#sobbing on the ground

[cillixn]

falling to my knees

#sobbing on the ground #cillian murphy

[snarky-wallflower]

me: okay, you can do this. it’s just a song, you can totally listen to Cool As I Think I Am (Reprise) normally.

me, not even a minute later:

#nerdy prudes must die #hatchetfield #lautski #steph lauter #stephanie lauter #peter spankoffski #i genuinely can’t listen to that song most of the time because it makes me too upset #”you’re not as cool as you think you are” #”but you’re as smart as I know you are” #SOBBING ON THE GROUND #snarky speaks

[thelaststarling]

i want to make more friends but i suffer from the disease called afraid

#i miss being a kid with no filter on the early 2010s internet #it used to be so easy #sobbing on the ground #starling screaming

[daydreamdoodles]

FINBAR ASKED VR LA TO BE HIS BEST MAN I AM DISSOLVING

#day musings #rolling with difficulty #finbar rwd #vr la rwd #cw caps #sobbing on the ground

[winterwrxter]

I very casually was scrolling through my photo gallery today and I'm questing myself-

WHY DID I ASK FIREY IF HE WAS GAY-?? WHY DID HE SAY YES THOUGH-?? WTH WAS I DOING ON CHARACTER A.I. THAT DAY-?? BUT WHY DID I DRAW IT ON FREEFORM-??? T-T

(This had me on the floor laughing and sobbing for far too long-)

#winterwrxter arts #art #digital art #osc art #osc #firey #bfb firey #bfdi firey #idk anymore #cringe art #freeform drawing app #freeform #sobbing on the ground #whyyyyyy #:))) <3

[ghostly-kal]

Just finished my first bg3 run with my bf and am in tears i already miss my TAV so much ;-;

#Sobbing on the ground #i made her too bb im not okay #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 tav #bg3 fanart #my art #my bf is currently in the same state with his tav that is also very beloved #art

[dewarism]

OH MY GOD I OPENED MY TREE MESSAGES AND YOU ALL ARE WAY TOO KIND TO ME ☹️☹️

#sobbing on the ground #I LOVE U GUYS WTF #merry christmas and happy holidays!!! #happy new year!!! #i'm so happy to enter it with all of you in my phone!!! #willa loves her friends! #💗💗💗

[deffcraver]

i need more stede and ed , NEED a s3 , AND NEED JUSTICE FOR IZZY , IM GOING FERAL .

#ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd s3 #ed x stede #sobbing on the ground #send help

[newts-and-sharks]

i see all these people who are so good at drawing robots and making them look attractive and cute and im just sitting over here crying into my hands

#i secretly despise how i draw canon/robot sun n moon #thats why i draw them as anything but robots #robo buddies arent my forte and im very upset #sobbing on the ground

[minimooberry]

crying over my alpha cc but hello pretty mm hair 😍😍

#SOBBING ON THE GROUND #UGHHH #ts4 #the sims #the sims 4 #sims #sims 4 #sims in bloom #daisy bloom #sims in bloom gen 1

[unorganisedalienrubbish]

[ooc] im down to be in a comic!

[ooc] HOORAY!!!! Again, I’m so glad people want to be involved!!! Thank you!!!

That’s the two spots all filled for this comic, but assuming all goes well, @nsfwhump-queen and I have more scenarios to comic-ify! (There might even be a holiday special! Who knows?!)

#sobbing on the ground #I know this spot isn’t as glamourous 🐈‍⬛ I’m sorry it’s only one panel #I can’t believe how quickly you all replied #this community really is so amazing and kind and I’m so glad I get to be a part of it #<33333 #all of the love #whump rp #akias dungeon

[cmpumkin-arts]

Hey dude, your art is pretty darn amazing!! And it inspired me to make redesigned versions of my own in the future!!

Keep up the great work fam and apologies for all the spamming in you notifications, I got real excited when I saw you made other redesigns as well.

🥰

Waaa thank you!! Also no worries for the spam it kinda just happens here! At some point I'm going to pick up redesigning again (as well as redesigning some redesigns) but thank you again

#cmpumkin speaks #trashbunnyblog #sobbing on the ground #thank you

[ciceroandthelistener]

everytime i draw othrril the shape of his nose changes both in the drawing and in my brain 🙃

#sobbing on the ground

[westerncryptid]

You Left Your Luck

It’s been in my closet It’s made a home in my shirts Made a bed in my buttons I don’t know where to put it Your luck I can feel it as I write I can feel you as I weep Oh how lucky I am to have had you Oh how unlucky you were Having to leave I don’t know how I forgot How much luck it took For us to meet when we did How much chance we took Not letting judgements rule I don’t know how to give it back Envelopes can’t hold it I can barely hold it myself What I wouldn’t do to keep holding it The worst part is it’s not your luck I want to hold It’s you I want so badly to hold you But I can’t Not right now at least

#poetry #luck #I was crying when I wrote this #Sobbing even #sobbing violently #sobbing on the ground #still sobbing

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

going through my old journals as part of therapy homework and i'm reading a section written in the emotional wreckage of a full-on breakdown when i get hit with this line:

There is never a satisfying answer to ‘Why didn’t they love me?’

like wow babe. good fucking point

#like you were on the ground biting the carpet and dry sobbing while you wrote that and still. good fucking point #not a shitpost #cptsd #and it's true. there's never a satisfying answer #the truth is i know why i wasn't loved #i analyzed my parent's traumas and abuse to death. i understand why i alienated and was alienated from my siblings #i know why my mom was too overwhelmed to be capable of nurturing #i know why my dad vanished into addiction and avoidance #the details of our cycles of trauma and cptsd and family history i have a phd in all of it #i understood perfectly. i spent years studying and now i knew the answer #and guess what? IT WAS NOT SATISFYING!!! #because they still didn't love me! and i still couldn't change that! #it was still a completely unsatisfying state of affairs! #so like. when the people who are supposed to love you...don't. #when the people who are supposed to take care of you...fail to #you can look for answers and reasons and explanations #but that's not actually going to FIX your situation. #and it's probably not within your ability TO fix the situation. (and definitely not your job) #because you don't need answers--you need a new situation #*inserts Just Walk Out. You Can Leave!!! (Running Skeleton) Meme* #and yes. walking out isn't always possible. #but for you i hope it will be one day soon. and i hope you build the courage to take that leap. #stepping away from the people who failed to love you...it feels like being untethered but also like being lighter than air #new and scary. immensely relieving. the future opens up. empty but empty like a canvas. blindingly bright until your eyes adjust #like climbing out of a pit you called home and for the first time realizing how bright the light of day can truly be #when you aren't just getting glimpses from the bottom of a hole

[ivoryratdoggerythethird]

dazai making up a whole language with fyodor that no one else can understand is amazing but imagine him using codes that, very objectively speaking, you could crack, it's just that no normal person would ever make the insane leaps in logic that it requires. except for someone familiar with dazai's weird thinking patterns, that is.

i just love the idea of dazai's unhinged antics being dialed up to an eleven when he was in the port mafia, and oda being the only one who simply wouldn't bat an eye at it but chuuya was the only one who would actually get it.

like imagine ango at the end of the jailbreak, his boss saying he should allow himself to sigh and lean back and maybe indulge himself, pat him on the shoulder, tell him what he pulled off reading heart rates wasn't easy and he should be proud for being able to keep up with such a plan

but ango i-drank-with-teenage-dazai-and-also-had-the-records-for-every-soukoku-mission sakaguchi can only remember the time dazai was like using greek sign language through his breathing patterns to communicate from a submarine from beneath the pacific ocean or something, and chuuya could not fathom how no one else could understand him.

and that was the day mori signed off on skk being exclusive partners because every subordinate in the room was crying tears of blood by the time chuuya finished explaining which blood pressure level was warning them about a bomb, which blinking sequence was him conveying the vault password and which series of inhales was just him calling mori a bitch.

(ango also pointedly did not want to think about how smug dazai had looked after the mission when mori confirmed skk would only be each others' partners for efficiency and to maintain everyone else's sanity

or about how when he called chuuya to tell him about dazai's prison break scheme he could only get like 3 out of 276 steps into the plan before chuuya rolled his eyes, said "got it" then hung up and pulled the whole thing off without a hitch.)

#listen soukoku having telepathy that they insist isn't telepathy it's just using common sense #while everyone else sobs in the corner #is a flavour of pm era skk I adore #like yes technically chuuya can in fact explain the play-by-play #process of understanding dazai's codes #it's just that no one else is going to immediately make the same far fetched connections #UGH the latest chapter of chuuya watching dazai flop and roll around on the ground like a fish while he brainstorms #not an ounce of curprise or confusion #like he's seen this a thousand times before #and even spotting his worries and dazai actually openly musing about his ideas and expressing emotions so vividly #they KNOW each other your honor #soukoku #dazai osamu #nakahara chuuya #the sigma show #bsd #my post