#my social battery is so low

[soda-sparkss]

auuuuuuguh why can't i just be a silly little plush rabbit slug things..ugh i have to exist and be employed and talk to people auuuuuuuuuuughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh anyways, i revamped my persona a little! and drew him with @chez-cinnamon's Real World Au Howdy!

if you toss him against the wall, he sounds like a bean bag, and he mimics people to leanr how to comunicate...just a giant metaphor for my autism-

had to give howdy chest reduction sourgeryysyry....../j

#auuugh im gonna cry #my social battery is so low #i want to lay down and never speak again #aughhh #why must communication be so hardddddddd #gah suck it up #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #welcome home au #art #artists on tumblr #welcome home howdy #welcome home oc #welcome home fanart #welcome home art #howdy breast reduction surgery.....

[moonlightmarvey]

made this silly little byler doodle few days ago

#the way i didnt see the ‘add the tags blah blah blah’ button #im too inattentive for this shit #anyway this is a wip so im probably gonna post the finished drawing soon #i think i will be posting art but not communicating with moots for a while #sorry my social battery is extremely low rn skfjjsjdjd #also please ignore how huge wills hands are #byler #marvey draws

[dustykneed]

for context: star trek into darkness (specifically, my take on the implications of bones doing what he had to do and the emotional fallout of those missing scenes) (not that ive seen it!! but ive read enough fic to know the gist of it LMAO) (can you believe this started as an impulse draw to see if i could use pastels to convey heavy emotions and now im writing a very very long headcanon in my notes app.)

...

Leonard goes and he plays god, and injects Jim with that godforsaken blood, and then there is nothing left to do but wait.

He sinks into the chair at his desk, and steeples his fingers together. It occurs to him that these circumstances are the sort that would drive any religious man to bow his head and clasp his hands together, like so, and pray.

--but he is a doctor, and he has never been religious, and he has a duty to do, and he has broken his oath, and there is blood on his hands and flecking his shirt.

Leonard sits very still at his desk and weeps, and he does not pray.

...

sorry to all of y'all who had to find out i was an angst goblin this way <///3 but basically the hc/rough fic is an extension of the angst potential of that one scene where jim wakes up and fixates on spock (and his lack of response towards bones is never addressed afterwards i think? not sure but it's an interesting premise imo)

brief summary: bones never gets closure from jim after he wakes up because jim and spock get together immediately after and it just slips their minds, so bones is stuck in "oh god jim's dying" mode and feels absolutely terrible, but the bridge crew helps a bit by being there for him to hang out with, but still bones does overwork while trying to work through the sense of wrongness of not being able to have his emotional needs met after the whole jim dying fiasco and feeling like his best friend has forgotten him. he admittedly makes good progress (by which i mean he's able to take really big overwhelming feelings and put them away well enough in his daily life to function relatively normally) but the crushing grief is always in the background. about a month or so after spirk gets together, spock accidentally brushes bones' arm and is absolutely slammed by a wave of unexpected exhaustion and emotional pain and is like ??????!!!????????? long story short he drags bones to jim and bones cries for the first time since jim "died" and it is immensely cathartic and then jim blurts out a confession because he has horrible timing and asks bones to join him and spock and obviously bones cries harder and spock is about to smack jim upside the head lmao (bones says its way too much to process and he needs time but hes not exactly opposed, and they all start spending more time together, and then eventually bones is like fuck it and asks for a kiss and they finally get together !!!!!!)

as a treat for reading all of my mildly insane word vomit y'all get a soft bittersweet aos mcspirk scribble<33

gotta love aos jim's majestic eyebrows and aos spock's general sort of >:[ expression!! really growin on me tbh

#star trek #star trek aos #star trek fanart #star trek into darkness #mcspirk #aos #leonard mccoy #bones mccoy #spock #s'chn t'gai spock #jim kirk #spirk #dust trek hcs #dust hcs #im going very steadily insane #also thank you guys so much for all the sweet tags and comments on my scribbles and hcs!! i appreciate all of them so very much and #i have a low social battery but just wanted to say i love yall sm!! and i will continue to go insane and make things for yall as thanks<333

[swpdz000]

thinking of changing Harper's design maybe since i felt like the old one feels too babygirl now i need to bastardize him umu

#degrees of lewdity #dol #harper the doctor #shrimp is drawing #my social battery is really low now so #im kinda just autopiloting through things now #sorry for the inconvenience TT

[important-question-anon]

Me getting impulsive thoughts to delete my account but I have 14 people that I don't want to scam out of a design so I must push through

#anon-sense #exhaustion hits like a bitch #im not destined to be a popular creator #not with my low social battery and horrible communication skills #the fantasy is nice #but the reality of it is just...daunting. exhausting. #don't get me wrong #i love that i can make people happy and that people actually like me #but i feel so tired...all the time nowadays #i can barely talk to my close friends because if how socially burnt out i am #i hate being like this #i feel like a horrible person because I can barely keep in touch #ew okay sorry for the vent back to our regularly scheduled programming

[katydoodles]

I just want to have enough money to buy a tiny cabin in the woods (preferably, at most, 2 hours away from a major city so that I can still get things I’m used to) but near enough to a Target. So that I can lay outside and not worry about going to work and deal with my burn out from life and just exist away from societal expectations for at least 6 months of the year.

My social battery is so low. I need 6 months to feel recovered from all socialization in a year.

#just my thoughts #ranting #social battery #is so low #i’m very tired #living in the woods away from ppl in a tiny house is my dream #or doing van life #I’ve wanted to can life since I was in high school but had no van #and I hate driving #ain’t it odd #Katy need a a break

[witch-hazels-musings]

to the kind strangers who sent love on my last few works. Your messages, tags, and comments mean so much - seeing those motivates me to share more with you!

To our readers, take a moment to tell authors and creators how you feel - what you loved, if it made you smile, anything you can think of! It takes seconds to encourage a writer to make more works for you to read

#i know im not the best at interacting #my social battery is low #but you have no idea how meaningful it is to see a comment or a tag on my work #your kindness is what pays for my time #its so small to you #but its not to creators #i wont be writing genshin forever... #but ill have fun with you while i can

[skibasyndrome]

this is like... such a ridiculous thing to complain about but HOW many fucking different Christmas parties can there be that one has to attend as an adult human being

#like I love a good time with cool people but hoooow does every department and every project and every Lehrstuhl have their own party #and why are there so many I'm attending 💀 #like this is so ridiculous I should be excited but arggggghhh #social battery dangerously low #simon.out. #I'm almost lucky that most of my non-uni-friends currently aren't in town because..... I don't think I could handle another Social Thing(TM #don't mine me this is like the epitome of a non-problem technically

[submissivefeminist]

is scheduling two (2) in-person dick appointments during my partner's three (3) day leave too much or?? 🤔🤔💭

#mathematically no #but my social battery is so low

[joonary]

#its been so long since my social battery dropped this low i have literally been zoned out for the last 20 minutes #I WANNA GO HOME #signed nary

[dustykneed]

Doctor...

either very traumatic or very homosexual! take your pick (or is it something else?? they're all yours, lmk in the tags ;))

#star trek #star trek tos #tos #star trek fanart #spones #spones fanart #bones x spock #leonard mccoy #bones mccoy #spock #s'chn t'gai spock #mirror mirror #all our yesterdays #theres a crane fly in my room... i wish i enjoyed bugs but unfortunately im a wimp #but the internet says crane flies are harmless so it can stay (for now) #i dont like spring !!! Why is it so wet. and why do bugs like my room so much #i hate hate hate when the huge bush mosquitoes terrorize me in my sleep #like i have physically gotten out of bed to sleep on the sofa in the living room just to avoid the godawful buzzing #i have coursework due tmr. Also a difficult quiz. but that wont stop me on my spones grind<33333 #social battery low as ever but tysm for hanging around yall #appreciate yall sm!!! Also DOOT IF U SEE THIS ILYSM >:33333333 ur the bestest #i Can paint (this is somewhat of a lie bc can i really.... hmmm the paint gods are fickle but i am a faithful acolyte) i swear #i just uhhhhh. Notes app is very dear to me #dust medibang paints

[saturated-soul]

I may not express it enough but I appreciate the friends I made on here and the people who reach out trying to make my day even a bit better

#i know im negative all the time and im honestly feeling guilty filling your timelines with such dark stuff #but other than feeling guilty im also thankful #my social battery is low most of the times so i may not talk much or respond fast but know that I appreciate you #words

[we-dont-talk-about-potato-nonono]

Hello my friend, Well for my first request, Could you draw my Oc Leah, please? But with two different versions of her with one side she's performing ballet and the other side is when she's training in her family gi!!! Here are her two different outfits!~ 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

what a lovely girl!! I had fun 👍 hope you like it

#in order for me not too overwhelmed myself i’m just gonna stick with one drawing <:) #tbh i wish i could do two but unfortunately #im in a low social battery xD #and art can be very time consuming #training/ dynamic pose is hard so im just gonna draw her vibing instead :p #ooor you can just imagine she just finished her training #hope you understand! #ty for the request! #other people’s oc #dbz oc #not my oc #✏️ request ✏️ #my art #art by me #ibispaintx #ask

[eros-ghoulette]

Happy Eros!!!!!

#Happy Eros #What ever this is again #I'm bored so you will have to deal with my shit hehehe #And my social battery is very low and I'm still in public #Let's hope no one talks to me #Three long days were too much

[chuu-huahua]

apparently the bio lab in our sch has good fengshui for buying taylor swift tickets?? + @downbadforpixels told me to write this, so let’s have SOUKOKU ATTENDING A CONCERT

let’s say it’s taylor swift because she’s slay and everyone’s buying tickets rn :D also skk is so taylor swift coded oh my god. ok but, even though dazai dislikes staying in crowded places for too long because it drains his energy, he follows along with chuuya when they travel to tokyo to attend the concert. chuuya had opened up at least 5 devices when the tickets were being released, and he had managed to get hold of two tickets for them. he barely bat an eye at the price, easily keying in the credit card details on the back of his black card as dazai watched from behind, both concerned and happy for him.

they manage to get seats right in front of the stage, and surrounding them is screaming crowds of fans who almost blast dazai’s ear drums off. he turns to look at chuuya, who has the biggest smile on his face as he stares straight ahead towards the stage, eagerly waiting for the performance. dazai chuckles to himself; if seeing the chibi this happy meant having to attend concerts like these, dazai would gladly go to one with chuuya every single day for the rest of his life.

they have a great time at the concert, singing along to the songs and cheering with the rest of the audience at the end of each one. the crowd around them moves along with the beat, and the many overlapping voices almost drown out the singer’s own, but dazai manages to single out the beautiful voice belonging to his partner, and his cheeks flush when chuuya turns to him. “my thoughts will echo your name, until i see you again !” he mouths the lyrics over the loud music, and dazai grins back.

after the concert, the two of them head back to their apartment together in silence, throats sore from shouting to the music. chuuya has one hand on the steering wheel, the other linked with dazai’s, and he quietly hums to one of the songs from earlier. dazai’s lips purse, before mouthing back his reply to chuuya. 

“these are the words i held back, as i was leaving too soon: i was enchanted to meet you...”

#lei writes! ଘ(|li.‸.) #no because i heard some teachers actually stopped class to let the students queue for the tickets?? #i was in the library for study block and my friend was queueing too lol #idk if she actually ended up getting it in the end #but anyways. bio lab fengshui real?? #also if u couldn't tell. enchanted is my favourite taylor swift song :) #a lot of the songs are actually rlly skk/bsd coded #same with mitski #taylor swift + mitski = bsd #i will believe in that wholeheartedly until i am proven wrong #also yes i kinda hc that dazai has a low social battery (like me) #so concerts are kinda a nightmare for him #but he agrees because chuuya <3 #bungou stray dogs #bsd #soukoku #dazai #chuuya #dazai x chuuya

[anemoflower]

Been a little inactive lately and probably will be for a while? Idk I'm focused on original art & comic atm and I... don't have much f/o + s/i thoughts

Except for Elias bc he's in my brain 24/7

#;babbling phia #I'm also quite tired after work so I can't do/draw much #my social battery is also quite low so I don' have energy to interact much 🙈 #for some reason N has appeared on my dash the last few days quite often (hence the reblogs) #idk it's like he says 'Hello! I'm here for u'