#more than anything else

[kruemel8]

Being free and happy again.

#they deserve it #more than anything else #young royals #yr s3 spoilers

[scintillyyy]

listen i do get mad about the out of universe sexism that led to steph gets fired for making a mistake (something everyone else is allowed to do), but. the problem with trying to make it a 1:1 comparison of "tim gets robin for disobeying bruce/steph gets fired for disobeying bruce" is that. there is and probably should be a fundamental difference in expectations by bruce for a 13 year old who has never been a vigilante before and is still in training & a 17 year old who has basically been out and active as a competent, independent vigilante (who's been doing this for probably. 2-3 years in universe and like. 10-15 years in real world time and already has training from tim, bruce, & the birds of prey under her belt).

a far more interesting comparison of her firing to me is the firing of helena in no man's land--helena's dogmatic attempt to try and follow the rules and set up in a no win scenario, only to have the mantle over to cass who will determinedly disobey bruce in order to uphold her own loyalty to what the symbol represents. and cass gets rewarded for what helena is never even given a fair chance to do.

#honestly it's the whole ☆main character☆ thing that allows cass and tim to succeed where the others aren't allowed to #more than anything else

[gale-sized-hole]

After her rejection of Bhaal, Vissenta rests, and asks Gale to bring her back to her self.

#uh this is me having a lot of feelings about agency #more than anything else #and just having self indulgent feelings about them #bg3 #bg3 fanfic #durge vissenta #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #otp: at a great precipice #my writing

[givemewallywestorgivemedeath]

Something that has always struck me about the Flash mythos is the prevalent theme of found family. And I don't mean that in the way you think I mean that.

It seems like the majority of found family based media is adults adopting kids (whether it's a legal adoption or a mental adoption). The kids are typically 13 and under.

To be clear, I'm not knocking that. I think adoption is great. There are so many kids who don't have anyone safe in their lives and stepping up to be that role for them? Whether it's a legal adoption or just being a parental figure, it's fantastic. It's one of the best things people can do.

And with the Flash family you can see this with Barry & Iris and Wally, Barry & Iris and Ace, Barry & Iris and Avery, Max and Bart, Joan & Jay and Bart, Iris and Bart, ect, ect. I love it. I love them and I love how they love. It's easy to fight for a kid, it's a lot damn harder to be there for one.

But it's so rare in media for found family to break that mold and be overt about being found family. Sure, sometimes you have media where it's like 'oh you can kinda read into these two characters being familial if you want to' but to just come right out and say it???

And that's why the Flash family holds a special place in my heart. Because, yeah, Jay Garrick is family to Max, Barry, Wally, Jesse, Bart and everyone else. It doesn't fit into a neat little category (he's everyone's grandfather and dad and brother and uncle, ect) but it doesn't have to. It doesn't matter. He's family and he's there.

And that... that is applicable to every single one of them. They met each other at different stages of their lives, they came from different backgrounds, they had different beliefs and personalities and yet... yet they became a family. They fought hard to be a family.

I just think that's something worth reading.

#the rate at which teens get adopted irl is so low and that depresses me so much. that's the time in your life when you need family #more than anything else #and people just don't adopt teenagers. after 13 it doesn't happen. #people think that you can only become family if the kids too young to remember anything else and its just.... #its so sad to me. that people would think that #family is so much more than that. its who is there for you. who you would do anything for. its the people you want to share your day with #the people you laugh with. the people you cry with. #its not 'who was in your early childhood memories' #and beyond adoption... once you are over 18 the entire concept of forming new familial bonds just seems like fiction to people #and thats depressing #thats a limitation that you put on yourself #thats not reality #anyway i could rant about this all day #dc #dc comics #the flash #speedsters #flash family

[adhd-merlin]

choosing to believe the de bois crest and ygraine's sigil depict two different birds. it's like her personal badge or something

#I know nothing about heraldry #I need this for a throwaway line dw. I'm just thinking out loud #surprised to see dove in the lead #you are right though it does look like a dove #more than anything else #ygraine's sigil #ygraine de bois #*

[mindmythorns]

yearning to be craved

#want me want me want me #more than anything else

[there-will-be-a-way]

Logically I know... In the state I am rn... I should admit myself to a psych ward. But I would worry my friends and family.

The last few weeks made me realize I live more for others than I do for myself. My family told me I'm self centered but with every decision I make, I put their feelings first. I can't do this anymore. My social worker told me we could get me out of here anytime. Even if it meant staying at a shelter for homeless people. But what about my belongings? My parents would be in so much pain.

But today something clicked in me. That we live in different worlds. They don't understand me - and it's not about blame, it's about different life experiences. Which doesn't matter in the end. I want to be with people who get me. People with a different kind of life. Like my friends.

They can't understand. Unless they wind up in a similar situation than mine, they'll never understand.

For most of my life, even during my hardships, I had a plan. I knew where I wanted to go. I had a plan. Now I don't. I just genuinely don't know what to do. I don't. I feel truly and utterly helpless - and more sorry than I could ever put into words. So much guilt.

If yesterday, my acquaintance wouldn't have driven me home, I wouldn't have gotten here. I wouldn't have made it.

I can't care for myself at the moment. So humiliating. Such a shame. So much helplessness.

But I will end up figuring it out. Even if that means asking for more help than I deserve.

#personal posts #vent posts #tw #tw addiction #tw helplessness #tomorrow I have the appointment at the place for victims of violence #but I already know that I'll probably suffer from withdrawal symptoms so much #that I'll own my social worker an explanation #but I'm so scared of being taken to a hospital or something #I don't want to bother anyone #don't want to waste anyone's time or waste recourses that'd better be spent on someone else #I hate my self pity #more than anything else #whish I could just be normal #I'm sorry #and even more sorry for wanting my thoughts to get heard #rip #it's 2 am

[yurishica]

Just was wondering. Had someone except me, though about James and Gordon's older sibling / younger sibling dynamic?

#ttte #ttte james #ttte gordon #i love sibling duos #more than anything else

[sugaldean]

I will get to write about why it makes sense for Aziraphale to do what he did, why I don't blame him because he is still in the process of walking away from a sectary society.

This doesn't change my position on who deserve the biggest hug rn from me and it's Crowley. Because to open like this to someone and getting you heart crushed by "Nothing last forever" is the worst thing.

I am however on my fifth rewatch of the last half hour of the show so I am a bit tense and I think MANY people have done it already so I'll take my turn when my brain isn't just a big old chunk of nerves and tension. Love you all

#Yeah this specific sentence broke me #More than anything else #nothing lasts forever #While Crowley so clearly meant that THEY could last forever #I'm so sad #I UNDERSTAND #I get everything but this sentence #Especially how he said it #WHY AZIRAPHALE WHY #Good omens #good omens 2 spoilers #good omens season 2 #good omens spoilers #Ineffable husbands #Crowley #Aziraphale

[lovepersevering13]

Romanticising loneliness online is all fun and games until you’re 16 and on school camp.

#and you know you’ll never be popular or even liked by some people #because of your friends #and you love your friends #more than anything else #but it’s tiring #when you’re not invited to the whole year party #because the other girls think your friends are weird #mentally ill teenage girl #pointless teen angst

[tennessoui]

in the cheating au do anakin and obi wan get caught? are there any near misses?

I think they definitely start getting more and more reckless the longer it continues. satine absolutely catches them because they’re having sex on the kitchen floor or something. she’s angry at first, mostly because she’s surprised and she knows that this is liable to get messy very quickly. anakin freaks out about satine knowing, thinking one scorned wife will tell the other, but obi-wan refuses to let him go without a fight. and it’s absolutely a fight he wins because he needs to win it.

they cool down after satine finds out, but then start ramping back up because they can’t stay away from each other. anakin tries to convince himself that padmé would react as blasely as satine had, but he knows she wouldn’t.

i imagine the breaking point for their hidden relationship comes because anakin is taken to a space hospital after he gets involved in a fight he shouldn’t have and some guy cuts his arm off and obi-wan and padmé are both off-planet at the same conference and padme is excused because anakin is her husband, but obi-wan can’t leave because he’s just a family friend.

and when he finally does get to the hospital, a day later after the most cut-throat negotiations on record, they won’t let him into the wing because he’s not his spouse and it’s family only.

the worst part is, padme gets that obi-wan is worried for his friend, but she promises that she’ll give him every update in the galaxy as soon as she hears.

so why does she come out of the room for a caf in the early morning and see obi-wan asleep on a few chairs outside the room? isn’t that a little overbearing? they must be closer friends than she thought.

meanwhile, as soon as anakin is better, obi-wan tells him that he has to choose. obi-wan can’t take not publicly being anakin’s and vice versa anymore. 

#asks #anakin at first balks from the idea #but obi-wan is like what if it had been me? what if i had been injured and only satine could see me? #and anakin changes his mind pretty fast #because he just loves obi-wan that much #more than anything else #cheating au #cw: cheating

[muffingnf]

yeah like lately george has been making content whenever he was at home. even streamed from his holiday. like sure it isn't a lot still, but he's never gonna be a super frequent streamer. if you expect that you're setting yourself up for failure

i think people associated george moving to florida with this big boom in content when they’re forgetting that moving to florida was never just about the content for him. now he’s there he gets to live his life and have fun with his best friends and go travelling. the entitlement is crazy when people are essentially being like “george i know u were depressed in london and thats why there was no content…. now you’re in florida i expect you to sit in your office and stream multiple times a week and never have fun tho 🥰” be serious for even five seconds

#florida was about george being HAPPY #and dream being happy #more than anything else #and its telling who cared more about the lack of content than about their mental welbeing pre meet up #nova.ask

[coldmermaidhologram]

#0

: I want to make a little journaling thing here on Tumblr. Kind of like episodes of my life. But in sitcom format. Just documenting little bits and pieces of my life <3

#love yourself #more than anything else #life series #life updates #journal #but as a sitcom #humour

[jaypelt]

I've been seeing more and more people quite horny for their machines and especially their PCs on my dash lately, which is just fascinating.

#just an observation #more than anything else

[loser-female]

I ordered a couple of thrift books from a private and my cat is now going crazy with the box.

She can't leave it alone and is searching the cat of the guy that sent me the books lol

#ada.txt #i have a problem with buying and reading books #i spend so much money on it #more than anything else #I'd rather starve than be without books #fortunately i can afford my addiction

[add1ctedt0you]

Here lies the ashes of the Wen Sect's remnants!

#One of my controversial take is that the wen remnants's end is a political move #More than anything else #mar reading mdzs