#probably not healthy tho

[mercurytrinemoon]

Last week I was doing a birth chart reading, got the payment on Friday and on Monday the person was like "if I won't get my reading today, I want my money back".

The reading was pretty much done, just needed editing so I rephrased a tiny bit what I wrote about them being a rigid virgo rising with virgo planets and a jupiter-influenced saturn and said they need to work on being less critical, demanding and used nice words to pretty much say "be less of a dick to people" and then happily sent it to said person.

My point is, guys, DON'T be like this person.

DON'T be a dick.

I don't know how are you expecting to get a 10-page reading within two days, people think it just magically appears or something??? Not to mention that sometimes life gets in the way??? Like wtf??? Use your brain??? Be more sympathetic??? Idk???

#also the person was notified that i had an emergency situation at home? #and it was the weekend? #like technically you don't work on the weekends? #i'm just weird enough or crazy enough that i never had a proper schedule when it comes to work #i used to make websites for people at 11pm on a sunday no biggie #a perk of being a freelancer #probably not healthy tho #either way

[underyourbedtoday]

Captain John Price as your emotionally-unavailable-but-weirdly-devoted-to-you-but-not-enough boyfriend that feels more like a situationship than a relationship because he never placed you high enough

Anyway I think I might write this

#cod mw2 #call of duty modern warfare 2 #call of duty #cod fanfic #captain john price #cod price #captain john price x reader #cw angst #there is no way I could ever ignore the angst potential of this man #he’s older one of those old soul type bs things and he probably consistently uses it against you somehow idk #cw toxic #I love him dearly tho #and nobody is completely healthy in their love I think #especially not this fictional man

[c0ff1nn]

acrylic marker bullshittery

#my art #errrm this is a doodle i will make something better later probably #yosuke hanamura #p4au #p4g #marie persona #marie p4 #persona 4 golden #i love yosuke a healthy amount #hes still a dick tho

[the-somwthing]

Welcome to my little meta analysis essay called

Why do we misremember Flower Husbands as being “nicer” than it was?

Disclaimer: I’m not here to talk about whether or not FH is “toxic” or anything like that. It’s just a fact that many old fans rewatching FH POV and new fans who are watching it for the first time after seeing fan content tend to be surprised at how they actually behaved in the series compared to how everyone remembered them being back in the day. This will NOT go over whether or not I think FH is unhealthy or whatever and instead just discuss why I believe this phenomenon has happened.

So, if I try to make this a fancy well written essay, I’ll be here all day, so I’ll just get to the point. 3rd Life came out during the DSMP era of mcyt. MCRP has been around for ages, but the DSMP style of RP (which I’ll be calling “smp rp”) was pretty much popularized by DSMP, mostly towards the end of 2020. For reference, 3rd Life started early 2021, so there’s about a half a year between these two events, and DSMP kept going for years so 3rd Life was absolutely happening during the golden era of DSMP.

But what does DSMP have to do with this? Well, it sort of created this idea of “lore” and only specific things being “canon”. You can make fun of me for the way I worded that, but you know what I mean, DSMP was weird about that stuff. I don’t really blame them as it was kind of a new style of RP they accidentally spawned, but still, it was a confusing time for SMPs.

3rd Life was actually less like DSMP and more like the modern SMP RPs, where there’s no (known, lol) scripted events and the fandom itself deciphers what is or isn’t “canon” rather than it being told to them, with mostly everything being considered canon. HOWEVER, I do believe that DSMP’s style did still affect the fandom, specifically with the topic of this essay, Flower Husbands.

But why would it only really affect Flower Husbands? Now we get into a rough topic: shipping discourse. Back in those days, shipping in the mcyt fandom was heavily frowned upon. Moreso than it is today (I know it’s still around, but it was a lot worse the earlier we go lol). I’ve even seen old relics of ppl saying flower husbands should only be portrayed as platonic cuz it’s wrong to ship them, despite their team name literally being husbands. But more importantly, for A LOT of people, flower husbands was the One Ship people felt “allowed” to ship, BECAUSE it was canon. So they would allow FH and shun every other ship.

My point isn’t actually that, with it being the only “acceptable” ship everyone tried to make it more wholesome, though I suppose that could be a contributor. But my ACTUAL point is where all the things I laid out finally close in on each other:

Ships were a Dangerous territory in mcyt fandom, and ships being “canon” was something a lot of people weren’t prepared to deal with. People don’t want to get too close to RPF territory, but back in the day their ideas of c! vs cc! wasn’t as great, so they default to the DSMP Rule of “if it’s stated to be roleplay, then it’s canon to the characters, if not, it’s noncanon and just the CCs hanging out”.

You see where I’m going with this? When trying to follow this rule for a character relationship where they don’t explicitly state what is or isn’t RP, they hear “we’re married” and instantly mark that as canon to the characters since it clearly isn’t true to the CCs, and tend to block out anything else, otherwise you’re risking it not actually being true to the characters. Especially when it’s things like Scott saying something mean about Jimmy; that directly contradicts the “these characters are in love” thing, so it must not be canon, right?

But wouldn’t people still remember that these things happened, or did they actually straight up not process any of it? My answer to that is: of course everyone was paying attention, but with the context that it’s the CCs playing a video game, all of the teasing and other behavior seems WAY less serious. It just looks like average friends playing a hunger games smp together. And as I explained earlier, the fandom was ONLY processing this as a CC thing, so Scott’s treatment of Jimmy never stood out because that’s just how it is playing games.

Back to DSMP, I’m not active in that fandom anymore but I’ll see snippets sometimes, and I’ve seen the claim that beeduo was actually boring in canon and the fandom was the one that made it interesting. I feel like this is exactly what happened with FH. Nobody was actually expecting anyone to go hard into romantic roleplay, so the fans just take whichever pair says they’re getting married and fill in the blanks themselves. And that was normal back then, it wasn’t fans making stuff up for no reason, it was kind of expected of us.

So yeah, I personally believe that this whole confusion about FH is a result of its time. Whether you want to finally look at the actual substance of the relationship rather than following weird rules about what is or isn’t “canon”, or you believe that since FH was from a time where romantic RP was confusing and weird it would make the most sense to take into account the time period it came from and ignore the less appealing bits in favor of the fanon, I don’t really care honestly. But man isn’t this an interesting situation.

#trafficblr #life series #flower husbands #again this is NOT about whether or not FH is healthy. it’s only about the meta. #if you want to ask me my honest opinions on if FH is toxic you can ask but not on this post lol. #I do stand by my last paragraph that I honestly couldn’t care less if some fans choose to ignore canon due to the time period #tho I personally lean more towards ‘maybe now we should ACTUALLY look at what happened’ #I still think ppl have a right to focus more on the fanon. cuz that’s just how weird FH was. but I wanna focus on the canon personally. #this all sort of just comes back around to that ‘what is or isn’t canon is entirely different depending on who you ask’ #it’s usually pretty decently consistent what ppl consider canon or noncanon but FH was stuck in a weird situation so it’s the exception #like I said in an old post that still gets notes. regardless of ur opinion on FH it had to break thru so many walls for us and we should #thank it. the fandom would’ve PROBABLY made it to this point EVENTUALLY but without FH it would’ve been harder. thank u FH ur so weird.

[yukipri]

Doc diagnosed me with

✨Probably Depression✨

and prescribed

🌙More Sleep🌙

Me: Doc, ok, do u have a magic pill that can make me feel less like dying so I can work more

Doc: U need to sleep and exercise and eat healthy

Me: :(

#YukiPri rambles #tw: depression #(probably) #And the very helpful diagnosis above cost me $80+! #i love my doc but man i know i need more sleep i want it constantly it's like all i want nowadays #problem is tho i can't get it ain't it #Anyway i'm eating McD rn so that rules out healthy eating #I thought about taking a walk but i got like 3 hours of sleep so i desperately want to nap #if i can only exercise or sleep which do i choose huh #both never seems to be an option...

[spinjitsuburst]

“SKYBOUND IS MY LEAST FAVORITE SEASON SKYBOUND IS MY LEAST FAVORITE SEASON” I scream through gritted teeth after spending nearly four hours reading a Skybound fic and the past like week hyperfixating on the season against my will

#LISTEN YALL ARE SO GOOD AT MAKING INTERESTING SKYBOUND CONTENT #AND I AM A WHUMP ENJOYER AT HEART SO THEY HANDED US A SEASON OF JAY WHUMP ON A SILVER PLATTER THEY JUST FUMBLED IT #AND THEN NINJAGO FANS WERE LIKE NAH OUR SEASON NOW #WHICH MEANS I THINK ABOUT IT ALL THE TIME BUT ALSO GRRRR BITE BITE SKYBOUND VAD #bad #someone please take a bat and knock me out I’m so tired #I cant stop circulating jay in my brain tho #spinjitsu screams #Skybound #rattles the bars of my cage I need to see jay walker alive and healthy in dragons rising NOW this is probably where a lot of this is #stemming from tbh

[smilesrobotlover]

Smiles beloved friend of mine you've poisoned my brain with headbanded men. I was watching the bad batch show with my family earlier and the one clone (Hunter) came on and I immediately thought "hehe... headband... just like Rusl..."

-Sky Floor

HFJDHDKDHDKDBDKSBSKSSBKS HEADBAND MEN!!!!!!

#that’s such a mood tho #I like hunter #might give that show another chance… #hhhhh… headband men… #I think about Rusl so much it’s probably not normal nor healthy #asks

[aropride]

my shirt that says "i don't have an eating disorder" has people asking a lot of questions already answered by my shirt

#text #(this is a reference to another tweet i dont have a shirt that says that) #ed tw #weight loss tw #talk about weight in general tw #like yes i eat the same thing almost every single day & have to force myself through every bite #no i dont have an eating disorder #i just have autism and anxiety and its making my life a little bit unliveable at the moment ❤️ #i know i also have arfid which yes is an eating disorder but not like. in the way people probably think of if they look at me during #a meal and judge the way im eating and decide they think i have an ed (which i know is anxiety and nobody does that but still) #but i probably wouldnt get diagnosed bc im at a ''healthy weight'' #even tho i know that for My Body it's not healthy . i was eating relatively well for a brief period of my senior year of high school #& very briefly my freshman year of college #and i got to around [number] both times #and they were both short periods of time so i still dont know what like. a healthy weight would be For Me and for My body #but i know a doctor would tell me my weight rn is Normal and Good and that if i gain weight thats Bad and Wrong #even though i am definitely not eating enough and not getting enough Fuel For My Body To Work Right #its such bullshit. also i hope whoever invented the bmi kills themself #Well anyway. swagever ive been eating one singular slice of pizza for half an hour so i gotta get back to that

[lizarddealer]

October by The Crane Wives is so Gideon to Harrow coded and I can’t get over it

Like

“So let my hope grow cold and atrophy / ‘cause there is no more room in your heart for me”

And

“So kiss me quick, steal every secret I keep / you can have anything you want from me”

#seriously go listen to it #I can’t tell if the amount of times I’ve listen to this is healthy or not #probably not #I’m not gonna stop tho #gideon the ninth #harrow the ninth #the locked tomb #nona the ninth #tlt #gideon nav #griddlehark #harrowhark nonagesimus

[courtesanofdeath]

black clover fans on twitter are so funny. leakers are saying the anime will come back next year and they're all like 'nOOOOOO'

#i get it tho #everyone's worried about the staff having a fucked up schedule like before which affected the quality of the series' animation #but if they're only animating spaid raid arc then it's probably gonna be just one season and maybe hopefully split into two cours #and they won't have to be rushed like before #spaid raid got a lot of hype fight scenes so the staff needs the same healthy schedule as they had with the movie #but regardless black clover needs to be seasonal when it comes back

[elloratic-ttrpg]

Nerium my darling, darling Thallain who can totally be trusted, Completely (✿◡‿◡)৹🔪

#changeling the dreaming #ctd #world of darkness #:3c they're a sevartal who is Ostensibly here to broker a mutual survival treaty with the local fae on behalf of their mistress #which they are doing!! but yeag are probably also here to spy what do you expect tbh. honestly. weren't lying about the treaty tho #they really do want the treaty to work!! they stand a better chance of living if they've got connections with the local fae!! #honestly who still expects the age of the fomorians to return. humans have tanks now. grow up #that's how I'd pitch em to a storyteller at least. if I knew one. wuagh #but!!! I just think playing a real Beastie of a fae who is begrudgingly playing nice and who learns the true meaning of friendship #would be like. really fun!!! with a nice healthy sprinkling of Angst and maybe some Murder :3c #(they're Also harbouring a secret even They don't know which is that they're not a True sevartal. they're a forced heritage sevartal #aka they were made one by their mistress who forced their chrysalis too early :]c they're meant to be an autumn sidhe #a lil Thing I'm throwing in there as a possible story hook if I ever get to play them owo

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Love your art of Kakashi with no mask. His stupid tan lines bring me joy

I'm obsessed with kakashi's dumbass tanlines

#also idk how to draw realistic stomach muscles? like i make myself uncomfortable everytime i draw someone shirtless lol #bc like. kakashi's gotta b muscular but like i dont want him to look super dehydrated? so like whats a healthy amout of muscule to show? #and then im like. this is stupid ppl draw extremely ripped kakashi all the time and like its fine whatever #whatever. i probably made his arms too big. whatever. im the only one who cares abt this #why did i give him rubber ducky trunks lol #hatake kakashi #umino iruka #uzumaki naruto #naruto #glad u also appreciate kakashis tan lines tho haha

[gaytobymeres]

i genuinely do think you should be entitled to compensation if you grew up constantly being told how weird you were

#even if people were like 'in a good way tho!!!' which in hindsight they were probs lying #also it wasnt just other kids telling me this is was adults too #watching endeavour and feeling pained when morse is told he's weird/different/not normal and hes like 'but i dont want to be different!' #i felt that #tbh i probably relate to morse just sliiiiightly too much to be healthy but we move

[bungiri]

which npc would give out the best candy on spirits eve...which would give out the worst 😭

#harvey probably gives out taffy and dental floss i'm sorry king #taffy isn't good for your teeth tho so WOULD HE... #apples and dental floss fr #morris just gives jojamart coupons and expired sweetarts #maybe robin or emily give the best candy #robin has peanut butter cups YUMMM #demetrius would try to get her to give out something healthy a concious king we love him for that but it's spirits eve !! who gaf !!! #evelyn has old people candy but it's endearing she's doing her best #stardew valley #stardew valley expanded

[gifti3]

happy bday to me! 🎂🥳🎉

for this very special day i wanted to list and compare the presents and interactions i got in the mobile games ive been playing consistently lmao

under cut cause the pics are big

Time Princess A letter with 10 golden tickets, 100 stamina, and 10000 coins

Obey Me! Nightbringer 1 UR+, UR, and SSR Joker each 3 Demon Vouchers 30 Karma Points 200 AP 30000 Grim 50 Devil Points Along with a bday video, birthday calls from the characters throughout the day and a UR guarantee for a 10 pull There's half-off on Devil Tree unlocks There's also special birthday dialogue in the Surprise Guests: -- the first Surprise Guest I did gave me 30 more Devil Points -- and you can press anywhere on the boys and get max hearts :]

What in HELL is Bad They haven't implemented bday stuff yet so nothing (´。＿。｀)

Twisted Wonderland A Happy Birthday from the character you have set as your favorite card and a Tenfold Key Set (for rolls)

and last but not least.....*drum roll* 🥁🥁🥁 Love and Deepsace! Special Happy Birthdays from each guy which include them singing happy birthday to you :3 Birthday Dialogue on the home screen Presents from each one (items you can use to decorate their desks) 500 Diamonds 5 Empyrean Wishes 1 Bottle of Wishes: SSR 1 Energy Capsule: Powerful And 2 birthday stickers

#so whb is technically in last place but since its a newer game ill let it pass this year #so time princess is next in line for last place #its a fine gift but since they dont have any characters saying happy birthday it doesnt do much for me #nightbringer kinda surprised me! #i was expecting a call and some devil points #but this is a lot more then i expected :3c #also i go crazy for free UR+ Jokers #i was thinking of adding regular obey me but decided to skip it since i only really just log in for dailies for the most part #(and i dont even do that everyday if im not feeling it) #also theyre practically the same minus the calls (but i have the old ones that i havent listened to yet still) #twst was cute nothing too crazy #(thank you for ur presence lilia) #i liked love and deepspaces happy bdays from the characters a lot because they sang lmao 😭 #also i feel very special from them saying all this nice stuff about hoping that i get what i want and that i stay healthy and stuff dwsiiws #it feels like obey me has more in character interactions BUT when i think it about it more #deepspace has the models actually hand you gifts #also the moment you have with the characters feels more personal #but tbf theres more obey me characters and you do get those calls throughout the whole day! (also they give more stuff imo) #so i cant really pick which one i liked more :d #dutp #obey me nightbringer #twisted wonderland #love and deepspace #im now 26.... #oh jeez #long post #still doing the same shit i was doing in middle school uashusha (i mean playing dating games) #my personality has refined over the years tho #anyways im gonna celebrate tomorrow with my family :] #this is the end of my post tho ill probably post about the asmo phone call later

[pacificwaternymph]

Delilah cannot manipulate how others feel about her.

She can make people feel afraid, but not afraid of her. She can make them feel sad, but not sad for her.

She can make them feel love, but she cannot make them love her.

Sorrow, disgust, joy. She can make anyone feel all of them. But when it comes to herself, she comes up empty.

She doesn't know if this applies to all empathic witches, or just to her. Her father didn't stick around long enough for her to find out. But either way, she has never been able to change the way that other witches look at her whenever they realize what she is.

It's ironic, really. She doesn't need to make people fear her, they already do. She doesn't need to make them sad, because she has received plenty of pity in her life.

But the one thing she needs, the one emotion she desperately wants to feel, wants others to feel for her, even if only for a few moments, is forever out of reach.

#delilah thistle #yea my girl is a sad one #don't worry tho #she's probably one of my only ocs that actually processes her emotions in a healthy and productive manner #witchcraft smp