

and all’s well~

#anyway just for my own reference for writing re: kirk being awkward lol #it's funny how different it is from the man trap where he was all smiling and coming closer and looking straight at mccoy #here he kinda can't look at him properly #anyway there's nothing deep about this just random thoughts #based on some tag comments i occasionally get i feel like people consider everything as 'this has to be special' #'why do you think this is special?' 'it's true for all of them' and like.... yes i've never implied it's something special or only true for #two individuals.... like ????? just let me ramble on my own blog? #people post wilder takes #also LOVE how Spock is on McCoy's side in this scene~ #tos nonsense #headcanon times #(since i'm already rambling in the tags it's also so weird to me that some people think that just because someone talks about only one or #two characters they don't care for others or other dynamics and like ???) #i just don't have spoons to be interested in too many characters... the same way i can't be actively participating in more than one fandom #Leonard McCoy #Jim Kirk #ETA: took out mccoy calls kirk 'captain' later for no reason because 1. the transcript was wrong 2. there's a reason

[like-sands-of-time]

I wonder what ani and padmé would have been like as parents to Luke and Leia, and later grandparents to Ben. Like I don't have any great developed thoughts on that whole au concept I just do love the thought. Ben has so much impressive family, and a lot of uncles and aunts to look up to. If a lot of things had gone a lot differently, idk how, and padmé and ani got to grow older and stronger together, if Ben were to have his grandfather not only as a legend but as a person to hold him and tell him stories, I wonder what that would have been like.

#what if ben wants really badly to be a knight like his uncle is when hes young bc girls are gross or whatever and hes shy and awkward #so hes pretty sure hes never gonna be with anyone anyway #and then when hes almost 30 he meets rey and he has his oh moment #padmé was quite a bit older than anakin so it looks like ben will be more like his grandmother than he realized #rey actually is a nobody from nowhere bc duh #but despite her lack of etiquette training or politicking she fits in with princess leia like SO well and the fam loves her #especially when they start noticing the changes in ben... cripplingly shy and quiet ben is trying to woo rey and failing adorably #or so it seems. mostly because he doesnt come out and speak his intentions.. sure that a girl like her wouldnt actually want him #never mind that theyre dyads and they share a mind connection. he somehow finds a way to misinterpret her emotional responses #mostly because he has no measure for these things in his own life #but also.. neither does rey. and a lot of new stuff is happening in her life including suddenly having the force and a forcebond #with a prince of the galaxy of all people !! shes got some major imposter syndrome going on #oh maybe its also implied that she will be bens queen because of the forcebond from the time they find out so its SORT OF an arranged #marriage?? and she obviously senses his anxiety and trepidation and he clearly is willing to go through with it.. even trying to court her #but she thinks its better if they dont try bc the force may be saying they have to be together but she believes in making her own choices #and she actually thinks bens a nice guy and a good friend to have. but obviously she says this to him trying to make things better #tells him they should just be friends. she likes him and his family and is so grateful they accepted her but they should get to choose #so ben takes this with grace (lol) and he does agree to be her friend because its better than nothing right and everything about her is just #so captivating to him that he cant help but friendzone himself. but on the way to strengthening their bond and training together they grow #closer and the tension between them coils tightly. so rey TOLD ben they should have a choice and she doesn't want to go back on that #theyre still arranged to be married or perhaps they already are married but living separately. but still she doesnt want to make him think #shes fickle or ruin their friendship because she cant control herself. shes clearly confusing her feelings for his too (shes not) #and ben is majorly confused when he realizes that the affection he feels is returned at long last he doesnt know if he should confront her #or if he should be subtle about it. courting didnt seem to work last time but things are different now. he brings her gifts theres nothing #wrong with that. so he's picked up on gift giving but more personalized? and hes taking her on trips bc she wants to see different worlds #he already reads books about topics that interest her but now he gifts them to her or talks about those topics #and shes so determined to keep it to herself he realizes that he kisses her!! he feels so confident and assured in that moment. he knowswhat #he feels and he knows what she feels. theres no need to hold back any longer. he doesn't want to. ben takes her hand and goes before his #grandparents to ask for their blessing for marriage. everyone is pleased to finally be able to speak freely of them. ben and rey and both #overjoyed. theirs is the biggest most extravagant wedding in the galaxy. moreso than han and leias. everything is perfect

[duckofthelaw]

Literally nothing even HAPPENED I just had a weird conversation with Sap this morning and my back is goddamn killing me and I’m by myself in this fucking train car with no one to fucking call

#I wouldn’t call Sap anyways stuff’s too weird. Maybe it’s not but I feel like it is #They keep asking me what’s been up with Karl and I keep telling them to not worry about it #Because seriously if Karl wants to talk about it wish him she’ll bring it up. #And Sap and I were up this morning and he mentioned it again and I must’ve sounded pissy when I told him to just drop it #because he got pretty upset. #Like he was being kind of mean so I got kind of mean and so he got mad and it’s not like he’s scary when he’s mad #but I must I’ve looked some sort of way because all of a sudden they got all ‘sorry baby are you ok’ and I don’t WANT them being like that #when I was being just as much of a dick #So I kind of just ended the conversation and left for LN… And I don’t wanna talk about it LOL #Some of the stuff Sap said was pretty… ouch. Like he said something like #‘you two have to tell me stuff because when you don’t you disappear for ages and Karl goes crazy’ and was like ‘quit being proud’ #And I don’t even know how it happened but fucking Dream came up of all things and they were like #‘killing someone is better than making their life hell’ and it was so fucking POINTED like he says it’s chill all the time #but it’s clearly fucking not. And it’s gonna be so awkward for the next couple of days 😭😭😭 #Whatever. It’ll pass and we’ll be fine until it happens again #And it’ll pass again #Just. FUCK !!! #me

[todayisafridaynight]

Hahahaa he's so "bright talented young man alters himself to attain greatness and escape a life he was unhappy with but despite warnings (he ignored them) fails in the end and dies while his father lives on without him"

Secondly though I also HAD to throw on some Mother Mother. Notably, Body (tbh a disabled bitch anthem imo) and Arms Tonight (y'know. Bc the end of the game). Stg I'll send you the playlists for the Arakawa's when I'm done with them. I take my sweet ass time tho v sorry hahaha 😂

Litcherallyyyyyy thats what im sayin bro..... esp when in the story of icarus his father helps him escape the island/helps him succeed and when icarus does fail his father is left imprisoned.... does that not happen to our icarus too.... does that not happen to his father also..... wild....

And take your time with your playlists, no rush ! A dude knows what its like tryin to make it Just Right

#snap chats #the icarus comparison is more ironic considering in the story icarus plummets to the ocean and drowns... #And If We Say Irony. Since Arakawa Was Dumped In The Ocean. lol.... #but noo i gotta be so guilty since growin up i always took Body as a trans allegory. or at least adjacent #and ik i havent breathed about it in Months but aoki did evoke trans energy... to me... to my delulu-ass brain... #but then i feel bad cause aspects of him that Yell trans to me are actually about his disability so i feel like im disregarding it #even tho thats not my intent i was just too silly playin y7 the first time around 😭☠️☠️ its generally why i dont talk bout it tbh.. #too delulu.. and i feel awkward talkin bout hcs like that BUT MOVING ON THIS IS NOT ABOUT THAT #either way body Does fit. esp with the whole Take My Lungs Take Them And Run bit ☠️ #Take My Tongue And Go Have Some Fun can also be representative of aoki’s influence and- apparently- the publics inclination to follow him #I.E. with His Tongue anything can be passed or anything that has his backing can be validated #BUT IM NOT HERE TO DO AN ANALYSIS ON MUSIC AND AOKI even if i really want to......... #i will say tho... im 90% sure theres a line about Taking Eyes but i cant look it up rn lest my tumblr app reser and i have to type all this #but anyway That Refers To This Bitch’s Eyesight Getting Worse #im gonna go listen to that song now its stuck in my head.. uh oh... #everyone always say Mother Mother is Basic and that may be true but so am i so let me listen while i be sad THANK YOU. #ok bye <3 ive prattled too long and my phone will surely die soon and i want One (1) listen in <3

[nerice]

chensoman anime is so overproduced....

#this is a salt post abandon reading here if ur alrdy annoyed #// #went back to look at jjk and jjk just looks amazing. it looks very polished. it goes hard but also holds frames and let's them breathe #cs/m is moving too much somehow in a suffocating busy way #& im not bashing the cgi here. yes it's clunky but anything that can take the crunch off of animators lol #like some of the awkward angles and rotoscoping is the fault of being too close to the cgi they obviously used #they somehow managed to make an anime equivalent of AAA hyperrealistic games that feel bland bc of it #not always!!! ofc!!! but im saying the hyperpolish doesn't add anything of value esp to a property just as cs/m #& i know fujimoto is a movie buff n this is probably his dream adaptation n whatever #& i know anime will never look like in the olde days again #but i am thinking of akira animating on 1s and making the busy look work #i think of the hyperreal movements in satoshi kon movies and how he makes it work #chainswman wld have been better off looking like klk this is the hill i die on #not saying it needs imaishi's animation style and sharp chins and yelling. but the feeling klk had #of dark and grimy fights that went with scratchy and decidedly drawn lines in their fights & copious amounts of blood #& i do like the stark contrast red blood in csm! it just does nothing style wise since the rest is so Realistic. it's just red #in the end its an adaptation but i would have liked it to stay closer to the feel of the manga. the endings Get It #& on that note i also don't like the soundtrack that much. ik the discordant stuff Fits but vs katanaman was the first time #that it actually integrated well with what happened on screen. (again compared to jjk or klk that had impeccable osts) #bg music not op/ed ofc. tho none of the ending songs have been all that stand out either #anyway!! this has been my salt!! #csm blogging #still preferable to a bad adaptation i guess (sighs at fnae...) #but i do hope jigokuraku next year will look worse (lol) bc nobody cares abt that show/manga so they'll not go all out #and i do hope they will not Improve On (tm) jjks current style bc i need my toji moment to fuck me raw #good morning and goodbye

[ghstmsk]

Old vs new

#all of these characters needed redesigns but for various reasons #mostly being that its old art and my design senses and skill has changed since #rain may fall was picked because compared to the other characters in her story they just felt very plain #i also planned on only giving them a brown skintone and i wasnt gonna change their hair or anything #but than while i was microwaving food i randomly thought of them with darker skin and curly pink hair and i thought it was really cute #so i did it lol #salem is a design i was never happy with even when i originally drew him i was not happy with his design #particularly cause he looked very christmas-y #so i changed his palette making the green more yellowish and the red more orangeish and i think that worked out better #delta needed a redesign for the obvious reason of being art from 2019 also i felt they didnt seem vaporwave enough #and the way the umbrella cuts off in the art i did of them looksbadman #alastair and earlene also from 2019 but also i chose them specifically because i... i needed seperate images of them #its awkward to crop that old art for their character pages #bell taurus also just old art from 2019 doesnt even have arms cause i used to not always put arms on stickman drawings #elmo primarily cause i wanted to change his colors and make him look older as well as get rid of his horns and give him a skintone #his story (and salems) had some lore development since i drew him in 2019 so this better fits the lore #belat is another design i was never happy i spent a long time on his old design fiddling with it back and forth and hated it #i decided to make him a catboy and now he looks better #and esteem. my god esteem. i got lazy with their old design and i hated it. they needed the redesign the most #anyways done rambling

[bakingmoomins]

I really love seeing ppls style glowup but I have had the biggest style glow down ever and I am so much happier for it

#i was a tiny velvet skirts stompy boots fishnets splitdyed hair heavy goth makeup every day girl until i was 18 #now i look like her gamer bf that doesn't shower #i am currently in black jorts that i freshly made and a loose green shirt that looka like something shaggy from scooby doo would wear #like i see a lot of transmascs going from being weird awkward girl(not rlly but u know) #to hot guy with a nice sense of style. girlies. i look like my brother. gamerboy toxicmasculinity that uses the same clothes for yearss #and i am happier for that bc i am comfy i get why they wear those clothes they're comfy as hell i think i get the using shorts #year round thing now lol #anyway i just saw some pics from when i was 18 and was a stompy goth girl and just saw myself rn. just some guy. #I'd post them but idk how i feel about posting my face i used to do it very liberally but idk anymore might do it #mutuals if you're curious I'll show you u can also show me ur style glow ups/downs and laugh abt the passage of time together

[riverofrainbows]

I've realised something today. Because of my autism and some other stuff plus the fact that I've mostly stopped masking, i come across as quite childish/childlike sometimes. Added to that i also look very young, like teenager young, even tho I'm in my early 20s.

I just wish people saw me more as an adult and treated me as an adult more, especially in the context of flirting or attraction. I started going out more lately, and i wish people (my age) would see me as a potential flirting partner.

And i dont mean that i want to start acting/looking less like a teen, i am actually quite happy with that because I didn't do it when i actually was a teen, but i wish people would see me as an adult regardless.

#i am much happier without masking #and masking is just me being very closed off and awkward looking uncomfortable #i also obviously cant start relationships with teens they are over half a decade younger than me and also teens so i severely don't want to #i actually started going out for the second time ever and for the first time not cosplaying as a straight girl #i also want them to see me as male #own post #autism #trans #i feel like i treat the tags as footnotes #maybe i should start number referencing them like actual footnotes lol #i am usually fine with people not flirting especially when i am already busy with relearning basic human interaction #but i would like to branch out now so to speak #with childlike i also mean things like staring at some balloons with wonder or being excited over sth ordinary that i havent seen yet #and unmasking means i will not hide that and probably also tell people that I'm talking with about it

[orcelito]

Seeing from across the room two ppl from the classes I just stopped showing up to at the end of last semester... ❤

#speculation nation #i sat at their table in my project management class. so we worked together some #very ell gee bee tee looking if u get my drift #i never really talked to them outside of class stuff tho lol. feels a bit awkward #one hundred percent made eye contact with them lmaooo. oh well