gonna be honest, i have no clue why i drew this. it’s so bad i don’t even wanna watermark it
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Barbie is a great movie but I actually just. Would rather not about it. It has these very specific ways of showing how girls play with toys and how boys play with toys, and it's like. Ah. Yes. I didn't do either because girl games bored me to tears and boys wouldn't let me play with them.
I wasn't Barbie, I wasn't Ken, I wasn't even Allan. I was unable to relate to human toys. I spent most of my time on stuffed animals, alone.
I didn't have friends.
I didn't super realize this before the movie and it's eating at me now. Why do I always just want to be left alone? Is that so terrible of a goal in life? Why does it feel like it is?
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Sunday 7:
1. Had a job interview with a company I'd really like to work for but I'm not optimistic. But I did get to wear a tie, so that was nice...
2. Thank you Amazon for helping me confuse my Dunning-Kruger effect neighbour once again. He's only sure of the 2 AR-15s he keeps by his door, the one in the garage, and the paranoia-induced security system that ate lots of cash... oh, and he's sure that the FedEx guy should go back to Tacoma(the FedEx guy is African-American). Charming, right?
3. Oh and if you really want to start a war with your neighbours without firing a shot, lower the deck on your lawnmower for a tighter cut on your shared front lawn. I mean, nothing says passive-aggressive middle aged white guy like that!
4. One nice thing about May, in the northern climates: soft butter season has returned! (If you know, you know!)
5. I have 2 gigs booked so far this summer, which is nice. And some dental work done locally, because I can't afford the trip down to have it done right elsewhere but I can charge a new bandage crown for the one that outlived its life expectations by a lot. Capitalism is great, isn't it?
6. To be honest, I'm not doing very well upstairs. Same shit: I feel miserable, added anxiety about money, and no relief in sight. Toss in really bad body dysmorphia, and I'm a fucking delight, for sure.
7. Seriously though: it's really awesome to see yall doing amazing things, glimmering like beautiful diamonds in a muddy river. It's inspiring to see those things, to see the love shining through. Thank you for them, and much love yall!
Just keep me where the light is...
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Feeling silly might do a face reveal since you guys dont know what i look like😿
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Edward
I have decided to draw Edward while i sat in bed dealing with stomach pains. I might post some more art soon.
(Yes I’m still doing goretober just not posting it on here)
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My mom bought bosole. It smelled like what dog sh!t would smell like 💀
I don't feel so good now...
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WHY AM I WRITING ABOUT BLOOD, I CAN'T SEE (AND HEAR ABOUT (AND WRITE ABOUT)) BLOOD VSVDHDHSHD
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I got food poisoning.... I'm never eating at a restaurant in my town ever again. Mostly because this is the second time it has happened at a two different restaurants. 😖
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