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pathologic but it's a lost 1920s german expressionist film [id under cut]

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image 1: a digital drawing of a fake poster, using bright colours and rough, painterly brushstrokes. the title, 'pest' (german for 'plague'), is written at the top in spiky black text. in the foreground a man dressed as a tragedian is staring intently at the viewer, his hands raised and splayed as if in horror. in the background, the town is framed against a red sky, with the polyhedron in yellow behind.

images 2 and 3: fake casting sheets for the film, with the names of the actors and the characters they are playing above a black-and-white portrait photograph of them. all the text is in german. in english it reads: 'Pest', a film by Robert Wiene Alfred Abel as Victor Kain Ernst Busch as Grief Lil Dagover as Katerina Saburova Ernst Deutsch as the Bachelor Carl de Vogt as Vlad the Younger Marlene Dietrich as the Inquisitor Willy Fritsch as Mark Immortell Alexander Granach as Andrey and Peter Stamatin Bernhard Goetzke as General Block Dolly Haas as the Changeling Ludwig Hartau as the Haruspex Brigitte Helm as Anna Angel Brigitte Horney as Maria Kaina Emil Jannings as Big Vlad Gerda Maurus as Yulia Lyuricheva Lothar Menhert as Georgiy Kain Asta Nielsen as Lara Ravel Ossi Oswalda as Eva Yan Fritz Rasp as Stanislas Rubin Conrad Veidt as Alexander Saburov and Tragedian Paul Wegener as Oyun Gertrud Welcker as Aspity

image 4: four digital sketches of set designs for various locations. all are strongly influenced by expressionist imagery, using extreme angles, warped perspective, and dramatic shapes. they are labelled 'street 1' (a street lined with houses), 'street 2' (a square with a lamppost and a set of steps), 'polyhedron exterior' (the polyhedron walkway), and 'cathedral interior' (the dais at the far end of the cathedral).

image 5: four digital drawings in a black-and-white watercolour style, showing fake stills from the film. all are similarly distorted and lit by dramatic lighting. the first shows katerina's bedroom, with katerina standing in the centre of the floor. the second shows the interior of an infected house. the third shows daniil staring out of the frame in horror, one hand on his head and the other raised as if to ward something off. the fourth shows an intertitle with jagged white text reading 'the first day' against a dark background.

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#you get it.

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2/3

#art #fear and hunger #enki ankarian #ragnvaldr #cahara #im drawing these on the backs of my assignment sheets if you wanted a peek behind the curtain #ragnvaldr gets to smile because i say so #ive said it before and ill say it again #so far as posting actual serious fear and hunger art i have d'arce cooking in the oven right now #but itll be a minute before shes cooked through

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so how does that work? (1/3)

#art #fear and hunger #ragnvaldr #enki #cahara #more stupid and tumblr exclusive fear and hunger art #dont take this too seriously. im not either #sometimes i wonder about how my various playthrough groups work out #like how does this come to be. how miserable are these people #enki bringing some light reading for the road #why is ragnvaldr smiling? #doesnt he deserve it.? #isnt that what he deserves? to smile? #isnt that what anybody deserves?

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[julijbee]

can we be serious.

#art #c... #cr.... #crisis core #coughing out all three syllables of that #genesis rhapsodos #ffvii crisis core #channeling botched box dye auburn #i am so enthralled by how annoying he is #this is completely earnest. hes intolerable to me and i love that #i was kicking my feet and giggling the whole time i was drawing this

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this sermon is untrue.

#art #tes #morrowind #tes fanart #vivec #sermon fourteen #more vivec from the depths of my sketchbook #what if i told you i have created illustrations for every sermon #some of them even more than once. what would you do with this information #asking because i dont know what to do with myself either #making heart hands at vivec in the seconds before he turns me into bone shapes #predestination is one hell of a way to cope ill give him that

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he is redeemed by each act he undertakes.

#art #morrowind #tes #tes fanart #vivec #sermon eleven :) #it is maybe my favorite but dont quote me on that i still love the comfort for one who is destined to die. #when you approach god cut both of them off/i am the form he must acquire #i will not bore anyone with my rants this time but dont worry. there are more

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in awe of the beauty of the world

#art #tes #skyrim #sort of anyways. hes from skyrim so that is how i will classify what is going on here #teldryn sero #tes fanart #i fucking love this guy #sidetracked my quests to give him a walking tour of skyrim after his deeply endearing reaction to the college of winterhold #as someone who never used companions in all my years of playing this game i was thrilled to learn everyone likes this guy as much as i do #also he gets extra points because chitin and netch armors have my heart #the goggles send me joyous places #anyways the state of my sketchbook ever since i descended back into my tes fixation is pretty catastrophic #what with the amount of vivec happening. so look forward to that at some point i guess #ash yams.. hackle-lo.. goggles.. kwama egg.. sujamma.. cup... we are making tinctures tonight

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dreaming on red mountain.

#art #morrowind #tes morrowind #tes #nerevarine #tes fanart #i love standing in the middle of the ash desolation to rest and upon awaking there is not only an ash storm raging but 3 cliff racers above #sleeping outdoors in ash storms is good for you #its like leaving babies outside to nap in winter #many health benefits #to be fair developing the dunmer chain smoker voice might be in player characters best interests #insofar as avoiding a tourists upcharge at local vendors

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i was down until he started sending people on the street to ask me why id left him on read.

#art #tes #morrowind #dagoth ur #okay since you people liked my sketchbook so much you can have more #get a load of this guy #theres something almost endearing about him #im endeared anyways. the corprus is pretty bad but ill meet him where hes at. #resisted the demons telling me to write a novel in the tags. exercising restraint. control.

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girlbossing too close to the sun.

#art #ive literally just been treating this game as a library simuator #i walk from bookseller to bookseller opening up all of their books #vivecs sermons are either a highlight or the point at which i stop reading #ive been trying to convince the ordinators that imitation is the highest form of flattery but it hasnt been working #let me wear your helmets please theyre so funny.. #posting morrowind in 2024 isnt a cry for help but youre not wrong to be concerned. #morrowind #almalexia #vivec #im going to explain the chitin armor give me a moment #so the bonewalker nerevar on the shrines is adorable and it was only after drawing it however many times that i realized #it looked relatively close to a modified chitin armor #and so i modified chitin armor a few times and this was probably the cutest result #i also know i drew almalexia relatively pristine and untouched by years and vivec not so much but my thought process was #vivecs role as if not a favorite then the most accessible divine or the most “hands on” in a manner of speaking #acting in ways visible to the general population or actions explicitly brought to their attention #like not that almalexia isnt doing anything she is #but the dissemination of information regarding that is very different etc etc etc #anyways to a certain extent a god is the face on a shrine or in art or upon a statue or carving #but vivecs presence is interwoven with the geography of vvardenfell especially and his actions and writings with pubished materials #and the arts and culture and customs etc etc etc #so to me the face of a god you know and feel a commonality with or a god that walks alongside you is a face you would recognize #and vivec is already otherworldly looking enough #the simple mark of the years on his skin in some way grounding him in reality felt more right #that and i think the ways in which he and almalexia care about outward appearance are slightly different- they prioritize different things #and the ways they present outward power and their embodiment of their respective attributes share some similarities as they both have that #important preoccupation with physical power and physical strength to a certain degree #oh my god nobody read this i am yapping so bad. #tes

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Your art is so cool ot makes me want to get into all the games you draw :D

this is so so so sweet. please if you have interest in fear and hunger check the content warnings for that game <3

#thank you anon you make my night #have fun gamer #play pathologic though its so good. both of them if you can stand it classic is <3 too #ask

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enki dies of smoke inhalation in his sleep because he's using his left lung as extra parasite storage to get a +1 on his needle worm damage. moonless is fine she will probably eat him when she wakes up. 👍

#secret fear and hunger fanart for my tumblr only. <3 #enki ankarian #moonless #fear and hunger #art #if you poked him with a pin he would deflate with a comical squealing balloon sound and a million bugs would tumble out. #normalize eating not to sustain the flesh (selfish) but to sustain the colony of tapeworms in your small intestine (selfless act of service

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Video game I saw in a dream. It was in this low poly style like an older video game. You play as this character I think was meant to be a lamb, or maybe a weird mix of a lamb a mouse and a rabbit, (while not really looking like any of those things) and you’re running away from a wolf. Your objective is to last as long as possible before the wolf catches and eats you.

The house you’re running in is endless and bizarrely put together like most building interiors in dreams are (like the infinite toilet dream dimension on Reddit lol) the layout of the house is pretty detailed, you can stop and hide in places like closets or bins while the wolf looks for you, you can go up and down stairs and into rooms etc.

You never actually know where the wolf is or how close it is to you until it appears in your line of sight, it makes no noise and the game gives you no way of knowing where it is, and it’s pretty unpredictable it doesnt move at a consistent pace. When the wolf catches you there’s an animation showing it eating your character

#i love gently vibrating images

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i like the pathologic classic steppe flowers a lot.

#ignore this isnt a particularly faithful steppe #art #bos turokh #pathologic #pathologic 2 #calligraphy scripts hyperfixation helped me recognize phags-pa potential for the frame when i fucked it up so bad in paint #i like it better in blue i think though. so this all works out #nothing more soothing than painting a hoofed animal.