#sad hours tonight

[pinkkinoko]

Dancing With Your Ghost AU

“I didn’t know you could dance California”

“Most people didn’t”

Dying doesn’t suddenly make you want to live, it doesn’t erase all the things that made you want to die, either, but Billy regrets not being able to live with Eddie in the same dingy trailer park—the same one Max lives in now.

#mungrove #billy hargrove #eddie munson #sad hours tonight #softly holding myself and crying

[burslprots]

My power went out at my apartment, and when I walked around the hallways to see how much of the building was affected, no one pulled me into the corner of the stairwell or into their unit to grope me...

#sad hours tonight #i need to explore an abandoned building with a fuckbuddy so they can scare me into compliance ❤️❤️❤️

[moony-sky]

Have you loved yourself today? Because you should. There is only one you on this planet. You are special. The entire universe aligned so that you could be here. Your existence has changed someone's life. Please see how beautiful you are and show yourself immense love and appreciation. You deserve it.

#self love #sad hours tonight #so i wanted to try to make at least one of you feel better #you are all so perfect #i love you #startime

[roseytoesy]

Vore vent thing…

do you ever just want to hide away from the world? I do often since stress is fairly detrimental to my health but I can’t avoid it since it’s in my very genetics to be anxious all the time.

I just want to be held, told it’s going to be ok, that I can take a break. To be swallowed up and kept safe in their very core as I cry my heat out knowing that they are the only one hearing me. that I can kick and scream and yell and they are more than fine with it, they’ve had much rougher prey than me before. But after it’s all said and done. I’d be able to sleep peacefully in the warm plush darkness of them. Knowing I’ll wake up to a new day with them at my side, willing and ready to protect and support me through my hard times in life…

#sad hours tonight #sometimes I really hate collage #it’s so disheartening at times #it’s just one class but gosh #it’s killing me #feels like it is… #roses ramblings #soft vore #safe vore #venting #sorry about that #but I wanted to share the vore thoughts #even if they are sad #tomorrows another day #I’ll be ok #eventually #right?

[cheernerds-a]

late post but honestly I feel like . . prim would love to get married, she’s just scared that no one would love her that much to want to tie the knot

#i.‏‏‏‏‎ ' * . 𝙾𝙾𝙲 . ◞‏‏‎ : general . ' #also the fact that like . . she doesn’t make it very far into her life #she doesn’t make it past 40 and she doesn’t want to hurt her lover by leaving them without a wife #I dunno just thinking about this and feeling sad #sad hours tonight

[zer0point5ive]

thinking about adam actively seeking comfort from lawrence even after lawrence shot him. holding on to lawrence. begging him to stay. upsets me greatly ..

#sorry boss i cant make it tonight i gotta get real sad about a couple of very specific things nd then stare at a wall. yeah its an #all night thing #saw 2004 #chainshipping #lawrence gordon #adam stanheight #adam faulkner stanheight #adam had nothing. then he had something for a few hours. nd then that was ripped away from him too #lawrence had someone who saw him. who he couldnt hide from. & then he didn’t. didn’t have adam or anyone. #sick to my stomach ! #📹

[beaft]

today i went through my wardrobe in my childhood room and got rid of a bunch of clothes that i haven't worn for years. i used to dress very manic-pixie-dream-girl: lots of pastels and polka dots, glitter and sequins and ribbons and ruffles, babydoll dresses, rainbow knee socks, candy bracelets, trainers that lit up and flashed when i walked.

i got a little sad while i was bundling it all into boxes - i guess because a part of me still loves those clothes, even though they don't feel like me anymore. transition has been good for me and hard for me in equal measure, because it's forced me to examine who i am beyond my appearance. as a teenager, i was very wedded to the idea of being small and cute and elfin and non-threatening, and i got a lot of euphoria whenever people viewed or described me that way.

but was it a healthy sort of euphoria? some of it was connected to poor body image - i was terrified of being fat, terrified of looking ugly. i don't know if it's good to tie your identity and your happiness to something as ephemeral as prettiness. sometimes the things that make you happy aren't necessarily the things that are best for you. being told that i looked "fragile" made me happy once, but that doesn't mean it was good for me to hear.

when it comes down to it, i think my ultimate goal is to be myself, utterly myself, and for my sense of self-worth to be divorced from other people's opinions. i want to abandon my desire for the approval of strangers. it's the difference between an uncomfortable, itchy designer outfit that you only wear because it gets you compliments, and a boring, comfortable sweatshirt that smells like home.

#eating disorder cw #i see so many radfems who are like 'it's so sad how she [meaning a trans man] went from being pretty to being a short fat balding man' #and it just seems kind of ironic that these self-proclaimed feminists are still evaluating women #(or rather people they *perceive* as women) #on the basis of their appearance #like: you're not pretty anymore. therefore you're no longer worthy of my respect. #it really shows how antithetical their views are to genuine women's rights advocacy #anyway. navel gazing hours tonight i guess

[king-alfred]

He is for England. My England... my love.

#the last kingdom #king alfred #uhtred #david dawson #alexander dreymon #tlk #tlk gifs #tlk alfred #tlk uhtred #tlk fandom #alfred x uhtred #tlk season 3 #uhtred of bebbanburg #uhtred ragnarsson #we are in our sad hours tonight!!!!!!!!!! #3x09 #my gifs #these shots are just. #too much!

[stardustvanfleet]

soft pretty bob jakey bc i’ve been having a tough week and i miss him :-( 🩷

#i want him to post soooooo bad. #these past couple days have just been…. so terrible for me. today i was at the restaurant and i started crying in the kitchen #and the owner saw me. and asked if i needed to go home for a while. #so now i’m waiting and i have to give her a call soon to see if they can manage tonight without me or if i need to go back in. #and dude…… not to be dramatic but i’ve been sitting here crying for the past hour i really do not want to go back in #i really don’t feel like i can wait tables tonight. i’m exhausted and just so sad. idk. #li speaks #jake

[xoxoemynn]

Hey :(

Saw about the show. I guess the little hope we all had is over. How are you doing (sorry if asked before)?

Honestly, not great. I generally considered myself to be a more cautious clown, but it really did seem like there was hope. Also, I wasn't expecting to hear anything, good or bad, for at least another month, so that's a shock as well.

I forced myself off the couch to get groceries and ended up crying in a Target, so that was fun. Then I got home and was back on my couch and finally the ugly crying began.

I'm so grateful for this show. I'm so grateful for the two beautiful seasons. I'm grateful for the cast and the crew and every single person who brought it to life. I'm grateful for this fandom and all the friends I've made here. And I'm grateful the show ended in a happy place for Ed and Stede.

But right now I'm just really fucking sad.

Sending so much love and hugs to everyone going through it right now. This isn't fair, and OFMD deserved to go out on its own terms. And yes, life will begin again. But right now, just feel what you're feeling and know we're all beside you. 💕

#ask #Anonymous #ofmd #just BIG SAD HOURS #I really thought we had a shot I really thought we'd see them again #also Daphne is at my parent's tonight so it's just me and uhhhhh #not doing great here fam #ANYWAY #HUGS

[yellowmagicalgirl]

Remember your wife

I don't, recall.

So they did take your life.

Not me, at all.

All the suffering strife, and sin

She's still enthralled.

I have endured,

Yet still, they win

#the mechanisms #the bifrost incident #tbi sigyn #tbi loki #it's sad lesbian hours tonight!

[vengeful-horde-of-angry-ghosts]

If my heart had a dick Tamsyn Muir would kick it.

Re-reading GtN and seeing the roots of her status as saddest girl in the universe is fucking killing me tonight.

#sad Gideon hours #which is basically always but extra bad tonight #saddest girl in the universe #gideon nav #kiriona gaia #tlt

[mjfass]

Me, after just one week without AdaMJF.

#aew #Adam Cole #MJF #AdaMJF #I am sad now #lexie speaks #but I have so much work to do tonight (last night I worked for 7 hours) so I’ll have to ignore my feelings 🙂🙂 LOL

[kaidabakugou]

the new girl at one of my favorite bakeries called me pretty this morning and it literally melted all my stress away 🥺

#kai.rambles #i was feeling sad bc my grandma is in the hospital and when i went to visit her they wouldn’t let me pass bc my license is expired #which okay ik that’s my fault but i took my passport with me just in case and the guy straight up told me that it wasn’t a valid form of id #and im like yeah tf it is ITS A PASSPORT and he said no #and while i was waiting for my mom to come down to the lobby an old lady came in and he turned her away for the same thing #and dudeee okay you turn me away fine fuck off but an old ladyyy??? at that age they don’t pay attention to that just let her pass #and then he argued with another woman bc she brought a flower arrangement and it had water so he couldn’t allow it HELLOOO??!? #so i had to leave and went to go get breakfast for my mom at least bc she stayed the night and i was supposed to stay the day #and when i came back to give her the food she told me that the nurse that was with my grandma asked what happened bc she wasn’t expecting #my mom to return and when my mom told her she immediately got so angry bc that same guy #didn’t allow her and a couple other nurses to bring in a cake for one of the residents #who’s birthday is today and they had a full on argument this morning #so it was all in all awful and now my mom has been there for more than 20 hours until later tonight when my aunt goes over :( #anyway this turned into a whole rant im sorry but im so mad bc i know for a FACT that a passport is a valid form of id #and he was just being a fkn dick #but the girl called me pretty and it took some stress off and she really liked my blush #and i liked hers so we had a little makeup 101 exchange and it was so nice at least 🥺 #and i have a couple cute asks to answer that have made my day as well so i’ll get to those in a few 🥰

[bluesidedown]

Gratitude time

#today im doing it because it's easy and im overflowing with thankful things #very often i do it because it's hard #probably good to remember it CAN be easy #anyway #thankful for my team im gonna be travelling with and the enciuragement they are #its good to remember i am not on this ceazy ride alone #thankful for a genuinely good rich fulfilling day of class/prep #and the stories of God’s amazing provision from an incredible middle eastern guy who shared with us #and for the moroccan lady i met who now somehow is cooking us lunch tomorrow so now i get to try moroccan food #and her hospitality #and for a good comfy bed and the gift of a private room this qeek #and wifi cuz hey that's a bonus (not to be taken for granted this next month) #and a remarkable number of solutions for dumb lil problems #and for the fact that my goodby with The Boy tonight (the big goodbye. for 8 months) #which both of us were dreading because yknow the Big Sad #didnt actually hit either of us emotionally while we were together #which was such a gift. we got to spend 3 hours together just being peaceful and present and having good conversations #and thinking about how to do dating well this year #and praying together #and it was just. so good #and i am so so glad i get to date him this year and share this crazy thing with him even though itvis gonna be really really hard sometimes #and he made me a bracelet to take with me 🥺

[tblsomedoodles]

A SHITTY SETUP WILL NOT STOP ME!

have some Apocalypse Don being soft with his little daughter (with a bonus teen clara doodle.)

i'm on a trip yet all i've been wanting to do is draw this girl and her dad! I was literally drawing at a resturant instead of interacting properly. i just...needed to see these two.

#tmnt #rottmnt #seer twins au #apocalypse timeline #my doodles #oc clara #rise donatello #i've been fighting with an 8 yo tiny ass tablet #and krita #unfortunately i cannot draw how i normally do #b/c i just can't do clean inks with this setup #it's sad #i should go to bed #i've had like 4 hours of sleep #b/c of stupid choices last night #i probably won't get the chance to do this again over the weekend #but i could tonight so yay #i needed to draw these two interacting #even just a little bit