#oh god i went feral

[veveisveryuncool]

me on my knees begging for a tails and nine interaction in season 3 🙏🙏🙏

take to the skies, forgotten fox boy <3

#im normal about nine i swear #i went feral over the season 3 trailer oh my god oh my god #ummm first time in a while since drawing for sonic!! hello fandom is this good or nah #PLEASE NINE + TAILS INTERACTION 🙏🙏 PLEASEEE #i loveee how nine is taking on the role of lead villain please take in stride #but also dont forget. this is a traumatized 8-year old. be nice to him. #sth #sonic prime #tails the fox #miles tails prower #tails nine #nine sonic prime #how do i tag for this aa #veves ultra cool art

[introspectivememories]

TIM DRAKE: ROBIN #7 YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS

#this comic won a pulitzer prize in my house #when they told us that it would be bernard pov.... chills #and then the actual contents of the book??? #i think i went insane as i read it #genuine changed my brain chemistry #OH MY GOD WHEN WE THOUGHT BEAR WAS GONNA PROPOSE??? #AND THE NECKLACE!!!! THE FUCKING NECKLACE!!! #sorry i'm going feral just thinking about it #td:r #tim drake: robin #bernard dowd #tim drake #timbern #dc

[possamble]

realizing im kind of a weirdo about laios and marcille

#possramble #ignore this im just babbling but #the thing is that like. i don't ship laios and marcille together. their relationship is so so important to me in that laios comphets himsel #and THINKS that he might be in love with her but he isn't and that's my insane obsession #platonic soulmates for real but they're so sweet together that i fully expect them to be shipped together #like i get it. that's almost the appeal for me. if dungeon meshi were any other series there'd be an epilogue where they get married #convention dictates that they're meant to be together as the male protagonist and his beloved female deuteragonist #but dungeon meshi DOESNT do that and i love it so fucking much they're the comphet besties ever for my strange little brain #like if i ever did an arranged marriage au it would absolutely be laios and marcille having a platonic political marriage and then just #the most insane mutual pining with marcille and falin while laios and marcille struggle their way into becoming best friends #the imagery of the king and his beautiful court mage being tender to each other and everyone thinking they're in love is like catnip to me #like yeah they'd be like that and have no idea people think they should be together and the subversion makes me so obsessed #the more people ship them romantically. the more i enjoy their platonic dynamic it's like some sort of weird comphet fetishism idk #people think they're in love and im outside the window like YES... YES!!! #but also the second i see stuff of them kissing on the mouth or fucking im like oh god no i went too deep in here i gotta get out #don't wanna see that. i'll go feral over the idea of laios and marcille being arm-in-arm like king and queen but they would not fuck. #i want marcille to be his default comphet beard and dance partner/plus one at official royal events but they're not kissing. #she's there on his arm because he's scared of the other noble women tryna get him and being a baby about it #and people see them muttering to each other and laughing and generally being very sweet and think that they're dating but they're not. #she's actually covered in hickies from falin underneath her dress and is gonna get dragon dicked right after the party is over #like she's in her bedroom and falin's helping her take her ridiculous dress off while listening to her complain about politics #and falin is the person she goes home to the person she falls asleep to and wakes up with #they're a triad of utter devotion to each other but only farcille's side of the triangle is romantic #it's almost like an open secret because they're not trying to hide it at all but people assume and are surprised to find out #like people are so right about her relationship with the toudens but with the siblings' roles switched #love of her life & irreplaceable life companion. does anyone get it #anyway. i don't know what's wrong with me #it bothers me that they're not the undisputed most popular het ship for marcille on ao3 #it's unnatural. marcille being paired with any other man should be a fringe case.

[azems-familiar]

Jedha, one last time.

#star wars #jedi survivor #bode akuna #cal kestis #spyscrapper #this scene. oh my god. i am so normal #i went a little bit feral about it #the HUG AT THE END. hrrhrhrhghgh #kill me now. anyway. them <3 #my edits #though this one isn't actually edited bc i was too feral i just had to post it right away

[widevibratobitch]

when i say i am obsessed with him

#'indescribable insolence' <3333 #dumas writing aramis in '20 years after': #i am going to create a character that is so egdy sarcastic provocative and irritating to everyone around him #and im gonna make stirring shit being an asshole and gruesome murder his favourite hobbies #and he did just as he said. bless him. #most character ever #and what makes him even better is the contrast between 20YA!aramis and t3M!aramis. its hilarious. #my man really went feral. midlife crisis some call it. i call it character development of all time. i call it serving cunt. #aramis as a musketeer a soldier a man in a profession where you're literally paid for killing people: #sweetness and mildness personified writes poetry and theology essays in his free time never gambles dreams about dedicating his life to god #aramis as a priest: whooo boy i hope i get to fUCKING KILL A PERSON TODAY >:D #anyway. i love him a normal amount or something. #the three musketeers #alexandre dumas #anyway. i reread this scene and the charenton battle today because it's definitely in my top 3 aramis moments #also the english translation on the gutenberg page omits two lines of dialogue that i remembered from my polish translation #and it goes something like #de Chatillon says 'i think you're looking for a fight sir' to which Aramis basically responds with 'oh nooo you *think*? Imao'. iconic. #(and its even funnier cause that makes athos immediately go 'aramis stfu plz' and aramis just goes 'no <3' im obsessed with them) #vingt ans apres #do i have a #twenty years after #tag?? not sure tbh i think i dont but tagging just in case ig

[strangeswift]

I understand the Will Byers dresses punk agenda to counter the Mike Wheeler dresses punk agenda, because Will is canonically the punk bf. However, I think it's endearing when people who are really into punk music just Do Not Dress Like It. I can get behind some band tees and jeans moments, but Will Byers will never stop wearing khakis TO ME.

#for example i went to the mcr concert and there was this girl. okay she looked like a sorority girl. #and she was with her bf (presumably?) who was just dressed like Some Guy #but because i am stupid i thought to myself oh i bet she's not really that into mcr maybe the bf is #not in a gatekeepy way!! no hostility. just an observation and a neutral assumption #anyway #god was i so fucking wrong #that girl was going FERAL the entire time oh my goddd #screaming the lyrics jumping up and down #as was i but she did it harder #and i am obsessed with her #so i think will should get to dress like a preppy boy #and go see the clash or something with mike who he dragged along. and go fucking feral #byler

[gummywurm-gaming]

Had a dream last night that pokemon revealed another sv dlc where you were going to an Ohio based part on unova for a spring celebration and Kieran somehow had kyrurem on the cover art????

There was a Easter egg themed dipplin evo and a weird gigantamax jolteon that stood up and became freakishly buff

I was so excited but then I remembered Kieran showed up (along with the rest of the dlc squad) and my literal thought in the dream was "oh God damn it now the tag is going to be filled with Kieran and no drayton" because that happened with the actual dlc except its Kieran vs literally every character for a spot in the dlc tag lmao

#pokemon sv #pokemon #pokemon dream #pokemon springfest #thats what it was called #pokemon dlc #pokemon indigo disk #pokemon teal mask #pokemon kieran #drayton pokemon #drayton #funny as hell that i immediately went oh god damn it here comes the kieran stans in my dream #perfectly fine if you like him just jesus some of yall are feral

[bretongirlwrites]

Julianne, who entirely overdid herself in defeating Mannimarco, was brought back for her convalescence to the chapel in Bruma. Her magicka having been entirely spent, she is forbidden from doing magic for a bit, so as not to overexert herself again.

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‘Ah! it’s marvellous to see you up and about, Miss Traven,’ said Cirroc interrupting my nothing, ‘but for all our sakes, don’t overdo it, will you?’

I had already tramped over to the opposite wall, and back, and repeated the action; I had already, for want of other things to do, stretched my arms and combed my hair; and all this having tired me beyond what I thought was possible, I’d taken to leaning against the wall and staring at it as if there were a window there. Father had brought me a small stack of books; but they were some, dry, on theology, and all the rest on magic; and magic was my damnable prohibition, – for a few days, Father had beseeched me, while your font of magicka heals, – you don’t want to overdo it.

‘I don’t think,’ said I desperately, ‘that I can underdo things. I am going insane in here. O how do you live like this!’

‘By appreciation of simplicity,’ said Cirroc shrugging, ‘and devotion to the Nine who provide us our every need, – but I know you are not the clerical sort. I shall see tomorrow if Novaroma has anything lighter to read, or the library, –’

‘I think I’m beyond even Waughin Jarth’s help now,’ said I; but good-humouredly; and cast a last glance out of my non-window before collapsing onto the bed: ‘oh! you’re a mage, Cirroc, it’s like cutting off your damn arm. I am going insane!’ said I, again, –

‘Only another three weeks,’ said Cirroc chuckling sympathetically.

He must have thought that Father had informed me of this, – that though Father had seen my sinking disappointment, he’d not melted in the face of it and understated, – he must not, in short, have suspected that Father had told me: you must not do any magic for a few days. A few days! and I’d battered at the bars of my invisible dungeon and protested and he’d put an arm around my shoulder and said that everything would be all right, –

‘Three weeks!’ I cried.

‘Then,’ said he, ‘ – no doubt you’ll be back at the University by then, – you will have a strict regimen to get your magic back without straining yourself, –’

‘Three weeks!’

‘Think of it as a muscle, Miss Traven,’ said he, ‘have you ever sprained your foot, perhaps? It needs rest, and a slow return to normal, –’

I am sure that sparks might have flown from all my hair and fingers, – had the thing not been banned, – were the font on which I drew, so out of reach, that even had I wanted to, I’d have made a half-glowing cinder at best, and watched it die on the same bed I’d barely survived in. 

‘Three weeks!’ I murmured: and buried my face in the pillow.

He thought at first that I’d burst into tears: moved closer: but when I raised my head, I was as surprised as he was, to be laughing. Laughing, – because it was silly, – because it was trivial, – because I’d lived weeks, months in despair, three days in hell! – and now that all was said and done, I complained that I was deprived of a pleasure, for but three weeks, – a small repercussion, for killing a man, and bringing light all upon the world again!

Father had said, honestly though not without some paternal pride, that: you’ll be one of the greatest mages of the era, when they write the history-books. Here sat the greatest mage of the era, staring at a wall, with not the least bit of magic in her fingertips! o what a sorry pathetic unmoving sight I may be, now all was said and done, – 

‘Three weeks,’ said I leaning back: ‘a most inconvenient prescription. Thank you, doctor.’

‘It will fly by,’ returned Cirroc. 

‘Like a new alterationist and his novice levitation-spell,’ said I: ‘well! Cirroc, – I won’t turn my nose up to a bit of Waughin Jarth, –’

‘I’ll have a look tomorrow,’ he promised and made to leave.

‘It had better be the complete works,’ said I, ‘that will occupy me for a day or two,’ and when he closed the door, I closed my eyes still laughing, – and you will none of you believe it, but I was happy enough for three weeks, – happy that it was over, and I was alive, – alive enough, that my mind, unfettered, raced to complain!...

#oc:julianne #oh i don't know what this is. it's just julianne having a complain hehe #gods. that time i sprained my foot and couldn't go for walks and went absolutely feral. that's what this is

[baekuras]

Started AFK Arena, got Eugene as my first Legendary, liked his design but was worried I might not like his story bc I haven't yet read many of them and it didn't seem like a story/event heavy game, finally gave in 3 days later Anyhow order of operations: -love it, joke around why there isn't a series about it -no there actually is a comic and other ones too -read them all -actually go back to read Gavus and the kids stories as well -learn you basically JUST missed all them being introduced like 4 months ago -hide your pain by consuming everything NOW -it's 7 am i haven't slept since yesterday where am i

#txts #afk arena #halp #yes i am currently scrolling through tumblr #i LITERALLY at one point during the labyrinth went #'huh Eugene and that angel looking dude seem to work nicely together-wonder why' BEFORE I LEARNED #truly amazing #so far everything was just 'huh if x is the case' AND IT IS #10/10 need more #i wanna both hug them. shake them by their shoulders. chew on them and also just let them live their best lives however they wish #same with the kids but i am way less feral about them-i am counting them in as my babies as well #with every new piece of info i got worried that things might turn out bad or tragic #the relief when i read through all oH GOD #precious little weapons of mass destruction #i-will probably take a nap now #and try for more coherent thoughts another time #i also got like 5 packages arriving anytime between 10am and 10pm which is just....totally great #other fun fact: literally looked at Eugene and Lucilla design wise and put them down mentally as my favs #which considering the everything: yeAH I GUESS IT MAKES SENSE HUH #good genes

[chamerionwrites]

Had the worst morning and I was SO brave about it. Did not trip facefirst down an abyss of viciously mean self-talk about ordinary human fuckups. Cleaned up the proverbial spilled milk and then went out and socialized instead of crawling back into bed and writing the day off as a loss.

#listen me n my brain weasels are a wee bit fragile on christian holy days at the best of times #and then i went and burned myself like an asshole and DROPPED MY FRIEND’S BIRTHDAY PIE ON THE CARPET #on my landlord’s. pale beige. carpet. #my very lovingly crafted pie with homemade all butter crust and the last of my frozen rhubarb and some very red strawberries #…and then i swore viciously for like three solid minutes whilst getting out the carpet cleaning solution and the shop vac #and then i deep cleaned the carpet and made another FUCKING pie crust and this time put blueberries in it #and it was definitely not as good as the first one would have been because i was rushing. and also i missed lunch. #but hey i did arrive in time for dessert with blueberry pie. so. #*FERAL FRUSTRATED GROWLING NOISES* #it’s fine. it’s fine. it worked out. oh my god i’m so fucking tired #my posts #should i file this under #culinary adventures #🙃

[50000bears]

Everything constantly breaking in the sims feels a lot more realistic as an adult

#shower? broken. oven? broken. fridge? broken. sink? broken. #it really is just one thing after another huh #the oven and my phone case went today #I was going to make a joke about us being next but then I remembered my roommate actually did trip and break a bone recently #because even the staircase is falling apart #oh god idk how to deal with any of this I was feral and living in the woods alone for half of my childhood #erlin.txt

[kaeyachi]

I have major brain worms for the big brother Alhaitham AU thank you 💛

How much of a difference is there in Kaeya's personality as an adult (since both still have that 'unsure if they're allowed to belong' childhood trauma up until the diverging paths of dead relative day) or would the Akademiya/unknown impending abyss take the place of Diluc trauma (to a lesser degree) and still give him some of that feeling of needing to wear a mask and keep some distance for protection?

OR! Emotionally awful bonus question I just thought of: Would the Kaeya in this AU still believe he is inherently bad and incapable of being good or would he understand that doing good things(even if it's to make people like you) is still acts of being good?

Thank you for the ask! And I'm glad this AU has given you some brainworms hehe

as for your questions, i have an answer, and having Alhaitham as an older brother can be a good and bad thing

(I just realized I typed a lot and revealed some of the plot in the bonus question! Sorry for the lengthy answer, I just got really excited!)

Q1: Good influence from Alhaitham! He is so self-assured and logical that he managed to help Kaeya on his sense of belongingness (it helps that Kaeya confessed younger (13) and thus was able to think better on these matters and discuss them with Alhaitham). What's left for him to fear, however, is the helplessness or the inevitability of his past catching up someday.

What he feels, instead of a sense of unbelongingness, is a sense of justice and righteousness for the outcasts. He is basically a poster-child for it, and he gets to experience discrimination first hand as he continues to live near the center of the city. He wants to prove that people who are different could still belong and find a home. (This is in correlation to Alhaitham's opinion on being different as well)

He, of course, still keeps his secrets and wears a mask. Some of the things he learned or found out about are not for everyone to hear, and some people are better kept in the dark *wink wink*

Q2/bonus: Alhaitham's reputation and Akademiya mindset+actions affected Kaeya's, unfortunately (though you will find that Alhaitham disagrees with Kaeya's conclusion).

He isn't a knight in this AU, and his brother here isn't exactly known for kind acts, so he has even less to fall back on other than him just doing something good. He was just Alhaitham's brother, then a scholar, and later on, an actor. It's not his job to be kind this time. He just is (not that canon Kaeya isn't, but he also likes a feasible excuse for his behavior)

The thing is, most people don't just freely "help" in the Akademiya- not as much as in Mond anyway. Those who do usually have ulterior motives, and if they seemingly do not, then they must be hiding something. Rarely are those who are willing to share their time and effort when it could be spent on their own studies and research. Odds are, when people help in the Akademiya, it is for an academic exchange.

An Akademiya scholar who used to be as anti-social as his older brother, suddenly willing to help out others with no equivalent value? That's suspicious... It could only be beneficial for him to be kind, according to his doubters. Thus, he was investigated on, trailed by the general mahamatra, and slandered by his peers, giving him even more trauma and self-doubt.

He got thru it all after the investigation led to nowhere, but the damage to his reputation and mental health had been done.

Every natural kind act, Kaeya would then think how it would affect him. Him thinking about how it affects him would then, in turn, make him feel guilty because what others may think should never have been any of his concern. He doesn't stop being kind, but he also doesn't stop doubting his kind actions too.

All-in-all, self-esteem issues Kaeya is thriving!

Again, Alhaitham does disagree with the conclusion Kaeya came up with, but he, of course, can not simply fix trauma with just his logic. He knows his brother has a natural kindness to him, a rarity in the Akademiya that they trampled on. Alhaitham was not happy after he found out and does feel like he failed his brother on this matter.

#THIS WAS LONGER THAN I INTENDED IM SORRY FOR BEING INSANE #THANKS FOR THE ASK ANON!! #i went feral on this one oh gods #big bro alhaitham au #kaeyachi asks

[britneyshakespeare]

did i tell you guys i got my dad to start reading jane eyre

#he's been reading it on and off for geez idek how long now probably at least a few months #im not normally a fast reader but i did read jane eyre in exactly one week #that overlapped w my spring break tho. i went feral #to think that was five years ago almost... crazy #tales from diana #i saw the lights on downstairs and i went down to check what that was for and i found him in his office reading #and he said 'im still working' (he did in fact have his work open on his computer) #hes been liking it #i think we all remember the first time we read jane eyre and we saw jane and rochester got engaged #and panicking bc there was still sooooo much book left. oh my god #the level of not ok that was #jane eyre really is the goddamn best. like it really is #it invented new emotions in me. brother #he's almost done though. i can tell he's enjoying it bc he's been reading it more lately

[glitter50000]

Fic inspiration

Ulla ducks her head and gives a humorless chuckle. “It was never the mother, was it?” 

Her father regards her with a pained smile. “No, it wasn’t.” 

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He loved Ulla, truly, grey skin and all, she was still his child. Her laughs and giggles would fill the air with a joyous melody. He knew Ulla showed more promise as a baby than most sildroher ever have during that age. 

On dark days a small, ugly part of him thinks of taking her back to shore, finding her birth mother, and thrusting the baby in her hands without a word as she did him, never visiting again. 

During the times when Ulla’s wails would bounce across the walls and make the flowers shrivel and rot. He didn’t have a problem with it, she had a strong voice after all, but when the others complained it was a different story. How they glared at the two of them or sneered at the baby for the tone of her cries. 

The times when his wife would look at Ulla with an odd look, something akin to fear, repulsion, or pity. When that specific look would be on him instead. He remembers squashing down the hurt at the time she recoiled at Ulla reaching her little hands out to her or having just stood there as the baby cried. 

He would never want to give Ulla away though, for he never regrets her in the first place. 

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“You can hold her if you want.” 

She’s broken out of some trance by his voice as he comes over to the crib. He chuckles a little at that, recalling the occasions when she would hold Ulla with a smile on her face, entertaining her with a song almost as if she forgets about the baby’s heritage. Though now it seems she remembers the other half. 

“She won’t bite,” he says amusedly. 

“I know that,” she mumbles, glancing at Ulla’s tail and his. He sighs and moves to pick Ulla up instead, scooping her up in his arms. 

“You must think I’m a whore.” He tells her bluntly. Sometimes he sees her looking at him with what could be a trace of disgust. Remembers how uncomfortable she seemed when they were courting each other and she first met Ulla and he confided in her about Ulla’s true parentage. Still, she wanted to marry him and look after her like she was her own, despite it all. 

“What,” she’s taken aback, “no, no I don’t think that's all, it’s just…” she trails off, gripping the edges of the crib tightly. It’s silent for a moment before his wife speaks again. 

“I wish she had been mine.” She whispers.

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He still thinks about her at times, the shadow summoner, either with anger or nostalgia. Looking back to when she made him sing symphonies during their lovemaking.

Sometimes he wonders if he ever would’ve met Ulla had she not been born with a tail. Or would she have taken her away wherever she went and he would still be waiting for the bell to ring? 

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Brave little Ulla. Coming home on the bad days when there’s too much teasing with tears in her eyes, yet still acting strong and holding her head high. 

#You know if someone gets inspired to make this an actual fic or something I wouldn’t mind #Cause I’ve had scenes like these stuck in my head and I would make the fic myself but for the love of god I cannot figure out a way #To stitch these together and also I’m stuck on how to end it like I know someone could write this better then me #Me looking at Ulla’s parents: oh they could be sooo dysfunctional #Rereading wwsf and seeing how the sildroher say it’s the mom who went up and slept with a human when it was actually her dad who did that #Is kinda humorous but also I’m like “how could I make this angsty” #Cause the sildrohers saw humans as beneath them so he’s probably over here like “they don’t know I literally slept with a human” #I was gonna have a line talking about how Ulla’s cries could be so desperate and loud the song filled people with grief and they hated it #And that when sildroher babies cried the songs were melancholy and made ppl’s heart ache and Ulla’s wasn’t always like that #but I was having trouble wording it to fit #Also I like the idea of the mother meeting him after he’s taking care of Ulla cause I think that could give for some fun potential #just thinking about how her mom treats Ulla makes me feral #This all started when I reread wwsf and saw how the her parents especially her dad reacted to Ulla wanting to go ashore #Got the cogs turning you know #grishaverse #the language of thorns #when water sang fire #ulla morozova #my wriitng

[vegaseatsass]

I'm so exhausted I don't really know where or how to begin my one-day weekend, have spent the day just kind of collapsed into executive dysfunctional confusion when what I WANT to do is post on tumblr about gay tv

#i wanna talk about 23.5 because the latest ep made me feral but for like side couples #i LOVE the main couples but nidabambam and mawinton make me insane #i was rooting for aro ton but now i want mawinton so badly #there's something that happens with the ships that aren't the advertised pairs so whether they happen or not isn't prescribed #i know mawintinh is what everyone on tumblr wants and it's not like i would be unhappy with that ok #but mawinton both obsessed with other people and relationships and oblivious to how they already have a boyf - #thats my shit. #tinh just seems so uninterested in mawin rn too whereas ton is laser focused #and to put a character like charoen into a yuri like come on how many of us who DIDN'T 'just know' we were not into boys #picked a dude to crush on from afar and then went EUGH STOP WHY IS THIS HAPPENING if/when he actually spoke to us #that is way too familiar a narrative to put in a GL and then resolve with her getting with a guy i'm sorry #but her and ton becoming besties who love shipping OTHER people together. hell yes lmfao #that's what i'm talking about! two people who think they like each other but actually just enjoy doing fandom together <3 #buddhism fandom and friend fiction fandom #anyway i can't believe i spent that many words on them but i'm truly invested now. FLOWERS AND KNEE TOUCHES FOR MAWINTON #and i don't even know where to begin with nidabambam?????????????????? #i thought this would be us projecting headcanon onto some women who had some nice scenes together #i didn't dare hope for ?????? lucky/unlucky protective/clumsy glorious t4t grown woman love story #what the heck i felt like my brain was unravelling as i watched them #they really stumbled(/carefully protected the other from stumbling) their way into a STARGAZE DATE #what the heck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i think something magical just happens when you hit a certain point in a story and you've LET the main couples grow and evolve #so they're more or less together and it's hilarious and adorable (oh my god ongsa and aylin taking initiative oh my god) #but they also leave narrative space for MORE LOVE STORIES IN THE BEAUTIFUL ENSEMBLE #and that's where i start to lose control apparently #23.5 #23point5 #dear diary

[trashlie]

Trying to write my ILY 232 thought dump and my brain is like brrRRRRRRR too quiet so i’m like okay lemme pull up one of those playlists youtube music generates for me, we’ll do the kpop one because FoB and MCR have been way too distracting--

and then it just generates a random smashing of SO MANY OF MY FAVORITE SONGS TO PUT ON REPEAT that I would play during work to get through the fucking day LMAOOOOOOOOO this is NOT conducive to me being productive oh my god pray 4 me I’m gonna wrangle this post out of myself i swear it 

#ashlie.txt #you know how you see a group live and now every time you hear certain songs from them you heard live #it just really fucking transports you right to that moment? #when i saw oneus and no diggity came on OH MY GOD some kind of spirit fucking POSSESSED ME and i just feel it come back now LMAO #like!!!!!!!!!!!! #HEARING THAT LIVE WAS SO FUCKING INSANE I LOVED IT SO MUCH I WAS SO OVER THE FUCKING MOON #my husband was right there next to me like :) and some kind of unholy spirit entered me and i went full feral #WHEN DO I GET TO HEAR GHOSTING LIVE HUH HUH HUH? #TXT COME BAC #BUT WAIT FOR ME TO GET MONEY FIRST #okay u can do this ashlie #no god no blame me is gonna be in my head this whole while i'm trying to talk about nol's frustration #and mx is gonna be in my hears all CAN YOU BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAME ME FOR THINKING BOUT THINKING BOUT THINKING BOUT YOU NAAAAAAAAAAAAKED #sweats nervously #'if i'm falling baby don't blame me' #SCREAMS