#really obsessed with them rn sorry

[turontot]

me when the .. .when the when wmkaje... when the ocxcano... whennthe.... whn

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#artists on tumblr #turontot art #bananacueshipping #trolls #dreamworks trolls #trolls branch #trolls turon #drew this on ibis instead of firealpaca #ill prob redraw this on firealpaca but i really like how they look on here :] #yes its not centered on purpose #branch's cheek too damn big and they suck at taking photos together #really obsessed with them rn sorry #trollsona #trolls oc #oc x canon

[misticfog]

I was watching let's plays and reaching conclusions

#slay the princess #revolutionary girl utena #rgu #the owl house #toh #currently obsessed with this game #can't verbalise thoughts properly #i forgot how to spell exist #autocorrect saving my life rn #it's midnight and i didn't sleep last night sorry #i saw 'ch III the thorn' and was like lmao like in the owl house and then it really went that way #dunno if i love or hate when i can tell where things are going bc i saw similar shit somewhere else #toh gets officially forgiven for the 'masked man 2.0' #and then i connect the dots that they're in this situation for stabbing each other #like literally #and multidimensionally #doomed by narrative written by a force trying to destroy them and the functionality of the world #there's more and it's deeper i'm too sleep deprived #prise the autocorrect for making me sound coherent #i Hope #mist was here

[hiis-theme]

somewhere out there is an alternate timeline where toby was correct and people actually did hate spamton. could you imagine that. i have to imagine we wouldn't have gotten the spamton sweepstakes in that case which is crazy to think about given how much lore that gave us-

#puppy rambles #deltarune #spamton #my favorite part of the spamton sweepstakes is the part of the q&a where spamton implied he and jevil are divorced #are all the secret bosses in a polycule you think. we need to add to this deranged relationship #diversity win! all the people who were driven insane by being told their world is just a game are in a polyamorous relationship <3 #i like to think gaster made a discord for all of them. just like ''hey. sorry for telling you your world's fake. here's a discord. good by' #i don't even care about the secret bosses super much but they still amuse me greatly. even if there's only two of them rn- #spamton is so hilarious. idk why everyone is so obsessed with him but it makes him even funnier to me #also his text in brackets is fun to write. it's also hard to write but you can do so much with it #since it's taken from various places on the internet you can just reference memes #... i mean the one problem is that it'd probably have to be memes from the time period deltarune's in #so like. early 2000's or 2010's #but the valentines don't regard that and reference more recent memes so who knows really #maybe deltarune's actually meant to be in modern times. i mean you could fully convince me #that noelle just likes old internet-style websites and stuff dfskljfdsdfjksfkjlsfkj- #(i mean some of the meme references are up to interpretation) #(but the two definite ones are the war thunder forums leaking military documents and also the hotel mario intro) #(and at the very least the former is a newer thing) #(there's also seemingly references to the ''let me in'' meme and the foam shower images from the april fool's newsletter last year) #(idk where the fuck else ''insulating foam'' would be taken from-) #i hope spamton just randomly contributes to conversations sometimes if you have the dealmaker equipped #i logically doubt it but it'd be extremely hilarious #i'm now imagining equipping the dealmaker to noelle. who was not there for either spamton encounter #''um. kris why's there a voice in my head telling me to be a big shot?'' ''don't worry about it'' #alternatively if you just get the dealmaker from the hole in castle town cuz you have another file with it #... can you do that in chapter 2 files. if so then can you technically have the dealmaker while not having met spamton- #''player why is there a voice in my head telling me to be a big shot'' ''don't worry about it'' #''i'm sparing you from having an existential crisis later-''

[noecoded]

If you could have any Asmo/reader fic what would be the things you would want from it? like an ideal fic would contain what tropes or AUS or situations or whatever

uhmm anything wellwritten that characterizes asmo similar to the way i do ! i rlly like character exploration , both more serious stuff & just sillycute...anything where asmo is a little cunning and toxic and also gets railed into oblivion.anything where hes a vampire. ill write a tag essay about the specifics

#xreaders are too unrelatable for me usually .. im aroace and the only relationship dynamics that r rlly interesting to me r likee #toxic or tumultuous...i think in many asmo fics hes just very one note or like not a complex love interest .which is fine because hes like #that in the game but i am especially drawn to fics where the author has their own kind of unique take on it. nuance. etc #it's really interesting to see situations in which asmo kind of reaps the consequences of shitty behavior or struggles with parts of himsel #f he doesnt like. not just in like ohhh im insecure sobsob but like deeprooted issues & patterns thought processes that come with being a d #demon that maybe clash with human morality or ideals...like what if he sees human lives as generally more disposable because hes lived for #so long?? what would a fic be like about him wanting a fling with a human that ends up taking apart their life but to him its just a fun #little romance without any real consequences or commitment?? even if he was obsessed w them professing his undying love etc etc he could ge #t bored and drop it anytime and outlive them by millions of years and forget...& how does a human love an entity like that? how could the r #relationship look anything close to normal ever...anyway i like fics that touch on questions like this theyre kind of rare though #this all being said i def dont think asmo is completely evil💭 nuance #at work so im literally just wasting time by thinking about this rn but this was like the asmotoni dynamic its too interesting to me #asmotoni is like this in my head but on papwr i just draw them fucking witj bunny ears sorry #this doesnt even answer ur question really. if i could write a fic rn it would be like 200k word emo band au that isnt xreader or a romance #fic it would just be asmo beel belphie as humans starting a band and their rise and fall etc ive been thinking abt that plot nonstop

[anon-unofficial]

hey so. um. i was told that lmk didn't have any pain. and. haha. haha. haHa...what the f

#🅰️non talks #lego monkie kid #*glares at ceres* I TRUSTED YOU #/silly #gOOOOOOOOD MK YOU SILLY TRAUMATIZED BOY #HUGGING YOU AND SQUISHING YOU AND CODDLING YOU IN MY HEAD AS I AM TYPING THIS #(i also hope that there is more to it where that came from cuz im on s2ep9 rn and i want to really DWELL on the sadness and angst potential #(cuz from what i'm seeing in the main earlier episodes (I AM NOT COMPLAINING WHATSOEVER I DO KNOW THAT THIS IS STILL A KID'S SHOW)) #(forgiveness is very easy to come by in the main cast) #(i wanna explore trying to give them more negative aspects like holding grudges (either visible or invisible) and showing remnants of ptsd #from earlier encounters) #(just idk man I HAVE AN OBSESSION WITH GIVING EVERYTHING JUST A PINCH OF REALISM OK???? angst is my lifeblood you all should know that /lh) #edit: ok i just reread their response to my ask and turns out i accidentally left out the part where they told me there IS pain #oh #ahem #ahem... #edit2: I AM AN IDIOT. I FORGOT TO SEPARATE THIS EARLIER BUT PTSD IS **NOT** A NEGATIVE ASPECT AND I AM SO SORRY FOR MAKING IT OUT TO BE ONE #PTSD IS VALID AND THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE PTSD DESERVE TO FEEL SAFE AND HAPPY FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES #FUCK YOU IF YOU DON'T THINK THE SAME OK BYE

[radiodeerr]

me omw to watch all of ben Schwartz’s and Nicholas hoult’s filmography

#renfield #I love them #ben schwartz #nicholas hoult #guys I really love them #they have become my fav actors #stim #they make me so happy #sorry im hyperfixating #I’m not actually sorry #im hyperfixating so hard rn #I’m a lil obsessed

[starkcontrasts]

So about the Kenobi Finale

obviously there are a lot of outside factors and failings that led to the fall of the republic, but if we're just talking about just anakin and obi-wan specifically and that living breathing thing between them, however you choose to define it, then yeah i feel like we should acknowledge that there was an inherent discrepancy in their love languages that kept them from being truly and wholly open and honest with one another, so much so that the secrets festered.

anakin loves to destruction (his own and those around him) but obi-wan loves to separation (everything the order has taught him and that he struggles with but eventually always succeeds in). anakin's passion demands satisfaction via extreme measures (which yes, makes him such an excellent sith), he's incapable of letting things and people go and expects to be understood, to be met stride-for-stride in that single-mindedness, but obi-wan's passion demands acceptance and yes, crossing many lines and boundaries the jedi order doesn't approve of including attachment because he was nothing if not attached to anakin (again however you choose to interpret it), but at the end of the day, obi-wan can let go. love for obi-wan is acceptance and the distance to grow and make your own choices and owning up to your decisions. love for anakin is closeness and to the ends of the earth and don't ever leave me whatever happens whatever i do not for anything.

it's why obi-wan can accept that his anakin, the very best bits of him that aren't in luke and leia, are gone and only the sith is left. it's also the same reason why vader, self-dubbed "what remains," cannot accept obi-wan leaving him and screams at him when he turns his back. because he's anakin at his worst and lowest, he cannot temper the all-consuming nature of his love into something that doesn't burn and seethe and hate.

love isn't the opposite of hate, in fact they run parallel, and the antithesis of love is indifference but vader can't be indifferent. for all that kenobi "means nothing" he can't let him go, can't even kill him despite everything he claims, because as a sith he is made of extremes and anakin may be dead but he never did anything by halves, least of all love.

#on love and obsession and hate and acceptance #sorry i just had a lot of thoughts abt this last episode #anakin skywalker #obi-wan kenobi #kenobi series #kenobi spoilers #obikin #but also not really #it depends on how you define that #rn i'm defining it as the relationship itself romantic or otherwise #also both of them have keenly felt loss multiple times but both have always handled it so differently

[vegaseatsass]

I'm so exhausted I don't really know where or how to begin my one-day weekend, have spent the day just kind of collapsed into executive dysfunctional confusion when what I WANT to do is post on tumblr about gay tv

#i wanna talk about 23.5 because the latest ep made me feral but for like side couples #i LOVE the main couples but nidabambam and mawinton make me insane #i was rooting for aro ton but now i want mawinton so badly #there's something that happens with the ships that aren't the advertised pairs so whether they happen or not isn't prescribed #i know mawintinh is what everyone on tumblr wants and it's not like i would be unhappy with that ok #but mawinton both obsessed with other people and relationships and oblivious to how they already have a boyf - #thats my shit. #tinh just seems so uninterested in mawin rn too whereas ton is laser focused #and to put a character like charoen into a yuri like come on how many of us who DIDN'T 'just know' we were not into boys #picked a dude to crush on from afar and then went EUGH STOP WHY IS THIS HAPPENING if/when he actually spoke to us #that is way too familiar a narrative to put in a GL and then resolve with her getting with a guy i'm sorry #but her and ton becoming besties who love shipping OTHER people together. hell yes lmfao #that's what i'm talking about! two people who think they like each other but actually just enjoy doing fandom together <3 #buddhism fandom and friend fiction fandom #anyway i can't believe i spent that many words on them but i'm truly invested now. FLOWERS AND KNEE TOUCHES FOR MAWINTON #and i don't even know where to begin with nidabambam?????????????????? #i thought this would be us projecting headcanon onto some women who had some nice scenes together #i didn't dare hope for ?????? lucky/unlucky protective/clumsy glorious t4t grown woman love story #what the heck i felt like my brain was unravelling as i watched them #they really stumbled(/carefully protected the other from stumbling) their way into a STARGAZE DATE #what the heck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i think something magical just happens when you hit a certain point in a story and you've LET the main couples grow and evolve #so they're more or less together and it's hilarious and adorable (oh my god ongsa and aylin taking initiative oh my god) #but they also leave narrative space for MORE LOVE STORIES IN THE BEAUTIFUL ENSEMBLE #and that's where i start to lose control apparently #23.5 #23point5 #dear diary

[allergic-to-four-leaf-clovers]

BED!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

#also I FOUND MY WEIGHTED BLANKET!!!!! IT'S UNDER MY DUVET BUT YK #also yhe pride flag will be repositioned dont worry #going on a bit of a ramble rn but like. ive just found a couple things that have been hiding under the drawers of my old bed #for example i found a cool bandana i thought i lost for like. a year. and now im obsessed with it so prepare to see that maybe #and i also found a snood i had that still fits me even though i even wore it in first school #and the crazy thing is that i dont remember #anything of first school #the only thing i have are school books from yr 4 and that snood #along witg like. old pictures of me #then again they look absolutely nothing like me. like. blonde with really long hair?? nu uh not me (not anymore at least) #i dont remember much of anything now that i think about it #i dont remember what i did last year #i cant even remember what year i came out as trans #i cant remember when i joined tumblr #and when i first made rayan or foster or zuriel or ailean or even the day i made ruaridh #perhaps its my shit sense of time but i have such a horrible memory that first school may have never happened if it werent for the fuzzy and #few things i actually. remembered. though i doubt i remember them correctly #idk if its anything that Happened™ that blocked out my memory or something. i know a certain thing may have since it kinda scarred me (ig?? #idk i dont wanna sound overdramatic) but. you know im just a silly guy with a silly memory #anyway sorry for that vent lmao

[keeps-ache]

man. wish i had some menudo from the taqueria(1).exe

#just me hi #staring wistfully out the window #i love the canned stuff with my whole heart but i would like some spicy rn hfbvsh #/there are 2 taquerias nearby but my loyalties are to the first one hfbvhs #sorry taqueria(1).exe you'll always be second <//3 #//anyway i Am eating salad rn lol :3 #it's pretty good idk why i'm thinking abt menudo lmaoo #where did this thought come from.. #also i don't get my mother's beef with croutons like. i'm sorry but that Is objectively the best part of the salad. nothing wrong with that #hfsh #//but it really feels like the worst kind of betrayal when we drive past the first one to get to the second #like i am so sorry they have no sense of loyalty... of truth....... of comradeship........ tragic hbfvhs #the owners are really nice too i like them :3 #and they may not have horchata but they DO have those funkin. what are they called #i know the dang name to them my dad used to be obsessed with them when we were little #oh my stars what was it CALLED.... •-• #lord i really forgot Fhvsbhdsd #jarritos for funks sake HFHV - had to go ask my mom cuz i forgor and So did my siblings Lmaooo #//anyway finished my salad and yea 👍👍:3 #i like this dressing it's good #idk What was going on with the last one i used it was actually kind of gross ? sad #this one has Cheese in it! v nice v nice #//anywho omw now #i'm supposed to be busy or something.. the world is a mysterious place hvfsh #tooooodles :3

[angeltownn]

The lamb is angry and hates every body and does what ever they want !!! Screw this weirdo telling them to build a cult for him Wtf this is THEIR cult . Numba one lamb 4eva

#thoughts #feeling insane rn sorry #i am obsessed with them #it will always be funny to me how you never even really mention narinder in game to the cultists #its all about the crown and the lamb no body was even worshipping him #man was in his little hell cage thinking “Aw yeah my vessel is getting so many followers for me #meanwhile lamb was going around like “guys look at me i am so cool and I am so powerful^_^ #and we love them for that!!!!!

[mcnuggyy]

i should add a squonk to cryptid crush it would be soooooo funny also cactus cat??? Fresno night crawler?? there’s so many things that are just weird little guys..

also I’m on some weird cryptid wiki and there are so many fun things like atmospheric beasts???? Bro what the…. But also apparently there’s a whole thing called cryptobotony with plants that may or may not be real and I’m just.. forbidden weed….

#i think it would be fun to just have some little guys fern DOESNT make out with but maybe gives a gentle and loving platonic smooch <3 #but also I’m not a coward I can give them sexy and fun designs if I want to <3 #callate guero #cryptid♡crush #but also what if Fern just had a little guy to take care of huh? just a little creature 🥺 every homosexual needs a kitty cat #that’s what I always say anyways BAHAHA #ALSO I FORGOT THE SECRET SATURDAYS WAS A SHOW I WAS OBSESSED W #I DIDNT REALIZE THAT OME GUY WAS A LITTLE SPACE CAT ALOEN THING #EVEN THO ITS LITERALLY NAMED AFTER THE THING #LMAOOOO #anyways #sorry I’m world building rn <3 teehee #but also I know I don’t really gotta think that hard about it lol #and also the difference in my world between monsters vs cryptids is the way people believe in them and not really the whole #well cryptids are probably real and monsters aren’t definition lol #cause they’re both real in my world <3 cryptids are just monsters that people actually believe in and have been somewhat documented #which I guess is how it is irl but ya <3 #i also have guys that are “’self made monsters’ and ‘born/passed down’ and curses and unexplainable phenomenons #i want each one to be as unique as the monster itself <3 #yayaya #but also what if fern just like fucked slender man…. or that weird guy everyone kept making photoshops of what was it fucking sirenhead? #LMAO

[corpsoir]

Bog body bog fae cryptid bruno

i'm thinking more like bog body bruno being found in a thousand years still looking like he's just taking a nap in the bog!! peaceful, sleepy but content expression eternally preserved on leathery skin. very much tollund man vibes (ok tollund man probably died under pretty violent circumstances he just happens to look peaceful lol)

or like, future bog body bruno having just ended up in the bog, slowly sinking into the water in the peat moss and heather ^_^ im so normal about bogs and jjba btw can you tell.

idk i just keep thinking about him being a walking corpse for half of vento aureo and it inspires meeeeee. idk, corpses and death and stuff is very like, artistically inspiring to me, if that makes sense. theres a reason my url is what it is !!

oh and look up the tollund man and bocksten man if youre comfortable with looking at human remains btw!! the bocksten man has a really cool reconstruction made of him at the museum he's at ^_^

sorry this was such a long answer and the tags makes it longer sghjdkss

#i just. really like bogs and bog bodies #and i love making art that like.... idk makes death seem peaceful and less scary or something to dread #<- this is coming from someone who for YEARS has been so afraid of death yet here i am. studying dead people lol #its therapeutic in a way to like idk make beautiful and heartbreaking art about death #and i like combining it with the narrative of vento aureo and bruno because. i just like it #plus VA just inspires me a lot and i see so much potential for cool art with a lot of visual storytelling and symbolism in it #sorry this is such a weird thing to want to draw maybe but. #im kinda obsessing over bog bodies rn since im supposed to write my bachelors thesis on them #smilesssss so widely #ask

[shrowdly]

everyone shut up. i made them bugs.

#rotten art #mlp #hk #im not tagging everypony sorry #i am obsessed with making bugs rn. no one is safe. i was making pla bugs a little while ago #but i never posted them cuz i didnt finish them #anyway. i think scootaloo is my favorit design here. but i really like aj too #i think i might condense spike. make him shorter.

[clubnate]

thank you @doublydaring for the tag :)

last song: flux by bloc party

last show: i also don’t know what show this is referring to so ill say both. last gig was paramore + bloc party and last tv show was criminal minds

currently watching: house md and total drama 2023 im gonna start yellowjackets soon tho!!

currently reading: the ballad of songbirds and snakes by suzanne collins

current obsession: i’m between real big obsessions rn :/ but bloc party are getting up there

tag time: @mickjustmademylist  @alfhildr-the-word-weaver @ahomeboyslife and @p1ckthep01son :)

#ill probably get really obsessed with dcd and tai again when schools done for the summer and ive seen them live #sorry for talking about bloc party sm its all im listening to rn plus college is getting busy so i dont have time for anything else #also i think we went to the same paramore show which is fun #tag game

[halfdeadfriedrice]

I am thinking about The Raven Cycle and why it Got me so hard in the fannish way

I do not tend to identify as a "friends to lovers" shipper, because my favorite part of a story has always been the Fraught Beginnings; this usually manifests as enemies to lovers, or at the very least as ???? Relationship Not Found (intensely obsessed). I like a relationship that has several layers of tension, a slightly unbalanced love-to-hate ratio, as long as the device that is keeping them apart makes emotional sense. It /can/ relate to characters having their own agendas outside the romance that they are pursuing that pushes and pulls them apart and together (The Black Sails of it all), but it's not a requirement, I don't think. Or maybe that's just a storytelling requirement for me in general.

But the thing that's wonderful about The Raven Cycle is that it puts friendship under the romance lighting, and lets the characters be absolutely mad for each other. They are all desperately chewing at the walls that keep them apart, but their relationships are fraught with the way that their overwhelming affection and love and respect for each other doesn't stop them from hurting each other! It's such a beautiful centering of the complexities of platonic and romantic love, with the emotional priorities balanced throughout the circle of 5 - which lets everything stay at a certain level of tense! And! Fulfilling! That they all love each other is never in question, but their worries about their relationships are central!

I want to collect more fiction where friendships take the emotional load of the story, both because it allows for some delightful polyshipping opportunities and because it feels true to life

#i tend to associate friends-to-lovers with a certain level of comfort and security #and the insecurity comes from 'should i communicate about my pining? what if it ruins my friendship?' #which is just not my preferred flavor of thing! #not enough levels of nuance! #flip side: i am playing haven rn #and the two leads are a romantic couple who have run away from their dystopian society which would have forcibly paired them with other ppl #via The Matchmaker #and the game is cute but really leans on a lot of petty interpersonal nitpicking as the language of love #which makes me wrinkle my nose #like...are you guys friends? #anyway my general ship manifesto is 'they had never fought together before but they had always fought' #but its nice that trc let me break the pattern #i was also thinking about why i am not as fannishly obsessed with the dreamer trilogy and its def that the focus shifted to another theme #of like...pushing on the boundaries of yourself/what does it mean to become #which i like but doesn't have me chewing the walls the same way #i dont think chewing the walls is a phrase #so im sorry i used it twice #half dead fried life #long post #also thinking about htr....now thats my dynamic baybe #the raven cycle #polyshipping the ravens