#oh no its too late here i am

[lilydoesdrawsometimes]

I can't get this man out of my head PLEASE oh my god @blackkatdraws Narrator is literally such a girlboss it actually hurts. I saw them ask "why is this becoming a trend" and I counter claim: Why wouldn't it be? Anyways I started these at 2pm EST and finished them at 11 PM I'm weeping. Please enjoy this old man as much as I do - I can't promise this is the last time I draw him either.

#slay king #tsp #the stanley parable #tsp narrator #narrator tsp #stanley parable ultra deluxe #I have a problem and im not sorry for it #art #tsp fanart #fanart #oh no #im having feelings #for the narrator #no no no no #I cant be having feelings hes just a narrator #oh no its too late here i am #seriously though Idk why I cant stop drawing him #look at his pants i love his pants #LilyDoesDrawArt

[skitskatdacat63]

2009 Japanese Grand Prix - Sebastian Vettel

#im so glad theres no one here to witness my reaction to seb wins because my god #i dont think words exist in the english language for the screeching noises i make HAHAHAHAHA #i just love him too much and it is a very late hour so i feel so deranged abt him and its very unwell behavior #i am kissing the tv director was for this podium directly on the mouth because SO MANY GOOD SHOTS !!!!!!!!! #my main gripe(and youll see this often in my tags) is that they never have enough direct shots and also cut away at bad moments #this podium? absolutely fucking beautiful. i want to kiss the camera operators because their focusing and tracking is a thing of beauty #hes so cute this race!!!!!! i have way too much content so shall be 3 posts methinks. hope ya dont mind!! #ive seen a clip of him and tommi chest bumping but i didnt know it was this race so when it suddenly cut to them im like OH!!!! #seb at japan gp....truly magnificent every single season(we dont talk about 2007) #i usually put 'ft. [ther drivers] but clearly both the cameramen and i only had eyes for seb hahaha #i guess this time tommi and rocky are the features!! #sebastian vettel #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #we do a little bit of f1 #2009 japanese gp #2009 japanese grand prix #sv5

[cak31ssuperi04]

Henna not being back in any capacity in the second Mariposa movie gives me two impressions:

1). untapped potential for a 3rd movie where we get Henna reformation or some such.

2).

Mariposa: I wonder how Henna's doing out there.

Willa: ..... what if she's dead 😧

Mariposa: 😨

Honestly it's entirely possible that she IS dead; a lot of her control over the Skeezites hinged on the promise of invading Flutterfield, and we can see their patience wearing thin throughout the movie. It's possible her failure to follow through would be the final straw, and that her lights would only be able to carry her so far when her entire army is against her. I do like the potential for another sequel to tie up that loose end though, in no small part because "dramatic revenge declaration followed by offscreen death that's never mentioned" is just kind of anticlimactic. Even if it's been a decade and that ship has sailed at this point. We could've had it all. Two fairy trilogies. Also consider: The Skeezites don't seem to be a threat--or even present at all-- in Fairy Princess. They're not once brought up unless in past tense. Regellius brings up Flutterfield defeating them when that's not necessarily how it happens in the first movie(which she does point out but focuses more on the method than the outcome so it's still unclear). Yeah they succeed in driving them off, but if Mariposa's quest or the fact that they've been terrorizing the kingdom for centuries says anything, it's that there are probably way more hanging around than Henna's immediate army. I'm imagining a midquel where she manages to get the Skeezites to hold out for a little longer so she can get her Revenge Plan in, and Flutterfield deals with them for good.

#My biggest thing at the moment would just be that Mariposa specified that it never came down to a fight #so I'd have to consider a Non-Fighty way to do that. Big magic. #She does have the flutterflower so I guess traveling wouldn't be that much of a danger but that gift was framed as more for #sentimental value than for protection. #Bringing Marabella back to life restored flutterfield to its status quo but didn't get rid of the skeezites or anything. #And like yeah they have the thistleburst lights now so maybe transportation is no big deal #maybe the skeezites stopped hunting butterfly fairies when they realized they had some form of defense. #But they're such a non-presence it's still just weird. Walk with me here. #It's still been too long to bring the series back but. Mariposa 1.5 where we find out where Rayla and Rayna and Zinzie went #pieceofcake.txt #cakeasks #Was so deep in Henna Denial when I found out she wasn't going to be the villain in Fairy Princess that my mind just instinctively went #'Oh wow she's aged a lot since the 1st movie' #In my mind if she survives she could maybe eventually get a redemption but she wouldn't continue living in Flutterfield #cakeart #The dialogue for the image was heavily paraphrased but inmy defense my internet has been supreme dogwater lately #So I was working off memory at like 4 am

[puppyeared]

adhd comix

#man i dont even have the energy to be mad. im just tired #like. dont u love it when your parents exhibit symptoms of ADHD and your sibling is diagnosed with a learning disability #and instead of thinking oh shit what if the other one has smth too. they subject you to The Horrors #i cant bring myself to hate my parents. but im tired of feeling obligated to defend them when the thing they think is working #isnt actually working and ive just found other ways to cope to avoid any sort of conflict. like lying and stealing. lol #if someone took me aside and said 'hey so your brain doesnt make as much dopamine as usual and its not a bad thing it just means you #need external stimulation and reward system to function and youre not actually secretly fucked up or lazy' as a kid #im pretty sure i wouldnt be here rn with half the problems i already have. unfortunately getting diagnosed late means u dont have a teacher #to back you up at a parent teacher conference that forces your parents to take this shit seriously instead of ignoring it hoping itll #go away on its own. but hey what do i know i have squirrel ipad baby disease. what do i know about my own symptoms #AND. AND i think im allowd to be mad bc ive been doing my own research on this for years before and after diagnosis #theyve been putting me thru the WORST parenting techniques on earth. which they could have corrected at anytime but they were #comfortable thinking they were doing it right and didnt bother to check if they were or werent fucking up their kid in the long run #and refusing to acknowledge it. i just!! they just decided one day hey lets make babies!! and just looked at books on how to make #a human being survive as long as possible!!! what the fuck!!!! #im sorry for putting this on ppls dashes but i am. so tired. of bottling this up. and im not looking for sympathy or anything i just need #to scream and clench my fists to SOMEONE about it because theyre not gonna take this well up the ass. sigh #yapping #vent

[soldier-poet-king]

I need to be weirder. I need to hang out/talk with more intensely weird and deeply genuine people, and more frequently

#franposting #apropos of me being weirder and more terrible and more honest lately #and it feels. good? mentally clearer. more at peace #this isnt some oh small talk is bullshit nonsense #it has a place! we need socisl scripts to be polite and function sometimes! #i am simply saying that i personally have spent far too long being the idea of a person. the mask of one #that i want to start being a real person. my pinocchio ass out here like #people pleasing out of fear needs to stop. you can be unsettling. babe. babe its okay. you can laugh ugly and loud and be strange #and too intense and think too much and say strange things #and the world wont end. you can be a person warts and all #it is so weird. and also lowkey pathetic that i am only realizing this now aged 27 #like. my fear didnt make me more palatable or more loved. #it just made me lonely AND more depressed #i might still be isolated and lonely and offputting. but at least i can laugh at myself in joy in the meanwhile #idk if that makes any sense but it does to me so maybe thats all that matters for this post #ANYWAY everyone who ive been talking w lately #(yall know who u are) #im like. thank u. thank u

[widevibratobitch]

ok it's better than i expected but still. unfair as fuck.

#my mom doesnt deserve this. #she got so little time with him and for all that we didnt really get along that well. she was the happiest she's ever been with him #i shouldnt have waited till friday to go to her. and i should have texted him. so i guess i am grieving after all??? idk #guess i regret i never thanked him for making my mom happy. #and i regret i wasnt here with her when it happened but then she didnt tell me it was THAT bad and i genuinely thought id make it in time #oh well. too late now. #its just unfair and she deserved to be happy after all she's been through. me including lol

[elegyofthemoon]

😊

#it always feels so nice whenever i do things i just kinda. never imagined myself doing #aka 'i didnt think id have friends ever so i was just going to hermit forever' kgjdjdjsjs #its more 'i dont think people would like me enough to hang out' so. #but yeah.... #i got to talk more to this guy x at work who started the same time i did #so he and i just kinda vibe and are honest w each other #it was nice just chatting about life and all that #he didnt have a ride home so i offered him one and thats just something i didnt really think id do #idk bc it was more spontaneous and i feel id be too anxious or think 'oh god maybe he doesnt like me and would feel weird' #but we actually vibe so the ride was super chill #IT WAS CHILL UNTIL HE MENTIONED STAR RAIL AND I WAS JUST 'DONT SAY THAT #but yeah. #idk. #its that thing of 'try to be the friend you wished you had' #x is cool tho hes funny #i was just surprised he said hes quiet when he started. he was not quiet at all when we first had a shift together jdfjdjdj #orientation buddies ig sjfjdjsjs #ANYWAYS #i also started training on my promotion job and its been nice. a little overwhelming but skfjdjd its not bad #friends tag #avil speaks #it was just a nice day today haha #SORRY i just am mush lately about friends. believe me itd be worse here but djfdjjd you know. have to shut up. #otherwise its like everyday 'man.... i like my friends. my friends are so nice. i wish them happiness and warmth'

[guhroovi]

Baby boys go to the beach and discuss movies and whether they should build a sandcastle or collect seashells 🌊⛱️

#listen it is so hot down where i live #and i just wna go to the beach and lounge #so i put my wishes into this hfjdjeu #self indulgent hours #its funny bc i live right by the beach #but im too exhausted here lately to go anywhere but my house hfhfjd #so instead lemme imagine cute beach scenerios with the babes #i am a gremlin for making then super somft #i hold them so dear in my heart #oh! #im unsure if i should post this on ao3 or just wait till i doodle a few more things and make one big post? #i just hate clogging the tags with one little drawing hfhdje #unsure! #them* not then. too lazy to edit tags #guhroovy | guhroovi #my fanart #the cornetto trilogy #danny butterman #nicholas angel #hot fuzz #angelbutter #messy drawings are my trademark #and vague hands and backgrounds #but!!! but! tbf i am!! drawing them! #and not being a scaredy cat #proud of myself #teehees #if i see a mistake. it is what it is.

[thecherrygod]

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#my posts #........................................................................................................................................... #............................................................................................................................................ #is that enough i think that's enough #yeah that's how its going #everything's been getting worse and I've been feeling very bad but also very pathetic and like complaining almost makes me feel worse but #i can't do anything else about this so like. vent post lmao bc I'm a dumbass #i truly just want to(redacted)but one of those isn't an option and the other i have a drs appointment soon and i don't want to explain that #everything is just. bad. and what isn't i feel like it's getting bad and it's my fault. and I'm probably right. #just. i hate it here #the deserving mentality is truly getting to me and i fucking hate it. it's not logical. I'll still agree with it. #i truly don't deserve the food stuff i can't keep in my life and i deserve the shit that in getting and i can't stop agreeing with that #'oh this classmate wants to have lunch with me on Saturday after working on something! i should cancel before it's too late- #-so i can continue feeling bad for being an apple bc people should hate me bc I'm horrible and don't deserve kindness' like #it's. it's false. it's not logical. and yet #everyone else there's the fucking plexiglass wall and where it wasn't i think it's getting formed and it is my fault probably #i am annoying that one is true #.... I've been making posts like this all day and deleting them bc I'm pathetic also. it's. #... there's a little too much going on lmao #nothing's worth it and i feel like shit and anything i could try to do about it doesn't work and I'm just tired #... in case someone does read this i know it sounds worrying but nothing will happen tbh I'm just a pathetic coward who's sad and tired #and tired of being sad in a way that feels like it's getting worse #I'm not very sure when was the last time i felt. this bad in just. i don't know how to make it stop lmao #also in already annoying so this is all i can do i think lmao #i think I'm seeing now I'm just. being redundant and if i keep this up too much i will delete this. and i should but. i don't think i will #also without saying much this year the one thing™ has been worse than usual and that's not helping either so it truly is just. #that everything is kinda very bad #.... yeah. whatever. it's just.¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ #... i truly wish killing myself was still an option like when i was a teen bit it's not so i just have to deal with whatever this is #... i hate being aware this is all super illogical bc the logical post of my brain teams up making me feel worse somehow.

[shameboree]

u know when you get impostor syndrome but for shit like chronic pain. thats so weak. other ppl are out there like advocating for themselves and their fellow pain havers and im doubled over in an ikea refusing to take a brk or go home like THIS IS FAKE FOR ME ACTUALLY. I WILL MAKE IT TO THE PLANTS SECTION bc i am NOT valid. weak.

#my endo is relatively well controlled w my iud and i only get migraines USUALLY 1-2x a week #lately has been 2-4x/wk which is much better than daily which i used to be #anyway my brains always like hmmm neither of those count as chronic pains bc its you #ive had meningitis and most of my migraines are on that pain lvl so like maybe my brain is Wrong here but also id literally never go up to #a chroic pain haver and be like oh yeah me too buddy!!!! #also bc i am a brain damaged glutton i refuse to let ot interfere w a single activity i want to do so does it REALLY interfere w my life?? #brough to u by a wicked endo flareup i can feel building but this is what my tens unit and 12x12" flax heat pad are for heh #kels talks

[blurrymango]

My taste in fictional guys-

Murderers. Mostly masked ones. RZ Michael Myers, Bo Sinclair, Danny Johnson Ghostface, Thomas Hewitt Leatherface, and SCP-049. John Wick and Postal Dude sometimes when I'm in a certain mood for it.

Point is, all those men are murderers.

And Postal Dude is the biggest odd one out. He's the weirdo here.

I have a type, and it's men who would probably kill me. The probably being- Dude is a wild card and Wick wouldn't unless there's like. A bounty or some shit on me IDK I haven't seen the movies in a while.

Also. I suppose Eddie Gluskin is F/O adjacent for me. Maybe. Not really. I ship him with Waylon far too much to consider myself as a. Potential bride. He's hot, he's mentally ill and he's on my mind all the time but I don't see us as romantic at most he's like a tiger in a cage and I am taunting him with raw meat for a bit before giving him two things of raw meat.

Visuals for the fellas since I gave em for the ladies I guess.

(Such a funny image of Johnathan Wickathan honestly.)

My taste in fictional gals-

There's a lot of similarities between some of them. But not a consistent similarity between all of them as far as I know.

Anyway judge me for my taste in romantic partners that don't exist. Rate my F/Os. Please.

It's past 4 AM and I have been on this post saying shit and things for 30 minutes.

#mango man speaks #feferi and elma are both fish who use tridents. #feferi and rosalina are both princesses. feferi and rarity are both none human. #its late and i cant think of any other comparisons. #i got feferi on the brain at all times apparently cuz the comparisons are all her. #oh! rarity and elma both have that. middle horn thing going. #grasping at straws here these are all surface level comparisons their personalities and roles they play in their stories are all #too different. #i like my men tall and murdery and i like my women. uh. nice? nope not even then. natsuki is not nice. #also. yes. natsuki is here. why is she here? because im kissing her. idc if she is is with yuri. she has two hands dude. #f/o community #self ship #f/o ramblings #pro ship self ship #not relevant that i am proship but. yknow. audience reaching. #self shipper

[flovverworks]

CHLOE BDAY HIP HIP HURRAY

#stardust speaking ! #saw the preview with chloes lines. oh hes so endearing #im highly in the 'thats akiras lil bro' corner but congrats to the chloe fans #(thinks of lennox bday card with the whole 'the one who wins can ask the loser to do something' ->akira asks leno to bend down #so they can PAT HIM ON THE HEAD......................ure so tall so it probably doessnt happen often right..... #...... #???????? #lenoaki is so tender it makes my head spin #<-person who cried during lennox chara story so is biased #shakes everyone listen the wizard are ssooooo important to akira and for akiras development and building selfconfidence and selflove this #is why i will nvr ever shut up about them here cuz they have such a massive role- <-just likes them a lot #T_^ #okay anyway i actually wrote a lil thing for myself today HURRAY ive been in a more. oh i can do things. mood lately #theres a selfindulgent thing i wanna write a lil bit off but aside from that i wanna. do something here #inb4 itll be a tiny teeny thing ive been thinking about lately before tackling 2 para+ stuff. WE WILL SEE eventually #not tonite for sure i am zzzzzzzzz #but i missed writing tiny things for myself so im gonna try to keep at this. #one day ill do that for akira things too. i need to write down my silly postmhyk aus and my silly dramatic modern aus for me myself and i #i dont talk about it a lot here cuz its embarrassing but wizards in akiras world is always a funny concept to me #5ever thinking about INTERNET IS SUGOI figaro from that one figaaki comic #actually that one where figaro memorized akiras name when its written makes me dizzy I WANNA TALK ABOUT STUFF LIKE THAT AGAIN..... #T_T akira learning how to write the wizards names. yknow. at least. since they cant read the language at all #okay its way past my bedtime #i cant get into akira & their language at this hour itll be too much #tldr while i think its difficult for akira to rly pick it up (cuz they understand everything they say!??!?!??!?!) #recognizing words u see commonly....................happens..........+ akira making an effort to learn certain words

[aydascomprehendsubtext]

I refuse to learn the lesson that i need to ask for help more because the consequences while bad are also very very funny

#greentext time in the tags. be me. busy day at work. someone texts asking members of my team to carry boxes #see text 3 min after its been sent and find one giant box and 0 relevant authorities. assume i am especially late and pick up the box #box in question is too heavy for this 7 min walk across campus but i proceed #fail to find shortcut and in process fall down like 5 stairs. also incredibly congested so my nose is running #local campus safety woman sees me on the floor shaking and sniffling. thinks i have really injured myseld #i reassure her and repack the box. proceed to fuck ton of stairs. panic and call only team member i have specific number for #tell her i might be late w the box. shes like. what box. im on the other side of campus #i say. well itll take too long for you to get here to help anyway. proceed. legs at this point screaming #drop box off at building. no one is there. go back. everyone is running around looking for the one single box #there was only one box. i say oh i got it. then i work my six hour shift. now. legs hurt #this sounds sad but genuinely it is so funny to me rn. like. dude what is your PROBLEM

[marblerose-rue]

hii does anyone have any tips on helping a kitten wind down for the night?

#not art #meandering #got a kitten friday night and when i say she is an absolute angel i mean it #there are no issues i can even think of besides im not really sure how to help her wind down without making her think she has #designated playtime 12 am-1am .??? and even then i dont mind it but come september it will be an issue #she has a lil box in the corner of my room with a lil cat bed + an old hoodie of mine + a plush opossum and by the time she #tuckers out she'll stay put til late morning (there is also nothing physically keeping her in the box LOL its like her lil den) #she does like sleeping in my bed way more and i do let her nap on it during the day but i am too restless before i fall asleep #for me to feel comfortable enough letting her sleep on it at night. maybe when she's older #BUT YEAH tips or tricks..? if theres even anything i can do BAHA #i know cats are more active at night so if at the end of the day theres nothing i can do its no biggie. we play lots during the day #id put this on main but i know i have more reach here #OH YEAH her name is pasty :-) like from neko atsume HAHA

[evilromero]

it is so unserious to be crying over spurs after the season is over

#here's my predicament lol #i dont want to renew membership so i went on the website but there was no card attached to the account and there was no way of cancelling i #there and i guess the issue was direct debit? and that was somewhere else? i dont know #anyway apparently they did renew me but then they never sent me a confirmation email so i didnt know it had actually renewed until today #and because of that its too late for a refund #but i am literally living in a different country the whole of next season so there is no reason for me to have one #anyway it is too early in the day for all of this and now i have to try and write an email collating all of this . el oh el

[readymades2002]

briefly confided in my mother (mistake i never learn from) about how i am very sad that my ability to have a social life in the world is tied entirely to my sibling, who will be leaving here soon, and how i do not have any other way to get out of the house and how i do not feel i have anything besides work and despite everything that came after, including an apology for saying it, the first thing she said was “well i don’t have anything else either” which is exactly what prevented me from saying anything earlier because i knew that and i know that she is very good at going “it is what it is” about the most miserable of conditions and so would never admit to being unhappy about anything even though there is so much to be unhappy about including having to raise me to begin with, and that she also gets annoyed when others complain or are unhappy about anything because SHE does it and so why can’t everyone do it. and. well. i am pretty nervous about what this means for my life (nonexistent) going forward

#it is a cold thing to say but i feel like i have like. a month to befriend my sibling's friends that will be staying here #enough to want to spend time with me or else i am never going to get out of this fucking household #i dont have many coworkers my age and even fewer that i talk to because i dont like talking to people very much #which is also a massive problem because i want to but i am weird and shy and not always a fan of people and again very strange #but i can barely functionally navigate the world on my own to an upsetting degree. if i dont have someone with me i cant do it. #i am kind of freaked out about all of this. i have today off and work late tomorrow and i wanted to maybe go out tonight #but i. can't. because no one here wants to and im fucking scared to death of calling (and paying for) an uber #and then being out in the world on my own. so i just get to stay here. #not even mentioning i am fairly certain there is a new wave of That Virus going around so what would even happen if i did #which is also fuckinggggg miserable i am the ONLY PERSON who wears a mask to work besides the deli department #drops head in hands im never going to befriend anyone im never going to go anywhere again im never going to touch anyone #i do not want to say this because i am a very repressed person but i am never going to hook up with anyone which is disappointing frankly #i can BARELY text anyone and i am often in too much pain to even walk to the one thing i can do alone which is the library #like. oh my god! my life has no meaning. i trudge along thinking 'maybe it will get better' #and its not all been bad i DO have kind of an almost social life when my sibling takes me to do things with their friends #i got to play dee n dee yesterday and it was cool even though i panicked a few times under attention #ive been able to do things. i have some coworkers i like or at least talk to. im very competent and people like that though they know #nothing else about me besides that im good at my job. #but having those moments of like honest to god Hope makes it feel infinitely worse the rest of the time when im just #staring at the clouds and the clock and thinking oh my god it was all for this and it was not worth it #whatever. classic post of buzz. this doesnt matter and i dont know what the point in talking about it is but i dont have anything else #a job im good at and hate and a blog where i complain and a death wish and thats all. an unbearable early 20s myopia #this is stupid im going to do something else since ive upset myself. AGAIN