#or do I have ocd

[otvlanga]

I forgot I’m neurodivergent and need to swap which end of my bed I have my pillow at every month or so, or else I go absolutely off the rails and get really depressed at night and can’t sleep until I change this very insignificant part of my daily routine for a while. Mental illness cured

#genuinely what the fuck #like my mind is suddenly cured #am I autistic #or do I have ocd #or is it just my actual adhd #at this point I don’t want to know #otty rambles

[teaboot]

Not to be absolutely unhinged but I think that if I buy enough tiny plastic tubs to continue breaking down every possession I own into discrete categories then eventually I will live in a home where I don't constantly have a large pile of completely miscellaneous nicknacks in the middle of the floor constantly and forever until I die

Current box count is 56

#Do I tag this as autism #Is this an ADD thing #Or is this just another one of the lord's freaky gifts #Who knows #I'm having fun #I think #The spreadsheet says I'm having fun #Yippee #God I love sorting things #This isn't OCD by the way this is voluntary and enjoyable

[lazylittledragon]

Not trying to be rude or anything but you shouldn't use the word 'manic' or 'manic period' etc. unless you actually have manic/depressive episodes because it downplays how severe those disorders can actually be. They're just words but unlearning harmful terminology like that can help destigmatise mental illness and I would hope youi would want to do that.

yeah it's almost like i used those words specifically because i DO understand how severe they are

#ramble #what's that post about how some people only see ideologies and concepts and not human beings #yes we should stop throwing terminology around like nothing but also #that is not the biggest problem neurodivergent people have right now #and also you're asking me to disclose my conditions to strangers so you can decide how i'm allowed to speak #also this isn't the point but i don't know anybody who uses the word 'manic' to describe their symptoms unless they have FELT IT #because it's. so specific and you do not use it unless you know what it means #for me a manic phase doesn't mean just a little energy buzz it feels like i'm on fire #anyway please don't waste your time sending me things like this because i don't like it #go after etsy shops who sell ocd merchandise not people talking about their own struggles

[bogkeep]

thoughts, repeating.

#art #sketch #digital art #ocd #wish i could clear my brain cache sometimes! #but no instead everything that ever happens to me is a cognitohazard #anything can be my brain's favourite chew toy #there's nothing more to extract from that thought but sure let's run into it like a knife a million times #and it becomes habit that reinforces itself. i will wake up thinking thank god im not having the thought right now! oh! surprise! #i don't wish my memory was worse but i wish it knew how to let go #one beautiful day when im in a place more long term i will find a therapist that can help hopefully #also im doing fine mostly!!!!!! #ive been meaning to draw this for a while just havent had the time and im slowly smoothing it over

[dragonpyre]

Person: yeah these are my stims

Me: stims?

Person: yeah, like a repetitive thing you do

Me: oh like the thing you have to do or else the Bad Thing will happen, even if it sucks and you hate doing it?

Person: uh... no...

#turns out I don't stim BUT I do have OCD tendencies #which only show up when I'm stressed #autism #asd #text post #ocd

[nookisms]

Oops. It's a second headcanon compilation!

Don't worry, the next one will be back to our normal schedule of regular text posts and not headcanons

Masterpost

#Dark Meta Knight #Shadow Kirby #Meta Knight #Kirby #King Dedede #Daroach #marx kirby #Magolor #Bandana Waddle Dee #Bandana Dee #Marx #Kirby series #kirby headcanons #text post meme #text post memes #disability headcanon #okay I wanted a particularly exhausted Dedede so I snagged him from triple deluxe #i just think Dedede would have chronic pain from. you know. getting torn in half that one time #before you come after me for Magolor's panel: I do not think ocd and intrusive thoughts make you do bad things #I just think he already had it and the Master Crown made it worse (via lingering magic from the possession) #i dunno how mental illnesses work in aliens that use magitech #I had a lot more here but I decided I'm not going to continue rambling in the tags #I can expand on any of these headcanons at any moment if you want feel free to ask #also I saved that Kirby one for last because I thought it would hit with oomph #she speks #she speks originale #she edits #yes I'm working on the masquerade I am just obsessed with making text post memes

[robertseanleonardthinker]

i know it's funny to say wilson is fucked up in ways the dsm 5 cannot describe but i think he also normal regular ppl mental illness... as in ocd. i think wilson has moral ocd. his thoughts yell at him that if he's anything other than kind and perfect, he's a horrible person. bad things will happen, and they'll all be his fault. like if he's a little harsh to his old patient with terminal cancer, their death will be on his hands. he knows realistically that it wouldn't be, but he actually cares so much about these people that he can't risk it. the idea scares him so much. and i don't think he's had it his whole life. maybe ocd traits as a kid, little things here and there, but not full-blown ocd. what triggered it was danny. he didn't pick up that night, danny disappeared, and he spiraled. he wasn't there to listen, to be kind, then something bad happened and his brain clung onto that. cause and effect.

i dunno if anyone else sees this or agrees, but it makes sense to my silly little ocd riddled brain

#house #house md #james wilson #headcanon #house md headcanons #there's probably a whole lotta projection in this post (as always) #i don't struggle with moral ocd but i do still in fact have ocd #ocd

[danandfuckingjonlmao]

there are two types of neurodivergent kids in school:

1. sees class has already started, mortified by the thought of walking in front of people, fails at psyching themself up, goes outside, sits next to a dumpster for six hours, goes home, changes colleges, never goes back again

or

2. sees that no one is sitting on table, immediately sits on table, becomes friends with a guy called swaz who appreciates their table power move, embraces status as the Weird Kid

#tag yourself #i’m number 1 to a t #i ate #my lunch in the bathroom ones because i was two mortified to walk into a room full of people who had already started eating lunch #i was like “if they look at me i will actually factually die” #dnp #so do you have adanhd or auphism 👀 #dan and phil #adhd #autism #neurodivergent #neurodivergence #yeet my deet #phan #yeet my dnp #gamingmas 2023 #ocd #tourettes #sensory processing disorder #auditory processing disorder #dyslexia #yeet my deenp

[kindaorangey]

my favourite thing about the ark has got to be the way NONE of them display any obsessive-compulsive behaviours!

#lister bird #jimmy kaga ricci #rowan omondi #iwbft #i was born for this #osemanverse #thunder's art #described #ocd tag #its my mental illness and i say the blorbos go in the tag #thought of captioning this 'the ocd brothers' but im still on the fence about saying they all have ocd. like i think they do i just think #that takes more explanation than can be captured in a semi-comedic single panel comic #alice oseman #let it be known i hate drawing jimmy with straight hair. he just immediately looks like chilchuck

[charon-cries]

when OTHER people try to distract or comfort themselves, they call it "coping" and "self-soothing," but when i do it, it's a "mental compulsion" and "you have OCD"

#ahhh the best thing i've done for myself lately is bring up the possibility of me having ocd with my loved ones #i had been trying to figure myself out since i was maybe 14? #and always wrote off OCD because i didn't know that what i was doing were compulsions #i thought i was just Coping Normally #but in hindsight it's so obvious #so RIDICULOUSLY obvious #even days later i'm still recognizing obsessions and compulsions i have (or used to have) #＿|￣|● #obsessive compulsive disorder #ocd #actually ocd #mental compulsions #they ALL follow the same pattern too (fear of myself or loved ones being harmed) and i can connect this back to my CHILDHOOD #how did i NOT know </3

[maplemaplemaplemaplemaple]

(lyrics are from the song Not What I Needed by Car Seat Headrest!)

happy birthday, psychonauts. i miss whispering rock as though it were a real place

ref image under cut:

this game is so gorgeous it makes me want to yell. how were they doing this in 2005 .

#i have so many sentimental feelings about this game even though ive only really known it for a year. sobbing weeping #first played it i was sort of coming to terms with myself. like i was making good ocd recovery progress and getting to see myself in sasha #was just so so lovely. and i do fixate on sasha specifically a lot but whispering rock as a whole is just so magical to me. cant do words #its probably cliche to say that something 'feels like home' but it really does. wahhhh #its 3am and i like videogame.maple #psychonauts #razputin aquato

[xofeno]

JESSE LEE SOFFER as Mister Rogers Variety Interview (2023)

Stay in or go out? Stay in, I'm a total homebody.

#homebodies unite #jesse lee soffer #jay halstead #chicago pd #mister rogers #mr rogers #jesseleesofferedit #variety #interview #mine #queue the post to begin #ok the next few tags are a keyword experiment plz ignore #a lot of my friends make fun of me that i'm like mister rogers like i go get home trade change one cardigan sweater for the other another #come take off my shoes put on slippers get real comfy i have home out wardrobe yeah clothes when you ocd germophobe germaphobe homebody #do you separate inside and outside outfits

[smokbeast]

COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN!

Hi hello hi! Commissions are open! if you are interested here is a google form below with all the info at hand about my commissions and workflow! If you have any questions my DMS are open to answer and talk it out, thank you so much, reblogs are extremely appreciated to spread the word as I would like this to be my main post for commissions from now on!

#I hope this is easier or better!;; #I really like to have an easier way to do this I always get worried I might forget a client with how much I do aahhh there’s only so much m #fucked up little ocd memory can do PF #BUT YEAH A I hOPE THIS IS OK #commissions open #commission work #art commissions #art #my art #art comms #art comms open #please reblog! Likes don’t really help this kind of post PF… #smoki rambles #BTW for any current clients you don’t have to fill this. Since I’m already working on your things it’s okay! But for anyone else #id prefer you fill this from now on!

[salsa-di-pomodoro]

Has anyone ever thought of the possibility of people in hisui getting a magazine from AFTER ingo and akari go home with either or both of them on it. Like they've already left and lo and behold in the tail end of the entire mess a magazine appears with one of them on the cover looking fresh stunning and most importantly happy. If it were Ingo i feel like he'd be all dressed up goth on the cover of like Vogue or something lmao (i don't think he wouldn't get famous if he wasn't already after coming home. Theyd want the publicity+cool extint Pokémon on the cover). If it were akari shed probably be like posing all badass like the badass teenager she is, scars in full view (she's a survivor!!!!!!). Inside is a little tidibit of their life after coming home. It would be both funny as hell to see them react to how they are in their element and like connect the dots for their strange behaviors AND bring closure to the people they left in hisui. They may never know this but the people in the past do

If anyone uses this idea tag me i may or may not read it but i want to know if you liked it enough to do something with it. I'll probably just keep daydreaming to myself about it lol

Edit: btw there's a whole section talking about everyone's battle prowess and the battle subway for the funnies. Just so you know

#ingo #ingo pokemon #subway boss ingo #submas ingo #pokemon ingo #warden ingo #akari #pokemon akari #akari pokemon #why do they have so may tags #anyway hello people this idea has plagued me mind enough for me to make a dramatic comeback to the tags #i will now disappear again for untold amounts of time #i wish i could be here #but my brain decided to do a funny and annhilate me with ten thousand ocd beams every time i see a smidge of content- #-that even vaguely implies angst. even in my mind lol (<-suffering from the horrors)(doing FAR *FAR* better than i was even just- #-a few months ago tho. just get the occasional panic moment. ig we cant have everything) #anyway goodbye gamers see you in five to ten business months #submas positivity #oh btw last thing emmet is def there with him #maybe not on the cover but in other photos inside of the magazine they all posed together #yes elesa also #i have such a clear view of this curse my undeveloped drawing abilities #jkjk im not being mean to myself lol im getting better #just imagine him on the cover posing with chandelure and sneasler and zoroark in the background and theyre all menacing #except him cause hes smiling so genuenly happy and like kind looking. something something ghosts don't have to be scary

[somekindofsentience]

twitch chat is trying to convince me that i am a worse person than Sunny and i have committed worse actions than him

#omori spoilers #omori #actually ocd #i actually cannot stand my brain #i dont think sunny is that horrible of a person tbh #“do u regret what u did” i didnt do shit #i am actual so tired #omori sunny #i have never committed recital day in my life #crying and shitting #sentient rambles

[stargloom]

hopes peak

#i dont feel like my art lately has been good enough to maintag but like man j gyess we all gotta do scary shit sometimes #junko enoshima #chihiro fujisaki #mine #junko is having the worst ocd manic depression spiral of her life and chihiro is havung a very painful transgender experience