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blucassiopeia · 11 months
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Vanilla Twilight
ー requested by anon!
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warnings: angst, mentions of su!c!de, freak accidents, depression and moving on
a/n: um, anon, and all, i don't know if you can enjoy this but have fun reading! but don't let this piece confuse you, but it's okay to be confused, just ask me wink wink
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Osamu remembered the frantic airport staffs, inaudible yellings, running around and incessant radio communication. He can just make up a little but got no clue what was happening.
Osamu remembered the cute giggles of the 5-yr-old twins, a reaction from a silly-faced Tetsurou that he wished he took a picture from to laugh at with the others later that evening.
And you. Osamu remembered your laughters, eliciting from the giggles of your twins, wrapping your arms around your 3-yr-old toddler dressed in Hawaiian shirt seated on your lap. He remembered that he grumbled at the thought that the six of you are seated on a bench just off the waiting area of the Okinawa airport and wearing the same Hawaiian outfits as a pun. He remembered he tried not to blame you for his outfit because you were very attractive in your sundress to blame at.
And thenー
And then, he achingly remembered you crying so hard, a face he and Tetsurou worked so hard to erase from you after being widowed exactly a year ago. You cried after hearing something so illogical for him to also process as he walked with the airport staff to wherever they are taking him.
He remembered bombarding the GC until someone anyone replies something, anything. Much to his dismay, the ones who replied are not with the others. He was shaking, kept guided by the staffs as they enter a frantic room. Some of them shot their eyes on Osamu and he remembered someone whimpered from the side but he didn't cared.
"Sir? Can you confirm things for us?" He remembered he heard a lady talking to him, asking. He nodded so absentmindedly as he stared at his phone, constantly dinging and ringing.
"The one flight you're waiting for is JP3749 from Tokyo to Okinawa flight time 8:45 - 10:30am, is that correct?" He nodded, eyes still in his phone. He remembered he didn't wanna look anyone in the eyes.
"It is a chartered commercial plane and you know everyone on board except for the crew, am I correct sir?"
He remembered shaking at the question. "Is my brother okay?" was the first question he administered to the staffs. It was hoarse, from pending tears and nervousness and anxiety dwelling from within.
"We have the list of the passengers listed from Haneda Airport. We need you to confirm it."
And a clump of paper was issued on his sight, across the table. He remembered he first recognized Yuu's name, followed by Koushi's and the list went on. His eyes scanned it fast.
Ushijima Wakatoshi
Hirugami Fukuro
Hoshiumi Korai
Kageyama Tobio
Meian Shugo
Kita Shinsuke
Hinata Shoyo
Suna Rintaro
Miya Atsumu
Heisuke Riseki
Akaashi Keiji
Sakusa Kiyoomi
Yamamoto Taketora
Kozume Kenma
Tsukishima Akiteru
Tsukishima Saeko
Tsukishima Daiki
Tanaka Ryuunosuke
Tanaka Kiyoko
The list was still long but his eyes were glued at his brother's name. He remembered blinking so hard, tapping so hard on the desk, shallow breaths, his shaking thighs and falling tears. He remembered wishing he was only dreaming.
"Rescue teams? Are the rescue teams going? Please take me. My brother's in there."
"The airline provided a rescue team, they're maybe en route the crash site, off the coast of Miyazaki."
He remembered asking for more rescue teams but they said they still have to assess the situation. What the fuck, he remembered cursing under his breaths, growling at them for more rescue teams. His friends, his brother needs every rescue personnel right at that moment. He remembered begging on his knees for help, on taking him there if it is what it takes, anything he can do to help save everyone, anyone, especially his brother.
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He remembered convincing himself that they are well, and they had a good crash if ever any crash was good and they're just not answering their phones because it's in flight mode probably. But the anxiousness he's feeling was off the charts.
He remembered the stinging sun and the wild August waves of Miyazaki and how he wished he had a picture of you to calm him down while heading to the actual crash site in a speedboat. He left you with Tetsurou and the kids in Okinawa, to peel you away from the anxiousness as remotely as possible though he knows that won't help. He remembered and regretted, he should've stayed with you instead.
He remembered his mom waiting for him in the port area where the rescue teams are gathering and he ignored her, still can't find the right words to say, and maybe a big bit guilty for dodging something like this alone. He remembered he stared at her eyes, promising to take his brother home, to which he knew was impossible now, but he had to at least try. His brother was his everything, though sometimes they may bicker but he loved him more than anything.
Six weeks in and still got a quarter of the bodies to recover. He remembered that for every body he saw and recognized, he prayed his brother was just alive and off a beach somewhere, keeping his silly smile intact. Every body he sees and recognizes, he cries for forgiveness and wishes to the stars for anything to quell his unsurmountable despair.
Thenー
Then, he remembered seeing his shirt floating way off the crash site. He remembered jumping to the water, the yells of the rescuers far off behind him. He remembered grabbing it, paddling and crying, hugging it and whirling his head in search for the owner. He remembered diving, to which the rescuers forcefully grabbed him out of the water, scolding him but he didn't care. He was holding his brother's tattered shirt. He knew it's his, he has a matching dark one to which Atsumu gifted him three Christmas ago.
His world fell into pieces.
He can't remember the trip back to Okinawa, but he remembered wishing he was dead like what the others assumed the other quarter still missing. He remembered them assuming they must've been blown up due to the explosion of the fuselage of the plane, he can't listen to them anymore.
He remembered you, crying infront of him, begging for some good news but Osamu just hanged his head low in tears to which you cried your heart out with the others he didn't remember. He remembered the news declaring there are no survivors and how the country grieved for the young lives taken, for the still budding small families of Tadashi, Akiteru, Keiji.. how the Japanese Volleyball Association grieved for all the volleyball players, the bests among the generation. The world grieved with them, but he didn't care much of their sympathy.
He remembered you sleeping in his arms after a long day of crying, him waking up to your sobs and he kisses your head so tenderly to somehow comfort you but he knew he can't ever take the pain away, as much as it can't do to his. He remembered hugging you tight and letting you cry until you both fell asleep.
Then.. he remembered waking up at 2am, without you in his arms. He remembered searching for you in the bed and on the floor, only to find a closed but lit bathroom. He remembered dozing again to sleep. He remembered letting Tetsurou punch his guts out and yelling after Osamu saw your figure sprawled on the cold floor of the bathroom, blood covered the floor, already dried from your wrists. He remembered kneeling and begging for you to wake up, and Kenjiro dragging him away from your body to check some life outta you.
He remembered Kenjiro crying, padding your cold wrist and temples for signs of pulse, and yelled for an ambulance.
He remembered your kids crying.
He remembered that the already shattered world he has just shattered a bit more, now to dust and got blown by the August dry winds.
He remembered praying hard to the stars for one more chance.
He remembered praying hard, asking for a replay so maybe he can change what'll happen.
He remembered praying, crying hard to the dawn skies.
His reminiscing was cutted off by a very familiar giggle and he can't help but smile.
"Chamuuuu~"
He turned his head to face your daughter, Hinata, running towards his sitting self on the beach, basking in the vanilla twilight. She was followed by a bullying Tetsurou and your sons, Takeshi and Mitsuki.
Hinata quickly sat on Osamu's lap and stared at his face, and immediately frowned, wiping dried tears off his cheeks. Osamu kissed her little hands and stared at your face in her face, a spitting image of her mother.
"Let's go. Doc Daisuke is already here to pick us up."
Osamu kissed Hinata's cheek to which she giggled again, her golden-hair blending to the pastel colors of the skies. He stood on his feet and picked her up, huffing as he took one last look of the shore you should've seen. He wishes you're here, wishes you're all here to witness this spectacle.
"I bet they're somehow glad we are still alive and kicking." Tetsurou mused as he too stared at the twilight, achingly slow on turning to a light blue hue.
You might've never known when you're still alive, that Osamu loves you, but he wonders that now you're in a much better place and looking after them, do you realize it? Of how he just wanted you to be happy even if it took a big toll on him? Of how your death, his last thread holding up his happiness, snapped in just one moment unannounced?
Maybe. And maybe he can move forward. It won't be the same anymore but as long as he don't forget his lost friends, his brother, you, it'll suffice, the memory will suffice. For as long as he thinks about you, he won't feel so alone. His vast feelings for the ones he has lost is as the ocean and it will keep him alive and moving.
He felt Hinata snuggle on the crook of his neck, and God he wished it was you. "Chamuu~ cold."
"Okay, let's go."
Maybe it's not so bad to stitch back his happiness, with the memories he won't dare forget, to the new ones he'll achieve soon, and to the new people he'll meet, and to the ones that remained, that you had left him.
"I'll reopen Onigiri Miya. What will you do, Tetsurou?"
"Open a volleyball clinic for the kids. Yuki will help after she retires from figure skating in two months, everyone left will help."
"I'm thinking of Fukurodani to be their school, can we finance it?"
"Doc Takashi and Doc Akaashi is going all out for the kids, don't worry."
And before Osamu knew it, they're heading back to mainland Japan after one and a half long year, Okinawa far behind, and plans for the future waiting for him to get signed.
Reblogs and interactions are appreciated. Theories will be entertained. Cassie 2023.
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turrondeluxe · 1 year
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So, so, so in love with old Mikey and his little beans !!!
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rival-ado · 9 months
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Sonic request incoming ough: Super Sonic being a cocky dork
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ive actually been listening to the sonic frontiers ost almost an embarrassing amount
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house-of-daena · 7 months
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Imagine walking in on Zhongli fucking Baizhu in his ass and just being like "Pleasing yourselves without my permission? How naughty.." and then proceeding to fuck them stupid as punishment. overstimulating Baizhu while Zhongli watches and Zhongli with his hands tied behind his back so he can't pleasure himself, making him beg to cum even once while Baizhu's came like 17 times. Then once satisfied with the begging finally fucking Zhongli until you're both satisfied<333
-Skin
ohhh i can imagine 😋
punishing them both for having fun w/o you... fucking baizhu until he can't cum anymore, voice raspy, face wet with tears as his cock pathetically twitches against his slick tummy covered in his juices... he's weakling holding onto his, his thighs trembling and he could barely feel his lower half,,, he's still sooo pretty, drool dribbling down his chin, jolting when your fingers brush on his oversensitive dick.
while zhongli doesn't get anything. he just watches as he's knelt on the floor, arms tied, cock throbbing so painfully. he wants to beg you to let him cum, but you told him specifically to not say a single word or you'll think of a more befitting punishment for his misbehavior. make zhongli fuck baizhu between his thighs, the doctor biting his bottom lip the way zhongli's cock thrust against his skin, so hot and big. then forcing him to stop moving once he's close... 💞
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surreal-duck · 10 months
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You should draw even more midoyuzu actually trust me i'm a doctor
more midoyuzu but you didnt say what kind. transgender lesbian beams your idols
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txtistheloml · 5 months
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I need to say this because it's on my mind. Soobin who cries when you make love because he feels so much love for you, he can't hold it in even though it embarrasses him a little, but when he hides his face in your neck you thread your fingers into his hair and pull him up to kiss him 🥺
nonnie your brain- you just gave me an idea on what to write for soobie day.
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dont mind if i do use this...
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girlwip · 5 months
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i have good news and bad news. bad news first.
i reached a bit of an impasse and decided for the sake of my sanity to clear out my inbox, JUST A TAD. if notice your request has mysteriously disappeared from this list, or was never on it, it means my demons won and i’m not going to do it. sorry.
good news is, that means i can finally get a move on! if your request is on that list — i will be getting to it very soon! and once i’ve gotten to everyone, requests will be open again!! i will make executive dysfunction my bitch!!! okay g’nigh ebrybody… zzz…,,, zzzzzzzzzzz
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jihyocentric · 11 months
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Request: pup!hyo gets sick and has to see the vet/doctor and is really scared of going there so she’s extra clingy and nervous and 2yeon have to take care of their lil baby!
jihyo wasn’t one to regret many things, and that was mostly because she didn’t have anything to worry about really.
she worried about superfluous things, such as jeongyeon getting better than her at the new game they’d found out about  — they have been playing together frequently, or that nayeon wouldn’t have time for her after she joined a big project at work.
but she regretted pushing nayeon’s buttons that specific day. she wouldn’t, if it hadn’t resulted on her being forced to go see the doctor, jeongyeon holding back her laugh as jihyo pleads for nayeon to let them turn around so they could go back home.
according to jihyo, it was just a little bruise — but minutes before they decided to take her to a doctor, she claimed pitifully that nayeon had broken her tail.
it all happens because jihyo wouldn’t let nayeon take a shower if she couldn’t join, stealing nayeon’s towel sneakily as nayeon undresses, and when nayeon realizes what happened, jihyo is already running away, giggling as she thinks about hiding in their room. nayeon runs after her, hands covering her body as she yells jihyo’s name.
“oh, wow.” jeongyeon, who hadn’t been paying attention before, tilts her head to catch a glimpse of nayeon’s bare body.
jihyo clumsily falls to the ground, then nayeon has enough time to catch up with her.
“give me my towel back, you little brat…!” nayeon huffs and jihyo only laughs louder, running faster this time.
nayeon manages to take a grip of her towel and jihyo is forced to let it go.
“then let me take a shower with you!” jihyo whines. nayeon thinks about scolding her, but jihyo looks endearing with her tail between her legs, begging for a little attention.
“no, you know i have to leave in a few minutes. if you join we’ll take forever in there.” nayeon states. “and that’s final! go play your little game with jeong, okay?”
nayeon laughs, walking away, and although jeongyeon tries to get jihyo’s attention, the puppy still follows nayeon.
“but i wanna spend time with you too!” jihyo whines louder, reaching nayeon by the door of the bathroom. “been too long, nayeonie!”
“don’t be dramatic,” nayeon holds the door knob, jihyo outside, staring into her soul with her begging eyes. “we’ll see each other in a few hours.”
“just lemme join, promise i won’t do anything,” jihyo pushes, desperate, and nayeon isn’t happy with her persistence.
“later, hyo.” nayeon says firmly, ready to close the door.
it happens quicker than they can think.
jihyo tries to hold the door and her tail ends up stuck between the door and its frame, making her yelp and fall to her knees, a sharp pain at her tail, making her eyes water.
“oh my,” nayeon gasps, feeling guilty when jihyo holds it tight, tears wetting her cheeks. “i’m so sorry, pup, i didn’t mean t-to…”
“what happened?” jeongyeon shows up at the hallway and jihyo whines, as if nayeon had purposefully hurt her, making jeongyeon reach her quickly, taking a look at jihyo’s tail.
“t-think it’s broken!” jihyo pouts, knowing it wasn’t broken or else the pain would’ve been considerably higher. but it still hurts, and when she tries to move it, she winces.
jeongyeon looks at nayeon, and nayeon looks back at her.
“if it’s broken we need to go see a doctor.” jeongyeon says, genuinely worried.
“h-huh?!” jihyo stops crying immediately. “no need to! it’s all good, look,” her tail swishes and she utters a small cry, failing to convince them that she didn’t need to get checked.
nayeon postpones her meeting and they take jihyo to the car — it was hard to get her out of the house, but after getting scolded by nayeon, jihyo didn’t have any arguments. all that was left for her was complying and being a good puppy for once.
“t’ will heal on its own!” jihyo insists when they’re already halfway there. she knows the path because last time she had to see a doctor she didn’t even look at nayeon’s face, keeping her eyes on the window, unhappy with nayeon’s decision to take her to the doctor.
“we still need to see if it’s broken it or not,” nayeon sighs, holding jihyo close to her in the backseat.
“last time i was there they put a big needle in me,” jihyo pouts, leaning into her arms despite feeling betrayed and tucking her head into her neck. “don’t wanna go!”
“what if it falls off?” jeongyeon asks, poking fun at her. jihyo doesn’t understand the joke, trembling at the thought, and nayeon mashes her lips together, holding back a laugh. “you’d have a stubby tail, hyo. just think about it. but maybe it’s a good thing, since you keep complaining about nayeon pulling it…”
“stop making her scared,” nayeon intervenes, feeling guilty when she lets out a small laugh while jihyo was nearly trembling in her arms. “don’t worry, hyo. i’m sure it’s gonna be quick and your tail won’t fall off.”
jihyo pulls away, looking at nayeon, pitiful and pathetic just the same amount.
“promise?” jihyo mutters, holding her bruised tail in her hand.
“uh huh,” nayeon confirms, placing a soft kiss at her forehead. “and if you still want to spend time with me, we can stay together the entire day.”
jihyo hugs her, still afraid of what the doctor will say and thinking about her tail falling off, but happy that nayeon made some time for her.
maybe once they're back home she'll get pampered all day and have nayeon watch her winning all rounds against jeongyeon when they're playing games — jihyo looks forward to it, because she loves to make nayeon proud and the little kisses she gets on her cheek.
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coffee-bat · 1 year
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what you think crash4 tawnas dimension was like. what her crash coco cortex etc looked like
i headcannon that her dimension was like, futistic/cyberpunk pirate themed, so i tried to go with that!
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she's bringing wumpa whip from the stand <3
also sorry for no cortex, i intended to do him too but then i spent over 3h on this, it's 3am and i wanna sleep, so i'll probably like. make and post cortex tommorow or sth
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blucassiopeia · 11 months
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i'm that anon that requested Vanilla twilight and Cassie!!!!!!! i didn't expect that kind of angst. seriously. why are you killing them? 😭
the vanilla twilight song was represented properly and me here kinda anticipated an angst but not that serious hehehe. but when you said it's connected somehow on your fic, can i safely assume that your fic is also angst too?
ran being widowed in vanilla twilight and the absense of ran's plushie in the ending of tooru's, is it some kind of, (you know)?
and osamu wishing for a replay on everything, can i assume it's connected on the main fic? like it's the actual au of the fic? i have read Kuroo's piece and somehow it changes my view on him. i hated kuroo in his fic because of ignoring reader but if i connect vanilla twilight with that, is he trying to avoid reader to make no connections with her, to not drag her to the mess?
and kageyama's. i think the reader there is getting dejavu of her feelings, the scene where she is running to the bus-stop shed. i can be wrong okay?
and tooru saying "don't waste time" on osamu. is tooru one of the people left in vanilla twilight? if so, it'll make sense!
im really waiting for osamu and maybe shirabu's appearance in the fic to confirm this. i really hate my instincts but please let me be wrong in this one.
i will categorize the fic as a serious angst one. (hope i can deliver it properly) and i can't answer your questions because it'll somehow drag your attention to that thought and not see the actual issue of the fic but yea, the Vanilla twilight you requested (😤i hated you for making me reveal that plot LMAO but i love you😡) has some serious connection to the fic, won't say which aspect.
request for more, and maybe i can reveal more plots depending on the requests 😂
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belovedjeju · 4 months
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hiii! i loved "(ain't no love) in this club", it's probably the best kirsten fic i've read so far, and trust me, i've read them all.... sooo, can you give us a part 2 or a new kirsten fic? whatever you prefer. thank you sm!
I actually have another Kirsten fic in the works! It’s untitled/still in the planning stages, but I encourage y’all to keep checking the masterlist because it has all of my incoming works as well as those already completed 😁😁
Thanks for all the love bunny🙏🏿🫶🏿🫶🏿
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love-toxin · 11 months
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ELLIE!! THE AUDIBLE GASP I LET OUT WHEN I SAW THE HARLEY FIC….AND 7.3K WORDS TOO??? YOU’VE JUST MADE MY WHOLE WEEK 💗💗💗 I’M SO EXCITED FOR ANY OTHER FICS U HAVE PLANNED!! CAN YOU PERHAPS SHARE WHAT CHANGES YOU MADE TO UR CHARACTERS? 👀
mwehehehe!! thank you 🥺🥺 my heart is so full wahhh! i keep looking at the nice comments on that fic it fills me w/ so much determination <3
and ofc!! i haven't got them all together yet but I've slowly been making changes here and there, mostly designwise so it's not super exciting LOL--i really like the lumberjack-ism of Harley so I'm keeping that + I'm attached to having his hair up so that's changed! obviously from that fic he's more into trapping (kinda funny bc that's one of the first things i noted down when i first came up with his concept!) and overall just a little tamer as far as attitude goes, although he's definitely still mean as you'll see once i finish the second half of that fic hehe. basically Harley with a dash of therapy LOL <33
otherwise there's a few other designs i played around with; I'm planning on giving Suki the white hair i was toying with and making him more of an arctic fox than a kitsune, Makoi has more piercings, and Lilith's going back to her auburn hair colour aside from some other minor changes. the only characters I'm totally overhauling for now are Angel and Leigh, I've got ideas to change their appearances + some of their other traits so! stay tuned!
I'm sure other stuff will start coming out as i get into some of the fics i have planned so i guess this is kind of a grace period-ish. but i hope you like them! <33
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wcprideicons · 4 months
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Cupioromantic shadowsight please :3
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Cupioromantic Shadowsight | rqb: amon
Designs: @/berrym00n and @/cloudtail
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gammija · 2 years
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sorry what's the deal with money trouble/layoffs at rq?
I'm only following RQ from afar these days, so the only things I've seen are these posts:
https://franzis-frantic-thoughts.tumblr.com/post/698183504451796992/i-got-a-message-on-one-of-my-various-social-media
and another post from the same blog with screenshots from a now deleted tweet from the producer and GM of 'Chapter and Multiverse' about them being "part of lay-offs", which tumblr won't let me copy the fucking link to so you'll have to find that yourself.
Other than that, there's no official statements from RQ afaik rn, so I don't know anything is happening for certain - it just. seems reasonable that especially in times of spiking inflation, a small company that ended their biggest hit show 1,5 years ago might have reasons other than pure artistic merit to announce a sequel
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sleephyuns · 1 year
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Hey ☄️ didnt know if you meant to send your ask off anon so im answering here just in case :3
“in your opinion, who would you headcanon to have warm hands versus cold hands in Twice :0”
Warm: Momo, Sana, Jihyo, Jeongyeon, Tzuyu
Cold: Chaeyoung, Dahyun, Mina, Nayeon (but they’d tend to warm up quickly)
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rockmanzero11 · 1 year
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Are requests still open or are they closed? It's okay either way also love your work!
requests are closed at the minute,sorry! gotta focus on beating a stomach virus and school work, but im sure they will open agian soon!
thanks for the support!
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