#sigh idk

[remusbutfemale]

Theodore nott x fem!reader

Smut (18+ but yk I cant control what u read)

-choking? It’s mentioned once, finishing inside, barely any plot lols

Theodore was sitting in his dorm room, it was Christmas and his dorm was empty; just him.

He was supposed to go back home that day, but his parents would be a couple days late.

He was bored out of his mind, all his friends were gone, and the only people here were the people he never talked to; nor wanted to.

A knock on the door shook him out of his thoughts, confused he shouted “come in”. The door opened and yn came in, “I thought you left?” Theo asked, sitting up straight on his bed.

“Parents are gonna be late, assuming yours are too?” She asked and closed the door behind her and walked over to his bed. “Yeah, I don’t understand why they’ll be late— it’s not like they have any other shit going on” theo scoffed and laid his head back again, yn got on the other side of the bed, and laughed slightly, “always so dramatic, the weather is horrid— it’s kinda understandable they’ll be late, y’know?” Yn said as she fixed her sweatshirt, laying on his bed, facing him, closing her eyes.

Theo sighed and shrugged “I guess, it's still stupid though”, he turned his body and stared at her, she opened her eyes, staring back at him. Their eyes on each other's faces. Neither of them said a word; just looking, theo closed his eyes.

“C’mere”

He whispered, then opened his eyes. Yn scooted closer to theo, he stared at her some more “it’s been too long, and it’ll probably be our last— I need you Yn” he whispered. Yn blushed and shook her head “you're something else nott,” she murmured.

“What do you need?”

.

Yn was a whining mess as theo worked his fingers in and out of her, “pleasepleaseplease” she whimpered, back arching a bit, her sweater lifted up her body showing her breasts.

Theo stared at her smirking, slowly stroking himself; “what do you need?” He cooed.

“In me-ah!— want you in me! Please wanna make you feel— feel good” Yn stuttered out.

Theo moved in between her legs, then smirked as she looked at him, need in her eyes.

“Oh how could I ever turn my girl down? Want me that bad— how pathetic” he said, rubbing his tip over her slit. “Please” she whimpered out again, he shoved into her; she gasped, the gasp turning into breathless moans and pleads.

“Taking me so— fuck!- so well, good girl” he moaned, letting one of his hands go to her throat, lightly adding pressure; making her tighten even more. “Fuck— yn.. honey” he whined into her ear.

He was noisy, he couldn’t help himself; it was too much, it’s been too long since he’s felt her. He couldn’t stop the movement of his hips, going fast then slow, his movements jagged.

“M’so close sh-shit Yn— fuck” he whimpered breathlessly, his head in the curve of her neck.

Her arms were wrapped lazily around his neck, her legs around his waist; begging him to finish in her.

“Please theo— please need it so ba-agh!— bad please fuck.. wanna be full of you”

He was losing it, her moans and begging were getting to him. He grunted into her neck “keep begging— c’mon baby—fuck- beg for me, beg for my cum” he murmured, yn whimpered “please theo— need it so bad.. I wanna feel you! Please theo!” She whined; arching her back even more.

Yn came undone, her moans louder.

Theo groaned into her neck, finishing in her; letting his thrusts slow down. He slowly pulled out, watching how his cum slowly slipped out, “so pretty” her murmured staring at her body then her face, seeing how her face was flushed, how her breathing slowed.

#theo nott #soft theo nott #theodore nott #theodore nott smut #theo nott smut #smut #x reader #x fem!reader #hp fanfic #slytherin #hogwarts fanfiction #idk what tags to use #idk how tags work #sigh idk

[y-vna]

I dont want my blog to die, so I guess I'll be posting mbs still next week/tomorrow/over the weekend? Idk I thought my finals were next week, but it's actually 2 weeks from now. I still have to study but like..😭😭🫤

At least I have a bunch of drafts now.

#sigh idk #manifesting good grades ig

[liyawritesss]

The feminine urge to make a whole new acc and rework some fics, re-upload some others, get a whole new vibe

#idk i feel like ive outgrown this acc lowkey #i could just change my url but then id have to go into the links of all my fics and change the url in those #and thats quite a lot #sigh idk #liya talks

[soullessjack]

thinking about this again. Plagued by it even

#cal.txt #alexander calvert #boys by girls #gender stuff #I just. Aughhgg. #why is he so #him and ryan gosling …. men who are like women to me …. I dnot know #spn #spn actors #niche babygirl posting sorry #is this a post #I’m uh. not good at making my own posts anymore #lol #lmao even #rofl if you would be so inclined #sigh idk #masculinity #femininity #I need to be a boy in this way specifically #I AM a boy in this way specifically

[lowcallyfruity]

I feel so bad for Ryan…. He’s like 12/13 and he’s still doing videos…. I wonder how long it’s going to go on….

#if he wants to actually do videos still then that’s great! #but I don’t think he wants to- #sigh idk #💛!me talking💀

[vibinwiththefrogs]

I feel strangely left out and jaded amongst my peers this semester, especially at work. I keep getting agitated and getting after people because in certain ways it's becoming a toxic environment, and being 25 with real world work experience amongst 18-20 year olds I keep seeing very poor leadership that leads to conflict. And I called out some of it not too long ago but... I get this vibe like it's not that deep and no one really cares that much and now I feel like I'm taking things entirely too seriously, and I feel like I'm getting a social cold shoulder a bit.

#but like also I've been in real work situations where you don't tell your coworkers or boss anything personal about yourself #i take that very seriously bc I'm autistic and queer and can't be found out kinda deal #and I've been places with very toxic supervisors #so like when the leadership at this job starts calling everyone “besties” and vagueing people in the group chat #i feel like its a major problem and i want yo protect other members #since I'm also in the leadership (tho not the highest positions) #sigh idk

[ibyul]

actually I don't know if I'm actually doing well lol or if I am just so good at distracting myself lol because sometimes for a few seconds the reality of the situation stabs me in the gut

#crazy yall #i gotta process all this at some point #do you think we even get the opportunity to process everything that happens to us in life #i feel like. im too busy to process it #sigh idk #same with my brother like I don't think I fully realized it since I still live in the home we shared with him #it still feels like he's out there when I get lost in some work I'm doing... or like he went outside #anyway may allah grant my mom shifa and a long healthy beneficial life ;__; ameen #I am only surviving this by the mercy of Allah #💭.txt

[touyasdoll]

should I go full send and dye my hair red

#i need to do something to it #but bleach 😭 #I could also do blue/teal #or purple #sigh idk #ash screams into the void

[purityvalentine]

It's starting to be difficult for me to even be worried or sad about VTuber graduations, because 95% of the time, they're just moving to an agency/indie/new account...

#puri rambles #it really settled in when i found out a creator i'd literally been a fan of since i was a kid graduated but actually just moved to an agenc #and then even when that agency fell apart she still didn't like. mention anything. #i wasn't expecting her to move back or anything but it would have been nice to know. yknow??? #i only found out because of pure chance of checking something one day #i get that they can't keep their identity or say 'hey i'm moving' but #sigh idk

[sintiva]

okay so mini rant below the cut

idk if it's just me, but like I don't feel secure with the interactions I have on here (from "mutuals"). now I definitely don't talk to each and every one of my mutuals, but when I do it's so lacking?? yes, this blog is centered around anime and all sorts of other things, but I don't have any genuine conversations with anybody, except for one person . i want to actually make friends and talk with you guys about other things besides anime, and I don't know how. i don't think you all would be interested and I don't really understand what we would talk about, but like I wanna get to really know you guys?? truthfully I don't think people actually like me as a person, but that's just my thoughts (I'm very introverted so I get nervous) but i want real friends?? not just people I see on the dash and reblog a post for and keep going. does this make sense? am I talking out of my ass rn?

#sigh idk #sin reflects ⸜( ⌓̈ )⸝ #i just want to get to know you guys better on a more intimate level :)

[emersonfreepress]

the dark cloud: for whatever reason, probably still processing trauma, i am barely able to enjoy consuming media since my accident last Wednesday.

the silver lining: i have no choice but to rest or create in my free time

#either one of those or go crazy thinking about things i can't control #and smoke so much weed ofc #not cie #hotmess #blog's been quiet cause this weekend was mostly spent processing and relieving pain so #sigh idk

[sleepy-vix]

notifications are nice but getting too many just makes tumblr lose its niche and personal feel and it's getting annoying

#i love it when the same person likes me stuff bc yay new moot #but rn its just the same bsd posts blowing up #idk im like yay notif and then its just [random user] liked your post like shut up shut up #sleepy vix #sigh idk

[temeow]

why is . gathering the courage to ask my mum if she thinks i may be autistic . So Scary

#temtalk #autism... #she SAW those scores i got on the test she cant be that surprised i think so right #sigh idk

[thehealingplum]

My brother said his friend heard me when I was gaming and well. It was entertaining to him. Because of this, bro brought up streaming. Again. I enjoy streaming, sure, but I'm also scared. I've seen what social media does to me. I don't wanna go there again. If I could be completely anonymous then maybe. But I'm too scared.

I want to entertain but I don't like how volatile things are when people are content creators. If I did streaming I'd want to have someone else pay attention to my chat and social media because I cant... interact with people like that anymore, yknow?

#thinking aloud #i got accused of encouraging parasocial relationships when its like #i wasnt even the content creator #i mean i was part of a team but as far as i was concerned i wasnt getting anything from doing it #i just liked encouraging people and making them feel like they were heard #content creation scares me bc i dont wanna be any kind of businessperson #sigh idk

[lowcallyfruity]

I hate that Spanish homework is so difficult for me.. it’s literally my first language yet it’s such a pain to do.. idk I just lose so much motivation when I do it. It’s so tiring :(

#and whats crazy is I can do my English and Chinese homework super easily and quickly #THEY ARE LITERALLY MY SECOND AND THIRD LANGUAGE 💀💀 #sigh idk #anyways back to that essay☝️ #💛!me talking💀

[rachelsquill]

… i want to say smth but i shouldnt but something kind of upset me and i dont think its being handled well and. fuck. idk also my art is awful today lmao! why cant i fucking draw the same face twice!!!!!!!!!! im just so fucking hrrrrdbwjbsjwbsns right now and i feel bad.

#rachel rambles #opposite of same face syndrome where u draw a character multiple times and they never look the same #sigh idk