#s back from school

[devilofthepit]

i am so much more mentally ill than i was last year but also in different ways. the problems i had a year ago have not gone away but i care significantly less now #growth unfortunately my current problems are now worse.

#i dont havé the mental fortitude to look at the long ass new years resolution list i made in my notes app when my phone was dying on the bu #s back from school #but i saw someone posting abt their resolutions and i remembered tjem and man everything i cared about was so stupid likr none of it mattere #d all my problems were so small #i mean i remember the state i was in around this time last year and thays not entirely true i was dealing witj scjool and a job etc but most #of my resolutions were just to stop caring so much abt things that #i never should have cared about in the first place #not that my problems are that bad now. many of them would be solved by not having a fever and not pmsing #some of them tho. are representative of larger issues. but i handle them #i just want to mot have to handle them for once i think having a fever is my body’s way of telling me to slow down and relax and not try to #have everything together but ive been sick for so many days that its getting old and i want to be done and there are legit things to do like #fucking finals #but i will survive life goes on etc #im not usually a new years resolution person but i think it might help to be more thoughtful and introspective instead of repressing #everything so perhaps i shall try again this year

[tariah23]

aisjsjjensnJAJAJ

#because… we wrote one idiot 😭!!! #I guess wp and nbs just learned that black ppl have our own National anthem and are of course spazzing tf out #just… write one? #yourselves??? if this is such a big deal like kskskskskl #there’s no arguing with racists but this is still funny #I saw a few black folks not know about it but they probably either went to white schools or aren’t from America so they missed out on #having to sing lift every voice and sing for 5 days a week 8 years straight #I only sung it for 7 since my 8th grade teacher didn’t care if we did it or not #I just didn’t feel like standing up sorry and I’m sure her lazy ass didn’t either that’s why she didn’t care lmfao #no wait I did do it for 8 years because my mom made my teacher hold me back in 3rd grade 🗿…. so #crying #you can feel the antiblackness roll off of that ‘s’ #rambling

[sojutrait]

number 1 ice spice enjoyer

#ts4 #sims 4 cas #s #*magda guerrero #shes actually an old oc from when i was like in middle school so pre-ice spice fkgjfgk #but im bringing her back and ik she loves her #see i can post sims sometimes

[kyoshi-lesbians]

aang when he says "the monks taught us" katara when she says "my grandmother used to tell me" sokka when he says "my dad" zuko when he says "my uncle" toph when. the badgermoles.

#like they all have heros & lineages that they are aiming to follow in tbe footsteps of #including when those footsteps are bucking against the lineage (iroh / zuko) #the tradgedy is that their world has been so devastated that these kids cant 'go back' #they are the masters of a new turning point #aang & katara carrying this burden the most #and then there's toph. who bucks against her family to assert her agency and establishes #a name(s) (blind bandit. the runaway) for herself . as disconcerted from her prominent lineage as she can be #in this way. her starting a metal bending school - creating a lineage of students - fits so well #i feel like if you asked older toph about where she came from #she'd tell you. a cave in a mountain with her teachers the badger moles. ykwim? #r.post

[fauvester]

yadeks girl ❤️

#dee s 9 #garashir adoption au #hes pickin her up from her shuttle home from school abroad on the new cardassian metro... #ISKRA IS SUCH A DADDYS GIRL. LITTLE PRINCESS!!! #cmon how could you not want to give her anything she asks for? shes the PRINCESS #she loves reading and arguing and memorization and recitation and following just enough of the rules to skirt getting into trouble.. #but still naive and young enough to be gently led in the direction garak wants #shes garaks silly rabbit!! #she doesnt get on nearly as well with julian. who gets a little more proscriptive as he gets older and has Thoughts about her life #she will argue back. the rest of the kids will say “ok dadek” and quietly do their own thing

[moeblob]

Just casually dropping relationship statuses after Azure Gleam or something.

(I really should play more SB but hhhhhh)

#fe warriors three hopes #hubert von vestra #ingrid brandl galatea #edelgard von hresvelg #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #honestly its just like super possible since ya dont ever actually finish off hubert or my ginger son #and edelgard is there after manipulation to be nice and really confused about absolutely everything #while dimitri is just ????????????????? even though he was present the entire time for things to not unfold between hubert and ingrid #but also just imagine hubert and ingrid getting along in school for the brief time and whenever blions encounter him on the battlefield #she just like beams and waves and he waves back before fleeing #basically i like hubert and ingrid and im fond of making that everyones problem #honestly i played a map in sb recently as like trying to get s rank and buddy #it was so sad i was trying to get the 1500 kills and like ..... had to send everyone except me to go guard #and then i had to waste three minutes of my life not finishing the fight easily and waited for enemies to respawn at ONE POINT on the map #and eventually yes i did get the s rank for it but bro #running away from the final enemy of the map to avoid ending the fight with 1200 kills #waiting and taking no damage from her attacks as i stood still waiting for random enemies to spawn in 20s or so #it took me too long...

[norylight]

OH MA GAAAAAD

#fiona and cake #everybody stay calm #STAY FUCKING CALM #KDGSPSKXJXH #IM S P E E C L E S S #i just came back from school GODDDDD #adventure time #marshall lee #gumlee

[aprilblossomgirl]

random sound win moment [2/?] nothing. no context. just sound and win throwing looks at each other. in whatever occasions available. (my school president, episode 5)

#my school president #soundwin #*gifs #*random soundwin moment(s) #now that i have rewatched this scene for who knows how many times this will never not be funny to me. #sound didn't need to smile to himself like that #also win didn't need to turn his head like that (your neck buddy) #i love this embarrassing (affectionate) pair so much 🤍 #on a serious note though i took this scene to heart #it was a good good thing win met sound there #so that he was stopped from backing off from the competition he wanted to participate because of his self-doubt #his competitive side (especially toward sound) worked for good there #sound standing there making sure win really registered #also the way he supported win on stage in his own way #(that in a way win somehow understood) #and so finally their first hug *cry*

[wayfinderships]

I WILL get this assignment done and I WILL get f/o kissies as a reward!

#pan rambles #Yes this is how I motivate myself to get stuff done- #I'm almost done thankfully! #I simply ask for extra kisses from Snow once I finish! #oh and speaking of which- #if you're wondering what my s/i does after the trilogy/in the new world... #the first thing they do is go back to school to finish their studies since they never got to do that since... y'know...The Plot happened #Snow is very supportive of them finishing their studies! Hehe! he's so proud of his smart husband! #The kiddos aren't born till some years after Panchi finishes all their studies and such

[deus-ex-mona]

a n y w a y s listen to nagisa’s new song it’ll change your life

#this new v tuber singer dude is excellent at singing ngl. his voice is very upbeat and goes well with the song #[​enojun version waiting room intensifies] #ok but. is it s e r i o u s l y just me or did they actually use a ukulele for this song #idk but that ukulele-sounding instrument reminds me of this guy who would walk around playing his ukulele at school back in the days of yore #the backing track also sounds familiar somehow… like one of those kindness movements/life insurance commercials maybe? #no idea wh y but i can picture nagisa singing this by the beach. y’know. nagisa singing at the nagisa— #this song is def gonna make me laugh or cry (or both) when it gets an mv… #it could be either hilarious or heartbreaking with no in-between #but man. nagisa. his long time crush comes back home looking (presumably) like a maiden in love and he’s just. #‘:( i’m not the one who made her like this :((( but she’s super cute though’ #i m mad coping with the thoughts that hiyoko started to fall for nagisa with the distance between them (absence and the fonder heart or sth) #a n d that she only seemed fine when she went back bc she didn’t want him to see her upset about having to leave for the city b u t. #auasusuxuxuxuxhaughhhhhshhshshshshsh im c o p i n g #if hiyo ends up with one of the lips im gonna write a nagisa x the leftover lip enemies to lovers manifesto d o n t t e s t m e o k— #aaaaaaauauaaaaaaaaaaa im sorry i lied when i said i was done with my 2k23 nagisa crisis i’ll be done after this. maybe. #the dude from gamushara

[i-bring-crack]

khggjhgj

Thomas Andre/Lennart Niermann Au where Thomas met Lennart when he was young and still living in Europe with his parents and then they migrated to the US and Thomas who had been comfortable at one point then felt excluded in everything, got bullied, shit went down all through out highschool to the point where he became a ganster and in his last year he met Lennart again, the new foreing student in his class.

Thomas does remember some faint memories but Lennart is pure blank, black space completely because Thomas looks NOTHING like when they first met. And Lennart still has a cute pouty mouth and the german accent is giving him off a lot, he tends to have the same eating and homework habits as he did when they were young, were it not for puberty hitting him like a truck he would have been theliteral same child as before.

#solo leveling #lennart niermann #thomas andre #thomas/lennart #Laura in the back also being their childhood friend who met Thomas again in middle school or first year highschool and being like #wtf yo who t f is you? #THOMAS? #I do have this bigass headcanon that i was actually going to put into a oneshot but got deleted #that thomas didnt have a childhoof or friends growing up due to all the struggles his family was going through trying to survive in #a new country #and the oneshot was going to be about childhood shows from different countries being shown #and the gang of national hunters plus other s ranks having their reactions #lennart was just going to watch disney movies with him #yes that was also lennart/thomas oneshot as a stablished relationship #god i wish i could do that fic when i get the chance

[isfjmel-phleg]

🧼📦

I'm reading reviews of that graphic novel, wondering if anyone else has noticed how no one in this book interacts like an ordinary human (very few readers apparently have!), and somebody was actually calling for book-banning, saying TSG "shouldn't really be in modern school libraries" due to its problematic elements, and I just...................

Yes, the problematic elements exist, but a) a book written in 1911 is not going to have the worldview of one written today and it is unreasonable to expect it to, b) the problematic elements are an opportunity for discussion and learning (e.g. this is how many of a certain type of people thought back then, and here's why we understand now that that's wrong), c) we need to be honest and open about problems of the past so that we can learn from them, rather than trying to sweep them under the rug to make ourselves look and feel better, d) some problematic elements do not necessarily mean that there is nothing else of worth in the story, e) if you only read material that is perfectly sanitized with nothing "problematic" in it, you're not going to read much and you're not going to learn how to interact with anything you might not agree with, f) how is this really any different from calling for book-banning for other reasons, and g) you can always choose not to read something that you find offensive if you don't want to but you don't get to make that call for other people.

#random personal stuff #back on my soapbox feel free to ignore #this one is about a review that called for T S G to be banned from school libraries and why I have a problem with that

[imaginedrago-ss]

my romanian mom just called me 2 say "be careful that noone steals ur things in tge airport u know how romanians r"

#she also told me how some kids in her school stole the wallet from another teacher;s purse right under her nose & only gave it back after #class when they had counted up all the money in it (still under da teacher;s nose). whar can i say bro good for them

[curiositykilledtheradiostar]

Don't ask me to elaborate, Jacobi and Maxwell are ADHD autism solidarity but Eiffel and Minkowski are ADHD autism hostility, thank you for coming to my TED talk

#Eiffel and Minkowski are friends despite it but also like get on eachothers nerves in the worst possible ways #I am projecting heavily onto Minkowski but I think I Have A Point #Sometimes you get sensory overload and social burnout hitting at the same time bad enough you can't form words let alone be ''nice'' #and your bestie with ADHD is understimulated and can't physically stop talking and moving and making n o i s e #and you are stuck in the same space and just have to deal with it. #be that walking back from school or a space station 8 lightyears from earth is irrelevant #Minkowski leans heavily on routines and order they are very Important to her. meanwhile Eiffel is allergic to any sort of consistency #Look if I was her and on a space station with a handbook I was meant to memorize I would also learn my damn space rules. #I would also go absolutely ballistic at anyone who refused to even look at said space rules #Autistic Minkowski is very special to me let me have this #wolf 359 #Doug eiffel #renee minkowski #commander minkowski #curio chatter

[ouchhq]

>:(

#i need to vent a little im sorry pls ignore this if u are bothered by my thoughts #SH tw !!!!!! #this morning i was supposed to have my weekly therapy session but i had to cancel bc my mom got covid and obviously stayed home from work #and i do online therapy and i didnt feel comfortable doing it with my mom around but i really needed to do it tbh #and then my professor replied to my email with all of the things ive been working on since august and didnt say anything about the material #he just asked to call me on the phone tomorrow and i started to spiral…. like Spiral with a capital s #even now thinking about it my stomach sinks bc i have this feeling that his feedback is going to be negative and i just know my #barely existent self esteem is going to break and idk what im gonna do with myself then #this afternoon while i was spiraling all i wanted to do was /hurt/ myself. i kept thinking that i wasnt good enough and i had done a #horrible job.. so bad that he couldnt even tell me by email but needed to do it on the phone and i felt like throwing up and i couldnt get #/​that/ thought out of my head and i could only cry #and all of this not even actually knowing what my professors feed back is going to be because this is just all in my head #but i was talking to my school friends and they were like oh its gonna be fine even if he doesnt like it u can still put the project in ur #portfolio hes not even our professor anymore and so on #and i kept saying that i knew that but i just could not handle that sort of feedback and rejection mentally #i was telling them that i knew i would crumble if i got real negative feedback and i was terrified of that and they just couldnt get it and #idk it made me feel really lonely #im a bit calmer now but i feel so depressed #i am really anticipating something that will hurt really bad

[stubz]

did anyone else know a kid in their class who would store things in those ceiling panels? y'know the ones that you can push up with a broom?

during every lunch when the teacher left he would stand on his desk and fish out a lunch box and water bottle along with whatever snack wasn't allowed in class, like a ring pop or something. One day the teacher came back earlier than expected and caught him so he made him take everything out.

Kevin takes out 3 water bottles, a lunch box, a comic book, and three textbooks/workbooks and I think a sweater. Now everytime i see those ceiling panels i think of who could be using it as a secret storage space

#storytime #kevin isn't his real name btw #he got away with this for almost the whole school year #but then mr S came back from the teachers lounge earlier than expected #honestly impressive how he had the time down so perfectly considering we were in 3rd grade