#sleepy trash

[samberrybay]

This part in 32 chp always felt kind of odd to me and this is the reason why:

The coward wolf boy, Lock. Until Choi Han found him, Lock had been hiding as the chief had told him. The Lock at that point is very much a coward, a weakling, and kind of slow. In simple terms, Lock easily took the position of the character that readers found to be extremely frustrating.

This has bothered me since I first read the novel, and to this day, even after several rereads, it still haunts me.

Cale simply isn't the type of a person to actually call a kid, no matter how they behave, to be "frustrating".

(When the text said "readers" it's damn well obvious of Cale being the one to think so.)

Pondering for some time I can roughly guess why the wording was so unexpected for his character.

At the time of the assassination/kindaping in the village, Lock was only thirteen years old. He also hasn't had his first berserk transformation yet. Therefore it is not surprising that Lock's uncle hid him and told not to go out, saying that everything was fine and he should continue to hide.

Now let's look at the situation realistically.

Lock (in tcf) jumps out of his hiding to protect his younger siblings. The adrenaline and inner Blue Wolf Tribe's instincts to protect turned on his berserk transportation one year beforehand, however if not Rosalyn and Choi Han, who came earlier than in the actual novel, i don't think it would help much.

Lock would possibly be able to kill a few people or at least seriously injure them, but CMON. They killed an ENTIRE village full of berserk Blue Wolf's and with almost-Wolf King (Lock's uncle). Do you really believe that a thirteen years old boy jumping into his first berserk transformation would be able to fight properly against strong organization that had holy water or some sort of holy artefact on their hands?

Again, if not for Choi Han's and Rosalyn's arrival... it would have definitely ended pretty bad.

In TBOAH Lock for some reason didn't jump out. Different circumstances, wrong wroted part in the novel, idk, but the fact is stated: Lock stayed hidden. He also most likely survived only because of Choi Han's help. Just with much worse scenario where he was left alone from the whole village.

And it wasn't Lock's fault yet again. He was a child. No matter if a Beastman one or not, the boy was just an innocent, naive and weak child.

So why would Cale, Kim Rok Soo at the time, find him frustrating? Extremely so even!

The answer is much easier if you think about it.

Because it wasn't Kim Rok Soo blaming a kid for being weak and cowardly in a fearful situation, it was a man who saw his own past that he hated so much.

A coward, a weakling and kind of slow.

For Rok Soo, who blamed himself for half of his life for the deaths of team one members, Lock was like a salt for still open, but ignored wounds.

KRS greatly disliked and maybe even envied Lock for a bit. The boy got a new family, he got friends and some sort of guidance from them even after facing so much despair.

While he was all alone, trying to understand what to do on his own.

It sure is irritating for Rok Soo.

Yet Team Leader Kim Rok Soo was probably unable to fully hate Lock for his weakness, because while the latter was still a kid, the same forgiveness can't be used on him. At least in his own head.

So with conflicting feelings Cale settled on "Extremely frustrating" description.

#overall it is actually just my sleepy thoughts #KRS's self-hatred is so strong it is kind of amazing but mostly heart breaking #this man holds too much trauma #and with each novel update i fear that we still don't know all of it #i love Lock's and Cale's relationship so this is why i was really questioning this part #pls cry with me because of this realization #tcf #trash of the count's family #lcf #lout of the count’s family #cale henituse #tcf cale #lcf cale #tcf lock #lcf lark #tcf novel #lcf novel #kim rok soo

[aidanisking]

Yawn, Time to take a nap 😴💤💫

#trash of the count's family #tcf #tcf cale #cale henituse #raon #on and hong #raon miru #cute #tcf hong #nap #yawn #sleepy

[scribbiesan]

Mind the claws…

@bonkalore made something for your Bleeding Magic AU! Art bug bit me and stuck around long enough to have some fun with this scaly aquatic dude and his pig friend.

Imma go to bed now. It hella late. Night night

(Wasn’t feeling up to shading these sadly. Maybe the next piece?)

Toodles~!

Edit: ignore the sketch layer being visible on some, I am aware and don’t care. Love youuuu

#fan art #Daniel Spellbound #Daniel spellbound fanart #giant/tiny art #giant/tiny #g/t art #g/t #handheld #if y’all couldn’t tell #i like people sleeping in the giants hands #it just seems like a warm comfy place to snooze #Bleeding Magic AU #amphibeast Daniel #monster transformation #monster guy #trash bin art #trash bin post #digital art #quackalacka ding dong #sfw #late night post #so sleepy #hoagie

[3lji]

still processing this chapter

HE TIAN has possibly disappeared for months or years but still somehow knows THE RING MEASUREMENT FOR MO’S ENGAGEMENT RING. HOW?! THIS MAN DOES NOT MISS.

THIS IS HE TIAN’S WORLD WE’RE ALL JUST LIVING IN IT.

#i am such a shameful shameful he tian stan i hate it #this is my garbage trash baby man and i hatelove him so hard #19 days #tianshan #mo guan shan #he tian #did he have spies take the measurement while mo was SLEEPI G #I WANT TO WRITE A CRACK FIC OF TIAN GETTING THR MEASUREMENT JN INSANE WAYS #LIKE HOW WOULD HE DO THIS HAHAHAHA

[sleepy-vix]

need to write a story for literature class but i cant

#whenever i start writing something tells me that its trash and i'll fail #hahahahaha #sleepy vix

[batfambrainrotbeloved]

The Sleepy Kitten Cafe 🐱💤 

(The Drakes Spoiled Brat. (im sorry dad))

Ill solidify an actual layout design later (since this will become a major setting for most of the fic) BUT for now you get a shitty collage design Edit- Fuck it I was gonna wait till post chapter 7 but I decided to publish now so here you go!

Info (may or may not become relevent in the fic, I just think is neat also for my own reference)

Located on The Narrows of Gotham city

All utensils and containers are thrifted so none of them match

Upstairs lounge is a mini library/book store

They sell baked goods and have a shitty service window where you can order diner style food/snacks

Regular game nights/other events (including jazz night which Tim vehelementaly refuses to attend)

Not uncommon for random strays to come hang out (no one tell their manager)

Have a photo wall of regular customers (it took several weeks of begging before Tim allowed Gwen to snap his pic and pin it up)

They have a whole buisness card holder on the counter people can advertise their shit

Owned by a former hippie from Washington and her husband from Sikkim

Almost gets robbed once a week but hey its Gotham, what can you do? (emphasis on almost)

Employees (named thus far, who I will also probably draw later)-

Gwen Parkins she/her- Main Barista Alans (Tims) BFF, utter sweetheart, but will cry if yelled at. Also plans like 80% of the work events. Wears clips in her hair that are "on theme" for whatever event is for the day (cat ones for work obvi) Never checks her bank account so doesnt notice Tim slipping in an extra 500-3k every month (tax free of course) and she ends up saving or donating half of it anyways. From the Narrows.

Zeek (Ezikel) Zoref he/they- Cook/Security Very open stoner, likes bullying his friends (kinda an asshole, but will apologize if too far), also loves Gotham for the fact he can and will fist fight customers given the oppertunity, and there are PLENTY of oppertunies. Carries around a bat. Almost became a Joker Goon out of nessesity but by sheer happenstance he tried robbing Alan who somehow got him an interview at the Cafe, even with zero experience. (Owes his life, but will never admit it) Allergic to mint and mourns mint gum everyday. From Crime Alley.

Obsidian Fowler they/them- Manager/Barista The reason shit gets done, newly recognized artist, meticiously does inventory because they find it fun. Gets stressed about hygine when his coworkers keep sneaking random strays in the cafe, but weak to begging. Did not give in when they brought in a Raccoon. Keeps offering Alan a job because "Please I cannot be the only competent member here" From Old Gotham.

#trash tim au #the drakes spoiled brat #tim drake #FULL NAME TIME WHOOO #gwen parkins #zeek zorof #obsidian fowler #the sleepy kitten cafe #tim drake angst #timothy drake #cardinal dc #my fic #batfam au #batfamily #batfam fic #batfam angst

[samberrybay]

I truly am waiting for the moment Dragon Half-Blood will get a name. Also very much hope Cale or Sheritt would be the ones to think of it.

Because DHB was a dick who have killed lots of people for the sake of killing them... but so did Hannah. And both of them had reasons for doing what they did. Which doesn't forgive their wrongdoings, but does give them the opportunity to change and be better.

It saddens me that Hannah got her redemption arc while DHB- well, not entirely.

DHB suffered for HUNDREDS of years to yearn any ounce of care or affection from White Star, only much later realizing how foolish of him it was.

He was sold by his own parents and then got experimented on to become neither a human nor a dragon.

For god's sake, the first ever time DHB got to experience choosing by himself and for himself was when Cale, the enemy!!!, literally asked "Do you want to die now or do it later?"!!! How fucked up is that?

Plus even after all the fucked things he went through!! DHB didn't destroyed Raon's egg! He is a big reason for our baby being with us! A small rebellion against WS's order that could have literally costed him a life or more suffering!!

DHB gone through years of emotional abuse/manipulation and you know when he felt the happiest in his 900+ years of life? Washing enemy's dishes while feeling constant pain.

And my baby didn't even got to keep his body because he was dying. He is inside a bone dragon now!

(A bit Spoilers for the second part)

I don't read or even see much spoilers after murim arc, but i saw that on the next planet Cale takes DHB with them or smt and it makes me sooo excited for the possible moments!!

Give him a proper redemption arc, i beg!!

#sorry for the crude wording am sleepy but i had to get this out of my system #i love this awkward man he is very precious to me #tcf #trash of the count's family #lcf #lout of the count’s family #tcf novel #lcf novel #dragon half blood #tcf cale #lcf cale #cale henituse #raon miru #tcf spoilers #lcf spoilers #only a bit but still

[aidanisking]

Part 3 Nighty Bye Bye Everyone

#trash of the count's family #tcf #tcf cale #cale henituse #raon #raon miru #on and hong #cute #tcf hong #nap #sleepy

[write-it-motherfuckers]

#Unfortunately it looks like I left resting a little too late because I'm currently sick again #joy of joys #luckily it's nothing serious. just makes me feel like trash because everything is aching #please enjoy another sleepy kitten in place of a prompt for today. I promise I'll do my best to return soon #look after yourselves Darlings and stay safe

[the-badger-mole]

Every so often, I remember how close to perfection season 1 of Sleepy Hollow was, and then how quickly and utterly the show runners fumbled that bag. I have been upset about TV shows before. I hated the ending of HIMYM, and you ALL know how I feel about Aang and the ending of ATLA, but Sleepy Hollow was a moment that needs to be studied in media literacy and history courses. Other shows have pissed me off, but I have never actually celebrated the ending of a show I once loved like I did with Sleepy.

#sleepy hollow #abbie mills #abbie mills deserved better #ichabbie #maybe one day i'll gather my thoughts and take a stab at examining the reaction to sleepy hollows untimely demise #during season 4 the show trended weekly because former fans were trashing it so hard #i've never seen a show miss it's own point so hard #THE YEAR OF CONTENT!!!!

[fanfictionnerdfortoomanythings]

I lied, here I was saying that I only liked isekai manhwa and crimeboys but I've officially deep-dived through like 50 other fandoms, so expect my dash to completely change fandom-wise out of literally nowhere. the tags are just full of fandoms I am invested in.

#crimeboys #sleepy bois inc #mcytblr #empires smp #dream smp #tears of themis #omniscient reader's viewpoint #trash of the count's family #the s classes that i raised #the owl house #death is the only ending for a villainess #who made me a princess #i shall master this family #the stanley parable #boku no hero academia (somewhat) #spy x family #I'll add more as I remember #omori #how could I forget that one- #pjo #riordanverse #bungou stray dogs #digital art rivals #by that I mean #samdoesarts #and #kooleen #Yuuri on ice #I mean it was there for a WHILE #sk8 the infinity

[sxgarspice]

Fave thing to draw: snoozy ro.

#trash draws : doodles #( coffee & fabrics ; rosetta ) #sxgarspice #sleepy wife

[scribbiesan]

Made a thing for myself bc I like giant/tiny feel-good shit godDAMMIT

Life sucks ass, and it’s draining. But I’m trying. That’s all i can do rn.

Please enjoy!

Toodles~

#giant #tiny #giant/tiny #g/t art #team fortress 2 #tf2 sniper #tf2 medic #tf2 engineer #tf2 heavy #tf2 pyro #tf2 demoman #tf2 spy #tf2 soldier #tf2 scout #sleepy babies #naptime #tf2 family #team as family #trash bin art #digital art #my artwork #trash bin post #fan art #my art #quackalacka ding dong #not my characters #fanart #not a late night post for once #tf2 g/t #tf2 gt

[andtheyreonfire]

you ever have like a g/t daydream that's like an iv drip to you. like this shit is putting air in my lungs. acting as a fuckin kidney dialysis. i got one lifeline and it's imagining a fuckoff huge person interacting with someone the size of their finger. like

#g/t #g/t community #giant/tiny #'what's keeping you going at this point' my brother in christ i could not explain #it's 4 am and i'm tired mentally but not physically and the Only thing getting me slightly sleepy is fucking. tiny goro #i am so tired and so trash. maybe if i microwave this little fuck around in my head some more i'll fall asleep

[sysig]

Who’s that- It’s Rouxls. It’s him (Patreon)

#Doodles #Deltarune #Blue Addison #Rouxls Kaard #It has been way too long since I last doodled this man! #To the point where I literally can't remember the last time #I know I /have/ drawn him - I at the very least did a study of him based on thelostmoongazer's stuff because phewf #Beauty boy #But then I remembered the time I was like Hey [SCAR] kinda has Rouxls Kaard hair #And Blue kinda has Rouxls Kaard hair #They all just have increasingly shorter poof-at-the-base hair lol #And in the Darkners' cases they're both shades of blue :D So that's pretty neat #I really do like Rouxls I'd like to draw him more if for no other reason than to cement how to draw him lol #His sleepy eyes are my favourite haha ♥ Wormy nerd love that guy #I also continually want to give him a tooth gap hmmm I feel like it's the Taako leftovers lol #Handsome trash men *shrug* #I am the most pleased by the third one I think it's a decent style to stick to uwu #I should probably try actually toning him at some point too............not looking forward to that #It'd look cool if I could do it right but hhh my liiiiinesss lol

[samberrybay]

On has suprisingly a lot of similarities with Cale and this is some of my thinking about it.

Beforehand wanna make it clear that i don't say that Raon or Hong doesn't! Raon is literally the small version of Cale and Hong smiles and picks more and more talking habits from him as well.

But i want to especially emphasize the similarities On had with Cale even without his influence on her life. Or would be better to say with Kim Rok Soo.

Unlike the other two kids, On is much calmer, collected and rational. She is still a kid, but just the one that had to mature much earlier.

It is also always implied that she understands Cale's intentions or thoughts faster and better than any other people and On, as Cale usually does, doesn't correct them if they are wrong.

Besides everything above, On also lost her parents at a young age and then was neglected or abused by other tribe members until she ran away and began to live on her own.

Does it maybe reminds you of a certain someone?

Kim Rok Soo also lost his parents very young, was neglected and abused by his uncle, lived for a bit in orphanage and then started to live on his own, studying and working part time job.

Both On and KRS wary of people at first and they both had quite a lot on their plates for such a young age.

The biggest difference is in Hong.

KRS never had anyone close enough to him because of the WS's curse. They wouldn't usually die, but there was always something that kept him apart from people. And even when, after a long time, he did, finally, found very dear to his heart people (aka LSH and CJS)... KRS eventually lost them as well.

This created a big wall for all the future relationships in Rok Soo's life plus gave him massive PTSD.

On's situation is a bit different because she had never parted with her younger brother ever since she was three. There was always someone at her side.

Someone to protect, to take care of and to fight for.

And trefore that, their motivation differ.

If Kim Rok Soo matured faster for his age because he felt like he can't rely on anyone but himself.

On matured faster because she is the older sister that Hong is relying on a lot.

Was it made on purpose? Do i look too much into this?

No matter what the answer is, i really love this purposefull-or-not parallel between the two.

#early morning thoughts yes hi hello #sorry for slightly crude writing am sleepy lol #trash of the count's family #tcf #lout of the count’s family #lcf #cale henituse #tcf cale #lcf cale #tcf on #tcf ohn #lcf on #tcf hong #lcf hong #tcf raon #lcf raon #tcf novel #lcf novel #kim rok soo