#oh yeah gender envy

[a03enthusiast]

currently binge watching buffy the vampire slayer and each time spike comes on screen my body has a visceral reaction to him

like he may kill me but at least in my last moments I'd be happy

(read the tags for a plot twist)

#spike btvs #buffy the vampire slayer #spike pls bite me #this is a new low for me #spike is hot shit #my ovaries are throbbing rn #every time he comes on screen i unconsciously spread my legs ngl #hot shit #gender envy? #oh yeah gender envy #its literally not attraction im just jealous

[parkercore-69]

The age old question of: Do i find these men attractive or do i just wish i looked like them?

the answers both, i think- i think it’s both.

#i’ve got that brunette white boy genre gender envy #adam stanheight #literally all leigh whannell roles tbf #josh hutcherson #specifically futureman #future man #will graham #hannibal #struggling to get through hannibal cuz everytime will grahams in shot (which unsurprisingly is a lot) my only tw thoughts r ‘fit’ n ‘goals’ #andrew garfield #just like #spider-man #as a whole really #i am spider-man #but only when im drunk #i think spider-mans a universal trans thing though #oh yeah #trans #thats me!

[moongothic]

On the train of your last ask, what are your thoughts on dragons sexuality?

Personally I think he’s Demi something (more attracted to personality than looks or gender)

Honestly because we don't know that much about the guy it's kind of hard for me to form an opinion, and if Crocodad Real then we're going to find out his orientation eventually (since we gotta find out if that was a contributing factor to the Dragodile Divorce (assuming they're divorced)) so I'm kind of okay with not forming any headcanons, since the headcanon could get thrown out the window

If anything, what interests me is how Dragon's orientation could impact the story-- like when I've discussed the Dragodile Divorce I have mainly focused on speculating how Crocodile would've felt about it, but how Dragon felt about that is interesting too

Because if he's straight then yeah that probably contributed to The Divorce, but how did Dragon feel about it? Learning that the love of his life is now happier than ever before after transitioning and being happy for him, while also losing the version of Crocodile that he fallen in love to begin with? No longer feeling thet draw to him because of the thing that has brought him so much joy and comfort? Knowing that even if they did take down the WG the family Dragon had hoped to have would never come to be, because their relationship would now end? And that it would be on some level his fault, because he's not attracted to Crocodile anymore?

Like even if Dragon took things well and the divorce happened "on good terms", it would've been sad for Dragon too.

But then there's a slightly juicier option, because what if Dragon was bi, but the Divorce happened under unpleasant circumstances (be it Dragon lashing out or things getting violent because he couldn't recognize Crocodile) and he didn't figure it out until it was too late?

Because you'd still have Dragon going through some if not all of those previously mentioned feelings, of having to come to terms with the version of his significant other whom he had fallen in love with no longer existed, the family had pictured in his mind would never become a thing, that those things were be kind of his fault and that he had hurt Crocodile deeply in the process. But then he'd be looking at some news article of Crocodile's most recent heroic stunt, seeing his handsome face with that usual, unbothered expression, and realizing he still loved him? That he still wanted to be with him, wished they were together, even now that Crocodile was a far more handsome man than he was? And then the realization that he's bi hitting him like a fucking truck But it's too late. The divorce already happened. He already hurt Crocodile too deeply. Knowing Croc, he had probably already moved on. There was no fixing it, the relationship was over. At least for now, trying to go see Croc could be dangerous due to the WG and not wanting to risk the WG finding out about them and The Kid and Croc would probably be furious if Dragon even risked that at this point, after what he had done. Oh, and then Crocodile killed thousands of innocent people attempting to usurp a country by manufacturing a civil war. Something Dragon can't forgive. (Not to mention, hearing he had been taken down by their own son... Oof)

But what if despite all that, and not knowing the full circumstances behind what had happened (like the fact that Crocodile didn't know who the hell Luffy was), Dragon still loved Crocodile? What then?

#Moon posting #Asks #Dragodile #OP Meta #Answering an unusual amount of asks today because 1) Compensating for being AFK for a while and #2) The Tumblr News are deeply fucking upsetting and I need something to lighten my mood desperately ngl #So clearing my ask box it is wheeeee #Sorry this is a little incoherent lmao #Something about Dragon looking at Crocodile and being like ''why the fuck are you more handsome than me'' cracks me up okay #When your transgender husband gives you gender envy #I just love the story telling potential bi Dragon would give us because like. Yeah if they're straight then the relationship is joever #But if he was bi then there's that theoretical possibility they could maybe reconcile and get back together #And the fucking drama? The possibilities? I'm so here for that man give it to me #Luffy and/or Ivankov telling Dragon to get over himself and admit that he still loves Crocodile and wants to be with him? Gimme #Dragon taking a deadly blow to protect Crocodile because he doesn't want to lose him again? It's a trope for a reason #OR Dragon craddling a dying Crocodile begging him not to die because he still loves him? Oh yes #Crocodile trying to sneak away while everyone celebrates the destruction of the World Government #And Dragon showing up like ''I don't wanna lose you again pls don't go ;_;'' #And Croc telling him to either piss off OR to hurry up and get on the ship so they can leave before Luffy finds out #I am. Obsessed. Dragodile Retirement Romance let's fucking go #THE POSSIBILITIES MAN. Like I don't wanna get my hopes up because I doubt we'll get Canon Gay Dragodile BUT IT COULD BE SO GOOD

[wraithsoutlaws]

you know i had a fun little vp idea i wanted to do for the cyberpunk anniversary but i haven't had the energy to even touch it recently so i'll just settle with saying that this game impacted me in ways i never thought it would when i first picked it up 3 years ago. i knew i would enjoy it, i had been looking forward to it for a long time, and despite a ~controversial~ launch, i had a fucking blast from day 1 (on ps4 no less). regardless of bugs and memes and public dunking, the story grabbed me like nothing else could at the time, and it reignited so much of my passion and motivation for art that i had lost in the clutches of mental illness and i'll always be grateful for that. it introduced me to so many wonderful people (some whom i carry very close to my heart), and maybe most personally surprising, it gave me an outlet to understand parts of myself that i had been too afraid to acknowledge for a long time, the courage to accept and embrace myself as non-binary, and allow myself to just BE without trying to convince myself i'm crazy. that's not what i expected from the get-go but it's been a really fun journey to be on ngl

#yeah this fandom been a little rocky in places but i would be lying if i said this community here wasn't special to me #so much love and passion and creativity to be around and be inspired by #so many people who have been impacted by this silly little heartwrenching game #devs who have poured their heart into it to deliver something genuinely incredible #its one of those strange things that really did fully change the trajectory of this little leg of my life #to think that until 3 years ago i hadn't even touched art in a decade #now there are lovely people who want to spend money on my work #3 years ago i bought my first (and only) refurbished ps4 to play this game and now im sitting on a fancy gaming laptop #ive said it before but vp has been such an important creative outlet too #its allowed me to live my dreams of being a film director. a cinematographer. a writer. #the whole game has let me be so damn self-indulgent sometimes i feel like a kid again just unashamedly playing barbie #finding the JOY of just. creating. #i learned so much about myself through an OC because of this game #it went from 'huh what is this feeling? gender envy?' to being like full blown 'oh yea. i get it now.' so much of my life makes sense kfslf #and i met people who mean the world to me on top of it all #woof anyways #i know i say it a lot but genuinely thank u to yall who have encouraged me and supported me and who enjoy the things that i make #youve made such a difference in my life without knowing it!

[howldean]

aughhhhhhhh i love MEN

#his hair in the three strikes job……… oh i would not be trusted alone in a room with him #elliot spencer #my ABSOLUTE beloved #he may have been my first true gender envy. a man who can cook and kick ass and who’s hair curls when it’s long enough #vs a girl just starting martial arts with curly hair she doesn’t like and who loves meine in her grandmothers kitchen #this show is leverage btw and i’m begging for it to be our next mash house md THINGS bc i need the mutuals to see leverage #white collar too. but yeah if you liked lee webb in spn you’ll want to eat elliot alive #AND aldis hodge is in this (jake talley from s2) and they actually fucking treat him as he deserves. because he’s an awesome actor

[mrsmarlasinger]

Cis femme she/her lesbian but in a stoner dudebro frat boy loser kind of way

#does this make sense #like yeah i wear a shit ton of jewelry and makeup and i like dresses and have long-ass hair and my favorite color is pink but #i lowkey get gender euphoria from wearing men's clothes and cologne and acting specifically like some loser dude #like smacking my partner's ass and drinking beer and talking all ''fuuuck dude. sheeeeyit'' like i just hit a joint. lmfaoo #sometimes i just love wearing gym shorts and a wifebeater or a big-ass ugly t-shirt and no make-up and calling myself some dude #idk why it HAS to be a loser of a man but nothing gives me gender envy like Just Some Guy smoking a cig outside a college party #with like a beer and a beanie and ripped jeans and a shitty old hoodie and he has big-ass bags under his eyes. a line cook dude #that's literally me sorry #if i were to be any other kind of lesbian it would be rue from euphoria 1000000%. she is my exact gender #oh and kurt cobain also gives me gender envy lmao #personal #gender #gender identity #lesbian #butch #femme #wlw #adventures in gender

[a-very-zilly-gooze]

today my friend whom i haven’t seen in a couple months asked me if good omens was any good and if she should watch it and my molecules started vibrating on another plane

#gooze’z zhitpoztz #good omens #oh my fucking god #anthony j crowley #I CANT WITH HIM #HIS HAIR IS SO PRETTY #gender envy #and also yeah the show is SO FUCKING GOOD

[violet-dragonfly]

just started watching Dune (no spoilers pls pls pls it’s so good so far) and istg if Paul becomes like evil or smth at the end im gonna lose my shit

#also zendaya?? with blue contacts?? She looks awesome im not gonna lie #my mother forced me to watch Wonka with her like last week so the complete and utter shift between Willy Wonka and Paul with the same actor #it’s crazy man #but I am liking this movie way way wayyy more than Wonka holy shit #I love me some sci fi oh yeah #is it gonna be in my top 10 movies of all time?? it’s a possibility if they don’t muck up the story #bc im only like an hour in #would it be weird to admit the gender envy im getting from Paul (HEAR ME OUT HEAR ME OUT HEAR ME OUT) #but yeah good sci fi movie im excited to finish the rest

[giantkillerjack]

What up I'm married to a tall person who is basically Milo Thatch but agender, and uhhh, basically, yeah, everyone should be jealous and I LOVE MY CUTE TWINK NERD WIFE!!!!! 😤😤🥰🥰🥰❤❤❤👌👌

#original #i love my wife #had a big crush on that character growing up #you know who else is really into her? EVERY OTHER CHUBBY TRANS GUY IN CHICAGO apparently we just see her and are like OH HELL YEAH #do you know why this is? it is because we have excellent taste that is why. #and also we want non threatening masc people to be into us and respect our gender! that's me anyway #and this is excellent news for her anyway bc we're in an open relationship & she thinks guys like me (her HUSBAND 🥰😁) are incredibly hot #this is also bc she has excellent taste. #but it is a running joke that she keeps getting nice OKC matches that look a lot like me 😂 #anyway this post is a thing that would have made young me BOIL with envy if someone else said it but in fact it is ME #and young me grew into me and is in here like AAWWWWWWW YYYEEEEEEEEAAAHHHHH 🤘🤘🤘🤘🚀🚀🚀 #she doesn't just look like Milo she also moves and emotes and talks like him. and until recently her glasses would not stay on her face! #she got new ones. nerd. i adore her. #she is so kind to Jack (me) and to my giant anxious pitbull child #she puts his blankie on him as he rests on her toes to make sure she doesn't go anywhere 😭😭❤ #she is my best friend and she never makes me feel stupid or fake or undeserving. she just likes me so much and she fkn acts like it! #and we have good boundaries and communication in a very autistic way [positive] and she is so smart and funnyyy #oh i am falling asleep now #probably has something to do with how thinking about my wife makes me feel safe and warm or some gay shit like that 🙄 ;) #edit: omg it just occurred to me that she is like 80% Mill and 20% Jessica Jones. just in terms of like. vibes. XD #she cares a lot about Jessica Jones. I will tell her my findings in the morrow #*80% Milo

[lesbiten]

so first no one told me alpharad was bisexual and THEN no one told me that he came out as aroace. what is the point of the internet if these things are not brought to my attention immediately

#SLAY. SO UNBELIEVABLY HARD #did he really fucking say hes bitsexual and that his sexuality is whatever is funniest. because i love him so much #look. i dont form parasocial relationships with internet people but jacob alpharad will always be my emotional support average white man #1. the gender envy 2. the gender envy 3. hes funny 4. relatable being aroace but not if its funnier not to be #i also forget that he has like an actual main channel and a twitch channel #i only ever watch alpharad gold and then his main channel posts and im like oh yeah. thats the guy #simon says

[emotionally-intuitive-engineer]

To be honest, I was stuck between Dell and the name I eventually settled on for the longest time. I actually do use Dell as a first name sometimes, but legally it’s going to (hopefully) be my middle name! :]

((Ooc: WAIT, LEGALLY??? THAT'S SO BADASS DUDE!!! HECK YEAH!!! SO PROUD OF YOU!! :D))

#that is so friggen cool oh my god.. #okay yeah gender envy

[lifeintheworldtocome]

tshirt that says i listened to will wood and all i got was this stupid fucking gender

#rattles the bars of my cage #not to be oh gender envy icon will wood fan but yeah. i wouldnt be opposed to looking like that

[pikslasrce]

my gender hasnt been gendering lately and only now do i realize its bc i paused with wearing intricate outfits and makeup looks 💀

#basically i need to go goth again. well not full on goth but like that... brian molko martin gore robert smith vibe come back to me pls #piksla.txt #genderposting #this is bc i looked at my old selfies and got hit w a wave of gender envy like. oh look at her shes such a handsome guy here #and yeah.. #however lately ive been in a skater boy mood which is like... girl... bro .....

[just-call-mefr1es]

usually I don’t like the boys in my class but there’s like two of them that give me massive gender envy

#my class #school shit #oh well #gender envy #yeah

[x-ladydisdain-x]

I had a dream where I met Joan Jett and I told her to cover Androgynous with Gerard Way

#these are literally the only things I ever think about even subconsciously #but yeah I was talking to Joan Jett and I was like you should cover androgynous and she was like again?? and I was like yeah with gerard way #and she was like oh that’s definitely an idea #OH WAIT YEAH SHE SAID WERE BOTH DEFINITELY VERY GENDER #IM ​HAVING GENDER ENVY LITERALLY IN MY SLEEP this is ridiculous #I also met Winona Ryder #she had pink hair #sometimes opal says stuff

[phantom-does-a-thing]

This is Rory, he’s trans and also very silly and makes me go tee hee <3

#I GAVE HIM TOP SURGERY SCARS #THIS MAKES ME UNRESSONABLY HAPPY #ohhhhhehehehe #subtle but still there #he’s happy I’m happy and oh I love him a lot #he’s a silly guy #he gives me gender envy #it’s also interesting to compare him to the last time I’ve drawn a satyr LOL #but yeah I love him #rambling #phever dreams with phantom #my art #phantom does a thing #traditional art