#not me late again but whatever lmao

[mingyusbinch]

#astro #cha eunwoo #eunwoo #lee dongmin #arohacentral #arohanetwork #arohanet #astronetwork #astro gifs #astrogfx #neweraidols #maleidoledits #mine #myedit #not me late again but whatever lmao

[gunsatthaphan]

~ Monthly BL Breakdown: April 2024 ~ 

🌷 Happy May!!! ☀️

Disclaimer: ALL shows can be streamed here or here, as well as on Youtube and other platforms. For more info on where to watch what, check out this post! 

New breakdowns are coming at the end of every month - feel free to add stuff! -> previous breakdowns

What came out this month? (green = seen/currently watching)

🌟 Love is Like a Cat - April 1st (South Korea / Thailand) 

🌟 We Are - April 3rd (Thailand) ✅

🌟 Memory in the Letter - April 6th (Thailand) 

🌟 Living With Him - April 11th (Japan) 

🌟 Gray Shelter - April 11th (South Korea) 

🌟 Beating Again - April 13th (Thailand)

🌟 Blue Boys - April 15th (South Korea)

🌟 At 25:00 in Alasaka - April 18th (Japan)

🌟 GMMTV2024 Part 2 (lineup event) - April 23rd (Thailand) ✅

🌟 Boys Be Brave - April 25th (South Korea) 

🌟 CHANGE2561 2024 lineup event - April 25th (Thailand) ✅

🌟 My Stand-In - April 26th (Thailand) ✅

🌟 City Boy Log Vol. 3 - April 30th (South Korea)

New series & movie announcements

🎥 The Fridge - Date TBA (Thailand)

🎥 Flavor of Us (starring Benjamin B., Dome W. & others) - Date TBA (Thailand)

🎥 Children's Day - Date TBA (Taiwan)

🎥 Blue Time - Date TBA (China, possibly censored)

🎥 Bad Guy My Boss - Date TBA (Thailand)

🎥 Oriental Magician In The Ent. Circle - Date TBA (Taiwan)

🎥 Under the Oak Tree - Date TBA (Vietnam)

🎥 Invitation - Date TBA (Thailand)

🎥 The Love Matter - Date TBA (Thailand)

🎥 I Saw You in My Dream - Date TBA (Thailand)

🎥 I Wish You the Best - Date TBA (Thailand)

🎥 Impression of Youth - Date TBA (Taiwan)

🎥 Meet You at the Blossom - Date TBA (Taiwan)

Other news from the BL world

❗️ The production company Studio WabiSabi announced that their actors Boun N., Prem W., Santa P., Sammy C., Yacht P. and Stamp P. have terminated their contracts and will no longer be artists under the company on April 15th. Shortly after, GMMTV announced the 6 of them as newly signed artists, along with the disclosure that BounPrem's upcoming BL Vampire Project is now being produced under GMMTV, who now also own all broadcasting rights; WabiSabi will function as a co-producer. New S. stated on Twitter that the decisions had been long in the making, as well as the fact that WabiSabi no longer functions as a management agency for actors and is now a mere production company. He also denied the rumors that the company is shutting down. Shortly after the transfer of the Wabi Sabi actors, actor Fluke Jeeratch (formerly Pongsakorn) joined GMMTV as well.

❗️ The Filipino BL Gameboys is getting a third season. An air date has not been confirmed.

❗️ P Ekkapop and Pan Jirachot, the lead actors from Kiseki Chapter 2, have announced a new project together. Details are unknown.

❗️ Actor Barcode Tinnasit has announced his departure from his agency Be On Cloud.

❗️ After some confusion, the Korean production company Studio X+U announced that their upcoming series Fragile - which was initially advertized as a Korean SKAM remake - is in fact not connected to the Norwegian web series and is instead a standalone series, which focuses on the life of a group of teenagers. According to ZUM News, there was supposed to be a Korean SKAM remake based on the Norwegian original, which was however cancelled due to unknown reasons. Fragile was created as a substitution.

❗️ GMMTV held their 2024 part 2 event on April 23rd. The following BL projects were announced:

The Heart Killers (starring FirstKhao & JoongDunk)

Perfect10 Liners (starring ForceBook, PerthChimon, JuniorMark)

Heart That Skips a Beat (starring EstWilliam)

Revamp (starring BounPrem, formerly known as Vampire Project)

Sweet Tooth, Good Dentist (starring MarkOhm)

The Ex-Morning (starring KristSingto)

❗️ The production company CHANGE2561 held their 2024 lineup event on April 25th. The following BL projects were announced:

This Love Doesn't Have Long Beans (starring SailubPon)

Goddess Bless You From Death (starring PavelPooh)

I’m The Most Beautiful Count (starring PingSupanut)

Pit Babe Season 2

Upcoming series & movies for May

👉🏻 You Made My Day (starring Tar A. and Bom T. from I Will Knock You) - May 3rd (Thailand)

👉🏻 Inverse Identity / Upside Down - Mary 3rd (China)

👉🏻 Wandee Goodday - May 4th (Thailand)

👉🏻 A Balloon's Landing - May 10th (Taiwan)

👉🏻 City of Stars: Special Episode - May 10th (Thailand, cinema release)

👉🏻 The Time of Fever (Unintentional Love Story spinoff) - May 15th (South Korea)

👉🏻 Blossom Campus - May 16th (South Korea)

👉🏻 OMG! Vampire - May 19th (Thailand)

👉🏻 Manji Reverse - May 24th (Japan)

👉🏻 My Biker 2 - May 28th (Thailand)

#doreens monthly bl breakdown #thai bl #bl drama #upcoming bl #update #bl news #decided to do my likes/dislikes in the tags in case some entitled 'fans' are coming for my throat again #my Monthly Like goes to My Stand-In because sorry but the first ep slapped #the story is really interesting also i missed my boy Up so much??? I havent seen him in like 3 years 🥺 #Ming is a red flag lmao but up is doing really well and I also didn't think he would act again since he's been producing lately #but I'm so happy he's back!!! #and I really hope the show stays at that level bc the 1st ep was more than solid #the other guy is pretty good too #another Like is going to the gmmtv lineup bc I feel really good about it!! #so many promising projects it makes me excited 😊 #my Monthly Dislike goes to Love is Like a Cat bc wow it's terrible lol #good to know that Mew's lakorns aren't paying his bills anymore lmao #I dropped it instantly #its SO bad #kinda sad for Mew though #in other news this korean skam situation is confusing me so much lmao #like there was supposed to be an adaption but that got cancelled for whatever reason so now they're making a new show that's.....the same? #make it make sense lmao #also what up with all those gmmtv tranfers lol #whos next?? #dmd hand over ur gays jhgkfd #or maybe dont #can u imagine the dmd boys at gmmtv #they would get fired for public indecency #jhdsfkd

[becauseplot]

anyway yeah fr i miss ordo theoritas. i miss the theory crafting i miss the hugeass meetings before/after Big Lore Event to brief/debrief everyone involved i miss the chaos and confusion and laughter and teamwork. i miss the cellbit, bad, and phil (key-keepers my beloveds) being the heads of the ordo working together to untangle the mysteries to the island. they were hardly ever on at the same time bc schedules and time zones (WAILS) but in my head they had so many late nights down in the evidence rooms like this

just. yeah. yeahh.

#qsmp #ordo theoritas #qsmp philza #qsmp cellbit #qsmp badboyhalo #i might have a fic idea but rn it’s just archivists bc they live in my head rent free #also im not too comfortable writing bad bc (1) i don’t watch him as much and (2) his lore is like?? so complicated?? #as an outside viewer its pretty intimidating lol #it’s the vibe of late night working w your friends on a project/lab/whatever slowly losing your minds tying to figure it out #it’s 2:30 am you’ve been talking in circles the theories are getting more out there but ya don’t rly care bc hey it’s Something #and then someone says smthn that’s just like Woah. wait Actually?? and it kicks you all back into gear to get you chugging along again #anyway i miss them i go sleepies now gnnnn #dont mind me im just rambling #god so much for me going to bed at a decent hour lmao

[skunkes]

,

i played that ni/tw games a couple yrs ago and could not relate/didn't really care or retain anything from it at all but lately that one thing about wondering if you're just another failure in a long line of failures. is. an

#talkys #i cant stop from looking around and wondering if it's genetic. #my dad might need money from me again for something outside of his control #and while he was telling us about it he said he feels fine bc he knows we (his kids) wont be like this #struggling to stay afloat at 70 years old. #as if 3 out of 4 of his children dont live with him #2 of them unemployed 1 not making much #1 of the 2 unemployed ones being a severe failure to launch disappointment #like. we are never getting out of here. im never going to make it #like genuinely. i have 0 idea what to do with my life and 0 motivation to do it anyway. i keep getting so scared #lately bc idk what happens next #and thats still not enough to get me off my ass....! i guess i deserve whatever happens to me #i didnt turn out like any of my friends. eager willing and motivated with plans they went for. i do not know why. #OH also adjacent to the genetic failure thing: me and my siblings are all different from our cousins #my mom and her sisters are the same. so are my dad and his siblings #all of my cousins are. normal. + they have jobs and families etc meanwhile me and my siblings are all single or unhappily married LMAO #and not very successful at all. #like i dont want kids but its still like. why are we the only different ones its so weird....! #and then within us im the weirdest most othered one too. it sucks. augh

[benetnvsch]

i love how bones always animates Kunikida with pointy lil teeths- that's so cool and sexy of them - so have this,,, crooked pointy teeth Kunikida,,,, ough yea :sadthumbsup:

(not sure if i actually like this or am just Used To It after staring at it for hours until 5 am - the sketch did not look like him SOLELY bc I couldn't draw his hair right and the smile threw me off LOL - also also,, my requests,,, are open as always- even if u sent before and haven't gotten to it yet I prommy I read and appreciate and will get to them when I have more time )

#she can smile as a treat #idc if it looks ooc LET KUNIKIDA EXPERIENCE JOY LMAO #kite draws #kite watches bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd #kunikida #kunikida doppo #:dances: #not sure if it looks actually good or I've just Gotten Used to it - #everything looks good if u throw a gradient map on it tho LMAO #inspired by ME and my fucked up lil chompers- I had braces on and off for like a decade and they're still fucky wucky #but they're cool and pointy so who's the real winner? #also this picture might have cost me my cs data structures grade bc I decided to draw it instead of finishing my already late assignment #and studying for my final but low-key who cares #IF ANYONE knows how to code a hashmap from a dynamically allocated array lemme know and I will draw u endless kunikidas for life - #GPA is temporary- Kunikida is forever or whatever KJDHKDJH #curious who actually read tags bc I be writing my life story here #sorry for oversharing guys will happen again </3 #but if u are reading this u are cool and hot and im kissing u on the forehead (platonically) mwah - #thank u #this is so cringe fail of me ill shut up now

[pochapal]

getting a bad grade in gender identity because i value self expression infinitely less than i value human connections

#:) #in the most juvenile way my gender stance hasn't really changed since i was 14 #in the sense that 'i'll be whatever gender gives me the best odds of someone falling in love with me' has always been the guiding ethos #perhaps the worst lens to live life through but unfortunately it is now ingrained lol #if we're gonna be honest and vulnerable if i wasn't doomed by the narrative i would be SUCH an insufferable lovepilled romantic type #instead i have the Horrors and wacky identity hijinks and my silly stories to sustain my existence #which to be fair is probably far more materially beneficial in the long term! i just need a healthier relationship to selfhood lmao #anyway i'm just rambling because it's late but clock changes mean i don't feel tired yet #also i guess this is some kinda weird stress pressure release for everything i have going on next week lol #imagine when i'm in a good place and can just work on my projects again lmao

[encodedkismet]

google search how do i keep my current obsession and bring in a second obsession at the same time without having a whole breakdown about """losing""" the current thing to the next thing

#you think id learn after 8.5 goddamn years of being in fandom #that joining/rejoining a fandom #does Not make me stop liking the old one #like i would go ape shit and obsess again if some new ut/dr stuff released #i would go ape shit and obsess again if they made a new steven universe miniseries/movie/etc #i would go ape shit and obsess again if a new season of infinity train came out #i would legit Die if hiveswap act 3 came out. even before i started getting back into homestuck #i bought a fullmetal alchemist pop figure that was on clearance the other day. shes not even one of my favs #hell i was never properly into the portal fandom but i still go FUCKING BONKERS whenever i see portal shit anywhere #its literally fiiiiiiinnneeeee #i should know by now that it's not that i lose the fandom #it's that when there's not a lot of new shit for a while i dont have fuel for the autism fire #there hasnt been much new sonic stuff relatively for the past few months. which comes after there's been SO MUCH lately before then #small wonder that i'd be gnawing at my leg figuratively for something new to do #which. apparently is making a sonic+homestuck crossover???? whatever lmao

[snzluv3r]

plot twist update on my gf catching my cold: turns out i caught her cold, and it’s definitely something a little worse than a cold but maybe not quite as severe as the flu

#continuing to test negative and i don’t wanna waste my time on a trip to urgent care bc i don’t /think/ it’s the flu idk #though it would put my silly little heart at ease if my gf went to urgent care and got checked out because she’s been sick longer than me #ugh #yearning hours honestly #also coughing and sniffling and itchy hours #kinda self obs #i forgot i have negative luck when it comes to getting sick LMAO #whatever #she’s worth it and i don’t feel that bad at all #which makes me wonder if maybe it is the flu and i just have immunity or something from having it last month ???? #i made that up somebody is gonna tell me exactly why that is stupid and how it actually works #but at first my brain was like i can’t have the flu again like six weeks later right…. #at least not the same strain #and she doesn’t usually get sick easily or this sick #while i’m the opposite but the poor baby is definitely worse off than me #rambling again see how i wander #who knows…who knows #realized i forgot to finish that thought up there ^ but by ‘immunity’ i mean like #maybe that’s why it’s not as severe lol little booster to the flu shot i got a month too late

[aelyosos]

it’s wanting to talk abt ocean hrs again 🫠

#sam.txt #oc talk: ocean #except !! i don’t kno how ?? as in . i’m jst feeling fkn shy again #esp lately i feel annoying abt him #like i feel i should make diff oc’s or move on or whatever #but it’s so hard for me to make (new) oc’s !!! there’s always tears involved tbh lmao #actually now that i think abt it i cried quite a few times during ocean’s creative process too #but anyway . idk what the point of this post was any more other than trying to coax myself to b more open again 😪 #also jst wanted to thank any1 who has shown interest in him at all !!!! thank you 💛

[n0phis]

Gay.

gonna use this ask i didn’t initially dignify with a response to say that not replying to the ask game anons is killing me oh my god. overarching post to everyone who sent one holy shit those are some of the coolest things ive ever heard. really really really incredibly immeasurably happy that i can help inspire some of u, AND that ive met so many cool ppl in the community :] u guys slap

#tham talks #but no really those all are so meaningful? #idk if its just coming out of a rut of ‘it wouldn’t really matter if i stopped posting’ because idk. brain chemistry #and i tend to base my value off of what i can bring to the table so if i feel like my presence in a community isnt like. #actively helping at least *someone* #then it doesnt really feel fair to continue? #idk if thats a good outlook or not- and its not based on numbers #just on like. net effect on the world. unfortunately the discord has NOT been helping with that lately ill be real #but no i do need that kinda bitchslap moment of no! you doing this makes at least one person happy #and THEY deserve the effort your putting in #and that in turn helps me get off my ass or out of whatever rut im in and start creating again #which makes me happy #so its worked out so far! #idk what the fuck im saying and this feels WAY too personal but i dont want to delete or reread it so #anyways. thanks for helping with the weirdest cycle of inspo imaginable LMAO

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

been sooooo productive lately :3

#not w school tho lmao i’m not that prodocutive #but yesterday i went to the store and got new clothes from the thrift store and buzzed/cut my hair again bc it was killing me and #today i’ve tidied up and vacuumed which is great bc my mood is directly affected by how clean everything is so i feel great and i’ve #done a lot of laundry and i’m planning on drawing misa and i have grapes in the fridge because they were on sale and i love grapes and #the trees are getting green again so it’s pretty to have the curtains open and my goose is adorable and i have actual food to cook and #when i vacuumed i figured out a way to do it w/o hurting my back and i’m kinda in the mood to organize everything i own but i think i shoul #really start that paper that is. oh shit. due next week that i haven’t started yet damn but also with everything clean i want to paint hmm #whatever i’m going to see how productive i can be before i crash again i’ve been really tired lately but that’s nothing new but i like bein #productive being productive feels great bc i’m never productive anymore but apparently i still am capable of it i’m pretty #sure it’s bc it’s no longer winter so i can go outside and touch grass and cure my seasonal depression hell yeah

[sensazioneultra]

and before watching that film i was thinking (for the nth time, lately) about my workplace putting out my deadname for everyone to see and then telling me to my face that that'd help me "deal with actual mistreatment from the outside world". not kidding they literally tried to spin them basically outing me which wasn't intentional and could've been taken as a sign they need to do better into a positive thing that would help me deal with Real Transphobia in the future as if work wasn't a pretty fucking important part of my life that i need to be respected in too! AND as if i needed THEM to teach me about transphobia??????? like i swear the way this cis white woman said it it was like they had given me my first taste of transphobia ever GIRL I KNOW THIS SHIT I EXPERIENCE IT EVERY!!!! DAY!!!!!!! pissed me off so much

#it upset me so much at the time and it made going to work very difficult for a bit #then i guess i just. had to put it in the back of my mind if i wanted to be able to keep working as usual #and it did help that my coordinator was Actually supportive not like those in the h.r. or whatever it's called here lol #(ironic i know. they should know better. it's their fucking job) #so for a few months i didn't think about it but lately it's been on my mind again #it was bad... more than i let myself admit until not long ago #it didn't have disastrous consequences like on a concrete level like daily life at work didn't change #but it affected me deeply #like my workplace trying to teach me a trans person what a lil transphobia is like. awww. #fucked up lmao

[babydarkstar]

still unfathomably envious of my irl who’s getting married. it’s literally only bc shes a dyke

#again. too young to get married imo. #the last time we hung out was like a couple years ago and i had no clue she was with her #which makes me think they havent been together that long bc she’s been Out for a bit #shes fucking uhauling but all the pics are adorable shes so cute ugh #shes such a cool dyke too lmao like shes a hairdresser now???? and she worked for joann fabric for forever #had so many old lady friends and old lady stories #i dont even use social media my sister just shows me the shit bc shes like look. a lesbian #and im like yeah. a lesbian in love. Good For Her. #i rly am happy for her tho i hope it’s trew love or whatever #or at least that they’re not like codependent #a funny bitty like that deserves good shit and her life kinda went to hell lately so. #i wish them the best truly

[copperyy]

>__>

#talk #i think i'm gonna drop all but one course this semester in order to get properly medicated #+ catch up on some Essential Life Skills that i'm missing (that most people learned in their teens ahaha) #i've gamed it out. given it ample consideration. i'd rather ruin my semester plans than ruin my overall gpa #esp. since i have to maintain a certain number to transfer out of here lmao. if that wasn't the case it'd be 'Cs get degrees babey B)' #some people can make it through college with unmedicated/unaccommodated adhd. but not me! i suck at this!! #have also learned that i actually... miss? in-person classes? at our little downtown campus?? #online classes were nice in theory but Once Again My Friends Were Right. some things should not be taken online #... man. i'm still trying to justify this to myself. the guilt of 'failing again' is eating at me #but so is trying to deal with this fuckass [subject redacted] class. worst subject + no office hours + prof won't email me back + L #+ no late work allowed. my prof last semester was right when she said i should pick someone w/ a lax late work policy lmao #... mmm. well! well well well. #my sleep schedule is so fucked. i need a passport. i want to draw again. meds. whatever. it'll be fine

[biracy]

Tbh I should probably take a break. I almost definitely won't but I should, yknow

#idk i don't have much 'real stuff' happening irl besides like. job hunting and college applications. so it's hard #but i think if i at least ease off some time on here n read a little more n watch more movies i might start to feel better #haven't really liked where my head's been at lately it feels like whatever persona is The One Who Blogs is 'taking over' more #to put it in a very dorky comic book-sounding ass way LMAO but that's how i feel! like i'm losing my own 'voice' yknow #my mental health is Bad my physical health is also Not Great n i kinda feel like ass. if i'm being honest #idk i feel like i'm crashing from whatever high i've been on for the past couple of days n i'm not Really super happy w myself #except the media literacy posts those were good. but like the more discoursey stuff i'm not proud of #again sorry to like. publicly vent LMAO i'll be fine i'm good. i'm trying really hard to pull myself out of this #but again. sorry abt the Shite i was posting earlier today i wasn't really in my own right head #just kinda wanted 2 get all that off my chest idk if it's clear that i don't really have anyone i feel like i can talk to right this moment #i'm very socially isolated irl and i'm so scared of becoming socially isolated online too just bc i'm an idiot who doesn't think b4 he post #NOT to make it sound all about me or whatever but it's true. i'm very very scared of losing people n right now this is My Space #i'd forgotten just how bad it felt. in this Specific case it is kinda my fault tho LMAO don't worry i've apologized as best i know how #okay i'm done. i'm done. i'm gonna go watch tv and go to bed i hope #open mick night

[currentlyonstandbi]

#look this was probably the most experimental post i've ever done considering i had to make the newspaper article from scratch #and to be entirely honest i uuuh im not happy with it lmao #i should've done an obituary instead of the article but too late ! i have no energy to start again #but whatever .the point is that the article is supposed to allude to alex's death okay so yes obituary would've worked better but too bad #idk i think i just had a massive brain blegh halfway through which sucks because i was thinking about this post all day #but the idea behind the whole concept and the QUOTE in the first place and the stupid article concept #was the idea that nigel wasn't the only one to kill himself at the end of the film #alex did too . just not in the literal sense #alex kills the old version of himself . kills the who he used to be #this did not do that quote or the intention behind the post justice but i'm just gonna dump it here and go #also deep in tags is the best place for me to put the random shit i'm thinking of and i've had the trainyard scene on my mind lately #but i left my thoughts to simmer too long and now it's been reduced into thickness 😞 but anyway #greg may have been too much of a coward to give them the maraclea ending they deserved #but he will never be able to take away the fact that the trainyard scene will always be their version of the myth TO ME and me only probs #okay because that story is supposed to parallel the typical conventions of marriage - the consumation when he lays with the body #and then 9 months later the skull symbolises a birth resulting from their union #that moment at the railway ? where nigel shoots himself with the very gun alex is holding? #that's their consumation babes; their union; their wedding #'pray for me pray for yourself we're one now' may as well be their vows #and what do we get as a result of that union 9 months later? we get jack #jack is the product of these 2 people becoming 1 and just like the skull granted great power to the lord #so too does jack grant power to alex; the power to take control of his life and forge his own path forward #me making this post 🤝 cats : oooooo big stretch #seriously #lowkey glad no one will see this in the tag search lmao #like minds