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Letters from a late poet

If Oda could choose, he would choose all the love that exists in this life. Sharing it with the cupid, which would cause an arrow in his heart and another in yours, to love calmly like the bite of a sweet fruit fresh from the tree. In the hundreds of pages written, your presence was essential in them, wrapping your essence with the smell of a new book, freshly bought, freshly written

A poison against monotony.

If Oda could choose, he would choose to quench his thirst with saliva, with the kiss of every hour, on your lips that you treat like flower. To be your bread, to be your food, to be desired as you desire him: not too much, not too little, in balance, at the center of the double-edged knife

To be your bread, to quench your thirst.

If Oda could choose, he would live off poetry, off romance, and turn boredom into rhyme, into melody, exaggerate in adjectives. To be the hidden and quiet source of hope that you still have in love and protect your name amidst words, commas, names, codenames. To live daydreaming - a way not to feel pain - and whisper in your ear the secret that remain

the Benefit of the doubt.

If Oda could choose, after he died, he would choose for his presence to be a blank piece of paper in your mind. The big doubts disappear, and at sunrise, he will be nothing more than a déjà vu of your imagination. The tears shed will have been in vain, without reason, and the sadness will be gone with the blink of an eye, in the interval of dread. The fallen pen on the ground will only belong to the boy who held him by the deathbed

You'd find release, just you, unfair, but true, In a heart's arrhythmia, the body's a hurricane's view.

#benni #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd x reader #sorry for my bad english #bungou stray dogs x reader #odasaku x reader #oda sakunosuke #bsd odasaku #dazai #odasaku #oda x reader #oda sakunosuke x reader #bsd oda #sakunosuke oda

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Recently you've developed a crush on Tighnari, the best student in science, particularly excelling in biology. You admired him for his knowledge and the way he easily gained, and demanded, people's respect.

It was at the beginning of the first school quarter, passing through the corridors after class and noticing that he was still there, in the much-hated laboratory. What was so good about it? Tighnari studied, researched, and became increasingly filled with curiosity about what he loved so much, Nature. The flower on the bench, the afternoon sun passing through the window, and there he was, looking through a microscope at the carefully removed petal. From there, the desire to observe him came like a wave.

In the second quarter, interested in the fox boy - his closest friends had called him that since he was little, a reference, or a joke, about his solitary habits, although he disagreed - the investigation began, you wondered if you were almost crossing the line or seeming like a stalker… but let's be honest, who has never tried to find out more about a certain person on their own? That was the fun part. In PE classes, he hardly participated; the heat was too much for him; his ears were sensitive! So, it was possible to notice how much he hated the noise in the cafeteria; surprisingly, his circle of friends was large, although his main group was composed of the three smartest students in different subjects, perhaps smart people understand each other.

By the third quarter, you were getting a little desperate. Six months had passed, and you hadn't even spoken to him without having a class to bring you together. One of the available resources was his friends mentioned briefly, Kaveh - the boy from the art class, the friendliest among them - was a good choice. It was like talking to a friend, an advisor who occasionally humiliates you.

Still, your heart was racing with fear until one day, not even knowing what you were thinking, you found yourself in the laboratory - he had stepped out for a few minutes - planning only to leave a sunflower on his desk. It was only seconds, but then…

"What are you doing here?" Tighnari's voice sounds a little suspicious due to your presence, his arms crossed as you turn around, looking surprised. "Did you touch anything ? If..."

"I just wanted to give you this!" You interrupt

Tighnari falls silent for a few seconds, his eyes locked on the flower in your hands. "Helianthus occidentalis…" He says in a low voice, but loud enough to be heard.

"What?" You ask, confused. "Um… I think it's a sunflower." His silence sets in for the second time, and then he laughs, making you feel silly but with butterflies in your stomach. "If you intend to give someone a flower, then at least know a little more about it," Tighnari approaches, delicately picking it up and examining its stem and petals. "They're not typical of here… where did you find them? Were you wanting to know about them?" He doesn't look away from the flower for a second.

"In fact, I bought it…" But then he stops and glances at your face. He's not stupid and certainly not oblivious. Of course, a flower doesn't mean anything, but when bought for this reason, it has a meaning beyond the ordinary.

''For me, I see...''

He didn't seem embarrassed, much less hesitant. His gaze turns to the flower, and then he sighs. "There's a café around the corner. Of course, we can go to the school cafeteria; it's still open, but…"

"It's too noisy for you," you cut in, almost completing his sentence. Tighnari's mouth was left slightly open, and then he sighed again with a stubborn smile.

"You did your research well."

#benni #sorry for my bad english #genshin impact #genshin impact x reader #tighnari x reader #tighnari #tighnari x you #genshin x reader #genshin imagines #genshin impact fanart #genshin fanart #genshin impact x gender neutral reader #genshin #sumeru genshin #sumeru boys #genshinimpact #kaveh #genshin kaveh

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Theme changed!! And officially new icon! it's a brazilian singer called Maria Rita - She looks like me!

#benni #mutuals

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Love and Deep Space requests are open!!!!! I'm surprised with myself

#benni #love and deepspace #l&ds #open requests!!

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Adam with a reader who considers him an older brother

-I love Adam, where's his fanarts guys ?????-

TW: nothing, just stupid things

You are the youngest member of Europole with an intelligence on par with Mary Shelley.

Even with Mary's grumpy personality, you managed to get close and that's why you met Adam and became very attached to him.

Adam may not easily understand behavior so it will take a while for him to know that you consider him a big brother, but when he does he will TRY to be 'affectionate':

"why are you patting me on the head???" "Because I Like You Little Sister/Brother'' ''WHAT--''

The times you end up sleeping on his exhaust table he carries you around like those baby kangaroo backpacks (you know??);

Adam always tells you about new experiences in the human world and also asks a lot of questions:

''Why do you humans spend so much time watching anime or reading fanfics, than actually doing something productive?'' ''hun…..I don't know…''

Since he can read feelings and emotions, I believe that in difficult times he is a good comforter;

He will over time grow fond, will protect you all his robotic brain;

Expect gum and hugs Randomly (he's probably seen in his database that it can make someone's day better)

In short, he is a sweetheart, sometimes silly, so cherish his friendship. Mary is grateful for all of this as she contributes to her research

#*signing* #my pookie bear adam #He reminds me my brother!!! #adam my beloved #bsd

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hi! I saw your acc while endlessly scrolling and then realized that you know Silver so I had to say hello and that I ABSOLUTELY LOVE LOVE LOVE YOUR WRITING!!

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!! It's been a while since I wrote something….but thank u very much for the compliment

#I have A LOT of drafts..... #one day I will post them #love you! #benni

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Let me boop you >:(

Okay, that was really cute coming from you KAJAJAKAKKAKAKA Boop me

#benni #my mutual

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The writer is often taken for a story-teller even when he tells the facts.

Nakajima Atsushi, Light, Wind, and Dreams

#nakajima atsushi #bungo stray dogs #japanese literature

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I recently downloaded Love and Deepspace, and every time, without exception, in otome games, I wonder how humiliating it's for the VA...ANYONE who has heard one of the 'Secret Times' WILL UNDERSTAND ME

#Xavier's ''Dreaming'' memory is WOW- #love and deepspace #l&ds xavier #l&ds

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Your (delusional) Girl !

being mistaken as Diluc's secret lover . . .

The way you ended up at the Ragnvindr mansion could be considered the most idiotic of all, so to speak - crashing a gala party and accidentally ending up unconscious is a somewhat predictable situation, but what makes it unique is the fact that Diluc, out of all the people in that hall, took it upon himself to help the poor (you).

The clock struck half past five in the morning, your head still throbbing from the blow you received while trying to descend the wooden staircase silently. Your mind had not fully processed everything that had happened, replaying the events of yesterday like a fast-forwarded movie; the mansion was strangely quiet, the curtains of the main hall still closed - hopefully, everyone had briefly left the place, but with bad luck, you would soon encounter one of the maids.

Guess what?

At the bottom of the stairs, one of the newly hired - noticeable because she seemed quite young - stared at you nervously, her lips pressed tightly. You expression turned to panic instantly,your legs rushing to climb the stairs, but then you turned to gesture for silence (while clasping your hands together in a pleading manner) without knowing what to do. The young lady shook her head quickly and turned, ''Uh... Miss Adelinde! who is she?''

The head housemaid entered the same hall accompanied by two more maids, still tying her apron around her back. At that moment, you wouldn't be able to explain who you were, or how or why you were there; if they called you an intruder, you would probably agree.

Silence settled in as the four women stared at you, each with a different reaction. "Does Master Diluc have a girlfriend?" the newcomer whispered, "He's been receiving some letters decorated with hearts," the other replied, "Stop nonsense; it's Donna who sends those things to him," another retorted. Adelinde raised her hand, signaling for silence. The three adjusted their posture and shut their mouths. She took a step forward, "You obviously spent the night here…we're pleased to know that our young master has found someone'' smiling softly

oh..........

''T-tha's a mistake, I am not....'' ''There's nothing to be embarassed about, let us serve you a coffe'' Adelinde insisted, approaching cautiously not to alarm anyone. Abruptly, a heavy boot on the stairs made the wood creak; it was him, at the top of the staircase, coat hanging on his forearm. Diluc looked directly at you "I thought I told you to wait until I came to your room," he said in a quiet, emotionless tone as he descended the stairs. He draped his coat over your shoulders then continued down until he reached the maids.

"Before any assumptions begin, [Name] is not what you're thinking... but treat her as such."

The maids exchanged glances, their expressions a mix of confusion and curiosity. Adelinde nodded respectfully, her eyes darting between Diluc and you. "Of course, Master Diluc," she said, her voice steady despite the unexpected turn of events.

Diluc's gaze lingered on you for a moment longer before he turned away towards his office. you followed him with a surprised look like a child as the maids led you to another room...

#benni #sorry for my bad english #genshin impact #genshin impact x reader #diluc x reader #diluc ragnvindr x reader #genshin diluc #diluc headcanons #diluc ragnvindr #genshin x reader #genshin fluff #genshin imagines #diluc x you

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ancient yaoi (fyodor and bram)

#bsd #fyodor my gay bitch

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Hiii! I'm not sure if your requests are still open uhmmm,,,, I wanted to make a requests for the Flags with a s/o who has autism and is going through a nonverbal episode because they got overwhelmed at work is that's okay!! I really like what you write!

Oh, pookie, I'm so sorry 😭I really don't feel confident in writing for readers with disabilities since my knowledge and experience on the subject is very low unfortunately - especially when related to autism. I could write, but it would be such generic work…I would feel disappointed as a writer. But thank you for the request, I love interact with my followers :)

#benni #the flags #bsd

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The other side of the coin

A Night to Remember (by Laufey, Beabadoobee), What's better, being left or leaving ?

It wasn't intentional, the environment was made for that - a wide hall, the chandelier reflected the rays that passed between its jewels, the piano and the violin in a harmonic conjunction and the guests in their pompous yet elegant costumes made anyone feel in a soap opera. Blending in was easy, just turn your nose up to play hard to get and have good etiquette - stealing hearts with the basic.

For those looking for a fun night, like you, choosing a target is essential knowing that you will have to be aware of your target's personality and tricks. Look, across the room is a slender, blue-haired man, Kaeya Alberich, with an indisputable fame and an unwavering charm - a difficult target, I must say, men like him are not fools because they take the reins and influence the prey - who once thought they were in control - in a captivating way, the same effect as a drug, the drug of love. The big question is who do you want to be, because what is better, to be left at dawn or to leave ?

Reverse the roles, grab your man by the collar, and push him against the wall - in the opposite corner of the hall where no one would ever imagine there would be two brief lovers. Kiss him as if he were your soulmate about to disappear, and while under the sheets, let him enchant you and whisper sweet nothings. Allow him to touch you like a sculptor crafting his masterpiece, but remain above him, making your night better than you expected.

As the sun starts to rise, rest assured that the seducer is finally the seduced

"Can't you stay a little longer...?" His voice was hoarse, his quiet breath tickled your ear. Mission accomplished. "I think I've seen you before.....Goodbye, dear" Your response prompted his silence, followed by a soft laugh.

"That was a good one" Your inner self felt good although you missed the chance. You hoped Kaeya wouldn't be easily discouraged.

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It's a messy tiny drabble, I KNOW... Don't judge my english please 😭 I hope someone likes this. Goodbye Kaeya stans

#benni #genshin impact #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact kaeya #kaeya #kaeya alberich #kaeya alberich x reader #kaeya x reader #kaeya x you #genshin kaeya #genshin x reader #genshin drabble #genshin imagines #kaeya headcanons #genshin headcanons

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''What was the best thing someone ever said to you ?''

gn!writing

'You're amazing.' ''That was the line, it seems so simple, right?…Y/n said that to me several times when we were stupid kids in love. They were afraid to say 'I love you' so, instead, saying 'You're amazing' was actually a way of saying 'I'm surprised at how much I love you'….How did I know it was that ? You cannot hide love, it is almost impossible, unfortunately. Our whole being say it for us.'' - Josuke Higashikata, Bruno Bucciarati, Oda Sakunosuke, Bram Stoker

'I knew you would come back.' ''At first I was like 'Am I so predictable? or do they just know me really well?', and then I realized it was a stupid statement; of course I would come back, I have no doubts, no reason to run away and I hope I never will…[Raise an eyebrow] If my insecurities went away after these thoughts ? Oh, Does it really matter? I'm fine....a lot better'' - Abbacchio, Rohan Kishibe, Jouno Saigiku, Ayatsuji Yukito,

''Why is this even on the questionnaire? [Sighs]… Someone once said 'You should smile more, you really make me feel carefree when you do', honestly if they had just said the first sentence I wouldn't feel a thing but they added their own feelings and it was not just a ''kindness'' you do to a random person...Who was the person ? I'm sure there's no such question on the paper'' - Jotaro, Pannacota Fugo, Fukuzawa Yukichi, Lucy Montgomery

''You are recording? Oh, Okay...Y/n one day told me I looked like a character from a fantasy movie! It was oddly endearing, but I didn't question them, although I can assume they see something they admire in me…What exactly? That's a question for them'' - Young!Joseph, Noriaki Kakyoin, Giorno Giovanna, Atsushi Nakajima, Nikolai Gogol

'You're beautiful' "Yeah, yeah, I get it. People always say stuff like this, but you feel me ? It's the little things that can totally brighten someone's day and It seriously made my day! And, not gonna lie, I know I'm good looking, but hey, a little reminder never hurts, right ?" - Guido Mista, Jean P. Polnareff, Edogawa Ranpo, Osamu Dazai

''I remember one night when Y/n called me, out of the blue, saying they wanted me to wish them a 'good night' because my voice was 'the peace they could find to sleep in'. They seemed sad, tired, so I didn't refuse the request…and also why would I refuse ? They are sweet people...What ? If I cried ?...[Looks away with an embarrassed sigh] shut up...'' - Avdol, Koichi Hirose, Jonathan Joestar, Ryunosuke Akutagawa, Chuuya Nakahara, Tetchou Suehiro

#benni #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd x reader #jojo no kimyou na bouken #giorno x reader #josuke x reader #atsushi x reader #fukuzawa x reader #ayatsuji yukito x reader #jouno x reader #abbachio x reader #jotaro x reader #nikolai x reader #kakyoin x reader #odasaku x reader #oda x reader #bsd x you #chuuya x reader #bucciarati x reader #akutagawa x reader #tetchou x reader #polnareff x reader #mista x reader #vento aureo #bucci gang #stardust crusaders #jjba #jjba x reader #jjba x you

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Dangerously In Love

widower!Tighnari who always ignored you when you said that one day he should find another partner, and now he keeps his thought - Fennec Fox are monogamous and usually mates only once, the male usually refuses to take another, the greatest example of faighfulness in the animal world;

Widower!Tighnari who keeps a portrait of you on the nightstand next to his bed and often talks to it when he suffers from insomnia;

Widower!Tighnari who has a vase of your favorite flowers in the main room. All family members (him and your children) greet the plant and take good care of it as a ritual;

Widower!Tighnari who takes time on your birthday to do a meditation next to your grave - he feels your presence by his side everytime;

Widower!Tighnari who even after his death still says that he is married - especially to those who try to get a chance on him;

Widower!Tighnari who did go through the stages of grief badly and managed to feel good again, feeling comfortable to talk about you;

Widower!Tighnari who flinches when he hears his youngest son calling him by the same nickname you used to;

#benni #genshin impact #genshin impact x reader #tighnari x reader #tighnari #tighnari x you #genshin impact x gender neutral reader #genshin x reader #genshin imagines #genshin headcanons #sorry for my bad english #sumeru #genshin

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Atsushi fantasiado de Sushi e Akutagawa de crepe no carnaval

#pensamentos pensantes #aproveitem o feriado meus queridos mutuals br #benni

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''The little things matter''

The little things are usually not noticed or even not understood, that's why they are special.

A polaroid camera. Ango always has an old camera nearby and in all the photos you are, gracefully engraved in that paper like a memory - something that since his birth he can never escape but escape from the memories he spent with the love of his life? No way. Taking photos means keeping memories, sensations, feelings, and for him that's literally it.

The ring as a pendant on his necklace. For a man like Fukuzawa who values traditions, the wedding ring is one of them, keeping it on his finger without fear, without regret, but there is only one situation in which he forces himself to take it off - when he draws his katana. There, blood symbolizes nothing more than death and bathing something so precious in it is like a curse.

Your name on the bandages. The dozens of scars on his body tell the story of the search for death, a search that Dazai has been doing for years, a natural thing for those who have suffered so much - although worse than the pain of the cut, is the pain of being seen cutting himself. Your name on the bandages was an attempt he created to hold back himself and not see you cry again.

The pin hidden in his uniform. To compensate for his blindness, Jouno has his other senses come first, especially using his sense of smell and hearing in the missions he is given - but what about touch? Being vulnerable to sudden changes in the environment, Jouno gets stressed easily and the only thing that comforts him are the embossments on the pin that you swore Jouno had lost.

Sorry for the sudden disappearance! My vacation is unfortunately over, now I have less time to write, but I still trying, XOXO

#benni #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #ango x reader #bsd ango #ango sakaguchi #jouno x reader #jouno saigiku #bsd jouno #jono saigiku #jouno x you #fukuzawa x reader #fukuzawa yukichi #bsd fukuzawa #fukuzawa x you #dazai osamu x reader #dazai osamu #bsd dazai #dazai x reader #dazai x you