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[musingsofmemory]

As kind of severely unfortunate as our world may seem, and get, never forget that God is in control. He sees what’s going on, He knows whats happening. Nothing has caught Him by surprise.

That financial struggle you’re going through? He knows. That mental health struggle you’re going through? He knows. That event that threw your life completely “off track”? He knows. That grief, that loss of a loved one? He knows.

No matter what it is you’re going through, God knows.

Not only that, however, God cares. God feels your pain and anguish with you. When you’re hurting, so is He. When you cry, so does He. He sees every tear, and cares about each one. Psalm 56:8 says “thou tellest my wanderings: put thou my tears into thy bottle: are they not in thy book?”

No matter what you’re going through, know that God (who is all powerful, remember) sees. He knows. He cares.

He is in control, He has the victory, and through Him you also have the victory. Remember who fights for you. We are more than conquerors through Him that loved us.

Take heart. Take some deep breaths, allow yourself to feel what you are feeling, and trust in Jesus.

#musingsofmemory #christianity #christian #Jesus loves you #God loves you #Jesus saves #mere christianity

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Ok, just a little announcement that Im betting right now no one will pay attention to which is fine:

Im going to keep this as my history blog, and Im going to make a different one for all of my other stuff. The other account is @musingsofmemory I think (if that’s wrong I will fix it.)

#announcements from yours truly #the appearance turned out weird in my opinion but we will work with it for now until I find something better #does anyone actually care? #probably not

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In a modern au, one of the poets would eat alphabet soup and when the words somehow form a ghost of a sentence they take a picture, send it to Todd and go “Todd look! Pure poetry in its raw form!” And Todd’s almost immediate response (aside from almost throwing his phone into the wall) is “I’m so tempted to block you right now, friend.”

#musingsofmemory #dead poets society #dps #dps memes #dps fandom #neil perry #todd anderson #charlie dalton #gerard pitts #steven meeks #knox overstreet #Mr. keating #hey guys I’m back kind of maybe

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Do you guys remember how I had an idea for an au where Todd’s family is Scottish and he speaks Scots Gaelic?

…..Anderson is a Scottish clan name.

Granted, I’m not sure if they’re a highlands or lowlands clan, and if memory serves only highland clans spoke Scots Gaelic historically

#musingsofmemory #dead poets society #todd anderson #dps #that one au where Todd’s family is Scottish #I will never not project onto Todd.

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I think one of Todd’s worst fears would be first week of school ice breaker activities.

#oops I’m projecting again #please help me they’re making us take all sorts of personality quizzes and work in groups and stand up and introduce ourselves #it’s horrifying #you can’t tell me his socially anxious introverted self wouldn’t be positively SHAKING each period #musingsofmemory #dead poets society #dps #todd anderson

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#this took over my brain within seconds #I had to make it #running up that hill #musingsofmemory #dead poets society #todd anderson #neil perry #anderperry #dps #it’s 4 a.m. again #I’ll make a better version tomorrow because I need to get to bed haha #emotional damage #that’s a lotta (emotional) damage

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Modern idea where the poets run one of those funny short movie meme YouTube channels like Jack Pop and Neil and Charlie are the main characters, Meeks is in charge of editing and Todd is in charge of filming but they have to take a billion gazillion takes because Neil won’t stop staring at him and forgetting his lines or giving heart eyes to what the viewers would only presume is the camera

#musingsofmemory #dead poets society #dps #todd anderson #neil perry #charlie dalton #steven meeks #gerard pitts #knox overstreet #anderperry #I will be writing this now thanks

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I think, personally, that Ethan Hawke deserves more credit for always posting regularly to his Instagram and sprinkling in a spritz of humor into his captions so much.

Absolute legend.

Like really though why aren’t we talking about the man’s Instagram captions they’re so entertaining and honestly whenever he makes a post my day immediately gets better.

#I saw his newest post and had a wee bit of a chuckle in my science class #ironically enough after I briefly mentioned him and RSL in my ASL class #they’re all such legends #Gale for shipping anderperry and always interacting with fans #Ethan for posting so much and being real and kinda funny in his captions #allelon for just being allelon honestly #I love them all so much they’re so amazing #musingsofmemory #dead poets society #dps #todd anderson #neil perry #charlie dalton #steven meeks #gerard pitts #knox overstreet #richard cameron #mr. keating #ethan hawke

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Help.

Help help help.

Do I have the worlds fattest crush on all of them?

Yes.

Do I want to be all of them?

Also yes.

Please don’t stone me for this-

#musingsofmemory #dead poets society #todd anderson #neil perry #charlie dalton #knox overstreet #gerard pitts #steven meeks #richard cameron #dps #I am having a dilemma #scratch that I’m a walking dilemma

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Mumford and Sons reminds me of dark academia.

#I dont know if its just me but #theyre such a dear band to me #musingsofmemory #dark academia #dark academia aesthetic #mumford and sons

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I started watching House MD.

For the medicine, you know…

Yeah.. the medicine.. [slowly slides 50 pictures of Robert Sean Leonard under my imaginary rug]

#musingsofmemory #house #house md #james wilson #Wilson house md #robert sean leonard #rsl

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One day, one of the poets brings home a sensory slug.

The rest of the poets adopt said sensory slug.

They name said sensory slug ‘Doug’ (“it rhymes with slug!” Said Charlie, already scrawling out the name on Doug the slug’s ‘adoption papers’)

Doug is an honorary member of the Dead Poets Society, and has visitation with a different person each week.

#musingsofmemory #dead poets society #dps #todd anderson #neil perry #charlie dalton #steven meeks #gerard pitts #knox overstreet #richard cameron #mr. keating #Doug the sensory slug #(trademark pending) #I love sensory slugs #they’re adorable #and I really would like to have one some day

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Me: [makes a post]

The rest of DPS tumblr: [already has their therapists on speed dial in preparation]

#nine times out of ten it’s SOMETHING with a certain level of emotional damage #I’m just an absolute menace here huh #musingsofmemory #dead poets society #todd anderson #neil perry #charlie dalton #knox overstreet #gerard pitts #steven meeks #chris noel #mr. keating #richard cameron #dps #anderperry

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“I heard the bells on Christmas day

Their old familiar carols play;

In music sweet the words repeat,

‘There’s peace on earth, good will to men.’

I thought how, as the day had come,

The belfries of all Christendom

Had rolled along th’ unbroken song

Of peace on earth, good will to men.

And in despair, I bowed my head:

‘There is no peace on earth,’ I said,

‘For hate is strong, and mocks the song

Of peace on earth, good will to men.’

Then pealed the bells more loud and deep:

‘God is not dead, nor does He sleep,

For Christ is here; His Spirit near

Brings peace on earth, good will to men.’

When men repent and turn from sin

The Prince of Peace then enters in,

And grace imparts within their hearts

His peace on earth, good will to men.

O souls amid earth’s busy strife,

The Word of God is light and life;

Oh, hear His voice, make Him your choice,

Hail peace on earth, good will to men.

Then happy, singing on your way,

Your world will change from night to day;

Your heart will feel the message real,

Of peace on earth, good will to men.”

-I Heard the Bells On Christmas Day by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

#musingsofmemory #poetry #poems #i heard the bells #I Heard the Bells On Christmas Day #Henry Wadsworth Longfellow #christianity #God loves you #Jesus loves you #christian

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“But I hate that it seems you were never enough

We were broken and bleeding but never gave up

And I hate that I made you the enemy

And I hate that your heart was the casualty

Now I hate that I need you”

-Another Life by Motionless In White

#I am so sorry everyone #it’s ok I’ll patch up your emotional ouchies for you all :) #……at some point #I think- #dead poets society #todd anderson #neil perry #anderperry #dps #mind as well face it I’m addicted to angst #musingsofmemory #both of their hearts were the casualties in that movie flsjcnshs

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I feel like I’m going deaf.

Deaf to the noise.

Deaf to the world.

Deaf to my own common sense,

Deaf.

The TV is nought more than static

I have sight, but do not see anymore

Tunnel vision consumes the corners

Drastic

Tired, I watch in chains.

Bombings, blood soaks the earth and it recoils in return.

Not again.

Not again.

Not again.

The world does not decry the evil.

Do they see???

No. They are blind.

They buy into the noise.

We are eating ourselves alive

From the inside

A parasite.

Make it stop.

I want to see the light

To remember what is true.

But it’s hard. I’m stumbling.

Going against my being,

My mind recoils against me.

It screams.

I am afraid.

#musingsofmemory #vent poem #political poem #poetry #original poem