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luveline · 10 months

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hello jade! i just want to say i absolutely adore your writing!! if you have the time, could we see some more grumpy steve in the zombie au? id love to see anything from before the college, i just miss that grumpy era! <3

thank you my love!! steve zombie au —you try to make sense of why steve is so grumpy. 1k, fem!reader

"No," Steve says.

You sigh and turn away from him, hands braced either side of your face. Steve doesn't talk much, but when he does, his favourite word is no.

"Why not?" you ask.

"There's nothing left in Hawkins," he says, stepping with ease over a huge puddle of diesel, the expelled gas strong enough to make you feel nauseous.

"There's, you know, our homes."

"What's the point?" he asks. "I'm trying to be fair here. What's the point in going back when everyone is gone and half the town was burned to the ground?"

You ease over the diesel puddle with much less ease, muttering expletives to yourself when your left foot sinks into the instep. Now you'll smell like diesel for the next week. Great.

There isn't any point in going back home, but that doesn't mean you don't want to. There really is nothing there, half the town was on fire when you bolted, the Hawk, the school, anything that would catch. It was an organised arson by the escape group you and Steve were supposed to be in (or rather, just Steve, flame to draw the geeks attention. You hadn't known anyone who knew anyone that knew the plan, so you hadn't realised everybody was leaving until they were already gone, the sound of what must've been fifty cars departing northward your lone clue.

You kick the floor as you and Steve step out of the road and back onto the dirt path beside it, hoping the grass and mud will soak up the acrid smell stuck to your shoe. You'd brought Hawkins up because you're still grieving. Because you want someone to talk to about what you've lost, and Steve isn't abiding.

"What guarantee is it that the world isn't just as razed as Hawkins?" you ask without pep.

"There's no point thinking about it that way. We keep moving or we die. We go home, we die. We need to keep going and if we're fast enough, we can catch up to the Hawkins group. It'll be safer when it isn't only the two of us."

And you'll never have to speak to me again, you think morosely.

Steve is handsome. He went to your high school, though that was, like, four years ago. He's not the kind of guy who wasted time with girls like you, you know that. You guess you'd been hoping he'd be nicer alone.

"You're not how I remember you," you say.

"I don't remember you," he says.

"Why would you?" you ask. You pretend to mess with the zipper on your jacket rather than look in his direction, worried he'll meet your eye, and see the actual hurt in your expression. "I was nobody, and you were a jock. Everyone knows how that goes."

"It's not like that," he says.

You bat a rogue insect away from your cold cheek. You hate the forest. "What's it like?" you ask.

"It's not about what kind of person you were. I had a lot going on back then."

"Like what?"

"Like getting beat up so bad I had a concussion twice in the same year," he says.

"Woah." You look at him through the corner of your eye. "You got beat up that bad twice?"

Steve doesn't answer you. You continue following him, making your way across a big stretch of road, the next crop of buildings about twenty minutes away if you had to guess. The weather is brisk, the sun occluded by grey clouds, and the air smells like ash. The sky is a hazy shade of white.

"Wait, by Jonathan Byers?"

"No, he's the one who didn't give me a concussion," Steve says contritely.

"Oh. Hey, you don't have to look so down about it, Harrington, this is a good thing. I can trust you, now."

"You didn't trust me? I've been feeding you for the past week."

"Yeah, but you're a guy I don't really know. I was worried you might try to kill me and eat me in my sleep or something when the food ran out, but now I know you're bad at fights, I'm not so worried."

"Fuck off," he says dryly.

"I'm bad at fighting too, if you were wondering."

"I wasn't."

"Hmm. Who beat you up the third time? I know that jerk Hargrove got you."

"Just some guy."

"Must've been an angry guy," you mumble, looking at him with your head tilted.

Steve is an asshole often and unapologetically to you, but you don't think you want to hurt him. He's shown you that, while he sucks, he knows how to be nice. He makes sure the blankets are covering your shoulders before you fall asleep, and he gives you bigger portions if he hears your stomach grumbling. Plus, no guy so eager to find their best friend can be evil, you think. He must have a whole lot of love stored up. Or stored down. Deep down inside.

"Stop staring at me," he says.

"Okay." You stare at him some more. He has a nice nose. He has really nice eyes, kind of hooded and almond shaped at once, brown irises that look dark as tree bark as the sun goes down. "Well, I won't beat you up."

"Thanks," he says. He sounds less grumpy. You try to push it further.

"I'm really sorry," you say, slowing your steps a touch. He slows to match you. "That someone hurt you like that. Twice. I know concussions aren't funny, that it must've sucked to recover from them."

"I had a perforated eardrum," he says. "It hurt like hell. All of it did."

"I'm sorry," you say gently, offering him a sympathetic smile.

He smiles back. "Not your fault," he says quietly. Then, louder, "Don't walk so slow. We need to be inside soon, the sun is setting."

"Yes, sir," you say, saluting him sarcastically.

He doesn't speak to you for half an hour. You don't mind so much, especially when, the next time you come across a puddle of diesel (someone seriously needs to learn how to syphon gas properly), he holds out a hand and helps you cross it, even though you could've easily walked around.

#steve zombie!au #steve harrington x reader #steve harrington x you #steve harrington x y/n #steve harrington #steve harrington fic #steve harrington blurb #steve harrington drabble #stranger things x reader #stranger things fic #steve harrington imagine #steve harrington fanfic #steve harrington fanfiction #stranger things #stranger things 4

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viviennelamb · 9 days

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If you're a real artist of any kind, never read opinions from non-artists or people who haven’t taken any risks in their lives. Remember, you're not a feedback reader, you're making people like you feel less alone and perfecting your craft and process. When it comes to your art, think of this and nothing else.

The ordinary person doesn't know what devotion is like because their brains aren't even 1% functional.

They're not full nor complex people either, they're an ego programmed to please others so they can fit in. Uncreative people target anybody different from them. This is why they’re into politics and activism and can’t stand that anybody thinks differently than them. This is the Ego's nature.

I was there at some point too and it was repressive, but now I'm free. Those who aren't free judge because they're prisoners of their own minds. always remain aware of envy and the crabs in a bucket mentality. Doesn’t matter if they’re race, gender or sexuality liberationists, they are against you if you’re a real person and will hate you for being free without needing their help.

I know a lot of the people reading this are looking to break through their mental barriers and I must tell you the obvious... life is a millisecond in cosmic time and you must act quickly on the opportunities presented to you.

Nobody is rewarded for being "the most liked by egos.” When you die, you need to leave something that somebody can unearth and feel like they hit the jackpot to read, listen and look at and cherish for the rest of their lives.

There's no time for preoccupation with what zombies think. If you have time to worry, you need to add more work into your schedule (all real work is Spiritual, everybody else is just a busy body).

Successful people are too busy winning, or at least learning how to win, to judge people who are focused on their own craft. If you see somebody doing them but you’re judging instead of being inspired, you’re average and always will be until you decide to go for what you’re most scared to do.

Play your role to the fullest and you'll stop being depressed regardless of what the world shows you. When you're doing all that you can, you'll be lifted out of your depression. Most people are long-term severe melancholics because they’re not creating, but believe they're well and project that depression unto those who are sane and healthy.

Since being a depressive is normal, those who have the drive to do what they love everyday, regardless of what anybody has to say about it, are deemed unwell because it's not socially acceptable to serve your soul. Everybody wants you to be their social slave instead.

Beauty isn't balanced or normal, it's extreme and rare.

You keep daydreaming and thinking "if only I could..." you can! The second you decide to go for what you want, everything becomes available to you. You don't have to plan, just make the vow and act immediately and once you iterate and record what works and what doesn't, you're making progress.

If you want a shortcut, find a mentor. The more you stay in the freeze state nothing happens. Your conscious mind cannot comprehend "how," so forget attempting to understand or map out the trajectory of your life and just act.

Even if you're an aspiring artist, stop reading stuff you can't relate to, or negative people who judge others for stepping out of the box because that affects your mental health and therefore your art, even when it's not directed at you.

That fear they meant to direct at others doesn’t actually affect the supposed recipient, but the individual saying it as well as their peers. Now their peers are secretly scared to be open with somebody they thought they trusted.

By the way, the highest art is the Art of Self-Mastery. Once you take back full control of your mind, senses and body, you're well on the path to achieving the purpose of life. Even better if you share the process of achieving your purpose. Don't wait until everything is perfect.

Sure, people will think they know you even though you only share 0.01% of your life, but at the end of the day, you're stopping yourself from doing what you're meant to do. Any obstacles you face is a test to show yourself how much you really want something. Think of these obstacles as checkpoints.

Once you get going, you will get real life checks to show you how strong you've gotten and how much you've improved in your role/craft. Stay locked in regardless.

The vast majority are extremely mentally unwell because they don't create or share anything that brings light into other people's lives. That stagnancy, as well as their hatred of the soul is the death of the mind.

Never listen to a dabbler who only creates once a month even worse, once a year, tell you anything about your creation. Just nod and smile because you're listening to an opinionated slave.

Remember, the only thing the ordinary person produces daily is an orgasm and poop. It would take the fragile and mindless a month to write a post like this, same with the art you're driven about, but they will judge and dissect what you do when they haven't done anything, ever. They don't have the discipline to write and release something in the same day because they're too busy arguing and gossiping about what a random thinks.

Only intake art and perspectives from people who are utterly and crazily obsessed and then you'll feel like your heart is finally waking up, which is what happened to me. Only then will you reach that point of being unable to feign lukewarmness and soullessness anymore.

Once you begin to exit mediocrity, you will see people's hatred toward you (which is really toward themselves) leaking out as false concern, fighting, and creating dossiers on strangers yet this person doesn't even keep a daily journal of their own thoughts. These individuals exist for you. They're waiting for you because their life consists of talking about others, so give them something to talk about.

When an individual can't be honest and haplessly spends their life energy, they become afflicted with loneliness, anxiety, and a chaotic mind regardless of how many bodies they pile around them and how much validation they get. Most people are unskilled, emotionally, and socially retarded for this reason.

When I read stuff from those individuals in particular I'm severely underwhelmed... it's all misinformation about other people's lives and it's not even at least entertaining. I’m looking for anything real from them and there’s nothing but there’s nothing but race policing and sexual harassment.

They don't know what it's like to strive for something bigger than personal comfort and social validation. When their useless life ends, all that will be left behind of their existence is documentation of their sex-addiction, their list of diagnosed mental illnesses, ideology fights, and gossip.

Also, the people who say they wish they could meet certain artists are all lying. They would've been part of the crowd who judged them if they lived during the same time, especially the ones who pride themselves on being conformists whose best accomplishment is getting a girlfriend.

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yurizinmaster · 1 year

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Man Of medan Ship 💖

Charlie/Joe = Chorlie? jarlie?

Joe p.o.v

My Life Never Seems So Interesting, The Only Thing That Really Made Me Happy Was My Son,but looking at you now i feel something besides friendship i feel my heart beating faster every time i see you i know i shouldn't feel this i know its wrong but i'll make it worth it,Even if you don't know it, but we are destined to always be together no matter where,Sometimes I feel like you've cast a spell on me Even if it doesn't make sense, I just want you to fall Under my Spells...

Fuck, look at the situation I'm in, sometimes I look at you and think "You're too perfect to exist" I allowed myself to fall into temptation, You, Only you, Nobody else, The only thing I want is To be alone with you,Your hair, Your smile It's the only thing I Want and I can't stop thinking about how I want you in my life

"Charlie Anderson" is a name I will never forget.... I know you don't know me But I just want you to know that I love you more than anything (almost anything) You are the only thing keeping me alive

"hello how are you man? My heart raced so fast When you looked into my eyes and said With your pretty lips...Your eyes are so beautiful, your hair I never thought this would happen If this is really a dream I hope I never wake up...

If I had a reason to live, now I have a hundred! and now i know that it's okay, i'll do anything for you to like me,Hearing your voice is the only thing that keeps me from going crazy here...

But even if I have it, with you here I don't need anything else,"You know Roberts you are a great Colleague Want to be my friend?" What could I say? "but of course! why not?"

I took a picture of you, It was so worth doing this, It was worth every moment With you It was worth coming here after all..

”nothing else matters but the fact that you are my destiny”

Today was the best day of my life, The night was so starry and bright That sometimes I even feel jealous, Even though the drink has already had an effect on you but hearing you say "I love you" was the best thing i had ever heard in my whole life

I could have just swallowed it and kept drinking but I said just what I always wanted to say "I love you too Charlie Anderson"

Could have stopped there, he smiled back at me as his eyes slowly closed from the alcoholism.your smile always makes me think "fuck if i had to choose between heaven and hell i would choose you"

Watching him put his head in his arms and then bending down to the table, sometimes I wonder why I didn't go talk to you sooner we could be here longer,"I finally got what I wanted from the start, to be alone with you,I have to make it last longer!"

"if I took you somewhere else far from here?"

It's gonna be alright Anyway, You'll be with me and that's all you need,"you don't have to worry nobody will interfere, i'll never let my love for you Die"

"I will love you forever"

"even if we die, i'll find you, we're chosen, it's inevitable"

That's why this was the best night ever,"There are no Barriers to Love"

"Sometimes a happy ending is good among So many broken hearts Don't you agree?"

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Song References - 🎵

infinity - Jaymes young🎵

melting - kali uchis 🎵

Only Love can hurt like This - Paloma Faith 🎵

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#man of medan #joe roberts #charlie anderson #joe/charlie #Joe Roberts x Charlie Anderson #Charje?#Jorlie?#joseph Roberts #Happy ending #Point of view #1st person pov #The dark Pictures Anthology #The Dark Pictures Anthology Man of medan

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monster-n3ko · 2 months

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My almost entirely spoiler free analysis on the morality and ethics themes in Undertale

There's nothing too inherently in your face that would suggest undertale is a horror game, however it still manages to feel horrifying in its own sense.

It makes you afraid not of the game but of you, yourself. The fact you could become desensitized enough to harm the innocent out of morbid curiosity and an urge to complete the game is a very bizarre thought, and yet it all feels so normal at times.. Because that's all it is to you; a game.

But here's where undertale is unique, instead of letting this feeling remain 2d, it adds the concept of consequences and depth to your choices.

Now, You're no better than the games main antagonist, and depending on your choices you practically ARE the main antagonist. There's something scary about seeing all these Consequences to your actions, however big or small they were.

You can die and respawn infinitely, and eventually you'll learn every single character's patterns. You can predict them.. ..but they'll never be able to predict you. It's one sided. The characters are written in a way that makes them feel real. Not literally, but their emotions, their ambitions, their relationships.. It's all very resemblent of real people's goals. Nobody is bad or good.

However, while you grow and adapt, over time, you'll be able to beat them anyway, ignoring their personalities and button mashing to avoid paying attention to their dialogue. It really makes you wonder.. If you could do all these terrible things and justify it as "it's just a game", imagine what you could do to real people with the right "justifications"

After doing so many pacifists at first, as most people typically do, you'll start to get bored. Curious on what would happen if you killed certain people. Curious to see new content. Who's that sound like?

Yep. The games main antagonist, Flowey, is meant to literally represent you, the player

Doesn't that feel ominous to you? The fact this game manages to make the only unjustified merciless villan YOU? It really makes you question your morality and stop to think about how your choices affect others.. Or at least it did for me.

Thats kind of what I love about it, though. Undertale isn't "just a game", it's a morbid but realistic reflection of human nature, and how our own greedy desires can sometimes overwrite our morals.

The character's deep and interesting individual stories, their bonds, their morals and values... Its all resemblent of us as humans.. Its that concept alone that kept me so hyperfixated on it in the first place; For Undertale is the only peice of media I've ever found that truley makes you fear yourself and what you're capable of as a human being.

Anyways sorry for the rant type post, I just figured I'd share my views on the game ^_^

#undertale #rant post #analysis #game analysis #shitpost #undertale analysis #undertale theory #undertale post #undertale shitpost #analysis post #game rants #video games

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lazarus---rising · 1 year

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suppose there's something else, here, a dangerous design, a way to rectify the balance, when you cross another line, suppose you've hurt your boyfriend, and pride's your greatest sin, suppose you can't remember, where he ends and you begin! your words are too hasty, your self-control poor, you've hurt many people, you'll always hurt more, you need some way to fix it, not prevaricate, but find and banish sin, before it's too late! too late! too late! there are only three people with the genius to try: me, myself, and i!

ambrose? what's going on?

i thought i told you to leave me alone!

what did you do to them? are they dead??

suppose that ancient athletes had a way to alter bone, suppose they wrote past muscle, theres a hardness just like stone! suppose it lets you carve yourself into what you want to be! they all pushed beyond their limits, and surpassed anatomy!

bassford, they can't move. how are you going to explain this to the rest of the school?

you can explain it if you like. im never going to be leaving this room!

ambrose, hey, just- just put down the chisel and come with me..! what are ... what else is there to make perfect?

i didn't think you'd understand! you've never been this close! it's just a bit more off the ankles, or a little off the nose! so my parents and my girlfriend, my closest friends and you, will know i deserve their love, once there's no more work to do! there are only three people who'll be perfect in their eyes, ME, MYSELF, AND I!

suppose you're fucking arrogant, of course i understand! but love isn't conditional, it comes with no demands, suppose you see this thing through, trap yourself inside stone! you can have the perfect body, perfect, dead and alone! just make a body you can live with, and live in it! find someone you're in love with, give in to it! i don't need to be perfect, as long as im theirs, when somebody loves you, then nobody cares!

PAIN IS WEAKNESS LEAVING THE BODY. PAIN REWIRES EACH INDIGENT NERVE. PAIN KEEPS YOU SANE, MORALS STRAIGHT, SENSES SHARPER, PAIN IS THE LOVE YOU DONT HAVE TO DESERVE! because thats how it starts, in snippets and rivulets, and a growing, glowing feeling, that you can't puzzle out just yet, every gesture a message, every secret a sign, your future's elided, dused with theirs in one line!

so i'm sorry you're lonely! but this torment will pass! and you'll never feel better, if you- fucking die- you stupid ass!

so, are we formatting the follow-up interviews the same way as the first round? or are we cutting your introductions?

...

hello? earth to beatrix?

oh! sorry, uh, i think... i think the first one is good.

suppose i made an error, not so easily reversed. lin's never followed through, but maybe this time is the first. suppose he kills someone or dies in an awful fight, and i could've stopped it, would i sleep through the night?

you could always end this, before you lose control, my grandma would tell me, i'll lose half my soul, but im not quite to blame here, that all falls on lin. and without that advantage, there's no chance i'd win. there are only three people to justify why: me, myself, and i!

research means you're all alone, hoping that nobody calls your bluff, stay original, stay true to yourself, but will what you are be good enough? the only limits you can know are your own, so why not push them a bit more? everyone here is an enemy near to earing the thing you've been yearning for!

there are only three people on whom you can rely:

ME,

MYSELF,

AND I!

vincent, i-i can't go back, or undo this, or fix it. help me get out of this. a favor- for an old friend!

a token. of my friendship.

bye, ambrose.

me, myself, and i!

#im so normal im so usual i swear

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ducknotinarow · 7 months

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For science, I had to do this xD, especially cause of a dumb thing on Twitter with Kezzie

What ABO type are you

"Eh I always knew I had Top dog Energy after all"

Mun kind of hates this result XD but also? it makes for to much sense when reading the descrption Raph in a way is always trying to prove himself to be an Alpha not liking to take orders, questioning authority mainly Leos XD and of course he is very protective of his friends and family. Raphael even himself soon falls into seeing that being his role and job to fill for his loved ones. Even if he often fears not being able to protect everyone. And though I say he is a switch he truly enjoys the top role.

and for fun why not the rest of my raphs, orginally done from phone why 12's is a screen shot but the rest I did at my computer after deciding I wanted to do my other raphs.

Alpha-Passing Omega

Congrats, you're an alpha-passing omega. Listen, we all have issues with how people perceive us. Deep down you're a soft little bitch, but you would die before admitting that to anyone who hasn't unlocked at least level 5 friendship with you. In social situations requiring someone to step up and take a leadership position, you will do so, but only if nobody else does first. Your public demeanor makes most people think that you're an alpha, but when you're around people you trust, you can admit that you need to be taken care of sometimes and be vulnerable. Just remember that it's okay to ask for help king.

"Pft whatever maybe i'm a little soft what of it?"

Considering his more laid back behavior this dose fit well. Raph when he needs to be can give of a more aggressive air when need be or when he dose get worked up. Raphael can be pretty bad about going alone on things and not often speaking up about when things upset him lole feeling he failed his detective course. That only Splinter found out he was taking. But Raphael can't even bring himself to fight a robot lool alike of his brother he's a soft bitch deep down especially when it comes to his baby girl uwu

True Alpha

Congrats, you're a True Alpha. Either you were actively trying to get this result to prove to your friends that you're not a little bottom bitch, or you're a true and proper Alpha. You're what most people would call a top, and you probably consider yourself a protective member of your friend group. You're the 'he asked for no pickles' kind of motherfucker, and I salute you for that. Thank you for your service to the bottom community.

"Course 'm an Alpha, why I take down anythin' 'hat thinks it can deal wit' me."

And then you recall this guy lies on his shell and spreads his legs for casey uwu but I agree he is fully alpha I mean look at how he's always quick to pick fights and prove him self better no matter his opponent loke Trax or even Leo. So yes he very much dose feel a need to prove he ain't a little bitch. Kind if why he tends to get aggressive sexually when Casey decides to call him princess. In a tad bit of sacrifice on his own end he dose sort of bite back on his pride it's honestly his biggest display of love uwu

True Beta

Congratulations on getting the normal wolf xenogender. When alphas and omegas are doing their intricate horny rituals, you aren't particularly bothered. You're attuned to the feelings of those around you, but you feel like your response on the social dominant/submissive spectrum is determined per situation, not per something intrinsic to you. You'll help out an omega in need as easily as you'll follow the directive of an alpha, and that swiss-army-knife kind of mentality is what we need more of in this batshit insane world. Thank you for your service king.

"I definitely like the Swiss army knife mention."

Honestly this result? I feel fits. In the SF comic and game despite the Fact he fits in with many depictions of Raph, its never him challenging Leo out a need to prove himself better because he disagrees with thie leadership. No this raph seems to have understood something Leo hasn't. They you tend to see later in most Raph's growth. Being a team. That's the only time Raphael tends to get harsh with Leo. And fits with hiw he can go either more Dom or sub with Casey he's pretty chill and relaxed either way. And well despite that whole mess they find themselves in? Raph handled things that happened pretty well for someone with a short temper.

True Alpha

"Fuck ya 'm! Ain't nothin' less mad dog of the team!"

The moment I saw Raphael go for protein powered for muscle build I knew this boy was be a pretty typical jock fill role xD and the fact he loves wrestling and joins the team even? Just tells me more I'm right hmjes rowdy and loud and all about violence he knows he's an alpha and everyone else gonna know it to he gotta use his rage!! I just see this boy ready to jump right into conflict needed or not because it's the best way to deal with anything clearly why he met his bestie and boyfriend uwu by kicking their ass. He's very aggressive in that he's not too hesitant about acting on his choices henjust gose for it.

#dash games #muse| hamato raphael

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birdiesgolden · 2 years

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Hello! Here’s a dose of songs that remind me of Warner I promised ages ago, if you liked it there are more songs if anyone is interested.

Btw this will have spoilers!

BOYFRIEND - Dove Cameron

Basically this whole song reminds me of when Adam and Juliette were together. I don’t think there is specially one line but there are quite a few. “I don't need to tell you twice, All the ways he can't suffice, If I could give you some advice I would leave with me tonight”. “I could be a better boyfriend than him, I could do the shit that he never did”

KILLER SHANGRI-LAH - Psychotic Beats

I heard this on an advert for a tv show and was like ‘oh…yes’. I don’t really think I need an explanation, the song is just pretty badass so I felt the whole vibe was right. “I had to kill you, I’m really sorry”. “But you know what…ain’t nobody gonna change me”

HUNGER - Alibi Music

Literally the same reason for the song above. “I see you watching me with those eyes, I feel them watching me all the time”. “You’ve got secrets and I’ve got mine, but how do we know when to draw the line?”

I DID SOMETHING BAD - Taylor Swift

I felt like this also just fit, it reminded me of when he killed Seamus Fletcher because he had no regrets to it. “They say I did something bad. Then why’s it feel so good?” “Most fun I ever had, and I’d do it over and over and over again if I could”.

THE 30TH - Billie Eilish

I cried when I heard this song it broke my heart. But besides from this just being a masterpiece I felt like it related to Warner in the Believe Me novella when Juliette was thought to die on the plane back to Sanctuary. He was so scared to leave her alone in case anything happened to her because of the trauma of almost loosing her. I think because he wasn’t beside his mother when she died, he may hold some regret that she was alone. In the song, there are a lot of ‘what if…’ and I think it could shows Warner thinking of it happening and struggling to move on from it because of the paranoia of someone you love almost dying. “But I told you even then you looked so pretty. In your hospital bed”. “I remember you said you were scared. And so am I”.

SANCTUARY - Joji

It just felt like a warnette song and it’s just so adorable. I can just hear this playing in the background if shatter me was a movie cause they just love each other and deserve everything. “If you’ve been waiting for falling in love. Babe, you don’t have to wait on me" "Pull me oh so close, 'cause you never know just how long our lives will be" " 'Cause what you want is what I want, sincerity"

LIKE A ROLLING STONE - Bob Dylan

In Restore Me we were told that Warner was listening to this song on repeat and I understand why. It seams to relate to his life and how it has changed so much from Shatter me to Ignite me (and obviously keeps changing). I struggled to pick out chunks of this song to put in this list but if you listen to it then it will probably be clear. "How does it feel, how does it feel? To be without a home" "Nobody's ever taught you how to live out on the street. And now you're gonna have to get used to it" "You're invisible now, you've got no secrets to conceal"

HEATHENS - twenty one pilots

I felt like this fits into the first shatter me book theme but also other books too. I thought it related to Warner because he is often misunderstood by everyone around him as they do not know, nor understand what he has been through. He is both a tragic hero and anti-hero. (Did any of that make any sense?) "Please don't make any sudden moves. You don't know the half of the abuse" "You'll never know the murderer sitting next to you. You'll think, "How'd I get here, sitting next to you?""

FATHER'S SON - Celeste

This feels like this song relates to Anderson, Warner and Adam. Warner throughout the series is almost trying to tell us he isn't anything like his father despite there being characteristics that are the same. Overall there is one clear factor that makes them stand out from each other. Warners emotions. With Adam and Warner it felt like the lines could fit Ignite me and Restore me. It feels like Warner is trying to process how the can be brothers with similar (but different) backgrounds but turned out to be completely different types of people. it reminded me of when Warner told Juliette he admired Adam for his capability to turn out completely different to him despite receiving Andersons abuse. "I know you look at yourself like me. With the same eyes, we both see through to the end" "I heard it's in your blood, baby. I heard you got the same taste in your mouth" "Maybe I'm my father's son, maybe I'm my father's son. Or, I'm nothing like you, or, I'm nothing like you"

SEVEN - Taylor Swift

This song feels to me like it could almost be from Juliette pov of when she was a child. It felt like the memories of their childhood together in Defy me. it was revealed that Warner and his mother hid in the closet to get away from Anderson and Juliette suggested to live underwater (bby). "And I've been meaning to tell you I think your house is haunted Your dad is always mad and that must be why And I think you should come live with Me and we can be pirates Then you won't have to cry Or hide in the closet And just like a folk song Our love will be passed on"

HIGHER LOVE - Lilly Winwood & Steve Winwood

This song is just so cute and I could imagine it playing when Juliette confessed that she loved Warner in Ignite me. "Things look so bad everywhere. In this whole world, what is fair?" "Worlds are turning, and we're just hanging on. Facing our fear, and standing out there alone" "There must be someone who's feeling for me"

#just realising the long-ass descriptions for some then the really short ones for others #I liked doing this it was super fun - let me know if you want anymore #also I’m really sorry for the long time it took me to do this I wasn’t at home when I posted the ask then I kinda had surgery #by kinda I meant I did - sorry #warnette #aaron warner #juliette ferrars #shatter me #shatter me series

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inlocusmads · 2 years

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Not A Machine!

Maura comes out to her friends. They suggest she take up a music career instead.

Featuring: Maura Tauber, Angel Savage, Eli Sipes, Shannon Fox and Troy Hassan from Wake the Dead, Choices.

Word Count: 1.6k | Mentions of Aspec-phobia/Teen and Up Audiences

A/N: Written for @choicespride 's Coming-Out Day Celebrations

Zombie apocalypses were hard. Morale was important. And it didn't help that zombie apocalypses were called zombie apocalypses, when they should be called something scientific. Like a Minor Outbreak or something. The same way Maura should be called an "aromatic asexual", rather than being poked and taunted by bullies (who shall go unnamed) for being "abnormal" and "hormonally imbalanced".

Coming out was hard. Morale was equally important, so much so as support and love and cherishing. The first time Maura brought up the subject to one of the Tower people, they'd called her a blasted animal for thinking that way, especially in the context of "being together as a family" and building to repopulate the devastated Earth.

"So it IS all a sham!" Maura had proclaimed, ever so boldly. "Love is another way to repopulate the Earth! Well, I don't want it."

The Tower guard; a buff woman whose beliefs could be traced thousands of years in the past, had slapped her across the cheek and barked her to get back to her dormitory before the curfew alarms chimed. She'd also hushed the nine-year-old from ever speaking to anyone about it, because to the guard, it was forbidden and Maura should regret being "robotic" and "inhuman".

Over the years, Maura developed a sense of fear everytime one of her friends brought up the subject of romance. And it was quite frequent too. When Silja was around, they'd spoken in detail about it and every time, it was the same thing. Maura would clasp her hands over her ears, get into a huddled position and wait until the conversation was over. People laughed at her for being so "innocent" and being "Silja's little baby sister" for quite sometime and it only made it worse.

"You need to be fixed!"

"Try it! You'll like it!"

"You're going to be so alone and you're going to DIE ALONE. You got that?"

"You have to do it. You have to know how it actually is, before you think of otherworldly conclusions like these."

"But it is a human trait, for God's sake!"

"Oh don't be silly. It is the trauma of losing your parents that's affecting you so much. Its nothing. Just get yourself back on track."

It's just a phase, Maura. I assure you, everyone's felt about people that way. It's all because of our circumstances. Soon enough, it will pass and you'll be okay."

"You have to like someone. At this point, you're just pretending. This is just a big old joke. Face it, Maura. There's worse things out there. Nobody gives a damn. So you'd better change that attitude or you're not getting a man."

"Wait.. you're celibate then? Like the nuns from the Old World? But isn't that.. a choice or something? Something you choose to do?"

"Oh shut up." - Maura kicked a stray pebble into a pool of water. It bounced off the surface of the pond, before landing straight in the middle and sinking slowly and steadily. Behind her, her friends had gathered around a bonfire, celebrating a good night. They'd fortified Camp Cypress to an impenetrable extent.

Angel was quite proud of herself for designing a brand new armour. Shannon had made a huge breakthrough in her research. Troy and Eli were getting along really well. It seemed fine. It seemed as it should be. Calm. Quiet. Peaceful. Sitting on an earthy piece of land. It was an ethereal experience.

"Maura. Join us!" Angel insisted. "Grab a cup. Sit!"

"Okay."

"Shannon's got a Rider boyfriend." Angel egged her friend.

"No. No. I don't have -- I don't --" Shannon started. "No -- I don't -- it is -- okay. Fine. We bonded over petri dishes, okay? It was -- great."

"And Troy and Eli are basically boyfriends."

"Just because we engage in some lowly banter that doesn't mean we're automatically interested in each other." Eli piped up. "Troy will be far down the list of people I'd prefer to -- see that way."

"It's okay. You can say the word." Troy winked.

"-- there's Julia and Greg--"

"Wait, I thought Ella was having --"

"-- Jo! That's Jo!"

"Killy is doing that thing. Caught him with a --"

"It isn't our business to pry into people's affairs, but yes. There has been several of them. Caught the redhaired woman with --"

Maura's head blanked. It went beeeep.

There were lewd jokes. There were suggestive material thrown around. Instantly the professional band of drone-hunters slowly morphed into a gang of high schoolers poking fun at the most obvious of things. Instantly, Maura felt a little sick. Just a little. She hesitated, smiled a little, before the little people in her head clouded her judgement again.

They laughed.

Maura sighed.

There was nothing wrong with them. There was something wrong with her and the people were all right. She was being icky and mean-spirited. It didn't matter what she wanted, because it made the others happy.

"I'm an aromantic asexual." she blurted out loud, almost as if she was pathetic to be that way.

"Wait. What did you say?" Angel paused their conversation.

"Nothing."

"Nothing? It can't be nothing. Maura never opens up about anything and you said something. That's not nothing!"

"Troy. Stop. Maura. Please. Carry on."

"I suppose there's no use hiding it now, right?"

"That you have a teddy nightlight? I think everyone knows that." Angel said.

A pause. Everyone waited for Maura to confirm whether or not she slept with a nightlight on. Or maybe it was something completely different and they couldn't catch that properly. So Maura decided it was high time she told them, at the very least, because even though she wasn't quite fond of people, she loved her crew of people.

"Do you --" she started. "Do you know what it means to be aromantic and asexual?"

"Yes." Troy instantly piped up, followed by an encouraging nod from Eli's side.

"I do have a vague idea, yeah." Angel admitted.

"Of course I do." Shannon offered her a smile. "It means you don't feel either romantic or sexual attraction. I have this book all about it, written by an Old World author. It's in my library right now."

Maura smiled a little.

"Oh. You do."

"Of course we do."

"Then, you'll -- probably know what -- comes after."

"You mean ,'what comes out after'." Troy cracked a pun. Eli took back his encouraging smiles.

"I'm aromantic and asexual. Aro-ace for short. So -- there goes."

"Honestly? Coolest sexuality-name ever." Angel pointed out, earning her a high five from Troy, because they were little kids that way.

"Really?"

"Aro-ace is very lyrical." Eli chimed in.

"How long have you known?" Shannon asked.

"I don't know. Since when I was twelve? It's too hard to look back. Nowadays it is just Pre-Solstice and Post-Solstice. Hard to determine the exact thing but -- you know. It's been there. It started out as a question, you see? A puzzle. And it took me a while to unscramble it and comprehend everything. There were hurdles, obstructions, instances where things got too perplexing. But -- I believed in myself. I don't think many people out in the Old World had that chance."

"They were eaten by drones." Angel swallowed her drink. "Maura? It is so cool that you told us. Did you pick a moment to come out, 'cuz I know you're a massive sucker for rules and you're looking for a best time to come out and --"

"It happened. Sort of. Very quickly." Maura interrupted her before Angel went off on a tangent.

"You should write a book!" Shannon chimed in.

"Books are boring. You should write a song. There are too many boring romantic ones out there. Nobody's heard of an unromantic one, have they?"

"You're all missing the point. Maura, we're very happy you've chosen to tell us. It could've been very burdening to hold onto this for a long time."

"Agreed with Troy. You'd be the best rock-goth ever. Aro-Ace Punk! or something like that. Start your own genre! Be the first one ever to topple the music charts, because you would technically be the first one ever. Doubt anyone's singing anything these days. Can you sing, Maura?"

"You're all missing the point, for God's sake! Tonight is about celebrating --"

"Oh don't you start now--"

More squabbling ensued.

Even if they were frankly terrible at receiving any piece of news, they were still Maura's band of quirky friends. It was one of the very first times she'd cracked a smile that night, beaming as bright as the Sun, as Maura clinked her glasses with everyone else and toasted to a great night.

"You know?" she said, bending her knees to sit cross-legged next to the grave. "You've always told me to be open and honest and stuff. You've preached a load of crap, but it was a good kind of crap, because it -- saved my life somehow."

Maura breathed in.

"It's hard. When people tell you that you're not normal for liking things or preferring a different lifestyle. There's nothing different now, because everything is different. Still -- you know? Let's not dwell on the -- terrible stuff."

She shook her head.

"Thanks. You came to my aid. You were that annoying voice that said, Hey. Just tell them. And I did. And it didn't go all wrong."

Maura smiled a second time. A very strict, yet softening smile.

"If you already didn't know, I'm aromantic and asexual. Still feels so good to say that out loud! It's -- exciting. It's new. It's brilliant. Yet it is old, it feels like I've known this. It's been a part of me. It feels -- different. A good kind of different. Like this realisation of -- understanding.. or something. I don't know. Shannon knows something. She's good at this wordy stuff. I'm not."

Maura stood up and gave the headstone a goodnight pat. SILJA TAUBER, it said.

"Then again, you'd probably have known that. You've always known things."

The sky above went dark, before lighting up in faint hues of yellow, white and blue, as a response.

A/N : As you can see, this was indeed a very personal fic to write. I am aro-ace myself and trying to comprehend it is a journey in itself. Maura's story is built on a bunch of terrible happenings and uncertainty, but one thing is for sure. She knows exactly who she is and she wouldn't change it for a thing.

I hope PB brings out new books which allows us players to have QPRs (queerplatonic relationships) with aromantic and asexual characters, like Zephyr from TE. I also hope PB brings a lot more representation to the table, in terms of aspec characters, because there's so very few in popular media.

Anyway, Happy Coming-Out Day! And also, fun fact, Aro-Ace Week takes place every year on October 23rd till 29th. I might do something for Maura in the coming days! Thank you so much for reading and I hope you enjoyed this!

This is how the aro-ace flag looks like and yes, it is very cool:

Tag List:

perma: @ofmischiefandmedicine @quixoticdreamer16 @tessa-liam

wake the dead only: @jerzwriter

#maura tauber #wake the dead #w:inlocusmads #aroace #choicespride #choices coming out event

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parcequecestnotreprojeeeet · 1 year

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And now approaching Le Touquet... I'll be on the road in the next few days, so don't be surprised if the next story won't follow until the weekend. Your strawberry :-)

The house by the sea

It was hard being in a relationship when you rarely saw your partner. It was even more difficult when you were at different stages of life. They would like to meet more often, but their commitments often did not allow this. Also, it was difficult to find a place where they could meet without hurting anyone. For their families, their relationship continued to be a crime. Therefore, they tried to meet secretly. But places were limited. He didn't have much money, but he didn't want to be a financial burden on her either. Only once a year did he accept her invitation to go to the sea with her. She could count the meetings with him on one hand. There had to be a solution he could accept that would give them more time together. And as luck would have it, the solution came naturally.

On a sunny spring day, she visited her mother. After her father's death, she became weaker and weaker. She watched the old woman with concern, wishing she wasn't taken from her too quickly. The death of her beloved father had hit her hard. She didn't want to lose a loved one again. "Summer is just around the corner." Her mother said and the gloomy thoughts vanished. She continued, "I've been thinking. Our house by the sea has been empty since your father died. I know you've always felt comfortable there. You know you'll get it when I die. You could use it now before it expires. Use it with your children or travel there alone to relax. It's not always easy here.” She didn't interrupt her mother, but she was amazed. Her mother never addressed their relationship, so she wasn't sure how she felt about it. But this little speech showed that she must have sensed her dilemma. "Are you sure?" she asked. "Yes, child. You are a happy and fun-loving person. People make it difficult for you and sometimes you are sad. I recognize when your eyes shine with joy or with sadness. When you go away alone and come back, you shine. But after a while it fades, so you should have a place where you can always recharge your batteries and where nobody makes you feel guilty.” Her mother was so clear never voiced. She was touched and hugged her mother tightly. "Thank you, that means a lot to me." "I know, my child," said the old woman.

She was so excited before the next phone call with him that she could hardly stand it. But when he finally called, she was completely calm. That was always so. If she heard his voice, everything was fine. She even managed not to blurt out the news right away. But after they had done the usual greetings, she had to tell him about the house by the sea. "You know my parents have a house by the sea?" she asked him. "Yes," he said. “My mother offered me that I could use it whenever I wanted. Since I'll inherit it anyway, I can take care of it now before it expires,” she continued. She awaited his answer curiously. "That's very generous of her." "Don't you get it?" she asked impatiently. "What am I supposed to understand?" he asked, puzzled. "If I can use the house then we'll have a place to meet." "I seem to be on a long line today," he said, laughing.

"What do you think of that?" she asked. "It solves a problem that gnaws at both of us," he summarizes matter-of-factly. "Do you always have to analyze everything?" she asked him with a smile. "Yes," he admitted. “But I am happy that there will be a place where we can meet without a guilty conscience. That will bring the sparkle back to your eyes,” he added. She had to smile. How well he knew her. Her mother had made a similar claim about her radiance. Only people who really love you can see something like that.

Helloooo, sweet 🍓! ❤️ Oh we are going to miss you but hope you will have fun!

The conversations between Brigitte and her mum. Oh my heart! A mum always knows best and there’s no way to deny it. The way she tells Brigitte everything she needs to hear without even mentioning Emmanuel’s name... Yup, I love the way you found to introduce Le Touquet to the story 😍 Emmanuel not getting it at first and then analyzing the situation hahaha sounds so very much like him!

Thank you and see you soon, Strawberry! ❤️❤️❤️

#fanfic #strawberry

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I love when you talk about Jean and murder! I agree so much with what you've said and how she feels about it especially in how it can be a loving gesture almost. On the other hand I'd love to hear what your thoughts on Scott and murder are? I know you've mentioned it before but I didn't know if you had anything else to add since then.

hmm i think scott basically believes in preventative murder, murder that prevents future harm. and that's probably what i've talked about before.

in my head i usually link this belief of his to a couple of different things. the first is jack winters' death in uncanny x-men #42. this is the first depiction of scott meeting xavier, and i also personally think it is the most interesting in terms of their dynamic and also like. xavier sucks. the comic clearly doesn't believe he sucks here, but i have read it, and he comes off as incredibly manipulative, in my personal opinion.

basically what happens in the scene is xavier (helped by scott) tries to capture jack winters, who is then killed in the process.

[id: two panels from uncanny x-men #42. in panel 1, scott holds his hand up to his forehead, saying: "Maybe it was Winters' own struggling against the numbing vibrations that finally tore him apart--Still I operated the machine...so that makes me--a murderer!" Charles says: "Don't blame yourself, Scott! We acted only in self-defense--Against one who would have destroyed us! And, if we had not been here-- Jack Winters would have died even more surely!" Scott answers: "Perhaps--You're right! Yet--"

Panel 2: Scott still stands with a hand to his forehead, while xavier has a hand on his arm. The narration says: "Then, the young mutant suddenly recalls his own desperate personal plight...". Scott: "I'm still alone... more now than ever! Jack Winters...the man I thought was my friend--tried to kill us both!" Charles: "You're not alone lad--not if you'll come with me! We must hurry, before the guards outside awaken!" Scott: "Yes--I'll come! I have no one else to turn to--no one but you! But, nobody can help me now! Nobody!"/end id]

i love this scene a lot for many reasons BUT the reason it's related here is that i do think that scott frames murder in self-defense as still being murder, but also kind of buys into xavier's positioning of this, where he justifies it. this is like. scott's first experience with xavier, and so i usually like to read it as being pretty influential in his later beliefs about violence/how the x-men should operate? basically murder can be justified, given specific circumstances. there's also the much more incidental killing scott is involved in in first class. which i think still matters here? scott thinks that sometimes, people he is fighting die, because he needs to prioritize the safety of other people. it sucks, but it's part of the job.

i also think that by the time he's been on the x-men for a while, like, scott has kind of recognized the stasis of the x-men? they keep fighting the same people, for a lot of the same reasons, over and over again. and as he becomes increasingly desperate to protect mutants, he starts to believe that solving this problem might sometimes involve killing people that the x-men know are threats, before these people can kill more mutants, if that makes sense.

so basically i think murder can also be a caring gesture from scott but in a different way from jean?? like. one of the things i really like about scott is his attention to consequence, his consideration. he thinks a lot about the effect the x-men's actions have, especially on other people. and i think preventative murder is a part of that? i think he sees it as defense, as protective.

also, overall, i think scott's feelings on murder, even early on in x-men, are more complex than 'it shouldn't be allowed'. i think this is something that is especially important to take into consideration when thinking about how he frames violence in reference to people like logan, for example, or when thinking about how he reacts to people who want to commit murders he disagrees with.

basically i just took this ask to talk a bit about uncanny x-men #42, so i am sorry about that. BUT i do think it is a really interesting comic if you care at all about scott and xavier's relationship, and i personally am thinking of it almost all the time so.

#idk if this makes any sense by this point but here are some thoughts ig!!#thanks for asking!!#darkphoenix #w.ask

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a bunch of poorly-machine-translated questions from vacon's ask.fm

i don't feel like linking the individual questions so my source is "dude trust me"

a few are kinda nsfw so watch out

Q: What do you think about the culture of hip-hop diss tracks? A: There are many ways to diss, so it stays fresh-- I think it's special that even when the lyrics are just raw hatred, it's still quite acceptable as a piece of music!

Q: What's something you'll keep believing until you die? A: Simply put, be yourself!

Q: What do you ask for at Starbucks? A: Ice cocoa (soy milk) (without ice), and, American waffle

Q: Do you tend to compare your current romantic partner to your past ones? A: Neveeer! Nobody should do that! There's nothing more self-righteous, meaningless, and foolish than to shove someone into some stereotypical "lover" archetype and then measure them by some arbitrary yardstick. What is the value of comparing one person to another? Never let someone else's made-up words frame something so formless and precious! Always use your own senses to go about it delicately! Boys and girls!

Q: Do you find songwriting to be a burden? Or, do you enjoy the process? A: For me, songwriting is just plain fun! It is a quiet immersion in the pleasure of a large puzzle that is nearing completion. (I sound like a pervert when I write this.) Struggling to find the pieces is also a pleasure! I have my ups and downs no matter where I go, so I accept the slumps and go along with it. I'm not good at anything else. LOL

Q: Was it largely due to Diggy-MO's influence that you fell in love with the English language? A: I'm sure that Diggy is the biggest influence on me, but it was actually Mr. Ichikawa, my English homeroom teacher in the third year of junior high school, who gave me the opportunity to fall in love with the subject. I hated it until then, that English…

Q: How long do you take baths for? A: Thaaat's ・ aaaaa ・ ssssseeecret ♡

Q: Should I keep my nails short? A: Everyone should keep their nails short in case of a serious fist fight. If they are long, the force will unintentionally disperse into your nails, scarring yourself. Put your strength only in your fists. Understand?

Q: I've been sleeping naked lately. Do you also sleep naked? Or in your underwear? A: Quite a while ago, I slept naked with the AC on and got hypothermia and almost died for reals, so I'm wearing pajamas……. No, I'm not sure how a slight drop in body temperature could make a person feel like I did. I thought it would be better to go up a little…

Q: What do you like at McDonalds? A: I'm addicted to McFlurries. It's bad. Diabetes is inevitable.

Q: The most important thing(s) you look for in a boyfriend/girlfriend? A: I like a lot of alone time, so I wonder if they'll respect that.

Q: How much do you spend on food monthly? A: I did the math and broke out in a cold sweat, so I guess I'll stop thinking about it any further… (finished)

Q: I feel like I hate everything. Do you ever feel that way? A: "I hate everything"! When you feel like this, the intensity of that feeling will consume you, but it never lasts. Such vague yet extreme feelings. You should go to sleep immediately.

Q: Are you good at English?? Please teach me English~~ A: I'm not very good at it, but I like it a lot.

Q: Tell me the happiest moment of your life! A: This place called VACON, it's something that everybody came together and created.

Q: Tell us about your ideal album! (Number of songs, total runtime, whether or not there are instrumentals/interludes, etc…) A: I think the ideal number of songs is between 13 and 20. If there are instrumentals, it could be more than 20. Time should be 75 minutes or less. I love album versions of existing songs. I would love it if the beginning and the second half of the album were different. A strange album with all the different songs would be great. I guess it's something like that!

Q: What if your son or daughter wanted to be a rapper? A: I'd support them with all my strength. However, in the case of girls, if they go in the direction of loose-fitting subculture poetry or fake rap, I might want them to quit while they're in high school LOL. I want you to rap powerfully and coolly like Nicki Minaj and Pink, my daughter whom I have not seen yet!!!

Q: What are the main influences for your lyrics? A: Delusions, imagination, recollection.

Q: How has your experience at StudioLama benefitted you in your current creative endeavors? A: LamaOS was fun like a culture festival until I finished it, but I then realized that this wasn't what I wanted to do.

Q: You mentioned that Suckie Fxxxie Pop is a maniacal song like ニタニタTHERAPY, but I personally felt the flashiness/flamboyance all the way through the chorus. Please tell us why you consider the song maniacal! A: Ah~~~ I did mention that a while ago, I missed it ~ I'm glad you remember me so well. It was short, and with the theme being what it was, I felt like I had created an elusive song. Who on earth would understand it? I worried like that, LOL. However, I was conscious of creating a rather expansive sound, and developing it! I wanted to give the song a little bit of sweetness and sourness and sadness. I didn't want it to just be a lewd song…

Q: When you are creating, do you ever accidentally make a song that resembles an existing song, like "Hey, maybe I've heard this somewhere before"? It seems like the more history there is, the harder it is to be original. Have you ever had problems with this sort of thing? A: Something like that~ Some say that there are too many melodies already. I don't want to believe it. I'm always worried that the melody may have already existed. But we have to create. You should use the momentum to give shape to something that you are in the mood for, and let it exist for now. Whether or not you publish it, I believe that creating this way will lead you to your next creation.

Q: What made you start working out? A: I thought it was time to lose weight or I would die (seriously).

Q: When you were in high school, did you choose Japanese history or world history? A: It was world history! I wanted to know the world. (sophisticated)

Q: When you find criticism of yourself, do you get depressed? Or do you just take it in stride and use it as a reference for your future work? A: I do sometimes feel empty about it, but I don't dwell on it. I'll forget it soon! …But the people who were saying bad things about Ms. Saegusa in Binetsu Parade are now toiling in my basement.

Q: Is Vacon's preference for Western music due to language differences rather than musicality? A: Maybe. In terms of musicality, I think either has its own irreplaceable charm. There are sounds and grooves that can only be found overseas, and that can only be found in Japan!

Q: I have a high voice, but I really admire VACON'S voice, let's exchange vocal cords……………… A: Thank you very much. As for me, I envy those who have a high voice. I'd like to sing Bruno Mars in the original key at least once in my life.

Q: How did Vacon come across Nicorap? A: I guess it was ill.bell. Heh, I still like him…

Q: Which country would you like to visit before you die? A: Iceland! [ <- he mentions iceland a ton when asked about travelling ]

Q: I've gained 3kg before I knew it. Advice on losing weight? A: As I am becoming more and more indifferent to weight gain and loss, I think you are slim in spirit and are aware of the need to lose weight when you gain it. If you start to look like me, it's all over. Good luck.

Q: Do guys hate it when girls tell them they're cute? I told this to a male friend, and he gave me a subtle look. I thought I was complimenting him, but…..? Are you happy about it? A: That subtle look means he's trying hard to hide his embarrassment! I don't feel bad about it, but I do feel a little embarrassed, like "give me a break!"

Q: Do you like being scared? A: I love scary things!! I can afford a good scare or two!! Yes, I heard that the upcoming movie "Hereditary" is quite scary. I'm gonna go see it. I'm looking forward to it.

Q: How can I get the virginity of someone I love? A: Oh!!!!! Go get it!!!!!

Q: Do you prefer to pay by cash or by card? A: Definitely credit card!!! Because I don't feel like I'm spending any money!!! (idiot)

Q: People who play music are all weirdos, aren't they? A: All human beings are weird. Everyone's weird in some way. Those who are not strange are strange for not being strange! Weirdness is individuality. Let's nurture it and love it.

Q: How do you come up with such beautiful lyrics? I like them. A: I simply don't worry about how clean or dirty they are. Thank you. (But I do say fuck-fuck-fuck in most of them…)

Q: Do you have any hobbies other than music? A: Watching movies. If there's a work that interests me, I will immediately make time to watch it!

Q: Are you the type of person who can cook? A: I do a lot of cooking on my own, but I am a slave to recipes. Cookpad is god! Yep!

Q: What is your fetish? A: If I had to choose, I'd say it's the mouth! [ <- he got asked this question twice and said mouth both times ]

Q: I love Vacon's choice of words, so beautiful… I imagine that he is a kind person… am I being deceived? A: Even I can be harsh at times! The other day, when I was working as a torturer, a side job I started as an extension of my hobby, I didn't listen to any of the POWs begging for their lives!

Q: Is the torture officer side business doing well? How can I become a prisoner? A: I use rubber gloves less often these days! Don't be a prisoner. I shudder to think of torturing my lovely angels. I hope all of you are happy, every last one of you.

Q: How are you so cool, sexy, genius, humorous, kind, and irresistible? A: That's just how you see me!! This is embarrassing ~~ i'm honestly happy ~~

Q: What kind of person does Vacon become when he gets angry? A: The kind that shuts up! [ <- or "the kind that is silent" ]

Q: What instruments does VACON handle when composing? A: Piano and very occassionally guitar! I only tinker with them to get ideas flowing! I can hardly play them!

Q: I'm not sure if I should cut my hair! Can you tell me if you prefer short or long hair? A: Oh… you're asking for my preference? I guess it all depends on your face and general style! I like the hair that's unique to that person more than anything else! It sparkles the most!

Q: Is Vacon-san self-taught in music composition and other musical knowledge? I love music and would like to learn, but I would like to know where you started! My dream is to one day create a cool track and give it to Vacon….? A: "Daigasso! Band Brothers" on the Nintendo DS was my introduction to music composing. At first, I was just having fun typing in my favorite songs by ear, but once I got the hang of composing, I discovered the joy of creating my own music! This is not the type of game where you have to rhythmically press buttons in time with the finished music, but a game where you press buttons to play and become part of the music. I can play while understanding how it's created. And moreover… oh no, I'm talking too much…! Ahahahaha!!! I am looking forward to your track offerings….?

Q: Please reveal something private about yourself. A: You pervert!

Q: I love Vacon's laugh so much, I've listened to it hundreds of times on repeat, but I still can't get enough! What to do… what to do… (˙-˙) A: So dirty!!!

Q: Are you afraid of falling in love? A: I heard it hurts to fall in love if you're in too deep…

Q: What's the most interesting thing in your room? A: Donkey Konga

Q: What would you buy if you had the money for it? A: KFC's Red Hot Chicken! (fat)

Q: Please tell me your height and weight! A: Ehh-- I dunno, cuz I've never measured it, cuz I was born and raised in the jungle.

Q: Vacon-san… virgin… you are a virgin… please tell me you're a virgin! A:

[ i'm serious he just responded with this gif ]

Q: What's the best medicine for a broken heart? A: Tears, of course! Cry as much as you can.

Q: Are your ears pierced? A: I don't have an opening. I've never even thought about it. I don't know much about fashion.

Q: I found out about VACON from Bad Romance. He is very husky and erotic, and I liked him immediately. I will continue to support him. My question is, what do you think of nqrse? Do you have a good relationship with each other? Do you ever collaborate? A: Thank you! I'm afraid that sexiness was mostly because of nqrse-chan's assist and Giga-san's mix. I think nqrse is a hard worker. He also has a great sense of humor. He is witty. I think we have a good relationship. (We don't keep in touch very often, but… LOL) We have two projects in progress! Working with nqrse-chan is stimulating and gives me a lot of experience, so I'd like to make it happen more and more!

Q: vacon-san!!! I like you!!! A: Shut up, ya old hag!! You could at least knock!! (rebellious)

Q: I really really like Vacon's voice, but what should I do about this feeling? A: I will try my best not to deteriorate. I don't like to drink or smoke, so I guess I can do whatever. I just have to make sure not to use it too strangely…

Q: I love Vacon!!!!! By the way, I am an active high school girl virgin!!!! I have no questions!!!!! A: Wow, thank you! I've been into black magic lately, so I was just in the market for some young virgin's lifeblood! But I need at least two liters… no? (๑o̴̶̷᷄﹏o̴̶̷̥᷅๑)

Q: What kind of cake do you like? A: Chocolate cake! Mont Blanc cake!! Ice cream cake!!! (fat) Q: My boyfriend told me about Vacon and I'm hooked. I love Vacon more than my boyfriend and I don't know what to do. A: Please give him to me. That boyfriend Q: Is there a poster on your wall? Post a photo! A: That's right

also here's a few english questions that i thought were cute:

#utaite #vaconposting #the fucking. black magic and torture answers. he's nuts i love him #again google translated take these with a HUGE grain of salt

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iivmmiii · 2 months

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by Bobby Yusuf

I thought that first love is the best thing I thought that first love will always win Till I forget it can't be worse for a lifetime, But I ignored it, I let you play, I won't think

And I asked why, In hundred universe I've tried, To be the best of your life But always in these universes I never made our love last for the rest I always fail, always bet Always in the same wind, it feels bad And I ignored it until I knew I'm not gonna win again

You'll be the last straw, Now you're just another straw We will be us forever Your skin touch is so familiar Now I know that it's not to measure

It happened too much I'm sure we're not that innocent All of my babies tells me to leaves you Yet I'm right here still classically idiot

Do my words even an act to this moment? How could you be that cruel when I'm the cruel sign You were trying to find another three months Now baby, let me say it's the sign

Nobody can promise me you come tomorrow No of mind think, if all you really need is me In this dance I'll be the one who fall In a world too much, it was spinning for us

Have I ever believe that you will be the last time? Have you ever believe that I will be your last ride? Look that you left me, I thought it was a ship wrecking Look that you left, it's just a ship shinking

And a hundred times I see that you were an angel It's a hundred times I realize your place isn't here We are a flaw love in a perfect line You make me feel like I'm worth on the universe we'll make someday

I make a thick of time to think our relationship But you make a big deal just to find the best way to break this I will do anything for you, but I know nothing Keeping me behind with the strength and patience I have And gave you the heart, not just a heart they would give to you

Cause we were blind to our past And too deaf to the future Guess we're lost in the silent of our voices we used to laugh And there's no more comeback You need to find the right one but it's just not me

But did I ever be good to you? Just to make sense still I'm questioning this to you Cause in the distance dead and cold I still take the first promise just to break a bone that never mend

Long was December feels in my decision with you Living flames in distance by painting red in blue Almost I wake when you gone, a second you go back and I fell And I never get how I lost my mind

How I scribe you in my piece of skin How I stop my blood for months The thinnest it bleeds, the most it hurts me I'm just scared of something that's permanent

And in the delicate rotting, I guess I'll never see you no more I guess we'll be a college student soon Giving up each other as easy as your promise

Telling me a big, big world Now that big world is just so small The day you comeback, sitting besides me Asked me how am I doing like there's nothing happen And your friend ask you to go

All of my answers was, Do you still remember me? Do you really leave this 2 years of love?

I never chose you to be someone temporary I never meant to burned in a blazing love I never trying to control my heartbeat

And in the wishing of time machine, Now you walk your things From now on you'll go without me

I'll have to let you go But what if it doesn't matter And nothing will ever be new A lot like this love?

Forever is everyone's choice Every small step you already planned it We both vulnerable yet you chose to go I'm a keeper who get no wage after all

Your heart was died, gone blue When mine was alive, in red Child always wanted things to be repeated But now I believe you grow so well

A crooked line should be end It'll be a long night to watch this love die alone When will you realize what's permanent Is not the bleed but the love.

#art #poem #poetry #literature #love #writing #gray

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doorsposting · 1 year

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UUMMMMM basically i just recite lyrics from random songs that i think could be applied to doors . enjoy

but i am not afraid of any legends or lores / and i want answers to what might be behind all these doors

knocking and waiting for some sort of reply / it seems there's nobody in here and i want to know why / i can feel a shiver crawling way up my spine / but i know there's something that's waiting at the end of the line

another door, another question / i'm going round in circles, wondering when i'll reach the end / i'm losing the sense of where i am / the hallway's getting longer and all the walls have turned red

now there's only 100 of these spine chilling doors / but i just can't imagine what could be at the end

so many doors, so many questions / my eyes are getting heavy and i just want it to end / im losing my grip on reality / i've seen no one else here and now i fear that i am dead / there's just a few more doors / it won't take me anymore

- 1000 doors, the living tombstone (8/10, awesome song)

stalking hallways, getting closer / got you, now its nearly over / found your blind spot lurking within / sooner or later we'll get in / careful not to waste your power / you've still got to last an hour / i can hear your heart pound heavy / here we come, i hope you're ready

shouldn't have come here to this house of fear / pray that those doors hold steady / as the clock ticks on, you'll pray to reach dawn / can you last (100 doors)?

why'd you come back here? you should have fled, dear / pray that those doors hold steady / you've made it quite far, it's rather bizarre / can you last (100 doors?)

- welcome to freddy's, madame macabre (10/10!! i love this one sm)

you can run, but you can't hide / we'll always seek, we'll always find / you can run, you can't hide / we'll always seek, we'll always find / you can run / you can try / you can run, but you can't hide / you can run / you can try / you can run, but you can't hide

they're laughing while finding / i'm hiding, i'm trying / i feel like she's lying / i feel like i'm dying / she's guiding me quietly / instructing me blindly / afraid of what might be / i feel like i'm dying

i hear a sound (it's prolly just a mouse) / see them in the dark? (only saw a spark) / i know there's someone there (not as far as i'm aware) / why don't you believe me? / maybe you're right (it's just another night) / but i heard a creak (just go back to sleep) / i'm always quick to rage (so go back to your stage) / (wait. now i hear it.) / run.

- you can't hide, CK9C (INFINITY/10 !!!!!! PLEASE LISTEN TO THIS IF YOU LIKE DOORS . IDC IF YOU DONT LIKE FNAF PLS . THE CHORUS SOUNDS LIKE HALT IF YOU LISTEN CLOSE)

i'm waiting for my curtain call / before i storm right through the hall / knock knock, who's there? / are you prepared / to finally meet your doom?

why do you close the door? / come to me with open arms / there's so much we need to explore / i mean no harm

- let me through, CG5 (9/10 i love this song LITERALLY so much its so good)

close my eyes / prepare to die / it could be now / just tell me how / got me feeling like somebody is watching me / sneaking through my hall, i guarantee it

i get confused / my brain it loses all sense of truth / tell me who i'm gonna call when the shadows are stalking me / and watching me, watching me, watching me, watching me

- goosebumps, CG5 (6/10 its a good one!! low rating cus i listened to it too much . lol)

welcome to your office, settle down and take a seat / please pay no attention to the terrifying screams / you should heed the warnings of the voice that's on the phone / tonight you might be by yourself, but you are not alone

- it's me, tryhardninja (7/10, good solid song!! nothing inherently wrong with it i just over listened it)

your heart is pounding and it can't be stopped / you tell yourself you're okay / it's too bad your doors can't be locked / to keep the monsters away

you check behind the door / there's nothing there no more / you should've stayed in bed / you've heard this noise before / you dart across the floor / try not to lose your head

prepare for the horrors / this night will keep repeating over and over / and over / until you make it to the end / they hide round the corners / you better peel your eyes and keep looking over your shoulder / cause you'll never be alone again

first there was one but now there might be three / you turn around just in time / you hear a chuckle and you turn back and see / the closet doors open wide

you look around the space / and see a creepy face / turns out its just your toy / but it seems out of place / you leave it just incase / it might be a decoy

[chorus again]

- never be alone, shadrow (∞/10. PLEASE LISTEN TO THIS SONG I JUST TYPED THE ENTIRE THING. THIS SONG COULD LITERALLY BE DOORS' THEME SONG)

#long post #doorsposting #i just realized just how many fnaf songs are in here #and thats not even all of them #i was gonna add 'this is halloween' bcs i LOVE that song #but literally the entire song fits doors and this post is long enough

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morefandomscenarios · 2 years

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Unlikely Matches

People say "how would THAT even work?" but I say "fuck it we imagining ourselves smooching fictional characters here, who tf cares?"

a.k.a. OP characters with an s/o who is the exact opposite of themselves.

Luffy

s/o traits: seclusive, strategic, inflexible, pessimistic

He'll still treat you the same - you're still his nakama and while sometimes your actions don't make sense to him, he doesn't really care. All that matters is that you're happy and safe!

Whenever you say something pessimistic he thinks it's just a joke - kind of like how Robin always says macabre things - and he'll always laugh.

"Shishishi! You're so funny [name]!" ".... I... Wasn't joking when I said you might die."

On the rare occasions where the whole crew is doing some planning before getting into action, he'll always turn to you and ask for your opinion.

Takes initiatives for everything (which could be good or bad for you) - pulls you to dance with him at every party, drags you to explore with everyone instead of leaving you on the ship, intrudes on your free time and hangs out with you.

Is not afraid to whine or protest when you're being stubbornly firm in your opinion. Sometimes he'll even unknowingly challenge your logic because he's able to see things from a different perspective than you.

Honestly you both complement each other really well and the crew is glad that their captain has someone who can keep him grounded.

Law

s/o traits: forgiving, bright, optimistic, friendly

He doesn't understand how you can be so laid back and never hold any grudges whatsoever towards people. Towards him.

Because you should be. He knows how he could be such a dick sometimes, with how much trouble he has with expressing his emotions, especially when it comes to love.

But whenever he sees that he's hurt you, in the end you always forgive him so easily. And while he's thankful for that, it doesn't sit well with him whenever he sees someone else hurting you and you just laughing it off.

Especially if that person knows about your forgiving nature and uses that knowingly against you. They will be sliced to tiny little pieces

Sometimes, your energy is his fuel. Other times, your energy drains his own and he has to step away for a while.

Just let him be. It's alright. He'll come back around soon enough, he just needs some time alone.

Your optimism always makes him sigh and roll his eyes, but subconsciously it'll ease his nerves.

He's very glad that although you're making new friends on every island they visit, you don't try to invite them to the crew like Luffy. Having too many people in Polar Tang will probably drive him crazy.

Kid

s/o traits: shy, timid, proper, kind & caring

Will be the one who pulls you into parties and drinking games with the crew.

Calls you "prince/princess/your highness" mockingly. Why are you such an asshole bby?

When he's in a more affectionate mood or when you're being particularly timid, he calls you "bunny".

Overprotectiveness turned up by 100000%.

It doesn't matter whether you're strong or not, something about you just sparks his protective instincts.

It's his life goal to hear you swear and to make you wear "not-boring" clothes out of your own volition.

Thrives when your attention is all on him.

Throws a tantrum when you're being kind to some random people in his presence.

Always whines and/or protests whenever you're being 'soft' - crying over his wounds, worrying over him not caring enough about his nutrition, suggesting a nap after he pulled an all-nighter on his projects...

... But don't be fooled, inwardly he's so fucking touched (he would rather rip his other arm off than admit this to you though) because nobody has ever cared for him so much in this way before.

Melts whenever you kiss him goodnight with that shy smile on your lips.

Killer

s/o traits: confident, cheerful, reckless

Is always in awe of how self-assured you are in yourself.

You never fail to bring a smile to his face. Thank goodness he has the mask on or you'll always see him grinning like a fool.

Seriously, he swears that your laugh and smiles have some magical properties because the moment he sees or hears them, he's smiling before he can stop himself.

He'll listen to you gush about anything for the whole day, his duties be damned.

Being around you makes his low days feel less bad, so expect him to linger around whenever it's one of those days for him.

What sin did he commit in his precious life? Why are the two most important people in his life always diving headfirst into danger??

Lectures you over the importance of your safety and how dangerous your reckless actions are (with Kid continuously rolling his eyes beside you because the lecture is directed at him too).

Helps you bandage your wounds and grumbles an annoyed "I told you so."

#one piece #monkey d. luffy #trafalgar law #eustass kid #killer #headcanon

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slashingdisneypasta · 3 years

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Horror Villains x Reader || Reactions

Reacting to: Reader getting slipped a love potion so whoever they see first, they fall madly in absolute and total love and adoration of. They first see Slasher. Notes: Yep, I've been watching scenes of Strange Magic. This is because of that. I definitely recommend listening to a version of 'I Cant Help Myself (Sugar Pie, Honey Bunch)' while reading XD I'm listening to the Jessica Mauboy cover! ^^

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Warnings: Definitely non con elements (Not sexual though) Characters Included: Billy Loomis, Bubba Sawyer, (Mayor) Buckman, Carrie White, Chucky / Charles Lee Ray, Chop Top Sawyer, Drayton Sawyer, Freddy Krueger, Jennifer Check, (Sheriff), Hoyt, Jason Voorhees, Michael Myers, Patrick Bateman, Pennywise (OG), Stu Macher and Thomas Hewitt.

Billy Loomis:

🎶'I can't help myself'🎶

What.

What kinda - bullshit- leave me the fuck alone-

Honestly he's trying to get the hell away from you (As you tail him) while Stu's at the side texting you where they're gonna be and laughing his bloody ass off when you turn up and Billy suddenly sprints to the bathroom.

Bubba Sawyer:

🎶'Sugar pie, honey bunch You know that I love you'🎶

Oh my gosh, the moment you expression changes from one of fear and disgust, to wide eyed adoration and you start fawning over him?? He has no idea what to d o. Oh, the poor baby XDD

Like, he's just hugging his chainsaw to him as you get up close and touch his shoulders and fix his tie and follow him around and he doesn't r e a l l y mind, cuz its not like you're hurting him, but he is just confused. He's searching for Drayton. Like he'll have any answers, pft.

(Mayor) Buckman:

🎶'I can't help myself I love you and nobody else'🎶

-I'm sorry, what now? Beg your pardon, there?

As soon as he recognises that sparkly, attentive look on your eyes he's slightly baffled. I mean, he's used to being loved - his town a d o r e their mayor, - so he isn't quite as lost as Bubba is or even Billy, but- he just had your friends killed? Sweetheart are you in your right mind?

I can see him sorta, awkwardly starting to treat your a little better then your friends. What?? He'd feel just awful being terrible to someone who 'loves', him! I mean you'll still die probably, but you can stand by him until its time. Self absorbed prick

Carrie White:

🎶'In and out my life You come and you go Leaving just your picture behind And I kissed it a thousand times'🎶

(*^^*) I'm sorry (*^^*) What? (*^^*)

Oh my gosh she's a mess. What do you mean by calling her Sugar Pie? Honey bunch? Sweetheart? Cutie!?!?

She's going to run away my guy, she's going to flee. She is not used to this kind of attention (Or any at all, for that matter) and you've flustered her. She doesn't believe you're just making fun of her though (Since you're just so... adoring. She intense. So in love- this cant possibly be an act) though at least, so there's that.

Just calm. down. bitch. You're going to scare her.

Chucky / Charles Lee Ray:

🎶'When you snap your finger or wink your eye I come a-running to you I'm tied to your apron strings And there's nothing that I can do'🎶

Depends- as a human or a Good Guy?

As a human he might be a bit more reserved about the whole thing and a whole lot more confused like... is this a joke? That's a gun in my pocket, not somethin' else if that's what you're thinkin'. You gettin' off on this? What? What's the deal, here?

As a doll though it TOTALLY goes to his head. You just took this bastards ego man and shot it up with some steroids. Like yes- they even want me when I'm plastic. That's fuckin' right.

I would say, 'No way hosay, he's fleeing- he's got a hot ass wife already!! But that has never really stopped our asshole gremlin man so...

Chop Top Sawyer:

🎶'I can't help myself No, I can't help myself'🎶

'DRAYYYTONNNN, C'MERE AND MEET MAH HONEY PIE. I'M GETTIN ME HITCHED!'

*Drayton from somewhere else in the part* 'YOU'RE WHAT?!'

Yep. No getting outta this now. You're getting married to him. Enjoy.

Drayton Sawyer:

🎶''Cause sugar pie, honey bunch I'm weaker than a man should be I can't help myself'🎶

*Cough* me *cough*

I mean... *awkward cough cough's*... what?

Oh boy, Drayton is awkward. And PINK. Why're you looking at him like that? Why are you running your fingers through his hair? Why're

Like Bog in Strange Magic I think Drayton would set you aside from the rest of the victims for a while, until whatever's gotten into you has worn off at least. And begrudgingly take care of you- and try to tell you that your feelings are just whatever poison's jacked you up- and to please calm down- you wont want this old boy when your senses are back-

Gosh, he's too cute. I love him a lot.

Freddy Krueger:

🎶'I'm a fool in love, you see Wanna tell you I don't love you Tell you that we're through And I've tried Every time I see your face I get all choked up inside'🎶

Hmmmmm~ What'd you just call him?~

You're playing fire here babes-

And by that I mean he's going to push you until he finds the limit to this potion- for fun. Will you still 'love' him if he leads you off a cliff?~ If he carves his name into your back? If he forces this disgusting sludge down your throat? Will you do aaaanything for him?~ How about killing your friend over there?

Goodluck.

Jennifer Check:

🎶'When I call your name Girl, it starts a flame'🎶

Yeah, I mean of course, who doesn't, bye-

This is not shocking to her XD She's hot and amazing, she knows, alright? Shoo.

Depends- are you a dude? Cis or trans- a dudes a dude. And if you are a dude, she is going to take this admiration and use it to her advantage.

If you are not a guy, though, you'll probably get off easy, with an eyeroll as she stalks off. Maybe even a smirk.

(Sheriff) Hoyt:

🎶'Burning in my heart, tearing it all apart No matter how I try, my love I cannot hide'🎶

... Is this a trick? You fucker-

Paranoid military man kills you immediately because he thinks this is a ploy to survive and hurt his family.

Jason Voorhees:

🎶'Sugar pie, honey bunch You know that I'm waiting for you (waiting for you)'🎶

Mmmmmm... 😐 this is new territory... he really doesn't know what to do, here...

Uhh... he may lower his weapon, and tilt his head; Silently asking his mother what to do in this situation as he assesses you- you and your own tilted head, corner of your mouth tilted up as you look up (UP UP UP- ) at the 'love of your life'.

Tea? Do you want some (cold lake water and floor leaf) tea?

Michael Myers:

🎶'I can't help myself I love you and nobody else'🎶

Wh... what?

Not gonna lie- you threw him off, for sure when you got down on your knees and just gazed up at him. Even with blood all over him, even holding a shar knife, even with the corpse of your friend a few feet away.

But mostly his feelings are please go away you're freaking me the fuck out.

*The sound of your neck snapping*

Patrick Bateman:

🎶'Sugar pie, honey bunch I'd do anything you ask me to'🎶

How sad for you.

He really doesn't care, man. Just tries to go on with his life, even with you following him around everywhere and trying to get his attention, and being there at his every beck and call- he does enjoy having coffee whenever he wants it, though.

Pennywise (OG):

🎶'I can't help myself I want you and nobody else'🎶

Oh this is HILARIOUS.

Penny figures it out immediately and has a good laugh, as you giggle softly, awkwardly along with him (Which makes him laugh harder-). Ohhhh, you made his century.

You're gonna taste delicious, when he's done with you.

Stu Macher:

🎶'Sugar pie, honey bunch You know that I love you'🎶

Ahhhhh... say what now?

Billy cackles like an evil ferret behind him as you wrap your arms around Stu (The boy himself a slave to his hornier impulses but struggling as Billy's right there and also this is kinda rapey-). Good. he gets a taste of his own medicine now. He looks mortified. GOOD.

Thomas Hewitt:

🎶'I can't help myself No, I can't help myself'🎶

Thomas is a mix of Michael and Bubba- he's thinking but why, but also what do i do what do i do what do i do-

Like one one side, he's annoyed. Because you're geting in his way and he needs to help out his mamma and do what Hoyt tells him to, in order to keep his family safe.

But on the other- he's kind of enjoying this kind of attention.

God, someone just take the decision out of his hands.

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