#so mad about her right now

[waitmyturtles]

Emotionally, 23.5 (episode 10) is like a cheaply made puzzle, where like, the edges are cut roughly, so like, you THINK that you have the right pieces next to each other, but when you smush them in, and they don't fit QUITE smoothly enough, you're like, oh maybe there's another piece, but like, you CAN'T find another piece that works, because like, the piece you have in your hand IS the piece that is the right one for the picture you're making, or like, you THINK it is, so like, you keep smushing the pieces together, and you THINK the puzzle makes sense, but you kinda feel like you have the wrong piece, or worse, you're MISSING A BETTER PIECE, because everything's NOT QUITE JIVING.

I hope this post made as much sense as the emotional journey we attempted to take with the script in this last episode. What the FUCK is this script doing to Ongsa? A little more context, some smoother edges, would be really helpful here!

#what the fuck #all of a sudden ongsa's unexplained shit comes back #are we gonna get another i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry for the next episode? #and wave away all the need for more explanation again? #you can't really write this stuff away #we need to know why we need to cheer for these characters hello! #23.5 degrees #23.5 #23.5 degrees the series #23.5 the series #milklove #milk pansa #love pattranite #ongsasun #ongsa x sun #sun x ongsa #i'm gonna fucking say it because it's friday and i know it's not related but #i miss inkpa. #so lame but true to what i'm feeling right now #we got like maybe what 15 minutes of inkpa total? 10 MINUTES? #maybe 20 total including our skyy 2 if we were lucky? #and we got way more a story with inkpa including tons of insight into pa's dumbass parents #come on #by episode 11 we need to know why ongsa would be fearful of being out in front of her family #it's too late in the series to find out about this #because a point of the story would be that we'd go through her journey of confronting her insecurities duh!!! #wow i'm mad

[raycatz]

I'm not including a situation where someone might be injured because in that case I'm thinking the bed goes to them by default or they are nominated for it. anyone who wants to be chatty goes to join the living room floor gang.

What are your thoughts and headcanons? Do you have thoughts on how the boys tend to approach assigning beds in inns? Who do the chain choose to sleep near when camping and why? What are their dynamics like when settling down for the night and getting ready for the day?

In "Mirror Vs Open Closet Door: Fight!" by Gintrinsic (here) Four refers to the chain's decision on how to split up between inn rooms as the "Link-per-room ratio" which I find very funny. He, Sky, and Time also talk about their thought process behind why they do or don't want to sleep in a room with some of the others which I find fun and interesting.

So! If you have thoughts and want to share them! *gestures to the post!*

#linked universe #linkeduniverse #alrighty! now for my answers- #for the ranch question I think it varies which is why I'm asking in a poll. What do you think happens most often though? #each answer is a fun scenario so it's difficult to choose #but I think they'd try to act politely around Malon and Time for the first couple visits with straws or rock paper scissors #or showing generosity by offering the bed to someone else. (I bet Malon saying they're charming is quite the incentive #for more possible compliments. The chain as a whole would want to prove her right xD ) #Once they're more comfortable in the house though I can totally see Wind and Legend making a mad dash for it while Wars yells after them xD #Wind probably ends up sharing with Four a lot since they're the littles #or Wind snuggles in with Wars Legend Wild etc #Wild and Twi/Wolfie have claimed the spot on the floor by the fireplace. #For inn rooms / castle rooms / camping - I tend to group them by how they're grouped a lot already #but a lil mixed up #Time - Sky - Wars are the good rest trio. they want a good night's rest please let them get their beauty sleep. often joined by Four #Wars goes between this group and wherever Legend is depending on how chatty he is that night. #Twi - Wild - Hyrule are snuggle/proximity buddies #Legend is attached to Hyrule's hip or sets up near Warriors to gossip and gripe. I can also see him setting up near Wild #in the eye of the storm as it were or just an interesting place to be. Wild and Hyrule can get to chatting about everything and anything #so if Legend wants background noise (Hyrule and Wild podcast omg)- #or a conversation he can be half a part of and jump in and out of while getting ready for the night or in the mornings- #this is a good place to be. add Wind and things get a bit more chaotic. #Wind gravitates to Wars and Legend too when curious and chatty. He gravitates towards Time when he wants something calmer. #Four tends to be near Sky or Twi or to Legend's group for the same reasons #I can see Four and Twi having a little book club going during downtimes where they talk about what they're reading. Sky likes to listen. <3 #Wind thinks they're nerds but so is he and he can't resist a good story so he orbits and sometimes settles in and peppers questions. #it's funny that Time Sky and Wars want to sleep the most but Legend follows Wars to chat (and ends up bringing people with him xD ) #there could be some conflict there oooo #Twi is by Time #it's almost a circle but with clusters of sleeping bags near on top of each other and filling the gaps

[haunted-xander]

Childe would unironically make a really good Warrior of Light

Like, okay, not only does he get to fight a bunch of ever increasingly powerful enemies (such as several angry deities, an extra powerful combo machine of said deities, dragons almost as old as the star itself, SEVERAL ACTUAL GODS and then some!) but he also gets to team up with a group of (mainly) strong warriors that you KNOW he'd be just dying to spar with (also you can't tell me he wouldn't take one look at the twins and go 'my siblings now').

He's also very loyal, so once he's in with the Scions he is IN ya know? Like he would kill and die for them no questions asked. They're also not really bound by law so he can do whatever he wants and what is the law gonna do? Arrest him? THE Warrior of Light? Don't think so.

(Also if he ever met Zenos all hell would break loose. The entire region is decimated and it's a miracle there even is a region left to begin with. They'd be the best worst rivals in existance and it would be everyones problem)

#morally speaking he doesnt care about doing the right thing hes only here for battle + he got attached to the scions #kinda like estinien. hes not here for the cause its just that the people he cares to follow do so he ends up tagging along #hed be an amazing WoL but also a super fucked up one #he likes killing things a bit too much #krile sees him return from a battle covered in blood and having a mad grin on his face and just goes oh god theres two of them #estinien was bad enough now childe too? when will her suffering end #at least childe doesnt go running off to god knows where everytime she turns his back on him for 5 seconds #childe #tartaglia #ajax #genshin impact #final fantasy #final fantasy 14 #final fantasy xiv #ff14 #ffxiv #xander rambles

[rollforjackass]

i could KILL him for this. motherfucker's every interaction with children has him being, if not nice, then at minimum kind and forgiving and genuinely invested in their wellbeing.

he asks crying kids what's the matter, he's afraid to hold a baby because he's worried he'll drop it, he goes after people who are mean to kids without a second thought. his whole mentorship with timothy hunter is him trying to do right by that kid no matter how he feels about it at the time. man would be the most loving dad in the world but because of his own awful goddamn father and the ways he thinks he takes after thomas, he doesn't think that's true. i hate.

#this panel made me SPITTING mad for real he breaks my heart #the way his father fucked up his whole mindset and self-image is something that makes me so violent #me rattling the bars of my cage yelling about how the family man arc was a vessel for conveying constantine's fears about his father #how it made him feel responsible for his father's murder after his dad had called him the killer of his mother his whole life #then made him a literal killer which turned that childhood nickname into a self-fulfilling prophecy & his dad into an unintended oracle #how constantine has always been afraid of becoming his father and yet that's exactly who he had to emulate to survive the world of magic #and then vertigo gave him the fucking rosacarnis arc which made him unwillingly a dad and his kids killers. i'm unwell #i NEED john constantine to know how good a person he really is and how loved any kid of his would be #the one thing new 52 did right for him was making him genuinely loving and caring towards rose #instead of making him pawn her off on everyone around him. which i fear a lot of writers would make him do these days #i NEED him to know he's better than who raised him #they say mary anne constantine would have been a good mother if she'd lived and i think there's a lot of her left in her son #not that he'd ever believe it #hellblazer #john constantine #i'm very emotional about him right now #oxly hollers

[emeriesmate]

Where did Feyre's human heart go ?

She make fun of Lucien because he have human friends.

She is disgust by Jurian ( because he wanted to helped his people aka humans. Which is also what Feyre was )

She just accept that Rhysand told that neither side ( Humans and Fearies ) is not innocent. Which makes absolutly no sense.

#I find the “neither side is innocent” scene because I didn't remember Feyre's reaction #and sorry for my language #this bitch is mad because the queen said true shit about her precious mate and his court 🥺 #like girl YOU WERE A FUCKING HUMAN NOT EVEN A YEAR AGO #I am so mad right now #anti sjm #and for life #anti acomaf #anti feyre #anti rhysand #because he deserves to be hated

[lobotomyladylives]

I think bpd is a bullshit stigmatizing label thrown at women to pathologize what is very obviously a response to prolonged childhood trauma and would be better labeled as C-PTSD. that being said my god I am bpd as fuck

#my sister just snapped at me bc i said i dont want to do a ton of physical labor for the job she signed me up for which apparently does i #in fact involve a lot of it. and her being mad for even that moment sent me spiraling so badly & i had the reaction i often do where #i start hating both her & myself terribly & want to isolate forever #i think she hates her new job & is taking it out on me but it doesnt matter bc i cant handle being yelled at #and the fact thst it took me till adulthood to realize thats bc i associate it with my father is crazy. yeah its just the cptsd like #everything else. and whats nutso is how i continue to think my trauma Wasnt Bad Enough for ptsd . #just bc he didnt beat the shit out of or molest me i feel like i dont even have a right to be this fucked up #not that it was only him. being bullied at school really did not help. i guess now that i think about it the problem is that until #i was a teenager i literally did not feel emotionally secure anywhere. home or school. always the ticking of a bomb in the bg #the inevitable moment my dad blew up over nothing or i overheard my peers talking about what a freak i was #i dont know why it still hurts to think about. im so far removed from it my life now couldnt be more different #well thats the stupid fucking thing about childhood isnt it. those are your very first experiences with the world & other ppl #i do know my view of romantic relationships was irrevocably poisoned by my parents & that is never going to be undone. so cool

[i-love-def-leppard]

just received heart shattered news and now have to pull myself together and go to work in an hour..

#my dog just got back from the vet and they told us she is expected to live about 6 months to a year before she passes #she has a disease that closes her airway #we won’t let her suffer so we will have to put her down at the first signs of her quality of life decreasing #ugh grief for your pet who hasn’t even passed yet but will soon is so weird #im beyond grateful to have her with me now but i can’t help but feel so heartbroken #she’s my baby😔💔 #and she is so healthy besides this stupid disease #ugh im so mad right now #apologies for my rant but this is one way i cope lol #let’s see if i can make it through my shift without breaking down #🙏🙏

[dootznbootz]

@thehelplessmortals shared this with me and...Penelope coded.

She definitely tried to gross out Odysseus in a dumb "You think you can handle me, idiot? >:) " way. (She's stubborn and in denial at first. When she realizes she actually likes him, she's a mess.) And while eating raw fish is normal for naiad-born in Sparta, when she learned Odysseus wasn't used to naiads in daily life, she just really went wild with it.

He's just staring at her kind of expressionless and she thinks "Ha, see? You don't really like me."

But he's just like

"You like carp? Cuz if you do, we got plenty on Ithaca! Many more fish too! And if we don't, I'll get you some!"

And she's annoyed because her plan didn't work. Girlie is self-sabotaging even though she thinks he's neat.

#this is normal for naiads but she also doesn't have impulse control. She'll jump in mid-convo. #...part of the joke is that basically no one eats carp because they're fucking disgusting :D same with catfish...at least where I live #Helen: “uh...I could just shock the water and then you could get them.” #Penelope: “Where's the sport in that?! >:( ” #It's not like a “playing hard to get” she just genuinely doesn't believe he could possibly like her and being a shit about it. #“Helen's supposed to get the happy ending. not me” (which Helen even is like “you're an idiot”) she eventually gets #her act together :D she's overwhelmed right now. especially since he's just head over heels and just... a LOT as he doesn't know #what to do with these feelings either and she gets mad at him for constantly talking about marriage “The more you say it. the less I wanna" #especially with his reputation to bully and fuck with people. and the fact that he lied to her so much when they first met. she doesn't #trust him. He's overwhelming her and then she's finally like. “if you're so interested. we're doing things at my pace.” then things get chi #they're both so used to putting up their guard that they can't genuinely believe this could be something wonderful #she actually is kind of afraid of the fact that “...Do you just have a thing for Naiads?? since you're not used to them?” are you weird? #but he interacts fine with other naiads. and isn't affected by Helen. #shot by odysseus #Mad rambles #my headcanons #odypen #btw. she chew through bone technically :D fish bone but bone #kind of want to make a “moodboard for the Water Wife” #penelope #Water Wife

[ramblebrambleamble]

Childe is a great unsuspecting wingman. No wonder he's a pawn in so many schemes.

#genshin impact #childe #arlecchino #playing her story quest right now #she is going to be so mad methinks #all he cares about is fighting and he never asks the right questions #and he's generally willing to take a hint and back down if he doesn't have orders in that direction

[natjennie]

im literally shaking with adrenaline i cant believe you guys had me convinced it was bad. what the fuck.

#i will defend it with my life #im so mad at you guys #can you not just love something. #can you not see that the love was there and will continue to be there the whole time #nothing is lost nothing is ruined #it doesnt cheapen the whole show. what is so broken in your heart that you think that #just because she doesn't stay forever doesnt mean her being there wasnt important #that's the whole god damn conceit of the show #that's what the concept of ghosts is about! the enduring nature of the human spirit! #the concept of finality! of living and moving on and loving and grieving #and the fact that nothing is forever. and that makes it all the more beautiful #how did you misread the themes so thoroughly as to think this was a loss #because it made you sad? that's life! #that's the whole fucking point of the show. #im so angry right now #bbc ghosts #ghosts spoilers

[maketeaa]

i've read lolita at age 14, at age 17, and am reading it again at 20, and it is so harrowing in such different ways at each age. because while i could look at it at fourteen and think 'wow this is fucked up' and look at it at 17 and think 'wow this is more fucked up than i remembered' at 20 i just want to cry and cry and cry and cry and cry

#she was just a kid #the section of the book where they just drive around the states is where i had to take a break because i thought i was going to cry #the confusing way humbert narrates and describes things made it hard to sink in when i first read it when i was younger #but it's just. it's literally almost 100 pages of this man kidnapping this 12 year old girl and abusing her right after he told her her mum+ #+died #im just. im so sad. #when i was 17 the reason i read this was to write a paper about it and i remember one of the secondary sources i read+ #+genuinely believed that lo had seduced humbert #and i just. i was mad then. but im so painfully mad now. because how can you read this book and believe it's even AMBIGUOUS that she was + #+ being abused #god man. #tw abuse #tw child abuse #cw lolita #♡alizeh reads♡ #tagged:nabokov

[eyesopentv]

hey tumblrinas let me tell you about my current grievances in the tags <3

#miles thots #my ‘best friend’ stopped talking to me a few months ago and i kept trying to hang out with her for a while but eventually i gave i #*up bc it felt very one sided #and like. i told her a while ago that i was feeling very left out bc she’d been hanging out with a few other people and not me at all for #months #and she told me she wanted to hang out with ‘adult friends’ and that i was her ‘autistic bestie’ which like. i was almost 20 at the time #and more recently she still calls me her best friend but we haven’t hung out or even talked #and i found out earlier this week that her baby shower is tomorrow and i’m not invited #and i’m Really Hurt #and i keep wondering if i did something wrong or if she’s mad at me or something #and i want to talk to her about it but every time someone brings up something serious with her she goes #‘i cant do this right now i’m pregnant’ #so. anyways.

[thebirdandhersong]

it's happened it's over it's done

#he's confessed to her he's been rejected he's going to talk to me about it after the dessert social we have at our dorm tonight most likely #i've done my bit of crying my eyes out and lying on the floor and praying and being mad at myself for being emotional already #pray for me please my heart is all twisted up in knots and i am unbelieeeevably tireddddd #i can't tell you. how tired i am right now #anyway i hope this will be The End for me i hope that this will be the start of the end #i hope i will not have to be so sad my chest hurts anymore this year it is simply too much!!! #the waiting room chapter

[lab-gr0wn-lambs]

I know I said Carol can do whatever the hell she wants, but the way she keeps saying "you should hate me. please don't hate me" instead of just "sorry" and more importantly "are you ok?" is driving me nuts

#like I get it. you *are* sorry. but you sound so selfish rn babygirl #actually I'm not even conviced you *are* sorry about doin Lydia like that. #keep being a reckless madwoman. I love it. but if you're gonna get all remorseful then do it right #and the way she's only hanging out with Ezekiel now that Daryl's not talking to her? #dude deserves so much better #she didn't even ask what his neck lump thing *was*. they just sad-fucked and then she pissed off #and Daryl- #imagine you get your best friend's other best friend trapped in a cave. possibly killed. and you grab him and go 'call me a naughty girl' #now is not the fucking time Carol #wrong response. try again. #didn't even say nothin to Kelly or Yumiko #feels like you only care because Daryl's mad at you #and like you wouldn't even care about Connie or Magna if it wasn't directly your fault #anyways #twd liveblog #the walking dead

[bisamwilson]

why do none of the rebels characters or ahsoka have actual personalities anymore,,,,,

#ahsoka is witty!!! she’s a spit fire!!!! not just in clone wars but in rebels too!!!! #in this show she’s a stoic master jedi who makes like no jokes ever!!! who is that!!! #hera’s also a spitfire!!!! and so is sabine!!!! #also there’s no fuckin world where sabine doesn’t have the desert house she lives alone in booby trapped with explosives she controls #much less completely abandoning her armor #she’s a mandalorian!!!!!!!!!! there’s a whole bit in rebels about why her armor is so important to her!!!!! #none of them even really get mad at each other!!! just lightly snippy!!! even with all the supposed history they have!!!! #literally none of them feel like real people with real and big emotions even though we’ve seen them all have them and frequently #especially with something this important #they all feel sanitized and i hate it #stop making characters that were never Perfect Jedi (ahsoka and luke cough) into Perfect Stoic Jedi challenge #disney will always fail this apparently #anyways when will andor return from the war where we get characters who feel like they have real motivations that aren’t just the plot says #that i gotta care about this and do this right now this way #even the new nightsister is boring!!! where’s her flair!!!! why isn’t she terrifying!!!! #star wars #star wars critical #ahsoka critical

[softshuji]

eldest daughter syndrome really do be kicking my ass tbh

#i just find it like so unfair yknow #im the only one who works in myhouse and full time #but i come home and the house isnt clean and i tidy up and sort everything out and tidy the kitchen anf living room after dinner and put #my sister to bed and yk if there was no one else to do these things id understand but #i have 5 brothers all of whom are adults and they dont lift a finger #its not as if any of them work bec they dont and neither does my dad #and im so so so exhausted yk? bec not everything is my job or responsibility #and i keep blaming other things for me getting sick but yknow what maybe i just dont rest enough #and the other day i was upset bec i'd had a tough day at work and i felt unwell and i cleaned up everything after dinner and my brother #said i didnt have a right to be upset bec i “chose” this. like as if i chose to work full time nd do all the chores for a family of 9 #and it just really upsets me bec no one sees an issue with it and im so mad at my mom at rhe same time #constant therapy sessions w her bec shes mad at my dad and wants someone to vent at and then he does the same abt her and my brothers #and im so tired yknow just sososos tired bec she'll complain abt how they dont do anything but then she wont ensure they do either #its just empty complaints whereas she thrust responsibility on me when i was 9 and yet my brothers are 18+ - all but one that is and they #cant even do their own laundry bec she just..... did everything for them all the time but now is mad that they cant do anything. #like yes i know my dad is a failure of a husband and a father i expected that i'll never be a good enough daughter for him and that the onl #thing he has to say about me is that im bringing shame on our family despite everything ive done but come on #im just tired and upset #its hard not to see yourself as a robot or machine when theres little room to be anything else. #and even on a day like today when i dont feel well it never stops and i just keep doing #im sad i want a hug from my gangster bf #oh god i am sorry pls do not perceive me for this #and yk what #thats why i cant stand when people are nice to me bec all i can think of is #i havent done anything to deserve this? i should have to give something in return #or if not #theres something this person must want because why else would they be nice to me when i havent done anything for them #i cannot fathom the concept that someone just wants me because its me #its literally just not possible why would anyone fo that for me