#never occurred to me to do that lol

[pawtale]

Hi, I was just wondering if you'll ever have a dedicated post, link, area, etc. filled with all of the designs you've made for Peltrune and Pawtale? I would love to draw some of these designs one day but don't want to spend all day scrolling through the blog :0

Oh yeah i can totally do that! It might take me a bit to put together but I'll add it to the to do list for sure :3

#truunicorn #ask #never occurred to me to do that lol

[sysig]

So much experimenting to be done, where to even start (Patreon)

#Doodles #Handplates #UT #Fellplates #Gaster #Papyrus #Sans #Mostly silliness :) Mostly :) #It's still fun to draw these two Gasters next to each other hehe ♪ Even interacting! #They're more similar than I think either of them would admit haha - ''No clearly we have very different ideals'' sure but you're both Gaster #I like the idea of classic being So Annoyed at any iteration of himself thinking positively towards humans haha #I mean it would probably hurt - that's a big piece of his trauma! - but on the surface it's just Ugh I can't believe this -.ó #I feel like they'd have a lot more common ground when it comes to their experiments tho - not a perfect Venn Diagram but enough! #Maybe even just different enough to offer a new perspective - enough to give them new ideas! Uh oh that's never a good thing lol #I do love Fell!Gaster just so pleased to be having a conversation haha so smiley - classic still not smiling but interested! #Cute face <3 #It was after making the Toriel comic that the thought Really occurred to me - like obviously I saw so I knew they were still in the gowns #But it took a bit for that to strike me as odd since I mean that's just what they wear! That's normal! For Handplates anyway #He talks a lot about isolating whatever it is in Monsters that Make Them Like That - what does that entail #Gaster no seriously what are you doing to them don't just smile actually reply #And as much as I like the boys being a bit more Fell-ish I've always been of the opinion that no matter what they're brothers! #They love each other <3 And in Fellplates they'd have to rely on each other even more than regular Underfell #If anything would cause some codependency it's the Handplates setup - no matter what version you throw at it! #They're still both delicate little things - they need each other to survive ♥ If Gaster is sometimes kind to them well... #Similar to Mercyplates but Not Quite hmmmm #At least sometimes doing cute and harmless things tho! Studies how they react to flowers and teaches them to make chains hehe ♪ #There's also that Underfell thing of Sans calling UF!Papyrus ''Boss'' rather than ''Bro'' yeah? Doodling ideas around that haha #An opportunity to teach! Sans only came away with the basics tho it probably annoys Gaster lol #The idea of them doing cute harmless little things and /that/ being what gets under his skin hehehehe #And ending with a Babybones! :D Surely he'd have no problem being attached since they're meant to be good...? Surely

[kangals]

i think the main difference in personality so far between puppy-stellina and puppy-kepler is that kep has a lot more patience.

that brings a lot of positive qualities: he has better emotional control and is less prone to tantrums and outbursts than stellina was (i.e. if i have to stop for 10 seconds on a walk to pick up poo, stellina would yelp and pull and cry at being asked to stop). it also means he has better focus and is more forgiving of repetition in training - he doesn't give up nearly as easily when frustrated. and things that may startle or scare him he's more willing to try again or overcome (e.g. he slipped on my stairs and hurt his foot and didn't want to go back up the stairs for a few days, but eventually started trying again. and when butters slaps him he yelps and backs off, but still thinks she's Super Fun and tries to make friends). so he's a bit more methodical in his thinking.

but it does also bring some negatives too: because he has patience, he does not give up once he's decided something. if stellina was overtired and i put her in a crate, she'd fuss for a minute then pretty quickly go "hm alright then" and go to sleep. if i do the same to kep, he fights it and fights it because he doesn't want to be asleep and that's that. he's much more difficult to redirect or distract, and i have to be a lot more mindful of managing him because once he's decided something is fun or tasty or whatever it takes a lot to dissuade him, and he'll go back to it at the first chance. he's very slow to learn boundaries as a result - i have to do a lot more convincing than i'm used to.

they are still overall very similar personalities, especially as they're the same breed and from very similar lines, but i think so far this has been the biggest quality that i've needed to adjust to. puppy-stellina i had to do a lot of mental adjustments learning how to manage her short emotional threshold and sensitivity, so it's interesting to see what does and doesn't translate over to kep.

#i hesitate to use the word 'stubborn' for kep bc i truly dont think its willful 'oh youve told me no but i will do it anyway' #he just genuinely doesnt get the concept of 'please dont do that' #'dont do thing? but thing is fun. thing is for kep. kep will do. fun!' #the concept of 'i am not allowed to do this' or 'i should not do this' has never occured to him #like with house training: he knows that he gets praise and treats for going outside. he knows that this doesnt happen if he goes inside. #but the concept of 'i have to poop and am inside therefore i should instead go outside' hasnt clicked yet bc he will just always take- #-the first option (poop now) #same thing with sleeping (i do not want to sleep therefore i will Not) and biting stellina etc #its not bad! as mentioned theres a lot of positives it brings too. i just need to learn how to speak his specific language #and when youre bad at dog training it just takes a while lol

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

"yes im so fine"

*researches whether i can get my hands on ipecac*

#tw ed #obligatory MASSIVE do not do this #straight up poison that can kill you from one (1) time #used to be used to induce vomiting #directly the cause of death of karen carpenter and countless others #i wont i swear i wont #but i still researched it bc i was curious #tbh there are easier ways of poisoing oneself than semi illegal drugs #also if yall remember the post about a poison i own: i did more reseach and while that amount would probably kill me w no medical #intervention; it would take just under three times as much to be absolutely certain of hitting the toxic dose (calculated quantity per kg #of the top end of a given range. so it could kill me but if i was gonna go out that way id want about three times as much to be sure.) #honestly surprised ive never heard of any deaths from it. the most likely way to survive would be to throw it up i think #(or present to hospital and take charcoal or smth) #honestly though. my research says loss of consciousness and required intubation within half an hour in case studies #hence if you werent in reach of medical attention youd probably collapse an die #and i am very deliberately NOT mentioning what it is bc of how toxic it is #ive thought of combining it and another method to be absolutely sure but eh #honestly if it DIDNT work it sounds straight up embarrassing to admit to people tho thats one of the things stopping me #but literally a dose in a child requiring intubation and kid ended up in a coma recovered w no ill effects. #thats the dream yk. try and succeed and youre free; try and fail and you see no ill effects. #but yeah i wouldnt try w only the amount i have. #so im safe #....rereading the above. okay i might be a little mentally ill lol #but i am safe and absolutely nobody call the cops on me. #im fine. #tw suicide #puddleglum hours #nobody worry abt me ok. im fine. #just thinking silly lil thoughts like usual :) #EDIT: just occurred to me that using this poison could make it not look like a suicide

[icewindandboringhorror]

sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:

thing that I already do

thing I have tried 10 times

thing I already do

thing that I don't have the money to do

thing I already do

thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail

thing that is impossible given my situation

thing that doesn't apply to me

thing that I already do

thing I have already tried

hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently

thing I have already done

#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things #out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever #all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever #or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc. #especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple #and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already #done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and #all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you. #who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3 #my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster #talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo #I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache #or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop #e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all #sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef #t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of #way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I #think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i #gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!' #like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant #mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain #or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right #now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like #most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once #that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY #Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth

[taeyungie]

😺

#i haven't addressed yoongi's situation yet because i'm honestly still not hit by it i guess. like it didnt gwt to me yet #i dont think ill ever love anyone the same as i love him you know what i mean #he has been the first reason of my self development. like he literally raised me??? i learned from him how to be the person i am today #and its like im saying goodbye to a family member. the thing is i have never griefed anyone's absence like this #its like a part of my soul will be missing until he comes back #but at the same time i know what he would want for me. to move on and to become my own reason #he would want me to be kind to myself. to focus on myself and not miss him that much. #he would want that for all of us right #but i have a very hard time processing things. do you guys remeber the festa last year? when we found out theyll be going on hiatus #the reality of it snd the fact that it will be happening hit me onky after around 3 months. #thats when i first cried because i realized what it meant. ofc i knew but it didnt occur to the emotional part of my brain at that time #and i feel like im truly gonna fall apart when THIS hits me in 3 months lol #my life has never been worse and thats honestly the time when i need the reassurance the most #when i need the people i love and find comfort in the most. #but its just me and thats technically just my problem. but since i am talking about my view on this then thats okay i guess hahah anyway #i just hope he knows there are milions of ppl who love him as much as i do. and thats like extra love like forever & beyond type of shit #i honestly dont think other people ever truly fully understand how we feel towards them. especially when you really love somebody #because they have their own opinions about themselves. they debate whether they deserve some kind of treatment or not. we all do that right #and i just know he does that too. i just reslly want him to feel completely loved and cherished and appreciated. #i want him to see himself through our eyes. to surround himself with people who see him exactly the way we do. #to fall in love with somebody who will see him like we see him #nobody deserves better life than this man. and i hope that after our reunion he will live that life to the fullest 💓 i can't wait to see it #anyway. if somebody needs to talk about it or wants to get sadness out of your system - im here 💓 #please keep your heads up and lets wait for him 💓 #we have esch other and we will be okay 💓 #sorry for typos i can barely see its 1am 🤓

[bbeelzemon]

okay first of all was anyone going to tell me that ac/dc is an australian band. and second of all was anyone else going to tell me that they're apparently colloquially referred to as "acca dacca" in australia

#i knew about some general australian slang like maccas and utes and blueys but it never occurred to me that ac/dc would have one too #mostly because i just assumed they were english like so many classic rock bands i know. #ALSO APPARENTLY THE WIGGLES ARE AUSTRALIAN TOO I SAW ON THE NEW DEFUNCTLAND TODAY #i never watched the show as a kid i just vaguely was aware of some of their more popular songs #its so so fucked up to me genuinely how much accents tend to just Disappear when you sing. like where'd they go lol #anyway i was gonna say #i need to go back and do my music autism analysis shit for the rock songs i grew up hearing #i was telling latimer a lot of classic rock music feels like. like its Default Music to me somehow #like oh yeah jukebox hero we all know jukebox hero of course. whats that latimer? oh. youve never even heard of Any foreigner song. huh #so i need to like. go through all the music from my childhood. im in my childhood trauma reclaiming era anyway like i might as well #i want classic rock to go from being my 'childhood music' into my 'scavengerverse (oc) music' #like how styx and disney songs are my 'neopets ocs music' from when i was 12and AJR is my 'webcomic dev music' #god i want to be so autistic about music right now but im so sleepy tired. fuck my stupid baka life

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

why does William continue insisting that Eliza should just settle down and forget the detective business and STOP undermining him and going against his order and DEFINITELY STOP jumping in the middle of his cases (particularly ones where she's used some unscrupulous means to get in the middle of them), when almost every time she does something incredibly cool (sometimes actually saving his life at the same time), and the camera immediately flashes to his face wherein can be seen a mixture of general annoyance + a very distinct oh snap that's really hot

#like. he pretends that he doesn't like it!!! what is UP with that man!!! #he acts like he thinks it's unseemly and inappropriate for her to behave this way when he CLEARLY actually finds very attractive #it's kind of funny to me but also kind of odd because he continues insisting that this is no way for a lady to behave #and 'wouldn't you like to settle down and have a family sometime eliza?' 'wouldn't you like to be a normal woman?' #and it apparently just hasn't occurred to him that the reason he loves her is BECAUSE of these tendencies towards disruption and disorder #he seems to want to quash?? #I'm sure there's a good reason for this I just need to sit and think about it for a bit #I think it has to do with him caring too much what society and his superiors think of him (and her by extension) #but instead of continuing to dwell on this I am chugging right along to the next episode #(oh and I am pleased to reveal that between this show and Tenet with Lu last night #I finished the hand-sewing project I was working on!! :D #now I am back to the never-ending job of weaving in the ends of my Fourth Doctor scarf #which is the project I fall back on whenever I run out of other things to do whilst watching movies lol) #miss scarlet and the duke #gurt says stuff

[deepersea]

this is a thought for future lily to apply into practice if met with demand and approval, but:

all my fics are on ao3 anyway and the link to that is in the pinned post, but i could just make a list with the direct links to those on here as well if that's something people would want. let me know.

#lily talks #can you believe this never occured to me before? lol #i'm just so used to doing everything on ao3

[dust-n-roses]

my dad wants to get into Tool but is struggling with the vocals and though I see where he’s coming from it vaguely bemuses me bc I’ve never seen anyone else express that as a hurdle lol. is he the only person in the world put off by the vocals of all things??

#he can do weird time signatures and whatnot he just can’t get into the monotone/in-the-background ness of the vocals #which i get now he’s said that but at first i was confused bc it never occurred to me that the vocals would be the issue lol #i hope for his sake he can get into it bc he likes the music #and i can add another band to the list that *i’ve* indoctrinated *him* into haha #dustnroses.txt #tool band

[drbatsponge]

The whole League of Assassins/Shiva plot that was set up in Batgirls is yet another unresolved thing like the Court of Owls/James Gordon Jr. thing.

Idk, there's two plots that can lead into series for Babs and Cass.

Steph... uh, she can... get coffee for Jason still I guess. 😭

#but yeah it just occurred to me that the whole LOA with Shiva was never resolved #listen i HATE the overreliance on Shiva for Cassandra's stories i do #literally as bad as Batman and Joker at this point for her lmfao #but i think this is a plot that deserves a resolution #cassandra cain #barbara gordon #stephanie brown #lady shiva #dc comics #batgirls #batgirl #thanks to someone on twitter for reminding me of it lol

[pepprs]

i cannot express enough how damaging it is mentally and emotionally that i still live here 🤣

#purrs #the way everything is ALWAYS my fault! the way that my parents are gods who can never make any mistake or admit to wrongdoing and everything #they ever do is justified but then when i (a fully grown adult) also try to explain when i didn’t do anything wrong or when it’s not #actually my fault it doesn’t apply lol. the way i am asking for permission for things THEY SHOUKD BE ASKING ***ME*** for permission for LOL #the way i found out only recently (yeah.) that im still legally / financially a dependent 😍😍😍😍😍😍 awesome. lolololol. the way i can’t get out #of the quicksand until i get out of the quicksand but in order to get out of the quicksand i have to be able to get out of the quicksand 😻🙏🏻 #delete later #btw i just finished my first homework assignment ive had to do in a year and 3 months and my first class is in 15 hours. what if i *** rn. #also ​it occurred to me the other day like. i have always thought of myself as selfish and imparient but also… these were things my parents #were telling me i was / treating me like i was as young as 3-4 years old as evidenced by the video tapes. and like. what if that’s not #actually how i was / am and everything i did and needed and do and need was valid and justified and what if all the bad things i believe(d) #about myself were / are because they told me that’s who i was and i was too little to know they were wrong. 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯

[gibbearish]

one thing i will say that person from earlier got right, a large part of my goal in pointing out all the things wrong w what they said was doing it "for an audience" so to speak, hence screenshotting and sharing their pre-block response and my own. like. yeah, if i make a public post in support of a thing i believe in, why would i /not/ then yknow. continue the rest of the conversation publically when someone else publically responds. this is a blogging platform and you provided an excellent example of the kind of thing i blogged about, like. dunno what to tell you there. be a less good example maybe?

#also as a sidenote a toxic trait of mine is i will lightly block-evade occasionally‚ never to contact ppl bc fuck if i yknow #want to keep talking to them #but just to see if theyve said anything about me after blocking me bc im nosy and sometimes its REALLY funny #and while this person has not said anything about me #they HAVE done the opposite and completely wiped all traces of my post and that discussion from their blog KWNFKSND #i remember looking at their blog when they first responded and being like 'weird why is an aesthetic blog breaking theme #to do this what a weird hill to pick to die on' #and now i would wager a guess the answer is 'that cycle of events is not an uncommon occurance for them' LOL #origibberish

[raiiny-bay]

writing adult kel & co for the first time in my life

#WHY is this so HARD #this is what i get for writing angsty teenagers for the last several years #the YA voice curse is unrelenting #i'm not even writing a SCENE. i'm writing bios like. #this should not take more than half an hour plssssssssss #however. i will say i do think i finally have a solid grasp on 20-something yr old kelly after struggling with it for a bit #it's difficult bc in my mind he is always gonna be that shitheaded 14 yr old boy who acts like he hates everybody #even though it's obvious he does not lol #wears his heart on his sleeve & thinks no one will see it if he puts on a zip-up hoodie #n e way. back to it. #rainyrambles #eta: i do mean canon adult kel & co. never written them before. they are adults in mbz & like. most of the AUs i've written #this just occurred to me lol

[sassenach082]

this may be an unpopular opinion but i personally think that Eleanor has a part in Ice’s childhood being shitty. obviously the Colonel is the main reason why but what i’ve seen so far, she didn’t really defend Ice or any of the other kids. Ice basically raised John and Tim when that should have been Eleanor’s job. Everyone in the family has become comfortable with putting pressure on Ice. They all since he’s strong enough to take it, he should. The scene where Sarah hugged the Colonel right in front Ice made me a little mad and sad for Ice. I hope that Mav puts them in their place but that normally isn’t how it works :(

Hey nonnie!

I would have to agree, to a point. To build their backstory up for you a bit (since it will come out over time through Tom's narrating), Eleanor and Bill Kazansky got married when she was 20 and he was 21, and they had Tom a year or so later.

Eleanor had 5 kids in 8 years and a husband who was away all the time. I think she tried her best and she loves the hell out of all her kids, and she does love her husband, but this was also the 60s (Tom was born in '61 [so in 1987 he's 26], John in '62, there was a miscarriage in '63, the twins in '66, and Tim in '68 which nearly killed her). Leaving your husband was basically unheard of, and how would she even do that?

They'd have bounced around every 2-3 years (or sooner than that, depending on Bill's postings) and she wouldn't have had a community to rely on other than friends she'd make on post before getting transferred again every time she got comfortable. Tom was born in San Clemente and lived in 6 different states (as well as briefly abroad in Germany) before his 13th birthday, after which Bill's job sent them back to California.

Long story short Eleanor tried her best, she really did, and she made sure her kids knew she loved each and every one of them. But she did also put pressure on Tom when he was growing up because a part of her needed someone to support her. Tom also is the oldest and definitely has firstborn syndrome so I think he, just being Tom, stepped up to the plate to be there for his siblings because at his core he's a protector. Little Tom would have gotten to the age when he realized how much his mom was doing and stepped in to do it with her, and I think at first she probably protested, but the relief of not having to do it all alone was probably overwhelming.

I think Eleanor and Tom have a really complicated relationship, but Tom definitely doesn't resent his mom for it, not at all. I think Tom understands, and that's why he's so protective of her and says she tried her best and makes sure Pete knows he never doubted that his mom loved him for even a nanosecond.

#sassy answers asks #i'll ride au #eleanor kazansky is a complicated woman #but she also did the best she could with what she had #and just because you don't SEE her yelling at her husband doesn't mean she doesn't #the kazansky's are old fashioned in the sense they don't fight in front of company #but mama kazansky isn't a pushover she just picks her battles #but yes nonnie you are correct she COULD do more and DOESN'T or maybe she just can't #(not me acting like I don't know her motivations lol) #anyway the point is pete endeared himself to eleanor in about .2 seconds because he stood up for tom #and tom's siblings love him to death but they're so used to him being their shield that it's never occurred to them to shield him back #his siblings take him for granted #but it's also complicated because parts of them resent him too #since tom is so “perfect” at first glance #whereas tom resents them right back because their dad is kinder to them than to him #and just imagine being a 20-something guy coming home from war to be a dad and your 10 year old you barely know is doing your job for you #so there is a long history of tension between them because the colonel is very stern and tom... isn't #not with his loved ones #and it would have pissed tiny tom off to no end when bill yelled at his siblings #meanwhile the colonel pushes tom the hardest because he sees tom's potential #but in treating tom like a subordinate and not a son he alienates him at every turn #anyway join me for #the kazansky family: a shit show in seven parts

[milesdadworth]

one of the things i genuinely didn't like about trucy was that she was always 100% a magician, even after all that trauma, and like. the more i think about her the more i am Not Sure it makes sense. like yes phoenix supports her obviously and yes she's got the rights to the gramarye stuff and whatnot but. i just can't see it! what has magic ever been for her except a source of Trauma!

however. you know what i do think makes sense for trucy and i would like your input on?

prosecutor trucy. she learned a lil too much from miles and franziska and now the autopsy report has its own disappearing act.

what do you think? :O

huh that's interesting! I suppose that makes sense, it's never really been something I've had an issue with! I think I've always seen it as like yeah it's something that's caused her so much grief in her life but she's still so passionate about it that it doesn't let that stand in the way of her enjoying the thing she loves

I think if it really was upsetting her and burdening her constantly with the trauma she's faced, she would have dropped the magician thing a few years into her living with Phoenix. At first I think she would have kept it up to assure Phoenix that she was fine, but slowly taper off as she grew up and blame it on 'oh yeah that was just a phase, now I'm going to immerse myself in (x)' to distance herself from the magic

I think there's a lot of narratives out there of kids who don't want to follow their family's legacy (AA being one of them with the Feys, which is great and I really love the hot mess that family is, but that's another essay of thoughts) so it kinda makes me happy to see this kid who has this legacy family and even though it's kinda fucked her over more than anything she still manages to find happiness and joy in it instead of feeling like it's always a negative reminder of everything she's lost

and the fact that Phoenix encourages her (even though he's had a peek at how fucked up this family is) to keep doing what she loves and stay connected with her biological family legacy is really cool! I also don't think there's many narratives about adopted kids where their adopted family is like 'hell yeah let me support you to keep your biological family's legacy alive' I think--especially when bio family has left you with trauma--there's always an emphasis on 'you don't have to stick with that name that family that legacy and you're just part of this family now and that's what matters' so there's a cool balance there!

idk I just think she's a fun parallel to Maya who is very burdened by the tragic legacy of her family and keeps up happy appearances to reassure those around her and then Trucy who ALSO does that but but is...empowered by her family's legacy even tho it was traumatic?

and not to say that the way Trucy handles it is Correct™ and the way Maya does is Incorrect™ but the dichotomy is wonderful and I love these girls very much

there's also something to be said about Pearl and her part in the Fey family legacy and all the trauma she's endured and I think it'd be interesting for her to have both Maya and Trucy to look to on how they each handle that burden

#I HAVE LOTS OF THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS APPARENTLY #rambling #I DO VERY MUCH LIKE THE IDEA OF MAGICIAN TRUCY PROSECUTOR #AND THE AUTOPSY DISAPPEARING ACT LOL #sorry i didn't really talk about that bc i guess i don't have much thoughts on that #i just always see her as a magician and it's never occurred to me that she should be anything else