#not like anything i've ever seen before

[lunarharp]

if i just told you i love you would this world change

#witch hat tag #orufrey #these kinda suck lol i feel like i cant draw right now *irritated sigh* BUT I FEEL EMOTIONS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #if you are gay go watch good omens season 2 right now. NO YOU DONT KNOW THO!!!!!!!!! #i know being this affected by good omens is probably cringe. I dont care any more. the last 1 minute of good omens season 2 was #some of the most affecting acting i've ever seen in my life. sometimes someone acts with the force as if their entire career led to that #like during the credits part the very end im not even talking about before that. holy god #aziraphale i know everything about you. i know what you are feeling right now. i can see everything on your face. we're going to make it #ER.... NOT THAT THIS HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS POST. IT'S NOT SPOILERS !!!!!!!!!!!!! #I JUST FEEL THOROUGHLY CHANGED !!!!!!!!!!! SHIT GETS REAL FROM NOW ON.. LIKE IN GENERAL! IN MY LIFE! #tormented gay love tormented gay love TORMENTED GAY LOVE TORMENTED GAY LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #btw the first 3 images were drawn earlier with an entirely different feeling and an entirely different mood. #Why do you keep pulling away from me? #It is because i love you that i do this #the lyrics from one of my japanese orufrey songs (A SONG THAT THE CREATOR LISTENS TO!!!!) led to feelings #“あなたが知らない私を残さず見ててほしいの” but i'm not translating it cause it just sounds weird. if with his eyes oru's asking “WHY don't you want #to let me in? to see all of you?“ those lyrics are like ”I actually want you to see every last bit of the parts of me you don't know“ #oru you have no idea how much i want to lay bare my whole soul for you #maybe it's an alternate version of chapter 40. to me #i need to draw something really fucking good or i'm not going to forgive myself. i will not rest in this life #until i have made the orufrey that fully satisfies me nor until i have seen what the manga is leading to #NO STORY MEANS ANYTHING WITHOUT TORMENTED GAY LOVE AT THE HEART OF IT. THATS THE HEART OF THIS WORLD!!!!! #........... so Hi im normal :) haha *goes and finally makes breakfast*

[bacchuschucklefuck]

this whole thing being abt rage is also really interesting. I feel like it comes up so much in fiction as a motive because it's the one emotion that's unifyingly restless while everything else can be petrifying, and just personally nothing hits like impotent rage for me, esp. with teen characters, esp. with characters whose rage is stoked by Someone Else to further that Someone Else's cause. like you'll have done all that in a bout of passion and when you're done you look around you and nothing has changed. those sentiments don't get quelled by being satisfied. righteousness withdrawal is a horrible thing to intentionally drag someone into, least of all just some kids.

#I think Ive brought my personal experience into this whole thing lol but yeah just. #the ratgrinders read so much like radicalization to me. or you know just. high control group recruitment #and I've seen that one time brennan brought up uhhh conservatism? and where people come from with that #that quote of his thats like. before youre a fascist youre a bully. like extreme sentiments take root on specific soils #and that's like a higher level than what we're talking abt here lmao it's fake fantasy high school role playing #but yeah just like. the simultaneous understanding of the grift working on these kids bc they already think a certain way #and also the other part that is no matter what the way that they think is not. conducive to them being happy #like yeah a nasty person is nasty to be around! but that also means they're often isolated #which makes them even easier prey for people who want to use them #fhjy coming out in The Current Climate makes that connection so apparent too lol like #me hearing abt the rage god: oh so like twitter #for the record of course I Dont Know if this is a read that's intended by the show #but it maps well onto my experience with radicalization/decentralized cult #Ive just. been thinking abt the rat grinders in those terms ever since I made the connection #like. you're accomplished and high level and such. is this sustainable? have you done anything For Yourself #or has everything you've done so far been coerced out of you by someone else's sweettalking #anyways if I can run porter cliffbreaker over with a car I would. and I'd reverse on him too #truly thats the highschool trauma as well as the grown man with niblings talking lmao #nothing gets me more mad than a shitty teacher #not art

[aro-culture-is]

Ace culture is hearing about how the Bee Movie is about a human and a bee being in a relationship, and wondering if that is just people just romanticizing the male and female leads (as people do,) or if there is actual legitimacy to what they’re saying (because it does not sound like they are joking.)

(I’m also not going to rewatch the bee movie to find out because what if what they say is true? I don’t want to know.)

.

#baconandgrits #aro culture is #aro #aromantic #actually aro #actually aromantic #ask #y'know #i've seen it before and more than once but it's been a hot minute #and i don't think it was ever really like... actually romo #but there are a few characters - portrayed as bad - who do say it is in a derogatory way #(the honey industry lawyer and uhhh whatever her OG boyfriend's name was. ken?) #but i think portraying it as anything romo was treated as a smear thing by the lawyer and as a weird jealousy thing from the boyfriend

[forcedhesitation]

this is going to be pure word vomit, but wow. okafor being as important to the entire story of the ones who live despite dying in the first episode was insane and incredible writing. the parallel between him and rick coming full circle at the end, with rick remembering the last thing okafor said before dying and not letting beale manipulate him at the echelon meeting. okafor retroactively being revealed to have never "died" as rick never really did, deep down, because he warned rick about the sword. the ONLY time he snapped was when rick insisted he had nothing, because he didn't have nothing. he always kept his wife's sacrifice in mind, just as rick always kept michonne in mind, even after he chose to "die," because he did this not being able to escape, but he could at least still build a better future for michonne and their children. rick switching sides, just like okafor did, and destroying the CRM's army to save everyone else. the story about rick's father and the burning crops...and okafor being someone who was someone who was researching and growing crops, whereas beale was stealing resources from other communities and destroying them. like okafor knew the CRM had to be destroyed so something new could grow, and he genuinely had a plan to do that and saw a future where more could grow, but beale only ever saw destruction in the future and used violence so that his own community could grow. beale telling rick that both the walkers and them are dead, whereas okafor told rick that all people are his people, everyone alive. beale had spies in other communities to help keep him informed and to help destroy those communities, whereas okafor trusted rick and told him the truth plainly, despite this going against beale's aims and potentially endangering his life, and rick finding his strength in trusting michonne, and lack of trust being what undoes thorne and jadis.

i'm just. wow. donald okafor the perfect morally grey character that you are ....

#twd #thoughts about media #twd spoilers #twd the ones who live #towl spoilers #twd towl #donald okafor #I'm too tired to write something more eloquent. #but wow. okafor has to be one of the most fascinating characters I've seen in anything ever. #that finale was beautiful btw. very beautiful. #like I said before- I gave up twd at s7. I never really planned to watch this show. #but I had the fortune of having the show shared with me. #and I'm very glad it was. it was a beautiful and worthwhile watch. #it's also something you can watch without knowing virtually anything about the mainline show. #like obviously it's more impactful if you HAVE seen the full show/most of it- but it's a standalone story. #I'm so fucking happy rick & michonne got their happy ending. they deserved it. amazing love story.

[flyingbuddiies]

the day osc tumblr stops fighting over tacomic is the day we all heal [adding my personal opinion in the tags]

#tacomic neg #adding the tags so the people im talking about can see this and actually digest it with their eyeballs #its just so tiring #why do u guys care about ship discourse so much for ships that aren't even bad or hurting anyone #please just look away and stop complaining and being unnecessarily mean to people who are doing nothing wrong #i've never seen any actual tacomic shippers MAKE them abusive or toxic or belittle other ships and be so hostile towards them #also it'll make you much happier instead of making you pointlessly mad all the time if u just stop caring #i think people should just stop fighting each other cause it gets nowhere and just makes both parties mad and upset for no reason #but the osc thrives off of negativity and infighting for some reason idk why im even saying this. im not surprised this is happening. #its been like this ever since i joined. don't you guys ever take a break instead of being so negative all the time? #its also hypocritical for reasons i've said before but i don't feel like starting anything up

[stilgar]

scheming and dying in tandem

#succession #tomshiv #romangerri #these are some of the worst screencaps i've ever taken #but like i said before: #my favorite thing in succession is when a tomshiv moment and a romangerri moment happen at the exact same time #there's more ofc like everything in this is not for tears but i couldn't really show that in screencap form #the chiantishire one isn't really anything i just liked how they looked standing together #two from that scene in all the bells because it's crazy to me that she touches his arm #the 2x01 one is not me claiming that roman and gerri have a real partnership at that point btw #i've seen some miserably pedantic people take issue with that lol #there are a lot of layers to the retired janitors one but it makes sense trust me #and most importantly of all: shiv's bob action in return is absolutely insane

[athina-blaine]

i love sincerely love working with dungeon meshi's magic system and the way mana sickness is depicted, like it has the breadth and scope for some truly powerful and wacky fun shit, but you can also easily bring down the hammer when you want to put the characters in difficult situations they can't get out of without a little creativity. i found when writing for baldur's gate 3 that, unless i was in a modified setting, i was hard-pressed thinking up fun ways for characters to solve their problems without just using magic, especially for the small things. i mean, what fun is throwing a character into a river and needing to warm them up when you can just cast prestidigitation?? it's one of the first things a novice can learn and also it's a cantrip, it literally costs nothing!

#dungeon meshi #not that im thinking of throwing anyone into a river or anything 👀 #but like for example i was reading this one fic where character A had gotten injured in a fight and there was blood everywhere #and they needed to hide the mess from character B for angst reasons #and i thought 'ooooohh character A isn't going to get it cleaned up fast enough and character B is going to find the blood #but then i remembered oh ya ... character A can just clean it all away with a snap of their fingers #and it took the wind right out of my sails haha #i suppose that's just a gale girlie problem tho 🥺 #that moment in the sick fic where kabru had to debate if it was worth it to dry off his shirt #like i loved having the opportunity to write him running a cost benefit analysis like that haha #dm isn't like the first series to equate depleted mana as fatigue or anything and forgotten realms has spell slots #but idk the way mana sickness is depicted just really works for me #especially having healing potentially hurting just as bad as the injury itself that FUCKS and idk if i've ever seen that before 🤔 #side note this is also why the magic system in hunter x hunter is one of the best in any piece of media ever

[eclaire-went-bam]

ppl, especially low/no-empathy ppl, who talk to ableist anti-pd cluster b abuse believers with the upmost patience & understanding are so crazy (/pos) for that because what

how do y'all sit there and level w/ them just. so much.

i know it's kind of necessary bcs even if they don't listen to us anyways, they're only gonna think we're 10× worse if we don't walk them through the spiel w/ hands held (which we're not even owed to do anyways) but like i can hardly see myself doing it

so like

respect

#y'all should be honoured y'all got My respect specifically .... /silly #cluster b #tw ableism #npd #bpd #aspd #hpd #narcissistic personality disorder #borderline personality disorder #antisocial personality disorder #histrionic personality disorder #low empathy #no empathy #narc abuse #obligatory Is Not Real #maybe i could do it ?? i tried to level before when explaining it to ppl on a different app but even then i was still kinda pointed #but it'd be exhausting. #i'm gonna be honest i think most of these sorta posts or replies are mostly for Our community anyways since #i don't think i've Ever seen anyone change their stance on this no matter how it's conveyed #so i'm sure people go into these discussions knowing that too #i mean if anyone does have any examples feel free to tell. Curious #but yea i guess a lotta ableists have those same self-insulated type of beliefs as your average conspiracy #“anyone who tells you otherwise is wrong for x y & z reasons. if they say literally anything contrary to this they're trying to team up & #manipulate you. these people whom you have never interacted with in your life prior to this. they're in kahoots w ur abuser to validate the #abuse. just trust me on this bro“ type stuff #“don't trust pw/pds bcs they're pw/pds” circular reasoning #didn't mean to basically type something that could be a whole new post in the tags but like whatevs

[pocketramblr]

All these posts about Ganondorf in totk but not one agreeing with me that the best possible thing would actually be if this is the Ganondorf from fsa and not oot, because it'd be the funniest way to remind people that there was actually more than one and also then he would be truly unprepared for this Link and Zelda combo

#please. i want him to squint at Link the first time he sees him and pause like he's waiting for three other links to show up too #then when it doesn't happen he relaxes #only for Zelda and new? Zelda to show up behind him #plus we know fsa Ganondorf was gerudo initially but we don't ever get to actually see him and this be a neat way to do it #also if everyone is pissed about the master sword being damaged and Ganondorf is just like 'look man idk anything about it I've never seen #that's sword before you had a different one last time' that would also be funny. #and like look. that Ganondorf got to show up in three games! the fsa one only got kinda one! let him have two ish

[horsemage]

I think we should bring back basic etiquette lessons such as shutting the fuck up when you’re watching a movie in a group that is not exclusively your friend group 🙂

#welcome to another Mick Airs Out Their Grievances and by god is it a VERY long one #prob best if u don't expand the tags #am I being maybe a bit meaner about this than I would be for any other movie? maybe but pac rim is one of my favorite movies of all time #so I think I get a pass on this one. #one of the groups on campus is hosting movie nights & I went to this one bc I've only ever watched pac rim on my laptop and wanted to watch #it on a larger screen. yay yippee I love this movie! #there r maybe 10-ish of us in this room and a three person friend group is sitting on the couch one of whom has seen the movie and two who #have not. okay so far so normal. #and then the movie starts and they won't! stop! fucking! commentating! the whole fucking movie!!! I don't have a problem with doing that #when I'm in just my friend group because I know that I can tell my friend to stop talking or pause the movie or whatnot but not when I'm in #a large group w people I'm not good friends with ffs #and the comments aren't even funny or anything they're all oh this is JUST like in iron widow!! oh they're SO gay and autistic!!! and #they're talking so loud about this that it completely drowns out the movie audio which has already been turned up a few times #like. be considerate!! some of us want to yknow actually listen to what's going on and not whatever bullshit you're saying #I nearly walked out three or four times before I actually wound up doing so #I may have been a bit of a bitch at the end but I don't care. I got up to leave because this was not an enjoyable environment and one of #them offered to turn the movie down if it was too loud. this caught me a bit off guard since I expected them to still be so wrapped up in #their convo and. well. I may have said 'it's not the movie that's too loud' before closing the door #this also reminds me a lot about my issues with online shipping culture and it bleeding through into how we interact with media irl #this is probably heavily influenced by my aromanticism but I'm so sick of people constantly reading romantic relationships into everything #AND placing more importance on those relationships than any other form. I don't mind romance in media. I think if done right it has great #emotional impact on a story but when a movie is running and when other people who may not want to hear it are in the room watching it too #is not the time to be loudly saying 'he's autistic!' 'they're in love!' 'she has a crush on him!' #I have my own interpretations of the movie some of which agree with what they said and some of which don't but that's beside the point of #knowing how to coexist politely in public #anyway. I think they were awful and annoying and they ruined my night out. #I think I'm just so incredibly mad about this because I love the movie and I was looking forward to watching it in a group of people who #found it cool as well while still having some modicum of politeness #I almost wish I had been meaner but that's the extreme annoyance talking I think #hater hour over love u guys bye

[purge-that-urge-rhackathon]

I did it. I made little dick-shaped clips/name card displays, and I have zero regrets. I am having a really hard laugh about it though :D They stand up completely by themselves HAHAAH WIN

Dique Clips... cuz we're fancy :)

On sale, you say? $5, you say? And other sparkly things in the shop as well? Cheap gorgeous gifts? WAT??

Well then!

Soft re-opening/re-branding of my ko-fi shop to better encompass the range of my crazy mind :D What Is That? Art Studios :) Everything is on sale, I include a little goody bag with every order, and my packaging is pretty and discreet :)

I have an instagram too with resin-mold reveals and vids of stuff :) Resin is really hard to photograph the shine and sparkle but the videos show it all quite well :D

Holidays are coming folks >_> I have stuff that's not dicks and stuff too haha pretty goddess busts and coasters and pendants and what have you :) I still have many items to list (including some bigfoot and jackalope stuff, but i'm waiting for the epoxy to finish its curing time) but check it out :D

#i call the straight one the Up and At 'Em models... and then the curved ones are 'lefties' AHAHA #look i've never seen anything like this online before and i really wanted one for myself okay?? #the prettiest dicks you'll ever see HAHA i call it my Dique Clip collection :D #i smoke the fun lettuce (its legal here) and me and my friends always try to one-up each other's clips #i think i won AHAHA #rainbows

[milkyspine]

#laura #went on a trip to see my cousins #left at 6am #the sky was such a beautiful dark orange and then when the sun rose it was bright red #i've never seen anything like it before #the reddest sky i've ever seen

[doberbutts]

I think tater is just realizing because of peebs how good she had it with Sushi. Hence the cuddling. “Oh shes fjcking crazy. I guess she isn’t so bad”

No I think that's literally exactly what's going on lmao

Tater: god I hate Sushi I am barely tolerating her because dad says I must but also she cannot be touching me or interacting with me in any way or I will bat screech at her 🤬🤬🤬

Phoebe: hi

Tater: holy shit Sushi is a godsend I will play with and cuddle with and positively interact with Sushi because she's leagues better than whatever the hell dad's brought home this time, who I must now bat screech at whenever she so much as looks in my direction

#what's actually happening is that tater's socialization was primarily tiny dogs #the biggest dog she'd ever known before she was a year and a half was a pug #Creed by the time she met him was pretty chill about tiny dogs #but Sushi and Phoebe actively want to interact #and she takes a looooooong time to warm up to anything larger than a pug #she's also a very boundary dog and requires that other dogs follow her rules to a T no exceptio s #so all of that said #sushi has learned tater's boundaries and tater has learned to live with sushi #but phoebe does not understand boundaries #and also does not understand why the chihuahuas don't like her #so she does everything she can to get them to change their minds #please what if I hit you what if I play bow really hard what if I give you my butt what if I drop toys on your head #I've seen this behavior before with young Creed and him trying to get various cats to like him #peebee's just like... Creed but on crack lmao #take all of Creed's bonkers behaviors and times it by about 10 and you have pb #none of the girls knew Creed as a youngster so they don't understand what young dobes are like

[annoyingfobbie]

GUYS MY BEST FRIEND GOT TWO FREE TICKETS TO THE LIL FOB PERFORMANCE IN NEWARK I'M GONNA SEE FOB LIVE OH MY FUCKING GODDDDDDD

#i've never seen them live before and i've never expected to just bc big concerts are too expensive and stressful to be worth it for me #but now that i get to see them FREE????? are you KIDDING ME????????????? AND ITS GA??? #its just gonna be a really short performance i think ppl were saying its probably just to prerecord for the VMAs #so its definitely not like i'm seeing a full show or anything and they're probably not gonna talk to the crowd or anything lol like #they'll probably just go out and play two songs max then leave. but i can't fucking believe i get to see them #i truly never ever expected to see them live this is insane #my best friend is a fucking angel for this fr she's even probably gonna be driving us the hour and forty minutes out there right after #school so we can get there on time. fuck i'm so excited jesus christ

[zareleonis]

i know neuvifuri antis are delusional but why do they constantly fucking LIE and claim they haven't interacted since the archon quest when they interacted in both her story quest and the latest lantern rite!

#and neuv specifically says in her story quest that he's seen her other times before that #'this is the first time i've seen you like this [excited and happy] since your departure from dietyhood' #admitting publicly we didn't play her story quest and skipped thru every scene including her character in the events i see #i mean if my favorite man openly said he always loved the woman i despised maybe i'd erase it from my memory too LOL #for those keeping track at home since this is apparently a dickmeasuring contest according to the ship war obsessed losers #who can't admit their rival whose relationship was the the A plot of the archon quest has anything #theyve canonically interacted more times since she stepped down than she's even met that woman who assaulted her that people pair her with #who she doesn't even want to speak about much less ever interact with again #and as for prison warden boy.... the last time nf interacted in canon was..... the very same day he last interacted with chief justice. wow #when you're obsessed with denying the relationship upon which the nation's main plot hinged doesn't exist facts are anathema xDDD

[aberooski]

I love my gx winx au and I love that it's just bits and pieces of me being like oh that's fun and not having any semblance of lore or plot. It's purely contained to the character designs I've drawn for the girls.

#it will stay contained to art too it's not something I'd ever write #like I know absolutely nothing about this au of mine but I'm obsessed with it all the same #like I learn something new about it every time I've drawn something #I don't draw a lot for it yall have seen everything I've done and it's usually just a drawing of alexis cuz I love her design lol #but like I'm doing panels for it rn right? and like it's just coming together like the story of what's happening atm #and that's like the only story there actually is rn but it's just falling into place #so I can actually make something of substamce out of this tiny concept I had for a drawing I wanted to try because I had an itch and it grew #that doesn't really happen to me anymore like I haven't felt a spark like that since I wrote OUAD #nothing I've written since has felt the same #and like I said this isn't something I would write into a fic or anything it would just be too much but it's really everything to me rn #something I can come back to and dip my toe in whenever I really feel like I need a spark again and it just makes me happy #I grew up with 4kids winx club so another reason I'd never write anything for real is because I refuse to watch any other version #like I've tried I just can't do it my mind rejects any other version so I only know the universe to a point anyway and but that was my thin #it made me so happy as a kid and it still does now like those are my girls and they mean the world to me and being able to play #within that space with other characters I'm obsessed with and combine into something that miraculously works is amazing #I need to draw more stuff for this au I guess is my whole point #I need to see what other things can..... bloom....... (heh) within that space and what will just manifest before me #I need that something to make me feel that spark again because I don't want to lose it forever and I think I'm starting to find it again #life has just been knocking down over and over lately and it's destroyed so much of my mental state and honestly randomly deciding to try #and actually draw actual stuff for this au has been so healing. I almost feel lighter #it feels stupid amd silly to say but it's true #abby's just rambling don't mind her