#actually now that i think abt it i cried quite a few times during ocean’s creative process too

[aelyosos]

it’s wanting to talk abt ocean hrs again 🫠

#sam.txt #oc talk: ocean #except !! i don’t kno how ?? as in . i’m jst feeling fkn shy again #esp lately i feel annoying abt him #like i feel i should make diff oc’s or move on or whatever #but it’s so hard for me to make (new) oc’s !!! there’s always tears involved tbh lmao #actually now that i think abt it i cried quite a few times during ocean’s creative process too #but anyway . idk what the point of this post was any more other than trying to coax myself to b more open again 😪 #also jst wanted to thank any1 who has shown interest in him at all !!!! thank you 💛