#quite literally insane actually

[yrsonpurpose]

Alex & Henry ± the fact that you loved me all along.

#rwrb #rwrbedit #red white and royal blue #alex claremont diaz #henry fox mountchristen windsor #firstprince #usersteen #chrissiewatts #userveronika #usermaloune #usernuria #userlang #uservik #userninz #quite literally insane actually #invented romance never been done before etc etc #'what about you .. as if he doesnt know' losing my mind over here!!!!!!! #the way alex was staring at henry (and his lips) in the first gif wasnt subtle at all! 😃 #flashing tw #mine*

[dykevanny]

every time people misinterpret the ar emails I go even more insane

#She didn’t order herself flowers from a fake boyfriend. Malhare ordered her flowers ‘for her grave’ as a threat. Louis interpreted it #As an imaginary bf #Hrrrrgggggggghhhh #I knowww nobody has the autism of seeing the same thing over and over again for fun quite like me but guysssss it’s right thereeee……… #Also. Yeah Louis is that bad !! Sure he’s not like harassing her but … if he was really really concerned he wouldn’t be continuing to ask #Her out and he certainly wouldn’t go on and on about his own problems now would he #While she did type help to him that was desperation because she’d just been threatened with torture by the man in her brain who can make he #Do whatever he wants. Reasonable time to ask literally anyone to help her even if it’s futile #What ness says in therapy is not only super dry and nonspecific it’s covering her ass because she’s being interrogated for fazbear ent. She #Doesn’t actually like talking with him. He’s a scapegoat in that moment bc she’s being looked into for who’s messaging her #Lays down. On the earth #I might be insane .

[coockie8]

wait there are actually people out there who think roy would be completely 100% useless in a fight without his alchemy???????

I cannot even begin to express how much I desperately hope any and all posts I've seen that even remotely imply this are joking, because, unfortunately, yeah, some people do genuinely seem to believe that, and it drives me insane.

#fullmetal alchemist #Roy Mustang #I'm sure it's like 80% because the shows/manga play up the ''useless in the rain'' jokes way too much #and I don't think we ever see him actually fight without his alchemy #but regardless of all that I still think it's fucking obvious that the trained military Colonel would know hand-to-hand combat #he just clearly doesn't favour it #I'm not saying he'd be fucking *amazing* at it #he obviously favours his alchemy for a reason #I'm saying claiming he wouldn't know how (which is what you're saying when you claim he'd be useless without his alchemy) is insane #knowing how to defend yourself in a pinch with little resources is quite literally a requirement to becoming a fucking soldier #you'd be piss poor at your fucking job if you caved the second you got unarmed :/

[blueskittlesart]

genshin impact is finally physically too big for my phone. the world is healing

#40 gb mobile game is literally insane. sorry i am not doing that <3 <3 <3 #i got 100k jean i can quit with pride now #that being said if the new story quest is actually good or gives any new real information i do need someone to tell me. lmao #personal

[eternal-moss]

Noé’s name

Noé’s name is a pun, something that I initially found quite funny. Noé Archiviste is a reference to Noah’s Ark, which in French is Arche de Noé. Vanitas even establishes this within the story in the first chapter, which was his immediate reaction to hearing the name:

The more we learn about this though, the more (depressingly) apt a name it becomes. The biblical story of Noah’s Ark has everything living being obliterated by The Flood, other than those in the ark.

Other than Noé (and *ahem* let’s just not consider her for now) all the other Archivistes are dead. In fact, rather than just his whole family lineage, like the House d'Apchier, it seems that his people as a whole were deliberately killed through what was presumably a genocide.

Again, it seems to be a really fitting name with the themes presented in vnc- the Archivistes (as explained by [we have no idea what her name is]) are supposed to be recorders of history and knowledge, like the cognate word in English, archivist. However Noé knows nothing about his family or knowledge of what happened to his people on a wider scale, creating a pretty poignant sense of irony. Although he himself is an observer, and again and again is forced to witness horrific events through either his own eyes, or through the memories of others he STILL gets no information for himself about himself.

Noé is ignorant of a lot of wider knowledge about human-vampire society and history- again it’s ironic that his mentor was named ‘The Teacher’ but intentionally withheld a lot of information from Noé, both about himself, his background and the world, leaving him unaware and at a disadvantage in life.

This is especially highlighted with his ignorance towards the discrimination against Dhampires, and he takes the brunt of the backlash once again due to a piece of information willingly kept from him.

It’s quite tragic that Noé’s life/childhood has been continually traumatic but instead of getting any closure to his experiences, he has to experience more and more, bearing witness to the brutal ugliness of both humanity and vampires again and again. Even within the story as a both a dual protagonist and narrator, he is relating the story of Vanitas- and how ultimately he, unwillingly, had to take Vanitas’ life.

#Noé Archiviste #I’m going insane about this man my god #the Christian references in vnc feel so weird bc they’re ACTUALLY engaging in it unlike some anime which just have it for the aesthetic #Not that I mind it just being used for aesthetic- I think the Christian motifs in stuff like Evangelion and Death Note work well #But yeah Vnc is really interesting in the subtler ways it uses Christianity. It’s quite engaging #Vanitas no carte #les memoires de vanitas #case study of Vanitas #I’m literally losing my mind over Noé. It’s Noéver….

[daz4i]

had a very vivid thought of kunikida seeing chuuya at the store carefully reading the list of ingredients on the back of a few dog food bags so he could bring only the best for his dog(s) and after witnessing it kunikida's just

#this quite literally came to me in a dream. it was real it happened i (once again dreaming as dazai lmao) was there #i think all my mutuals being insane abt kuni//chuu put that idea in my subconscious #or maybe that was an actual kin dream and if so that is the funniest memory i ever got for any kin ever

[titansarmy]

y’all but. ricky’s and gina’s arcs being the opposite of each other but also being the thing that leads them to each other !! ricky knew stability and didn’t want change and all gina ever knew was change and wanted stability. they started on opposite sides of the spectrum but, at the end of day, they’re walking in the same direction

#hsmtmts #ricky x gina #rina #THEY ARE ACTUALLY INSANE NO ONE IS DOING LIKE THEM #their stories are quite literally intertwined with the other #and don’t get me started with what this means for them in the future #they’re meeting each other in a healthy middle of just enough change that I can handle and the stability that you’ve always craved #someone already said this but gina symbolizing change for Ricky and ricky being stability for gina #goood god THEM

[hella1975]

hi hella I read the first 2 chapters of aftg and this is how it went

ok tbh I was planning on going further than two chapters like I said I'm in a mountain shack rn internet isn't always great and also my dad would prefer that I'm not constantly on my phone so I was SUPPOSED to do more reading. but. tee bee h. I got through 2 chapters and was like oh I'm so fucking bored let me get on tumblr again

okay but your commentary is so fucking funny

#half the things bugging you are making me want to bash my head into a wall bc im like. you cannot even begin to fathom andrew joseph minyard #but then the other half are totally valid points bc alas this series is INSANE so i literally have no right to be here like 'ACTUALLY-' #goddddd i cant do this i quite literally fucking cant #'tf does he mean aaron's mother' THE VOICES THE FUCKING VOICES #book 1 is objectively boring like fuck all actually happens until the last chapter but oh my godddd i want you to keep reading so bad #like one of the best things about how andrew's character was written (NEVER thought id say that. fuck you nora) #is that we dont actually understand WHY he's like that until like. a good way through book 2 and we're still figuring it out by book 3 #like his backstory is ripped from his bloody hands piece by torturous piece while he actively tries to bite the reader #esp bc he does not catch a fucking break. like it's not past-tense 'this is why he's like this'. bad shit continues to happen #so book 1 andrew just does not even compare to the full picture like i want you to know him SO BAD #but i also totally understand the desire to Not Want To Read These Godforsaken Books #im in PURGATORY #ask #aftg

[mooncenterdown]

@ qsmp please add a bunch of cz/sk/pl/ru simply because it would be funny. I need the drama

#qsmp #like idk. i just think nakashi should meet bbh and that it would be funny #gejmr and tubbo going insane about mods. like dude #DUDE #i havent actually watched any of them in YEARS but like. imagine dude #MAN!!!! #MACKOGURMAKER ON THE QSMP... THAT WOULD BE SO GOOD #oh my god..... #starts sobbign it would be so fucking magical #dude..... jirka kral on the qsmp would quite literally kill me. its sad hes a grown man with a life and family now.

[thesilverlady]

took the fandom few months to realize that nameless backround characters had better hair than literally any targaryen character in [derogatory]

#she was tomboy 🥺 #she was more carefree #that her style #anti hotd #and lmao I'm laughing with the excuse they come up about Rhaenyra's shitty hair #they go OK first of all that's NOT Rhaenyra's character at all #and it's actually quite fitting how ugly her wig and dresses are given how mischaracterized she is #secondly it's not just rhaenyra. daemon's hair was an ugly mess #so was Rhaenys. Corlys and green/black kid's wigs #literally the only soul with somewhat decent hair is alicent and that because they made Olivia wear extentions #istg the way stans defend every shitty choice the show has made is insane #you'd think hbo pays them for advertising

[getosugurusbangs]

What was your first impression of Gojo?

i don’t really have a very concise answer for this, so you’re getting a very long winded response here 💀 so before i actually read and watched jjk myself, and actually committed to it, i had watched the first several episodes of it with my family, and so that was my pure first impressions of him. but the problem with that, is how i have literally no memory of what i was thinking while watching it.. so i think most of my impression of him before genuinely committing to jjk was just: he’s funny, flamboyant, powerful, and sort of like kakashi (but in reality he’s really not..). which was mostly just me being influenced by other peoples thoughts about him, and what i could remember/pick up on second hand lol

#i have a mildly related story to tell #it’s about my thoughts on gojo before actually reading jjk so #before i read jjk i didn’t really know what gojos powers quite were #and so what i assumed it was. was that since he wears the blindfold and has the insane glowing blue eyes. i thought that maybe when #he took the blindfold off if you made genuine eye contact with him. you would idk get severely injured or smth #that medusa type thing yknow #but no. he literally just wears the blindfold because he gets overstimulated 💀💀 #past me did make a pretty decent guess at it though #ask game

[orchideae]

1) Opens up drafts with my head empty, ready to be flooded, not knowing where I'll go. 2) 30 seconds later: Okay but I will go feral any day of my life over Perilous Trail, and the fierce dichotomy of Xiao and Yelan. While they're far from being 'the same', they both view themselves as soldiers in one way or another (it's a very difficult word to use for Yelan, so I'm using it very liberally and very loosely), they have both suffered losses on the 'battlefield' and carry the burden thereof in their own ways. And yet they stand so firmly in opposition throughout the entirety of that questline up until the very end of the 'the end of the line' conclusion of the quest. Yes, I know that she offers him her gratitude in its aftermath and it is genuine, but she still never agrees with him and the decision that he made moments earlier. It simply 'worked out' because of Zhongli's interference, he's the only reason it worked out. And it's because of that, that she doesn't give him a hell of a hard time (obviously she can't go down there, but imagine the inner frustration of severe extents; when you condemn someone who you can't even see anymore). In the same way that she would do to anyone who would sacrifice themselves for others, but in this case, I think it's 'beautiful' that it's to Xiao; the one who seems most adamant to do so (which honestly, fits into the contract that the Yakshas chose to sign with Morax; 'the ultimate sacrifice' to protect for Liyue; 'for Liyue', and Liyue has always centered itself around its people), the one who everyone reveres (and so does she, as she notes in her voiceline, 'if I ever have the honor to fight alongside') and respects for good reason, she stands against him, because in that moment, regardless of his status, he makes a call that she considers wrong. And he doesn't even... fight her on it very fiercely, and that's what actually hurts me the most, it's as if the following line hit the nail directly on the head?

"Besides, if you were really so determined to end it all, you wouldn't have given us the opportunity to share our opinions."

#[ mini study. ] that which hides inside her… that constant calling; it is the blood of heroes which has been howling for 500 years. #[ and then shortly after 'the point is: it's not time for drastic measures yet.' ] #[ /shakes ven into another dimension. ] #[ i thought the ost at the end of perilous ruined me enough. but tale of the yakshas may actually ruin me more. ] #[ also i love how i typed up the bit of the contract and 'for liyue' and zhongli in my head isn't rattling at bars but-- ] #[ he's sipping his tea (the equivalent). one day ven. i /promise/ you. one day you'll get him from me. ] #[ he'll likely be the 2nd genshin blog to run alongside yelan if/when i get to being able to run two again. ] #[ but until then. can we talk about the dynamic of xiao and yelan until we're blue in the face? i'd like to do that too. ] #[ i type this as if i'm perfectly chill but i'm not. i'm really not. the concept of self sacrifice and sacrifice as a whole. ] #[ BETWEEN THESE TWO. drives me /insane/. and part of me sits here and goes-- ] #[ god. what happened with yelan and her team down there? we know that despite every plan she ever made and prepared-- ] #[ their enemies (WHAT WERE YOU FIGHTING??) were too powerful and more specifically-- too smart. too calculating. ] #[ ... and too strong (okay literally what on earth were you fighting? are we talking the khaenri'ah soldiers? like what? or abyss mages?) ] #[ (but abyss mages don't exactly entirely fit the description in her story. ugh. UGH). ] #[ any way-- it was her and her team. /they/ all died and she didn't. yanfei describes it as... ] #[ 'knowing that your life was saved when others weren't'. surely the millilith didn't intervene or happen to arrive. yelan must've... ] #[ gotten away? or something? but that doesn't feel quite right. but i'm just sitting here left with the idea of... when you lead a team. ] #[ you bear the responsibility of even their lives. and yet despite bearing that responsibility; she's exactly the one who lived. ] #[ the only one who did. that has to be a /stupid/ burden. it's like the captain who has to go down with the ship but is the only one... ] #[ who gets to live. only one who gets to survive. i just. ] #[ i didn't think i'd love a character as much as this one. where did she come from; jesus christ. ]

[gobbluthbutagirl]

actually so funny in retrospect how on the last wednesday of 2022 my job told me i had an “attitude problem” so in 2023 i quit that job, bought a pair of socks online that said “i ❤️ my attitude problem,” and listened to “bad attitude” by meat loaf so many times that it became my #3 most played song of the year

#the attitude problem was literally not even in the room with us if you know what i mean. #literal examples she gave were ‘you talk to your coworkers in the break room about stuff that happened on a shift they didn’t work’ #and ‘you ask me too many questions about the job and it makes me uncomfortable’ #this after i’d been working there 16 months. clocked in 5 minutes early every single day. #had called out sick 3 times ever at that point and all because i was actually sick. all times i was sick for like a week #and still only called out one day. #spent 6 months closing registers every night while on the schedule as the cleaner. #once spent over an hour of my one precious life cleaning the dirtiest and nastiest cart of all time #because we had so few because they kept getting stolen. #went above and beyond every single day and was consistently rated ‘exceeds expectations’ on performance reviews. #and they had given me a 15-cent performance raise after telling me i was the best cleaner of all time. #and then they raised the starting wage to $17.25 and my 15-cent raise was nullified so in the end it didn’t even matter. #and i was paying $1425 a month for a no oven shithole with thin walls and insane neighbors #AND THEY REALLY THOUGHT I’D RATHER BE PROMOTED THERE THAN JUST QUIT AND KEEP THE ATTITUDE!!!

[therevengeoffrankenstein]

now i do like 'young and menace' but it is not a pleasant listening experience for me, personally. i think it's a beautiful piece of art that perfectly encapsulates the essence of all the evils of mental illness in sonic form. and is therefore a deeply uncomfortable listen FOR ME. like yeah! oops i. did it again i. forgot what i was losing my mind about. for real! that is what that sounds like. mania itself caught like lightning in a bottle (3:43 long song).

#i genuinely really like mania as an album but 'young and menace' is so foreboding it makes me feel sick. beautiful job guys it's #nauseating 👍 like genuinely it's so beautiful but basically unlistenable to me bc that is how i feel constantly. #i def get why other people actually enjoy listening to it and find it to be a bop but for me #it's like the diary of a man driven to suicide by his own insanity found clutched in the hand of his dead corpse. #infinitely interesting and melancholic in its beauty but ultimately deeply uncomfortable to experience. #myevilposts #fall out boy #i think that's why so many people don't like it. it's so. gutting. garish and unabashed in its display. #but that is quite literally the point. mental illness IS like that a lot of the time. #once again cannot put enough emphasis on the fact that i do like it. it's just. kinda triggering for me personally.

[rusted-phone-calls]

I am sitting under my desk with bits of glitter everywhere squeezing the fluffiest alpaca stuffed animal ever trying not screaming at the Sokeefe confession scene

#THIS. THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR SINCE I WAS ELEVEN. #i WILLnot hesitate to cry if situation calls for it #my hands are shaking quite literally. the confession SPEECH i am INSANE #chokes and freaking dies #if my parents look over right now they will see me going feral oh god #you do not understand how much this means to me hfddhbjasdfhdshaf #OKAY OKAY OKAY IM OKAY IM NORMAL IM CALM #beauty and grace........... peace on the planet earth...and elflat as well.... #NATURE IS HEALING SOKEEFE FINALLY YES. YESYESYSEYES #kotlc #.im sorry. not #kotlc spoilers #stellarlune spoilers #sokeefe #brain. is not working except. thoughts about sokeefe. #chis tmr sokeefe my saviour you will be with me #i am. actually going to cry.

[detectivehole]

im definitely happier living in densely populated cities than i am anywhere else, however in the same way i am constantly fighting the urge to board a finishing boat and simply never be seen again i have also always been fighting the urge to move to a cabin in the woods and just never speak a goddamn word to anyone

#not like cottage core shit like alone. i kill deer and have a pathetic little garden and go miles to the small store to buy rice n bulk #once a month kinda shit #mine #i do like the woods and rural areas actually. i spent about a 3rd of my childhood in them #the only place i know for a fact id just kill myself instead of living there is suburbia. it quite literally slowly drives me insane