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asterjennifer · 1 year
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🎀 Sometimes you have to get back at your loved ones~
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Thank you pandamimi9021 for this outstanding comission! <3 🎀
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mournmutt · 6 months
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mystictober day 13 - sweater
sge! saeran my bb u.u
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galaxieflora · 1 year
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I drew Saeran from the secret ending.
I actually have a bit of a soft spot for SE Saeran, even though I don't draw him much.
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aftergiow · 2 years
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I'd like to ask for a little Prompt^^ May I please have Secret Ending Saeran + 11?
(Not me asking because I have ice hands all year—)
Hiii, thanks for stopping by! I haven't written SE Saeran in forever so seeing this in my askbox made me so happy. Hope you enjoy! also, cold hands gang 🤝
Requests are open! Make sure to check out the prompt list.
Prompt 11: "Your hands are cold."
SE Saeran x Reader. 649 words.
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Saeran has never liked autumn.
Whenever it starts to get a bit chilly outside, he can’t help but think back to when he was a child and being so upset that his favorite flowers would stop blooming during this season; when he looked through the window of his nearly abandoned home, he would always search for the few flowers waiting for him outside, but fall would take that away from him. It made him sad. Now, many years later, he would call himself silly for getting so upset about a couple flowers, but still, the redhead can’t help but feel a certain sadness once this season starts showing up. Every fall season takes him back to that place. To the feeling of hopelessness.
But this time, things felt different.
He didn’t know why the sound of stepping on dry leaves on the sidewalk felt so comforting; he didn’t know why the cold air on his face didn’t bother him for once. Maybe it was the fact that he could hear you walking in front of him, trying to avoid the passing crowd of a busy Seoul evening.
You decided to take a walk together around town since you’ve spent a few days in the bunker; and while you both enjoy the coziness of each other, you thought it would be good for the both of you to go outside and breathe some fresh air. It was a nice day, as busy as the town usually gets; but as the sun started to set, the streets of the city saw themselves even busier as people were shifting into night mode. You looked back at Saeran behind you, who was visibly annoyed by the amount of people passing by, so you started slowing your pace down until you eventually stopped in front of a less busy crosswalk, stopping him in his tracks, too.
“Here,” you said, “take my hand,” you offered as both comfort and as a guarantee that none of you would get lost in the crowd; but when your hand met his, his annoyed gaze turned into a surprised one.
“Your hands are cold,” he muttered, “I told you to put on some gloves, dummy.”
“Really?” you couldn’t help but chuckle while placing your hands on his cheeks. “Sorry, I forgot,” you teased him, as his cheeks turned a shade of red as deep as his hair.
He sighed. “Stop,” he demanded while putting his hands on top of yours, taking them away from his face, and placing them near his mouth, exhaling into them, trying to warm them up. “Your hands are always cold. I hate that.”
You let out a laugh, feeling relieved he’s not completely overwhelmed. Still, you didn’t want to push his limits as you know your boyfriend doesn’t enjoy being around large groups of people, so you knew it was almost time to go home. “C’mon, let’s go get some hot cocoa before going home so I can warm up and you can stop being so bitter.”
A chuckle left his mouth this time as he nodded, acknowledging that it’s been a few hours since he had something sweet and he was craving it. You both started walking again, in search of a café that could fulfill your hot cocoa needs. 
Saeran has never liked autumn, but this time, things felt different.
Maybe it’s the fact that he’s somewhere else, for once; a place he could call home. Or maybe it was the sound of your laugh, as sweet as a cup of hot chocolate with marshmallows, or the way your cold hands feel against his. Maybe it’s the leaves of the trees changing colors, getting ready for a new beginning; or maybe it's the fact that some flowers do bloom during fall, making him feel like he can keep blooming, too.
Saeran likes autumn a little now, and it’s all because of you.
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natasha-in-space · 2 years
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Mysme-fictober Day 4 - Haunted House
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SE!Saeran/gn!reader
Mysme-fictober promts belong to @mysme-fictober!
"...Stop. I'll go with you. Or, you'll just stay here."
You flinched as you didn't anticipate hearing a familiar gruff voice behind you, which immediately made you turn to Saeran with obvious confusion in your gaze.
"Uh... What?" That was all you could manage to mutter, most definitely looking pretty perplexed with your dumbfounded facial expression.
He huffed as he quickly put both of his hands into the pockets of his ripped jeans and arched his eyebrow at you. The redhead was clearly quite annoyed at the necessity to repeat his words to you once again, but he didn't voice any of his irritations out loud. "I said: either you go in there with me, or we ditch my idiot brother and his antics as I suggested to you from the very start, and instead go for some ice cream."
"Ah... Y-you, don't have to do that for me! It can get very... loud and intense in there. And you never even went to any haunted houses before. Besides, it's only a stupid bet, I don't want you to put yourself into an uncomfortable situation just because of my own stubbornness."
You blink, trying to process everything that you just heard and avoid letting your bewilderment show on your face.
Although, judging by his deadpan gaze, your attempts were failing quickly, despite your efforts.
To assure him that you would be fine, you waved both of your hands in front of your face and put on a slightly nervous smile. Nonetheless, your heart froze as you thought that he was only doing this to protect you. Saeran was caring, whether he showed it openly or not. You never really liked haunted houses from the very beginning, and going through one all by yourself was something you never even tried before. It would be foolish to deny that you will likely end up shaking like a leaf and needing a very long hug, even though your tolerance for spooky things was pretty average.
Your expectations were high because this was your first time visiting an amusement park with both of the twins. Getting out somewhere as a whole family like this was a pretty rare occasion for you three, which is why you were practically buzzing with excitement, scurrying down the street with a spring in your step and a huge peppy grin lighting up your entire face like a ray of sunshine shining from within. You couldn't remember the last time you went to such a place... probably when you were still a kid. Oh, it would be so fun to experience all these different attractions with the twins right next to you!
Saeran stayed behind to check out the sweets shop or relax on a nearby bench next to the peaceful shade while you and Saeyoung enjoyed all the more thrilling rides. Nevertheless, this did not imply that Saeran was not participating in the rides. The ferris wheel quickly became one of his favorites: you could practically see the wonder in his wide awestruck eyes, as he quietly surveilled the clouds getting closer and closer to him as minutes passed by. You even wished you'd take a picture of this magical moment, but, in the end, you decided to simply squeeze his hand in your own and gently place your head onto his shoulder, enjoying the view of the evening sky uncovering itself before the two of you. While your time with Saeran felt peaceful and unrushed, when it came to your brother-in-law, it was the complete opposite. Saeyoung allowed you to let loose completely, shrieking at the top of your lungs while riding another dangerous roller coaster and feeling the wind make a complete mess out of your hair. You didn't remember when exactly the teasing had begun, but before you knew it, you two were competing on who is the more resilient one when it comes to every single exhilarating ride in this amusement park. To his exasperation, Saeran was deemed to be your judge, keeping a steady score in his head as you and Saeyoung raced from one attraction to another, determined to prove each other wrong.
To be fair, you should have listened to your boyfriend since the very beginning, which you slowly but surely started to realize as, with each new ride, your energy inevitably started to plummet, all while Saeyoung seemed to not break a sweat. You refused to admit your defeat, despite him being trained as a former informant to withstand such demanding ordeals.
Which brought you to this. Of course, he would save the best for last... The Haunted House was his ultimate trump card against you, and he made it perfectly clear before going inside the attraction itself. The grin he wore proudly on his face was louder than a thousand words combined. You were going to be completely destroyed and he knew it. Ugh, Saeran was right, there's no point in trying to deny it. Right from the beginning, he was correct, and he's still being patient with you and your foolish desire to prove his brother wrong. You felt a bit remorseful for acting so childish in front of him.
Even though he merely rolled his eyes at you, he let out a soft huff and furrowed his brows slightly. "Y/N, we both know that you're going to lose this 'bet' the minute you go in there. You're barely even standing after all these stupid rides you went through because of him. Either I go with you, and we end this competition you want to win so badly, or we find somewhere quieter to rest our legs. Or, your legs, to be exact. Your choice."
As usual, he was as direct as ever, and all you could do was stare at the ground like a child being scolded for something extremely stupid. Well, he wasn't wrong for scolding you like this, and it's not like he was even 'scolding' you in the first place. You knew it was his way of caring for you, and you were in the wrong here, anyway.
Your body was practically begging you to rest after all the excitement you put yourself through today. Trying to endure the Haunted House on your own in this situation was a poor choice, and not only will you lose this godforsaken bet, but you might even end up hurting yourself. Saeran wasn't having that. He has always put his foot down whenever your stubborn nature got the better of you, and you knew deep within your gut that that's exactly what he was doing right now. Which means it would be wise for you to listen to him, whether you liked it or not.
You sighed, sagging your shoulders, and felt the tips of your ears burn from the shame blooming within your chest. You probably looked like a complete and utter idiot...
"I'm sorry... I got carried away, I know. And now you're even sacrificing your own comfort for my stupid decisions."
A soft groan came from his direction, and then a warm hand touched your head, making you gasp in surprise.
"God, stop being so dramatic, dummy. I am capable of making my own decisions, and I am not sacrificing anything here. I'm not the one practically dropping from exhaustion." He caressed your head with a certain tenderness in his smooth touch, making a swarm of butterflies soar up inside your stomach. Your cheeks were now burning up for an entirely different reason than before.
You shuddered, tentatively peering up at him through your lashes. You never knew being petted on the head could feel so nice... You honestly wished he'd never stop now.
Your chest tightens with affection as his facial expression softened significantly. You were pretty sure the corners of his mouth were slightly turning upward, as if he was on the verge of a small smile. Although, you weren't quite sure your poor heart could take such an overwhelming sight right now. Bashfully, you opened your mouth to speak, trying your damn hardest not to stutter like a lovesick high schooler would in front of their crush.
"Are... you absolutely sure you're okay with that? I wasn't lying when I said it can get pretty intense in there, you know... I really don't want to force you into something you don't want, Saeran."
He chuckled, gently flicking you on the forehead with his finger. This caught you completely off guard, making you stumble back a bit in surprise.
"W-what was that for!?" You exclaimed, covering your forehead with your hand, and staring at him with a pair of dumbfounded eyes the size of dinner plates.
"That was for repeating the same tune over and over again. I told you, I'm fine. I've heard more than enough about this 'Haunted House' of yours from other people chatting next to me, while you were having your fun to know that there's absolutely nothing there that could cause me any harm. Trust me, I've seen and heard way worse stuff in my lifetime. Sure it'll be annoying with all the useless noise, but nothing I can't handle. Can't say the same for you, though."
You blinked, opening and closing your mouth a few times, like a fish out of water. Well... this was certainly one turn of events you couldn't have expected.
"I'm guessing that's a 'yes'?" Patiently waiting for your response, he cocked his head to the side. You were certain that you saw specks of mischief flickering around in his mint eyes, which made your cheeks flush with an even deeper shade of red.
Either way, you nodded, took a small step towards him, and extended your hand silently in a nonverbal invitation. To your surprise, Saeran decided to sling his arm over your shoulder and pull you close to his side as he walked nonchalantly towards the Haunted House still standing in front of you.
This sudden closeness definitely caught you off guard, making your heart soar all the way up to your throat.
"S-Saeran...?" You stuttered, looking up at him in silent question as you stepped forward side-by-side. You were far too captivated by the comforting warmth of his body so close to yours to even notice any of the scary decorations slowly starting to surround you by now. He glanced your way, slightly squeezing your shoulder in a firm and reassuring grip.
"Don't worry, you're safe with me."
With all your heart, you trusted him with that promise.
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anas-tasiaa · 2 years
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We need more appreciation for Saeran red hair version, (SE Saeran)..
I missed seeing his ton of fan arts before Ray route was released. 🥲
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Watching it grow out bothers me beyond measure. I despise that old color.
It makes my stomach twist as it comes out so vibrant, and it makes me sick to know people can see it and acknowledge its presence. I’ve even heard others call it beautiful. It is not beautiful.
It’s a shade most associate with pain and danger. It represents bloodshed, panic and past. It is a color used to provoke the bull for sport before killing it.
There are days where I cannot stand to see it in the mirror, knowing there is nothing I can do to fix what has now started. I’ve been stripped of my means to cleanse my head of it, to wash away my old self. I am chained to my lookalike.
As I float around my space, I do not feel I am me. Instead I see that old wide eyed child staring back at me, wailing so loudly from within. I see who I used to be and it fills me with fear that I’ll revert to those days as no progress is ever made. In fact, no progress was ever made.
I can change myself only so little. I can only run so far without falling into another tar pit. It is clear to me that I cannot escape the ghost of that trembling child.
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sapphireicecream · 1 year
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Sleepy SE 🍅
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marshmallowprotection · 9 months
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Kait, you've had played with that thought before of two Saerans meeting each other, didn't you?
I was wondering… Did you ever think of SE Saeran meeting VAE Saeran before?
Two scared men who survived their own deaths, cursed on their body with a permanent reminder. What do you think their interaction would look like?
"...What happened to you?"
"I should be asking you that question, you know?" his dry response came like the beat of a drum. "After all, out of the two of us here, you're the one covered in scars... You look like a fucking mess... not that I'm any better but... did the bomb go off?"
Did you set it off?
"...In a manner of speaking," Ray's quiet voice echoed against the walls of the room like the worst kind of chamber.
Saeran eyed him, his red hair obscuring most of his vision as he tried to get a better look at the frayed skin on Ray's body. It was obvious that those scars covered every inch under his clothes.
How far did it run?
That was hard to say.
He wasn't going to ask more. There was no point when he already knew the answer. It was the same way he imagined Ray was able to understand where the coarse edges of his hands had come from. It just... wasn't any of his business. He didn't have the right to know or the right to understand why he made that decision in the first place.
It wasn't his place to pry.
It didn't matter why he ended up in this place or how it came to be before he blinked at the sight of someone like Ray, the only thing that mattered was how he well understood what the person in front of him was feeling. They weren't the same and yet they were all at the same time.
Different circumstances, different choices, but a similar conclusion.
It was something Saeran understood on a near microscopic level. Regardless of what they chose to do in the heat of the moment, action led to a reaction and a consequence. In his case, it was the blood on his hands that would never wash away, and the cracked skin on his hands was a testament to how many times he tried.
The scars that were on Ray's body were from something similar.
"And... your tattoo?" Ray asked. His eyes flickering between Saeran's face and arm. "Is that something you did willingly?"
Did you choose to have that tattoo because you believed in what you were doing or because you felt like there was no other choice?
Saeran looked at his arm. No matter how much he thought about trying to get rid of it for himself, no matter how much he thought about getting it covered up with more ink, or how many times he considered clawing at his arm to fray the image, he could never bring himself to get rid of it.
It was a reminder of what he did and who he was.
As long as he never allowed himself to forget, he would never go back to being that person. Even if he didn't know what he wanted out of life, he knew he did not want to be that same miserable, angry, lost person.
"In a manner of speaking," he replied, using the same words Ray had.
They were one in the same no matter how they decided to slice it.
A part of him always hoped that maybe there was another universe out there where things worked out better for him, but seeing this broken man in front of him made him feel as though there might not have been.
Saeran's jaw felt tense as he said, "Are you content with that?"
Ray smiled, a bittersweet kind of smile that felt so familiar it could have been his damned reflection. Painful. The words were painful. "I think you and I know... we have no choice but to be."
Of course.
No matter what universe, no matter what parallel dimension, it seemed as though his life would always be a laughing stock to the universe. A silly little game that a God was playing to see how far somebody could be tortured before they cracked.
Yet, Saeran could only bring himself to ask—"Do you.. have the sky?"
"I do. I don't know where I would be if I couldn't watch the clouds all day. I hope it's the same for you," Ray whispered.
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yanderefan-kimi · 10 months
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Okay, so, I'm freaking out cuz first Cheritz drops this gorgeous, gorgeous new title screen:
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And everyone looks so beautiful, so gorgeous, all very smoochable (I'm especially going feral over Saeran and Jaehee, my favs)
And then on twitter Cheritz reveals that this Saeran is ACTUALLY Unknown/SE Saeran (?) (I say ? cuz everyone is alive and all in this wedding-themed party??)
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I thought for sure this Saeran was GE Saeran since he looks so soft and happy here (the chibi expression especially reminds me of Ray/GE Saeran) but there is No Way GE Saeran would be wearing his outfit from the original timeline. His shoulder is covered up so we can't see if he has his tattoo, but I really don't think GE Saeran would subject himself to wearing a choker after he finally removed the chains from around his neck.
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SO I'm just kinda freaking out cuz we've NEVER seen SE Saeran looking THIS soft. He's either shown as angry or sad or apathetic but HERE he's looking a little shy to he wearing these clothes (wonder if he's holding the flowers like that to hide his face a little. The way he's holding it specifically to cover his lips makes it look like he's keeping a secret) but he looks SO HAPPY.
Perhaps, given a small change to the events that play out in the Secret Endings, we would be able to see this soft-looking, shy, happy Saeran in the original timeline as well.
Now excuse me as I go scream over how gorgeous everyone looks and run to the store to buy materials for making a wedding dress.
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k0kichiimagines · 1 year
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WOAH OKAY YOUR ANGST WRITING NEARLY MADE ME CRY IT WAS THE ONE ABOUT SAERAN HAVING UNREQUITED FEELINGS FOR MC WHO IS MARRYING SAEYOUNG 😭😭😭
I've had a growing brainrot for saeran/unknown recently and I was wondering if you could write something about finally getting closer to saeran? something like fluff or you can just change it however you want, I trust your writing flair ✋🏻
i love writing se saeran so much <3 ahh i always loved the heart wrenching 'saeran loving mc in saeyoung's route' theories, it shatters my heart but i just had to write something at least once for it - i'm happy you liked it :D !
SE Searan x reader
: you truly do care for him, you'd wait all eternity just to sit by his side once
[Please hurry leave me, I can't breath, please don't say you love me]
[first love / late spring - mitski]
"Saeran?"
Saeyoung had left for the day, off to get a bunch of things done all in one go, and request you to stay. It wasn't uncommon for you to simply hang around the house, you'd grown fond of the twins, Saeyoung in a platonic best friends kind of way, and Saeran in that and a more… romantic sense. He was akin to a stray cat, staying firmly in his corner and only sometimes moving closer, enough for you to see his face clearly and the last bleached strands left in his hair, but never enough for him to do more then awkwardly sit near you.
Right now he was sitting on the grass outside, a blank look on his face as he stared into nothing. He didn't respond to your call, you didn't want to surprise him, nor did you want to leave him without checking on him. You sat next to him, holding your hand out as though to touch him but purposely leaving it hanging in the air - and he seemed to notice that and turn to face you. God, he looked rough, you could see it in his eyes. Silence fell over the both of you, he was clearly more comfortable with you then anyone else on a lot of days - the RFA seemed to see him as an unstable patient, and with his brother there was this awkward tension he could never bare for more then a few minutes at a time. But you didn't want to push it.
"Can I stay near you?"
"Sure." You let your hand drop near him, not yet breaking your gaze.
"Why do you want to?"
"What do you mean?"
"Why do you want to stay."
"Because I'm worried about you. I care for you." The answer felt too simple, too direct, something Jumin would state with an expression only readable by someone who cared deeply for him in return, but it seemed to be enough for his expression to soften slightly. He turned to stare up at the sky once more, but without the lost expression this time. Comfortable silence fell over the two of you, you followed his gaze to look up at the soft clouds moving slowly above you. A bird flew over once, and another close behind. You heard some more sing elsewhere.
"Are you this nice to everyone?"
"No, only the ones really special to me."
"And I'm special to you? I barely even speak to you." An emotion flickered across his face, guilt? Regret? Hope? You weren't sure, you weren't sure he was either.
"Yeah." You turned to find him looking at you once more, seemingly much closer then he was before. "You're special to me." You confirmed once more, voice trailing off into nothing as he moved close enough that your forehead was centimetres from his, you felt your heart pick up pace, he'd never been so close to you before, not since the day he'd smashed through the apartment window and held you threateningly. "Even if we're not super close right now, I like you. I care for you." Your hands made their away against his cheeks, and his eyes close at the overwhelming feeling of such a gentle touch. "I'm happy just sitting near you like this, I want the best for you, I…" You stopped yourself there. Such words would be too much today.
"Please don't tell me you … Not yet. Not now." His voice cracked ever so slightly at the end of his sentence, and he quickly blinked away any tears that threatened to fall. A useless action, because he felt them run down his face regardless at your soft nod, the unspoken phrase that you didn't need to say for him to feel, he felt it in the way your hands only felt softer against his skin, in the way you rested your forehead against his. In the way that right here, right now, he couldn't think of a single other person on this planet but the two of you.
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asterjennifer · 2 years
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🎀 That has an explanation... Probably called him "strawberry" one too many times–
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@jinjinranran thank you so much for this beautiful commission <3 🎀
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sunset-bridge · 2 years
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[Image Description: A digital illustration of Saeyoung Choi and Saeran Choi from Mystic Messenger. They are shown from the shoulders up. Saeyoung is hugging Saeran, with his hand holding his face. Saeyoung has an excited happy expression grinning, while Saeran is laughing with his eyes closed in a smug manner. End image description.]
awww the scrunklies!!!!
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milkchoi · 5 months
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asking abt ur selfship au!!!! how does eunso feel abt minyoung + vise versa? are yoosung and seven still close? does eunso like seven (do they hang out together as a group? :3)
+ bonus space to talk abt whatever u want
OH MY GOODNESS IVE NEVER BEEN ASKED AB MY SELFSHIPS BEFORE KYAAA i don't know how to format tumblr posts so i'll try to make it make sense.. hehe...
Eunseo + Minyoung:
Eunseo is a part of the RFA and has known Yoosung and Rika since she was in high school. She's a year older than Yoosung and Rika saw her potential as an author and a journalist so Rika asked her to work with the RFA!!!
Eunseo's backstory is a whole other topic I'll touch on in the next ask LOL.
Minyoung (in this universe, which I consider their "canonical" universe if that makes sense), is Saeran/Unknown's assistant and has been working alongside him for two and a half years by the time of the main plot (which follows Seven's route).
To make a long story short, Minyoung was originally supposed to be MC from Ray's route, but it follows the Bad Ending where MC refuses to be the play tester so Ray takes her back to magenta to be his assistant.
As a result, Minyoung knows about Eunseo but Eunseo doesn't know anything about her. Two years after Secret End 2 (hence the name of the AU, Secret End: After), Eunseo is working on her Master's Thesis and decides to write about Mint Eye and its previous Believers.
She sends out an online survey asking for previous members of the cult to willingly step up and attend an interview. Minyoung is the only legitimate member of Mint Eye, so Eunseo focuses her work on Minyoung for now.
Then... through Eunseo, Minyoung and Saeran meet again <3.
Eunseo + Seven:
To be honest... Eunseo has just never liked Seven to begin with. Maybe because she just doesn't appreciate his humour but tries to suck it up because Yoosung loves Seven so much lol. But I like to think that two years later, she learns to be civil with him and enjoy his presence.
Yoosung + Seven:
Yes! These two goofballs are still very close even in this AU, probably closer than ever before. I'm a YooSeven geek, so I really can't get rid of their dynamic no matter how hard I try LOL. Yoosung has matured a lot in the time that's passed though and he's actually often the voice of reason when Seven and Saeran get into fights. Yoosung understands most out of them all what it means to let people go and let them develop, I think.
As for RFA as a group, they do still often meet up in this AU. They're still Rika's Fundraising Association and they still throw parties. Jumin and Jaehee still work closely together, but Jumin has started to see things from her perspective. Thank god he doesn't overwork her anymore. Jaehee still has plans of opening her own cafe and Jumin wouldn't mind helping her out. Zen is still single as ever, but he's become less immature about it.
But thank you so much for asking about my meepy Minyoung! She's been my self insert for about three or so years now and I was really nervous about showing her off to the world. I appreciate your interest sooo much <3
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anarkiworld-blog · 7 months
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Re-reading old rants about people claiming Ray's route was "better" than the SEs and these certainly didn't age well after Ray's AE came out lol
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viompa · 10 months
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Having a Platonic Relationship with SE Saeran
Getting closer to Saeran has never been easy, not only because of his closed personality but also because of Saeyoung.
Let's be honest, Saeyoung would never prevent his little brother from having friends. On the contrary, he encourages him by introducing his own friends, but he knows very well that Saeran: a. he isn't willing to socialize with anyone, and b. it can be dangerous to let him leave the house alone.
 Therefore, any friendship that wants to get close to him must be filtered. What if his secret gets out? What if it's someone his father sent to harm him?
No, no. It can't happen. Saeran will live under his wing until is safe.
But somehow you made it, maybe you were the only member of the RFA that he found interesting. Maybe you were a friend of his brother with whom, for some reason, you got along at some point. Be that as it may, this boy saw something in you that was worth his time.
Saeran was never talkative. That's not something that will change very easily, but he's curious about your life. "What is that popular video game about?", "What did you learn in your classes?", "That recipe you told me about, what ingredients does it have?", "How did you learn to play that instrument?". He will always ask you the most trivial questions about everyday life. He fixated on living life through your eyes.
Perhaps at some point you will touch on a subject that concerns him deeply and have him talk for a while about his own thoughts and reflections on life. He likes to say what he thinks, but not just anyone. He with you, whatever, he feels heard. It was probably because you remembered that time he told you what his favorite ice cream flavor was and you brought him one the next time you saw him.
You'll see him online, playing as a lone wolf late at night. Still, if you're not too tired he will invite you to join his party. He has problems sleeping, the nightmares will haunt him but he will feel relieved to see a safe person around, even tho you're not physically around. But seeing your nickname online will be enough to make him relax.
He wants to see the clouds, he will tell you his secret about how much he likes flowers and find shapes in the clouds. You won't hesitate. You're going to move mountains for saeyoung to prepare a trip to a quiet place with lots of flowers and a beautiful sky! Saeran won't say much, but he will be excited, your kind gesture and your genuine enthusiasm will touch him deeply. Surely you can catch a small smile peeking on his lips for a long long time.
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