#oh. there it went. nvm

[nopeferatu]

Poll time!

I'd love to hear your reasonings for your responses! See below the cut for my own take, but only after you vote! :P

Putting this out there bc I've read a lot of BBM fic and I always thought it was pretty clear that the whole "Fellas like you and me, we march off to hell" "You may be a sinner, but I ain't yet had the opportunity" scene was Ennis slyly admitting to Jack that he was a virgin.

There are no lines that directly say this is the case, neither within the movie script (although there were rumors that an earlier draft had Ennis saying smth like "You may be a sinner, but Alma ain't yet given me the opportunity) nor the short story (unless you take "nothing he'd done before but no instruction manual needed" as the narrator saying Ennis had never penetrated anything before, which is how I have always understood it). I just always felt like Ennis assumes that Jack, the a swaggering, cocky rodeo dude, is more wordly than him and has been presented with a lot of different opportunities to indulge in what their conservative Christian society considers sin and vice... including premarital sex.

So imagine my surprise when I found that a surprising amount of people write Ennis as having had previous sexual experiences before ever meeting Jack. There's nothing wrong with it, of course, like you can interpret these characters however you want yanno? I just don't personally agree with that assessment.

Not to like... give any validity to the idea of virginity since at the end of the day it's just a social concept, lol, but I just think it's really important narratively that Ennis lose his virginity to a man. Like, he's been worried all his life about the consequences of queerness within men, and yet the seemingly first time he's ever presented with the opportunity to have sex is with another man, and he absolutely jumps at it. That point is in tandem with my belief that Ennis is the type who probably never pressured good lil Christian Alma for sex, which probably also leads him down a mental spiral after that first night with Jack. What does that say about him, that he was perfectly content with Alma not putting out, but that he did Jack with an angry enthusiasm the first chance he got? He might deny that it doesn't mean anything, but you know he lingers on it all the time.

Plus, I just think it's really cute that Jack is his first time. Jack, who he's been really drawn to since they first met. Jack, who probably became his first and only friend in life. Jack, who understood him in ways that Alma never could. I just really like the idea that Jack was the first person he ever had sex with, and the love that grew from there kept them coming back to each other over the next 20 years of their lives. How many people can say that they stayed loving the first person they ever had sex with that long? His relationship with Jack lasted longer than his own marriage, for Christ's sake.

Anyways... incoherent rambling over. I'm excited to see the results :3

#brokeback mountain #ennis del mar #jack twist #still brokeback posting #editing bc of courseee this one didnt show up in the tags 🙄 #of course my post about grimace murdering people showed up in the bbm tag! why wouldnt it? #but definitely not this poll asking directly abt peoples opinions about bbm a character. that would be stupid #oh. there it went. nvm

[arctic-bookclub]

now that qforever is fucked up again i can’t wait for missa to miraculously log on again just to be hit in the face with another wild as hell update about qforever

#that man has never heard a normal update on qforever i swear #qsmp #qsmp forever #qsmp missa #first the husband stealing then the president then drugged and in a coma and now this #oh wait nvm #drugged and in a coma then went missing in a different dimension then they both got sent into purgatory and now this* #important correction i forgor about the missing in the nether part

[sentientstump]

what have we become?

#rip old man wayne o7 we will remember this guy- oh hold on a second hes alive nvm #idk why but i thought old wayne was immune to spell but today i went and checked personally and i was like aw :c #also dude this perspective on the umbrella kicked my butt xD it was the definition of STRUGGLE! add this picture to the dictionary #i dont wanna linger on this for too long otherwise i will continue tweaking till the end of time so here yall go 🤲🏼 #hylics #hylics 2 #wayne hylics #old wayne #artstump #my stomach is twisting for the first time in months ough the dinner meal was not friendly AT ALL 🙈🙈🙈 #upd thank gosh the air outside is nice! 💀💀💀

[tvckerwash]

I have a hc that post beating the crap out of his CO but prior to being demoted back to corporal, wash spent like a week as an ODST drill sergeant as a 'punishment' until the higher ups finished their investigation, and that's the only real experience training others he has going into chorus.

so basically, wash tortured tucker and the combined armies of chorus with the brutal training used to root out the people who couldn't make the cut as an ODST, which only makes the scene where the kids jump grif even funnier than it already is.

#he was waaaaay nicer to the chorus kids than he was to people who were actually trying to be ODSTs btw #he was still putting them through the absolute ringer though lol #rvb #red vs blue #agent washington #i like to think kimball and doyle casually bring up the intensity of the training in conversation at some point #and sarge overhears and just goes 'hehe I remember when i went through ODST training. this has nothing on those three hellish weeks' #and he has to explain what an ODST is #and they're like 😬 but the kids like wash and they trust him to do a good job based on the words of the bgc #but at the same time they're like 'oh this may have been a bit of a mistake' #but then they realize their only other option is carolina and they're like 'you know what nvm'

[courtesanofdeath]

Top 10 Favorite Gintama Characters: #3

✦ Hijikata Toshiro ✦

#literally so in love with him #toshi is one of those 'oh so he's the cool rival - nvm he's kinda fcked up actually' and my heart just went !!!! yes !!!! #gintama #hijikata toshiro #hijikata toushirou #gintamaedit #anisource #dailyanime #shounenedit #animangaboys #bluee #tw flashing #gintama10

[dimsilver]

ladies!!!!! I get to see my family in like 2 hours!!!

#also the man in the airport next to me is meticulously designing and ordering an engagement ring over the phone :) #oh nvm it’s an anniversary ring #and there’s a dog #and I got cajun fries #HAHA now a couple next to me is talking about how the guy got held up for forever in TSA because a bag full of sauces exploded over a candle #that was also in the bag and TSA was deeply concerned about the mysterious gloppy object #and the girl is wearing all black and she said they asked her whose funeral she just went to #am enjoying the way they tell stories to each other

[pillowspace]

peek-a-boo. placing this in the palm of your hand

#pillowspace art #sundrop #fnaf sun #sun fnaf #five nights at freddy's security breach #five nights at freddy's #fnaf #fnafsb #daycare attendant #the daycare attendant #security breach #fnaf sb #fanart #this is one of the ''quick doodles'' that was meant to accompany my last drawing and then i just went ''oh god nvm. new post''

[pbpsbff]

i rlly know how to time a fic drop

#guest commenters i miss u already #theres been like 2 other times where i posted a fic and then the site went down altogether #oh funny story about that actually #gmm&m was supposed to be up some days before it actually was but then ao3 had that rlly long down period and i was like damn ok nvm #this series is a disaster #r&r tease

[bleutectic]

i always see other aro/ace people talk about the ‘bi/pan phase’, but am i the only one who also had a short while where i thought ‘wait nvm i’m not attracted to men, well then i must be a lesbian!’?

#i always thing it’s funny how i went from ‘oh i feel pretty similar about men and women. must be bi!’ #to ‘wait i don’t like men. must be gay then!’ to ‘nvm both statements are correct i just came to the wrong conclusion. twice. #i can’t be the only one who experienced the bi to gay to ace pipeline #aroace #asexual #aromantic #queer #lgbtq community

[quinintheclouds]

forget astrology and personality tests what was the first ending you got in The Stanley Parable?

#the stanley parable #mine was the one where you unplug the phone #didnt realize at first you could jump off the lift and wanted to give the narrator a chance #since he seemed disappointed i distrusted him so much #so i was like ok buddy sorry for disobeying you constantly i'll give you a chance #then he was like pick up the phone and i went lol can i unplug it? and welp #got one of the weirdest endings right off the bat #what a way to start the game lol #kinda glad i didn't jump off though cause #I would've been like oh ok sorry buddy I'll give u a chance and go through the red door :) #and woulda gotten the ending with the cool space room that you have to escape by...yeah nvm #i like the space room though #just not the ending :( #quinpost

[apotelesmaa]

My fav thing is that for a solid period of like 4? Months when I was playing this game Hardcore 6-8 hours a day minimum & pretty much only doing solo shows/ranked matches I didn’t realize there was a point to changing which character was in the lead so I just put niccori emu in that spot and exclusively did shows with her. Every character has been in the lead ~110 times except for emu “spiders georg of show leader stats” otori who has been the leader for almost half of the shows I’ve played.

#rin is in second place with like 340 shows and everyone else is between like 160-40 #i didn’t even realize how big the gap was until I went and looked. tsukasa and nene haven’t even broken 100. I think len is in 3rd place #with like 160 shows. #nvm it’s not even that it’s 145. oh my god. #mine #i only did her challenge shows too that’s why her challenge show rank is at 20 & everyone else is like 10 #girl is a statistical outlier.

[domwitch]

Saw someone put their penis length in their bio and assumed it was their height. Got really excited I thought he was a little gnome or smth :(

#my post #i was like omg ur 8 inches tall??? thats crazy omg :) #then i realized he was talking about his penis and i went oh.... nvm :((

[infernaltenor]

new update costume drawings lol

#cookie run #sorbet shark cookie #electric eel cookie #my art #i thought i had stopped like. caring. and then they dropped an eel cookie and i went oh nvm. my ob account hasnt been #active since black garlic dropped

[cheddar-baby]

You lost count at 40 😭 thats so impressive are you hot old or both

well i thought i was asexual for the last like decade and a half until like a little while ago so. Hot

#ask #i literally went oh wait im not ace nvm and then just banged a ton of dudes #and still going strong

[nick-close]

I feel like jodie glenn shippers r having their earth torn out from under them while swiftworthy shippers were like 3 people in a clubroom who all just collectively just went 'aw man' and packed up their stuff

#this isnt a roast #like i just think more people were invested in glenn jodie #swiftworthy gang went 'oh nice out little guys!' and there were like 3 of us #and then we went aw man #nvm gang pack it up #go home #glenn jodie was more popular they r getting it rough lmao #thats what i mean im not #saying anything #dndads #dungeons and daddies #dndads s2 #dndads spoilers

[a-chaotically-small-lunta]

Me waking up at 5:30: “mmmh…imma just rest for 15 minutes”

*15 minutes later*

“Why is everything dark and quiet? Oh shit”

#when the power went out while you took an extra 15 minutes of sleep #power outage #bruh what #I wake up to power and then 10 minutes later it’s gone #broooooooo #for a half second I thought I died and was like ‘it’s very quiet in the void didn’t expect this’ #then I heard rain and was like ‘oh Nvm I’m alive…damn’