#i just hope he knows there are milions of ppl who love him as much as i do. and thats like extra love like forever & beyond type of shit

[taeyungie]

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#i haven't addressed yoongi's situation yet because i'm honestly still not hit by it i guess. like it didnt gwt to me yet #i dont think ill ever love anyone the same as i love him you know what i mean #he has been the first reason of my self development. like he literally raised me??? i learned from him how to be the person i am today #and its like im saying goodbye to a family member. the thing is i have never griefed anyone's absence like this #its like a part of my soul will be missing until he comes back #but at the same time i know what he would want for me. to move on and to become my own reason #he would want me to be kind to myself. to focus on myself and not miss him that much. #he would want that for all of us right #but i have a very hard time processing things. do you guys remeber the festa last year? when we found out theyll be going on hiatus #the reality of it snd the fact that it will be happening hit me onky after around 3 months. #thats when i first cried because i realized what it meant. ofc i knew but it didnt occur to the emotional part of my brain at that time #and i feel like im truly gonna fall apart when THIS hits me in 3 months lol #my life has never been worse and thats honestly the time when i need the reassurance the most #when i need the people i love and find comfort in the most. #but its just me and thats technically just my problem. but since i am talking about my view on this then thats okay i guess hahah anyway #i just hope he knows there are milions of ppl who love him as much as i do. and thats like extra love like forever & beyond type of shit #i honestly dont think other people ever truly fully understand how we feel towards them. especially when you really love somebody #because they have their own opinions about themselves. they debate whether they deserve some kind of treatment or not. we all do that right #and i just know he does that too. i just reslly want him to feel completely loved and cherished and appreciated. #i want him to see himself through our eyes. to surround himself with people who see him exactly the way we do. #to fall in love with somebody who will see him like we see him #nobody deserves better life than this man. and i hope that after our reunion he will live that life to the fullest 💓 i can't wait to see it #anyway. if somebody needs to talk about it or wants to get sadness out of your system - im here 💓 #please keep your heads up and lets wait for him 💓 #we have esch other and we will be okay 💓 #sorry for typos i can barely see its 1am 🤓

[lesovoj]

just curious: what's your beef with pewdiepie? i've never personally been a fan of his or anything but why is everyone suddenly shitting on him?? especially on tumblr i mean what tf did i miss??

alright…this is gonna be long so…english is not my first language and i don’t have a lot of patience because i’m already writing a big response to check every word hope you understand and i apologize in advance for any mistakes

first let’s start with what he did, pewdiepie was long before this mess of antisemitic jokes known for making causal homophobic and rape jokes along with one video were he kind of made fun of feminism, while that was in bad taste and pretty unnecessary from him it’s pointless to argue about it or try to stop it in my opinion since a lot of let’s plays youtubers do the same stuff and people in general love offensive humor cause it’s easiest and gets you a lot of attention; but he never made (as far as i know i could be wrong) whole video or half of it about one offensive thing but since last fall and up until now (he or youtube took down those videos now) he made couple videos dressed as hitler or with trumps hat “make america great again” listening to hitler’s speech and the thing that really blow up was a video were he on some site called Fiverr paid two guys (it was around 5 bucks or something idk) to dance and hold sign “death to all jews” he said that he wasn’t expecting them to do it and he was only trying to see how far people will go for some money and tried to show how stupid that site is, however a lot of media wrote shocking headlines and after some time Disney cut ties with him and youtube also did something i guess idk for sure i don’t understand how that works but he can still posts his videos and talk about whatever he wants

i hope by now you can see why i’m not a huge fan of him and look i wouldn’t care that much (and i think a lot of other ppl too) if he like didn’t have 3-4 milion views on every video and all the young kids and teenagers looking at him like he’s god or something; but what really REALLY worries me is the disconnection between “message” that pewdiepie wants to send (like how it’s just a joke and he’s not really hating jewish people) and the comments on his videos and his fans and the fact that neo-nazi website The Daily Stormer  are now defending pewdiepie, while a lot of white supremacy groups are calling him “our guy”; like a lot of ppl don’t see that as a joke and even the ones who see that are trying to make it a real thing to fit their ideology; of course you can’t be responsible for every person or comment you get on your video but when most of it are ppl saying “jews control everything that’s why he got in trouble” or like a a lot of racist and overall horrible things i don’t want to write 

and another thing that worries me is how many times on his defense and response video he blames media for all of that and clickbait articles and how many comments are “just replace pewdiepe with trump” , “they are doing this to trump too”; while i agree that media loves to blow up everything and sometimes just lie and take stuff out of context their is a reason why a false story with pewdiepie hitting his girlfriend didn’t go very far or cost him work with Disney but this did, because you know it’s actually based on some truth like they didn’t just pull everything out of their ass ya know, while i don’t like to call everybody nazi who makes offensive jokes because i’m scared when real nazi comes along (and by that i mean they are already coming along) nobody will take us seriously (but that’s whole other story);

and now a lot of other youtubers are defending him and making jokes about PC culture;it’s fodder to fuel the whole “being offended is so stupid” movement and fails to take into account the actual times when people should speak up; that’s the shitty part of it all; also the fact that in this day and age when it’s clear to see that nazi and white supremacy groups are coming back in bigger numbers it’s not the best time to try your “edgy” humor and give people more reason to hate oppressed groups for being “sensitive”, besides can you really not think of any better jokes like really…

#i really don't like this whole being offended is stupid and you cant take a joke movment #or how they think free speech means nobody can do anything to you no matter what you say #ask #anon