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holopossums · 1 month
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Alright but hear me out. They'd be so cool together.
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Friendly reminder that the U.S. fandom of The Owl House branded the Latin American population as homophobic and retrograde for dubbing errors in the episodes "Eda's Requiem" and "Eclipse Lake".
They demanded "justice" and "representation" in Latin dubbing by complaining in publications in different social networks while ignoring REAL problems that the dubbing industry in Latin America is going through and that affect REAL people, see, harassment towards dubbing actresses, low salaries, preference of famous influencers over professional dubbing actors, nepotism, the limitations that clients put at the time of dubbing the product, the decline of Venezuelan dubbing caused by the crisis in the country, etc.
But instead they prefer to focus on two fictitious characters and immediately brand their creator as a victim just because of two mistakes that were not in the control of the actors and dubbing directors.
Fuck you
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Aye look it’s really fucking drunk Yuki talking about Reader to his fucking cats (he imagined them replying to him don’t ask) after Reader mentioned her friend making her go on a blind date later and didn’t even saying anything about actually even liking the guy/hj
The reason it’s half joking is cuz there are higher chances of him killing the guy instead of sitting there drinking but wtv🌛
- 🌙 anon
bro would sooner die then ever show those feelings on the outside but you bet he’s going through it every time he thinks about them, I don’t think he’s ever been so besotted before nor does he know how to deal with it
also drunk and clingy yukito aaaaa 😳🫣
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yuugen-benni · 2 months
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''What was the best thing someone ever said to you ?''
gn!writing
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'You're amazing.' ''That was the line, it seems so simple, right?…Y/n said that to me several times when we were stupid kids in love. They were afraid to say 'I love you' so, instead, saying 'You're amazing' was actually a way of saying 'I'm surprised at how much I love you'….How did I know it was that ? You cannot hide love, it is almost impossible, unfortunately. Our whole being say it for us.'' - Josuke Higashikata, Bruno Bucciarati, Oda Sakunosuke, Bram Stoker
'I knew you would come back.' ''At first I was like 'Am I so predictable? or do they just know me really well?', and then I realized it was a stupid statement; of course I would come back, I have no doubts, no reason to run away and I hope I never will…[Raise an eyebrow] If my insecurities went away after these thoughts ? Oh, Does it really matter? I'm fine....a lot better'' - Abbacchio, Rohan Kishibe, Jouno Saigiku, Ayatsuji Yukito,
''Why is this even on the questionnaire? [Sighs]… Someone once said 'You should smile more, you really make me feel carefree when you do', honestly if they had just said the first sentence I wouldn't feel a thing but they added their own feelings and it was not just a ''kindness'' you do to a random person...Who was the person ? I'm sure there's no such question on the paper'' - Jotaro, Pannacota Fugo, Fukuzawa Yukichi, Lucy Montgomery
''You are recording? Oh, Okay...Y/n one day told me I looked like a character from a fantasy movie! It was oddly endearing, but I didn't question them, although I can assume they see something they admire in me…What exactly? That's a question for them'' - Young!Joseph, Noriaki Kakyoin, Giorno Giovanna, Atsushi Nakajima, Nikolai Gogol
'You're beautiful' "Yeah, yeah, I get it. People always say stuff like this, but you feel me ? It's the little things that can totally brighten someone's day and It seriously made my day! And, not gonna lie, I know I'm good looking, but hey, a little reminder never hurts, right ?" - Guido Mista, Jean P. Polnareff, Edogawa Ranpo, Osamu Dazai
''I remember one night when Y/n called me, out of the blue, saying they wanted me to wish them a 'good night' because my voice was 'the peace they could find to sleep in'. They seemed sad, tired, so I didn't refuse the request…and also why would I refuse ? They are sweet people...What ? If I cried ?...[Looks away with an embarrassed sigh] shut up...'' - Avdol, Koichi Hirose, Jonathan Joestar, Ryunosuke Akutagawa, Chuuya Nakahara, Tetchou Suehiro
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Hi, may I please request BSD men with an s/o who has the ability to regenerate and as a result, is rather reckless in battle because they're functionally immortal?
-Sincerely, 💋
confidence in conflict
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synopsis - your ability gave you a great confidence in battle, but maybe that wasn't a good thing
includes - ranpo, sigma, ayatsuji, natsume
warnings - gn!reader, fluff, slight angst, hints toward death/getting hurt, wc - 601
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ranpo edogawa ★↷
↪ranpo himself doesn't normally do field missions involving conflict to no ones surprise. the only times he really goes is if he needs something else for the case.
↪so normally most of the time he demands either you or a coworker you went with to know if you're okay, whoever he finds first.
↪ however because you could regenerate he would ask how reckless you were. he didn't really have to worry about you getting hurt but if you ever put yourself in dangerous situations because of your ability he would worry.
↪and he wouldn't hesitate to scold you. it wasn't really scolding, more making you feel guilty for making him worry. but atleast he could find comfort in knowing no matter how far you would be you would be okay.
sigma ★↷
↪sigma was rather indifferent about combat. he knew it would become unavoidable in some situations but he would also stave it off for as long as possible. it wasn't his favoured option.
↪but you were on the opposite end of the spectrum. your ability gave you a great sense of confidence in combat and didn't pick your fights wisely, opting to engage in fights whenever you had the chance.
↪and you were reckless in the fights themselves. this initially made sigma worry constantly, he had finally found someone he wanted to believe would never use him and he could trust - he didn't want to lose that, lose you.
↪but when he came to know of your ability he felt almost a false confidence. he could feel slightly better that you probably wouldn't be gravely hurt but he knew anything could render your ability useless - especially fatal wounds.
↪he would always tell you to be careful. he didn't want to lose the only person he could believe wouldn't use him.
yukito ayatsuji ★↷
↪ ayatsuji was a rather cocky man, that was no surprise to anyone. he didn't really enage in combat however as he found little use for it and anyone he wanted rid off... well his ability could take care of that.
↪and he couldn't help the smug grin that formed when he witnessed how reckless you were in battle. mainly because he knew why, your ability.
↪he found it rather interesting that you had such confidence because of your ability and he couldn't blame you, he'd probably do the same. but when it came to being closer to you he'd hide his worry.
↪he also had confidence in your ability to keep you safe but he knew life was cruel. there was nothing stopping something drastic happening that could render your ability useless and your recklessness would finally catch up to you.
natsume soseki ★↷
↪natsume lived most his life in the quiet solitude only found living as a cat. he knew he had quite a few undesirable people looking for him and so he preferred that life rather than seeking out the conflicts they'd want.
↪and while he'd urge you to do the same, he knew he couldn't stop you entirely from rushing into a conflict without a care in the world. perhaps he did actually like that about you, one of your charms per say.
↪he undestood that you had great confidence in your ability and he did too but he'd still scold you. everytime you threw yourself recklessly into battle would earn you a light scolding.
↪the last thing he'd ever want was for you to get hurt, or worse. he'd rather throw himself into a conflict with those who want him gone than see you get hurt.
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aoizaraka · 7 months
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HOW BEING IN HIS ARMS FEEL LIKE
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being in the comfort of his arms and cuddling all afternoon might be the best moments you hope to happen everyday. you dont necessarily like the cruel frigidness in the room, and the touch of his cold skin doesnt help it either. but you dont care-- as long as you're with him and he's with you. the comfortable feeling of being in his arms just makes you forget about the burdens of life, the dreadful emotions that has been eating you alive. the tightness of your mental stability automatically eases up. it makes you forget even the hardest moments of your life.
-- . fyodor, shibusawa, ayatsuji yukito . william moriarty . hanako/yugi amane , teru minamoto . tanjiro, giyuu, obanai , (and anyone else u want!!)
instead of you initiating it, its usually him. he has always been a clingy significant other, not that you mind. it doesnt matter where you two even are, public or private, he just wants to feel your skin against his. he prefers being little spoon most of the time, but it doesnt matter. he often just rests his head on your shoulder. the feeling of it comforts and relieves you, your stress, and basically everything, i mean.. the feeling of his physical affection, his warmth and shared feelings with you makes you feel warm even in the inside.
-- . ranpo, nikolai, dazai . louis moriarty . mikey, baji keisuke . tsukasa, teru (m) . zenitsu
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It doesn’t matter what you are. I just want you always by my side, giving me that sappy smile... that’s enough for me.
touya + yukito — requested by @richard-john-graysons​
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[6]
I turned the page thinking there was one more to go, but it looks like this is actually split across a double page spread. But since I've seen it let's talk about it anyway!
It's all the worlds we've seen! And in the most CLAMP way possible we see them overflowing and overlapping but THROUGH the frame that Sakura's Wings makes of them. They HAVE the memories of these worlds inside them, and here they visually show us the mess of them all colliding and ripping apart.
And it's gorgeous! Is this all of them? Let's see, if we start in the top left and go counter clockwise we see Acid Tokyo (1), with I think Koryo beneath it (2), and what I am going to assume is the library from Recourt (3). We have a clear Piffle (4), followed by the Land of Fog (5) (justice for the mini-arcs!), and then Infinity (6) which is hilariously just a picture of Eagle Vision since we didn't see much of the world itself outside of his illegal fighting ring. Next is Nihon I think (7), followed by Hanshin (8), and the flower fun district in Shara (9). Above that is Yukito and Toya in Clow (10), going sideways is The Country Which Had Tornado-chan in it (11), and crossing behind both of those is the ferris wheel I think has to be Edonis/Outo (12), above that is Jade (13), Yuuko's store (which I didn't count as a separate world but sure, 14), and Shura - which I technically count as the same as Shara, but sure, let's make that 15 visible worlds.
You could argue that Clow and Acid Tokyo are the same world, which would bring it down to 14, but you could also say that about Shara and Shura, which would do the same. If you did it for BOTH that would bring it down to 13, which means one is missing. Oh, Seresu? Does Seresu not count because it doesn't exist anymore?
Either way! The numbers are murky and the math doesn't really matter but I like that it's close enough and entertaining enough that I stared at a jpg for twenty minutes straight! So that's a win!
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bsd-bibliophile · 4 months
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Happy Birthday Ayatsuji Yukito-sensei!
To celebrate Ayatsuji Yukito's birthday here are his top three quotes from my blog:
Quote #3:
"Mystery fiction is, at its core, a kind of intellectual game. An exciting game of reasoning in the form of a novel. A game between the reader and the great detective, or the reader and the author. Nothing more or less than that."
- Ayatsuji Yukito, The Decagon House Murders
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Quote #2:
"Even if the world was viewed as a chessboard, and every person on it a chess piece, there would still be a limit as to how far future moves could be predicted. The most meticulous plan, plotted to the last detail, could still go wrong sometime, somewhere, somehow. Reality is brimming with too many coincidences and whimsical actions by humans for even the craftiest scheme to succeed exactly as planned. The most desirable plan was not one that limited your own moves, but a flexible one that could adapt to circumstances: that was the conclusion he had come to."
- Ayatsuji Yukito, The Decagon House Murders
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Quote #1:
"Death is not friendly. It’s dark, black where you look at it. You’re all alone. But it’s no different when you’re alive, right? No matter how many relationships we seem to have, we’re all alone."
- Ayatsuji Yukito, Another
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blazingstar400 · 1 month
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Incorrect Scarlet and Violet Quotes Part 3
Guess who still has a bunch of these sitting in a document?
Juliana: Happiness is like rainbows! If you see one, you smile because it’s so colorful! Sometimes, you get two and you get double happy!! :D
Kieran: Sometimes, you always get none even after watching so many rainy days you just stop and you just sit there, disappointed that no matter your effort, happiness doesn’t want you and life just truly hates you.
Penny: *calling a therapist*
Kieran, at the beginning of Teal Mask: *looks like a cinnamon roll, is a cinnamon roll*
Kieran, at the end of Teal Mask: *looks like a cinnamon roll, could kill you*
Kieran, at the beginning of Indigo Disk: *looks like he could kill you, could definitely kill you*
Kieran, at the end of Indigo Disk: *looks like he could kill you, is a cinnamon roll*
*if Nemona was a waitress*
Nemona: Okay, guys, who wanted the macaroni and bees?
Everyone, at the table: …
Arven: …You mean cheese, right?
Nemona, struggling to keep the bowl covered: That does make more sense, actually—
Juliana, barging into Penny’s room, pushing in a wheelbarrow with Nemona in it: PENNY! NEMONA’S DEAD!
Penny: *gasps*
Nemona, getting up: That’s right! Dead serious about going to Disneyland!!
Penny: *groans*
Florian, about to leave Naranja/Uva Academy: Don’t spend all day watching anime, okay?
Penny: I forge my own path!
Clavell, tired: I’d like to live through one week in this school that’s not a whole new verse of ‘We Didn’t Start the Fire’.
Yukito, meeting Juliana for the first time: Oh, is this the girl your always telling me about, Kieran?
Kieran, nervously chuckling: AHA, Grandma! Stop making things up!
Yukito: She’s even prettier in person—
Kieran, opening a window and jumping out: Okay gotta run, bye!
Arven: Just when I thought Nemona couldn’t get any weirder, I saw her trying to write three different essays at the same time.
Arven: She was taking one essay at a time and writing a few sentences before moving onto the next.
Carmine: I think I’m getting sick, I’m losing my voice.
Juliana: That means you can’t yell at us anymore!
*later*
Juliana: Turns out Carmine is a lot scarier when she’s quiet.
Kieran: Do you think we could ever be… more than friends?
Juliana, beaming: I AM SO GLAD YOU ASKED! I can totally see us as Pokémon! I even drew a picture, let me go ge—
Carmine: I keep a picture of all of us in my wallet. Whenever I face difficulties, I take it out and look at the picture.
The squad: Aww.
Carmine: And then I tell myself ‘If I can deal with these idiots, then I can deal with anything’.
The squad: Oh.
Arven: Did you get the eggs like I asked?
Nemona: Even better!
Arven: What did you do?
Nemona, holding up a chicken: Her name is Fluffy.
Kieran: What are you? Two?
Drayton: Yeah, two heads taller than you!
Kieran: *inhales deeply*
*5 minutes later*
Kieran: OPEN THE DOOR, YOU COWARD!!
Drayton: I WAS JUST JOKING! Juliana, calling Penny: Can you come pick me up? I think I’m lost…
Penny: I swear, if you got lost playing Pokémon Go—
Juliana: I caught an Eevee. If you pick me up, I’ll name it Penny.
Penny: I’m on my way!!
*when Juliana first meets Kieran again in Blueberry Academy*
Juliana: *going in to hug Kieran*
Kieran: *pushes her away and assumes a fighting stance*
Juliana: Hey, why’d you push me???
Kieran: I thought you were going to attack me.
Juliana: I was going to hug you!
Kieran, narrowing his eyes: Why would you hug me?
Juliana: WHY WOULD I ATTACK YOU?!
And that’s the end of part 3!! I still have so many quotes so there will probably be a part 4 in the future. (I swear I’ll post more than just incorrect quotes but they are just really fun to write lol.)
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thequietkid-moonie · 7 months
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S/O deals with self-harm problems
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[ HEADCANONS ] [ Yukito, Touya, Kou, Yashiro ]
[ Card Captor Sakura ] [ Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun ]
⚠️ Mentions of self-harm, scars and relapse
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I have diferent ways to hurt myself, sometimes I make myself bleed and other time not, although it has been a while since the last time i did it, sometimes I really want but don't do it i
I really hope you aren't suffering from this, stay safe ❤️
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Yukito Tsukishiro
Yukito is really caring and gentle, he always had a soft smile to offer you, even when he isn't the most observant person he can tell when something is off and he is quickly to offer you unconditional support and comfort, he will not pry for details whenever you are feel bad or struguling with something if you don't want to talk about it
Yukito knows when you aren't feeling well but can be tricked if you try to hide it, however the more time pass and you still seem to feel bad he will worry more (even Yue start to have a really bad feeling) and will try to talk to you about what is bothering you. Yukito will actually notice the little hints at some point, such as covering more your body or being specially sensitive and prefer to don't be touched on certain parts of you body, and he has a bad feeling about all of this
Yukito will directly confront you when he feels too worried, it will take him a while because he wants to respect your privacy but he needs to know what is happening with you, he tries to be gentle with his words and reasure you that is because he is really worried, he won't stay satisfied if you put excuses or try to avoid the topic, he try to push you a little to talk but if you insist on don't saying anything he will give up and leave you be for now but is obvious that his worries only increased
When you finally open up to him about all of this Yukito will be extremely worried, if you tell him directly (maybe even show him the scars) he is immediatly worried asking you why do you do it, he hold the part where you harm yourself really gently, like if it was made of glass, making sure they're not infected or anything, before hugging you softly, it breaks his heart knowing that you feel the need to do something like this but is quickly to assure you that he doesn't judge for it and wants to help you stop doing this, because it isn't healthy and you don't deserve to be hurt
In case he catch you doing it he will react more alarmed, immediatly trying to help you stop with the bleeding and take proper care of the wound before even asking you anything about it, once is done is when he ask you what happened, at the end he is more focused on comforting and assuring you that you aren't alone, he is with you and he will help you get through this
After this he continue being really gentle, always with a smile, he doesn't bring the topic unless is necesary and prefer to do it in private, he won't tell anyone if you don't want to but insist on telling to the ones you trust the most so they can help you too (as well as asking for profesional help)
From that day Yukito insist more on asking you about you day and about what is troubling you, promising that not matter how small or silly the problem can be he want to be able to help you, also he start to be more expressive with his love, either with physical affection or words, even a lot more act of service, reminding you how much he loves you and telling you how happy he is to have you in his life (this is also motivated by Yue since he is also affected by this, it gave him a feeling of helplessness that he hates)
Yukito also makes sure you are taking proper care of the wounds, willing to do it himself, and always treats your scars gentleness (if you let him he sometimes give you little soft kisses on them or gently caress them)
Yukito is always cheering you to fight the impulse of harming yourself, if you manage to don't do it he will be really happy for you, congratulating you and thanking your efforts, in the case you can't and end up cutting yourself again Yukito will comfort you, acknowledging your effort and remembering you to be kind to yourself too since isn't easy
When you start to improve and the urge to do it start to reduced Yukito will be really happy and will tell you how proud of you he is, he will try to remember the date of when you stoped doing it as an important date for him. Also, if you ever has a relapse he won't be angry or upset at you, it sadden him but won't lose hope on you and cheerish for you, remembering you that you already were able to resist for a while and he is proud of your effort
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Touya Kinomoto
Even when he doesn't show it much Touya is actually really caring and kind to those he care the most, and, of course, you aren't an eseption. Also, he is really perceptive so everytime you don't feel at your best or are troubled by something he knows and shows his support indirectly, even if you don't ask for help you have his help
Touya isn't the type to confront you about it right away, he trust you enough to let you handle this and wait until you feel comfortable enough to tell him, unless is something more serious or that you could be in danger, and even so he won't be pushy and prefer to take things slowly if he can
He know something is wrong with you but he prefer to don't say anything imediatly, he waits, hoping you will come to him and tell him willingly when you are ready, however if that doesn't happen then he will do it himself and tell you that he knows something is wrong
When you open up to him he keeps a serious expression while asking you why do you do it, why do you feel the need to do it, how long you've done it, he asks important things and yet he doesn't force you to talk, if you don't want to tell him is alright, with knowing that you do it is enough for him right now and the only reason he ask is because he wants to be able to help you
His reaction doesn't change much if you tell him or if he finds you harming yourself, however if he finds you doing it he immediatly throw away the knife and tends your wounds, he doesn't ask anything in that moment because he knows what is happening but ask you to be come careful next time. In any case after taking care of the wounds or after is done asking you he just hugs you tightly, rubbing your back in a comforting manner and assuring you that he is here with you, he isn't going to leave you alone with something like that and something like this will never make him stop loving you
He may not be the best to express himself but he'll find his way, he prefer to let you vent and be a shoulder to cry, he is completely willing to keep you in a comforting embrace until you are done crying
After that day he will try to be more open and obvious with his love and care for you, by a lot of actions of service and physical affection (even Yukito tells you from time to time how much Touya loves you and cares for you, embarrassing him a little in the process)
If you continue harming yourself after he found out he won't scold you or be mad, he just make sure to take proper care of the wounds before telling you that this is an unhealthy way to handle with the emotions, if you feel comfortable or even prefer it he will voice off his worries for you, how he doesn't want to lose you. However, he makes clear almost imediatly that he understand that this isn't easy, is probably going to take a long time for you to stop doing it but he accept it, he wants to be with you in every step of the way because he loves you and he wants nothing more than seeing you happy, he wants you to love yourself just like he loves you
When you start to have improvements he congratulate you and thanks the hard work you are doing, as well make sure that now you have more healthy ways to express those feelings (or even that are changing) instead of just trying to ignore them. If you ever have a relapse he won't be disappointed or anything, he understand that it can be part of the process and is more worried in you, in how you feel about it and will comfort you if you need it
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Kou Minamoto
Kou is a really caring partner, he can be pretty cheerful and even inocent at times but, somehow, he always knows when you are having problems and he is always there to give you his unconditional support and help, either by telling you directly that you can rely on him or doing little acts of service in order to show support
Kou can be tricked if you find a good excuse or manage to hide well that you aren't feeling well but it won't last long because soon or later he will know that you aren't actually feeling well, he notice little changes on your behavior or things that shows that you aren't feeling well little by little (he pays a lot of attention without even noticing it), as well it won't take him long to notice an unusual behavior, like covering a lot some parts of your body
Kou ask you about it almost right away, wanting to be able to help you, however if you seem hesitant or even uncomfortable by it he will apologize and won't pry for more details, but makes sure to show you his support. As the time pass if you still seem troubled but reclulant to talk about it he will try to find out on his own, thinking about all of it and even asking your friends if something had passed to you
At some point Kou will confront you again but now determinated to know what is happening to you, he doesn't want to be pushy but the more time it pass the more worried he grows
Getting to know that you self-harm is pretty shocking for him and he isn't going to take it too well (no that he is mad at you or anything), if he get to know because you finally open up to him and tell him directly he will heard you carefuly but with every word you say the sadness and confusion grows more and more inside him, he ask you why with tears on his eyes, he isn't mad at you, he is just confused, he loves you and see you as someone amazing so he doesn't understand why you would feel the need to do something like that to yourself. Although, if he find out when he catch you doing it he will be a little more aggresive while taking the blade from your hand and trying to stop the bleeding while panicing, Kou will calm down until your wound is treated and will finally ask you about it
Kou won't judge for it or be mad, neither disappointed, Kou is more focused on trying to comprehend why are you doing this and help you stop doing it, he ask you to please tell him why you do it and to vent to him, he wants to knows everything you are feeling, he rather end up with his heart broke by hearing you than risking you harm yourself again
Kou understand that this isn't a problem that can be fixed overnight and that is related to deeper feelings but he doesn't care, he is willing to stay by your side in every step of the way, even if you move forward with baby steps he will be more than happy to be there, following your rhythm
Kou will be paying even more attention to you, trying to prevent you from doing it again by offering you his help, he is actively searching for ways to help you and other ways for you to vent (healthier ways) and suggesting searching for profesional help. Kou is pretty scare of losing you, he doesn't know if he will be able to handle losing you so he tries his hardest to be able to help you because he want you to be happy (he sometimes vent to you too and speak his heart out because he tent to put a lot of pressure on himself for it)
Kou celebrate all the improvements you have, from the smaller ones to the ones more significants, it doesn't matter if you had manage to achieve just a few days or an entire year without hurting yourself he is proud of you, and even if the impulse of doing it is still there or you have a relapse Kou aknowledge all the efforts you are putting on this and thanks your hard work for trying to stop this
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Nene Yashiro
Yashiro is a really caring partner, she doesn't show it much but is really caring over you and is easily influenced by your own mood, she isn't the most perceptive person but, soon or later, she will find out when you aren't feeling at your best and she becomes pretty worried
If you try to hide it it will take her longer to find out but at the end she will (even if it is with the help if others). Yashiro doesn't want to confront you about it directly, she doesn't find the strength nor the words to bring up the topic so she prefer to try to cheer you up and make clear that you have all her support, however the more time it pass and you still seem troubled or little hints of you hiding something the more she worries, it will reach a point where she can't handle more her feelings and finally comfront you about it
Since is more likely that Yashiro won't confront you about it until is too much for her and she won't give up so easily with the topic, unless you seem too uncomfortable with the topic and yet is obvious that she is still worried about it and she seem like if she still want to talk about it
Doesn't matter if she find out because you tell her or because she find you doing it, it will hit her hard in any case, although it would be easier for her to assimilate the information than seeing you doing it because in that case she will panic
This will break Yashiro's heart because she loves you with all her heart and being and think that for whatever reason you feel the need or even that you deserve to be hurt like this breaks her heart, she ask you why do you do it with a trembling voice and teary eyes while gently taking your hands, she wants to be able to understand you but she just can't
It would take her a while to calm down (she will even feel bad if you comforted her because she was the one supoused to do that) and when she does she is imediatly telling you that you aren't alone on this and that she will do everything she can to help you with this. Yashiro actively search for ways to help you and ask Aoi, Kou and Hanako what she could do to help you, and she does almost everything her friends tell her
Yashiro really wants to help you and is almost desperate to do so, she loves you and she can't bare even the thought of you being hurt and sad, she is trying to help you by all the ways she can, in direct ways, like taking care of your wounds and constantly asking you how do you feel, and indirect ways, like telling you how important you are to her and how much she love you, how no one deserve to be hurt
Yashiro tries to pay a lot of attention to you and don't be pushy but sometimes can't stop herself from directly asking you how are you doing with dealing with the urge of hurting yourself, she express how it hurt her knowing you do this but also thank you for your effords to change and continue, she even thank you for just being alive when even that hurts
Yashiro makes a big deal whenever you tell her the news about you managing to not fall before the urge to hurt yourself, not matter if it was just for a day, a week or even a year, she celebrate with you, thanking you and telling you how proud she is of you over and over again with a wide smile
When you start to be able to leave that behind Yashiro will cry out of happiness of knowing that you are getting better little by little, and even if you ever have a relapse she will be there to comfort you, thanking you for your hard work until now and asking you to please don't give up and try again
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Yukito [or Jullian for all you Dub people] and Touya as lovers  (Separate and together)
Warnings: None, minor angst if you squint.
Note: ah yes. My two (technically three) first ever manga/anime crushes. Love these boys to death.
Pretty sure Yue started my liking for stoic boys with white hair (Sesshomaru, Killua Zoldyck) or just people with white hair in general (Tengen Uzui, Mirajane Strauss, Kanade Tachibana).
Yo, I literally just found out that Yukito is Touya’s actual boyfriend and I've just been shipping a canon relationship for years now. When I first read the manga, I was like ok but they would be cute together. Then I saw that one specific episode and went, “Yeah, they are idiots in denial.” Then I find out they are canonically boyfriends and… WHAT?! MY SHIP IS LIKE CANON!!!! Both of them actually but like eh… I’m a multishipper.
Anyways enjoy!!!
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Tsukishiro Yukito (I’ll get to Yue in this too):
Yukito is first and foremost a gentle lover. His love for you is bright and everlasting. Once he latches onto you, you are never getting out. (Unless you want to. In that case, he is sad to see you go but is happy for you. Then again who would want to leave this bundle of sunshine.)
He’s the type to put you on the inside of the sidewalk and protect you.
He likes to have a hand on you at all times. His favorite being around your waist or just holding hands.
If you like food, he’ll get you some. He likes food so you can take some from him as long as you leave some for him. He’ll always bring plenty of food so you can take some and there will still be enough for him.
When you hang out with him, it’ll likely be in his house or in a peaceful setting. Yukito is all about comfort. If you feel uncomfortable, he will do his best to get you out of the uncomfortable situation.
Yukito is one of the more popular people at your school, meaning, more often than not, he is an object of some people’s affections. If someone confesses to him during that period in which he was not dating you, he would turn down any confessions (unless it’s you or Touya but we’ll get to that later). If someone confesses to him while you’re dating, he will turn them down with a slight look of disbelief because he is openly dating you and is happy with you.
Segue from that, as i have said, he is the object of people’s affections meaning jealousy. (You’re in highschool after all) You have had multiple people corner you and say you’re not good enough for Yukito and will threaten you not to tell him. They would never do it around him but he will know. As ditzy as he presents himself to be, he is, in fact, rather perceptive. He will notice that you slowly start to pull yourself away from him and he will reach his hand out to grab you. You are not escaping him.
“Darling? Is something the matter? Something bothering you?” He asked gently.
You shook your head. “It’s nothing, Yuki.” You gently pull your sleeves down covering the matching bruises from an earlier confrontation.
Yukito notices and gently pulls your arm out and pushes your sleeves back. His eyes widen slightly at the sight before anger begins to show. “How long?” He asks gently, voice soft, letting you know that his anger wasn’t directed towards you.
It does little though as you burst into tears. “I’m sorry. They wouldn’t stop. They cornered me, threatened me. Never got physical before today. I’m sorry I didn't tell you.”
Yukito only brings you into his embrace and pets your head. “Shush. It’s alright, Darling. It’s okay. You’re okay. They can’t hurt you anymore, I'll make sure of it.”
From that day on, he hasn’t left your side for long. He already walks with you, Touya and Sakura to school and walks you home so there was no way there. If he does leave, he leaves you in Touya’s care because he knows that even if you are not dating Touya, he’ll take care of you for Yukito.
As for Yue, when you first found out about him, you and Yukito were hanging out at Touya’s house. Touya had to leave for one of his jobs for a bit, promising to be back soon. You were going down to get some drinks for you and Yukito while you wait for Touya to come back. You enter Touya’s room to see Yue and Sakura conversing. While you do love Yukito, you learn to love Yue as well. Like Canon!Touya, you treat Yue differently from Yukito but still love him nevertheless.
A bit of spoilers here:
When Touya gave up his ability to see things, you asked Yue to take from you as well and thus Touya retains some of his ability to sense when Sakura is in danger and Yue now draws from your locked away magic energy. Not like you were using it anyways.
Spoiler is done.
Yue is very protective of you. You don’t see him often, mostly when you are with Sakura but he is a part of your Yukito and that means loving him as well.
Early on, you learn that Yukito and Yue are two separate entities. (If I had to compare it to anything. I would compare it to DID or twins, to a certain degree). Yue is different from Yukito in the way that he protects you. While Yukito is one to hold you and gently caress all your worries away, Yue will hold you in his arms protectively, his wings adding another shield. His hold reassures you that you are safe and that he is protecting you.
Of course, you can see a bit of Yukito in Yue and a bit of Yue in Yukito. Both share the need to protect and comfort you. If Yue can’t appear because you are at school or in public, then his intentions are sent through Yukito. If you are being protected by Yue for whatever reason but need comfort, you can feel Yukito comforting you. (That’s why I kinda compare it to DID. Each alter’s little quirks or habits leak into whoever is fronting even if they didn’t have those habits before. That is what is used to create the person that the outside world sees.)
Yukito is your gentle lover and Yue is your strong lover.
Kinomoto Touya:
Much like Yue, Touya is very protective of you. He loves you with all his guarded heart and likes to keep you there. He is on the taller side of the student body so he likes to tower over you.
He’s the type that will open any door for you, car door, school door, shop door, even your own home door. Just give him the keys.
He’s not very into physical contact but you can be sure that he will be looming over you protectively. He will, of course, wrap his arm around your shoulder or link your pinkies together.
He works quite a bit, for his family even if they don’t know it, so he would love it if you showed up to each workplace to support him. If you could, of course. If not, don’t worry about it.
When you hang out with Touya, it’ll be at one of his many workplaces, when he’s on his break. (In which he will also apply his employee discount if those exist in said workplace.) If not there, then at home in his room. With Sakura being busy with school, the house is kinda just quiet. Just the way he likes it.
Like his canon boyfriend, Touya is seen as one of the more pinned after males. People like him for his strong nature and his dashing looks. (Some don’t care about his personality or even like it, apparently. That’s me. I’m some people.) He could care less about confessions. If it’s before y’all are together, he’ll decline by simply walking away. When he is dating you, he will actually verbally acknowledge the confession as something he is not interested in. He has you after all.
Like Yukito, there will be people fighting you for his affection. Unlike Yukito’s “admirers”, Touya’s “admirers” are not afraid to get physical. Like somewhere in their minds, they have all collectively agreed that he likes a partner who can fight. Maybe you can, maybe you can’t. Either way, you always end up with a couple bruises, ones that Touya takes notice of. He is kinda like the strong silent type so instead of confronting you, he will trail after you.
This was one of the times that Touya was away from you. One of his group members, who was most definitely in on this, had called him over. He had promised to be back soon, but that little window was enough for a group of three girls, your usual terror group, to come and confront you. They dragged you by the hand away from the open. “Heh. You think you’re enough for Touya?”
“Yeah. I am.” You said confidently, already ready to defend yourself, should you need to.
Suddenly you eased up and smiled. The three girls stared at your eased expression in confusion. “Is something wrong here?”
At the sound of his voice, all three whipped their heads around. “Touya! Uh nothing’s wrong! We were just…uh…”
Touya only stared at them before making his way over to you. His arm came around your shoulder pulling you to his chest. “Everything okay?”
“Mhm.” He kissed your forehead before leading you away from the group.
He already doesn’t leave your side as much but when he does, he makes sure that you are with Yukito or are in his eyesight. You normally walk to his work with him or to his house if he doesn’t have work so there is no time for confrontation there.
Together:
Now here is where most of my initial brain rot came from.
I would like to think that you and Yukito were officially together first. Touya was just your boyfriend’s best friend (that you secretly also had a crush on) until Yukito came to you one day saying he had feelings for Touya, in which you told him you did too. Together, you and Yukito researched the idea of polyamory and came to the conclusion that you were both poly. After that, the two of you started dropping hints as to the idea of it.
Touya eventually picked up on it and well, he could hope. On his side, he had liked Yukito for as long as he could remember. Then came the added variable of you. You had weaseled your way into his life and heart. Now he was stuck with the predicament of liking two people at once.
Unlike the two of you, he didn’t do any research and was just fighting with himself about this conflict. When the two of you started dropping hints as to wanting a relationship with him, he felt even more conflicted and just straight-up confused. Which led you to this:
You, Yukito and Touya were once again sitting in Touya’s room. Your head was in Touya’s lap and your feet were in Yukito’s. It was one of the few days that Touya didn’t have to go to work and Sakura was still at school with (what i can only assume as because i don’t exactly remember) colorguard practice.
You were scrolling on your phone, Yukito had his computer on your legs and Touya was doing something on his phone. “Hey… Uh…”
At the sound and tone of Touya’s voice, you turn off your phone and set it down. Yukito stopped typing to look at Touya. “Yes, Peach?”
Touya scrubbed a hand over his face. He hated and loved that nickname. It was derived from his first name and the way you used it was so affectionate. You had started calling him that one day and it hasn’t gone away. “See. That.”
You looked at him in confusion as you got up. Yukito closed his laptop and scooted closer to Touya, resting on the wall by his side as you sat across from them. “Me calling you Peach?”
He nodded. “Oh… If you don’t like it, I can stop. It’s just that you never said anything about it and so I thought it was alright. I can stop calling you that if you want.”
You looked at your lap dejectedly. You adored the fact he would allow you the right to call him by a nickname, something you rarely did for anyone else.
He shook his head. “No, it’s not that.”
Yukito looked at him. “Then what is it, Touya?”
“It’s just…I…” He just sighed.
You lightly cupped his cheek. “What is it, Touya? Bunny and I will try our best to help you.”
He gently peeled your hand away from his cheek. “That. Giving me affection. Offering help and support. Like…”
“Like?”
Touya took a deep breath and screwed his eyes shut, not like himself at all. “Like we’re together?”
Your boyfriend and you shared a look before you both simultaneously placed and hand on one of his. His eyes snapped open. You looked at your Peach as his gaze filted from you to Yukito. “Is that what you want?”
Touya stared at Yukito with wide eyes before slowly nodding, seemingly not trusting his voice. “Touya, we want that too. We just weren’t sure if it was something you wanted.”
After that, you and Yukito explained the concept of polyamory and have been in a relationship since. Both of them are very protective of you. They are both unwillingly popular and know what happens to people in a relationship with people like them so if they ever need to leave their trio, you are always left with one or the other.
When you walk, you have scary dog/sunshine dog privileges, respectively. On one hand, you have Touya who is silent, strong and scary. On the other hand, you have Yukito, polite and energetic but always prepared for a verbal smackdown.
Together, you three are the sweetest couple, rarely ever fighting and making eachother happy no matter how busy it is. It’s not perfect, of course, but it’s yours.
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Anyways this is like my second or third time writing something like this, I think, so don’t judge too hard. It’s also been a couple years since I last consumed any official Cardcaptor content so please bear with what I can remember.
Note 2: Almost went without doing the together part. Whoops!
Note 3: You can tell when I decided to give up and just try to get it all out.
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moon-swag-tourney · 10 months
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Propaganda below!
Moondrop
uh umm idk i think moon is preetty neat also tumblr user pillowspace posts them a lot so ebven coolee
It's the scrimblo!
feddy
uh.....fuck tiktok?
Yue / Yukito Tsukishiro
he is in aprox 1/3 of the eps... never smiles but u know he cares bc hes got that fiercely protective way of caring. pretty, i want his gender and his clothes and his earring cuff and his literal knee length hair and and 
Listen listen!!! Im so obsessed with him. Hes gay, like canonically! He has a boyfriend!! He almost died. Hes not human. His entire life was a fabrication up to a few years before the story starts. Im convinced the anime is a psychological slow burn horror from his perspective. Hes always sweet and kind to everyone. The bi protag and her bi boyfriend both had crushes on him. He played an expired can of sardines in a cinderella play. He is a literal bottomless pit when he comes to food. 
I love him
he's just a goofy little guy!! he's always hungry & always sleepy because his body is trying to support Yue without even knowing he's In There. he's so kind and sweet and handles the crushes that two much younger kids have on him with a lot of care and grace. Yukito is best friends/love interests with the main character Sakura's older brother Touya, and when Sakura confesses her love for Yukito, he lets her down nicely and tells her that Touya is his "most important person". at one point, Yukito is regularly blacking out and fading away because Yue can no longer sustain himself without a huge infusion of magic. in the end, Touya offers his own magic in order to sustain him because he doesn't want to lose Yukito. Yukito and Touya even have a cute little nicknames for each other!! Yuki and Toya!! and in another series CLAMP wrote, the two of them often show up as background characters in the cross-dimensional journey of the main characters, implying that Yukito and Touya will always find each other no matter what universe they're born into <3
So maybe he's not your girlfriend who turned into the moon, but he's pretty and grumpy and very loyal!
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yuugen-benni · 9 months
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SFW Alphabet - Ayatsuji Yukito
A/N: I hope this is like an apology to the Anons who requested with him…and warn me if I forgot a letter...the letter D has a personal hc....
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A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
We can say that Ayatsuji's way of showing affection is indirect: He brags about you. He doesn't do it in front of you, but he does find a smart, understated way to brag about you no matter the situation.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
You can be his friend and just not know it. He acts in a neutral and sometimes irritating way, you will only enter the list of people who have already been ''insulted'' by Ayatsuji (note: the first person on the list is Tsujimura…..), but a simple way to know that you are really a friend to him is to remember if one day he showed you his collection of dolls.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
He isn't clingy....or he is ? When can say 'sometimes'. He would usually cuddle while facing you, with a tight hug around you while he stroke your hair
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Growing up on his own means he knows everything about cleaning and cooking, so he's sure to help with a thousand things.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
It depends on the reason, but in general he would be calm, direct and decided. Unfortunately he would not accept explanation, nor tears, he would just walk away.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
He's in no rush, as he believes you'd be gone before you two even thought about it due to his ability and his high-risk job. He is neither ashamed nor afraid of this matter and sincerely believes that getting married would not change their normal relationship much, although calling you wife/husband will be a great satisfaction for him.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Make no mistake: He treats you like a doll, but not like a child. Ayatsuji may appear hostile but he would never hurt anyone other than the targets he is sent to investigate. He tries his best to get you to distance yourself from his work in the Special Division for Unusual Powers, especially if you're sensitive. He is always there to look into his eyes and comfort you in the best possible way.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
The main times he hugs you is when he finally comes home after weeks at the office. He considers hugs a more intimate gesture so only in private will he hug you but his hugs are firm and comfortable, one hand cradles your back while the other strokes the back of your head.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
Ayatsuji is someone who has rarely been in relationships due to various circumstances, and for him to trust his partner 100% to say such a sentence will take time. Although if you say it first he will say it back.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
Jealous ? Never. He's protective but when jealous ? No, He might get annoyed when ignorant people who know you're his partner flirt with you because they are making you uncomfortable, But nothing more than that.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Whether on the lips or a simple peck, his kisses are slow and sometimes give you goosebumps at how soft they are. He pretends he doesn't care about kisses, but he often takes you by surprise (a VERY good surprise…) and his favorite places are your hands and forehead
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
Totally indifferent?…Not that he's bad with kids, but he pretends he definitely doesn't want to be around. it's even funny to see you getting along with the little ones and he just looks on with a neutral expression (even with a little girl grabbing his leg to look at the doll he usually carries with him)
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
He wakes up much earlier than you can imagine, so mornings with him are rare but when they do they are still as calm as night but he teases you for no reason at all (Or maybe because of the fact that your raspy voice and mind, still, messed up is fun for him)
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Silent and cozy nights, where you lie on his chest and he strokes your head. He is often the last to sleep, lost in thought though his coronation plays in a quiet, slow rhythm.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
He is a mysterious person, like many skill users in Yokohama. There is no day and time, he can suddenly open up to you, and say many and few words, fast and slow information, surprising and normal. It can even look like a puzzle, and you're the only person who has more pieces.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
His eyes are always on you, even when you think he's busy, he just watches everything: what you like to do, eat, wear, what your habits are, what you murmured....
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
The first time you cried in front of him. Yes, it's strange but for him it was like the 'first time you showed who you really are', he was serious the whole time but the way his words were firm-calm and without a hint of a flinch, it made your tears stop for a minute.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
When I said he always keeps an eye on you, I also meant protecting you, especially since this guy has enemies that easily kill a civilian; Although you are also under observation by the Special Division secretly…
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
He would put a lot of effort into it. Dates, anniversaries and gifts. He value things, even if they are small and he would put all his effort in making you happy.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
I would say smoking, but there's also something better to say: Answers. He is the master of responding in a bad way/sarcastically which can, and will, get on your nerves. You'll just start to understand Tsujimura-
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
He has more to worry about than that, and the mf know he is hot-
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
He's more on the ''logical'' side and not sentimental, but Ayatsuji knows that you've become something else for him. And he can certainly say that longing or the feeling of missing something is something horrible for all beings
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
When you first started living at his house, HE DOESN'T SMOKE, and I mean NEVER, especially if you're allergic or hate the smell. He can even go on the porch, close the door and smoke a pipe, but the last thing he will do is smoke inside the house
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
Liars and people with a childish/immature mind. He's not usually a social person but when he become close to someone he want them to be honest with him
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
He doesn't usually sleep much given his day-to-day, but he likes to sleep in the early hours of the morning, when everything calms down, usually from 3 am to 6 am
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Helluu, can I request Jouno and Teccho (and anyone else if you want to add) with an s/o that is insecure of their thic tight 😭
Btw, your writing is really good <<:
in my eyes
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synopsis - you had always felt insecure of them, and they just didn't see why you would be
includes - gin, jouno, tecchou, ayatsuji
warnings - gn!reader, insecure reader, fluff, comfort, wc - 740
a/n: hello! and thank you :D. this resonated with me alot, i still hate mine haha
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gin akutagawa ★↷
↪she knows a thing or two about feeling insecure and or not liking apart of yourself. but she had soon learnt not to care about it, it was apart of your body and thats what made you, you.
↪so whenever she picked up on your insecurity, or you had told her, whichever came first, she initially would leave it alone. it was your issue and she didn't know that if interfering would make it worse. but if you started hating it a bit too much, or you ahd asked her about it she would do something.
↪she would reassure you that they were nothing to be insecure of, and she wouldn't tell you but she personally did love them. they were apart of you and therefore she loved them.
↪she would often subtly comment on how they flattered you or just complimented you. she wanted you to learn to love them the way she did but if you never did that was okay as well, she just wants you to atleast oay no mind to them.
saigiku jouno ★↷
↪being blind had ment that he had found ways to look after his appearance in different ways. but even through that he never cared what other people thought of his appearance. it was just how he was and he was proud of who he was, how he looked so why should other people's opinions matter to him.
↪whenever he found out, wether it was through you telling him or him picking up the slight changes in your demeanor around the subject or something else, he was quite honestly outraged. not at you, but at your thoughts for making you even doubt your own appearance and making you feel that way.
↪he hadn't understood why you would even think about yourself in that way, your thighs were apart of you and that meant ot was included in the reasons he had loved you. would absolutely try to build up your confidence, to make you see what he saw but he knew that wouldn't just happen overnight.
↪he would always pay attention to if you felt down and immediately tried to lift your spirits. to try and rid your mind of any negative thoughts, thoughts that he wished to rid of entirely.
tecchou suehiro ★↷
↪he had not much cared about how his body was. he looked after himself sure but never really gave it two thoughts about outside of that. it was just how he was and he didn't care what other people thought.
↪so however he had found out, you telling him or him finding out by picking up on clues, it had made him confused in honesty. why would you have amy reason to doubt your appearance, to him you were the best looking person in the world.
↪but he did understand one thing, that he would absolutely try his hardest to bring your confidence up. to make you see what he saw and was determined to get rid of those insecurities. he hated seeing you down and wanted nothing but happiness for you.
↪he would try and subtly comfort you more and more, try and make you comfortable in your own skin and would try and show you just how muched he loved all of you.
yukito ayatsuji ★↷
↪someone who never really cared about his appearance. sure he took care of himself but he didn't care what people thought of him or cared about how he naturally looked. it was just apart of him, why would he give it a second thought.
↪realised very early on your issue with your own body image, specifically your thighs. but knew it could be a sensitive subject so waited until you would tell him or if he noticed it getting particularly bad he would interfere. but would prefer to wait until you were ready to talk about it.
↪he would hate to see how it brought you down and made you feel that way. he would always remind you that it was a natural part of you and that it made you the person he fell in love with. he understood not everyone could brush off things like he could so he would always be ready to help you with any problems in appearance.
↪would want to help you achieve a self confidence that made you forget about your insecurity. you had no reason to doubt your looks, you were amazing and nothing would affecct that.
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Yes,I'm gonna talk about THE KISS 💜🌈
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I'm still jumping around my home and seeing all the Kokonui edits I can find, 24h later and the hype doesn't go away.
So I wanna talk about why seeing this kiss animated (specially in such a beautiful way, really, thanks Liden Films), was so important for me.
I started to watch anime when I was little and, besides Dragon Ball, Sakura and Sailormoon were the first animes that really catch my attention.
Sakura specially will always have a place in my heart 💜
(and yes, I know CLAMP had a lot of dark shit going on on their mangas, but when I was a kid, I only saw the queerness and that made me happy)
I was around eight/nine years old, it was the end of the 90s and the queer representation in occident was... Terrible. It didn't almost exist and was full of "kill your gays" and queerbating.
Suddenly, I was watching a show were it was okay for a girl like Tomoyo being in love with her best friend, were nobody had any problem with Xioran being oppenly bisexual (he likes Yukito before Sakura), were Toya and Yukito became my first ship ever. I used to scream to the tv with their scenes, saying things like "okay, gave Yukito your magic, but say that you love him Toya! Focus! Kiss!"
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Then, Sailormoon had Sailor Neptune and Sailor Uranus that were girlfriends. More than one character with genderfuckery. The three Sailor Stars that were genderfluid in a legendary level.
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Ranma was also there. Non-binary dream for me, thanks Ranma 💜
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I'm saying that, for a queer kid in the 90s, the level of genderfuckery that anime had made me felt seen. Made me felt like I wasn't that weird for liking the girls in my class, for not feeling like a boy or a girl (even if it took me decades to realize why). This characters, this representations, made me felt less alone. Made me think for the first time in my life, that there was other people like me, that being straight and follow gender roles wasn't the only choice out there.
Edit, because I forgot to mention Utena. The girl that refuses to adapt to gender roles and ends ups becoming her own prince and saving her girlfriend from the abusive brother. Utena was also mythical for me.
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Of course, not everything was wholesome in the way of portraying queer representation in anime and manga, I'm not saying that.
So that was what got me into anime, what made me start buying manga with my small allowance.
A few years later, I discovered fanfiction.net, yaoi and BL. I found a place on the internet full of people shipping characters that were like me. A place were it was safe being queer. I also started getting into shonen, were the queerness wasn't as magical as in shoujo, but thanks mostly to the fandom, it was still there. I could ship them even if it wasn't canon, because most of this characters never had a romantic interest, so... Who said they were straight? (Obviously, even if they were in canon, we could ship them anyway)
And this is what I'm trying to say. More than twenty years later of seeing myself in a character like Tomoyo, of starting to ship gay couples in anime...
I COULD FINALLY SEE A GAY KISS BEING ANIMATED IN A SHONEN!!!
(I insist, in such a beautiful and perfect way)
So no matter what you think about this ship, about Koko and Inupi relationship, no matter if you like it or you hate it...
What happened yesterday was really important for a lot of people. Because having referents, can save queer people lives. Is that simple.
So thanks Liden Films, thanks Ken Wakui 💜
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Of course, I also had a big hype when this scene happened in the manga and Wakui gave us so much gay subtext (not so subtle most of the time), that I could make a whole post about queerness in Tokyo Revengers. But let's be honest, there is a lot of only anime watchers out there. Or a lot of people that, like me, discovered manga thanks to anime.
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