#please gawd

[livelaughlovepedri]

so if Xavi is staying does that mean that the board agreed to his requirements aka a proper DM???

#please gawd #and the other way round. hope Xavi also agreed to change his training staff #i still have mixed feelings #xavi hernández #fc barcelona

[chelleisamazing]

I try to be stone cold and dismissive about my feelings, but the truth is... I miss him. Most of all, I miss the day-to-day, ordinary conversations we had. I miss his long, rambly voicenotes and the out-of the blue, random pictures he would send me. I miss how easy it was to be friends... and I want to think he misses me too. I know he's watching me. I don't know why he won't talk to me though, or if he expects me to talk to him first. Did he get bored? Did he realize it's not worth the trouble? Does he think I'm mad at him? Or is he mad at me? He seemed okay the last day we talked... there was tension, of course, but apart from that, we were moving on from the awkwardness of our weekend together... Is he ashamed of what happened? Of how everything didn't turn out how we expected it? I want to tell him he shouldn't be... it wasn't his fault. I see him watching me, and I wonder if he cares; if he ever cared. I also feel dumb because I probably cared more than he ever did (and still do), but it used to feel real-- our friendship. I really felt we had turned into good friends. Of course, I didn't expect to talk everyday, all-day; everyone gets bored of that... but I wish we could just check in with each other at least, once in a while, without feeling like something stings in my chest... I want to think he knows how bad I feel, not knowing about him. After all the things he said to me, and I said to him, I hope at least someday I get an explanation; some kind of continuation... or closure.

#something happened and I got triggered 🥲 #not like i dont think about him at least once a day already but you get it #i know i mentioned before i only wanted to f*ck lol but guess i got too attached this time #and how could I not... he has such a good aura about him 😪♡ #but... he's a man after all... #i shouldve expected the worse #funny thing is now I just miss the way we got along 🥲 #and i have friends here too but i could talk with him in a way i cant to anyone else #and that sound sad but my point is #it was just different-- a good different. #huge sigh #i honestly feel like falling in love... this time preferably with a girl 🥲 #please gawd #personal post #stuff

[13thpythagoras]

#please gawd #lol

[chrisrin]

IT IS DONE. THEY ARE ALL HERE!!!

#homestuck #hs #gemstuck #fuckkk i'm not going to tag them all #chris doodles #including the fusion designs i did #i drew 25 designs over the past 48 hours #hoooly fuck im going to go collapse i think my artist brain is drained for like a week now minimum #oh my Gawd #anyways please look at them please appreciate them there's some blood in all the sweat + tears in these #ask me about them also feel free to send me fusion asks and One Day ill get to them #wont be soon but ill do it at some point

[westwing19]

Heyo, another idea for you: What are the chances Kirby finding out about Meta Knight's sweets/desserts collection and trying to go through the boxes before being caught by said Knight and crew.

I suspect raising Kirby on the Halberd involved a lot of learning how to child-proof things...

MK's precious sugar stash probably got decimated a few times before they figured out which locks actually worked against him.

#ask #kirby #meta knight #(his shadow anyway) #not sure if you thought this first ask got eaten since you sent another #but as they're very similar please take this as my response to both :) #still taking my time on these since life hasn't been any smoother since the month started gawd #meart

[rvspecter]

No you listen to me. I don't give a shit what your conscience is telling you. We got the guy. We're gonna take him down. That means you get out. I know that and I love that. But all I need you to do is convince Cahill to cut Jill a deal too. I don't think you understand. This guy came forward, he's the guy that gets the deal and you're the guy that gets the deal. There is no third deal. Harvey please. I've betrayed this man enough. I need you to convince Cahill that one person makes a case but two people makes a slam dunk. Okay Mike, I'll make it happen.

#this scene drove me nuts #the part where harvey gets up out of his chair HE IS SO TIGHTLY WOUND IT IS SO SEXY #look at how angry he is #and yet mike just says HARVEY PLEASE #and it's okay mike i'll make it happen #anyways INSANE #suits tv #suits usa #harvey specter #mike ross #SERIOUSLY THOUGH THE THIRD GIF MY GAWD MY GAWD!!!!!!!!!!! #marvey

[hiphopcherrrypop]

next bus ride to school about to be kinda awkward.....

#jojolands #jjba #jojos bizarre adventure #usagi alohaoe #jodio joestar #new jojolands chapter means time for more usagi art! #i need to be physically restrained from putting him on a green background i'm sorry idk what possesses me #alsoooo i don't actually believe in usagi being a traitor (yet at least (ʘ╻ʘ)..) #but if he fr is then it's silly they still have to go to school together #it's too early for him to be a traitor #it's a fakeout right araki. surely #please don't... rip this out of me... #ALSO oh my gawd as a member of usagi nation i may have lost a bit today #but i am also a member of dr/gopaco nation so i wonnnn... #like awww they were abt to be hugging forever so cute 🤞🤣 #jodio in this drawing is stressing me out he looks too scsry buff to me #it was worse and i fixed it but still #i think primary issue is i made his shoulders too broad and the pose isnt helping anything either #whatevs whatevs he’s a joestar i guess 😞😞

[solaneceae]

blind devotion

a team bolas oneshot. codebreakers-centric (philza and étoiles) (read on ao3) found family, ambiguous relationships, fluff @apthotiosis tagging u because codebreakers heehee

“They’re not crow wings,” Jaiden remarks, tracing the sharp edges of the long feathers meant to catch on updrafts. “They’re too big. And you got extra bones and joints going on.” Phil hums, a hesitant eeeeeh with a twist of his hand. “There’s some crow in there. But most of it is actually—”

“Elytra!” Baghera quacks, awe lacing her voice as she croons over the white diamonds that appear beneath the grime and dust she’s cleaning out. “You’re part Elytrian, Philza?”

“Not exactly,” he laughs, pointing at the very human features on the rest of his body. “I’m not actually a hybrid. Not like Jaiden, or even like you. Those wings were a gift.”

Étoiles perks up. “From Kristin, yes?” he nails down, perceptive as ever. The rest of the flock oooohs, a little chorus of yes, of course, makes sense. “I like your wife, Phil,” the duck smiles, brushing out a crooked feather. She remembers the Goddess’s voice, soft and warm as late spring’s sunlight, pouring out of Phil’s mouth as she borrowed his body to greet them. “She’s so nice.”

“She’s awesome,” Étoiles nods, unseeing eyes reflecting invisible stars. He cannot see anymore, he’s told them, but he still fights like he can, somehow. “I see her, sometimes, when I don’t have enough sugar and I almost die. She tells me to take better care of myself, but I’m dumb and shit so it keeps happening.”

“T’es con,” Baghera chastises him, slapping the back of his head, and Philza snorts at their antics. He’s so glad Étoiles joined them, the memory of his expectant frame almost vibrating out of itself when the old crow-not-quite-a-crow approached him at Global, just the day before. The words had barely left his mouth and the warrior had dropped to his knees before him, like a worshipper before his deity made man. I am your arm, your sword, Étoiles had said to him once, long ago. Felt like long ago. Just tell me where to hit.

A wave of fond-flock-yesyes, the Angel of Death pulls Étoiles forward to shelter him within his wings. “Aaah, Philza, Phil,” Étoiles laughs as his friend pecks at his hair, crooning incessantly. “The goat, oh, he’s moving so good! So good aim!”

“No mames.”

“No maaaaames man.”

“Shut up dude,” Phil wheezes, a huge smile on his face as he runs his talons through the frenchman’s tangled, white-faded locks. Yesyes. “I’m having a moment.”

“Oh? He has a moment, okay. I fuck myself, I don’t move, I get it.”

“Oh my god, stop.”

“I want to see you fly,” Étoiles says, quieter. Almost a whisper, that has everyone tilt their head in focus. “I didn’t see you fly, that’s bullshit. It must be beautiful, to see.”

Phil flashes him a wry grin. “Maybe. They’re pretty fragile, still. I don’t want to fuck them up all over again. Pretty sure the Feds will just clip them once we get back anyway, so.”

“Fuck them!” Baghera screeches indignantly. “Not letting that happen. I kill them first.”

“It’s fine. Just gotta enjoy ‘em while I got ‘em.”

Étoiles pouts at that, mumbles something in rapid-fire French that sounds rude. Phil hums and cups his face with a low trill, talons rapping on the space between his skull and neck, feather-soft. His friend blinks, cloudy silver. “What do I look like to you?” Phil asks, feathers ruffling as he spreads his wings wide, his fellow avians shifting to avoid being smacked by them.

Étoiles smiles, all teeth and greenish gums. “Like home,” he says, and it’s such a silly yet earnest answer that Phil could kiss him into silence. Mine, his hindbrain thrums, fierce possessiveness curling around his heart, and Étoiles laughs, that airy, high-pitched wheeze of his, because he’s making bird noises again. “And he says, he says he’s no hybrid, this man?” he mocks, tackling Philza to the cold floor of their cave to wrestle him into submission. “He’s a liar! Lies! You know who you are, Felipe Minecraft! Embrace it!”

“I am- fuck, get off,” Philza growls, play? play? Swoops Étoiles’ legs from under him to pin him down and they’re both laughing, batting at each other’s faces, talons carefully curled inward to not slice at dark green skin. Baghera and Jaiden cheer them on from the sidelines, loose feathers flying here and there, a viney tail wrapping itself around his leg as they roll and swipe and snap their teeth at each other’s necks, play, play! 

Étoiles loses at some point, freezes when sharp claws brush against his jugular. “Oh, he’s too good,” he smiles, tired and fond. “He’s good, and I’m shit. GGs.”

“Don’t say that,” Phil rolls his eyes, but doesn’t draw away. Étoiles’ eyes are squinted in twin crescent moons, and he doesn’t know if he wants to pluck them out to wear like jewellery or forget himself in them. “You. Are the best,” he chirps, pressing his forehead against the other man’s, flock, mine. hello. “I chose you. And I only choose the best for my family.”

“That’s us,” Baghera gasps — she and Jaiden have taken to preening each other instead, her bill ruffling through dark blue and green to dislodge specks of dried blood and sand out of her flockmate’s wings. “Bolas family, yes!”

“You picked Roier first,” the warrior whines, hands pawing at Phil’s chest, not quite pushing him away. “You like him better, no? He’s better, stronger. I don’t blame you.”

“Cellbit wanted him. I wanted to make him happy.”

“Oh, he is,” Jaiden huffs. “They’ve been snogging in the nest all evening. It’s cute and all, but I can only take so much kissing noises until I gotta vomit.”

“Hater!” her sister teases, bonking her bill against her cheek. “You’re just a little hater, let them be gay and happy.”

“They can be gay and happy and not slobber over each other.”

“I kinda like it,” Slime pipes up from his hole in the ground. Jaiden quirks an eyebrow at him. “...You need to get over Cellbit, dude.”

“Whaaaaat? You’re talkin’ nonsense. Put your mask back on, the fumes got to you.”

“Don’t you have Mariana anyway?”

“I don’t see your point.”

“Roier is Roier,” Phil cuts them off, catching Étoiles’ wrists to push them down against the stone. Mine. “You’re you. Cellbit wanted him, I wanted you. Simple.”

“Yeah?”

“Uh-huh.” A croon, their noses brush together. Jaiden makes a gagging sound, which makes Baghera cackle. What am I doing? “Phil?” He blinks. His friend is looking up at him, eyes crinkled up in amusement, fang poking out from beneath his upper lip. “I’m already yours. You don’t need to go all birdbrain on me.”

“Sorry.”

“Nah. Don’t be sorry, be the GOAT that you are.” Étoiles pushes himself up, and Philza lets him. He tilts his head to the side, like he always does whenever he’s mapping out his surroundings. “Phil, Phil,” he nudges at the crow’s shoulder, vine-tail thumping against the ground in renewed vigot. “PvP check, yes? Sticks?”

“Bruh.”

“Come oooon.”

“We’re actually ahead today, let’s not die and mess it up.”

“Rhoooooo…”

#qsmp #qsmp purgatory #fanfic #codebreakers #étoiles #philza #q!étoiles #q!philza #they make me ill #something about them just makes me go *pterodactyl noises* #please étoiles log back on #we need you to bring phil into the résistance already #and they were coworkers!!!! (oh mah gawd they were coworkers)

[pokeymonhearts]

#pokeymonhearts #soriku #xehaqus #act 4 #finale #Daybreak town #LET'S GOOOO #we're getting down to the wire folks #also gawd please appreciate all the hands I had to draw #so many HANDS

[repulsiveliquidation]

WAS NO ONE GONNA TELL ME THERE WAS NEW LEILA CONTENT

#leila ouahabi #man city women #gawd damn #she fine #please step on me

[zensations35]

Oh yall. OHHH YALLL. I comm'd @just-a-nervous-bean to do a scene from my Loki fic and ...WOOOFFF...Oh gawd, it's EXACTLY what I pictured. I love bean's style, holy #$&%. The color, the faces, THE LOOSE TIE ON THE JACKET!! And Thor's magnificent hair~ ASSGFJOIGOHFDS

I'll be looking at this for years to come. Expect future reblogs on this and my other comm. I'm gonna go flail now.

See my Loki masterlist here! Or the chapter this scene is from here!

#snz #snz art #Lo/ki #Lo/ki Th/or #rrrghhh #the lightning snz #I can't #magical snz #whump #oh gawd thor in the bandages #please #askfjghd #mcu loki

[dhorrl]

The way my SOUL has just left my body and ascended to the heavens…

#but why is he so fucking cool?! #and so fucking sexy?! #gawd please lord just one chance #aizawa shota #bnha shouta aizawa #mha 419

[13thpythagoras]

so cops get sued and we have to pay for it?

if I ever get sued I'm going to try to make the police pay my lawsuit, that's their logic, make other people pay for your crimes

#zero police accountability #police running wild #police are a gang #defund the police #please gawd

[lumenhunter]

Headcanon: Astarion learned how to play a variety of instruments under Cazador. This was not a pleasant process.

--

Cazador stared, unblinking. So still, like a statue. With just the two of them there was no point in pretenses. He didn’t breathe, didn’t swallow. Didn’t make the little movements that implied any sort of humanity. In contrast, Astation was forced to cling to those little things.

Remember to blink, at least three times a minute. Steady breaths, in and out. And most of all, ignore the pain. Ignore the burn and sting as his fingers slid gracefully along the strings. Ignore the ever-present gnawing of his stomach. Astarion’s lips were shaped into a soft, pleasant smile. Something he’d worn as a magistrate in difficult situations and now perpetually plastered on, a mask he wore to hide the pain and fear that wracked him day in and day out. 

He’d learned early on Cazador had no patience for anything like a show of displeasure. 

The strings bit into his fingers, each one its own little agony. They’d been at this for hours upon hours. Blood dripped from each string, making each note simultaneously sticky and slick. But Cazador demanded perfection. As the final note died down, he glanced towards his master for approval, swallowing the bitterness that such a word came so easily to him now.

Blazing red eyes met his own. He knew that no praise would be forthcoming.

“Your technique is passable, but where is the passion? The joy of the song? Surely you don’t seek to sway me with such a lifeless performance?” every word was mocking, reveling in his slave’s torment. “Again.”

Astarion’s smile didn’t falter, voice coming out smoother than he felt. “Of course, master. Your wish is my desire.” 

#astarion #bg3 #fanfic #fanart #cazador szarr #my shitty art #my shitty writing #here have some angst #gawd im so pleased with how this turned out

[lesbianashleywilliams]

文豪ストレイドッグス S2E9 - DOUBLE BLACK

「 O acquaintances, grantors of dark disgrace...do not wake me again! 」

#*posts #bsdedit #*bsdeps #hyeahbsd #Bungou Stray Dogs #dailyanime #anisource #my crap #usergojoana #useradrienne #hey adrienne come get yo mans #please gawd if this doesn't show up in the tags i'm gonna bite my own leg off or smth #anyway welcome to my blog where it's always Soukoku SMonday #this looks way too similar to S2E6 but i am just really having trouble with diversifying color combos right now

[silversoulstardust]

kazurei but make it sengoku/warring states era au: rei is the only son to one of the feudal lords who is trained from birth to kill the opposing parties and other lords. suwa family is well known to be reliable in disposing of anyone who's going against the shogun they're serving, and they earned such praise thanks to rei, for being such a fearsome killer. his name sends chills down the enemy's spine. feudal lords and shogun contenders lose sleep over the thought of being suwa rei's target.

kazuki is a servant boy that gets assigned to rei since childhood. he follows rei around; manages his horses, polish his armors, prepares his food and bath, fights alongside rei when it's needed, and provides company to the sole heir of the fearsome suwa family that no other people dare to approach. the only person who can talk back to rei and make rei do things he doesn't like (even though it's good for him. like eating veggies.) the only person who is allowed to touch rei. rei hates being around people except for kazuki. naturally, their relationship blooms beyond being a lord's son and a servant.

rei's father gets a whiff of their relationship and tries to separate them. rei kills everyone who tries to take kazuki away from him. he burns the entire family to the ground. he tosses the crest that adorns the armor on his chest into the burning pile of woods before leaving with kazuki in tow, without sparing a single glance to look back at the legacy he destroyed.

a slowburn childhood friends to lovers, forbidden romance between a lord's son and a servant. a whole merthur shit except in feudal japan, if you will

#someone write a 50k words fic for this please 🥺 #gawd i want to read it so bad #buddy daddies #buddy daddies headcanon #kazurei #reikazu #kurusu kazuki #suwa rei #chromie writes #in this case i write the prompt with hopes someone else can carry my vision for me #i need motivation & time & while im feeling good in this post menstruation/pre ovulation state i cant say much about the rest of the cycle #also time. kinda busy with this whole relocating and job searching so yeah no time to write :( #chrmz.txt