#she asked for a specific doctor

[robotslenderman]

I have decided "kill them with kindness" doesn't mean "be a doormat", but rather means "be kind to someone who was mean to you in such a way that you KNOW will make them uncomfortable and self conscious."

#Dusty talks #a patient once did this to me and fucking took me out #I was answering remote calls #she asked for a specific doctor #I had never heard of this guy #so I kept telling her he didn't work here #she persisted #so I put her on hold and called the site directly #and found out that not only did that doctor actually work there but had for a LONG time #when I told her he was on leave #she politely thanked me and tokd me that I was the first person who listened to her #anyway I was fucking MURDERED by that #and whenever I see the phrase 'kill with kindness' #I think of her

[doverstar]

actually I love Tentoo and he is the Doctor and it was the only ending for Rose that worked and it is a huge gift to be able to have the man she loves grow old with her, they were always heading for that, y'all be quiet. I 100% understand the angst but it's okay, they're okay, good ending-

#did you want her to...not end up with the doctor? #she ended up with the doctor. she ended up with the doctor and they get to AGE together #they get to have a real honest relationship the way they both always genuinely wanted #it's hard that the full time lord version has to carry on without her but that is the way that character's story ALWAYS goes #the doctor does not get to keep ANYONE. it would be a different show if he did #meanwhile there is a version of that same face of his - the one that was MADE for love? particularly born out of love for ROSE? the one 1/2 #2/2 that always wanted a FAMILY? and stability? and a normal life? the tenth doctor longed for that specifically because of rose #now he gets to have it AND be part-human so he doesn't have to watch her get old. he gets old WITH HER #and they're canonically growing their own Tardis so you don't even have to be sad that they're not adventuring in time and space as usual #because they ARE. it's the kindest ending for either character. and if the full time lord hadn't left without either of them- #-he would have had to lose them eventually. lose Rose because she's human? hello? painful? but instead he was selfless and left her- #-with a proper happy ending. which she CHOSE to have so you can't be like “he tricked her!” she chose to kiss one of them and it was Tentoo #they are the same man. Rose won in this scenario. #and I GET IT I am with Billie Piper I think it will always feel a little off that she was left with Tentoo and not the full time lord #I understand. it still makes me a little sad. but I know it's a good ending writing-wise. really the ONLY ending. #yes I know about the popular idea of Immortal!Rose or Bad Wolf Rose or whatever and that's cute and all BUT - it's not a GOOD thing #it's not PREFERABLE to be immortal. Rose doesn't want to live forever. she wants to be with the man she LOVES forever. #she doesn't want to not die or adventure for all time. she wants to be there to hold his hand. and when Tentoo is born she gets THAT! #Immortal!Rose is tragic. the Doctor would not wish the burden of immortality on the woman he loves HELLO #anyway #I ship timepetals. that includes Tentoo/Rose. because he is the doctor #so there #I have more thoughts on Tentoo specifically but I digress #maybe if provoked in an Ask or something idk #doctorrose #timepetals #opinion piece #tenrose #tentoo #handy

[oswaldthehero]

Aight I got the focking “almost died to a nuclear reactor” fit

#doc ock #doctor octopus #spider man: octopus girl #spider-man: octopus girl #no dont do this to her you cry lol i respond this aint even the best part #I made 3 pics because I actually really wanted to get the background done because the watercolor is cool #also because I really liked the vibe #why is she that color you might ask? well one it’s because I only used colors from the panel #and 2 is because if i had used the normal skin color it messes with the tone #the 2nd background is more what i was looking for but unless theres specifically a watercolor brush in photoshop idk #you can see the third pic is the one i spent the most time on

[yesokayiknow]

I did that pointing Clara at normal companions thing once but it just turned into me non-ironically shipping Rose/Clara

whenever you have a ship that's doctor/anybody you can swap the doctor out for clara or the master and it still works in the exact same way. the number of deaths stays about the same too!

#asks #abossycontrolfreak #you can also add clara and/or the master to doctor/anybody ships #disclaimer this does not work with doctor/tardis bc the tardis really fucking hates clara and the master dsajkladsjkladsjklasd #as she should! #also s4!rose running into clara while travelling the universe trying to get back to 10 is very fun to think abt tbh #she's like hey you seem fucked up in a very specific way. are you the doctor #and clara's like sure am! #rose eventually comes away with the impression that she's either a very early or very late regeneration #doctor who

[homingpigecns]

this is like a sadgirl pathetic post but this guy i met recently at work was like, very direct and polite in being interested in me and i've been feeling him out bc i literally do not know him well enough to have an opinion but i can't like. he is so normal and nice. hes like a nice normal guy. every time i text him he doesn't say anything weird and he's extremely nice. what the hell. he's literally so nice. WHY. does he like. me???? like what's wrong with him that he specifically is interested in me????

#this is not even a low self esteem thing but shdhsbdhsdh every girl in the world is so pretty . me??? why????? #literally the day i met him & he asked me out i barely spoke to him was mind numbingly stupid and crawled on the floor on multiple occasion #i cant text this guy bc every time i have to answer im like. this guy is so fucking normal. me??? hes interested in me???? WHY???? #everyome i try to convey this to is like :// aww he thinks ur cute. stop overthinking. WHATS WRONG WITH HIM #he specifically asked me out by asking the relief nurse what my name was and she offered to give him my number if i was ok w it #I WAS AT WORK..... I JUST SAID YES...... and i was like ok this probably will not go anywhere. he probably wont even text me #he texted me while i was commuting home literally he was still doing cases........ #did i mention i was digging through garbage. literally he was like sorry the surgeon yelled at u she gets so flustered and ir was like no #she yelled at me bc im stupid. did u not notice that im stupid. this guy -- NORMAL -- literally saw me at my lowest and asked me out...... #brandon oscillates #brandon what abt the guy at work u had a thing for I KNOW. im so torn however sjsbdbdhdbbx we are like actually coworkers #this guy if i see him every now and then in passing occasionally in the same room. that guy is my coworker for real #it cant happen. also dbxshsdhshdhe he has a 9 yr old hes too old for me. idk his relationship status but i dont think hes married. #also hes out of my league. also my other coworker told me he thinks hes gay but that hes closeted but that coworker is filipino so #mildly homophobic. i also told him to never tell anyone else that. i dont think hes gay. whatever. #i will miss my impossible crush as my hobby but this guy is nice and ahdhs its psychopathic to give him my number and then reject his date #can u imagine #whatever. im doing high school now i guess. the relief nurse is sooo proud of herself #shdbbd literally when i came back from lunch that day my scrub was like THE DOCTOR LIKES U!!! #and i was lkke omg really??? she doesnt think im stupid???? but it was this guy. and she did still think i was stupid #u know i have concert tickets for next thursday but shdhsd i literally have had too many experiences this year #i am trying to sell tgem #personal

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

the doctor's daughter is sooo much

#can you imagine watching this live like #soooo much #feels like the lumiat in terms of how thoroughly it undresses the doctor/master #also i love these fish people #one of the more fun alien designs #just thinking abt 10s reaction to jenny vs 13s 'lost them a long time ago' #not in that she was specifically thinking abt jenny but just. the doctor & parenting #donna voice: youre not what you'd call a natural parent are you #10 voice: they stole a tissue sample at gunpoint it's not what i call natural parenting #no timelord is a natural parent #no timelord is a parent AT ALL if you ask me #gonna have to write fic abt it at some point #gonna have to think abt it a bit more first tho

[lurking-latinist]

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#ooh I have a lot of thoughts about Six and Charley and her mysteriousness and how he responds to it #but they intersect with my Six's Mental Health Thoughts which are extremely headcanony #and I know a lot of the fandom would rather just kind of wall off Twin Dilemma and assume Six's proper characterization doesn't include it #and I don't know that I blame them for that #but I like trying to make things fit together #and also there's no way to do that without probably misusing real-world mental health terminology #because (watsonian) the doctor is an alien with an alien brain and (doylist) the writers do not know all that much about psychiatry #but. at least for a bit after his regeneration he deals with paranoia right? #like that's the term the narrative uses. (and it clearly explains his attack on peri - he's perceiving her as a threat due to delusion) #& she says 'I'm not letting a manic depressive paranoid personality like you shut me up' & he objects specifically to 'manic depressive' #later in uhhhh revelation of the daleks? he doesn't tell her about a real danger #and he says 'I didn't want to burden you with what might have been a piece of paranoid speculation on my part' #again I cannot emphasize enough how much I am talking about a fictional character with fictional problems. I do not know psychiatry either! #I do not want to mislead #but one of this character's problems is that he has a badly calibrated sense of danger. sometimes he sees things as threatening that aren't #and sometimes he overcompensates for that #and I think when he first meets Charley he is really not very sure whether he should trust the alarm bells he's hearing or not #she seems deeply suspicious! but also nice? he wants to like her? but deeply suspicious! #'or am I just being crazy?' he asks himself #and so he just kind of... keeps watching her #also unrelatedly to all that I think he kind of likes having the excuse of Mystery for doing what he does anyway which is orbiting her #just slightly obsessing over his companion at the time even if he also occasionally forgets they're there #(he's just very all or nothing in everything all the time) #but yeah. you know how 11 gets about Clara and her Mystery Plotline? 6 is like that about every companion in turn anyway #so he doesn't actually mind having the excuse of Mystery with Charley #this is also why 6 and Clara is so compelling #(this was a tag essay in response to lrb but I decided it was opening too many cans of worms and needed its own post)

[beastking-golion]

Finished my run of Mortum’s romance and.

#full spoilers in these tags here my guys #fhr #fallen hero retribution #fhr spoilers #fallen hero retribution spoilers #okay so 1. love this gal she’s so awesome and knowing she vented to her friend about our dumbass decisions makes me weirdly happy #you are so girlboss mortum #anyways 2. shes so lovey dovey and the fact she takes the time to keep you comfortable first is sooooo ❤️ #her specifically getting cozy with you only after establishing you’re comfortable is so sweet of her #dont ‘bar is on the floor’ me btw because I have another piece to that in why it makes me so emotional #gonna talk about dubious consent here for a second so BIG warning okie? okie. #3. the scene after you reveal yourself as a regene to her and she asks why you had sex with her and you explain how you do things- #for humans because that’s what you were built to do meaning you acted for her desires not your own meaning she ‘pushed’ you into doing it #that was so devastating and I mean specifically for her as someone who clearly values consent a shit ton #yes you may have liked it but you did it cause you thought it would make her happy not because you wanted it like oh my god that hurts #she prolly understands regenes at least to some sort of degree shes a smart well connected woman so learning your bf is actually a regene- #has gotta have so many cogs and questions and worries shooting through her mind #you were made to serve humans you were controlled and abused by doctors like her you clearly fear her to some aspect #its heart breaking because of how much love she shows you and how much love she just has in general even as a villain #sorry yall I just can’t stop thinking about that scene like that had to have been so harrowing for her #it’s not your fault mortum you literally couldn’t have known even if you tried because our ass is so secretive #but it felt like it left off on a hopeful note #you both understand things so deeply about each other now and you can rebuild #start over and try again in a better safer way #one where you’re honest with her #AAWASG TH GFHFHFNGN it was really good it was so good #love that gal mortum so much #built out of love and vinegar she’s so awesome sauce #and with that I’ve played all the fhr2 romances #I can’t decide which romance is my favorite but I know which is my least (and it’s not my bbg mortum love ya)

[dearmahiru]

i don't want to talk about non-gram stuff on here too much because i care a lot about blog theming BUT i have a moon-themed oc who's the host of a system named lunar (she has four alters each based on the moon's phases) ... and i just realized i can name them the solar system... this rules...

#only posting about it because i went :0 !!! in public #that and she's very very near and dear to me. i'll make an exception for you dearest #I'd love to ramble about her one day but *gestures to url* gotta keep things on brand unless directly asked #i could just make a main blog but i already have a minecr//ft one and a st//mboard one + a st//m collecting one #don't know how many more emails i got in me doctor #(ALSO IGNORE HOW SHES SPECIFICALLY MOON INSTEAD OF SPACE THEMED) #✎ cinnamon prattles

[purple-dahlias]

gp receptionists are the most evil people known to mankind

#she called me to check i still wanted my appt next week in person. then asked if there was a specific reason. i told her there was. #and then she made me explain it when she literally has access to the info on the computer. and maybe can put 2 and 2 together to figure out #u can’t do weight monitoring over the phone ???? #and in the most passive aggressive way goes “oh. i see” #like girl i don’t want to go to this appointment but. the doctor has requested it so that’s what im going to do #😐😐😐

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

banging my head against the wall it's the way Charley can be more herself with Six even though she spends their entire run lying to him about who she is because he's not the Doctor she saw lose his mind for her sake and shatter to pieces so many times, she doesn't have to be the bravest person in the room because he's not the same, not soft brittle broken Eight who can't separate his despair from her destiny, she can be more open and vulnerable with Six because he doesn't know her and because she doesn't know him and BECAUSE he holds her at a distance and is suspicious, at least that means they aren't all tangled up in each other and she doesn't have to be strong for him and can be a little bit more human again even though she isn't, completely, anymore

#maybe charley's arc with six is about letting go of her ''bravest person here'' complex #like she doesn't have to hold herself together for the doctor's sake anymore the way she did with eight #(and tbh she didn't HAVE TO with eight either. but she believed she did. begging her to kill him changed EVERYTHING. #she changed after that) #broken trust and broken hearts and the bravest person here #that's who charley became after zagreus but the thing is she's still human and she's a mess when eight isn't around #she shows so much more and lets herself FEEL so much more when she's apart from him but at the same time #they were so tangled with each other that she didn't know what to do without him #but with sixie it's different because he doesn't let her so close that it's dangerous and yeah she's a terrible liar #but both of them know that she's broken and needs a friend at the very least and tbh six is the exact friend she needed #he's so different from *her* doctor but he's still The Doctor and he's still her BEST FRIEND even if he doesn't know it yet #and she doesn't have to hold herself together. she doesn't have to be the bravest person there bc this isn't the man #who asked her to kill him and told her he loved her and was going to kill himself for it #he's the loud one who doesn't understand her but wants to. and maybe that makes all the difference #and maybe she can let go of the forced okayness she's made her identity for so long #idk I'm just. a mess about this today so shoutout to aurelia for getting my brain on this specific thing ahdjdhsjdjsjs #Lu rambles #dweu #doctor who eu #big finish audio #sixth doctor #charley pollard #meta finding tag #charleight #six/charley

[shirtlessradfahrer]

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#well i had the worst week of my year so far and it’s only january #i think i cried more in the last few days than i have in the last couple of years #so uh that’s something #new manager has completely ignored my availability and just scheduled me fucking whenever #had a regular who’s usually very nice yell at me over something he KNOWS is completely out of my control #he sort of apologized the next day but what the fuck #i was supposed to get a call sometime this week from the doctor’s office i’ve been referred to #for what should be a very basic procedure #which i was hoping would get done before i leave for Kä summer camp in June #ofc they didn’t call and now i have to bother my regular doctor again #and it probably won’t happen in time because healthcare in this province is a fucking joke #i slipped on black ice riding my bike to work and bashed my shin so hard i can only partially kneel down #and after specifically asking my mom to please not do A Thing for x number of reasons #she ofc went and did The Thing #because god forbid i have some fucking boundaries #also several other things but it’s too much to get into #i just need to vent

[seraphim-soulmate]

I was very very brave today and did research and made phone calls to doctors !!! ⭐✨💫

#personal #me #im gonna see a dietician to either prove my doctor wrong or to get help. we'll see what happens lol #i left VOICEMAILS!! i did RESEARCH !!! #also i mentioned offhandedly to my fav roommate that I thought about asking her to live with me but that our budgets were too low #and she was like ''well personally im still looking and i had also thought of that! ill let you know if i find anything!'' #so that would be a dope solution but a 2 bedroom for less than 1.000 would be a crazy find #i also have some specific ass requirements and limitations bcs of disability

[skrunksthatwunk]

im finally going to replay y0...

#it's been a little over 2 years #and ive never replayed any of the games before so im very interested in what this is gonna be like #i just played them slowly and in order + lad ishin at the end #i kinda wanted to do the judgments first but uh. they're never on sale <3 #someday though #ugh im nervous though #not about this but like. ok real ones will remember that a couple of months ago i mentioned i finally asked my mom for like. mental health #assistance that wasnt her telling me to stop spiralling. the two appointments we could do were like. next week or october #i technically have enough time to get my shit together but ive also like. never talked to an actual doctor about this stuff before #and she kept asking me if i could be more specific than 'general longterm mental health issues' (and anxiety which she added) #but like. i dont wanna tell her Shit about that yknow #especially not like. just woken up at 2pm no preparation #also she added anxiety on her own. so you KNEW it was an issue and you didn't fucking do anything about it? at all?? #truthfully i don't think it's nearly as big of an issue as before. i get stressed about stuff sure but it's pretty circumstantial #like these days i dont have anxiety about much of anything because im not trying to decide my entire future between 8 hour days in the #bright lights and eye contact factory #girl you don't have any idea what we're getting into by doing this #anyway if i get an ocd diagnosis that'll be the most awkward because that's the only one they actively joke about and that i've butted head #with them on. (i mean theyre also shit to npd/aspd ppl i just haven't chewed them out for it yet bc every time i do that i end up useless #for the rest of the day at least and i gotta pick my battles) #and idek what i wanna do about the Probably Autism going on man. i've been thinking about doing foster care/adoption for years now #when im older/if im ever financially stable. a diagnosis could basically nuke my options for that #but they'd NEVER believe a self diagnosis #whatever FUCK JT ITS YAKUZING TIME!!!!!!!!! #OH AND IT'S THE FIRST TIME DOING ONE ON LEGEND #which im nervous about bc i never really play stuff on anything but normal #so uh. 😬😬

[nexus-nebulae]

also i just need to be fucking angry about the American healthcare system because holy shit i should not be forced to fucking GOOGLE how to take care of myself after a SURGICAL PROCEDURE

#doctor moment #idk what this specific kind of bad medical practice would be called so #ask to tag #vent #i guess #but HOLY SHIT I'M SO FUCKING MAD ABOUT THAT #THEY DID NOT TELL ME A SINGLE THING AT THE END OF THE PROCEDURE THEY LITERALLY JUST SHOOED ME OUT #I DID NOT GET FUCKING INSTRUCTIONS ON HOW LONG TO LEAVE THESE BANDAGES ON #I GOT ABSOLUTELY NEGLIGENT AND HORRIBLY WRITTEN INSTRUCTIONS ON HOW TO CARE FOR IT #ONES THAT MY MOM HAD TO GO THROUGH AND SIMPLIFY FOR ME BECAUSE I WAS TOO OUT OF IT FROM TOO MUCH ANESTHETIC #BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH THEY KNOW I WEIGH 95 POUNDS AND REQUIRE A CHILDREN'S DOSE THEY GAVE ME THE FULL DOSE #AND REGARDING THOSE INSTRUCTIONS EVEN MY MOM HAD TROUBLE WITH FIGURING THEM OUT #AND SHE'S MENTALLY ABLED AND WASN'T DRUGGED UP ON WHAT WAS MEANT TO BE LOCAL ANESTHETIC #not to mention I WAS NEVER FUCKING TOLD THERE WOULD BE A RECOVERY PERIOD FOR THIS #IT WAS TREATED SO CASUALLY BY EVERY DOCTOR AND TREATED AS IF I COULD JUST WALK IN AND OUT #AT NO POINT WAS I TOLD I WOULD BE RECOVERING FOR TWO WEEKS. #AT NO POINT WAS I TOLD I WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO WALK. #NO DOCTORS TOLD ME ANYTHING EVEN WHEN THE ONES DOING THE PROCEDURE ASKED ME SEVERAL TIMES IF I HAD IT DONE BEFORE #AND I TOLD THEM NO SEVERAL TIMES AND THAT I DID NOT KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON OR WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE DOING #I WAS GIVEN ZERO INSTRUCTION AND ZERO WARNING #AND I SHOULD NOT HAVE HAD TO ACTIVELY ASK FOR THIS INFORMATION #THAT SHOULD BE FUCKING BASIC TO TELL SOMEONE *GOING THROUGH A MOTHERFUCKING SURGICAL PROCEDURE* #I'm fucking pissed about this. i fucking hate doctors.

[quaranmine]

obviously not every job is like this but i'm starting to learn that being adult means having a job that you cant explain to anyone else

#HELP it's just. someone asks me what my best friends does and im like uhhhhh shes explained it 50 times but it's smth with insurance??? #and then someone asks me what i do and im like. okay so have you heard about lead based paint. #yes the thing that was outlawed 23 years before i was even born. yeah i work with outreach about that #and people are liek?????????? #i mean the obvious jobs like doctor nurse fireman etc etc still exist #but theres also just like. so so many random weird jobs that people have no idea exist #i met a guy who's a drone operator for a living and he like. flies drones on top of the roofs of buildings to check the hvac systems ? #LIKE WHO KNOWS THAT'S A THING THAT EXISTS? #anyway i was just thinkin about it since someone asked me what i do for a living on monday #and i was like. well it's very oddly specific and you've probably never thought about it in your life-