#nobody look at me please.

[mineau]

“did’ya like—haah, fuck—did’ya like the content?”

you don’t even think you could string two words together, much less answer his clearly rhetorical question. of course you liked it. you’d been reduced to tears over his content, zeroing in on the moment both little girls flocked to him from the blond jokingly wreaking havoc. the way they’d fit seamlessly in his hold, the way his arms had shielded them without hesitation. something had lit in you then, fidgeting all day until he came home.

you don’t even remember how you’d gotten here. you only remember receiving a kiss like routine—and the rest swims in your mind like a blur.

“hm? asked you a question, baby, did’ya like it?”

his mouth is hot against your skin, ghosting against your neck with each breath. your mouth drops open to let out a broken moan, half pressed into the sheets from his body weight. each snap of his hips against yours further drives away any lingering thoughts, and he can’t help but laugh at the expression on your face.

“can’t talk? daddy fucked the words right out of your mind?” two fingers tap against your cheek not unkindly, and you hum without answering.

“s’okay,” chan nods firmly once, maneuvering you so that you’re on your stomach. “gonna fill you up real nice and give—fuck,”

a low hiss slips past his lips as he slides into your cunt once again, eliciting a low whine now muffled in the sheets.

“g-gonna give you your own babies. shit, pretty cunt just begging to be filled, huh? gonna fill you up, i promise.”

#heaux hours #nobody look at me please. #bang chan #skz #skz scenarios #skz x reader #chan #skz x y/n #skz x you #skz smut #bang chan smut #chan smut #bang chan x y/n #bang chan x reader #bang chan x you

[julijbee]

girlbossing too close to the sun.

#art #ive literally just been treating this game as a library simuator #i walk from bookseller to bookseller opening up all of their books #vivecs sermons are either a highlight or the point at which i stop reading #ive been trying to convince the ordinators that imitation is the highest form of flattery but it hasnt been working #let me wear your helmets please theyre so funny.. #posting morrowind in 2024 isnt a cry for help but youre not wrong to be concerned. #morrowind #almalexia #vivec #im going to explain the chitin armor give me a moment #so the bonewalker nerevar on the shrines is adorable and it was only after drawing it however many times that i realized #it looked relatively close to a modified chitin armor #and so i modified chitin armor a few times and this was probably the cutest result #i also know i drew almalexia relatively pristine and untouched by years and vivec not so much but my thought process was #vivecs role as if not a favorite then the most accessible divine or the most “hands on” in a manner of speaking #acting in ways visible to the general population or actions explicitly brought to their attention #like not that almalexia isnt doing anything she is #but the dissemination of information regarding that is very different etc etc etc #anyways to a certain extent a god is the face on a shrine or in art or upon a statue or carving #but vivecs presence is interwoven with the geography of vvardenfell especially and his actions and writings with pubished materials #and the arts and culture and customs etc etc etc #so to me the face of a god you know and feel a commonality with or a god that walks alongside you is a face you would recognize #and vivec is already otherworldly looking enough #the simple mark of the years on his skin in some way grounding him in reality felt more right #that and i think the ways in which he and almalexia care about outward appearance are slightly different- they prioritize different things #and the ways they present outward power and their embodiment of their respective attributes share some similarities as they both have that #important preoccupation with physical power and physical strength to a certain degree #oh my god nobody read this i am yapping so bad. #tes

[sneez]

conrad veidt would make a great tragedian i think

#pathologic #conrad veidt #artwork #scopophobia #id in alt text #if any of you actually benefit from IDs id be very grateful to know if you prefer them in the alt text or in the post body! #anyway :D HIM #this is caligari-era connie obviously. i was saying this the other day but later connie would be a great saburov i think #i cant decide if i prefer the idea of him playing every tragedian or him being a very obviously incongruous tragedian who has just painted #his face to look like a mask and is hoping nobody will notice #also please ignore that the lighting doesnt make sense on the second one i used reference images lit from two different angles and didnt #notice until i had rendered it out because i always flip my canvas so often and im too lazy to fix it #anyway (part 2) i am still on my conrad veidt autism explosion and i am having a great time. i am having so much fun. i love he #i hope you are all well too my friends! term just finished for me so i am back hoam :D yaaay

[tzarrz]

to all people who said PART 1 made them laugh - i lov u 💗 this is for u

#look...i know it's been a month but hear me out- #guys don't yell he's really trying okay!! #NOT a mean ww truther bc he really isn't mean like at all #not in an intentional way #he's just stressed and embarrassed and tipsy here give him a break #he's swagless & thinks it's yet another reason he's unlovable (untrue) #dont worry woowoo vash also severely lacks in the swag department #but funny doodles aside i have other more serious art of them already posted + in the works #their understanding of each other ends up being so deep #but at the same time they manage to be so utterly stupid about it #how do they manage? i don't know #they just make me want to tear my hair out #you're important to each other!!!! get!! that!!! thru!! ur! HEADS!!!! #neither of them think they deserve what they want/need #i'm inconsolable actually nobody talk to me (talk to me please) #see using words isn't so hard. stupid fictional men #(she thought she did something with those tags) #times are hard but i stay silly #by that i mean i re-read vol 10 #on the daily. #vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d. wolfwood #nicholas d wolfwood #trimax #trigun #tzarrz

[biblically-accurate-dca]

day 8: tumblr sexyman

#my art #daycare attendant #moondrop #dca fandom #dont ask me what this is. i also dont know #the good news is that i think drawing the dca has made me better at drawing sans #anyway nobody look at this one please #cringetober

[meltylandart]

get scruffed idiot

#melty art #pokemon #pokemon legends arceus #giratina #trainer volo #wielder volo #ok . Mutuals. #im going to tag this post as something that may make you want to harm me . Perhaps pelt me with tomatoes in the town square #so i must respectfully ask that you please look away #ok? ok. #alright . now that nobody is looking and losing respect for me #paradiselostshipping

[iindigoeyed]

i imagine felix explained to kagami that he was transmasc and she was like "you can do that? really?!" and then felix lent them his old binder and well, you get it.

bonus:

#miraculous ladybug #kagami tsurugi #felix fathom #felix graham de vanily #feligami #miraculous fanart #trans #kagami is also wearing his pants too ehehe #probably doesn't own any bc strict mother :( so she had to borrow his #my kagami is agender btw! they/she pronouns #This is so SO self indulgent. i have no regrets. Enjoy. #i hope you like t4t feligami. you will be seeing a LOT of it from me. #they are very precious to meee <333 #please nobody mention how terrible those pants are. I hated every moment of shading them. #god i am so sick of looking at this. Sorry for any obvious mistakes. i am very tired. i have been working on this for 3 days #tumblr please dont ruin my image quality i worked very hard for those crisp colors i'll cry #EDIT quietly fixes the panel where felix's sleeve is missing......... #indigarts

[ar-mage-ddon]

wanted to do an outfit deconstruction of the default style for fun which i guess doubles as a ref sheet

#khml #kingdom hearts missing link #kh #kingdom hearts #do u know how hard ive tried squinting at that shirt collar . #its so confusing to me. it either looks like a t-shirt or a sweater bc the collar is so flat #and u can see the lines of a typical t-shirt or sweater collar in some scenes #but that makes no sense w the whole button-up thing #nobody else out there cares abt this insignificant detail as much as i do but im making it everyones problem #anyway if this is an actual shirt style please tell me its driving me insane #myart

[jeysuso]

#argyle moments that make me bark like a dog

#stedit #strangerthingsedit #tvstrangerthings #argyle #argyle stranger things #stranger things 4 #eduardo franco #listen #listen...... #since people want to pretend that #nobody finds him attractive #enjoy all the moments i looked at him and wished he'd step on me #argyle talking to jonathan about nancy had me by the neck #when he starts SHOUTING???? please #the pizza scene??? one of the hottest things i've ever seen #and i mean that with my whole fucking heart #eduardo franco give me a chance please #i'm free any day you're free #him sitting down in that first one #please. #PLEASE #mine #mine*

[poetrysmackdown]

hi hiii i wanted to say that your account is so refreshing to see, esp with the passion you have for the arts. as someone who's been meaning to read (and write) more poetry, do you have any recommendations? some classics that everyone and their mothers know? perhaps some underrated pieces that changed you? or even just authors you like, I'm very open to suggestions :]]

Hi! Thank you so much for this kind ask :) So exciting that you’re looking to delve deeper into reading and writing! I had to take a little time to answer this because my thoughts were all over the place lol.

For a review of notable/classic poems/poets, I honestly just recommend looking at lists online or, hell, just binging Wikipedia pages for different countries’ poetry if that’s something you’re into, just to get a sense of the chronology. I read one of those little Oxford Very Short Introductions on American Poetry and thought it was pretty good, but online is quicker if you’re just searching for poets or movements to hone in on. Poetry Foundation also has lots of resources, in addition to all the poems in their database. I guess my one big classic recommendation would have to be Emily Dickinson (<3), but really the best move is just to find a poet you already enjoy and then look around to see who their peers were/are, who they were inspired by, who they’ve maybe translated here and there, etc. and follow it down the line as far as you can.

For some personal recs, here are some collections I’ve really enjoyed over the past two years or so. Bolded favorites, and linking where select poems from the book have been published online. But also, if you want a preview of a couple poems from another of the books to see if they interest you, DM me and I can send them over! You can also feel free to pilfer through my poetry tag for more stuff lol

Autobiography of Death by Kim Hyesoon trans. Don Mee Choi

Conflict Resolution for Holy Beings by Joy Harjo

DMZ Colony by Don Mee Choi

Hardly War by Don Mee Choi

Whereas by Layli Long Soldier

Geography III by Elizabeth Bishop

Dictee by Theresa Hak Kyung Cha

Don’t Let Me Be Lonely: An American Lyric by Claudia Rankine

Mouth: Eats Color—Sagawa Chika Translations, Anti-Translations, & Originals by Sawako Nakayasu

The Selected Poems of Osip Mandelstam trans. W.S. Merwin and Clarence Brown

The Branch Will Not Break by James Wright

This Journey by James Wright

God’s Silence by Franz Wright

Duino Elegies by Rainer Maria Rilke (the translation I read was by Alfred Corn—I thought it was great, but idk if there are better ones out there!)

DMZ Colony, Hardly War, Dictee, Don’t Let Me Be Lonely, and partially Whereas are all book-length poems with some prose poetry and varying levels of weirdness/denseness/multilingualism—if you were to pick one to start with, I’d say do Don’t Let Me Be Lonely or Whereas. Mouth: Eats Color is some experimental translations of Japanese modernist poet Chika Sagawa, with other translations and some of Nakayasu’s original stuff mixed in—it's definitely a bit disorienting but ultimately I remember having such fun with it, as much fun as Nakayasu probably had making it. It’s a book that emphasizes co-creation and a spirit of play, and completely changed my attitude towards translation.

If you’re less interested in that kind of formal fuckery stuff though (I get it), can’t go wrong with the other books! Conflict Resolution for Holy Beings is the one I read most recently, and it’s great—Harjo also featured in Round 1! Franz Wright also featured, and God's Silence is the collection which "Night Walk" comes from. James Wright (father of Franz) is one of my favorite poets of all time, though his poetry isn’t perfect. Even so, I’m honestly surprised he’s not doing numbers on Tumblr—Mary Oliver was a big fan of his, even wrote her "Three Poems for James Wright" after his death.

I mentioned in another post that one of my favorite poets is Paul Celan, so I’ll also recommend him here. I read Memory Rose into Threshold Speech which is a translated collection of his earlier poems, but it’s quite long if you’re just getting to know him as a poet—fortunately, both Poetry Foundation and Poets.org have a ton of his poems in their collections. There’s also an article by Ilya Kaminsky about him titled “Of Strangeness That Wakes Us” (!!!!!) that’s a great place to start, and is honestly kind of my whole mission statement when I’m reading and writing poetry. Looking at the books I’ve recommended above, a lot of them share feelings of separateness or alienation—from others, from oneself, from one’s country, from language—that breed strange, private modes of expression. That tends to be what I’m drawn to personally, and that’s some of what Kaminsky talks about.

Sorry of the length of this—I hope it's useful as a jumping-off point! And if you or anyone ends up exploring any of these poets, let me know what you think! If folks wanna reply with recommendations themselves too that'd be great :)

#ask #not a poll #i originally was going to link to previews of the books directly on this post but for some reason I suddenly feel very paranoid about #copyright LMAO. ik this blog is already like copyright infringement central but I feel like I can at least make an argument for the polls #being fair use lol. in the way that i could not for the pdf previews I made. (i also have a full pdf of hardly war if anyone wants lol) #and i know it's not entirely rational bc this is tumblr and nobody looks on tumblr. but i'm not used to having this many followers lol so i #admittedly just getting anxious about silly things #but please please feel free to DM me! or send an ask off anon #discussion

[zishuge]

The Spirealm 致命游戏 (2024) | Ep. 10

#the spirealm #致命游戏 #kaleidoscope of death #lin qiushi #ling jiushi #huang junjie #cdrama #cdramasource #kodedit #userhanyi #*gifs:mine #WHY is he like this #he's not even LOOKING AT IT #this gave me the biggest heart attack like lingling PLEASE #meanwhile zaozao holding onto her egg for dear life literally #nobody look at how blurry that last gif really is lmao #blood cw

[l48yr1nth]

woulg uou guys hate me and burn me at the stake if i went absolute full blast back into my tf2 hyperfix that ended in middle school. and if i made a scout oc whos actually the son of an irish immigrant and ex drill sarge. and he has catholic guilt and is absolutely flamboyantly gay but also kills and is badass and MAYBE kisses men on the lips (depends on how i'm feeling) . what then. what if he looks too young to be ex-military but has the same hollow look of a war-torn veteran. what if he had a big nose and freckles and also a bit of a dweebish haircut. hmm? hmm? w. what if. what if uh... hey uh... wha. tf2

#/j on the insecurity part #i can and will force all of you to look at whatever i like because this is my blog and i do what i want #RAAH!! #please ask me ive been drawing him and im going to explode if litereally nobody ever cares or wants to hear about him #labyposting #tf2

[mylas-stash]

HELLO??????????

#WHY IS NOBODY HERE TALKING ABT THIS #CHAT PLEASE TELL ME THIS IS REAL #.....CHAT 😀.................. #autism level: extremely catastrophic. Can you guys tell #anyways look at THEM. they're so sillay #wander over yonder #woy #savewoy #woy wander #wander woy #woy sylvia #sylvia woy #lord hater #not art

[comicdez]

and then he got a school as an apology yay !

#i changed marks hair style a bit its a slight change but to ME it looks way better #also hi yea can we please talk about the woes of being mind controlled for days and nobody noticing #either meaning no one knew you or cared about you well enough to notice #or that maybe no one noticed because you being controlled was barely different from how you normally are bc youre just that awful #also hiii if you read my tags this far #i actually do have some mentopolis art about the player characters cooking up! #this mark one was just the easiest to finish first fkjgkgkd #mentopolis #dimension 20 mentopolis #mentopolis spoilers #d20 mentopolis #mentopolis fanart #mentopolis ambition #mentopolis mark bition #mentopolis m bition #mentopolis m. bition #mark bition #m bition #m. bition #dezart

[randomwords247]

Cooking and baking

A small pet peeve of mine with cooking and baking is when recipes say the container rather than the amount

Like, instead of saying "500ml of cream" you say "a pot of cream". Or "a whole can of corn". Like okay which kind of can??? What amount???? Corn comes in more than one size you can't just tell me a can. PLEASE i am begging you tell me the WEIGHT

This is especially a problem with recipes from different countries, for example America. Because your stick of butter is different to our butter. STOP SAYING STICK OF BUTTER TELL ME THE QUANTITY IN GRAMS PLEASE I HAVE A FAMILY

that being said I feel like I see this crop up in like american recipes in particular. Idk if I've ever seen a recipe in one of our cookbooks that does this....

anyway please just tell me the gosh darn weight I am dying here I have a family I JUST NEED TO KNOW THE WEIGHT

#ramble post #randy rambles #recipes #cooking #baking #'a stick of butter' is the worst for repeat offender i see that crap everywhere in american recipes #JUST SAY THE AMOUNT #like even if a recipe here uses 250g of butter (our butter is in 250g idk what size american butter is) IT SAYS USE 250G OF BUTTER #actually tbf i think butter size is not something thats like fully conventional cuz i just googled lurpack and it says that one is 200g #fun fact our butter isnt a long weird stick like americans. why is your butter like that that looks awful to get on a knife to spread #ours is still rectangular its just like more square #ALSO LIKE IDM CUPS. I have measuring cups that have cups AND ml. I WOULD GLADLY TAKE MEASURING IN CUPS OVER 'STICK OF BUTTER' 'CAN OF CORN' #also for the record what spurred this on is i asked someone for their recipe of something and half the stuff is quantified in this way. #'1 box jiffy cornbread mix' what the frick is that please i have a family #like no hate to them lemme be clear but also WHY ARE AMERICAN RECIPES LIKE THIS IM CRYING #i could be wrong that its just american recipes but i SWEAR ive never seen this in any of our british cookbooks but everytime i try and loo #up an american recipe online or ask an american friend for a recipe they give me quantities like this and im over here quietly dying as i #try and decipher what the frick they just told me to use. what is going on why are recipes there like this #(also idk if they do it for cream i just wanted to give an example that wasnt just can of corn or can of soup) #(SOUP AND CORN COME IN MULTIPLE CAN SIZES YOURE HELPING NOBODY SAYING JUST 'A CAN')

[lord-shitbox]

the pipeline

#touchstarved game #this one pains me to post. #ais touchstarved #nobody look at me or my extremely specific gender PLEASE we dont talk about the vld phase we really dont.