#ok random ramble over

[spacedlexi]

Tag 9 People You Want to Get to Know Better!

i dont usually do tag games but i'll take any excuse to have a reason to post wips lmao tagged by @foibles-fables

Favorite color: pink and purple baybee!! (my original fave colors ive come back to you im sorry i ever left...) green yellow and red are also nice (sorry i love colors)

Currently reading: nothing 😭 i keep trying to read books but i cant do it anymore the internet has brain broken me my attention span is non existent. tried rereading and then there were none last. couldnt find my murder on the orient express (i love mysteries)

Last song: shes not there - neko case

Last series: the walking dead but i had to give up i cant do it anymore 💀the games are better than the show im saying it. i got to S10E7 but i just cant go back i wont. currently mentally preparing myself to watch utena for the first time

Last movie: the lost boys :) its halloween time. been meaning to watch bound tho ive had the link up for a couple weeks now

Sweet/savory/spicy: savory > sweet > spicy honestly just depends on my mood. i like sour more than any of these tho wheres sour and salty >:( i eat lemons for fun

Currently working on: SOOOOO MUCH ALWAYS HELP ME heres just a small selection of my wips from the past month or so. i already want to re-draw half of them. dont be like me 😭

half of those notes are board scripts (other half comics) and that doesnt even include my unfinished fic (that ive been writing on the train i promise!!!!). started boarding the tower but we're about to learn storyboard pro in class so im gonna use it to help me get used to the program (no way i'll finish in time for clems bday 😔)

No-pressure tags: calling any and all mutuals who would like to play a little game feel free to say i tagged you :)

#my brain always needs something to chew on like a dog with bone thank god ive latched onto something otherwise i go silly!! #i mean... im still going silly but at least i have an outlet. thank you twdg for ending well i'll be chewing on this bone forever #clementine my beloved :) #something beloved to me having an unsatisfying conclusion....you are dead to me now. so glad that didnt happen with clem :) #and when i say unsatisfying i mean fumbling the ball. endings dont have to be happy they just have to FIT and feel like a natural conclusio #ok random ramble over #it speaks #wip #long post

[i-simp-stobotnik]

His affection might a bit rough and definitely loud (e. g. "I LOVE THE WAY YOU MAKE THEM!!!"), but it's genuine&heartfelt none the less. Introducing on a Happy fingers in his mouth Friday: The Nose-grab.

The only reason I make silly comics as digital art is honestly cntrl+c/+v. So damn nifty for a slowpoke like me. :P

#stobotnik #agent stone #dr robotnik #dr eggman #jimbotnik #how does one write the WRONG ANSWER buzzer sound? #I went with the eehrr 'cause google told me so but to me it's more EEEP #or 100 % it ÄÄÄÄÄ but English is the common language so no ä allowed :( #ä and ö are so necessary for me #ok random ramble over have a good day

[adhd-merlin]

Christian iconography? in my Merlin??

#it's more likely than you think #ok has anyone written meta about religion in merlin or #i don't mean based on historical facts #i mean literally based on merlin canon #because i'm fascinated #they didn't dwell too much on it (for understandable reasons) #but that scene where merlin talks to his mother and says “THE GODS will protect me”? #implying they're both polytheists #whereas arthur and gaius say things like “thank god” #i'm reading too much into things again probably #i just want to know if the writers gave it some thought even if it wasn't included in the show #i don't know shit about the introduction of christianity to britain but like #isn't it roughly around this time that it was gaining predominance over paganism (5th-ish century??) #so it's possible yeah? idk idk #i just wanna know if the writers thought about any of this #or if merlin mentioning “the gods” was just a random line #merlin #bbc merlin #ramblings #merlin meta #eta: pls read added meta in the reblogs! (not mine)

[skyloftian-nutcase]

Me: *sits down for a study session* Brain: OK BUT WARRIORS' PREDECESSOR'S LIFE IS SAD OK I WANT TO CRY Me: WILL YOU JUST LET ME--GOSH DARN IT STOP MAKING ME--*gets watery eyed and absolutely distracted*

#random rambles #good ganondorf #that link's life kind of sucks ok I'm hurting myself and this is silly #especially because the golden mercy story ISN'T EVEN ABOUT HIM HE'S JUST THE PREDECESSOR AND GANONDORF HAS A HISTORY WITH HIM AND #SJATIOEWAJTIOEWJAFKLDSA #don't mind me I'm just getting emotional over backstory and worldbuilding

[kyuhu]

ahhh okay listen, they are so much fun?? Not only because no one would expect these two of all people to end up together and I like the comedic potential of others going what?? Feliks and Ed?? NO WAY?! Liet would get a stroke just imagine. But also because they are kinda different personality wise at least on the outside and I feel like that would be exactly what fascinates them about the other. They'd be flustered/taken off guard by the other one all the time even if they won't admit it. Ed seeming all calm and cool going wow Feliks is so carefree and lively just spurting out whatever he feels at the moment which is something Ed might find admirable. Sometimes. (Other times it would annoy him to no end haHAH). While Feliks would be so impressed by Ed's ability to think rationally and get him back to the ground to breath.

They're actually just the same type of trainwreck just at a different end of the spectrum which makes them such a good fuel for each of their self-esteem and anxiety issues v.v they'll only need ages to discover that, if they even discover it at all.

#I also think they can bond over their unrequited feelings towards Liet hahaha #probably coincidentally met eauchother in a random club after seeing Liet having a fun time with alfred at his annual new years party #so both of them seperately went ok I have to get out of here #and then they meet and things will happen #(I started a drawing for that scenario back at E.eweek but discarded it haha) #//I should maybe get a kyuhu rambles tag #//but I delete my ramble posts most of the time anyways so it doesn't really matter hahah I get to embarrassed if I'm talking to much #long post

[hundredowls]

silly oc doodle..... ballroom yuri

#ocs #ok so im gonna ramble/complain in the tags for a bit bc i love to complain its mostly not even gonna be relevant to the ocs but anyway ok #yknow that diagram abt art skills thats like ability to see/ability to draw #im at the BAD PART OF IT RN #i wanna draw fanart so bad but then i get annoyed bc the fanart doesnt look as good as the source material GHRG which is a totally #unreasonable thing to think bc source material is drawn by Professionals but you know how it is. Art Hard etc etc complain etc etc #need to do more studies etc etc #i wanna be able to draw really good so i can draw the things i love!!!!! even if its hard and tedious i wanna practise!!!! i love art!!!!!! #dont think about whats easy think about whats fun - bokuto koutarou etc #anyway everyday i am sad i have to sit in front of a desk for 8 hours instead of practising drawing :( i wanna table at a con this year.... #but is there even time..... #ANYWAY this is somewhat relevant bc in an effort to be less hard on myself mayhaps i will try draw more oc things so i dont feel pressure #(self imposed) #to make it perfect kjskjkd #or at least not as much #and hopefully get over my brain's tendency to Compare Everything #i have like 3 vague sets of ocs (one less vague than the others ive posted one of the characters from that on my main art blog before sjdks #these two are from the next less vague set there is a plot premise and some side characters too. shdks #i thought abt them a couple months ago but then i watched strictly ballroom w sophie n i was reminded of them again #anyway im not good at coming up w fully fleshed out stories i just like to doodle ppl n think of random connected scenarios sometimes sdjk #i did a mini free online life drawing course in the break n i tried to apply what i learnt here.... i will keep practising when i can..... #well. if u read all the way to the end. hello :) KJASKA #im going to shower....

[calstrato]

do u guys know i am actually a fnaf kid and still goes by the name chica It never left me since 2014

look at my arts back in 2018-2019. i definitely have those that were made before these years but like. thats so long ago theyre probably gone now

#fnaf #fnaf fanart #chica chicken #five nights at freddys #freddy fazbear #foxy the pirate #bonnie bunny #fanart #art #as u can see this series means so much to me #my whole CHILDHOOD #God bless my uncle for showing me a bunch of sfms #at the ripe ripe age of fucking seven years old #life changing actually #Random fact i used to watch this one gmod youtuber #his name was mr gibbs i think #wonder how that guy’s doing now #i was ADDICTED to his fnaf gmod videos #i wonder how that guys doing now #ok ramble over byee

[words-be-upon-ye]

There are a couple tropes I really love in the space of Miraculous Ladybug fan works, but quite possibly my favorite is when the miraculous holders just get creature from using their powers.

Like yeah, I would say that hosting the power of an abstract concept given sentience, that got shoved into the shape of an animal and bound to a piece of jewelry, would kinda mess with your body a bit.

The little bit of this we get in canon is basically that Adrien loves being a cat and the whole Tikki munches incident.

But I love it when people give them ears and wings and tails, give them eyes that aren't quite human anymore. Fuck with their gender and their sense of body. Sometimes it's body horror, sometimes it's just aesthetic. Love it either way.

I just think it's so fun, a lot of the time it's combined with the like "when a holder and the kawami really respect and bond with each other there's nothing that can be done except having magic bleed into the holder" I think that's fun, but also just making the animal of the kwami a bigger deal is fun. Like if you're going to make it a ladybug you might as well give her wings and antenna and mirrored eyes.

#yes I do like ml #there's just so many characters I like to mess with in my head #also sue me I'm trans and have a certain respect for body horror. for the forced change of your physical self especially when you chose it #anyway I alwasys ramble in the tags #I set up this side blog to hide random writing thoughts I had and oh boy do I have a lot and none of them are on here #and recenetly (and by recently I mean like the past year) I've been hit with so many ml thoughts) #they're all gay #and some of them are cohesive #actually a lot of them revolve around chloe and au's where she gets a meaningful improvement arc #give that gay girl intresting stuff #miraculous ladybug #ml #although one of my ideas is also my very fun very gender take of ml where to conceal their identities ladybug and chat start pretending #to be different people under the masks like they don't need to like explicitly say. they just #switch costumes a lot and they like slyly hint at maybe theres dozens of people who pass around the miraculous to make sure that their #Identities are always safe #and to support the act they also start changing the genders they present as as holders. everyone is like “it's clearly multiple people” #and during this process marinette and Adrien are both like slowly having personal gender revelations #and gabe is like tearing his hair out over having to fight this secret group of superheros that he can never find or catch #but he's still just getting his ass kicked by two kids who're doing the world's most successful costumes change bits #it's like those “fake dating” tropes where they're like “oh but we really do love each other” but with gender #“oh I've got a great idea lets pretend to be different genders sometimes” #cut to “hmh ok so I think I'm not pretending anymore” #oh I do always ramble in the tags

[kuragesoda]

my day be so fine then BOOM i remember the block party drops IN TWO DAYS

#IM NOT READY !!!! I REALLY AM NOT #ok i am bc i feel like ive been waiting for this for FOREVER BUT . AT THE SAME TIME I AM NOT #what am i going to do when i listen to the full ver of devils flower or viva la liberty ???? just flop over and die ???? (i totally will) #ngl wish i could buy the hoods album for myself but :((( still broke :(((( #maybe i can get it for myself on my bday .....????? who knows #random rambling :'>> #hypmic

[dewitty1]

Saturday Six (Stuff)

Cats woke me up too dang early. It was mostly Reggie, of course, so I chucked him out (don't @ me about it - he's and indoor/outdoor Boi) because that's what he wanted anyway. I didn't realize it was that cold until later, when I actually got up, thanks to Leeloo. So, I went out and called Reggie several times, with no luck. He decided to wait to come back after three + hours of being outside (not too unusual, but random enough) and I give him the Molly Weasley "Where *HAVE* you been?!" he just looks at me and gives a "maow" like "Whassup mom? Wassall the hubbub?" Crazy damn cat. Gotta love em. (^・ω・^ )

I'm really getting upset about the business situation. Idk what to do. It's bad, bad. And I've looked at jobs. Nothing much but nursing really. Ugh.(;*´Д`)ﾉ

I find it funny that I identify as aromantic, but I love reading romance novels (not as much as I used to, but I have some old faves), Drarry fic of course, and I love RomComs, and shows like Love is Blind and Indian Matchmaking lolololololol. I guess I just don't feel it for myself. Idk, it's weird, to me anyway.（*´▽｀*）

I really hate asking people for help. It really feels like failing to me. I guess I have my parents to thank for that one. But I've been asking people to share my business posts. Mostly on Fb because that's where the old people with money are. I don't love it, but this is the world we live in.(o;TωT)o

As if things weren't bad enough, I also got a jury duty summons in the mail for my birth month. But at least it wasn't for my actual birthday.

Anyway, I'm just trying breathe. And I keep hoping that something will come through. I'm still swimming, even though life is trying to drown me. p(*＾-＾*)q

BONUS - Mom tested positive for covid! So life keeps giving! (•̀o•́)ง

#Saturday Six #About me #Personal #February 17 2024 #Please do not rebloggle #Carey rambles about life and stuff and things and being really effing depressed rn #Like ya I don't want to HAVE to work but I need to because of the shit crapitalist system we live in rn #And it sucks but I'd rather work for myself than any other place #I honestly think I will wither and die if I have to work for a corporation #Like I might be OK if it's another small place like the ski hill I worked at but I can't go back to fast food or some random cashier job tb #Like I seriously think the depression would kill me #And I'm not even joking #My parents don't get it but I might have to tell them... #Ughhhh I really am over fighting them #I wish they would just be cool and supportive but they're silent/boomer Gen and don't know how #Anyway I'm done rambling for now lol #Thank you so much for for reading my nonsensical rambles whenever I post them #I appreciate y'all so much #I hope you have a great day or night wherever you are #Hugsss from mom or just a friend whatever you need right now because I know I need hugsss too٩(๑•◡-๑)۶ⒽⓤⒼ❤💜💙💚💛❤️💗💕💖 #Now back to your regularly scheduled scrolling #Whooowhoooo now I might have covid again!!!! Happy happy joy joy

[lilmisslunan]

As i've been on and off decorating my dorm room since college, i've found it weird that literally everyone else I know here has a vibe to their room and I just, well I just don't.

Then it hit me as i was putting stickers on my switch dock just now, I also personally have no single vibe, every single object in my room is a different vibe too, that *is* my vibe. And honestly? It's made decorating so much easier and also just helped me be more confident with myself, for some odd reason

#luna rambles #ok but like my room is so all over the place it's wild #i have a broadway poster a kiki's delivery service poster three splatoon prints and some ddlc prints that still need to get put up #that's not even counting all the other random ways i have of decorating my room

[skyloftian-nutcase]

I was just sifting through my blog and just guys, there’s so much love and excitement for the healthcare AU I was suddenly overwhelmed 🥹❤️ Thank you for having fun with me

#I mean there’s so much energy #This also applies to fierce dadity and the like but I was looking specifically at healthcare stuff today #Y’all are so great ❤️ #random rambles #ok ok mushy stuff over I’ll carry on now

[trollbreak]

Eiteth n loser I think mayb worked at hot topic together for a bit there. N that’s how she got the idea to gte themselves and ransom masks from him mayb. It could be fun

#points at loser. I like that guy. dude who’s just chilling over here man #he makes helmets and masks for money. he makes random absurd shirts for the passion. #he’d wear a crop top that says ‘my ass is down there’ with a jacket on that reaches the seat of his wheelchair so there’s like 0 ass visible #he gets asked abt his blood color and goes man who even cares and it makes u go man. who does care. like guy who has power of make u chill #out abt it for a while there lol #anxiety? ok ya but dw abt it man. and then it’s like ok yeah man and you’re not so helpless lost in it anymore #bein too much of an ass abt smth? hey man cool down a touch. and then it’s like god that was such a big deal. and for what? it’d be easier #to put that energy like anywhere else #he doesn’t fo it much but I think it’s neat #character rambles #loser #eiteth entral

[ravensmadreads]

Youre giving me life rn the tags are so funny. Thank you!

Shut up your fic has me in a chokehold???? It's so funny and soft and hot and amazing and I can totally see future heartbreak but I'm still gonna finish it and okay im gonna shut up now

IT'S KILLING ME

P.S Anita Moreno is a badass and I love her.

#gonna be suing you for damages cause that fic is ruining me #i speed read all those chapters in one sitting #and they're chonky bois so you KNOW i put my time in #marcus moreno got me into the pedro fandom ok #(it was him and javier pena they dragged me in kicking and screaming and then max phillips just swallowed the damn key) #anyway i have adhd so imma be doing random attacks on your masterlist while i avoid real life #also i make no apologies for the tags they're chaotic and unhinged and that's just who i am as a person #think of the pandas has been bouncing in my head for 24 hours i hope you're happy #and the current thing?! do not EVEN- #it's my niece's fav movie when she comes over i can't watch it with her ever again ARE YOU HAPPY #you better be cause that fic caused serious mental damage #(iloveit) #raven is a 🤡 #shut up raven #raven answers #raven makes.... a friend? #raven rambles #p.p.s y'all gotta stop thanking me fr #you're the one writing such amazing stuff and sharing it thank YOU #thank YOU op that fic is giving me LIFE #my life is shit rn (all due to myself) and this is the only comfort i have so thank you thank you thank you #lemme kiss your face

[moonlight-mellohi]

OK Tumblr people who follow for art you can have this from my Instagram too ig

#the moon has spoken #i cropped all the images cuz i was too lazy to go find the watermarked versions #....oh wow all the art above the Dragonceit one would be new to anyone here #n thats only if you were here EARLY when the only reason i used this site was to post fanart n writing for an AU on here (see 2020 drawing) #anyways nothings gonna be posted for a bit (im still in school and got irl stuff pain.) #because i gotta sort through a couple with multiple versions AND watermark them all #but its all art i havent showed the light of day (outside of friend servers) #so ye expect multiple posts. they will be sorted ocs DnD random etc etc. maybe even a bit of au stuff 👀 #some are just fun doodles and memes while others are full character design sheets and scenes #ya i.. dont expect this immediately i would fall over crash AND burn #BUT EXPECT IT OTHERWISE ILL FORGET- #oh also its 21-23 art. i found some old ones i was like.. why did i not- #mmmm ok i have done my once a month post of rambles goodbyeeeee

[peninkwrites]

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#i never make vent posts or anything like this but I am just. so torn up about all of this #please don't take this too seriously this is my personal ramblings not a statement on some important part of the situation #ok? my feelings are my problem when there are people out there being tangibly hurt and harassed for coming forward about a serious thing. #i don't think finishing my fics would be supporting him as a cc. that isn't really my concern? #but right now i am disgusted by his very name. i can't write right now. #i don't know what to do. #i wish i had started the Mafia AU sooner. That fic is over 6 months in the making and I had/have so much story I wanted to tell. #it would be easier to cut him out of that series #but the community is so torn up who's gonna read it? I know I should write for my own sake too #but the people I met #the damn server I set up #it's because of this. #this fandom existed so independently of the ccs for so long in reference to their characters #i don't know why we have to lose that #but at the same time I understand people's discomfort. I both can't blame people for leaving and wish they wouldn't. #I don't know where I'm at comfort-wise too and maybe we're all just waiting to feel less horrified #but i already miss people just writing meta and random days with the whole dash rambling about a specific character #i know it hasn't been long. #but I guess I'm more worried it's gone forever. #i didn't feel like what we did had anything to do with him until his presence ruined it. #the cc had been on thin ice for me for a while i just. ignored his presence and focused only on rp characters. #like. why should I abandon talking about c!Wilbur and c!Quackity etc etc because one motherfucker turned out to be terrible? #this stuff is not a priority right now of course considering the reason this is happening is a matter of justice and accountability #which is why im sort of just rambling here instead of making a proper post #i've wrapped so much of my life around this fandom for the past two years. probably an unhealthy amount. but i don't know how to let go #i didn't realize that the running backtrack of my brain has been my fics. these characters. CONSTANTLY #i literally don't know what to think about. I've been writing almost nonstop about this stuff for 2 YEARS. #I've lost my joy of creation. my emotional crutch. hopefully temporarily but my god. #dream situation #vent