#my rights are still under attack

[coolnonsenseworld]

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#lance mcclain #voltron lance #commission work #voltron legendary defender #woke up 5:37 to rain #so im here making a post now #right after asking if my sister is alive bc she wasnt home when i went to sleep like sure she is an adult #but adults get abducted too #those past two days ive been just making groceries and crying at the inflation #i also hot glue gunned a box for my drawer to keep the charms in and reorganized things ! #first b3cause packing preorders will be much nicer now and second of all #im avoiding putting myself in a position where my brain can speak out loud when im under stress like shut the fuck up collect things into #boxes okay #oh have i told you i made list of reasons my mom called me lately? #accordingly it was because: someone died #then because she had a panic attack (she still doesn't call them that) #and then because my sister wasn't picking up #we ended up talking about taxes and an ongoing trial which was postponed from last year when my mom and grandmother didn't get there bc #they had a car accident #if this doesn't make you go 'lol' about life #i dont know what will #you just can't start thinking about it and have to draw beautiful Lance's that people commission from you look at him #and those shoulders trying to compensate that flat ass #i hope yall like him #😆 #everyone is totally cool so far btw i hope it doesn't distress anyone HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND

[yikes-ajax]

Thinking about how deranged this thanksgiving was.

I hit a kid with my cane. I popped so many painkillers. I hit a kid with my cane again. I went black Friday shopping and came back only with things that weren't on sale. I hit that kid with my cane so hard in the shin he's gonna need a cane, too. I had a religious crisis. I threw my cane at that kid in the passenger seat because he said I don't need handicap parking. Some dude dressed in a really nice santa costume was just standing at the end of his driveway waving at cars and I barked violently at him. I fucking punched that kid. I spent more money on a dog than my family. I still bought that kid ice cream because I hate him but I hate the company I took the money from more. At some point I just fell asleep under the dinner table. I played Minecraft with that kid and he's a fucking loser. I had a whole therapy session in the car trauma dumping for the two hour drive home. I'm going to ruin that kids life I'm just too tired right now. It's been days and I still feel hungover. I didn't even drink.

Needless to say I think the spirit of doctor House possessed me for thanksgiving. Either way 10/10 would do again and Christmas is either gonna put me in jail or back on Lexapro

#GUYS DONT THINK I WAS JUST ATTACKING THAT KID FOR NO REASON HE KEPT KICKING MY CANE OUT FROM UNDER ME AND BEING A BITCH #also hes not a kid hes a teenager and he plays football he can take some hits #anyways ive never had a thanksgiving this wild #there wasnt any family drama either??? #it was just all me im the problem here and i enjoy it massively #hahah im not okay yall 🤠 #my nana tucked me into bed like i was still a little kid though and i just wanted to cry right there on spot #i feel so blessed 😊😊😊 *explosions in background* #WAIT FOR THAT KID TO CATCH ME WITH MY CRUTCHES I NEARLY KILL PEOPLE WHILE USING THEM WITHOUT TRYING WAIT UNTIL IM ACTUALLY BLOODTHIRSTY #hmbmbngg i am. calm and......... collected #i must say it again i shouldnt be allowed to post past midnight #send help #shitpost #shitposting #thanksgiving #dr house #dr greg house #dr gregory house #hate crimes md

[damiemontclair]

Is it ridiculous to think maybe this whole hospital thing and related business has mildly traumatised me? Is it ridiculous that I want to write about it in excruciating detail, just get the experience out on paper, on my blog, somewhere? It feels dumb but I want to write fic about it. I think it'd fix me.

#Still haven't really properly cried tho I am kinda tearing up as I write this #I'm not having a good mental health time rn ngl #The callous way some of the docs treated me; the way their sole focus was on reproduction without a single care for the hormones... #The generally terrible way I deal with surgery/post-surgery #It wasn't. As bad? The last few times? #I think I've also made myself forget a lot from the first 2 times #3rd time was more traumatising. #This last one tho... I never stayed for more than a night at the hospital. I never want to stay at a hospital ever again. #I never want to have surgery again #I swear if I have to do that again I will have my panic attack before they even put me under #It was so painful this time and people weren't listening to me at all when I told them the iv wasn't sitting right anymore #Nurses and doctors kept dismissing my opinions and wishes and needs.... #It was like as a patient you're less than human. #My arm is still bruised from where they fucked up their blood draws... #I'm so tired but I can't seem to rest #I'm so full of emotions but I can't seem to let them go and *cry* #Its like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop #Pls ignore me amd my rambles I'm just. Not doing too hot rn. #damie talks

[candlebel]

I cared. I still do. I still think of you and I still cry over you. You were importat to me. You still are.

#I was interested. I wanted to get to know you. #I did not want validation. I only said it because you said it... I don't know why. I was susceptible. #I was blindly accepting certain things that you said about me. Judgement that you had for me. #I was under severe stress from my job at the time; while at the same time dealing with unresolved emotional trauma and very low self worth. #I was burnt out. Crushed... Completely. #I didn't want attention. I did not want you to cure my depression. I though I was just letting you know me. I wasn't aware I was oversharin #I tried... SO HARD to get over the things that triggered me and hurt me but I just couldn't... #I wanted to. I did everything in my might; I took it to therapy; I looked everywhere within me; to either get over it #or completely forget about you and stop caring at all; so things were ok and normal again; but it didn't go away... #to this day... #I just feel so... unsafe... at the idea of talking again #I know I wasn't the best listener and I profoundly regret that. #I was not only thinking about myself like you said and I was aware of the effort that other's put; but I was afraid/resistant to PRECISELY #that cause of past events with other people. Because in some I was the one putting that effort and ended badly for me. Looking back #that was inappropiate of you because you felt too comfortable generalizing my past relationships and why in your head they failed. #“I cant help but feel you are looking down on people who” Stay away from me if you ever make a stretch like this again. #By “experiment” I meant that you don't know how a relatioship with somebody is gonna turn out until you go and try. That's all I meant. #I didn't want things to turn out this way. I'm sorry they did. #The effort I put for you may have been shit to you. But to me it was a lot. And I'm done taking judgement. #Altho I love my friends I still keep distance. I still can't completely help that. I can go months not talking to my BF. #You were my BF during my teenage years. I remembered you fondly. I still do. #I don't feel ready to talk again having to keep to myself interest that I might have. Related to trauma. I do not feel comfortable with tha #No I do not look at your blogs. #The day I said I was abused I had a panic attack right after that. That's mainly why I had to cut contact: I didn't want another one. #I didn't tell you because I didn't trust you to not say “talk to the void” again. I didn't trust you to want to hear about it. I didnt feel #safe with you anymore. Event tho we ressumed contact I felt that way the entire time. #I wanted to answer all the questions you had; I really did; until I couldn't stand it anymore. #And the day I removed you from discord... I know you probably had an awful day that day... I'm so; so sorry... #I'd like to one day be completely unbothered by assumptions and stuff cuz I know it's not your fault... You went through stuff too... #vent

[selective-yellow]

there's a running joke(?) in our campaign where my beloved cr9 assassin NPC will insist she's falling behind the PCs and can't keep up in fights, to which I'll usually insist she absolutely isnt but doesn't have to come on missions if she doesn't want to. I woke up this morning wondering if that was still true now that we hit lv 11, and started to do the math on the amount of damage a turn she vs every PC could hypothetically do on every turn - and then immediately stopped. There isn't a single PC in our game that could do 2d10 + 6 + 18d6 every turn. EIGHTEEN D6. she is a powerhouse and I will not accept slander on her name!!

#a shitpost #this is under ideal conditions- no misses gets sneak attack and failed con saves #i think the only PC that could make that in one round is if our sorcerer upcasted a hard hitting spell #but even a lv9 lightning bolt does less damage if i did my math right on that wand #our fighter/barb could *possibly* meet that amount if she got off every attack + superiority dice + action surge #besides her high damage she also has 78 HP which most of the party only JUST surpassed at lv11 #at lv10 she was still beefier than over half the party #shes so strong!!! i love her so much!!!

[nexus-nebulae]

brrrrr (/pos)

#weight talk #<- just in case even though this is pos #but like. okay ive been. SEVERELY underweight all my life #like i looked like a skeleton you could see all my bones it was AWFUL #i just. I've literally always hated looking like that i hated looking like a walking corpse i mean i looked ILL #but recently i started taking remeron for anxiety #partially bc my anxiety keeps causing me to not eat properly bc i feel sick constantly #so i kept ending up in the ER for malnutrition and dehydration and my liver getting messed up #well i started the remeron for the panic attacks bc daily panic attacks suck but the psych mentioned it could increase appetite #and it???? did????? I'm eating on a slightly more regular schedule???? I'm eating more than once a day???? #and like. ok I've always weighed like 100lbs #highest i ever got was 111 when i was 16 #and then it dropped 10 #and then dropped 10 more in the span of 3 months while i was in and out of ER #and i was genuinely starting to panic over it bc i could PHYSICALLY FEEL my muscles getting eaten bc i had no fat left #like i was getting drastically weaker by the day my knees still won't stop buckling #but in the about three months I've been taking those meds I've. gained 10 back #I'm actually gaining weight like me and my mother are genuinely SHOCKED this genuinely hasn't happened since i was fucking TWELVE #and just now i took off my shirt and noticed. holy shit. my stomach doesn't go CONCAVE when I'm hungry anymore #like whenever i couldn't tell if i was hungry before i would just look at my stomach and be able to tell if it was too curved inwards #but now!!!!!!! it doesn't do that!!!!!!! and I'm genuinely fucking ecstatic like oh my god i don't look dead anymore #I've always wanted to gain weight i feel like i would be 100% more comfortable in my body as a fat trans man #and i can't talk about that to anyone bc they always say it's either self harm or fetishistic #when no i just genuinely feel more comfortable in my skin thinking of myself that way #and now i have confirmation that i would genuinely be happier that way with this bc the sheer joy i have at not being underweight anymore #i mean I'm still a bit under but at least im gaining SOMETHING like at least i dont look like a drowned street cat #seeing the very slight rolls and folds in my stomach when i move the right way makes me happy

[conspiring-limabean]

i love lizards so much theyre literally just little beasts that scamper around and live their little lives. How can anyone not be completely transfixed by this

#when i went on vacation to mexico with my dads side of the family #the rental house had 2 iguanas that lived together under the steps outside #a male and a female #they were skittish but could be tempted out with food #another iguana lived a few meters away inside a hollow log #those were their houses they lived in them and returned to them every night and whenever they got scared #but the guy who lived in the log was very brave and wanted to be fed food by humans #when we sat in the grass the first time he came out of the bushes and ran right up to us #we gave them fruit #but the males were territorial to each other and if stair boy ever saw log boy he would chase him away #stair boys wife never gave a damn she was just there. and they lived in the same little hole together? #they were buddies they lived together? #with the hermit crabs? they live in a tiny house on the beach with hermit crabs and have drama with their neighbors. #where are they now. are they still alive. do they still live there #can you believe this shit #can you even comprehend the amount of uniqueness and individuality that can be found in every living creature #can you even believe the fact that there are stories and drama and history to everything that breathes on this earth #once i met a crawfish who was covered in scars and was the most savage little beast Ive ever seen #Ive never seen a crawfish that wasnt scared of me but he wanted to attack everyone and everything #and you could tell he'd lived his entire life doing that #where did he get each scar. why #he was one of a kind and he lived in a random little stream in illinois #once there was a flightless goose in a neighborhood pond who had a broken wing #that winter flocks of geese came and went as they flew south but he remained with his broken wing #but one flock left someone behind. and a goose stayed with him #and for the rest of the years i lived there those two lived together in that pond #staying there year round because he couldnt fly away to migrate south #theyve probably lived their entire lives by now #were they happy. why did the one that could fly give up that life in order to live with a flightless mate #thats insane. this is insane. go outside and find a cool bug to look at NOW

[keeps-ache]

[explodes, blows up, combusts, sparks and booms, detonates]

[rolls out of the cloud of smoke]

help i'm being complimented again

#just me hi #HELP #red ALERT i'm under ATTACK [<- dramatic] #AUH #how am i supposed to handle this if i can't lose my mind in front of these people right here. how #going to go feral but i must use restraint. for there are Conservations #(i think that's the word but i am unsure..) #con..... conservation.... i'm having reservations...... they're being awfully con.. conserved ?? that's a word so like... conservations.... #i JUST used this word the other day how in the flim jimm did i already forget it fvbfhvf #?? so it's gotta be conservations right ?? #wat da Heack #...conversations....c..... proclaimations.. devastation.... across the nation........ i literally can't even #//i'm still in compliment-crisis mode over here but also i can't figure out this stupid word ?????? #helllllp ??? #whatever i guess !! gonna go fight microsoft with my bare hands now 😔

[dbphantom]

Speaking of that trans one/pie/ce oc

Did I mention he's a obvious self insert bc I definitely should have by now. Like. Literally drawn as me if I was in the world of on/e/pie/ce, spoke to Ivankov, and also 7 years older. And I love him. Just wish he had a name... That's always the hardest part ;_;

#Cruddy rambles #if I were at my pc rn I'd showcase some of the doodles I have of him but alas... #If you ask him what the key around his neck is for he will tell you a very long story that ends in 'I don't know!' #He's a biologist specializing in lineage factor bc it's cool. But he has very bad memory so when he's asked about his work u can bet that #He's going to answer with '...... I FORGOT!!!' #I'm still working on his laugh but I do want it to be a bite/chew joke. Like bitatatata or smth. #He's got shark teeth like praline bc I love her design #He's also a Big Boy but you wouldn't know it as he's always curled in on himself while working #Until he stands up and you're like oh. Right. Merfolk can be bigger than normal humans. #Listen it's one piece if I get to be a merman and transition then I also get to be tall okay. #(relatively. Compared to some characters he's still part of the shorty squad but still...) #Also I... Am not entirely sure how the split tails ability works bc in the anime kokoro has skin on her legs. Then sometimes she has scales #And then other times when swimming she has a normal tail as well #So I'm under the assumption they can switch between 3 forms but who actually knows #Based on Kokoro's tail fin kick attack in enies lobby I made this boy a thresher shark. I thought it'd be fun >:) #He has good observation haki but mid armament. He knows merman combat and can manipulate water with it #He's not that great of a fighter compared to like yonko commanders or the worst generation. But he can hold his own in the new world

[potato-elf]

You ever think "what I'm about to do is probably a mistake but damned if I don't make it"?

#going to an event semi-with-my-ex #only gonna be there for like 1.5 hours so if it sucks I won't have to stick out the entire evening #but it might be a bit soon #but we haven't really... stopped talking? #it feels a bit more awkward right now and I can't be as affectionate with him anymore for obvious reasons #but I don't want to lose my best friend too #personal #venting about my break-up in the notes again sorry lads #I may have also texted him during a panic attack a couple days ago because I was hyperventilating #and I struggle getting my breathing under control again on my own usually and I didn't know who else to go to #because he actually knows how to help me calm down and I'm gonna be honest my parents absolutely do not #and I'm not really close enough with a lot of people nowadays to just throw this at 'em #he was nice about it #which is actually why he asked me if I wanted to come to the event tomorrow #and I said yes because I feel like sitting alone in my room for most of the day again wouldn't do me any good either atm #and the group it's with is one of the groups I've felt most comfortable to be me with in years #but I don't know people well enough to go alone without mentioning it to anyone #cause I always went with my ex and his friends so I don't really know anyone on my own I think #idk I'm a bit messed up by all of this and I need to not sit still and overthink right now

[void-tiger]

Good for you mom that you can think in terms of “it’ll never happen to [me/you/loved one.]”

I cannot. I don’t WANT to. My friends cannot. My friends especially cannot now that she has a daughter, and another is pregnant. And how one has a friend who had an IUD that’s basically killing her and caused so much damage she needed a blood transfusion…but because it was a “family planning device” her doctors refused to listen then refused to take it out after they finally listened to her about How Much blood she was losing.

So YES I DO have to consider where I live. Where my friends live. Housing and food and income vs Safe For Women&Afabs. (And for many of my friends (and sometimes me; hello racially androgynous esp since people expect White to look One Way unless it’s to Whitewash Casting) we HAVE to consider racial tensions as well.)

We. Don’t. HAVE. The. Luxury. To. NOT. Consider.

…the best we can do is try to breathe through the worry and fear or it’ll consume us.

#tiger’s roar #family wank #roe v wade #misogyny #sexism #reproductive rights #racism #xenophobia #…mom your genetics didn’t make you look Are You Even White and you’re so close to post menopause to ‘not worry’ #I’m not. my friends are not. #and I DON’T Wanna LIVE in a state where body autononomy is a fucking ‘debate’ and under attack by political ads #(and whether the Trigger Law will be kept. most of the ads are against removing it since the wording to remove it was apparently PoorlyDone #I don’t wanna leave my house while still ‘intact’ #I didn’t before. but I definitely DON’T now #((buuuut I can’t even get into an obg-yn. the one who’d do the procedure according to reddit wouldn’t even lemme schedule a New Patient)) #just. CONGRATS YOU CAN LIVE IN DENIAL #((what’s especially frustrating? she has WORKED in an obg-yn’s office as a receptionist #((but she just. doesn’t fucking CARE. if anything it made her hate poor and woc more. not that she’ll admit it))

[sapphia]

So for anyone who doesn’t keep up with nz politics, which i’m assuming is most of you, our new radical right government have decided one of their main aims of their term will be to re-interpret the Treaty of Waitangi.

The Treaty is an agreement between Maori and the Crown, now the NZ government. It is the founding document of new zealand and is recognised as a constitutional document today; it is the only treaty of its kind/time still honoured, and it is the steps we’ve taken through the Treaty to provide restitution and build an ongoing relationship with Maori and their iwi (tribes) that has allowed the relationship between Maori and the government to thrive where other indigenous groups have struggled to achieve recognition of their rights.

This is going to be entirely undone. Not only is this issue inflammatory and a threat to race relations in Aotearoa, leaked documents show the proposed “reinterpretation” wants to negate pretty much the entirety of the legal rights provided to Maori under the treaty. For example, the treaty article that guarantees land rights for Maori will be reinterpreted to guarantee land rights for “all New Zealanders”. Which means this article would be essentially meaningless for Maori.

By removing Maori from the context they are trying to put Maori on an “equal footing” with all New Zealanders; they are riding the idea that Maori have special rights and privileges above that of the average New Zealander. Obviously this is bullshit but it’s effective rhetoric and there’s a grain of truth to in that the extent of Maori rights hadn’t been clearly defined due to the ongoing nature of the process. So this has got a lot of people with a poor grasp of the issues very upset and baying for change.

There is a hui (meeting) being held today for all the iwi to begin discussions of how Maori will respond to this. New Zealand politics isn’t very interesting usually, but our progress on indigenous rights, until now, has been absolutely ahead of the field. If you care about indigenous rights globally, you should care about this, because in the same way Australia’s referendum loss has spurred on this action, the loss of rights here will spur other right wing governments to be similarly bold to their own indigenous groups.

Indigenous rights in New Zealand are under attack. They are meeting today to discuss it, and New Zealand will be listening, but I want the world to be listening. Because our government needs the shame of being called out by more than just the people who they’ve already decided don’t vote for them.

Maori have a long and proud history of fighting for their rights, and they’ll do it again here. And I’ll be on the pickets beside them, but there’ll be plenty of my own pickets to attend, because this government is radical in every sense of the word.

So please, even if you’re very far away, stand behind them in this. Keep your eyes on us. Amplify their voices. Don’t let the racism drown them out.

#New Zealand #nz #aotearoa #maori #nzpol #david seymour #racism #treaty of waitangi #indiginous

[goatmilksoda]

Mental health issues are SOOO funny.

Me: Well, I'm not actively trying to kill myself and I'm not in the hospital so it's probably all just in my head and I'm just making it up for attention. I think if I was faced with a real crisis this wouldn't matter.

Anyone I'm speaking to (Concerned): Can you get some medication? Can you quit your job ASAP?

#goat talk #personal #I go 'well if I was faced with a *REAL* crisis I would feel worse so this can't be one' #and 'well I'm forcing myself to do all the things I'm supposed to. I'm exercising and socializing so it can't be that bad' #Like I *do* work on my hobbies #I just don't get into a flow very well #and I sleep 10+ hours a day and my shit is weird and I'm always about to cry #so I must be fine right? #it's probably a good time to consider something like that #I had my panic attacks under control starting in 2020 when covid hit #but now that Covid 'isn't an issue' they're back. full force. 4+ times a week with tears each night. #It's incredibly lucky I can still brute force willpower myself into situations that *help* #I imagine if I wasn't working every mental health tip under the sun from 'find religion' to 'get enough sunlight' to 'dye your hair' #I would be worse off

[hauntingblue]

Luffy needs to grab that witch and pull her thru the mirror and break it. Fuck katakuri and leave him in there

#dont attack my cute siblings ajdjaka ? #they are overduing the pudding heart eyes.... sanji needs to bleed a little more #JESUS CHRIST!!! BREAK THE MIRRORS!!!!! #BIG MOM SURFING THE WAVE???? #nami DONT SAY THAT!!! NAMI!!!!! #is jinbe gonna make the sunny surf the waves??? no fucking way right.... like i know he is cool as hell but damn.... no way #nvm empty space under the wave.... it does look cool still.... jinbe reigns supreme mvp #episode 853 #at first i thought i didnt like this opening but it is growing on me.... 'if you want inmense power just show our unbreakable bonds' insane #and also so true and also we are going to sail together forever we all know this.... and the dawn is coming thing with pedro now.... well... #the mirror..... omg #ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #luffy???? smiling and shit to sound good for his friends omg 😭😭 jinbe noticed tho... #JUST REALISED THE SHAPES IN FRANKYS WANTED POSTER BREAK ARE MIZU AND KIWIS HAIR #katakuri stood up as soon as he was born and slept sitting down on an armchair lmao #episode 854 #one thing katakuri hasn't planned is that luffy is sooo skinny he fits in between his trident blades #doffg and matakuri both have their habilities awakened... i see #pekoms crying bc of pedro..... LEAVE THE BIG MOM PIRATES!!!! THEY KILLED TWOOO OF YOUR FRIENDS!!!! #the chicken guy has been afflicted with the sickness that makes all of pedro's haters turn into dickriders.... time... #nonji has been nani'ed..... breaking news #and where is judge #the fucking mochi turd katakuri put on luffy..... look how they massacred my boy... #katakuri just said merienda..... omg #its an afternoon snack in between lunch and dinner (at like 5-6pm) like when you finish school or get out of work at 5 you go and have it #SPANISH CULTURE REPRESENTED🇪🇦🇪🇦🇪🇦🐃🐃🐃🐃WHAT THE FUCK IS A JOB??? 🇪🇦🇪🇦🇪🇦🐃🐃🐃🐃 OLEEEE 🇪🇦🇪🇦🇪🇦🇪🇦🐃🐃🐃🐃 #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 855

[sttoru]

.⌇ 𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒. toji can’t get his deserved rest due to his baby boy keeping him awake.

wc. 707

tags. dad!toji x female reader. nothing else to add; just pure fluff.

“he’s kickin’ me again,” toji complains with a deep sigh. tiny feet keep patting his back, not allowing the man to sleep at all. the culprit is none other than megumi—his beloved, yet bratty, son.

the little boy lays between you and your husband. you figured that this was best since megumi kept wailing each time you put him back in his crib.

you chuckle at toji’s groans of annoyance. your son is still full of energy, even if it’s already super late at night. your hand brushes against megumi’s chubby cheek and you can’t help but squeeze it lightly.

that action gains you a high-pitched squeak. you sigh and keep your child occupied with the movement of your finger against his face, “it’s his way of asking for attention, honey.”

toji grumbles something under his breath and scoots away from the both of you. megumi’s head turns towards his dad, his attention caught by the rustling of the sheets. you raise an eyebrow in response to toji putting distance between you both.

“papa’s mean,” you huff, talking to your baby. you can’t see toji’s face since his broad back is obstructing the view, though you can easily guess that he’s frowning.

maybe even secretly sulking about the lack of sleep. you do understand, however. he’s worked hard all day to provide for both megumi and you.

“papa,” megumi speaks up with an adorable pout on his lips. he crawls over to toji before you can stop him. the little boy taps at toji’s back again, tugging at the fabric of his shirt.

megumi’s need for attention and affection from his father is heartwarming to see. you reach out towards your son in hopes of picking him back up. toji needs his rest after all.

a deep sigh escapes toji’s lips. not one of frustration this time, but rather one of defeat. he opens his eyes and turns around to face megumi. the man’s stoic face softens the moment he sees those cute doe eyes staring up at him.

“c’mere,” toji grumbles and lifts his child’s tiny body up without any effort. megumi giggles instantly and reaches his hands out to hold his dad’s face. your husband playfully bites your son’s tiny fingers instead, “not gonna allow y’r dad to sleep, huh? tsk tsk.”

you watch the scene unfold with a tender smile. toji lowers his head and starts blowing raspberries against megumi’s tummy. the baby squeals and giggles uncontrollably, writhing around in toji’s embrace.

“this is what ya get for being a brat,” toji mumbles and switches to leaving kisses along the little boy’s belly. that makes megumi laugh as well due to the ticklishness.

toji grins. his earlier drowsiness and annoyance have vanished into thin air. he can’t possibly stay mad at his son. not after seeing megumi happy. and especially not after seeing your content smile too.

“mama! mama!” megumi laughs between cries of help. his tiny hand reaches out to you whilst toji continues the little attack on his tummy. you chuckle and decide to intervene.

you scoot over to the other side and shield megumi’s tiny body from your husband’s tickles. you frown and playfully scold him, “stay away from my baby, you big bad guy.”

toji raises an eyebrow in amusement. he bites back a laugh before cocking his head to the side, that familiar smug expression appearing on his face.

“oh yeah? ‘m the bad guy now, eh?” the dark-haired man rolls his eyes. he towers over both you and your son - who’s giggling and still holding tightly onto you, “all right. i’ll show you just how bad i can be then.”

your eyes widen the moment you feel toji’s fingers land underneath your shirt, touching your bare skin. not a second passes by and he’s already tickling you. his other hand reaches for megumi’s tummy again—now making the both of you squirm and giggle loudly.

the happy sounds echo throughout the room. perhaps even loud enough for your neighbours to hear at four in the morning. but, you don’t care about any possible noise complaints. not during this cozy family moment.

plus toji’s fond smile as he continues torturing you and your son is definitely worth all of it.

#sttoru writes. #jjk x reader #toji x reader #toji fushiguro x reader #jjk fluff #toji fluff #jjk x you #jjk x y/n #toji x you #toji x y/n

[vitiateoriginator]

Today has not been good :'3

#slept like shit #woke up at 5am from a nightmare of my datemate dying and then was stuck awake for an extra hour and a half after the fact from emotions #hit my head against my datemate's when I went to seek comfort (hurt myself in the process. luckily I took all the damage datemate was fine) #saw my dad's shitty fucking sister at the pizzarea right next door to where I live (we are no contact for very obvious reasons) #ran out of the pizzeria even tho my datemate and I had planned to eat there then proceeded to have a panic attack after going outside #my datemate and I then went to walk thru the neighborhood as quickly and as far from where we actually live as possible in case #she tried to follow us #while doing so my sis sent a condescending message telling me my datemate is an ass because he supposedly had an attitude with my mom before #we left. my sis just misinterpreted his tone. but my datemate saw the text and it pissed him off because my sis always does this shit #overracts or reads into what he says even when he doesn't mean any harm #so then he started talking about being done with it and wanting to leave. reminder I was still having a panic attack and in full flight mode #so hearing him talking about leaving made me spiral and I walked away from him and went really far in another direction while crying #and then we started fighting over telegram after I didn't answer his ph9ne call (it was an accident tho #I was trying to check my phone to se if he'd messaged me but as I pressed my power button he started calling n it turned my screen off #instead of on like I wanted) #we did make up tho its all good we went hoke together and cuddled it out #but while doing so I misplaced my glasses. I have absolutely no idea where in my apartment they are. I've checked everywhere #last place I saw them was on the bed. but we checked behind everything and under the bed. they are MIA #so yeah thats my day so far #sucks #Im exhausted #I might call out of work tomorrow but idk. I doubt I actually will #but after today I feel like I need a day off from my day off lol #sam's rants about life