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#saeran choi x reader
pochipop · 10 months
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#MYSTIC MESSENGER !! ♡ — BEING VULNERABLE WITH YOU.
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#. synopsis! — how they show their trust .
#. characters! — jumin, zen (hyun), yoosung, saeyoung (707), saeran (ray), jihyun (v) .
#. warnings! — slight angst.
#. others! — navigation & masterlist .
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# JUMIN !! ♡
Jumin, who never really thought himself to be the romantic type, but loses himself so easily in his relationship with you that he’d do anything imaginable just to see you smile for him. This sophisticated, pressed-suit wearing, stone-faced man who just crumbles when it comes to you, —who once thought love was some sick ruse made to rope people in and keep them hostage to their feelings, suddenly realizing that this rush is marvelous, and he can’t quite clearly remember a time before his heart seemed to beat for you. This man who swore he’d never love someone enough to put aside everything else on his mind and just live in the moment who sheds that dry cleaned business attire at the end of every workday and lets himself come undone for you. His walls come down and he welcomes you inside, and for once, he’s not scared of what will happen when you see the parts of him that perhaps aren’t as pretty as others. He lets you see the beautiful mess he’s made of himself over the years, and it’s then that he begins to pick up all these tattered pieces, finally preparing to put himself back together again. And recognizing you’ll help him do so is the sweetest comfort he’s ever known.
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# HYUN (ZEN) !! ♡
Hyun, who stops pretending to be perfect over time and lets you see him in all the stages of healing. This man who often shields himself from the world, hiding behind a mask of narcissistic confidence, who finally lets his imperfections seep through to the surface and breathes another sigh of relief every single time you stay in the aftermath. He lets you in on the insecurities that lap at his ankles much more often than he'd ever had liked to have admitted before. He lets you hold him when he shatters instead of pushing you away, —dulls all his rigid edges to feel your warmth surround him, as if lowering all his defenses for the very first time. The world can be a cruel place to those that have made mistakes, but Hyun feels like he's finally found someone who can look at him for more than just the pretty, well-kempt face he maintains for the public. There's no sense of shame he feels the need to drown in when you let him fall apart in your arms. There's no crushing feeling of disappointment or suffocating feeling of disdain. He's more human than he fears he's ever been when your thumbs wipe the tears from beneath his eyes and you whisper to him that everything will be okay.
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# YOOSUNG !! ♡
Yoosung, who learns over time how to not let things fester until they’ve built up so much he can’t keep them in any longer. For all he is and might not ever be, he’s come to realize that it’s okay to express his emotions before they reach a boiling point. He comes to you at the onset of upsetedness, —allows himself to feel frustrated without stuffing it down and pretending the problem doesn’t exist until it explodes. He finds that it’s so much easier to be earnest when you never talk down to him or make him feel like he’s any less of a person in your eyes because of it. Sometimes he needs advice, and other times, he just needs someone to talk to. No matter the case, he seeks you out before anyone else, knowing that you care enough about him to value his thoughts and opinions without qualifiers or regulations. He holds grudges sometimes that aren’t good for his own sake, and being shut down when he tries to address them only adds fuel to the fire. Having someone who truly listens and tells him that it’s okay to feel the way he does goes such a long way, —perhaps longer than you’ll ever know.
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# SAEYOUNG (707) !! ♡
Saeyoung, who lets himself be honest eventually, —who lets himself chip away and then lets you smooth him over. He’s done a lot of things he’s not proud of, and he doesn’t need anyone to tell him that it wasn’t his fault. Whether it was or wasn’t doesn’t matter as much as what he knows he has to do going forward, and the last thing he really wants is to be coddled out of pity. He just wants to be heard, no sympathy necessary, no fawning over the way he sheds the skin he used to wear when he felt like happiness was millions of miles away. He just wants to be listened to. To Saeyoung, it’s the ultimate show of trust to admit to all the things he regrets, let them spill out like word vomit and not have to worry about the consequences. He doesn’t need you to understand, and knows you likely can’t given the specifics of his life’s course thus far, but knowing that you’re keen on carrying the burden with him is such an insurmountable feeling of relief. Finally, someone knows every grimy little corner of his soul and they still love him, still hold him, still want him. . . There’s nothing quite like it.
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# SAERAN (RAY) !! ♡
Saeran, who lets little things slip as time goes on, —stares a little longer when he passes twin popsicles in grocery stores because he knows you won’t ask why. As much as he likes to pretend that he can fix things by pretending they never hurt him in the first place, there are always scars that linger just below the surface, ready to burst at the first sight of mint-colored liquids or at the first sound of deceptively sweet voices offering commands from the shadows. He carries a lot around with him wherever he goes, and just loving him until the sun dies isn’t a cure-all. You can’t turn back time and shield him from all the things in his life that have left him feeling like a shattered stain glass window. All the love in the world can’t fix the past. But there’s nothing that means more to him than knowing he can lean on you, —even if he doesn’t always do it. There’s such a sweet comfort in knowing he can turn to you when he feels like he’s drowning. And if sometimes that manifests only in letting himself shed a few tears while he eats an ice cream cone outside next to you in the sunshine, then so be it.
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# JIHYUN (V) !! ♡
Jihyun, who talks about it all a little at a time, —about the good and the bad, the ugly and the beautiful; because it wasn’t always bad. There were times before you came in which he’d been so in love that he’d have done anything to stay exactly where he was, to freeze those moments up and keep them in a capsule that could never be shaken. And it’s important for Jihyun to tell you about those things every now and again, to let you in and reminisce on the way he’d once been so sure of it all, so ready to settle down and stay exactly where he was. But it’s equally as important for him to bare the remnants of the betrayal for you to kiss, and hold, and make peace with. He likes to think you understand him better in the wake of it, —that you’ve seen him in a new light every time he sits with you and tells you of the loss, the desire, the yearning, and all the ways he wishes things could have been different for everyone. In the end, he’s here, and there’s nowhere else he’d rather be.
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springnote · 1 year
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If you are still taking asks for the Thanksgiving event, could we get some just general NSFW hcs for Jaehee, Yoosung & Saeran? Please n thank u! :3
ofc! I went ahead and included some others too, hope I did ok ^^
NSFW Headcanons
includes: Yoosung, Zen, Jaehee, 707, Jumin, Saeran, and V
warnings: nsfw minors dni, gn!reader with pussy, oral ( m and f receiving), anal, exhibitionism, degradation, edging, roleplay, dirty talk, cockwarming, breeding kink, spanking, predator/prey, daddy kink (most are just mentioned without lots of detail)
Yoosung:
• Honestly, he’s pretty submissive, and he prefers you to take the lead simply because he gets so flustered around you
• He likes having you suck him off under the table while he games too, the idea of trying to hide his whimpers and focus drives him wild
• He also enjoys being fingered in the ass, yeah he likes pegging and such too, but something about sticking his ass in the air while you tease and finger him does him in
• Does that mean he doesn’t like trying to take charge? Not at all, he just turns into a blubbering mess if he tries. Praise goes a long way too, a few compliments will have him rutting into your warmth
• Some days he comes home from school so worn out and needy, he’ll ask to eat you out or have you stroke him until he begs
• He’s honestly just a needy sweetheart and he’ll ask to use your chest or ass like a pillow frequently when he’s tired or take a bath together. Just give him love and he’ll do his best to make you feel good too
Zen/Hyun:
• He loves to fluster you, and he really, really likes to give and receive praise, it’s like breathing to him
• Sometimes he likes being told what to do, especially in roleplay, he likes having you tie his wrists and suck him off, he’ll whine and cum hard
• He also loves to sext and have phone sex, especially when he’s away for work, plus he knows his voice is nice and he loves teasing you with it, and sending naughty pics? That’s his jam
• He loves giving orders and he’s a boobs guy. You might find him telling you to touch your chest til you’re dripping while he praises you
• He works out plenty, so he likes taking you against the wall while wrapping your legs around him, or using his strength to lift you up and down on his cock
• A dom most of the time, but he’s a soft dom and loves just making you feel good. He loves eating you out and pampering you all night long
Jaehee:
• She loves being in charge, but specifically she loves just being able to come home and tell you what she needs or what she wants to do to you without any work or silly errands in the way
• 69 is a favorite position of hers, both of you laying on your sides in bed while she eats you up. But sitting in a chair while you get between her legs is also a favorite, it gives her a chance to grab your hair.
• She likes degradation, but she prefers to give it than receive. Edging and using nipple clamps on you also is something she loves, but she’s merciful about it.
• She has a double ended strap that she really loves, but she only uses that when she has lots of time and energy because it takes a lot out of her from all the stimulation. But it’s safe to say she likes toys
• She also has a fantasy of having sex in her office, maybe even turning her phone off so she’d miss calls and ignore her duties ( to her that’s very very naughty), but she’s shy to admit it
• Queen of aftercare. She’s researched what to do and has experience from her own self care rituals when she comes home from work. Expect to be pampered, but also be prepared to be told to eat, drink, and wash up after sex.
707/Saeyoung:
• Experimentalist is the best word for him. He’ll try almost anything, and he loves to look up new ideas to try.
• Sex is about fun and bonding to him, so if you want to have a really really intimate and serious, just let him know, he’ll take some time to get into serious mode™️
• He’s a switch because he loves trying stuff on you as much as he loves having stuff tried on him, but he prefers being in charge because it’s hard for him to tell you he has a new idea when he’s under you and spluttering
• He loves using toys on you, in the privacy of his home but also out in public if he can get away with it, the thrill of possibly getting caught turns him on so much he frequently asks for you to send him pics when you’re both working or going without underwear
• To be honest, he’s got a whole list hidden on a file somewhere of things he wants to try, but he wants to make sure you build up to them, especially if you find something you really like
• He also adores roleplaying, and trying different positions any chance possible, basically his sex life is a rollercoaster of unpredictability
Jumin:
• A dom through and through. It’s just who he is, and it feels most comfortable to him. He’s versatile with what kind of dom he is, but he doesn’t like the idea of subbing. He might try it if you really really want him to, but it will take a lot of convincing.
• He loves cockwarming, especially when he’s had a long day. He just loves being in you and filling you up. He’s also got a bit of a breeding kink
• He’s an ass man, he loves squeezing your ass and rubbing his bulge against it. Spanking is also something he enjoys, and if you slap his ass, he’ll pounce on you
• Lingerie kink for sure. Especially if it’s delicate and shows off your ass. He loves tearing the fabric or watching you striptease
• He says filthy things, always growling dirty thoughts into your ear during sex. But he’ll also whisper sweetly about how much he wants you when you’re out
• What really gets him going is when you just call him Jumin. He rarely hears someone say his first name so sweetly, and it nearly makes him tear up if you call him that and say you love him during intimacy
Saeran:
• He loves both of you just laying naked on the bed, letting him run his hands over your body and hold you close. He’s touched starved and this is already a lot to take in at once.
• Once he’s feeling bolder, he likes to leave bites all over you, especially on your chest. And he’d love to get you a choker to wear to cover any neck bites he leaves, but have it just small enough that someone might see
• He likes to finger you with leather gloves on, and then have you lick them clean. He’s not sure why but he just loves it. He’d also like to see you in some leather lingerie, but only if he can peel it off you.
• He likes degradation, but he’s very picky about it. He won’t call you dumb or pathetic, even if its something you want, he’s worried he’ll hurt your feelings.
• If you’re up to it, he’d kind of be into a bit of predator/prey. Something like him chasing or following you and then taking you to his room to claim, but he wants to make sure you’re well into your relationship by then
• Sleepy sex is also something he loves, before bed or after waking up. Of course he asks permission first and is very gentle as he’s pretty cuddly when tired, but he always makes sure to satisfy you
V/Jihyun:
• He’s not into anything really rough, especially at first because he still has a hard time with intimacy, but if he gets really going, he might go a little fast and rough but that’s it, unless you both talk it through and plan it
• He doesn’t like the idea of possibly getting caught like some of the others, but he does like the idea of having sex in nature, like a secluded field or beach. Just somewhere soft and picturesque
• Breeding kink full stop. He loves children and wants to raise some with you if you’d like, but just the idea of breeding you sets something off in him. He’ll get a bit rougher when you ask him to breed you, but then he’ll be sweeter than honey during aftercare
• He loves oral, especially if it results in you making a mess on his face or pulling his hair. He’ll melt into mush from pleasure
• He has a bit of a daddy kink and authority kink, but it embarrasses him so he gets a bit shy and flustered unless he’s really yearning. Either way his reactions are perfect
• He gets emotional and doesn’t always like talking about it, so he’ll seek physical intimacy to relax. He likes lazy sex, and cockwarming, and shower sex while you wash each other. Just be there for him and he’ll be sure to do the same
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axica-cattleya · 1 year
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Outfit swap doodle
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I am so sane hahahahahhaha
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Yan!Saeran waking up from a nightmare and can’t find his darling, but she was just drinking water or something👉🏻👈🏻 do you have his general headcanons?
Yandere Saeran
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Saeran doesn't really know how to show affection.
He is too afraid that you will abandon him.
Of course you don't know his "real" feelings.
Because Saeran has never discussed this with you.
So the fact that Saeran sleeps next to you signals some kind of tenderness…
However, everything quickly goes downhill.
He thought this dream was horrible.
This guy has rejection issues.
So when he wakes up and doesn't see you, he immediately assumes the worst.
Of course you would try to escape.
Now Saeran is angry.
He doesn't know how to deal with these feelings.
Guess who got the punishment?
Yes you.
No Saeran doesn't care that you got up just to drink water…
You should have informed him about that
Except that Saeran would probably have given a punishment for that too.
A "small" contradiction….
Saeran will be much more possessive from now on…
Maybe he'll chain you to the bed.
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mystic-headcanons · 7 months
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i have a few asks that i'm working on, but i got this idea and it would not leave my head T_T saeran deserves the absolute world <3
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saeran was cold. the room wasn't cold and the heater was on full blast, but as saeran laid there, an empty chasm, he was cold. healing was not a linear process. there are ups and downs, good days and bad days. and there are also really bad days, where all saeran can do is lay in bed and overthink. where all of the voices of all of his persons feel like claws gripping his throat, where the possibility of someday becoming betters seems more and more distant. its these days where he is saeranrayunknown, where he doesn't know which personality is truly him. saeran is no stranger to these types of days-- the first month of him coming off of the elixir was the most excruciating, both physically and mentally. he wasn't kind to anyone around him, and he certainly wasn't kind to himself. however, with the support of his lover and his brother-- and also the therapist that jumin recommended-- saeran began his healing process. still. the bad days don't go away, and saeran had never been more aware of that as he laid in bed, eyes blankly staring at the ceiling.
there was no hunger. no thirst. no discomfort. only blank, empty, dark nothingness. it was that state that she found him in. saeran felt the room become warmer, felt the light she emitted. his eyes immediately found hers-- they always did, no matter what. understanding dawned on her as she saw saeran's state, and she slowly- like she was approaching a wild animal -made her way to him. "bad day?" she quietly asked, carding her fingers through his hair with such gentleness that it brought tears to his eyes. all saeran could do was give an imperceptible nod. "...one moment." her voice was nothing but kind as she got up and left the room again. he could hear her quiet, gentle voice and then after a beat, the warm, low voice of his brother. a few minutes passed. or maybe it was hours. weeks. months. saeran didn't know- all he knew was the emptiness he felt, the chill that ran bone-deep.
eventually, she stepped back in and took his hand. "come." she said, giving his hand a light tug. it took every ounce of saeran's strength to force himself into an upright position, and he had to lean on her to walk. (lean on her like he has every time he stumbled in the past. she remained as she always did, an unwavering pillar of strength.) they walked through the hallway, passing by the kitchen where saeyoung was doing-- something. saeran couldn't tell, couldn't lift his eyes from the ground. she led him into the bathroom, where the faint scent of lavender hung and flower petals floated in the full bathtub. "let's get you out of this, hm?" she said as she started to undress him. shame colored his face, but saeran couldn't find the strength to do it himself. couldn't find the strength to do anything more than stand there and let her take care of him, like she always has. (at her core, that is who she is. the caretaker, the pillar of strength, the shoulder to cry on. saeran thinks she is the strongest person he knows, to be able to carry him and others when they could no longer carry themselves. how many nights had saeyoung cried to her? yoosung? zen? jaehee? jumin, even? and yet, she never wavered. was always there with open arms and a kind smile and kinder words. she is nothing short of an angel.) and though saeran knew she was doing all of this because she truly loved him, he couldn't help but let the negative thoughts swirl around. how long until she grew tired of him? of his bad days? of taking care of him? how long until she saw him for what he truly was-- weak, frail, nothing?
she helped him into the bath before kneeling on the floor, reaching for the shampoo. "not that this will fix everything," she began as she lathered his hair, "but this always makes me feel a little better. our burdens are easier when we let other people help us carry them, no? and i'm here to help you carry yours, my love. it's okay if you don't feel up to speaking, just let me take care of you." the gentle way she washed his hair, the kindness in her voice, her unwavering love, all of it made saeran burst into tears. he had never been loved quite like this before, never had someone to hold him when he was feeling low and piece him back together when he fell apart. because that's what she did- when saeran broke into pieces, she took those pieces and put him back together, her love shining through his cracks. she is written deep in his bones, all over his heart. like he existed only to love her.
she let him cry, never stopping her soothing movements. for a while, all that there was was his soft cries and her low, comforting humming. after his hair, she moved on to lightly wash his body, nothing but care in her movements. saeran could not remember the last time he felt so fragile, or the last time he felt so loved.
it went on like that. after she washed him, she helped him out of the bath and into a warm towel. she got him his softest clothes, brushed through his hair with the gentlest motions, held him with the lightest touch. saeran clung to her once he was dressed, his arms immediately going around her waist. "i don't deserve you." his voice was muffled by her shirt, and he felt her shake her head. "nonsense." she replied. "you deserve everything." and she said that so matter-of-factly, like there wasn't any room for argument. "won't you tire of this? of taking care of me?" "never ever. i will always be here to pick you up and to hold you together."
it was easier to stand on his own two feet now; his body and his mind were both still heavy, but he could finally muster up the strength to carry himself. still, though, she held his hand and guided him out the door and to the living area. "saeyoung and i have your favorite movie on, and snacks have been prepared." ice cream and popcorn weren't exactly the healthiest of options, but saeran didn't care. his brother, who was always so loud and boisterous, who unapologetically took up space, was sat quiet and calm on the couch. he looked visibly worried over saeran, but she must've given him a look for he quickly covered it up. as saeran sat on the sofa, his lover on one side and his brother on the other, he could feel the coldness in him slowly melt away, replaced by the warmth of the two beside him. there would always be bad days, always be days where saeran doesn't have the strength to exist, but they were just a little easier with her and with saeyoung.
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stormflypirateskin · 1 year
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Summary: GE Saeran can't focus on you talking about your day because you are too cute.
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Saeran always really loved to hear about what you did in your days, even if nothing particularly happened exactly. He enjoyed hearing about what you did, anything interesting that happened, anything.
Since he didn't have a regular life like you, he tends to listen to every single detail like a little kid being told an amazing fairytale before sleeping to have the wildest dreams.
But there was one little problem.. today he couldn't focus but it wasn't because anything bad had happened or he was drained. It was because of you. Specifically your adorable face.
Now, he always thought you had a cute face but it seemed that today his eyes and thoughts lingered there. How is it that you were just.. so adorable today? It got him all warm and fuzzy on the inside, he couldn't help it!
Saeran always paid attention to every single word that you said but he didn't even realize how much he was observing you until you giggled and asked him if anything was wrong.
"Ah.. it's nothing, haha.." His eyes widened as he sat up better, fully flustered as it showed on his cheeks. It was funny in a way that he didn't even see it himself how much you had an affect on him. The world could be burning and he would focus on you like you were the most beautiful thing in the whole world.
"I guess.. your cuteness got to me well today, my love." He let out a small laugh as he saw you being flustered instead. Moments like these he wanted to cherish forever. Just you and him doing anything together. It didn't matter what, just that you were besides each other.
When the laughing stopped, it was only you two gazing in each other's eyes. Saeran's eyes always held this love for you and his expression was always the softest. And don't forget the warm smile he wore whenever he saw you. All the things on his face were full of love only for you.
"I adore moments like these.. just being with you.. it makes me really happy." And it was always true. Anytime you were near him, he felt like he could do anything. These warm and good feelings you were making him feel will always make him feel weak in the knees for you.
His heart always racing and beating only for you, his one and only love. On cloud nine he would often feel and this amount of great peace and joy was often what he felt like. Just you two being free and being able to do anything.
You got lost in his eyes as well because you didn't even see his hand going under your chin and very gently lifting it up as he got closer to capture your lips on his. It made your heart beating really fast when you realized and it wasn't long before you relaxed and melted.
And how good it felt whenever he wrapped his arms around you only to hold you closer to him. Enough grip to hold you tight but careful enough to also not hurt you. Saeran will always make sure to treat you with respect and love and it always made you melt even more in his arms.
"Wow.. it's impossible, you're more adorable now when I see you like this..." Was all he said and laughed while you were a blushing mess. He reached out to press a kiss on your forehead as he snuggled more into you.
"Now.. could you tell me about your day from the beginning, my love? I'm afraid I was distracted by your beauty." He chuckled a bit as you blushed once again. And this time, he did listen.
But it didn't change something he did occasionally. Leave kisses all over you. How could he not..?
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Jumin: 
Giving: 
Quality time: Although he does have a lot to do at work, he’s very efficient with his time and usually doesn’t have much to do with documents once he leaves the company building. He’ll spend the rest of his evening with you, and he usually likes to just relax and enjoy the calm between the two of you, but if you have any particular activities in mind he’s willing to do whatever you’d like. For example, an evening picnic in a field and then staying out until it’s dark to do some stargazing, even if he does end up sacrificing an hour or two or sleep, it’s all worth it to him. He’d also take you on business trips to other countries or cities with nice views so you could enjoy the scenery alongside him.
Gifts: He definitely has the means to spoil you, but he always makes sure to take into account what you like. He has a very proper and formal image, but if you’re more into casual and comfortable clothes, he’ll buy those for you instead. He’ll also ask for your thoughts on decorating the house you both live in, so that it suits both your tastes and so that you can both enjoy the place Even with his status having a big effect on the company, he still prioritizes your comfort and happiness above all, so as long as you’re happy, he is too. 
Receiving:
Physical touch: Considering everything he’s willing to give you, he doesn’t ask for much in return. The fact that you’re so willing to accept and love him even after learning everything about his past and his complicated feelings already feels like a lot to him. That being said, Jumin does really love the soft intimacy of cuddling in bed late at night while he reads to you when you have your head resting on his chest, with Elizabeth the 3rd curled up on his other side.
Zen:
Giving:
Gift giving: Zen is by no means affluent, but he tries to get you little trinkets here and there that reminded him of you or that you saw while out on a date. He wants to be able to spoil you, but because of his financial situation he can’t exactly give you everything he’d like to, but he tries to compensate for that by just giving you thoughtful gifts here and there to show that he actually pays attention to your likes and interests. For example, I think he’d buy you some cute little hair accessories or small colourful bracelets on your first date. Or if you were to mention that there’s a book series you’re particularly into and aren’t able to find a copy of the next one, he’d do everything he can to get it for you so you can continue to enjoy your hobby without frustration. 
Physical touch: Despite his ability to talk smoothly and charm people with words, Zen enjoys the simplicity in giving physical affection, and letting his actions do the talking. He’s particularly fond of holding you in his lap and resting his head in the gap between your neck and shoulder and just enjoying the silence that way, though he also really enjoys when you start talking about whatever is on your mind while absentmindedly carding your fingers through his hair. He also enjoys cuddling after going through both of your skincare routines at night, with him sitting up against the headboard and your back leaning against his chest.
Receiving: 
Acts of service: Because of how busy he is with work, he doesn’t do a great job of taking care of himself. Doing little things like buying extra groceries to fill his practically empty fridge really brightens his mood. Cooking something for him every once in a while is also another good example, because despite his strict diet to make sure he stays healthy while also looking good for any role, he can never refuse a meal you’ve gone through all the work of preparing, especially since it was made with him in mind and clearly made with love.
Words of affirmation: Due to his appearance when he was younger, he never received many compliments from his parents (since they were worried he’d become too confident and stray from the path they wanted for him), whether on his appearance or just in general. Though he puts on a front of being extremely confident in his career and appearance, he’s worried no one will truly love and appreciate him for what’s beneath the surface. Complimenting him goes a long way, especially if you’ll watch him rehearse his lines and cheer him up when he’s worried about a certain role not going well or him not getting accepted to play a part. Whether or not you think you’re good with words, the effort you go through just to help him feel better means the world to Zen.
Jaehee:
Giving: 
Acts of service: Despite how overworked she already is, she does her best to show you that she can still balance a relationship and work. Housework is usually done together, but when she has time, she’ll take it upon herself cook food for the two of you if she notices you’re stressed or aren’t feeling up to it. She’ll also make you breakfast in bed if you’re not feeling well, something warm and healthy to help you recover quickly. Despite how willing she is to do all this for you, however, it’s important to make sure she doesn’t overwork herself at home like she is at work.
Physical touch: She likes more subtle ways of showing you her affection in public, like linking arms or pinkies while you’re both out, or adjusting your clothes (like scarves or shirts). Jaehee enjoys being able to be affectionate with you while still being modest in public, so she never goes overboard, like giving mouth kisses where people can see you. Though in the case of you two opening a café together, she becomes more relaxed with it (though still not too much), like giving forehead kisses in the café, but only when there aren’t too many people inside. At home however, she really likes cuddling, especially in the colder weather, and likes cuddling under the blankets with your head on her shoulder while watching TV.
Receiving: 
Quality time: Unlike Jumin, she can’t exactly take time off whenever she feels like it, or toss her workload onto someone else, as she’s his most trusted employee. She tries her best to make room in her busy schedule to spend time with you whether it be spent just talking, cooking together, or watching movies or musicals. However, she appreciates it even more if you go out of your way to clear your schedule so that your free time aligns and you don’t have to stress about school or work while you’re meant to be relaxing with her. If it’s in the route where you open a coffee shop together after she leaves the company, she loves the time you two spend preparing everything for when it opens, and cleaning up afterwards when it’s done. Her aura is much livelier because she gets to do what she loves without stressing constantly, and she gets to do it with the person she loves most.
Yoosung:
Giving: 
Quality time: He enjoys spending time with you both in and out of his apartment. When you’re inside, he likes playing video games together, baking or cooking. Though his cooking could use some work, he does a lot better when he has the motivation of cooking nice meals for you. Yoosung also likes it when you take interest in whatever club he’s recently joined at school, and he’d be happy to let you tag along with him to their club meetings.
Receiving: 
Words of affirmation: With how immature he tends to act in the chat rooms, Yoosung is much more troubled than he lets the rest of the RFA know. The others tend to either minimize his anger and frustration or simply tell him to calm down, which does absolutely nothing for him but make him feel worse. Your presence and comfort are a breath of fresh air for him, and he really wants someone to help him feel that his emotions are valid. Reassuring him that he’s not wrong for wanting to know more about what happened to his cousin, and that getting upset when things are hidden from him is completely reasonable, and already helps Yoosung feel a lot better.
Physical touch: Yoosung is very touchy once he gets comfortable in the relationship, though he tries to hold back in case he comes across as being too clingy. He’s very proud to be in a relationship with you, so he loves holding hands while you’re out so that people know you two are together. He also loves when you touch his hair, as it really helps him relax. Sometimes he’ll ask you to help him dye his roots once his natural colour starts to show again, or for you to help him adjust his hair clips even though he could do it himself, he likes the proximity, even if it doesn’t last for very long.
707/Saeyoung:
Giving:
Gifts: He definitely has enough money to buy you fancy gifts and spoil you, and though he does occasionally, he much prefers to give you things he made himself. It comes rather easily to him, and he usually makes very intricate things even if he claims to have just done it during a short break from work, you really appreciate the thought and effort behind it. Just like the robot cat he made while at the apartment with you, he’ll often make things related to cats or other cute animals.
Receiving:
Physical touch: Considering his job and his abusive childhood along with the amount of time he’s spent alone working for the agency, he hasn’t really gotten much gentle physical touch for most of his life. You’d likely have to take it a bit slow at first, but he quickly gets used to it. Seven really likes full hugs that last for a long time (and he’ll often joke about just never letting you go) and when you give him forehead kisses while laying down together.
Saeran:
Giving:
Acts of service: As shown while staying at the Mint Eye location, Saeran really enjoys doing things for you, like cooking your meals according to what you’ve told him you like. He often feels like he doesn’t do enough for you or that he’s being useless, so his way of compensating for his thoughts is to do what he can to make sure you’re comfortable in your daily life. If he notices you seem tired, he’ll offer to run you a bath or take over doing the dishes that night. While it is very sweet of him, it’s important to make sure he knows he’s very important to you regardless of how useless he may think he is.
Receiving: 
Physical touch: Though he struggles to initiate physical contact on his own, he really appreciates and enjoys when you do it, and while he may be a bit apprehensive at first out of fear of bothering you at first, he quickly relaxes when you hold him. He really likes spooning (him being the little spoon most of the time) and resting his head on your lap while sitting on the couch as you play with his hair.
Words of affirmation: Considering Rika’s “tactic” of making those at Mint Eye feel a sense of comfort and then suddenly causing them fear, he has a lot of issues with becoming fully relaxed and not constantly keeping his guard up, though he is working on it little by little. Consistency with your words in key, because he might deny your compliments and praise of his skills and sweet personality sometimes due to his self doubt. But being persistent with it will help over time and he’ll start to believe your words more and help his self esteem a lot in the long run.
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onlinekitsune · 1 year
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winter dates! mysmes edition! ʕ⁎̯͡⁎ʔ༄
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i already did this with the obey me boys, but wanted to give something to my mysmes lovers (me) i hope you enjoy!! including saeran bc i don’t wanna leave him out
JAEHEE ; she’d definitely close the cafe just to spend the entire day with you, she’d even make sure her phones put aside just so you’d have her whole attention, she’d make you the best coffee you’d ever had (not surprising since she’s such a good barista), you two would end up cuddled up on the couch bingeing movies (ofc some staring zen himself), she’d lovingly rant about the production while you gazed at how bright she was when she talked about it
JUMIN ; him ditching work just to be with you? absolutely, sorry but he’s definitely feeling under the weather and the cure is decorating the penthouse, he’d pick you up just so you were able to put decorations as high as you wanted, decorating the tree was absolutely chaos with elizabeth, she’d steal and toss all the ornaments (cat safe ones), before the day was over jumin surprised you with a little gift of his own, he booked a winter photoshoot with you and elizabeth, you took silly cheesy photos for your holiday cards
SAERAN ; he never had a good holiday, actually he never really celebrated one, you decided to change that and over a course of a week show him various winter activities and such, you made snowmen, you looked at christmas lights together, you even decorated your own tree with him, he was a little timid about it all but warmed up, one night while you were in his arms he’d tell you how much he appreciated you remaking memories with him
SAEYOUNG ; winter made the excuse of being a homebody with you way more excusable, driving in snow was dangerous, and he’d rather spend the day with you anyways, you’d use this as an excuse for being little lazy and just lounging around, looking at silly cat videos with saeyoung on the couch, you’d also make cookies with him, which ends with a little chaos, he’d throw a little bit of flour on you and you’d chase him around the counter
YOOSUNG ; he loved christmas, but spending christmas with you?? absolutely perfect, he’d want to do all the cutesy couple things, take seasonal pictures, watch the christmas lights together, he’d also plan very hard to make sure he’d got you the perfect gift, he struggled with keeping it a secret from you because he’s just so excited to make you happy, on christmas day he’d make breakfast in bed before handing you your present right away
ZEN ; zen was absoutely determinded to make this holiday one you wouldn’t forget, it wasn’t enough to just spend it casually, he had to be the best holiday date you’ve had, and when he saw the ice rink he couldn’t think of anything more romantic, you on the other hand... were a little nervous to say the least, but you trusted him, he was very athletic and probably tried out for a ice skating role once before, to no one’s surprise he was really good, he’d confidently show you his talents before dragging you onto the ice, catching everyones attention from how good he was, to your surprise it was oddly romantic, he made sure you were alright and catched you a couple times, a stray paparazzi actually caught the moment he did, but respected your privacy thankfully
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thestargirlfromoon · 1 year
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Saeran with a
Mc opposite to him.
Headcanons
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Well first of all you two would be like Yin and Yang.
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●While Saeran is constantly active working as an opposite Mc is a procrastinator, in which case Saeran would help you to be more productive and you would help him to relax more and take a break to take a nap together.
●Saeran likes to dress according to his mood, so after getting out of Magenta he wears more white clothes and you like to wear a lot of black and dark colors, whenever you buy clothes for each other they are opposite colors and the RFA make fun (in a good way) of you two because of that.
●Saeran talks to you openly about how much he loves you and is very affectionate with you, in your case you find it difficult to say "I love you" in words even though your mind screams I love you whenever you see him.
●Saeran loves the blue sky and you prefer it cloudy. He loves summer and spring and you love autumn and winter, both complement each other.
●Always when the seasons change, just like you crack a smile when spring comes imagining Saeran watching the flowers bloom , in winter Saeran smiles imagining how cute you look watching with admiration every drop of rain that falls from the sky.
●Saeran is more inclined to be a househusband as you're not a big fan of housework (maybe due to allergies to dust or just not really into this kind of thing).
●Saeran is very organized and you don't mind messes, there may be some conflicts but you two resolve them after all, you love each other too much to argue over trivial things although Saeran will lecture you if he sees you messing around the house after he's finish cleaned up and punishes you for it tickling you until you laugh a lot.
●you are a more dominant person who is afraid to give all of yourself in a relationship and Saeran has a more submissive personality who gives himself completely in the relationship to the point of sacrificing himself.
●you two have a small matching tattoo, you have the yang(who represents Saeran) and Saeran have the yin(What represents you).
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couple accessory of you two:
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kr1slvr · 2 years
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ꜱᴀᴇʀᴀɴ ʏᴀɴᴅᴇʀᴇ ᴀʟᴘʜᴀʙᴇᴛ
author's note: i haven't posted in rly long ���💀 i've just been busy with school and lots of different appointments but here i am!!!!
warning/s: yandere themes, possesive behaviour, obsessive behaviour, clingy behaviour, mentions of murder/violence, mentions of isolation, mentions of starvation, forced affection, forced relationship, ooc?
word count: 1.1k
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affection: how do they show their love and affection? how intense would it get?
- he shows it mostly through physical affection like kisses, hugs, tightly holding your hand
- he can get kind of intense with it if you deny him
- he's desperate for your love and attention and is not one to take no as an answer
blood: how messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?
- messy. very messy.
- he's extremely unstable and you're the only thing keeping him at ease and he's not gonna let anyone take you from him
- he's ready to kill anyone who he deems a threat to you or your relationship
cruelty: how would they treat their darling once abducted? would they mock them?
- he wouldn't mock his darling.. but he wouldn't be gentle and sugarcoat the situation either
- he wants you to love him back, yes, but as long as he has you with him it doesn't matter that much
darling: aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?
- yes, he's mostly going to force affection if you refuse to give it to him or you're too scared to
exposed: how much of their heart do they bare to their darling? how vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?
- not very vulnerable
- he acts very aggressive as a way to protect himself from getting hurt again and is not very likely to let his guard down, even around you
- though maybe if you've accepted your new life with him he'll allow himself to be more open
fight: how would they feel if their darling fought back?
- very frustrated
- you belong with him and the faster you accept that the better
- so just stop making things difficult and just give in to him
- not like you could get away regardless
game: is this a game to them? how much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?
- not really, but he might take some pleasure seeing you so distressed
- he's not too worried about you escaping as you're literally stuck in a cult on top of a mountain with nothing and no one else in the area, but he'd still get very annoyed if you make escaping a repetitive thing
hell: what would be their darling’s worst experience with them?
- if you really insult him or said you hate him
- while he's taking out his frustration on the believers, you're locked up in your room and starved for a couple of days
- hopefully, then you'll realize how much you need him
ideals: what kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?
- a future where V and 707 are gone (dead) and you and him are happily together at mint eye
jealousy: do they get jealous? do they lash out or find a way to cope?
- yes. yes, he gets very jealous. yes, he gets jealous if you interact with anyone but him and the savior. no, he doesn't find a way to cope. yes he takes it out on whoever you were talking to
kisses: how do they act around or with their darling?
- he's very initiative
- also extremely clingy. you're his, so he here should get to be around you all the time
love letters: how would they go about courting or approaching their darling?
- if we're going based on the actual game, he'll just walk right into your room and proclaim you as 'his' 💀
mask: are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?
- not really?
- he doesn't hide his possessive tendencies, at all
- in the game, he literally was about to choke this other believer just cause he wouldn't let saeran into MC's room
naughty: how would they punish their darling?
- i don't think he would be very violent and would rather resort to isolating you for some days
- watching you through the cameras would suffice
- however, this would really only happen if you tried to actually escape
oppression: how many rights would they take away from their darling?
- only their freedom, usually
patience: how patient are they with their darling?
- not very patient..
- when he wants something, he wants it right then and there
- but, for you, he could compromise. a little
quit: if their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?
- if you died, he would be absolutely filled with grief, anger, and guilt
- no no no.. you were the only thing keeping him happy, keeping the painful emptiness away, he needs you..!!
- he can't do this without you.. so, he'll just join you instead..
- if you were you successfully escape, he would track you down 😐
- you're not getting away from him, sorry.. 💀
regret: would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? would they ever let their darling go?
- no
- he can't let you go
- even if he feels guilty
- he needs you
stigma: what brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?
- his desperate need for love and validation
- the love he never got from his mom, or his dad, or his brother, or V, or rika
- but now he has you! and you love him, right?
- RIGHT!?!!?
tears: how do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?
- he feels bad..
- at the end of the day, he just wants to be loved
- he doesn't want you to cry, scream, and say you hate him
- no! you're supposed to love him!
- you can't hate him? nono- you can't!
- he'll make sure you know how much you need him...
unique: would they do anything different from the classic yandere?
- would hack into all your devices, just to know what you're doing on there :)
vice: what weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?
- probably his desperateness
- feed into his delusions
- act like you love him and want to be with him forever
- continue this for long enough and he'll lower his guard
- and that's when you make a run for it
wit’s end: would they ever hurt their darling?
- yes, but mostly emotionally rather than physically
xoanon: how much would they revere or worship their darling? to what length would they go to win their darling over?
- he acts more like you should worship him
- and he doesn't believe he needs to win his darling over
yearn: how long do they pine after their darling before they snap?
- like a day or two 💀
zenith: would they ever break their darling?
- yes, but only if they never give up on escaping and keep fighting back
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lexsssu · 6 months
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Phone Sex (Choi Saeran | Unknown | Ray)
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TAGS: Saeran/F!reader, phone sex, smut, drabble Ao3 ver.
Saeran was familiar with using technology to his advantage, what with his brief stint at Mint Eye and the years he’d spent learning its ins and outs. Though he’d long put his past behind him and finally pursued what he truly loved, he never forgot the skills he’d honed during that dark time in his life.
That is why the last thing he expected was for technology to be used against him...and by YOU of all people.
His sweet, soft, adorable little flower princess who could do no harm.
“...ran’s cock...I want it...my fingers are never enough anymore…!”
The redhead swallows the lump that has formed in his throat as he hears your heavenly voice through his phone. Your voice is whiny as small moans slipped from your lips frequently, the sultry sounds sending blood straight down his cock that poked against the front of his pants.
“...miss you, honey...can’t wait to have you fucking me open and filling me up with your cum again~”
Shit.
The former hacker cursed internally, knuckles turning white at the grip he had on his phone while his other hand struggled to remove his bottoms as soon as possible. His length is bright red at the tip, a bead of precum oozing from the slit and he hisses as he grasps it, feeling how hard and hot it was in his hand.
He can’t wait to pamper you once he gets home from his business trip.
“Princess~ Won’t you be a good girl for me tonight?”
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pochipop · 2 years
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# MYSTIC MESSENGER !! ♡ — ASKING THEM TO SLOW DANCE AT THE PARTY (2).
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#. synopsis! — you ask them to slow dance at the official rfa party .
#. characters! —saeyoung (707) , saeran (ray) , jihyun (v) .
#. warnings! — none .
#. alt accounts! — @ddollipop (nsfw) @yyolkchi (reblog/spam) .
#. others! — navigation & masterlist .
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# SAEYOUNG (707) !! ♡
When the song changes to one with a smoother tempo and the lights in the party hall dim quite a bit, there's a notable shift in the general mood. Saeyoung seems relaxed for the first time, as if he's finally come to the conclusion that he's under no obligation to make himself miserable all the time to repay for sins he never willingly committed. To your slight embarrassment, he catches you staring up at him, admiring the way his glasses reflect the soft, yellow lights and the way his brightly colored hair curls ever so slightly at the tips.
You can't see it at the moment, but you have a feeling he's blushing. A bashful smile tugs at his lips, though he does his best to stifle it.
". . . Would you like to dance?" You ask, —pulling something out of nowhere in order to simmer both of your high-strung emotions down.
Saeyoung seems a bit taken aback by the request at first, but doesn't appear to be off-put by it. If he were to mask his feelings and revert back to the man you met in the chatroom originally, he'd have done some silly dance move in hopes of making you laugh. If he were to revert to being Luciel, the boy with too many emotions built up inside of him to count, he'd have denied you the opportunity to have even asked that comfortably in the first place.
But this, —this is Saeyoung. A little bit of Seven, a little bit of Luciel. Someone with layers and intricate parts. Someone strong-willed, but also someone sensitive. Someone painfully insecure at times who has sought strength in your light, and within his own.
"Sure," he gives you a gentle smile, offering his hand to you, "let's dance."
This is his equilibrium.
He has two left feet and it's obvious, but you don't mention it, and he knows you don't really care in the first place. You didn't ask to dance with him in order to put on any kind of spectacular performance. . . You asked to dance with him because it felt right, and you wanted him to pull you closer.
And you certainly got your wish. Your head is resting along his shoulder and his hands are hooked under your arms, fingers curving around your shoulders. You can feel the way he breathes, soft and slow in this moment with you, his heart beating a little quicker than it normally would. He smells of cologne with a tinge of sweetness, likely from his favorite snack. His scent is comforting, and it completely wipes away any lingering worries about what anyone else thinks of you being here with him.
Saeyoung is so warm. 
Like beaming sunlight after a night of torrential storms. Like a steaming cup of hot chocolate on a freezing winter’s day.
"I'm still having a hard time believing that all of this isn't a dream," he admits, voice softer than you've ever heard it before. "Out of all the people in the world. . . Out of all the people in the RFA. . . I just can't believe you picked me."
"I do care about everyone in the RFA, of course," you acknowledge, "but with you, it's just different. You're the only person I've ever met that's made me feel like this."
The only person I've ever met that's made my heart race quite this horribly; as if my chest is in hyperdrive. The only person that's ever yearned to accept me for all the things I am and will never prove to be.
His grip softens a bit on your shoulders, as if realizing that he doesn’t need to keep you locked in his embrace. You’d come to it willingly. . . You’ll seek him not out of obligation, not because you want him for something he’d be hard pressed to give. But simply because you love him, and you care. . . And that’s all Saeyoung could ever ask for.
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# SAERAN (RAY) !! ♡
Saeran doesn’t seem fond of the idea at first. When you ask, his nose scrunches up a little, as if reflexively disgusted by the thought of it. But before he denies your request, he takes a moment to ponder on the prospect. He does love you, and of that he’s sure, but being touched, being loved, accepting adoration and affection. . . Yeah, those things haven’t quite been settled yet. Far from it, in fact. But the waver in his pale mint irises assures you that he’s not opposed to the idea of dancing with you in particular. No, it’s not that at all.
It’s just the idea of being so close to someone, letting someone else see him in a position that could even be so much as interpreted as vulnerable, is a hard scenario to swallow.
“Sorry,” you apologize softly, voice barely above a whisper, “maybe I shouldn’t have asked right now.”
He pauses, lips parting ever so slightly as if he has something to say but isn’t sure what that something is just yet. After a few seconds pass, he utters: “No, no. . . It’s not that.”
Saeran pauses again, searching for the proper way to turn his thoughts and feelings into words that you can understand. In times like these, he wishes you could just slither in through his ear and live inside his brain; hear all his thoughts instead of him having to try and water them down and push out to relay them to you coherently. There are also times where he wishes you could just crawl inside him, rest between his ribs and listen to the beat of his heart; —the one that hammers away for you.
“I’d like to,” he concludes, tacking on: “but let's stay over here in the corner.”
You nod. After all, it’s not like you’d asked to dance with him to show him off to everyone at the party. You really don’t feel as if you need to prove anything at all to anyone else. As long as Saeran knows you care for him and would hold his hand through the fiery pits of hell, you really don’t care who else supports or believes in your relationship. They aren’t the ones that matter here.
When his arms encircle your waist, a smile tugs uncontrollably at your lips. Saeran actively avoids eye contact, feeling overwhelmed by the intensity of it. You don’t try to force it for the sake of some picture-perfect romance movie moment. Nothing displayed up on a silver screen could ever compare to the reality of this; —Saeran’s sloppy footwork, awkward hands, and the warmth of his body seeping into yours.
“You’re so gentle,” you mumble quietly, so much so that it almost slips him by.
He’s a bit confused by that. Out of all the ways you could describe him, gentle doesn’t seem to be one he’s ever felt accurately depicted him. Weak might be better, in his opinion. . . Foolish, gullible, —fragile, even.
But he knows you’re not insulting him. You’re pointing out something you love about him. Something he himself hates. Although, it's hard to hate that side of himself when you seem to love it so fondly. It’s hard to hate any side of himself when he’s with you.
Saeran doesn’t say much in the time between the first and second slow songs of the night. His silence is steeped in comfort, —the kind that he’s never felt before. As time all but stands still for the both of you, he gradually allows himself to get closer, allows his walls to come down little by little. Still not much one for direct eye contact in moments like these, Saeran closes his eyes when he rests his forehead gingerly against your own. 
“I love you,” you tell him tentatively.
He says nothing in response, —but he doesn’t need to. The way his grip tightens against your upper hip says it all.
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# JIHYUN (V) !! ♡
Jihyun is by no means a stranger to slow dancing. Though he’s far from an expert, he likes to think he knows his way around a few basic steps well enough to not completely embarrass himself. So, when you ask him to dance with you at the party, he has no reason in particular to deny you. He’d be lying if he said he wasn’t nervous about it, though.
His hands know well to mind the appropriate distance between certain areas of your body, and Jihyun spares no exception in being sure you’re as comfortable as can be. He’s so light-handed you even have to reassure him that he’s allowed to be firm and expressive.
“You don’t need to keep your distance,” you say, “—if it’s for my sake, I appreciate the thought, but it’s really not necessary.”
He swallows, but his palm readjusts to lay flat against the curve of your side. Jihyun is many things, and gentle is one of them. Both because it seems to simply be in his nature, and because he worries often that pressing too roughly against things he deeply cares for will render him alone, lost at sea once again. And if he lost you after everything it’s taken for him to be able to call you his, he’s not sure what he’d do with himself in the wake of it.
“I want to be close to you,” you add, “—if that’s what you want too, of course.”
“It is,” Jihyun quickly assures you, “so much so that it pulls at my heart until I’m not sure I can even stand it anymore.”
Of all people, Jihyun knows what it’s like to love, to give it all, and to be left with nothing in return. While he once hollowed himself out for the sake of someone who couldn’t love anyone more than her own shadow, —you are eons different in the best, most positive ways.
In a way, Jihyun feels as if this closeness depollutes him, and makes him cleaner by the second.
As if everything has settled around him for the first time in what feels like forever, and he no longer has to carry the weight of the world on his shoulders alone. . . Because you’re there to uphold it with him.
The soft, sweet, melodic song playing throughout the party hall continues on, and as it does, Jihyun finds himself naturally relaxing into your warmth until one hand is planted firmly along your side and the other has laced your fingers with his. Your heart melts with every humble brush of his fingertips. As you rest your head near the crook of his neck, you can smell his expensive cologne. It’s warm-toned and almost soothing in nature, —a gift from Jumin, no doubt.
“I prefer simple things like this more than anything,” Jihyun confesses. “I’ve never been one for fancy restaurants or designer shops. I like this much better. . . The two of us sharing a moment together, and that being good enough.”
“More than anything, I just like to see you happy,” you mumble in reply.
And it’s true. Nothing in the world beats the heart-fluttering feeling that Jihyun’s smile invokes from you.
“It’s easier to be happy when you’re here,” he answers. “There’s no pressure, no expectations. . . You’re not looking to gain anything from me. You’ve seen every inch of my soul, have borne witness to all my sins, and yet here you are. . . Loving me. Holding me. . . As if I genuinely deserve it, even though I don’t.”
“You do deserve it, Jihyun,” you whisper.
And I’ll be right here by your side until you believe it yourself.
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k0kichiimagines · 11 months
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happy birthday saeran my beloved, i love you <3
(sorry this is very short and not my best work i am at the end of exam season still 😔)
saeran x reader
It's early enough in summer that it isn't too warm yet, the breeze leaves you cool (but not cold), but it's still warm and sunny, a good excuse in addition to the date to give your sweetheart as much ice-cream as he desired. Under you both lay a blanket, because while laying in the warm grass was an experience like no other, Saeran's white shirt would surely be stained in seconds, and you still had a whole afternoon left of birthday plans left.
The morning had been sweet, from midnight to the second he woke up to find you awake and breakfast prepared with the first of the many gifts you had for him you'd been wishing him the happiest birthday and peppering his beautiful flushed face in kisses. It had been a quiet start, but meaningful, he'd spent time with you and time with Saeyoung and time with the both of you. Over the now years you two had been together he'd grown closer with his brother, slowly rebuilding their lost bond such that casually hanging out as siblings do was no longer tense or awkward.
Lunch had been with the RFA, Yoosung clearly itching to let slip the surprise party everyone had been planning behind the twins back, his excuse to drag Saeyoung away from his new place (closer to you and Saeran, and this time with actual windows compared to the large bunker of prior) had been flimsy and you could tell by Saeyoungs laugh he knew what was up, but by his gleaming eyes behind the striped glasses that he was eternally grateful for such a normal life he didn't fear slipping away from him.
Saeran was often innocent to things around him, but you suspected he knew. Something in his smile and glance to you as you offered your own reasoning as to why he should also spend some time with you and leave the remaining members to do... something...? No, no, doesn't matter what let's leave them too it, okay? :)
Now you just spent a short moment in his arms, your head resting on his chest to hear his steady heartbeat in sync with yours, your hands entwined, his left hand in your right, the wedding ring cool and comforting against your skin. You had some time before the party, and the warm summer always led to sleepy afternoons of laying together and whispering softly, or taking short naps in your bedroom with the windows open, or laying under clear blue skies like right now.
You look over at him, and like he knew you would before the idea even entered your mind he turned to meet your loving gaze. You hand reached up to brush against his soft skin, noting how much brighter it was compared to how pale and tired he was upon first meeting him, dark under eyes replaced with rosy cheeks and the very few freckles you could only see if you were constantly looking at him (which you were). His movements were more confident, reaching to press a kiss to your forehead and then to your lips once you leaned up softly in quiet request, smiling at you as you parted.
"My God, I am so in love with you, Saeran. I love you so much, happy birthday my love."
And he smiles even wider hearing your words, he smiles because he believes it, because he can believe it without the nagging fear of you lying or planning to leave him. "I love you eternally, my love."
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elysianhades · 10 months
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Small Saeran Drabble
I love making latte art :)
<3
"Oh, my love! This one turned out amazing!"
You bite your lip as you carefully put the mug down. The drink inside the cup sloshes as you place it on the saucer. Inside, there lies a design of a lily of the valley, made of foam.
You look up at the sparkling mint eyes locked on you, his smile lightening up his whole face. You can't hide your smile either, feeling your cheeks and ears heat up. You reach out your hand in excitement, meeting him in the middle and squeezing it. A giddy laugh leaves you as you look back at your creation. You've been trying for days to get the technique and texture right. You would sit outside with Saeran, listening to him talk while also studying the flower from each side to see how you could pour the foam the way you wanted to. 
There were so many failed attempts. At first, you made the stem only to realize that when you would make the flowers, it would sink the stem. After that, you had too much espresso meaning you had no room to make the flower. You had added too much air into one batch, making the foam too thick and not usable. You would get too excited and move too fast, get too nervous and move too slow, it was a long and hard process. Throughout all this though, Saeran was by your side. Every huff that left your lips was met with a kiss and a small encouragement. He never let you get too upset about not getting it right either, he would ask you to explain how you knew when the milk was steamed enough, why you would change the position of the pitcher, why you would tap the pitcher against the counter, as if he didn't already ask you a day ago.
And now, he looks just as excited as you, his eyes filled with love and pride for you. That's how it is with you two, his accomplishments felt like yours and yours felt like his. You lightly shake his hand, feeling the happy energy run up and down through your body. 
"Ahh, thank you! I didn't think I'd be able to do it." You chuckle, shaking your head looking back at the counter.
"I knew you could do it, my angel. You can do anything you put your mind to. I'm so proud of you." His laugh rings through your ears. You scrunch your nose and look away, the praise making you smile and want to hide. 
He tuts and gently tugs on your hands, wanting your attention. You glance a peak of him and wish you didn't. He has a knowing smile on his lips, looking at you with an eyebrow raised and you can tell that he is about to compliment you again, just to see how flustered you can get. 
"Okay okay lovey, before we get all excited, let me try again to see if I really do get it or I need to practice some more." You say quickly, setting the cup aside so you can sip it later. He snorts and rolls his eyes teasingly, letting you pull him back to the espresso machine.
"Angel, if I know anything about you- and I think I can say confidently that I know you quite well- once you get it right the first time, it gets ingrained in your brain." He smiles, looking over your shoulder as you pull a shot. 
You hum under your breath, knowing that he has a point. Because of all the art you've done growing up, you already had a subconscious advantage. Pouring latte art wasn't hard after you spent years drawing and painting the same design over and over. Your hands are steady because of the sewing you did growing up and you know how to eyeball when the cup is getting too full because of the baking you and your dad did. Even when you were being trained to make latte art, your manager always said that she's never seen anyone pick it up as fast as you did. 
After the shot is pulled, you take a deep breath before steaming the milk. You watch the swirl carefully as you add in small sips of air. You shut off the steam wand and tap the pitcher on the counter, disrupting the bubbles and bringing the foam to the top. You feel Saeran's presence behind you, a silent support. You pick up the cup and hold it at an angle before pouring the milk into the cup. You make the base layer of foam, before dropping down to the top of the cup and making the first flower, the foam is silky but still firm; success. You make each of the flowers before moving to the stem, pulling through the flower and completing with just enough milk.
More excitement and pride flows through you. You got it. You aren't going to forget how to do this any time soon. You cheer happily, putting the mug down not as carefully and clapping. 
"I did it! I really, really did it!" You couldn't stay still, snapping your fingers and flapping your hands. "Now we can focus on other treats! I really wanted to start learning about the lavender roll cake."
"I'd be happy to help you with that, my love. After you take a break and celebrate what you've just learned. Make sure you take a picture to put in the messenger, I'm sure everyone would love to see what you've done." Saeran looks over at the two completed drinks. He knew that learning how to do this was important to you because it's a combination of both of your guys favorite things. He remembers you explaining how you learned latte art, and how most of it are flowers; tulips, roses, rosettas, things like that. 
When he asked if you could make any flower, you froze and said that with practice you could, then you were taking every opportunity to try different styles and different flowers, slowly learning to make every flower in his garden. With this perfected drink, you have now mastered every flower in the garden that you felt you could replicate. He is shaken out of his thoughts as his phone vibrates, no doubt Saeyoung, Yoosung and Zen blowing up the group chat congratulating you. Your laugh warming his heart as he goes to join you in the living room
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ynverse · 1 year
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SAERAN x gn! reader | fluff
a/n: he deserves the world :( <3
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how were you supposed to act when the man who fell for was crumbling in front of you after realizing he fell for someone? 
“y/n?”
“sorry,” you whisper, trying to keep your voice low so the emotion in your voice wouldn’t show. “i was just trying to think of what to say.”
saeran choi. a man who is an enigma to both himself and everyone around him. after everything you two have been through, for better and worse, this was the last thing you would have thought to happen. luck never seems to be on your side. you felt as if you were on a stage, moving along with the stage cues thinking it was your own free will. why else would you come to the realization that you developed feelings for saeran the exact same day he seeks your advice for his own crush? the irony of the situation made you feel as if your life was bordering a tragedy and comedy.
“do you think...,” saeran trails off as he pulls the blanket up his body a little further, his mic rustling because of how harshly he did so.
he would always be most active at night due to mint eye, a habit he desperately wants to change but never manages to do so. he had you though. as much as he wanted to fix his schedule to avoid reminders of the past, calling you late at night was something he would miss dearly.
“do you think someone would even love me?”
“why wouldn’t they,” you gently roll your eyes even though he couldn’t see.
you understood his fear and anxieties but you can never fully wrap your head around how he blames himself. everyone in the rfa forgave him because they knew he was being manipulated in numerous ways, the only one who didn’t forgive saeran was himself.
“there’s a lot of reasons why.”
saeran never wanted to explicitly accept that he held strong feelings for anyone. He felt as if he was cursed. love was something that only damaged him, labeling anything as love made him fearful that it would end with him being abandoned once again. he loved his parents only to experience his first taste of the different types of loves in the world. the toxicity made him feel much smaller than his body really was. he didn’t feel as if he was a child then, but a mere ant trying to avoid being crushed by the pressure of his parents. he loved and still loves (without labeling it), his brother. but with that love, it taught him loss. it taught him how much the heart can yearn for what once was. it taught him that loving someone might not be enough. sure, he was wrong about the reasons saeyoung left but the scars will always be there. he loved mint eye - his new home where he was accepted. the lessons mint eye taught him felt like they could never be unlearned. 
if he was to try and love again, would the cycle only continue? he never experienced romantic love so he would once again be clueless when trying to figure out if he was experiencing genuine or toxic love.
“if they really love you, they would love all of you-”
you heard him let out a small noise of confusion before continuing.
“some who loves you will love things you don’t even love about yourself. You are not as bad as you try to act saeran, i promise,” you softly spoke.
saeran deserved more than you could ever give him. you may want to be the one to make him happy but you don’t want to prevent him from being at his happiest. you knew you could get over him - no you didn’t, but you needed to pretend to feel a little better - so you had to support him.
“do you mean that,” saeran spoke, his voice sounding small, “you think I’m worthy of being loved?”
“i know you are.”
“this makes this a little easier,” saeran quietly started speaking, his voice getting a little more confident as his words progressed. “i think that i am falling for you more and more each day. i know i am not the best person, but i want to experience these feelings with you…if you’d let me?”
you knew if anyone saw you right now, they would laugh at how you rolled to the other side of your bed and pinched yourself. saeran was the first legitimate crush you had, the idea of it being returned seemed unrealistic. you didn’t know how to react and barely managed to reply.
“i want to experience this with you too.”
you both didn’t fully understand what exactly comes next, but that was part of the beauty of it. two inexperienced souls trying to navigate a complicated emotion, wanting to learn and grow together. you were a little scared but knowing saeran was willing to figure it out with you made you more than happy to look toward the future.
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mystic-headcanons · 8 months
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the rfa at the eras tour
this is entirely self indulgent LMAO but here's how the characters would be @ the eras tour.
zen would love the concert. while he may not listen to all of her music, he very much enjoyed the entire set and especially loved how happy you were to be there. probably wouldn't join in on any of the chants or trade any bracelets, but instead looks at you with a smile every time you do. definitely takes a lot of pictures of you, and taylor, and then the both of you because your matching outfits are just the cutest. his favorite era would either be lover-- he can't help but look at you throughout the entirety of lover-- or 1989, because the visuals and the sound just completely enrapture him.
yoosung would just be happy to be there! knows her earlier stuff, but doesn't really know anything beyond 1989. goes feral over the fearless era, and screams almost as loud as you along to love story. if there's a proposal at your concert, you can bet he'd be crying while witnessing it-- and also a little jealous that he didn't think of the same idea. poor boy almost dies during vigilante shit-- his face is redder than a tomato and he chokes on his spit as he tries to look anywhere but the stage. you take many photos of this.
saeyoung is almost as excited as you are. he lives for anything that lets him dress up. he sat there making hundreds of friendship bracelets for you, spent hours shopping both online and in person for the perfect matching outfits, learned every chant and every song so he could fully enjoy the experience with you. and he did! however, any video anyone within five feet of him took would be unusable because he'd he screaming at the top of his lungs. holds you close during the lover and speak now era and definitely cries at one point during the show. fills up the entirety of his phone storage with only pictures and videos of you and him or just you.
jumin is. not having a good time. LMAO this man doesn't like huge crowds like that, and doesn't know most of the songs and craves the quiet comfort of his home. however, one look at you has him relaxing and a small, soft smile taking over his tense features. this was entirely for you, of course, and seeing you so happy and excited was enough to quiet any discomfort he might've felt. doesn't take any photos or videos, but he'll let you pull him down for selfies. the only video he has from that night is the one you sent to him of him kissing the crown of your head during lover.
jaehee is just excited to be there with you! she's a casual fan of taylor swift-- she doesn't really fangirl over anyone that's not zen-- so she probably won't know any of the chants, and definitely won't trade any bracelets, but she'll happily dress up with you. sings along under her breath to the songs that she knows, and just nods along to the ones that she doesn't. really likes the midnights era- and especially vigilante shit. blushes whenever you hold her hand or kiss her cheek or sing to her during the love songs. she takes one or two photos.
saeran absolutely refuses to go with you at first. attending a three and a half hour concert with thousands of people attending sounds like his own personal hell, but when you go to ask saeyoung to accompany you, saeran finally relents. "fine!" he'll grumble, "no need to ask my idiot brother. i'll go with you." you...hadn't suggested that to make him change his mind, but. a win is a win! he doesn't do any of the chants or any of the bracelets, and doesn't dress up. (or, at least, he doesn't wear anything he wouldn't usually wear, but. it's looks pretty reputation era, so you're happy.) despite his grumbling and his anxiety, saeran really did love seeing you so happy and carefree. is surprised by how much he enjoyed the reputation era, and ignores your smug look as he adds the songs to his playlist later on. refuses to take any pictures or videos, and will only be in a few for you.
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